Obsidian and Stars
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In the riveting sequel to Ivory and Bone—the YA fantasy novel that New York Times bestselling author Amie Kaufman described as having a “richly crafted world of life-and-death stakes”—the story shifts to Mya’s viewpoint as vengeful adversaries force her to flee the life she once knew.
After surviving the battle that erupted after Lo and the Bosha clan attacked, now Mya is looking ahead to her future with Kol. All the things that once felt so uncertain to her are finally falling into place. But the same night as Kol and Mya’s betrothal announcement, Mya’s brother Chev reveals his plan to marry their youngest sister, Lees, to his friend Morsk. The only way to avoid this terrible turn of events, Morsk informs Mya when he corners her later, is for Mya to take Lees’ place and marry him herself.
Rejecting Morsk’s offer, and in an effort to protect her sister, Mya whisks Lees away to a secret island until things back home blow over. Mya soon realizes she’s been followed, however. Even worse, lurking deep in the recesses of this dangerous place are rivals from Mya’s past whose thirst for revenge exceeds all reason.
With the lives of her loved ones resting on her shoulders, Mya must make a move before the enemies of her past become the undoing of her future.
Julie Eshbaugh
Julie Eshbaugh is a YA writer and former filmmaker. She made two short films and then spent several years producing an online video series for teens, which received several honors from the Webby Awards. You can learn more about Julie’s writing escapades (with the online group Publishing Crawl) by visiting www.julieeshbaugh.com.
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- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5We should just rename this "how many times can we pretend to try to kill off Kol before Mya finally says the L word?" I mean it was thrilling in the same way as a thriller movie is where you know that either everyone is going to die leaving the two characters that end up being lovers as the sole survivors or only those characters you don't really care about get killed off giving everyone a convenient happily ever after. After the second attempt on his life, I was just bored.It's been about a year since the events of Ivory and Bone. Mya is off to become betrothed to Kol along with her sister Seeri who also has her heart set on becoming betrothed to Pek. A sad event takes place immediately upon their arrival that put a damper on the happy occasion. Once the official arrangements of betrothals are set Mala makes an offhanded comment about possibly setting Lees aside for her youngest son when Chev breaks the news that he's unwilling to allow Seeri and Pek's future child to become the next high chief so it's up to Lees to produce the heir with his friend Morsk. Mya can't let Lees run away with Rune so she takes his directions towards an island and sets off to hide her sister away until Chev can come up with a compromise. On the uninhabited island, the sisters find a girl named Noni who has just lost her mother after running away from an abusive father. Together they promise to take care of each other and that's going to come in handy when Mya's enemies chase after them in their vulnerable state.Honestly, it wasn't that bad but I keep forgetting this is more of a romance novel. There are many times where Mya longs to be with Kol, she wants to touch Kol, she wants him to press his lips on hers, she looks after Kol to make sure he's okay, she rescues Kol...Yep all about Kol. It's cute but it doesn't leave the best impression in my opinion. Or maybe it does when you're into that kind of thing. Then there's the whole situation about who is willing to let go of their clan. If I do recall in Ivory and Bone, Kol pressed his dad about how Pek was much better suited to be the clan leader but I guess he forgot about that conversation in this book. Brownie points for remembering Mya's characterization though, she was awful the first book and she didn't change. She was however much more sympathetic as well as caring when it mattered the most. My only question remains is why Kol likes her so much. He was hella cute with his declarations of love but Mya...not so much.The villains are still the same, the conflicts are basically the same but personally, I would have liked to have read this book as a standalone or something and pretend the first one didn't exist. Or the author should've merged the book ideas into one and have both points of view. That being said I will admit that I liked this one more than the first.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Obsidian and Stars is the second book in the Ivory and Bone series. I did enjoy the first book, Ivory and Bone, but this book was much more enjoyable to me. The way the story is written is beautiful and detailed. The pacing is of a slower nature but I was okay with that because this story followed around a prehistoric clan and it just felt natural to me. From the start, I was captivated and loved that the story was written from Mya’s point of view. Having met Kol in the first story, I was glad to read things from Mya’s side. The one-sided point of view did not bother me this time around. Mya had come back to make her intentions for marriage known to Kol and his tribe. Before this could even take place, tragedy struck and everything changed for both clans. In addition to this event, it was made known that Mya’s youngest sister, Lees, was to be wed to Morsk.Morsk has been considered for husband to both Mya and her sisters at one point and Lees did not want to marry Morsk at all. Morsk felt the same way and his intention was that Mya should break her betrothal with Kol and marry him instead. Thank you so freaking much that this character did not hold this information back in some lame attempt to keep Kol from knowing. I appreciated that so much from this young adult character you have no idea. After stopping Lees and her beloved, Roon, from making a hasty elopement it was decided that Mya and Lees would run away in order to make it known that they did not accept the decision to wed Lees to Morsk. Mya and Lees left to go to a place that was a far journey from where the Manu clan was currently at. The journey was hard and once they arrived at their destination it quickly became apparent that there were more dangers than they had anticipated. The idea was that Mya and Lees would flee to the secret island to show their defiance and when their brother was ready to actually discuss Lees future he would know where they were because Kol would tell him. Sounds about right for a bunch of teenagers who are reacted emotionally. Although the idea was simple enough what they did not expect was that they would be death and disaster at every turn. Once Mya and the others that joined her were at the island they realized that they were not as alone as they once had thought. They had been followed to this remote location by several people who were out for revenge and this secluded island was the perfect place where no one would ever know what really happened.Wow, is all that I can say about Obsidian and Stars! I found the relationship between Kol and Mya to be pure enjoyment. I loved everything about them!! In addition to a sweet romance there were plot twists that just shocked me! Some of them even made me tear up, which was not cool because I was sitting in a waiting room at that point, lol. Mya’s character was so tough but she was also very vulnerable. I honestly thought that this series was a duology but I was excited to learn that there is more to come in this series and I absolutely can’t wait!!
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Obsidian and Stars - Julie Eshbaugh
ONE
The day is so new, it’s barely day at all. Yet we are already far out on the blue water, gliding under the blue sky. The first rays of the sun paint long stripes of light on the surface. I watch that light—watch it shimmer and ripple until the movement makes my head swim.
Either the movement or my nerves. Or maybe both.
That’s the kind of day this will be—a day of movement and nerves.
I wriggle in my seat, unable to relax. I go back to the moment I last saw Kol, standing on the edge of the sea. I can see his warm eyes, his half smile. I remember every detail of that last good-bye—that last time he said my name and kissed my lips. I can still feel the heat of his breath on my cheek. I hold that image in my mind as the oarsmen stab at the water, bringing me farther and farther north, closer and closer to that very same strip of shoreline.
Bringing me back to Kol.
I wish I could get comfortable. This canoe is so narrow I feel the rock of every wave in the pit of my stomach. My clothes are new and stiff—each place where the hides of my tunic and pants touch me, they rub against my skin. At the back of my neck, in my left armpit, against my right hip bone and the backs of both knees. I have no one to blame but myself, of course, since these clothes are the products of my own hands, made from my own designs. But though I may have bold ideas for intricate patterns of dark and light—the brown of caribou stitched to the tan of sealskin stitched to the gray of otter—I am not always the most patient of tailors. I do not always take the extra time to make sure the fit is perfect. The design on the front of my tunic may draw praise, but no one would want to spend a long day wrapped in this discomfort.
Though that’s exactly what I must do today.
This morning, as soon as I was dressed, I visited Ela’s hut. I don’t ask many people for their opinions, but Ela is one of our clan’s healers, and I trust her. She had not yet seen the new tunic; this was the first I’d shown it to anyone besides my sisters. It’s supposed to suggest a meadow,
I said. The golden grass bending and turning in the wind . . .
Yes, it looks just like that, Mya.
She smiled, the sort of smile that belongs to a girl with a secret.
What?
I just never thought I’d see you looking so much like a bride.
This is not the tunic of a bride,
I said.
Not yet.
She laughed, and I shoved her, and I laughed, too.
She was right, of course. These are the clothes of a girl coming for a betrothal. If a promise of marriage is made, this betrothal tunic will be enhanced, and even more pieces of light and dark will be worked in. It will become even more ornate. . . .
It will become the tunic of a bride.
A wave tosses and lifts the canoe as I think of this—as I let myself imagine for just a moment a wedding to Kol—and my stomach flips as I brace myself against the sides of the boat. This trip to the Manu camp would feel long on the calmest sea, but today, on these choppy waves, it will feel like it goes on for days.
Before I left Ela’s hut, I sat on her bed, held very still, and let her do my hair. Her hands are the hands of a healer—hands blessed by the Divine. Pulling my hair up and away from my face, her fingers quickly divided sections of strands. She wove tiny ivory beads into a fan of small braids that met at the crown of my head.
The beads stand out like stars in a night sky,
she said, smiling at the product of her work.
Now, out here on the water, I let my own fingers trace the beads in my hair. They are so similar to the beads that are strung on either side of my ivory pendant—the symbol of the Bosha clan I inherited from my mother.
Will my own daughter one day wear a pendant of bone, as I did when I was a girl?
I glance at the coastline. Short, stunted trees dot the cliffs, thinned out by the cold wind that even here, south of the mountains, begins to sting my cheeks. I think of Kol, somewhere on the other side of those mountains, and my head swims again. This time I cannot blame the movement of the boat or the light reflecting on the sea.
This time I can blame only my nerves.
Where are you at this moment? I wonder. Are you out in the meadow—the meadow that inspired the design on my tunic? Will you recognize your meadow when you see these clothes?
In front of me in the canoe sits my sister Seeri. Like me, she wears ornate clothes, and her hair is carefully styled, but on her, these things look less out of place. From her clothes to her hair to her easy smile, Seeri is so effortlessly charming. So different from me. But then, she’s not the oldest girl. She didn’t have to take on as much responsibility when our mother died.
But I don’t begrudge Seeri her lack of responsibility or envy her charm. I’m happy for her, just as I know she’s happy for me. This visit to the Manu camp will change both our lives.
This trip is so different from the first I made to Kol’s camp, when I wore my simple hunting parka, the parka that had once belonged to my mother. When my brother, my sister, and I each paddled, sharing the work in one canoe. For this trip, with its more formal purpose, rowers have been employed—two to paddle this boat, and two to paddle the other. The second boat carries my brother Chev, High Elder of our clan, and my twelve-year-old sister, Lees. Her clothes are plain—this trip is not for her—but at least she is coming along. Chev had planned at first to leave her home, but she had pleaded and cried and pleaded some more, until he’d given in.
How can you keep me away when my sisters are becoming betrothed?
she’d whined, and he’d acquiesced. He’d admitted that this visit was important enough for all of us to attend.
True enough, but I suspect Lees has another motive. By coming along on this trip, she will get to see the boy she hopes one day will be her own betrothed—Kol’s youngest brother, Roon.
The spray from the waves grows colder as we press farther and farther north, and I look back over my shoulder at the boat that carries Chev and Lees, a few oar strokes behind. Chev’s head is down, leaning into the wind, but Lees’s eyes are raised, fixed on the ice-capped mountains that rise ahead of us, her lips curled into a smile, oblivious to the knife within the wind.
Or perhaps welcoming it, as it signals that we are drawing closer to our destination.
I wish I could welcome it, too. I wish I could welcome the cold and the wind, and all the other small signs that announce that I will soon see the Manu. A part of me does welcome it. Of course I’m anxious to see Kol’s clan—to see Kol’s family—but I am not anxious to be seen. I know that one glance at me will reveal my intentions, and I shrink at the thought of my private hopes displayed so publicly.
He already knows, I tell myself. It’s no secret how you feel. And though I know this is true, it feels much more like a secret when it’s whispered between a boy and a girl lying in the grass.
This will be much more public. Everyone will know my desires. I will have no secrets left.
As the shoreline bends to the west, the coast changes. Tree-dotted cliffs transform into bare bluffs of rock. Farther ahead, waterfalls of ice—blue in the bright sunlight—spill into the sea.
The sun is almost directly overhead—our shadows are tucked up tightly beneath us, the shining water seeming to give its own light—when the Manu camp comes into view. The southern point of the bay, an ominous mass of rocks and ice, passes to our right, and we leave the open water behind as we enter the shallows. The oars beat in unison, suddenly so much faster than they’ve beaten all day, or so it seems. My heart quickens, too. Tiny silver fish race by in the sun-heated water just beneath the surface, and I feel their wriggling motion in the pit of my stomach.
People stand at the shore, watching us come. There are only two. We draw closer, and I recognize Kol’s brother Roon and his mother.
Our boat comes into shore first, and Roon hurries to the side of the canoe to offer a hand to Seeri. As he helps her step out, the boat pitches hard from left to right, and I grab the sides. The rower at the front—Evet, an elder of our clan who has known me all my life—jumps into the water and quickly offers his hand. I smile, taking hold of his outstretched arm with both hands as I steady myself and the rocking boat. You’re fine,
he whispers. His wife, Niki, the rower at the rear, is suddenly beside me, holding the boat still to allow me to step out.
My face flushes with heat. I can usually trust my own legs to hold me up, my own feet to find steady ground beneath me. What is it about this day—this moment—that makes me so unsure?
As I grab my spear and climb up onto shore, my eyes meet the eyes of Kol’s mother, Mala, and I know the answer to my question. The edges of her face soften when her gaze falls on me. She reaches out her hand, and I take it, expecting her to haul me up the steep bank. Instead, she pulls me into an embrace.
My body goes stiff in her arms. When was the last time a woman—not a girl—held me in this way? Was it my own mother? No, it was Ela’s mother, right before she died, too, a year after mine.
Kol told me about the battle in your camp, and how strong you were,
Mala says against my ear. Her breath is warm, and the tension in my shoulders melts a bit as I slump ever so slightly against her. He told me how you’d faced injury so bravely, how you’d tried to save Lo.
Goose bumps rise on my arms and at the back of my neck. I’m proud of you, Mya, and I’m so glad you’re safe.
A memory shivers across my skin. A memory of my mother’s voice. She is saying, I’m proud of you,
as she draws me into her arms.
Kol’s mother pulls back, holding me at arm’s length. Her eyes sweep over me, taking in the patterned tunic, the crisp newness of my pants, gliding over my face to linger on the beads in my hair. Her lips soften, smooth into a smile. Her eyes move to mine, and they touch something at my core.
I know she sees right into me, to the meaning of everything on the surface, to the secret in my heart. Not just that I’m here to be betrothed, but that I want to be betrothed. That I want to be betrothed to her son. She looks at me and I am known. More known than I’ve been in so long.
I lean away, just far enough that she loses her grip on my arms, and I drop my eyes. Kol’s mother has seen into me, to a place I’m not ready to show. Not to her. Maybe not even to Kol.
Not yet.
Anger flares up in me like a flame—anger at myself for my selfishness. For my unwillingness to share myself. Kol gave me everything. He wanted me. He gave me the security and confidence of knowing I was wanted.
And I gave so little back.
But I’ve resolved to change that. I told Kol I trust him, and I do. And I want more. I want trust and everything else.
Beyond Kol’s mother’s shoulder, the path that leads to the camp is empty. I hear no shouts of greeting, no feet hurrying down the trail.
They’re hunting,
Mala says. I notice all at once that my brother and sisters are behind me. Chev has just asked about Arem, Kol’s father. They left early this morning, and we’re now past midday, so I’m sure they will be returning to join us soon.
Something inside me lurches sideways at the thought of this disparity—Kol out hunting, running, working with his wits and his weapons, while I stand here, expectant, dressed in these stiff, formal clothes, holding a spear like an ornament instead of a weapon.
I’m broken from my thoughts by the movement of the others up the path. Seeri gives my arm a small squeeze as she passes, and when I look into her face she beams as if a light burns inside her. I need to try to be more like her. Relaxed. Trusting. Willing to let people see that there’s light and heat in me, too.
I told Kol I trusted him the day of Lo’s burial, lying next to him in the grass, his cool hand on my back, his warm lips on mine. That memory never leaves me. If only the trust I felt that day could be just as constant.
We travel in a quick procession up the slope to the center of camp, to the meeting place. The whole clan is out, readying the midday meal, and everyone jumps to their feet, calling to us, offering us each a place to sit and food to eat.
If they notice my clothing, my hair, all the hints to my purpose in coming here, they make nothing of it. The meal is mussels and roasted lupine roots, and the portions—though far from skimpy—are not robust. My mat is far lighter than at any other meal I’ve shared with this clan. My thoughts go to Kol and the hunting party, as I realize the pressure they must feel.
After we eat, Lees helps Roon gather empty mats before the two of them disappear into the kitchen. Good for them, I think, envying the lack of notice they enjoy. Chev seems oblivious to the preference they clearly show each other. Instead, he is caught up in speaking with Mala and other elders—Mala’s sister, Ama, who brought in the shellfish, and a man I believe to be the High Elder’s brother.
As they talk, the clan goes back to their tasks. Two boys sit down with Urar, the Manu healer, to help him sort sharply fragrant herbs. A group of women twist stalks of stinging nettle into twine. Mala talks and smiles, smiles and talks, but her eyes move frequently to the shadows of the huts, measuring their progress along the ground. The wind shifts, from a gentle sea breeze to gusts coming down from the east, and she shivers, even though it is far from cold. Her sister, Ama, moves to sit beside her, leaning close and saying something into her ear.
When the sun is hanging over the tops of the spindly trees that stand out in silhouette across the ridge to the west, my brother finally goes quiet. Mala’s mouth draws down at the corners. Her eyes have darkened.
We’ll go and look for them,
my brother says. They do not know that we are here, so they take their time. We will go call them home, and help them bring in the kill.
I should come to lead the way,
Kol’s mother says, turning in the place where she sits on a large stone beside the unlit hearth, looking over her shoulder toward the meadow as if she might have heard something. I look up too, but the only new sound is the call of geese passing overhead. There is nothing new to see but the even strokes of their wings.
No need,
says Chev. You should wait here, in case they return by another route. I’m sure we remember the way into the hills since the last time we hunted with your clan.
Kol’s mother falls silent. The chorus of conversation of those scattered around the meeting place goes quiet too.
How can any of us remember that hunting trip and not remember the saber-toothed cat that I killed, the cat that threatened to kill Kol? How can we think about any hunting trip between our two clans and not think of death?
We move quickly, and before the sun has brushed the tops of the trees on the ridge, Seeri, Chev, and I are ready to hike north into the meadow, then east into the hills. Lees and Roon will stay here. They are not too young to face the risks of hunting—Lees has hunted many times at home—but perhaps too young to come along on a trip such as this one, with so much uncertainty about what we might find. No one says this, of course, but everyone thinks it—probably even Lees and Roon.
I raise my hand to shield my eyes as I look back at them—Mala, Lees, and Roon—and the wind rattles the ivory beads in my hair. I had forgotten they were there. My hand moves to touch them, to trace over Ela’s handiwork, and Lees lifts her hand and waves.
Roon waves too, and my mind catches on the sight of them, standing side by side. A thought leaps to me as I hurry to catch up to Seeri, who strides behind my brother up the sloping path.
Do not think of it, I tell myself. Do not open a flap in the roof and let such a thought blow in. And yet the thought is there.
Of the three of us—me, Seeri, and Lees—Lees is the only one who is certain to see the boy she came to see.
TWO
We take the trail we walked with Kol’s parents, on that morning not long ago when the three of us arrived, uninvited, on the Manu’s shore. The day we hiked to the meadow to meet Kol and his brother Pek.
The day I first saw Kol and first learned his name.
We hike in silence, except for the birds that nest in the grass, fluttering into flight as we shuffle by. When we are well away from camp the rising ground levels off, the north wind blows hard against our faces, and the tall grass mixes with wildflowers.
We’ve reached the meadow, and Kol is everywhere.
I imagine I see him as he was on that morning when we first arrived, the morning my heart overflowed with insult and contempt. He stood with Pek, watching us approach, and I felt his assessing gaze.
Or so I thought.
That day, I saw Kol and his whole clan as enemies—enemies of my heart and of my mind. I squint into the wind, and I see him in my memory as if he is standing there now.
How little I understood Kol that day.
Chev hesitates, looks east toward the mountains, and rolls his spear in his hand. Absentmindedly, Seeri does the same.
Stay alert,
Chev says. But we were all here that day. We all saw the cat I killed, and we all remember the danger.
We turn, following a faint track where feet have crossed into the hills. My eyes scan the sky and I notice fast-moving clouds, blowing down from beyond the snowcapped peaks in the northeast, turning the placid blue into something ominous and wild. I drop my eyes, not wanting to think what kind of sign these clouds might be. Instead, I watch our shadows move over the flowers under our feet—purple, blue, and white—and search their blooms for honeybees.
By the time we reach the gravel path that winds up into the foothills, I haven’t seen a single one. Too cold, I think, as the wind swirls my hair around my shoulders.
We climb, hiking higher as the gravel underfoot turns to stone, then to slabs. The path twists as it winds around tall, jutting walls of rock. We arrive at the boulders that form a gate to the alpine meadow where we found the mammoth herd that day. Looking in, the field is as it was—windswept and lush—and the pool where the two streams meet remains wide and still. At its edge, caribou and elk graze between tall sedges.
But we find no mammoths and no hunting party.
Chev continues up the trail, and we follow without comment. I do not always like to let my brother lead—in fact, I rarely do—but today I’m happy to lag behind. I dread each new step forward, not knowing what might be found around each turn.
I can think of many things that might detain a hunting party. None of them are good.
We climb higher for a while, but then the path turns down, descending to a pass into a narrow canyon—a canyon surrounded on all sides by tall crags of steeply rising rock. The walls soar so high, and the sun in the west sits so low, a blanket of shadow covers the canyon floor. Standing above on the sunlit pass, looking down into the walled canyon, it takes a moment for my eyes to adjust to the contrast. Slowly, shapes separate from shadows, and I recognize what I see.
Inside the canyon, their backs to the towers of stone, stand the members of the hunting party—Arem, Pek . . . Kol. And between the three of them and us, blocking their escape to the pass, stands a herd of mammoths. They hold still, as still as the rocks that rise behind the hunters.
I count ten mammoths in all.
Our vantage point is lit by the sideways beams of the evening sun, stretching our shadows toward the canyon like the fingers of a reaching hand. A hand reaching through the pass that forms the only route of retreat—the only way of escape. The mammoths are all attentive, all threatening, all waiting expectantly for the quick move, the sudden sound, the provocation that will send them surging forward to crush the cornered hunters.
The fingers of our shadows disappear into the gloomy light on the canyon floor, and I wonder if Kol and the others even know we’re here. I don’t dare call Kol’s name or even raise an arm to attract his eye. Seeri and Chev hover beside me, as motionless as the mammoths.
Six humans, ten beasts. Sixteen hearts beating. And yet the only motion is overhead. The clouds race by, and a buzzard, anticipating, circles high in the sky.
The danger of Kol’s situation sets a wide distance between us, so that he feels remote and far off, though in reality he is close enough that I can see his face clearly. The three of them are framed in light above the shade as if they wade in murky water. I notice the angle of Kol’s body, one shoulder pointing in the direction of the pass, ready to block his brother Pek, just a few paces to his right, from an advancing mammoth.
What good could that possibly do? What help could flesh and bones offer against a charging mammoth?
My foot slides as I shift my weight forward. A stone rolls out from beneath my heel and skitters along the gravel of the pass, sending small pebbles tumbling over a steep drop to my right. A long moment of silence is followed by the rattle of rocks against rock far below. The sound echoes against the canyon walls.
I hold my breath. A dark shape traces across the ground—the slanted shadow of the circling bird. He is expectant, ready, as we all are. I listen as the pebbles fall, each one a voice calling No! No! No!
And then the voices hush. Nothing else stirs. The mammoths hold their places like silent sentries.
The shadow of the bird sweeps across me, and I see Kol move.
His head tips back, ever so slightly, and he raises his eyes.
He sees me. I am revealed to him. Here, in this moment of held breath, of balance between life and death. I stand in the sharp light of the sun’s clarifying rays, in my ornate tunic, my stiff, new pants, my dark braids woven with ivory beads.
He sees me, and I am known to him.
My heartbeat trips on the thought, but before it can tumble out of control, something in Kol’s gaze catches me and sets me right again.
It’s not that he smiles, though he does smile. But it’s more than that. Something passes over his face—the opposite of the wildness of the fast-moving clouds and the ominous shade cast by the bird. Something like peace passes over his face, where there was nothing but wariness there before.
And that peace, just for a moment, comes back to me. For just a moment, it crowds out dread and fear.
I shudder. What would be worse? I ask myself. We’ve seen each other, and we’ve understood. Would it have been better to have never been seen at all?
As the sun drops lower and lower behind us, the wait—this painful, dread-laden wait—goes on. The darkness on the canyon floor deepens. Perception shifts. My eyes become unsure. Is that movement? Yes, yes. Pek, closest to the pass, has slid, almost imperceptibly, nearer. A step. A step. He comes closer, his feet pressing down softly