Annie Lennox: The Biography
By Lucy Ellis
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Lucy Ellis has four loves in life: books, expensive lingerie, vintage films and big, gorgeous men who have to duck going through doorways. Weaving aspects of them into her fiction is the best part of being a romance writer. Lucy lives in a small cottage in the foothills outside Melbourne. Recent titles by the same author INNOCENT IN THE IVORY TOWER Did you know this title is also available as eBook? Visit www.millsandboon.co.uk
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Annie Lennox - Lucy Ellis
incarnations.
1
WHO’S THAT GIRL?
I see life as a very, very temporary thing: you’re born, you grow up, you grow old, you die.
– AL
On Christmas Day 1954, just nine months and two weeks after their registry office wedding, Thomas Allison Lennox and Dorothy Farquharson Lennox (née Ferguson) were blessed with a daughter. They chose to call her Ann, a name popularly characterised by elements of creativity alongside practicality, countered by anxiety. As Ann herself later conceded, these were also attributes in keeping with her star sign. I’m a Capricorn. I was born on Christmas Day with my Sagittarius rising. I definitely have the traits. Very determined, serious, tend to be disciplined, earthbound in that sense, feet on the ground. Goatish determination – that’s the main thing.
Such tenacity she inherited in spades from her father. Tom Lennox was a 29-year-old boilermaker working at Hall Russell’s Yard on the bitterly cold docks of Footdee in his native city of Aberdeen, on the north-east coast of Scotland. He was an active communist, his left-wing politics having been instilled in him by his proudly working-class parents, Archibald and Jeannie Lennox.
One of four siblings including an adopted brother, Tom had worked in the yard since the age of 14, following in the hard-working footsteps of his own father. A thoughtful and dedicated man, he started out as a ship’s plater, then steadily climbed the ladder, becoming a boilermaker by the time his child was born. Eventually he would be promoted to foreman.
In his late twenties Tom met and courted Dorothy, daughter of William and Dora Ferguson, who was five years his junior. Dorothy’s middle name was passed down from her mother’s side and boasted truly noble origins; the Farquharson clan were considered among the most loyal and faithful supporters of the 17th century House of Stuart. They upheld their motto, Fide et Fortitudine, with pride and over the years amassed an estate encompassing approximately 200,000 acres of forest and moors in the Grampian region of Aberdeenshire. Dorothy herself was an only child and was raised in the scenic countryside of Aberlour, at their family home, ‘Grantlands’. As family friend June Smith recalls, Dorothy came from the country, but they’re still very close. The whole clan is very supportive of each other. They’re great ones for getting together.
By the time she met Tom, Dorothy had grown into an attractive, friendly young woman who had come to work in Aberdeen as a school cook. After their marriage on March 13, 1954 at 162 Union Street and an uneventful pregnancy, she was only too happy to leave work for a while to care for her cherished daughter Ann.
Her mum’s incredible,
says Ann’s later friend and colleague, Barry Maguire. Beautiful for a start – a most stunning woman; tall and graceful, moves like an angel, gentle, with ivory pink skin. She always wears her hair up, it’s always perfectly in place, but she doesn’t come across as fussy. She’s a very caring mother, wanting Ann to do the right thing.
Dorothy’s country accent, statuesque figure and habit of pinning up her long blonde hair in a bun set her apart from the average Aberdeen mum whose hair hung loosely in a curly crop.
Little Ann made her expectant parents wait until the very last 50 minutes of Christmas night 1954 before she made her debut at the clinically unfestive surroundings of the small three-storey Fonthill Road maternity hospital. It was just a short walk away from her parents’ first home at 109 Gairn Terrace, a modest semi-detached house situated opposite a bus station in a quiet residential street. The Lennoxes lodged with the Middletons and for their rent they received a large living room incorporating a sink and kitchen area, and a loft upstairs for their sleeping quarters. Money was stretched to the limit, particularly with an extra mouth to feed, and could well have been a contributing factor in their decision to have just one child. But this only made the tiny family closer.
They were a lovely couple,
says June Smith. I think they were quite strict parents. They only had Ann and she was a very special person to them. They were very proud parents.
The fact that Ann lacked brothers and sisters meant that she benefited in kind. They were a working-class family, but she was an only child so she probably got more than families with five kids.
It’s always a bit tough being an only child,
admitted the child in question years later. You tend to be under the illusion that the whole world revolves around you. It might have been nice to have an older brother or sister to take the attention away from me.
Although she had no siblings, Ann had plenty of cousins to play with on her father’s side, whilst on her mother’s side she was later to form a close relationship with her grandparents.
They were very quiet, very self-assured people,
says June of the Lennox clan as a whole. People from the north-east tend to be very close, they don’t say a lot, they keep themselves to themselves, and that’s how Tom and Dorothy were.
In stark contrast to this warm, loving and tight-knit background, Ann’s physical surroundings were cold, impersonal and grey. Quite literally carved in stone, Aberdeen is known as the ‘Granite City’ because so many of its buildings are constructed from the pale granite quarried nearby. Most of the oppressive solid structures that line Union Street, the town’s main thoroughfare, date from the 19th century. However beautiful some of the architecture and cobbled streets of old Aberdeen to the north of the city may be, there is no escaping the monotony of its greyness. When the city was relocated from the historic college environs 300 years ago to its present position closer to the docks, the colour didn’t change.
You have the North Sea where I come from,
Ann later mused. It’s a very dangerous, dark ocean. It can change its mood a lot. It’s not the blue Mediterranean. And it’s cold when you step into that water and I think that that must have come into my sensibility somewhere down the line.
Situated on the bracing North Sea coast, with the River Don to the north, the Dee to the south, and the brown quartz of the Cairngorm Mountains to the west, Aberdeen’s primary industries during the first half of the 20th century were shipbuilding, fishing and granite. Although it was the chief commercial and fishing seaport of northern Scotland, in the early Fifties the city was relatively poor compared to Glasgow or Edinburgh, and due to its raw, remote location, remained extremely isolated.
This secluded nature led to the town becoming dominated by a few clans who were either large or important, as were the Lennoxes and Farquharsons respectively. Aberdeen’s socio-economic detachment from the more cosmopolitan Scottish cities meant that the more spirited individuals within the town were able to get their voices heard, and because its citizens were predominantly working-class, the opinions voiced were generally left-wing.
Her father was a member of the Communist party with my father,
explains June. And her grandfather, her uncle, in fact the whole family were in the socialist movement at that time. Her father was in my father’s ward, he was in charge of a particular area.
Ann’s father and uncles inherited their strong political leanings from their parents’ generation, notably Ann’s great uncle Robert who became Lord Provost of Aberdeen, and her father who was a proud, card-carrying member of the Communist party. For a little girl this manifested itself in enjoyable social occasions like children’s parties and picnics, but in private Tom’s brooding on politics would make him increasingly strict and authoritarian in his ways, a trait which in time would sow the seeds of disquiet between father and daughter.
When Ann was just a baby the Lennox family moved from one council property, 109 Gairn Terrace, to another; 140 Hutcheon Street, on the north side of town. Their new home was a granite end-of-terrace tenement building located opposite, and consequently in the shadow of, an imposing canvas factory, with a tall chimney pouring out smoke.¹ The factory workers virtually took over the area, filling the street at break times, and it was the scene of the first female pay strike in Britain.
Tom, Dorothy and Ann found themselves in a run-down and unfurnished two-bedroom flat in a three-storey house with one communal toilet. This they shared with five other families with nine children between them. As she grew older Ann would be amazed on visiting her friends’ houses to discover that they often had their very own bedroom; already social status was setting her apart from her peers. Hutcheon Street was never what you could call grand,
says June Smith. Hutcheon Street is where they used to have the slaughter house, and just across the road was the only factory in the whole of Aberdeen city, a great big brick thing. They’ve kept the gates to the slaughter house, and the pub on the corner called The Butcher’s Arms is still there, as it was when the slaughter house was there.
In this rather unromantic setting the toddler began to demonstrate musical leanings. Tom Lennox had long been a keen bagpipe player with a penchant for Jimmy Shand and his band, and secretly hoped that his young daughter would share his love for music. He had always enjoyed hearing Ann singing along to Gaelic folk songs and so one day brought her home a toy piano. Before long he was delighted to hear the three-year-old picking out tunes from the television on the tiny instrument. Tom and Dorothy were impressed with their child’s instant aptitude for music, and encouraged her wholeheartedly.
But it wasn’t just in musical terms that Ann was advanced for her age. At four-and-a-half years old she continued to please her parents by being accepted into the prestigious Aberdeen High School for Girls, near the centre of town. This was no mean feat, as June remembers, It was a very selective process to get in.
The High School was originally founded in 1874 in Little Belmont Street. Due to its popularity as a grammar school of exceptional standard, the pupil intake expanded, necessitating a move in 1893 to its present location in a low, elongated granite building at 18–20 Albyn Place. This transition entailed amalgamating the school with Mrs Emslie’s girls’ orphanage which had been in situ since 1846.²
Colleen Gray-Taylor (née Sweeney) joined the High School along with Ann in 1959 and the two were friends until their late teens. There were three girls’ schools in Aberdeen, two were fee-paying and the High School wasn’t, but you had to pass a test to get in,
she says. "A very mixed bag of girls went there. There were certainly girls who came from affluent families, but there were other girls who had a ‘normal’ family life.
It was a very strict school insofar as you had a strict uniform code. In the third term you took a letter home to say it was now summer, and you could wear your blazer and white Panama hat.
Alternatively the winter uniform consisted of a black velour hat, navy tunic, white blouse and co-ordinating tie. It was very polite,
Colleen continues. If a teacher came into the room, you all stood up and curtseyed. There was a great deal of emphasis on ‘being a lady’. The school motto was ‘By Learning And Courtesy’ and it was certainly that!
The High School even boasted its own crest to complement the motto: a shield divided by a white strip at the top, displaying a book, two turrets and a white tulip. The strong sense of tradition was reinforced further with the adopted customs of many schools of this era. There was an assembly with prayers every morning,
says Colleen. The whole primary school was together for assembly and when you moved up to the senior school, then they would all be together.
The girls went to their classes under the watchful eye of the headmistress, Miss Margaretta McNab; a prim, tidy and respectable lady with horn-rimmed spectacles who was to serve the school for nearly 20 years. Colleen remembers: Miss McNab was the overall head teacher, and in the primary school it was a Miss Clarke. She was nice, I liked her. She would come round and speak to everybody, she was a ‘hands-on’ head teacher.
But for Ann, who soon earned the nickname ‘goldilocks’ on account of her long blonde hair, which was usually held back with an Alice band, the primary school wasn’t always as friendly as outward appearances would suggest.
She has often been quoted on her first academic experience as saying rather sweetly that she learnt how to curtsey, point my toes, sit nicely at table and to stand up for old age pensioners on the buses.
However, being suddenly uprooted from the protective cocoon of a devoted family and placed in one of two classes of around 30 clever pupils her age, was to prove a rapid learning curve for the sheltered apple of her parents’ eye. I wasn’t at all academic, although the school was supposed to be for bright kids,
she says. I was bright enough, but I was labelled as a daydreamer because I lacked the ability to concentrate. I was always a ‘nice’ kid though … I tended to identify with people who I felt were hard done by.
While Ann struggled to keep up with the other children in the more scientific classes, there was no doubt as to her obvious artistic talents. She excelled at music and art and had a strong appreciation of English literature, although it was to be a while before the full extent of her musical ability was to shine through. Ann was a sensitive and thoughtful child who earned praise from those teachers honing her creative leanings, but these very qualities seemed at times to attract negative attention from teachers in other fields. This only served to confuse Ann even more, as she explains, Teachers at school would praise me for my ‘talent’ on the one hand, and then on the other they’d be really cruel and sarcastic because I wasn’t any good at maths. I developed a kind of dual superiority/inferiority personality complex.
This early criticism from her elders and being constantly under the scrutiny of her father, who was adamant that his only daughter should succeed academically, placed a pressure on the young girl’s shoulders which was compounded by a further feeling of inadequacy in her neighbourhood.
I was made aware of class differences as soon as I enrolled,
she says. Attending the school alienated me from the working-class people around me. These people were intelligent, but they were people who were never given the opportunity to develop.
At such a young age, Ann had thus far been made aware of any cultural differences between her and other children only when she went round to her friends’ houses and discovered she was at a financial disadvantage. The majority of the intake of Aberdeen’s High School for Girls was from privileged middle-class families. Suddenly Ann was uncertain of her standing.
There’s a weird perverted snobbishness about the working class,
she later observed. I was born in a tenement and my father worked in the shipyards, but you don’t go round shouting about it.
Now conscious of this social contrast to her peers, Ann began ascending the academic ranks as a quieter, more introspective character than she might have been had she not felt quite so ‘different’ from the outset. Fortunately, music is an entity that traditionally cuts across all social barriers and she would make firm friends with the musical elite, such as Jennifer Brown and Rhonda Shand, both of whom were later to make names for themselves alongside Ann in the school orchestra.
At home Ann continued to develop her interests in the creative arts and, to her mother’s enchantment, by the age of five she was writing poetry, drawing and painting pictures as well as singing and playing her toy piano. As Dorothy Lennox confirmed to previous biographer Johnny Waller, Oh, aye, she was always drawing, she would take her drawing up to bed and draw there. I always thought she was musical, and I encouraged her, but sometimes it was difficult …
The gifted young child soon became known for her inventive ideas after school and at weekends, and she began ‘performing’ regularly around Hutcheon Street. All the kids from the neighbouring tenement houses used to play together out on the street or in the backyards,
she smiles. We could keep ourselves blissfully amused for hours with a wide variety of invented games – occasionally somebody would get the idea to put on a concert in someone’s backyard. All the mothers were invited and they would erect a makeshift ‘stage curtain’ by hanging an old sheet over a washing line and all the kids would do a little ‘turn’ – everybody loved it!
In addition to this theatrical outing, Ann would wholeheartedly take part in traditional children’s activities such as dressing up and going ‘trick-or-treating’ at Hallowe’en. Despite this evident willingness to play, another friend notes that even out of school, Ann was a serious person – I never saw her double up or really giggle …
At the tender age of six, Ann was considered old enough to leave her parents for a few days to spend time with her maternal grandparents, William and Dora Ferguson, in their home town of Aberlour. This quietly beautiful and historic village is to be found in Speyside, situated in northeast Scotland with Inverness and the Highlands to the west, and Aberdeen to the east. It is known mainly for its salmon fishing, Walkers shortbread and malt whisky, made with the water which originates from St. Drostan’s well. William Ferguson, a gamekeeper, was supposedly one of the village’s best advocates of said whisky.
Dora was delighted to introduce their grandchild to the classics she kept in her library, and to take the little girl for long walks in the wooded countryside surrounding Aberlour. Like her own daughter, Dora also encouraged Ann in her poetry-writing exercises and fuelled the child’s imagination with stories and intelligent conversation, speaking to her as an equal. These happy times were to provide some of Ann’s fondest childhood memories.
Back at school, at the age of seven, Ann made her first public appearance that did not require her to jump out from behind a neighbouring mother’s washing. Her debut was at the grandly titled Aberdeen and North-East of Scotland Music Festival in 1962, where she sang a traditional Scottish song that included the immortal line, ‘My banty hen has laid an egg, I’m having it for tea!’ Neil Meldrum, a music teacher at the High School during Ann’s time there explains today, The Festival is organised by an independent council of people, both school and private music teachers, but not under the auspices of the school. It’s for all ages from wee ones right up to adults. It’s just like a standard competitive music festival, and is mainly a solo competition.
Ann did not win the contest, though she provided the adults with a thoroughly memorable and spirited performance.
At this time she was also being instructed in Eurhythmics, a form of dance and mime derived from an ancient Greek format of teaching children musical rhythm by graceful movements. It had been devised in 1905 by the Swiss composer and teacher Émile Jaques-Dalcroze, who had intuitively recognised that young children in upper-class establishments were being taught music in a manner too intellectual for their age. The system had made sufficient impact in the early 20th century to have been used in a character-building scene by D. H. Lawrence in his novel, Women In Love.
Ann first learned of this theory of harmony in music and physical movement as part of the school curriculum when she was just one of dozens of girls obliged to take part in a weekly lesson. Her teacher was Marguerite Feltges, a vivacious and voluptuous lady whom Ann later described as an eccentric dance mistress
.
Mrs Feltges taught Greek dancing,
recalls Irene Burnett, herself a former pupil who had become the school secretary by the time Ann was in attendance. It taught you deportment and that kind of thing. The Greek dancing was sort of floating about barefoot, a bit ballet-ish but not so regimented. It was all individual, but you would be in a circle and make patterns. It was very free; a freestyle of dancing.
Adds Colleen Gray-Taylor: We had to wear these short, sky blue, almost tunic-type things, with splits up the side. It was just like moving to the rhythm of the music.
At the end of term there would be concerts in front of the school and parents,
continues Irene. Mrs Feltges was small, think of Margot Fonteyn, but a lot more ‘proper’. She always walked like a ballerina, with her toes pointed and her feet turned out. Her hair was dark with streaks of grey. She was an extrovert.
Marguerite herself harboured fond and rather telling memories of the young Ann Lennox. She was a charming child. I taught her mime and movement, and I remember when ‘Waltzing Matilda’ first came out … my pianist was playing it and all the children were dancing in a circle while I stood with my arms outstretched. And Ann was the child who took my hands and danced with me.
Still aged seven, Ann experienced another milestone in her musical development. Having spent many hours playing with her toy piano, she now showed an interest in her grandmother’s full sized version. Fortuitously, tuition in the instrument then became available at the school. Ann would have welcomed ballet, Highland dance or piano lessons, but her parents could afford only one of the three and chose the latter. Although disappointed that she was unable to take dance classes, Ann began taking piano lessons with Mrs Murray, a conscientious, if a little old-fashioned teacher. Ann immediately showed an aptitude for the instrument and over the years was to prove and develop her skill by taking the recommended examinations faced by all budding pianists: I took all the grades, one to eight and passed,
she confirms. It was the usual thing; Bach, Beethoven, Mozart, all of that.
The reasons behind Tom and Dorothy’s inability to pay for more than one extra-curricular activity for their daughter were rooted in worrying and unhappy circumstances. Tom had changed jobs when Ann was small, and was now working on the railways as the wages were higher. But in 1963, when Ann had just turned eight years old, Dr Beeching, the then chairman of the British Railways Board, produced the controversial Beeching Report. This advocated concentrating resources on inter-city passenger traffic and freight, at the cost of closing many rural and branch lines. In short, Tom’s post was no longer necessary and he was made redundant.
As Ann explains, her father had little choice in his next move. He had to go back to the yards again. That was tough because he wasn’t getting any younger and it’s physical work in all kinds of conditions.
Always a stern and somewhat distant fellow, the enforced change only served to make Tom tougher and more reserved, as he no doubt viewed a resumption of his old work as a bit of a ‘step down’.
He returned to the shipyard in Footdee which, although once a tiny village with a community of its own, had now become a rather violent place where local gangs of disenchanted youths would hang around threatening to prevent entry into the area. Workers at the yard resigned themselves to toiling 10-hour days for overtime and bonuses, their tasks resembling a factory assembly line where a whole ship would be built every four-and-a-half days. This period saw the introduction of the welding technique, a revolution in ship-building. According to George Duncan, a local resident whose father also used to work at the yard, the hapless employees weren’t properly trained in the intricate procedure, and many ships built during this period of fast turnover sank as a result.
Meanwhile Ann continued to flourish at the High School, occasionally even taking time off her studies to represent her school in music festivals. She was now also a keen singer, having joined the school choir. The atmosphere could sometimes border on the competitive, as school friend Pat Reid remembers, Aberdeen was such a musical hothouse at that time, and they were all of such a good standard, that it really did push you.
The Head of the Music Department at the High School in those days was Mr Cutbush. He was a small, very bright little man,
elaborates Irene Burnett today. "You had to be ‘just so’ with Mr Cutbush, you didn’t step out of line. He was a very good musician. At one point he was the only man on the staff, but the girls wouldn’t take a shine to him. He was quite strict, not that sort of chap." A man as fastidious in his mark book as in his teaching, it seems Mr Cutbush was perhaps more respected by the anxious parents than the wary students.
In 1964, when Ann was nine, she earned her first accolade for her developing abilities; winning second prize in a talent contest during a rare and well-deserved family holiday at Butlins. She performed the old Scottish song ‘Marie’s Wedding’ and far outshone the majority of the young entrants.³ But in May that year, any hope of further immediate appearances was quashed.
One year after the town of Zermatt in Switzerland had suffered an outbreak of typhoid, Aberdeen was struck by the same infectious disease caused by ingesting drinking water or food contaminated with the bacterium Salmonella typhi. In this case a mere 7lb tin of Argentinean corned beef was the culprit, as between May 5 and 10 it was sliced and sold in small quantities to customers of a local supermarket. Within a fortnight it had caused an epidemic.
Suddenly hundreds of Aberdonians were suffering the initial symptoms of chronic headaches, weakness, fatigue, abdominal pain and intestinal upset. As the illness progresses a fever develops, red spots appear on the chest, the stomach swells and the spleen enlarges. Without treatment using the relevant antibiotics, severe complications such as intestinal bleeding, urinary tract infection, renal failure or peritonitis may occur.
Aberdeen is now a beleaguered city!
proclaimed the city’s chief medical officer, Dr Ian MacQueen, in Aberdeen’s Evening Express on May 30, 1964. Don’t leave the city if you are an Aberdonian. Don’t come to Aberdeen unless it’s absolutely necessary.
Following his advice schools, ballrooms, cinemas, youth clubs and swimming pools were closed. Even where public places were allowed to remain open, any canteen facilities therein were suspended.
For Ann and her peers this meant an enforced quarantine until the epidemic could be beaten. For the three weeks approaching the school summer holidays, she had to remain indoors, out of contact with anyone else and unable to attend the High School for lessons, let alone any of the scheduled music festivals. Aberdeen was officially given the ‘all clear’ on June 17, 1964, after some 444 people had been hospitalised. It was quite enough excitement for Ann, who was longing to get out for the summer and resolved to make the most of her school holidays that year.
She was back at the Aberdeen and North-East of Scotland Music Festival a year or so later, when once again she received second prize for her singing, this time in the juvenile girls category. For this honour she was rewarded with her picture appearing in the local paper. However, it was shortly after reaching her 11th birthday on December 25, 1965 that she finally found her musical calling.
There was a flute made available in the school orchestra,
she remembers with fond amusement. It was a really old one with elastic bands fitted instead of springs and it was falling to bits – I called it Flora. In those days, I used to personalise everything, and my flute was called Flora. So, 11 years old, pigtailed and precocious, the envy of all the potential Shirley Temples of Aberdeen, I started to learn the flute and went to play in military bands and symphony orchestras.
Ann attended the Music Centre situated on nearby Loch Street, which was overlooked by a large soap factory and granite tenements similar to her home. It used to be a school and was a very old-fashioned, but lovely building,
Pat Reid, then also a budding musician, explains. There were lots of different floors. Orchestra was held as you came in, in this huge hall, and then you went up this wonderful staircase to the military band which was held on the first level.
Unlike the choice between piano and ballet a few years earlier, there was no financial reason why the Lennox family should object to Ann’s attendance. All the instruments were free and the tuition, if it wasn’t free, was very cheap,
says Pat. Ann embraced her new place of learning with glee.
Every Saturday morning she would get up early and walk to the Music Centre, her first appointment being to sing in Miss Auchinauchie’s choir at half past ten. Described as quite a character
by Irene Burnett, Miss Auchinauchie was solely in charge of the energetic youngsters and was a good friend of Marguerite Feltges, the Eurhythmics teacher. Ann’s friend Patricia Smith remembers that, You just had to be able to sing in tune – Miss Auchinauchie used to go round the schools and listen to the girls. She was an old, strict lady, but very kind as well; you had to do what she told you.
After a bout of enthusiasticsinging Ann would climb upstairs to the hall where military band rehearsals were held. The military band was a bit daunting because the conductor always liked to shout at us and everybody was a bit scared of him. We made an awful racket though – I’m not surprised he used to go mad!
Ann laughs today. Despite her initial wariness of the conductor, she truly seemed to have found an early passion at these rehearsals, as she later confessed in another interview, I really loved it. I envisaged myself playing in a small chamber ensemble.
While Mrs Murray laboured the finer points of piano arpeggios and theory, the military band leader Bill Spittle undertook the task of teaching Ann to play the flute. Lessons would take place once a week either at the High School or at the Music Centre.
Bill came from Newcastle and moved up to Aberdeen after the war,
says Sandra MacKAY, a friend of Ann’s and fellow member of both the school and military band. He became the peripatetic woodwind teacher at a number of schools in Aberdeen. He was very influenced by American military bands which had woodwind as well as brass in them. His ambition had always been to start a military band for the schools on a Saturday morning, and because he taught at the schools he knew that people would come.
Pat Reid continues, He was a very strict man, he was a great disciplinarian – he had very high standards. If you were not a good timekeeper he would move you down the ranks. I think Ann was one of his favourites.
In actual fact, Ann herself has since admitted to being a little lazy and not studying quite as hard as she should, but nonetheless Bill’s enthusiasm was infectious and she was altogether swept away by the beginning of this new social chapter in her life. Bill loved all the razzmatazz, he’d come on in a white tuxedo – how embarrassing!
laughs Sandra. He was an inspiration and was very encouraging. If he thought you had talent, he would make sure you had lessons once a month from someone from the Scottish National Orchestra.
Bill’s the one who really had a major influence on Ann, obviously being her flute teacher,
explains Neil Meldrum. It was strange in some ways because he was a very old-fashioned traditionalist as well, but I think he was perhaps a little more flexible than Mr Cutbush, realising the talent and ability that she had.
Not everyone was able to recognise Bill’s softer side though, and perhaps being one of his acknowledged ‘favourites’ helped, as June Smith offers: He was very strict, he was a contentious old sod! Ann got on well with him, but of course she was one of his best pupils.
Bill originated from a different background to most of the music teachers around at the time, having worked with more modern light orchestral material. He also made quite a startling physical impression, according to Pat: He had a Friar Tuck haircut, and he had obviously had reddish hair, there was a hint of that showing. He had a lovely polished bald head with freckles on it and wore glasses and a moustache. He was also a little bit flashy in his own way too; he used to wear tweed suits, he was always immaculately dressed. I remember him being dapper, with shiny shoes.
Such a character was bound to attract Ann’s interest, and she soon became one of his most promising students, which by all accounts was no mean feat. At that time the musical scene in Aberdeen was a competitive thing,
says June, and only the best from the city were allowed to play in the schools’ orchestra and the military band – you were selected.
Sadly Bill passed away in the mid-Nineties, but he was able to give Lucy O’Brien, author of Sweet Dreams Are Made Of This, an informative interview about his time with one of his most devoted pupils. She was a very promising young musician and showed flair from the start,
he said. "She was a useful pianist and a proper singer … She wasn’t swell-headed or inclined to think herself better than the others, but she didn’t lack confidence. She had a zest to do well. Her ability gave her self-confidence. Even more importantly, Ann astutely seemed to recognise who was boss with this most abrupt, to-the-point and charismatic teacher:
She was wise enough that if she disagreed with me she wouldn’t let us fall out. I wasn’t an easy teacher, but I’ve had some good results …"
The overall portrait painted by the former members of Bill’s military band is that children didn’t just attend the rehearsals, concerts and even mini-tours because they were instructed to by their parents; they went to further their musical ambitions and because it was fun, pure and simple. They would play the usual marches and overtures, but Bill Spittle also had a penchant for Latin American music, and he used to wiggle his bottom to it!
chuckles current music teacher Neil Meldrum, and both Sandra and Pat confirm that most of the music they played under the exacting beat of the self-possessed conductor was American marches, several light years away from the staid hymns they would be singing in school assembly. Colleen Gray-Taylor recalls that, At prize-giving every year they had a big leaving ceremony on the very last day of school before the summer holidays and the school orchestra would always play at that.
In addition, once a year the Saturday morning band would perform an eagerly awaited concert in the Music Hall on Union Street, which as Sandra recollects, would be packed because everyone’s mum would come!
Interspersed with the weekly meetings of the school choir and the military band were the rehearsals of the schools’ orchestra, of which Ann and Co were also members. You got in through a recommendation from the school or music teachers. There was an audition for the orchestra,
says Pat.
The orchestra was taken by a local violin teacher called William ‘Peddie’ Willox, he was marvellous,
explains Sandra. "We always did a Rossini overture, one of us would play a concerto and then we’d finish off with something like Sibelius’ Karelia suite. Pat continues,
Peddie was a very thin man, always looking worried. He had a grey type of personality, not colourful like Bill. He was a bit wishy-washy."
Ann was now flourishing under guidance from her new tutors, and stood out from her contemporaries as being one of the better players, if a little quiet with it. She was one of a group of girls who were very good musicians,
remembers Neil Meldrum on the academic side. "The school was very well known for producing a lot of musical girls. Because it was a selective school these kids were obviously very intelligent anyway.
She was a fine musician and a lovely flautist. There is a concerto for flute which was written for her by Louis Fussell, who was the string teacher in the school at that point and did quite a lot of composing. She was a good player and obviously made an impression on Louis.
Nobody seems sure why this particular teacher should have taken such a shine to the young player, and to have an entire concerto written ‘in her honour’ was indeed worthy praise.
While Ann ensconced herself in the rigours of the Aberdeen music scene, the Lennox family uprooted once again, this time to the western outskirts of the city. Ann’s new neighbourhood was Mastrick Land, a housing scheme set up by Clement Attlee’s Labour Government after the Second World War. By the Fifties granite was no longer used in the construction of local buildings as the industry was fading fast, so a dash of colour was added to the young girl’s life in the form of sandstone yellow. She lived in the only skyscraper in that particular area – in fact one of the first built in Aberdeen – its name simply ‘Mastrick’. The tower block, which still stands today, is 13 storeys high and during their stay there the Lennoxes occupied a two-bedroom flat on the top floor offering a spectacular view over the city. It was a drastic change of lifestyle for the pre-pubescent girl.
The city was smaller then,
says local resident George Duncan. This place, Mastrick, was miles out of town and you didn’t have cars in those days. There was a bus service, but it used to take an hour-and-a-quarter to get there from the city, so the women didn’t like it. But the houses had all the mod cons that we never had before, like a bathroom or a kitchen.
While the Lennoxes also benefited from a local pub and a small parade of shops, the location entailed a major upheaval for Ann’s daily travel to school.
She had now progressed into the senior division of the High School, having passed her 11-plus examinations in 1966. She was taught by history teacher Neil Kooney, head of French, Miss Middleton and head of music, Mr Cutbush among others. Mr Cutbush and Mr Kooney were the exceptions to the rule, as Marilyn Beattie who joined the senior school when Ann moved up laughs, There were a lot of Misses at that school!
The attitude of the High School had not changed from Ann’s primary years; if anything it became increasingly scholastic and strict for the older girls. It was very academic,
Marilyn continues. "You didn’t get any office skills, or typing lessons like other schools. You had to do a foreign language even then. In fact the top classes did Latin as well.
Everything had to be just so. We used to have to wear berets at all times. If you were going down Union Street and you hadn’t got your beret on, the prefects would tap you on the back, and even when you were out of school you would be reported for not wearing your hat. Even when I was nearly home I daren’t take it off!
Fellow pupil Colleen elaborates, You had to wear a uniform but you adapted it. In the winter you had to wear a trench coat and you had to have the beret – it was very fashionable to put the beret right on the back of your head so that nobody saw that you had one. You weren’t allowed to have your skirts really short, so as the mini skirts came in you’d have it a normal length for school and then roll it up as you left.
The main uniform of the secondary school comprised a black blazer with the High School badge and motto, v-neck pullover, a blouse and a tie – a blue band was worn on the blazer to distinguish the sixth formers. I remember at the time that we used to wear knee-high socks over the tights, but you used to get told off for that. And there was another phase when people used to have these tights with holes all the way up the sides!
cringes Marilyn.
Every academic year was divided into six houses, each with its own badge, primarily for sporting competitions. The annual school sports day was a tedious trial for the less athletic girls. On sports day you would have to parade around the gym in your sports knickers with your house ribbon sewn on the side,
Marilyn sighs. It was awful, but you couldn’t get out of it.
Miss McNab’s reign of terror prevailed throughout the majority of Ann’s time at the secondary school. She could be very strict. You weren’t allowed to go past the headmistress’s room – that corridor was out of bounds,
says Irene Burnett, adding that along with having to wear the beret at all times travelling to and from school, you weren’t allowed to eat in the streets
. Marilyn remembers that even mealtimes were a bone of contention. School lunches were provided, but not many people took them. Most girls had packed lunches. But there was a carry-on about that, because people weren’t eating properly. Miss McNab would insist that you ate a hot meal, and if you took packed lunches you had to take a note from your parents to say that you would have a hot meal in the evening.
She recalls that most of the girls were fairly strait-laced: There were very few who would stretch the boat a little bit, but you didn’t really rebel.
With specific regard to Ann, Neil Meldrum surmises, From what I can gather, her time at the school was not altogether the happiest period of her life. The school was a selective single sex school and everyone conformed, and Ann didn’t really fit into that category.
¹Coincidentally, the narrow street running down the side of the factory facing their front window was called Ann Street.
²When Ann left in 1972, the Aberdeen High School for Girls was renamed Harlaw Academy as it became co-educational.
³In July 2000, ITV’s Find A Fortune uncovered a unique 7" made cheaply by Ann and a school chum in a Woolworths’ recording booth. The pop song, which consisted mainly of the girls’ giggling, was valued at £1,000 – a true collector’s item.
2
WIDE EYED GIRL
I had a very strong sense of alienation from everything around me. I wanted very much to fit in with one particular thing, but there never was one particular thing to suit me. So as a result I always found myself expressing certain aspects of my personality in order to accommodate, in order to seem as if everything was fine.
– AL
As Ann hit her teens at the end of 1967 she began to realise the extent of her isolation from any one social scene. Having already breached the boundaries of working-class origins and upper-middle-class education, she was even unsure in which dialect to speak as her mother retained her country vowels while her father spoke the brusque tongue of the docks.
The fact that she had no brothers or sisters began to have an increasing effect on her behaviour. I was an isolated kid, writing poetry and imagining things a lot,
she later admitted. I was usually labelled a daydreamer because I lacked the ability to concentrate at school.
There were so many images and feelings flooding her brain, her anguish no doubt fuelled by hyperactive adolescent hormones, that Ann felt she had to give vent to her emotions in some form or other. Initially she chose writing. The Visitor, an early poem about an elderly person’s disassociation with a young relative, was printed in the school magazine when she was 13, and gave a strong indication of her empathy with an outsider looking in:
"And now, I lie here, still and old,
And watch you flit by, here and there,
I see the thoughts in you I thought myself,
And wonder why you never seem to have the time."⁴
Although Ann could be quite gregarious if she wanted, she often found it difficult to relate to intimidating large gangs of girls, and so preferred to share her thoughts with just one special friend her age. If she squabbled with this girl, as is inevitable with teenagers, soon enough she would find another companion and start afresh. I’m very much a one-to-one person,
she reveals. I don’t hang with the group, I never did. I always had one friend that I felt very close to.
But as these relationships failed, she seemed happy enough to make do with her own company. I’d drift off into my own private dream world instead. My self-image was always of a tortured soul who nobody really understood, wandering around in an empty school corridor with my music case and pigtails.
Seemingly unaware that she was already turning heads, the Lennox lass was blossoming into an attractive teenager. Ann was a pretty girl,
describes Irene Burnett. Pretty teeth and a nice smile. She was quite tall and very slim. She had a nice bone structure.
Colleen Gray-Taylor elaborates, She had long, blonde hair and nine times out of 10 it was in pigtails, plaits.
June Smith attributes Ann’s good looks to her genes: Ann is a striking person to look at, and in many ways she has the Lennox look – they’re all quite striking.
At 13 Ann began to think more about her outward appearance and started to develop a unique style of her own. The shy young girl made regular visits to Aberdeen’s second-hand shops and experimented with the hippy fashions that were filtering through after the 1967 ‘Summer Of Love’. Her mother was initially happy to let her daughter test the new trends, although sometimes the line had to be drawn. When the two schools combined, and I was at the annexe, the orchestra came down and Ann was not allowed to play because she was wearing fishnet tights!
laughs Neil Meldrum today.
With this new image came a reappraisal of the opposite sex and the first stirrings of a proper social life, spurred on by a growing interest in pop music. This was a far cry from the childish saccharine of the Mary Poppins soundtrack which Ann had enjoyed five years before. Ann found new popularity in 1969 when she arrived at a school disco armed with her second, more hip record – Procol Harum’s quasi-mystical 1967 recording of ‘A Whiter Shade Of Pale’.
"I remember the first party with boys – I abstained from a kissing game while my copy of ‘A Whiter Shade Of Pale’ grew steadily more warped on the turntable as we played it over and over again … They played it continually. In fact, they didn’t play anything else! And I remember I felt very hippyish, I’d just bought myself a blue paisley tent-dress and a little bell!"
Ann’s early attempts to come out of her shell were met with serious misgivings by her father, who sought constantly to keep her away from such perceived bad influences.
I definitely changed very radically when I became 14,
Ann later acknowledged. I developed my own ideas and opinions and they tended to clash with my parents’.
Tom Lennox was a difficult person to please, especially after his demotion from the railways back to the docks. I used to feel very angry for my father,
Ann continued. He built ships and was exploited and abused. He was tired all the time and got old suddenly. I feel very angry about that.
It seemed that Tom’s resentment of his new situation affected the manner in which he raised his wayward daughter. She didn’t get away with anything as far as her parents were concerned,
said her flute teacher, Bill Spittle. I wouldn’t say she was spoiled, they were kind to her, but thought enough of her to keep her on a tight rein – not like some who let their children go like scarecrows.
Although as Ann recalls, there were loads of arguments and doors slammed,
rarely was there a genuine reason for her parents to worry excessively. June Smith supports the view that Ann’s well-reported spats with her father have been prone to exaggeration: I’ve read various reports in the press about Ann, and her supposed break with her parents, but I think she was just a typical teenager. They were very supportive all the way through her various struggles.
However, many years later Ann was to divulge to Q magazine at least one incident beyond her control that marred her relationship with her father. One afternoon she arrived home from school to find her mother in tears. "My father’s face was grey. I thought somebody must have died, but it was that the headmistress had called and said she wanted to see me.
"What had happened was the police had gone to all the schools in Aberdeen asking the prefects to write down all the people they thought might be on drugs. My name was on the top of the list.
"It wasn’t true. A girl who was a bit jealous of me did it, I found out later. The headmistress said, ‘People are talking about you. There are dark shadows under your eyes, your work is suffering, you won’t pass your exams, you’ll get kicked out of school!’
"I felt betrayed. As if there were enemies around me. And they went straight to my parents. I had no one to talk to. I was depressed all the time."
This was the beginning of a disturbing change in Ann’s personality, which was to manifest itself in increasing bouts of self-doubt. My childhood was relatively happy, sort of normal, nothing traumatic,
she told Musician magazine in November 1985. But at the age of 13 or 14, everything changed. I became very moody, very easily depressed, a bit withdrawn. Although I seemed to be an extrovert, in my own inner world I was much more withdrawn, watching the world, trying to cope with who I was and really very confused about it.
While Ann fought her inner emotional turmoil, somehow she continued to be a committed student. In addition to being an established and accomplished member of the school orchestra from her early teens, Ann’s other scholastic achievements included attaining a Burns Poetry Reading certificate and playing for the British Youth Wind Orchestra. She was still a keen singer, taking part in the Aberdeen Schools Choir as well as being a willing participant in obligatory smaller scale vocal activities. "At Christmas time we used to go to the church at Union junction for the service, and we were all taught to sing ‘O Come All Ye Faithful’ in Latin (‘Adeste Fideles’), remembers school friend Marilyn Beattie.
One of the first things you did when you went to the High School was to write the lyrics on the inside cover of your hymn book. We used to sing French carols as well."
In 1970 the inevitable happened. Despite her father’s best efforts to curtail her social life, Ann started dating. Her first boyfriend was Clifton Collier, a public schoolboy whose father worked in advertising. Despite the excitement of a few dates, their teenage affair was sadly short-lived as Clifton unceremoniously dumped his pretty blonde girlfriend with no apparent warning.
There was a boy I was mad about for ages called Clifton Collier,
Ann later confessed. I remember holding hands with him after school and meeting him at the local bowling alley when I was 15 – all very innocent. He told me to get lost and I was heartbroken. I didn’t get over him for a long time. He’s probably got a big paunch and three kids living in a nice suburban house with a dog and a mortgage by now – who knows?
It remains to be seen whether Clifton developed the paunch, but he later emerged as a successful businessman in the city.
Ann did her best to recover from this early heartbreak by throwing herself into the lively teenage scene that revolved around a couple of Aberdeen’s ballrooms. A fervent desire to rebel against her father’s strictness abruptly forced her out of her shell, and before long she found herself able to mix more easily with people her own age. At first Ann was allowed out only once a week, on a Friday night, so as not to disrupt her schooling, but although she was set a stringent curfew of 10.30 p.m. she managed to let her hair down in some style.
The Beach Ballroom was down at the beach, obviously!
says Marilyn. It hasn’t changed much. It’s got a tremendous floor – it springs. It was built for ballroom dancing, so the floor actually gives with the dancers. If you were all dancing close to the centre, you could actually feel it bend. The dance floor is a big circle, and you can go upstairs to the balcony and look down. The girls would put their handbags in the middle and dance round them. The boys would mostly walk round the side and when they saw a girl they fancied dancing with, they’d just tap her on the shoulder.
Situated on the seafront, just off Beach Boulevard and quite far away from any form of civilisation save a golf course, the Beach Ballroom soon became Ann’s home from home. It is still there today, a grand white building resembling a pavilion with a red tiled roof and a little old-fashioned in appearance. Occasionally pop bands such as Pickettywitch and Scotland’s own Marmalade would visit, but mainly the entertainment was the disco in the centre of the building which pumped out the decidedly un-hippyish sounds of Stax and Motown, and well-established UK favourites like The Beatles, The Rolling Stones and The Kinks.
Ann would keep up with these latest trends by listening to BBC Radio 1 on a transistor radio on her bedside table. Her favourite pop music was undeniably the black soul coming over from America. "I loved all the Tamla Motown artists and I think soul was the music