Demon Fallout: The Return. Lycan Fallout 4.5
By Mark Tufo
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Zombies are a nightmare of the past, the Lycan wars are over. Mike feels that he can finally settle down after 200 years of war until he hears an impossible message from beyond. Tommy, his adopted son, is in trouble and there is nothing in Heaven or Hell that will stop Mike from helping him.
Mark Tufo
Mark Tufo was born in Boston Massachusetts. He attended UMASS Amherst where he obtained a BA and later joined the US Marine Corp. He was stationed in Parris Island SC, Twenty Nine Palms CA and Kaneohe Bay Hawaii. After his tour he went into the Human Resources field with a worldwide financial institution and has gone back to college at CTU to complete his masters. He lives in Colorado with his wife, three kids and two English bulldogs. Visit him at marktufo.com for news on his next two installments of the Indian Hill trilogy and his latest book Zombie Fallout
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Demon Fallout - Mark Tufo
Chapter 1
MIKE TALBOT JOURNAL ENTRY 1
No, Mike. Just damn NO! Please?
Azile pleaded.
Maybe it was a split second after I heard Tommy begging for help or maybe it had been twelve and a half hours as I sat on the floor in a catatonic stupor, but Azile, the babies, Oggie, and even the fucking cat all woke at the same time. When the raven left, there was a loud popping as if it had created a vacuum between the worlds it inhabited, and by leaving, the bubble burst.
You didn’t hear him, Azile.
I’d told her everything that had happened. That I’d awoken to something strange, that she and everyone else in the room were under an enchantment, about the raven, and the message. Like pretty much normally, she looked at me like I was nuts. I think she was looking for signs of the blood clot that was even now cutting off vital blood flow to some part of my brain. But, meh. This was my brain, so how vital could it be?
Are you sure you heard him? If I’m to believe everything you told me, then Tommy is in the underworld.
Wait…
I stopped her. "If you’re to believe me? What the hell does that mean? I was dead Azile, and soulless; yet here I am, mostly intact." Sure, I was of sound body and soul, but it would be a stretch to say I was of sound mind. When’s the last time I could really say that? When I was fourteen, maybe? And even that was questionable. If I remember correctly, that was the year I raced a train across a trestle in the hopes that I would get to see Meghan Grendler’s bra. It was only partially successful. I mean, I didn’t get hit by the train so that was a plus, but as for the bra, she pulled up her sweater and dropped it back into place so fast I hardly got a glimpse of some frilly pink material covering her budding breasts. Well, it was fodder enough for many a night, so I guess it worked out better than being scattered across a train track. What the hell was I thinking?
I’m not doubting what you believe you heard,
Azile started, shaking me out of thoughts revolving around a rosebud decorated training bra. But those you encountered could have made you believe just about anything…couldn’t they? How could you know you weren’t being manipulated?
I wanted to argue. I mean who wants to think that they were led along like a puppy? But she was right; how could I not? I’d taken on a five-hundred-ton machine for the chance to see a cloth covered mammary or two. I was not the toughest person to force into a bad situation, plus I’d been in their world, whoever they were. They could have done just about anything. It was Tommy.
Even if it was, Mike, what are you going to do about it? You can’t just run into the underworld and rescue him and his sister. You do realize she’s part of the equation?
I can, with your help,
I fired back, and as much as I was in a rush to save Tommy I wanted nothing to do with Eliza. I had no basis for the hope that she could indeed help. The way she clammed up was all the answer I needed though, to realize the truth in my statement. Then to further reinforce my words, she redirected.
You have a family now—a family that needs you.
I think she would have been better saying a family that loves you.
Of that I’m sure. That needs me? Well, that’s pushing it. Me and trouble are like wet is to water, hot to fire, gross tasting to cherry filling, you know, that kind of thing.
Tommy is family, too,
I told her. I’d adopted him before I’d even met the scared girl I’d rescued from a semi all those years ago. She couldn’t argue that.
Her head sagged. I was gaining ground in a fight I wasn’t so sure I even wanted to win. Did I want to help Tommy? Of course, I did. But I’d really like to help him in that traditional way, like he was out at two a.m. and he had got a flat and like most irresponsible kids he had already used his spare four months ago and never replaced it or repaired the other tire so now he was stranded in some town an hour away and I had to go and help him and I’d be super-tired for work the next morning. But it would all be worth it when I saw the relief on his face as I pulled up. Yeah, that kind of help I was willing to give. But this? This was different. This wasn’t even about just giving up a life, which I was willing to do. This was about giving up the afterlife as well. Lot more at stake in that outcome. Mortality is fleeting. Even immortality, surprisingly, has its limits. It’s once we start traveling the realms of the gods that we begin to understand what eternity really is. To normal people, it’s a word that doesn’t carry much weight, like infinity
or a quadrillion.
Sure, we know what they mean on a basic level, but we’re not built with the capacity to truly comprehend the vastness of some things. And maybe because it was something I could not wrap my mind around, I felt that this was still something I needed to do, and might be capable of doing.
I can help,
she finally said.
It’s weird for me just about any time that I actually win a fight with a member of the opposite sex, I don’t feel certain of the victory until I see results. That I did so now should have been cause for celebration, so why did I feel the need to go and hurl up everything I’d eaten that day?
But we do this my way or not at all, Mike,
she added, though I barely heard it for the torrent of bile worming its way back up my throat.
What does ‘your way’ entail? And what are the drawbacks?
I asked, probably not the best phrasing, but it was out there.
I don’t know just yet. It’s not like I send many people into the underworld to retrieve wayward souls.
Fair enough,
I told her.
Chapter 2
MIKE JOURNAL ENTRY 2
I spent the following morning with the twins, mostly just looking at the tiny creatures who were spending a disconcerting amount of time staring back at me. I was under the impression infants only had an attention span of a few seconds. Sure, that was a second or two longer than me, so theoretically they should have gone back to cooing and gurgling and looking for their fingers a good long while ago. I fed them and changed them. Funny. After all the things I’d been through in this extended life, all the horrible and disgusting things I’d seen and done, if I’m being honest, dirty diapers trump it all. I don’t know what ungodly thing happens in the digestive system of a baby that can turn their mother’s milk into a black, tarry substance that smells far worse than ordinary shit and sticks to everything like it has superglue for a base. I had my shirt pulled up over my nose and a plastic shopping bag on each hand as I worked through half a tub of wipes and a bath towel getting them cleaned up. On a side note, all the crinkling had the babies fascinated, kept them from pumping their legs too much, which was a good thing because that only tended to spread the goop.
You have got to be kidding me,
Azile said from the doorway. She had a slightly bemused expression on her face. The savior of the free world taken down by some baby poo.
Baby poo my ass. Whatever this was, it was belched from the bowels of some large primordial monster. I’m surprised it didn’t eat right through the diapers.
Not an enemy in the world would fear you right now if they could see you.
There’s not an enemy in the world that would dare come in here to see me.
Let me finish up.
She sidled me out of the way before I could protest, not that I was going to.
I wanted to leave the crib side, the room, possibly even the house to clear my nose out, but I stayed. I stayed because these moments are fleeting. When you’re lifting a baby’s ass into the air so you can wipe it, time seems to stand still, but before you know it, they’re asking for the reins to the horse-drawn carriage and then heading off to the barn dance. Plus, well I think if I looked hard enough in a mirror I’d be able to see the large hourglass shimmering above my head, and if there were any sand remaining, it would be draining fast through an abnormally large opening.
What the fuck?
I asked when I realized I was the only one in the room. While I was distracted by deep thoughts, Azile had taken the babies into the kitchen and had made herself some coffee. I guess preparing for the afterlife is a tiring job. I picked up the babies’ blankets and inhaled deeply, enjoying the unique scent that only a new human being can make before they are tainted by the evils of the world. I had fought hard and I’d fought long for what I had now. Why shouldn’t I get to enjoy it? Sit back and just revel? I was ready to live the life of faded glory, to look back on the good old days, gloss over the bad and magnify the good. If there were a scale for that I rated it. Didn’t I? Had I really done so much evil that I would never be free? Would Poena forever torment me? Or was this her final cruel act: to allow me to have everything back only to yield it once again? Fucking spiteful demi-gods. What gives them the right? Doesn’t she have a supervisor or something she needs to answer to? And could I get a call into him or her? I would not survive another set of calamities, another loss. I threaded the needle every day of my existence. If something were to happen to Azile or the babies I would spiral out of control; there would be no telling what I would be capable of in my never-ending grief. I was now gaining some small understanding of the things that drove Eliza to the acts she’d committed. Revenge is a mighty powerful motivator, and it doesn’t give two shits who pays its price.
The babies are ready for a nap…and I’m just about ready, too.
Huh?
I was on the floor in the nursery. They just woke up.
Been three hours, Mike. You’ve only moved to sit.
I wanted to ask her if she was kidding but there was no merriment on her face. At some point, Oggie had come in and was lying down in front of me. Pretty hard to miss a hundred-plus pound dog making an entrance. It seems I was already partially traveling into alternate realms.
What am I doing, Azile? I’m terrified and I’m not sure if I’m doing the right thing. I love you all so much; I don’t want to leave.
Fat tears rolled down my face as I hitched a sob.
You’re right, Michael; Tommy is family. That’s always been the most important thing to you. Would you be able to live with yourself if you didn’t do this?
I looked at her through the watery haze I had created. If I drank enough I could probably push through.
I walked around the entire day on self-imposed egg shells. Azile gave not one hint that she was upset with me. The contrary, if anything. I just figured that at any minute she was going to tell me it was go-time. So by the time night started closing in on the home, I had to ask. We had finished dinner and Azile had just put the babies down. I met her in the hallway.
She did something wholly unexpected. She lifted the hem of her dress, letting it ride ever so slowly up her right thigh. With her left finger pressing her bottom lip, she had a pin-up expression on her face like, Oops…what have I done?
All thought of the underworld was pushed from my mind as all that existed was the softness hidden just up that skirt.
After a beautiful marathon stallion session of thirty or forty hours, I emerged from the bed, the sex god that I am. Victorious and full of swagger! Not even close to actual events– but, hey, it’s my journal. It started off tenderly enough and we were perhaps fifteen minutes in when one or both of the babies decided that we were having too much fun and needed to put the kibosh on it. We went from tender arousal to needing to fulfill an intense itch right now, if you get my meaning. If not, well, I don’t think this is the place to explain it. Anyway, by the time it was all said and done I’d rolled or been pushed out of the bed hard, landing squarely on my ass.
Take care of that,
Azile said breathlessly pointing toward our bedroom door and the squall beyond.
I feel so used,
I said as I got up and rubbed my ass.
Like you care,
she replied.
I tilted my head sideways. Yeah, you’re right—not so much.
I was back in a minute or two. Alianna had stolen MJ’s bottle, thus giving her two to his none. Better get used to it little buddy, that’s pretty much how it’s going to be for the rest of your days.
I smiled as I bent over and kissed them both.
I came back to Azile sitting on the edge of the bed.
Sit.
She looked over at me.
I didn’t do it,
was the first thing I could think to say.
She ignored my well-practiced expression of innocence. We need to discuss what’s going to happen.
I sat down heavily. I could have almost forgotten, lost within her warm embrace. You’re not going to like it,
she said.
Wisely, I said nothing. I already didn’t like it; how much more unpleasant could it get? I’d no sooner let that thought run around inside my head when I wished I’d been able to pull it back.
Sebastian will be going with you.
I thought so little of the cat, I’d forgotten the vermin actually had a name and it took me a few seconds to reconcile the two. I stood up quickly. No.
Pretty sure I shook with rage.
Azile smiled then started laughing.
What the hell is so funny, woman?
I demanded.
It’s pretty difficult to take you seriously with that…appendage flopping about from side to side,
she said as she pointed to my wilted manhood.
I suddenly got self-conscious of my nakedness, which is rare for me, but I didn’t want it to detract from my adamance. I muttered as I pulled on some bed clothes. Unfair tactics,
I think I may have said. She was still on active smile suppression duty. I am not taking the cat!
I made sure to exclaim, as I once again stood. And stop looking at my damn crotch!
Things took a hard-left turn when she reached out and rubbed where she’d been looking. I jumped into the bed faster than I’d exited and we did get that long, sweet session we’d been striving for as Alianna kept her bottle-stealing mitts to herself.
I was so spent by the time she brought the Sebastian thing back up I couldn’t even think to protest its presence. He’s going to be important to you down there,
Azile said bolstering her argument.
You sure he isn’t just going to turn me in at the very first opportunity?
Well, I can’t make any guarantees, but I strongly doubt it.
Wait, I was sort of just kidding. That could actually happen?
I could hear the sheets rustle as Azile shrugged.
Oh yeah, that makes me feel way better. My traveling companion may or may not double cross me.
The benefits he brings will far outweigh whatever negatives you fear.
So you say.
There’s more.
You sure we shouldn’t just dive into round three so you can explain all of it while I’m sleeping?
While that would be preferable, it is more effective to keep you in this awake and semi-compliant state.
Let’s get this over with.
Lana, Mathieu, and Gabriel will be here soon.
Why?
came out of my mouth though I already knew the answer. Gabriel was the opener of doors, the bridger of worlds, so to speak. Is he in any danger?
Constantly,
she replied quickly.
Okay, is he in more danger by doing this for me?
I do not believe so.
Azile? Make me feel warm and fuzzy about this or I’m going to turn them away on our doorstep.
His mere existence puts him in danger; having him be part of this quest puts you at somewhat less risk.
That wasn’t enough, not nearly enough. I would never put a child’s safety behind my own and the look I’d given her completely conveyed that message.
Look, Michael. He is safer here than anywhere else. I swear that. You have to listen to me before you make a rash decision. I can send you alone, but without him I cannot so easily pull you back. In fact, I’m not sure that I can at all.
Not gonna lie—that was cause for concern. I mean no one really wants to take a one-way ride to hell. I mean that would have been like going to Miami in July. Or Alaska in February, or Detroit in, well, any time of the year. Keep going,
I said.
I can shove you through that opening, but it seals once you are in. Gabriel has the ability to keep the gate open. I can’t even begin to understand how, but that is the way of it. And as long as it is open, I can bring you back, Michael, all of you. And if I don’t have a way to bring you back, I won’t send you through. I don’t care that it’s Tommy. I love the boy, maybe as much as you do, maybe more. We spent many a long year together while you rotted away in your brother’s basement. But I will not lose you in a doomed attempt to save even him.
I paused. In my own selfishness, I’d never really stopped to think about their relationship. They’d been friends for decades upon decades, relics from the previous world, while I languished in my own personal prison. They’d had countless more time together than I’d had with either of them. I was struggling so desperately with my own grief I couldn’t even conceive that someone else was hurting as badly; the fact that she was so very near and dear made me feel even worse. I had been so self-absorbed that I couldn’t even see it.
Can you forgive me for how pig-headed I’ve been?
I asked as I pulled her into a hug.
She seemed confused. Wait…for which time?
she asked.
Can I maybe go with a blanket coverage on that?
Pretty big blanket. More like a tarp—a stadium tarp, even.
You done? I meant in terms of Tommy. I guess I always thought you two were like acquaintances that met occasionally for tea and to talk about me or something.
We were friends, Michael. For a while, he even lived here. We had so many shared experiences, and he was someone from somewhat of my own era; it made him easy to talk to. This may come as a bit of a shock to you, but I had few friends when I was growing up, and have even fewer now.
What?
I asked incredulously. Someone nicknamed the Red Witch doesn’t have a throng of followers and friends tripping over themselves to be with her? How shocking. And this, ummm, Tommy thing…it wasn’t a ‘friend with benefits’ type of arrangement, was it?
The pillow that launched itself from the bed nearly crushed my nose.
It amazes me that you have somehow not fallen into that large disconnect between your brain and your mouth.
I’ll take that as a no,
I said as I vigorously rubbed my face.
Chapter 3
MIKE JOURNAL ENTRY 3
That morning as Azile fed the babies, I made a grand breakfast of eggs, pancakes, bacon, and hash browns. I noticed many a sidelong glance from MJ as he watched me eating bacon.
Trade you,
I told him, holding the bacon out to his tiny nose. Azile laughed and pushed my hand away, the baby firmly attached to her nipple. When we were finished eating and cleaning up, Azile bundled the kids up and escorted me to the porch where we sat, each holding a little one. They were so wrapped up from the cold I wasn’t even sure which one I held. I also wasn’t so sure why we were sitting out there. It was a beautiful day, and the scenery was breathtaking as we looked out over a small lake and some rolling hills and all that, but I’d done enough sitting and staring for an eternity. I was okay with not revisiting that time of waiting. I should have known there was a real reason we sat there in relative silence. Not more than ten minutes later we heard the echoing of horses neighing, then the lively chatter of a toddler. As if I needed more clues, I was given the singsong laugh of Lana the Ninja. I stood. While I was happy to see Gabriel and even Lana, the thought of Mathieu being here lifted my spirits immeasurably.
Hello, you blood sucking sprite!
he yelled from his mount.
It is good to see you as well you miserable cur!
I told him. Lana!
I smiled, helping her and her growing belly dismount. Have you got his flea problem under control yet?
I whispered loudly as I kissed her cheek.
I may perhaps harbor a few pests, oh ancient one, but you, sir, are an infestation,
he said as he grunted to get off his horse. I would have helped him, but he would have seen this as a show of weakness, and I don’t care what age it is, that isn’t allowed. He put all his weight down on his prosthetic leg. He must have been getting a lot of practice because he looked pretty stable in the maneuver. Lana had helped Gabriel from his pony. The boy was a bundle of smiles. Hard to believe what he was capable of; such devastating potential hidden in such a small, vulnerable package.
We laughed and enjoyed our meeting, as friends should do. It was only after the sun went down and the kids went to bed that the conversation turned serious.
No, Michael,
was all Mathieu said as Lana sat down next to him.
Yet, you came with Gabriel. Your actions speak much louder than your words,
I said.
He looked over to Lana and nodded his head. My beloved feels differently than I do.
I reached over and put my hand on his shoulder. If it were me trapped in another realm would you come to help?
Neither Heaven nor Hell could hold me back.
I nodded as he said those words.
And this man means as much to you as you do to me?
he asked.
He doesn’t brew beer, but he does mean a lot to me, Mathieu. I would do the same for anyone in this room. Except Sebastian.
The cat hissed as it jumped up into Azile’s lap. You should be more kind to the one that will guide you on the path.
Azile stroked the large cat’s back.
Oggie came and pressed his body up against my legs. He seemed to know something was up as he stayed close for as long as he could, even whining at the door when Azile and I wanted some alone time. Maybe not so much with Oggie, but that damned cat knows what’s going on and I for one am not into an audience. That’s just some freaky shit that people with peculiar discernment go for. Used to think I had some exotic tastes, once upon a time, then I discovered the internet and it turns out I was about as straight-laced as they come. People are a strange animal. I mean, I once saw this thing with two male midgets, an Amazonian woman, a twelve-foot rubber snake, six or seven…oh, forget it. No sense in me giving that imagery away; I’ve been trying to forget it for over a hundred and fifty years and it’s still stuck there like a malignant tumor.
How are you even going to know what to do?
Lana asked.
Azile couldn’t help herself as a small laugh-slash-snort erupted from her mouth. You mean like a plan?
she asked. Sorry.
She was looking at me.
I sighed. She was right to laugh. Last time I had a plan, I think I was four and I was figuring out how to get at my sister’s brand-new box of crayons. It’s worth noting that she caught me and tickled me to the point I almost wet myself. Funny thing about being tickled; sure, you’re laughing your ass off, but it’s more of a panicked, manic thing. Someone literally has to hold you down as they tickle you, otherwise you’d run as far away as possible. Hardly seems like something benign. I got my revenge a week later. I showed our dog where they were and he tore the box to pieces and ate the crayons. My mother was not a happy camper with all the brightly colored shits he took for the next couple of days; obviously these had to be collected from the yard because they looked like melted chocolate Easter eggs. My sister couldn’t prove anything, but she had her suspicions.
I don’t know what I’m going to do,
I said in all honesty. I don’t even know how I’ll find Tommy or what I’ll be able to do if and when we do meet. I’m going under the assumption he’ll somehow find me. Is that reasonable?
I asked Azile.
He found you here; he should be able to find you there.
She said the words but I didn’t hear any assurance behind them. There’s more, Mike. I know this won’t dissuade you, but you should know. Your destination will be so foreign to your base of reality that your mind is going to attempt to fill in what it perceives as gaps. It may even overlay what is actually there in front of you with things and situations you can more readily understand.
What does that even mean?
Mathieu seemed more distressed than I; maybe because I had the attention span of a horsefly at a stable: Woo Hoo! Just look at all those asses to bite!
Michael, are you listening?
Yeah. Something about horses.
I stood up. The raven is back.
I had goosebumps up and down my arms and all along my spine.
Azile spread her hands, they were roughly as high as her head as she spoke an incantation. Lana looked to her sword which sat across the room, though I didn’t think that steel would do much good right now. Everybody’s head turned to the stairs as we heard a tapping on the window.
What is this evil?
Mathieu stood, he was on the verge of changing over.
We went up the stairs as a very tight-knit, cohesive unit. I was terrified that at any moment they were all going to freeze in time like had happened a few nights previously and I’d have to do my best to keep them from tumbling down. When we all made it to the landing I was finally able to let out a small sigh. I should have felt better for it, but the tapping grew louder and more incessant and then there was the tinkle of glass; I pictured that black beak poking a bb sized hole straight through the pane.
He must not be allowed to gain entry.
Azile moved quickly to the door. She hesitated slightly as she caught sight of the large bird. I’m pretty sure a normal raven stands around two feet high and has roughly a four-foot wingspan. By any standards that’s a big bird. The monster standing on the sill was close to double those figures. I felt like with a proper harness I could maybe cruise the skies with that thing as my ride.
Azile gasped as the bird swiveled its head, his white eye casting an impossibly dark, white light throughout the room. It illuminated nothing yet cast our shadows against the far wall, creepy as fuck, that was.
Need help now…
fluttered on the softest of air currents. If not for the hole in the window we may not have even heard it. …by the burning bridge,
was all we heard before the bird squawked loudly and lifted off. Lana had somehow got her sword and it was at the ready. Mathieu had changed over, Azile was saying a spell to dispel the evil that clearly lingered, and me? Well, I was standing there with my mouth wide open waiting for something to fly into it I suppose.
Was that Tommy?
Mathieu asked in that gravelly voice he had when he was in mid-morph back to his human form.
My first inclination was to say, yes.
Azile beat me to a response.
It may have been; it may not have, as well.
If she was trying to sow seeds of doubt in my mind, she was successful. It had taken root and was actively sprouting at this point. What’s that mean?
I asked.
You said it yourself, Michael. You were only allowed to regain your soul in the hopes that you would one day yield it to the great deceiver. Perhaps he grows impatient.
This…all of this is a lie?
I knew the answer before the words even made it to the ears of my audience. The great deceiver would be able to pull off something like this, so, why wouldn’t he? Shit pretty much seemed right up his alley. He knew about Tommy and me; most likely knew all about my impetuous behavior. He could pull just about any string he so desired and watch me come running down the hill full-tilt, trip, skid and tumble straight into whatever trap he had erected. He didn’t even need to do anything; I was about to come willingly. Probably be a bigger thrill for him to capture that which had not earned its way to him; big joke on the hairless ape. I guess I just…just figured I had more time.
You cannot go; you must see that now,
Mathieu said in desperation.
"Hold on. We don’t know that it wasn’t Tommy, I said in defense, though I wasn’t so certain I wanted any. Defense I mean.
The bird is a messenger, right?" I asked Azile.
But from whom?
Lana asked astutely.
The bird is more than that…I…I don’t quite know all it is.
Azile seemed to be racking her brain.
But is it good or bad?
Mathieu needed an answer.
It is both; or rather, it is neither,
she replied cryptically. It walks on the edge of a razor; minor fluctuations temporarily give more weight to one side or another but never for long. Its reason for being is balance; it makes no judgement, holds no allegiance.
Azile seemed to be speaking from far off as she pulled knowledge, a long-ago legend from a distant past.
It’s time.
We spun to see a sleepy-eyed Gabriel wiping his eyes.
I swallowed the lump in my throat that was my heart trying to lurch its way out, so I guess in the end even with all that was going on I managed a status quo, seemed about right for me. Much ado about