Some Whisper, Some Shout
By K. K. Weil
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Part 1
Jolie
Chapter One
Device: Surround Yourself with Reliable People
I hated the attention. The press. The interviews. The barrage of cameras making me cringe with every click. Still, I flashed the most sincere smile I could muster.
Some people were born to be in the spotlight. As I accepted this year’s Award for Excellence in Philanthropy, my sweaty palms confirmed that I was not one of those people. The tight squeeze on my forearm reminded me that the woman standing to my right, however, was the embodiment of one.
My grandmother’s coal gray eyes shimmered and she stood straighter than I’d seen her in years. This was a huge honor for us both. Though just a local award in our Jersey Shore town, this certificate, presented by the mayor, acknowledged we were doing what we set out to do—make a difference. Even if it was a small one.
Mamie fielded all the interview questions, beaming more with each response. She ran a hand over her silver hair, flirting a little with Brett, the young reporter conducting the interview. Brett played back, as was par for the course. Everywhere Mamie went, people fell in love with her.
It turned uncomfortable when she inevitably nudged me with her elbow and winked, her sign that she thought he was cute and I should make a move.
Reliable?
I whispered, displaying teeth for the camera.
Mamie groaned. She didn’t like hearing about my devices any more than I liked needing to use them. But those coping mechanisms were the only way I could be sure I was with people who’d help me stay grounded; the only way to make sure I wasn’t slipping; that the disease with its claws in my family wouldn’t take me as well. I couldn’t let go of my devices, because if I did, I might not realize I was spiraling away until I was already gone.
Sure, but more importantly, he’s got a great ass.
Brett blushed. He heard Mamie’s comment.
Mamie didn’t care. She was a confident spitfire, afraid of nothing, probably a result of her French upbringing.
I cared, though. I was no Mamie. If I was a breeze, she was a hurricane whose gales surpassed mine in every way—force, magnitude and volume. She might have been impervious to embarrassment, but I wasn’t. I closed my eyes, dug my sandals into the sand and inhaled.
Growing up in a beach town ruined me for every other environment. The sounds and saltwater smell of the ocean washed a calm over me. Whether it was cool and tranquil or gray and angry, I found better advice from its crashing waves than I did from my closest friends. They wouldn’t understand, anyway. The only person who totally got it was my brother, Tristan. But that was before. Before the ocean held mixed emotions for me.
The small ceremony was about to come to an end. My grandmother gave our creperie a shameless plug. It was a good thing she was in charge of marketing. If it had been my responsibility, no one would’ve known we existed.
Down by the water, with our backs to the boardwalk and our shop in the backdrop of the pictures, the air grew moister and breezier by the second. My black, chin-length hair expanded around my face and I tried in vain to wind it up and tie it in a knot. It fell almost immediately. It was much too short. The gentle spray of the ocean would make it wider. It would have been nice to get through the interview looking somewhat tame.
As I pushed my hair back out of my eyes, the tide came in faster than any of us realized.
Brett!
I leaned forward to save the poor reporter, but I was too late. Water splashed over his loafers and the ankles of his dress pants.
Shit. That wasn’t the best place to stand.
He laughed as he did a little skip-move to slosh out of the water and I resented my grandmother a little for being able to spot a good-looking guy faster than I could.
Brett shook off the water, dancing around like he was doing a jig, while holding his heavy equipment. It was futile and he looked ridiculous.
Why don’t you come to the store and we can get you a towel or something?
I tightened my cheeks to keep from laughing in his face.
Nah.
He kicked water from his foot. I’ll be fine.
I would have let it go, because if the guy wanted to drive home with puddles in his shoes, that was his business, but my grandmother smelled a set-up opportunity.
Nonsense,
she said. You’ll soak up your car and then it will smell like fish for Lord knows how long. You’re coming with us.
She snaked her arm through his and, after thanking the mayor and everyone else involved in the awards ceremony one last time, led him toward the boardwalk.
Each of Brett’s steps made a squishing sound. He crooked a wide-eyed grin at me, over his shoulder. I wasn’t sure if it was a cry for help or a look of amusement. Either way, I shrugged. I couldn’t help him. Though I felt for the guy, with waterlogged socks and pants, he was on his own with Mamie.
C’mon in.
I unlocked the door to Stuff Your Crepes. I’m sure we have something that can dry you off.
A slight puddle formed at Brett’s feet. I’ll stay here.
He stood close to the doorway. I don’t want to make a mess.
Hush,
my grandmother said. Sit.
She drew him farther inside, pulled over a chair from one of the tables, and pushed his shoulders so he sat. She removed first his shoes, then his socks, and poor Brett’s jaw hung low as he sat stone still, speechless. He was so uncomfortable with this exhibit of half-nurturing, half-molestation that I had to intervene.
Mamie, I think the man can take off his own shoes.
I threw him an empathetic pout.
Able to and willing to are two different things, Jolie. Now
—she directed her attention back to him—I’m going to find a way to dry these off while my lovely granddaughter whips you up one of our delicious crepes.
She disappeared to the back room in an anything-but-subtle fashion leaving me alone with the man she most recently assigned the role of my future husband. This had happened so many times, I barely noticed it. Only enough to pity the men she targeted.
You should be thankful she stopped at your socks. Your pants are soaked, too.
He gasped, pretending to be frightened, but his eyes were warm, easygoing. They all looked the same, the men I dated. My grandmother knew my type, and even though she didn’t agree with my need for order, she wanted someone reliable for me as much as I did. It was the one thing missing from my life.
Thank God for small miracles,
Brett joked.
I walked behind the counter and heated up the flat, round stone we used for cooking the crepe batter. What kind would you like?
Brett followed me to the counter, careful not to leave wet footprints. Um…
He inspected the boards behind me, filled with more choices than I could believe we were able to invent. I’ll have a Mr. Basic, please.
Hmm. A Mr. Basic. Named for exactly what it was: a plain crepe with fresh strawberry jam and powdered sugar. Basic and boring. I knew you weren’t supposed to judge a book by its cover. Similarly, I shouldn’t have judged a guy by his order, but I did. Every time. I was growing a little tired of Mr. Basics. Did dependable have to equate to dull?
My grandmother and I created countless, original combinations of crepes. Things you’d never imagine could be put together in a soft shell. And they worked. Some better than others, of course, but they were all delicious. I’d never put them on my wall otherwise. Coming up with cute names for them was the best part. So what did it say about a guy when he looked at all those choices and picked the most ordinary one? I even purposely gave it an unappealing name to dissuade people from ordering it. Mamie insisted we had to offer the standard, simple ones, and I knew she was right, but it bothered me even making them.
Okay, coming up.
I spread some batter over the hot stone with the back of my ladle, careful to distribute it evenly. The scents of melted butter and the thin pancake filled the air immediately. Want anything else in it?
Throw in some coconut and surprise me.
No thanks, that’s fine.
I hoped he didn’t notice my sigh.
So this is the famous jar?
He ran his pointer over the rim of the best item in my store. In my world, really.
Yup, it is.
Brett jiggled the jar and the tokens inside made the clinking sound that brightened even my worst days.
My jar. My contribution. My meaning.
It’s a wonderful concept.
Brett held his hand out for his crepe. I mean, it’s simple enough, a jar filled with boardwalk tokens. When a customer pays for an extra crepe, a token goes in the jar. If someone can’t afford a meal, he can remove a token and pay with that instead of cash. Brilliant.
He took a small bite. Yum.
He nodded. Really good.
Thanks.
I appreciated both compliments, though I knew his recap served the purpose of letting me know he was paying attention during the interview. My grandmother has been amazing about welcoming my suggestions ever since she asked me to be her partner. The day I came up with our token program, she went out for a break and came back with the biggest glass jar she could find, tied up with ribbon.
I’d helped with her small business since I was able to walk. It was my second home, especially when I was in my teens and things at home were pretty out of control. Spending time here, learning and chatting, made life a lot more enjoyable, but I always knew I wanted to do more than just sell the crepes.
We chatted for a while, as Brett took longer to finish his food than necessary. Since he already knew what I did for a living, I asked him about being a reporter. He shared some of the sillier stories he’d reported: stories of lost pets and food eating competitions. He was cute in a self-deprecating sort of way, talking about how he’d like to do more hard-hitting reporting rather than the local stories he was currently stuck with, which were all fluff.
Not that I mean this story isn’t important.
He shook his free hand out in front of him.
Not to worry. I didn’t think this one was up there with breaking news on foreign policy.
I poured more batter on the stone so he wouldn’t have to eat alone.
He chuckled again, indicating he might be fun to spend time with, if I could overlook his unimaginative taste in crepes. Was he equally unimaginative in other areas of his life, as well?
A short lull in conversation drew my eavesdropping grandmother out of the back. Here you go, darling.
She handed Brett his shoes and socks, which looked almost dry.
Wow, how did you do that?
he asked.
Never ask a woman her tricks, dear. I’m very resourceful.
She blew a kiss and I imagined competing with her for this man. I laughed at the idea.
What?
she asked.
Huh? Nothing.
I stumbled on my words. Yeah, I wouldn’t be revealing that thought out loud.
Okay, well then.
Her attention focused back on Brett. How do we leave this? Would you like to give Jolie your number or should she give you hers?
My cheeks heated. Mamie!
I used the most outraged voice I could find, but she had made the whole number exchange thing much easier.
Brett cleared his throat, and looked from my grandmother to me. I’d love to get yours, if that would be okay?
Sure,
I said. You can go now, Mamie. Your work here is done.
My grandmother waggled her eyebrows at me and conveniently disappeared again as I plugged my number into Brett’s cell.
He gathered his equipment and glanced at my info in his phone. So, Jolie Durand, I’ll give you a call during the week and maybe we can get dinner or something?
Sounds nice.
Nice. And typical. Like his crepe.
No, I was determined to stop judging by covers. He was handsome, and he appreciated my jar. Nice could be good.
Chapter Two
Device: Keep to Your Schedule
Seaville was similar to some of its neighboring shore towns in New Jersey. On the boardwalk, and a couple blocks in, it was like a wonderland. During the warm months, it was filled with laughter, the constant dinging of winning arcade games and smells of fried dough and barbeque. Families flooded the area and kids ran amuck, pumped up from sugar.
A few blocks away, though, the scene changed. Deeper into the town, the hustle and bustle disappeared. The homes weren’t maintained with meticulous care for high paying renters, like the condos on the ocean side. There was no sign of disposable money. Seaville was, at its heart, a blue-collar town, full of hard working people scraping by. The fairy tale of the boardwalk masked this, but all you had to do was take a five minute walk to find the real world, the day-to-day world, the one not veiled in cotton candy, ring toss and henna tattoos.
I took that walk every Thursday night. A creature of habit, I found comfort in routines, and I was a regular in my yoga class. Nothing centered me like an hour of downward dogs and half moons. I chose a gym on the other side of town, because it insured that I would take a specific path there, which included a very important pit stop: I walked through a small park to my first destination, a section on the north end of the park that most people familiar with the area intentionally avoided.
The cardboard box I carried along a desolate path, cloaked by tall weeping willows, was heavier than usual. Its weight energized me, but my arms shook a little. I tightened my muscles so they wouldn’t give out before I could lay it down.
Jolie!
said a man the others called Crooked Curt. He rose from his bench and approached me. Let me help you with that.
Without waiting for an answer, he took the box from my arms and placed it on the grass by the bench. He smiled wide, revealing his mouth full of missing and misplaced teeth.
Thanks, Curt.
I shook out my arms. How would I make it through class if I couldn’t even carry a box for five minutes?
He pointed at me. You don’t thank us. We thank you.
We thank each other.
I nodded.
Some regulars from the area gathered as soon as they saw me coming. I opened the box, revealing a heap of wrapped, warm, assorted crepes. We had a good week, so I was able to pack more than usual.
God, they smell like heaven,
one of the women sighed.
Help yourself.
I extended my arm toward the crepes and backed away. I never hovered when they explored the contents. There are a bunch of different kinds today, plus the usuals.
A few people who knew me dove into the box, searching for their favorites while others stayed back. A woman I’d never seen before, with a child pressed against her side, squatted by a bush, watching. Her appearance and the hunger in her eyes told me she was homeless too.
My approach toward her was cautious. Hi. My name is Jolie. I make these crepes. You’re both welcome to have some if you’d like.
She eyed me, then the box, now filled with rummaging hands, with skepticism. Why?
I shrugged. She wasn’t the first person to ask this question. Because I can.
I swallowed the lump that always choked me when I talked about this, and walked away. Now the option was out there, but it had been my experience that some people weren’t comfortable with it. The choice was hers.
Jolie,
Crooked Curt mumbled through a mouthful of chicken, cheese, and broccoli. You outdid yourself today.
He wiped his mouth with his sleeve. I forgot to bring napkins this time.
I’m glad you’re enjoying it,
I answered, taking in the scene around me. The chambers of my heart fought each week. Two of them ballooned with gratitude that Mamie and I made enough profit to be able to do this regularly, while the other two cracked with the knowledge that people were constantly hungry. I was always trying to figure out how I could give more. Some of those people came to my store for the token exchange, others didn’t. I wanted to feed all of them all the time, but we were a small shop with limited money. I could have gone to the local shelter and donated the food there, but these people weren’t in the shelter, for whatever reasons they chose, which were none of my business. If no one helped them, what would happen to them?
Shadows shifted in my peripheral vision. The mother with the child crept toward the box and peeked inside. She removed two crepes and handed one to her daughter. She bit into it, closed her eyes, and released a lengthy exhale.
My chest pinched. It was time to leave.
Jolie,
called a man I’d seen before, but whose name I didn’t know. Stay. Eat with us.
Yes.
Do.
A few more voices agreed. Crooked Curt scooted over on his bench to make room for me. I’d never stayed before. I always dropped off my box and left. I was touched that they invited me and I didn’t want to insult them by refusing.
I sat but waved off their attempt to offer me a crepe. I would not take back what I’d just given.
They talked about families, friends, and memories. They referred to people in each other’s lives by name. It gave me a little solace to know that at least they had each other. Though there had been many attempts to clean up
the park, this spot remained a location for the homeless. I never understood the concept of cleaning it up. That was basically shifting people from one place to the other. Fix the problem, not the location, was my philosophy.
I listened to them for so long I didn’t realize the sun had set. I couldn’t walk into yoga once it had already started. That was plain rude and disruptive. I’d missed my class.
I headed back to the store to relieve Mamie of closing the shop, our normal Thursday ritual. She may not have admitted to her age but I could tell her body felt it from time to time. I tried to get her to work fewer hours and stay off her feet, but she yelled at me for calling her old and swatted me with whatever she had handy.
I checked my cell out of habit as I walked back to the shop. A text had come in from Brett about an hour before.
A week earlier, he had taken me to an Italian restaurant a short drive from my store. Conversation was easy. Over a shared tiramisu, I admired his calm voice and kind expression. He told me about strategies he used to get his boss to see him as a real journalist. I talked about Stuff Your Crepes and my grandmother. Nothing too deep.
He walked me home from the restaurant and gave me a soft kiss at my door. No parting of the lips. No assumption that there would be tongue. The whole thing was sweet. Exactly the way a typical first date should go. A date with Mr. Basic.
I shook the thought from my head and read his text. He wanted to see me over the weekend. We’d tried to get together during the week, but between it being Memorial Day weekend and starting summer hours, I worked late every night. We made the majority of our money between Memorial Day and Labor Day, so it was important that I was there. But I had to try to find some time to see him. Mamie would have beaten me if she thought I was sacrificing what little social life I allowed myself because of the store.
A thought did nag at me, though. Would I have squeezed in a date during the week if I were more excited about the person I was meeting?
The shop was crowded when I got back, which was not unusual for a beautiful early June night. It was even less unusual since that interview aired two weeks before. The publicity brought people in droves, which was fantastic, because the more business we got, the more we could give away. That alone was enough reason to give Brett another date.
The lines were long and Morgan, one of the girls who worked for us, was frazzled behind the counter alone. Working two stones at once, she’d spilled ingredients all over the floor around her. I stuck my phone in my pocket. I’d respond to Brett later.
Where’s Mamie?
I threw on an apron, washed my hands, and heated two more stones.
I told her to go home. Her hip was bothering her a lot.
I frowned. Her hip pain was the only tangible indication that she was growing older.
She’s okay, Jolie,
Morgan whispered. I figured there was no reason for her to stay if she was uncomfortable. I thought I could handle it, but the people keep coming.
Well, I’m here now.
I took my first order, splitting her line in half.
It wasn’t long before the familiar chink of a token falling into the jar, tapping the other tokens, made me break into an involuntary smile. To me, it was the sound of a slot machine hitting a jackpot. Actually, it was way better. It meant someone cared enough to buy a meal for a faceless stranger.
A surprising and wonderful discovery accompanied the presence of the jar: people were generous. They may not have known how to help on their own, but when provided with the opportunity, they pitched in with enthusiasm. In the last two weeks, my beautiful jar practically overflowed.
After a while, things slowed down. Closing time was forty-five minutes away and we could finally take a breath. It was a good thing I missed my class because there was no way Morgan could have kept up with that crowd alone. Sometimes the universe had a way of sticking you in the right place at the right time.
I cleaned up around my stations as Morgan finished wiping down her own. The door chimes went off, letting us know we had another customer.
I’ve got it,
I told Morgan.
Okay,
she said. I’m going to put some of these toppings in the fridge.
She carried two armfuls of trays into the back, and I gave my attention to the new customer.
I lifted my head to ask what he wanted but he lingered in the doorway for few seconds, which was actually a good thing, because, holy cow, I needed a minute.
I was pretty sure an underwear model had walked into my store.
I swallowed and look down at the stone, pouring a ladle-full of batter on it to gather myself. My hand shook and the batter dripped off the side. I cursed as I wiped it with a towel and tried not to burn myself. What was wrong with me? He was just a guy.
I raised my head, hoping the shock would lessen with my second glance. Nope. He was just as spectacular the second time around. I shook off a chill.
His approach was tentative, probably because I was visually accosting him. As he came closer, he stood straighter. He seemed to grow half a foot between the entrance and where I stood. The unsure expression he wore in the doorway melted away by the time he reached the counter.
Hey.
The single word felt intimate, like he’d said it to me a thousand times before. His glare through slate blue eyes hinted that he knew all about me, but that was impossible. This was not someone I would forget.
Hi. What can I get you?
I fought my cheek muscles to remain controlled and attentive and not break out into a ridiculous full-out giggle.
He saw my struggle, dammit. He flashed the cockiest, most wicked smile I’d ever seen, with teeth so perfect I thought I might be blinded for a second. He ran a hand through his brown hair, which was a touch long and fell right back over his eyebrows.
What’s your favorite instrument?
He placed all ten fingertips on my counter and leaned his weight forward, causing the muscles in his arms to bulge. The polo he wore was a little too tight, maybe on purpose, and it looked like his triceps might split the material. The conservative collared shirt, with some kind of store logo, seemed like a contradiction to his impish expression—and to the bruise splattered across one side of his jaw.
I wasn’t a person who found violence sexy, God knows, but somehow the discoloration on his almost painfully beautiful face made the ladle in my hand tremble.
I was otherwise motionless for a few beats. My head was a bit fuzzy, but his question made no sense. I must have heard him wrong.
I’m sorry,
I used my best customer service voice. What did you say?
Your favorite instrument, you know?
He removed his fingers from the counter and motioned with his hands like he was playing a guitar, with one hand holding its neck and the other strumming the strings. His voice was smooth and rich like chocolate. And damn, the bastard could make his grin even cockier by tilting it to one side.
Um…
I looked around aimlessly, as if I might find an array of instruments strung from my walls to give me a clue. I suddenly couldn’t name