The Monster Island Trilogy: Three Zombie Novels
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David Wellington combines the scope of World War Z, the end-of-the-world drama of I Am Legend and The Walking Dead, and mixes in a host of ingenious new concepts to take zombie horror fiction to a breathtaking new level. All three volumes of his trilogy are included here, telling the story of humanity’s monumental struggle to survive an unstoppable global army of flesh-devouring monsters.
Monster Island: In search of lifesaving medicine, a former UN weapons inspector—accompanied by a squad of female African teenagers, armed to the teeth—ventures into a nightmare New York City overrun by ten million flesh-eating zombies.
Monster Nation: In this prequel to Monster Island, a nightmare plague sweeps across western America, transforming humans into cannibalistic living corpses. In his efforts to contain the horror, a Colorado National Guardsman pursues one female victim who inexplicably retains the ability to reason—and possesses remarkable powers that could be the key to humankind’s salvation.
Monster Planet: A ravenous army of the dead sweeps across the globe, under the command of a child-monster called the Tsarevich. Armageddon has arrived, and the zombie master, a fiendish sorcerer, and a courageous young woman will determine the ultimate fate of the human race at the original source of the zombie plague.
Gripping and gruesome, The Monster Island Trilogy is a feast of horrors for every true zombie fan to savor.
David Wellington
David Wellington is the author of the Monster Trilogy (zombies) and other novels, such as Plague Zone (more zombies) and Frostbite (werewolves), which were also originally serialized online to great success. His novels also include a vampire series published by Random House: Thirteen Bullets, 99 Coffins, and Vampire Zero. Wellington received his MFA in creative writing from Penn State and currently lives in New York. For more information straight from Wellington, visit www.davidwellington.net
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The Monster Island Trilogy - David Wellington
The Monster Island Trilogy
Monster Island, Monster Nation, and Monster Planet
David Wellington
CONTENTS
Monster Island
Part 1
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Part 2
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Part 3
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Monster Nation
Acknowledgements
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Monster Planet
Acknowledgements
Part 1
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Part 2
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Part 3
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
About the Author
Monster Island
A Zombie Novel
Part 1
1
Osman leaned over the rail and spat into the grey sea before turning again to shout orders at his first mate Yusuf. The GPS had died two weeks out to sea and in the fog we would be lucky not to crash into the side of Manhattan at full speed. With no harbor lights to follow and nothing at all on the radio he could only rely on dead reckoning and intuition. He shot me an anxious look. "Naga amus, Dekalb," he said, shut up, though I hadn’t said a word.
He ran from one side of the deck to the other, pushing girls out of his way. I could barely see him through the mist when he reached the starboard rail, ropy coils of vapor wrapping around his feet, splattering the wood and glass of the foredeck with tiny beads of dew. The girls chattered and shrieked like they always did but in the claustrophobic fog they sounded like carrion birds squabbling over some prize giblets.
Yusuf shouted something from the wheelhouse, something Osman clearly didn’t want to hear. "Hooyaa da was!" the captain screamed back. Then, in English, quarter steam! Bring her down to quarter steam!
He must have sensed something out in the murk.
For whatever reason I turned then to look ahead and to port. The only thing over that way was a trio of the girls. In their uniforms they looked like a girl band gone horribly wrong. Grey headscarves, navy school blazers, plaid skirts, combat boots. AK-47s slung over their shoulders. Sixteen years old and armed to the teeth, the Glorious Girl Army of the Free Women’s Republic of Somaliland. One of the girls raised her arm, pointed at something. She looked back at me as if for validation but I couldn’t see anything out there. Then I did and I nodded agreeably. A hand rising from high above the sea. A bloated, enormous green hand holding a giant torch, the gold at the top dull in the fog.
This is New York, yes, Mr. Dekalb? That is the famous Statue of Liberty.
Ayaan didn’t look me in the eye but she wasn’t looking at the statue, either. She had the most English of any of the girls so she’d acted as my interpreter on the voyage but we weren’t exactly what you’d call close. Ayaan wasn’t close with anybody, unless you counted her weapon. She was supposed to be a crack shot with that AK and a ruthless killer. She still couldn’t help but remind me of my daughter Sarah and the maniacs I’d left her with back in Mogadishu. At least Sarah would only have to worry about human dangers. I had a personal guarantee from Mama Halima, the warlord in charge of the FWRS, that she would be protected from the supernatural. Ayaan ignored my stare. They showed us the picture of the statue in the madrassa. They made us spit on the picture.
I ignored her as best I could and watched as the statue materialized out of the fog. Lady Liberty looked alright, about like how I’d left her five years before, the last time I’d come to New York. Long before the Epidemic began. I guess I’d been expecting to see something, some sign of damage or decay but she had already gone green with verdigris long before I was born. In the distance through the mist I could make out the pediment, the star-shaped base of the statue. It seemed impossibly real, hallucinatorily perfect and unblemished. In Africa I’d seen so much horror I think I’d forgotten what the West could be like with its sheen of normalcy and health.
Fiir!
one of the girls at the rail shouted. Ayaan and I pushed forward and stared into the mist. We could make out most of Liberty Island now and the shadow of Ellis Island beyond. The girls were pointing with agitation at the walkway that ringed Liberty, at the people there. American clothes, American hair exposed to the elements. Tourists, perhaps. Perhaps not.
Osman,
I shouted, Osman, we’re getting too close,
but the captain just yelled for me to shut up again. On the island I saw hundreds of them, hundreds of people. They waved at us, their arms moving stiffly like something from a silent movie. They pushed toward the railing, to get closer to us. As the trawler rolled closer I could see them crawling over one another in their desperation to touch us, to swarm onboard.
I thought maybe, just maybe they were alright, maybe they’d run to Liberty Island for refuge and been safe there and were just waiting for us, waiting for rescue but then I smelled them and I knew. I knew they weren’t alright at all. Give me your tired, your poor, your wretched refuse, my brain repeated over and over, a mantra. My brain wouldn’t stop. Give me your huddled masses. Huddled masses yearning to breathe. Osman! Turn away!
One of them toppled over the side of the railing, maybe pushed by the straining crowd behind. A woman in a bright red windbreaker, her hair a matted lump on one side of her head. She tried desperately to dog-paddle toward the trawler but she was hindered by the fact that she kept reaching up, reaching up one bluish hand to try to grab at us. She wanted us so badly. Wanted to reach us, to touch us.
Give me your tired, your so very, very tired. I couldn’t take this, didn’t know what I had thought I could accomplish coming here. I couldn’t look at another one. Another dead person clawing for my face.
One of the girls opened up with her rifle, a controlled burst, three shots. Chut chut chut chopping up the grey water. Chut chut chut and the bullets tore through the red windbreaker, tore open the woman’s neck. Chut chut chut and her head popped open like an overripe melon and she sank, slipping beneath the water without so much as a splash or a bubble and still, pressed up against the railing on Liberty Island, a hundred more reached for us. Reached with pleading skeletal hands to clutch at us, to take what was theirs.
Your huddled masses. Give me your dead, I thought. The ship heeled hard over to one side as Osman finally brought her around, nosed around the edge of Liberty Island and kept us from running up on the rocks. Give me your wretched dead, yearning to devour, your shambling masses. Give me. That was what they were thinking, wasn’t it? The living dead over there on the island. If there was any spark left in their brains, any thought possible to decayed neurons it was this: give me. Give me. Give me your life, your warmth, your flesh. Give me.
2
Shattered light and pale shadows swirled before Gary’s eyes. He couldn’t remember opening them, could barely remember a time when they weren’t open. Slowly he was able to resolve the image. He could see that he was looking up from underneath at a molten drift of ice cubes. Something hard and intrusive was pushing air into his lungs in a rhythmic pumping that was not so much painful. No, his body was half-frozen and he didn’t feel any pain at all. But it was incredibly uncomfortable.
He reared up so fast that spots swam before his eyes and with cold-numbed fingers tore at the mask taped across his face, tore it away and then pulled, pulled at an impossibly long length of tubing that came out of his chest, from somewhere deep down with a tugging sensation then a tearing but still there was no pain.
He looked around at the bathroom tiles, at the tub full of ice and yellowish water. At the tubes attached to his left arm. He tore those away too, leaving a deep gouge in his arm when the shunt there tore open his rubbery wet skin. No blood seeped from the wound.
No. No, of course not.
Gary began a careful self-check of his faculties. The spots that danced in front of his eyes to the tune of tinnitus weren’t going away. There was a buzzing at the back of his head. It made him want to reach for the telephone. Not a sign of brain damage, that impulse, just simple Pavlovian response, of course. You heard a ringing tone in that particular frequency and you rushed to answer it, the way you’d been doing all your life. There weren’t any telephones anymore, of course. He would never hear a ringing telephone again. He would have to unlearn the behavior.
His legs felt a bit weak. Nothing to panic about. His brain… had survived, had come through almost unscathed. It had worked! Before he could celebrate though he had to assuage his vanity. He stumped over to the sink, held onto the porcelain with both hands. Looked up and into the mirror.
A trifle cyanotic, maybe. Blueness in his jaw, at his temples. Very pale. His eyes were shot with red where capillaries had burst open… perhaps that would heal, in time. If he could heal anymore. A vein under his left cheek lay dead and swollen so blue it was almost black. Peering, prodding, stretching the skin of his face with his fingers he found other clots and occlusions, web-like traceries of dead veins. Like the veins in a piece of marble, he thought, or a nice piece of Stilton. Without the veins a piece of marble is just granite. Without the blue veins a piece of Stilton is just plain cheese. The dead veins gave his face a certain character, maybe, a certain gravitas.
It was better than he’d hoped for.
He pushed against his wrist with two fingers, found no pulse. He closed his eyes and listened and realized for the first time that he wasn’t breathing. Primordial urges swelled up in his reptilian cortex, inbred terrors of drowning and suffocation and his chest spasmed, flexed, tried to suck in air but couldn’t.
Panicking—knowing it was panic, unable to stop he knocked over the stolen dialysis machine and heard it smash on the floor as he pushed his way out of the enclosed bathroom, pushed his way out toward light and air. His legs twisted beneath him, threatening to topple him at any second, his arms stretched out, the muscles straining, stretching taut as steel cables beneath his cold skin.
He stumbled forward until his legs gave way, until he smashed down onto the white shag carpet. His body heaved and shuddered trying to catch a breath, any puff of air at all. Just instinct, he screamed in his mind, it’s just reflex and it’ll stop, it’ll stop soon. His cheek rubbed back and forth across the shag and he felt the heat of friction as his body moved spasmodically.
Eventually his system quieted, his body gave in. His lungs stopped moving and he lay still, energy gone. Kind of hungry. He looked up, looked at the bluest sky beyond his windows. The white fleecy clouds, passing by.
It was all going to work out.
3
Six weeks earlier:
Sarah slept, finally, under the threadbare blanket they’d given her when I bitched long enough. She was learning to sleep through anything. Good kid. I kept an arm around her, shielding her whether or not there was any immediate threat. It had become an instinct, to keep as much of my body between her and the world as I could. Even before the Epidemic I’d done that. We’d seen things in Africa nobody was supposed to, discovered in ourselves resources that just shouldn’t have been there. I had done things… it didn’t matter. I’d gotten us out of Nairobi. I’d gotten us across the border to Somalia. There had been three of us and now there were two. But we made it. Sarah’s mother was, was, was not around any more but we made it. We made it to Somalia, only to be picked up by a bunch of mercenaries at a roadblock and dumped in this cell with a bunch of other Westerners. Thrown here to await the pleasure of the local warlord.
Fuck it. I wouldn’t blame myself for what I’d done. We were alive. We were still among the living. We were in the happy minority.
I can’t understand it,
Toshiro said. One sleeve of his suit was ripped at the shoulder, revealing a good quarter inch of fluffy padding underneath but he kept his tie perfectly knotted at his neck. Even in the heat of the cell he was a salaryman. He waved his cell phone around the room. I’m getting a perfect signal. Four bars! Why can I not raise Yokohama? No one in the office is answering. In the old economy we never let this occur!
In the far corner the German backpackers clutched one another and tried not to look at him. They knew where Yokohama had gone as well as I did but in those first bad days of the Epidemic you didn’t talk about that. It wasn’t so much a matter of denial as of scale. All of Europe, as far as we knew, was gone. It might as well not be there anymore. Russia was gone. By the time you got to wondering where America went there just wasn’t any more room for it in your brain. A world without an America just couldn’t happen—the global economy would collapse. Every two-penny warlord and dictator in the Third World would have a field day. It just wasn’t possible. It would mean global chaos. It would mean the end of history as we knew it.
Which was exactly what had happened.
The civilized countries, the ones with bicameral parliaments and honest police forces and good infrastructure and the rule of law and wealth and privilege, the entire West—when the dead came home they couldn’t hold out. It was only the pisspots of the world that made it. The most dangerous places. The unstable countries, the feudal states, the anarchic backwaters, places you wouldn’t dare walk out the door without a gun, where bodyguards were fashion accessories—those places did a lot better in the end.
From what we’d heard the last refuge of humanity was the Middle East. Afghanistan and Pakistan were getting along just fine. Somalia didn’t even have a government. There were more mercenaries in the country than farmhands. Somalia was pretty much okay. I used to be a weapons inspector, with the UN. We used to have a map of the world in my office in Nairobi. It showed the countries of the world shaded various colors to depict how many firearms there were per capita there. You could take the legend off that map now and put a new one in its place: World Population Density.
Four bars!
Toshiro whined. I helped build this network, it is all digital! Dekalb—you must have some news for me, yes? You must know what is happening? I must be re-connected. You will help me with that. You have to help me. You are UN. You have to help anyone who asks!
I shook my head but not with much conviction. So tired, so hot. So dehydrated in that little cell. We’d never wanted for water in Kenya before the Epidemic, the three of us. When the dead started coming back to life. In Nairobi with our valet and our chauffeur and our gardener there had been a fountain in our enclosed little world and we kept it splashing all year round. Although she knew it was for the best, Sarah hadn’t wanted to leave to go to the International Boarding School in Geneva next year, she’d liked Africa so much.
Jesus. Geneva. I had a lot of friends there, colleagues at the UN field office there. What must it have been like? Switzerland had some guns. Not enough. Geneva had to be gone.
The door opened and hot light spilled across all of us. A silhouette of a girl gestured at me. For a second I didn’t understand—I had thought I was going to be in the cell for good. Then I stumbled to my feet and picked up Sarah in my arms.
Dekalb! You ask them about my connection! Damn you if you don’t!
I nodded, a sort of farewell, a sort of assent. I followed the girl soldier out of the cell and into the sun-colored courtyard beyond. The smell of burning bodies was thick but better than the smell of the latrine bucket in the cell. Sarah pushed her face against my chest and I held her close. I didn’t know what was going to happen next. It could be our turn to get some food, the first we’d had in two days. The girl soldier might be leading me to a torture chamber or a refugee center with hot showers and clean bedding and some kind of promise for the future. This could be a summons to an execution.
If Geneva was gone, so was the Geneva Convention.
Come!
the soldier said.
I went.
4
Six weeks earlier, continued:
A Chinese-built helicopter stirred up the dust in the courtyard with its lazily turning rotor. Whoever had just arrived must be important—I hadn’t seen an aircraft of any kind in weeks. In the shade of the barracks building a group of huddled women in khimars and modest dresses held their hands over the mortars where they’d been grinding grain.
The girl soldier lead me past a pair of technicals
—commercial pickup trucks with heavy machine guns mounted in their beds. A particularly Somali brand of nastiness. Normally technicals were crewed by mercenaries but these had been hastily emblazoned with Mama Halima’s colors: light blue and yellow like an Easter egg. The vehicles belonged to the Free Women’s Republic now. Girl soldiers loitered around the trucks, their rifles slung loosely in their arms, chewing distractedly on qat and waiting for the order to shoot somebody.
Past the technicals we walked around a corpsefire. It was a lot bigger than it had been when Sarah and I were first brought to the compound. The soldiers had wrapped the bodies in white sheets and then packed them with camel dung as an accelerant. Gasoline was too valuable to waste. The fumes coming off the fire were terrible and I could feel Sarah clench against my chest but our guide didn’t even flinch.
I tried to summon up my identity, tried to draw some strength from my professional outrage. Jesus. Child soldiers. Kids as young as ten—babies—dragged out of school and given guns, given drugs to keep them happy and made to fight in wars they couldn’t begin to understand. I’d worked so hard to outlaw that obscenity and now I depended on them for my daughter’s safety.
We entered a low brick building that had taken a bad artillery hit and never been repaired. The dust billowed in the sunlight streaming through the collapsed roof. At the far end of a dark hallway we came to a kind of command post. Weapons lay in carefully sorted piles on the floor while a heap of cell phones and transistor radios littered a wooden table where a woman in military fatigues sat, staring listlessly at a piece of paper. She was perhaps twenty-five, a little younger than me, and she wore no covering on her head at all. In the Islamic world that was a message I was expected to get immediately. She didn’t look up as she spoke to me. You’re Dekalb. With the United Nations,
she said, reading off a list. And daughter.
She gestured and our guide went and sat down beside her.
I didn’t bother assenting. You have foreign nationals in that cell who are being treated in an inhumane fashion. I have a list of demands.
I’m not interested,
she began. I cut her off.
We need food, first of all. Clean food. Better sanitation. There’s more.
She fixed me with a glance at my midsection that I felt like a stabbing knife. This was not a woman to be trifled with.
If it’s still possible we need to be afforded communication with our various consulates. We need—
Your daughter is black.
She hadn’t been looking at me at all. She’d been looking at Sarah. My mouth filled with a bitter taste. But you’re white. Her mother?
I breathed hard through my nose for a minute. Kenyan. Dead.
She looked me in the eyes then and it just came out. We found her, I mean, I found her rooting in our garbage one night, she’d had a fever but we thought she would make it, I brought her inside but I didn’t let her out of my sight, I couldn’t—
You knew she was one of the dead.
Yes.
Did you dispose of her properly?
My whole body twitched at the thought. We—I locked her in the bathroom. We left, then. The servants had already gone, the block was half-deserted. The police were nowhere to be found. Even the army couldn’t hold out much longer.
They didn’t. Nairobi was overrun two days after you left, according to my intelligence.
The woman sighed, a horribly human sound. I could understand this woman as a deadly bureaucrat. I could understand her as a soldier. I couldn’t handle it if she expressed any sympathy. I begged her silently not to pity me.
Lucky me.
We can’t feed you and this installation isn’t defensible so we can’t let you stay here, either,
she said. And I don’t have time to argue about your list of demands. The unit is decamping tonight as part of a tactical withdrawal. If you want to come with us you have five minutes to justify your keep. You’re with the UN. A relief worker? We need food and medical supplies, more than anything.
No. I was a weapons inspector. What about Sarah?
Your daughter? We’ll take her. Mama Halima loves all the orphan girls of Africa.
It sounded like a political slogan. The fact that Sarah wasn’t an orphan didn’t need to be clarified—if I failed now she would be. It was at that moment I realized what being one of the living meant. It meant doing whatever it took not to be one of the dead.
There’s a cache of weapons—small arms, mostly, some light anti-tank weapons—just over the border—I can take you there, show you where to dig.
We’d lacked the money and equipment to destroy the cache when we found it. We’d put the guns in a sealed bunker undergound in hopes of destroying them one day. Stupid us.
Weapons,
she said. She glanced at the pile of rifles on the floor by my feet. Weapons we have. We are in no danger of running short on ammunition.
I clutched Sarah hard enough to wake her, then. She wiped her nose on my shirt and looked up at me but she kept quiet. Good kid.
The officer met my gaze. Your daughter will be protected. Fed, educated.
In a madrassa?
She nodded. As far as I knew that was the current limit of the Somali educational system. Daily recitation of the Koran and endless prayers. At least she would learn to read. There was something impacted in my heart just then, something so tight I couldn’t relax it ever. The knowledge that this was the best Sarah could hope for, that any protests I made, any suggestion that maybe this wasn’t enough was unrealistic and counter-productive.
In a couple years when she was old enough to hold a gun my daughter was going to become a child soldier and that was the best I could give her.
The prisoners,
I said, done with that train of thought. I had to be hard now. You have to leave us some weapons when you go. Give us a fighting chance.
Yes. But I’m not done with you.
She glanced at her sheet of paper again. You worked for the United Nations. You were part of the international relief community.
I guess,
I said.
Perhaps you can help me find something. Something we need most desperately.
She kept talking then but for a while I couldn’t hear anything, I was too busy imagining my own death. When I realized she wasn’t going to kill me I snapped back to attention. It’s Mama Halima, you see.
She put down her paper and looked at me, really looked at me. Not like I was an unpleasant task she had to deal with but like I was a human being. She has succumbed to a condition all too prevalent in Africa. She has become dependent on certain chemicals. Chemicals we are dangerously short of.
Drugs. The local Warlord had a habit and she needed a mule to go pick up her supply of dope. Somebody desperate enough to go and pick up her fix for her. I would do it, of course. No question.
What kind of ‘chemicals’ are we talking about? Heroin? Cocaine?
She pursed her lips like she was wondering whether she’d made a mistake in picking me for this mission. No. More like AZT.
5
Five weeks earlier:
Mama Halima had AIDS—a condition far too prevalent in Africa, indeed. It was up to me to find the drugs she needed, the combination of pills that could keep her viral load down and keep her from showing weakness. It meant a new life for Sarah, and maybe even for me. They asked me to identify hospitals and supply dumps, the headquarters of international medical aid organizations and clinics set up by the World Health Organization. I did what I could, of course. I drew crosses on maps and then they took me where I had indicated and kept me alive while I looted.
In Egypt, in the darkness rifles cracked, one by one. Out past the wire bodies spun and fell. I didn’t have to get close enough to see their faces. I was glad for that.
In the stiff breeze coming off the desert the tents shook on their aluminum poles and ripples passed over them. On top of each tent a red cross had been painted so it would be visible from the air. Inside, by the light of kerosene lamps, girls no older than Sarah overturned crate after crate, pouring their contents out onto the packed earth floor. Plastic bags full of antibiotics, painkillers in foil pouches, insulin in pre-loaded hypodermics. I sorted through the treasures one by one, reading the inscriptions printed in bold-face type on each label. The Red Cross had deserted this place and they’d left a treasure trove behind. How many people out there in the African night were dying in that very second for lack of a few tablets of erythromycin?
An eighteen year old girl in a military uniform stepped through the flap of the tent and studied my face. I crouched among the spilled drugs and shook my head. Not yet,
I told her.
Four weeks earlier:
Two days outside of Dar Es Salaam we found a field hospital set up by Medecins Sans Frontieres in the remains of a fortified camp. The relief station sat underneath an overgrown hill. Trees screened the narrow bunker-style entrance. Machine gun nests stood guard, now abandoned to the rain. Inside the station, underneath the earth, we shone flashlights into every corner, lit up every surgery, every examination room. In the spooky dimness my light kept catching on things, shadows in the shape of human bodies, glints, reflections of my own face in bedpans, in scrub sinks.
There was nothing there. Not a pill, not a pinch of medicinal powders. Professionals had taken the place apart, stripped it down and left nothing behind but fear and shadows. We emerged back into the sunlight and suddenly the girl soldiers around me had their weapons out. Something was wrong—they felt it.
I couldn’t sense anything at all. Then I could—a noise, a crack of twigs broken under the weight of a human foot. A moment later I caught the smell.
I was beginning to learn a little Somali. I knew what the commander of the girls called for them to protect me at all costs. I wasn’t too flattered. It had been pointed out to me more than once that I was the only one who knew where the drugs were.
We headed back down to the water in a loose formation with me at its center. From time to time somebody discharged a weapon. I couldn’t see anything through the trees. We made it.
Three weeks earlier:
How many millions of people in Africa suffer from AIDS?
I demanded. How many of them had the same idea we did?
For your sake, Dekalb, I should hope not all.
Ifiyah, the commander of the teenage soldiers, made a complex gesture. Behind her the troops lined up. Behind us the Oxfam headquarters at Maputo stood dark and deserted. Like every other fucking building in Africa. We had seen some survivors in Kenya, six days earlier. There were none in Mozambique, as far as we could tell. We’d come down by helicopter and as we flew over the jungle we had seen nothing moving, nothing at all.
The dead were out there. They were probably closer than I would like. Our plan—my plan—had been to hit the Oxfam center hard, and fast, and get out before any undead bastard could smell us and wander over to get a snack. One look inside the facilities at Maputo, however, had convinced us all we were wasting our time. The place had been gutted by fire. Nothing remained of the supplies inside but cold ash and the occasional warm ember.
There are no AIDS drugs left,
I shouted at Ifiyah’s back as she stepped away from me. Her rifle swayed on her shoulder but she didn’t turn to face me. Not here. Not now.
I was too tired to have this fight. I’d been sleeping maybe three hours a night. Not from lack of opportunity. From pure terror.
So what is it then that you might suggest?
she asked me. Her voice dangerously soft.
I don’t know. I don’t know any place else to look, not in Africa.
Even the Oxfam site had been a stretch. Oxfam was a development organization—they had never stockpiled drugs. There’s only one place that I know that has what you’re looking for.
A place you are sure of? Why are you not saying it sooner?
She did turn to look at me then.
Because it’s about half a world away,
I told her. It was a sick joke, I knew. It was cold comfort I had to offer, the surety that what she wanted existed, even if it was in a place impossible to reach.
I never thought she would take me up on it. The UN building,
I told her.
Which UN building now? We have seen so many of these, you and I, in one fortnight.
She squinted at me like she knew I was joking but she didn’t get it.
No, no, the UN Headquarters building. The Secretariat Building, in New York, in America. There’s a whole medical suite on the fifth floor. I used to go there every year for a flu shot. It’s like a whole miniature hospital in there. They have drugs for every condition you could possibly name, anything a delegate might contract. There’s a whole chronic care ward. HIV medication like you wouldn’t believe.
She showed me her teeth and looked confused, but only for a second. Very well,
she said.
Come on, I was just kidding,
I told her an hour later when we were loaded back into the helicopters and headed back for Mogadishu. We can’t go to New York City for these drugs. That’s crazy.
I will gladly do some crazy thing, to save her,
Ifiyah told me. Her eyes were set, calm. I will go around the world, yes. And I will touch the face of death, yes.
But think for a second! You can’t just fly to New York anymore. There’s no safe way to land a plane over there.
Then we must take boats.
I shook my head. Even then, even then—how many dead people are there in Manhattan right now?
We can fight them,
she told me. Just like that.
You’ve fought dozens of them before. Maybe a hundred at one time. There will be ten million of them in New York.
I was hoping that would scare her. It scared me plenty. She just shrugged.
Have you ever been hearing of what infibulation is?
she asked me. Yes? It is a common practice in Somalia. Or it was.
I shook my head, not wanting to get distracted. I knew where this was headed and I couldn’t let the conversation derail. I know what it is, it’s a kind of female circumcision—
Ifiyah interrupted me. Circumcision of the clitoris is but one first part. Then the men take the vagina and they sew it shut. They leave one small hole for urine and menses to pass. When the girl is married some stitches are torn out, so she can be fucked as the husband pleases. Many girls gain infections from this lovely process. We have many more women die in their childbirth here than most places. Many more who die upon receiving their first period.
That’s horrible. I’ve spent my life working against barbarities like that,
I assured her, trying to get some ground back under my feet.
She didn’t want to hear it. "Mama Halima kills any man who tries to do this. She made it illegal. It was too late for me, but not for my kumayo sisters. She gestured broadly at the girls strapped into the crewseats.
They did not get your barbarity. So if you are asking me, will I do the mad thing, and go to America to get these pills to save Mama Halima, I think you now have an answer."
What could I do after that but hang my head in shame?
6
Now:
Gary sat on the floor of his kitchenette, surrounded by wrappers and boxes—all of them empty. He licked the inside of a wrapper that used to hold a granola bar, dug out the tiny crumbs with his tongue. All gone.
He was hungrier than ever.
He could feel his stomach distend. He knew he was full, fuller than he’d ever been in life. It didn’t seem to matter. Being among the dead meant always being hungry, obviously. It meant this gnawing inside of you that you could never quench. It explained so much. He had wondered—in his old life—why they had attacked people, even people they knew, people they loved. Maybe they had tried to stop themselves. The hunger was just too great. The need to eat, to consume, was awesome and frightening. Was this what he had consigned himself to?
Even as he considered this he was rising to his feet, his hands reaching for the cupboards. His fingers were clumsy now. That worried him. Had he damaged his nervous system too much? His fingers obeyed him enough to get the door open. The cupboards were almost empty and he felt a gulf open inside him, a desperate dark place that needed to be filled. Food. He needed food.
He’d thought he was done with the things of life. That had been the point. The age of humanity was over and the time of Homo mortis had come. The hospital had been in chaos, dying patients rising to grab at the healthy, policemen discharging their weapons in the halls, the power fluctuating wildly. He had walked out the emergency room doors with a laundry cart full of expensive equipment and nobody had even tried to stop him.
He found a box of rigatoni, took it down from the shelf. The gas stove didn’t work. How was he going to cook it? His thumbnail dug into the carton’s flap anyway. Wishful thinking.
There had been no other option. You either joined them or you fed them—and they didn’t stop coming, you could run and hide but they were everywhere. There were more of them every day and less places to turn to, fewer sections of the city that the National Guard could claim were safely quarantined. Even after they initiated proper disposal protocol for the dead. The Mayor had given up, they said. Certainly he had left the public eye. The only thing on television was a public service announcement from the CDC about the proper way to trepan your loved ones. Fires burning everywhere outside the police lines. Smoke and screaming. Like September 11th but in every neighborhood of the city at once.
Gary pried a noodle out of the box and stuffed it between his lips. Maybe he’d suck on it until it got soft, he thought.
Maybe it didn’t have to be so bad, Gary had thought. If you were going to die anyway, die and come back… the worst part was losing your intellect, your brainpower. Everything else he could do without but he couldn’t handle being a mindless corpse wandering the earth forever. But maybe it didn’t have to be that way. The stupidity of the dead had to come from organic brain damage, right, brought on by anoxia. The critical moment came between when you stopped breathing and you woke up again, that was when it must happen, the juncture between thinking rational human and dumb dead animal. If you could keep yourself oxygenated, have yourself ventilated, hooked up to a dialysis machine to keep your blood moving, carrying that critical oxygen to your head, yeah. With everything on battery power in case the grid went down.
His teeth bit down hard, his stomach unwilling to wait for saliva to break the noodle down. He chewed hard, crunching the rigatoni into fragments as hard and sharp as little knives. Put another noodle in his mouth. Another.
One day he’d watched a government helicopter, the first one he’d seen in a week, come down with a noise like a car crash somewhere in the park. For hours he watched the black smoke rise from the site, watched the tips of orange flames dancing above the skyline. Nobody went to the rescue. Nobody went to put out the fire. He knew the time had come. A piece of noodle dug deep into his lower lip, neatly puncturing his skin.
With a start he realized what he was doing and spat the noodle fragments in the dry sink. With probing fingers he dug around inside his lips, feeling a hundred tiny lacerations there. He could have really injured himself—but he’d barely felt anything. The pain had been so distant, just a faint glow on the horizon.
He was going nuts cooped up inside. He needed to get out of his apartment. He needed to find more food. Real food.
Meat.
7
Epivir. Ziagen. Retrovir.
Osman went down the list shaking his head. These are anti-AIDS drugs.
I nodded but I was barely listening. Yusuf brought the good ship Arawelo around a few points and Manhattan appeared out of the clearing fog. It looked like a cubist mountain range hovering over the water. Like a crumbling fortress. But then it had always looked like that. I expected to see some kind of obvious damage, some scar left by the Epidemic. There was nothing. Only the silence, the perfect quiet on the water told you something bad had happened here.
Osman laughed. But Mama Halima doesn’t have AIDS. You must be mistaken.
I’d figured that as we approached the city I owed it to Osman to explain why we’d crossed half the planet to reach a haunted city. He and Yusuf—and of course the girl soldiers—were about to risk their lives for my mission. They deserved to know. These are my orders. Read them however you want.
Mama Halima was the only thing standing between Osman’s family and a horde of the undead. If he wanted to think she was beyond the reach of HIV I was ready to let him. I wished I could just ignore the facts myself—Sarah was counting on Halima as well. Somalia was held together by nothing but one woman’s vicious charisma. If Halima died now rival factions would claim her legacy. Tempers would flare, old feuds would come to the foreground. Somalia would tear itself apart. How long could a country in the middle of a civil war resist the dead?
Yusuf brought us up alongside Battery Park, past the Staten Island Ferry docks. All the boats were gone now—most likely they’d been commandeered by refugees. We cruised by a hundred yards out from the docks and headed northeast, up into the East River, passing Governors Island on our right. Brooklyn was a brown shadow to the east.
This is madness, though. These drugs can be found anywhere. Let me take you somewhere else,
Osman suggested, sounding infinitely reasonable.
I’ve heard that before,
I sighed. By the time they picked me they’d already combed every city in Africa, sent suicide squads into Nairobi and Brazzaville and Jo’burg. I suggested half a dozen more places, refugee camps, UN medical stations they might not have heard of. All of them were overrun or demolished. Then I hit upon this bright idea. I didn’t think it would actually happen.
Mama Halima’s agents had presumed you could get AIDS drugs over the counter in any Duane Reade in New York. As far as I knew, though, there was only one place in the world I could be guaranteed of finding everything on the list. The fifth floor of the UN Secretariat Building, in the Medical Offices. And the Secretariat was right on the water, accessible by boat.
Mama Halima’s troops had wasted no time. They had commandeered Osman’s ship, painted a new name on its prow, and we were on our way. If Osman didn’t like the mission—and he didn’t—he was too smart to voice that opinion.
Yusuf poured on a little steam as we turned northward and entered the main channel of the East River. He steered right for the dark solid mass of the Brooklyn Bridge, still wrapped in mist. Osman rubbed at his clean-shaven face and looked like he was about to have a great idea any time now.
I think I know,
he said, finally. I think I know it now.
I stared at him, expectantly.
"She wants the drugs to give them to other people. People who are infected with AIDS. She is a very generous woman, Mama Halima."
I just shrugged and moved to the bow of the trawler where some of the girls were clustered, pointing out the buildings we passed as if they were tourists looking for the Empire State and the Chrysler Building. I kept my eye on the shore, on the masses of pilings and docks that made up the South Street Seaport. They were abandoned, stripped clean of anything that might float. Here and there I could see people moving on the piers. Dead people, I knew, but in the mist I could pretend. Otherwise I would jump every time one of them moved.
This would all be over in a couple of hours, I told myself. Get in, get the drugs, get out. Then I could go back and see Sarah again. Start my life over somehow, I guess. Survival was the first order of the day. Then we could start thinking about how to fix things. The hardest and the longest part would be rebuilding.
My abdomen kept hitching up, like I was sucking in my gut but I couldn’t relax the muscles.
The girls started chattering excitedly and I followed their eyes as they leaned out over the bow. It was nothing, just a yellow buoy. Someone had painted something on it black, a crude design I knew I recognized. Oh. Yeah. The international biohazard symbol. Osman came up behind me and grabbed my bicep. He saw it too and yelled back for Yusuf to ease up on the throttle.
It’s nothing,
I told him. Just a warning. We already know this place is dangerous.
He shook his head but didn’t say anything. I supposed he knew more about maritime signage than I did. He pointed at a shadow out on the water and told Yusuf to stop the propellers altogether.
It’s nothing,
I said again. Maybe I was susceptible to denial myself. The trawler rolled north, quiet now, so quiet we could hear the water slapping against the hull. The shadow on the water started to resolve itself. It formed a line across the estuary, a dark smudge edged with tiny white breakers. There was some kind of big building on a pier that stuck way out and beyond that the water just changed texture. We drew steadily closer on momentum alone until Osman had to order the engines thrown into reverse. We were getting too close if it was some kind of obstruction. The smudge took shape as we coasted, turning into piles, heaps of something dumped in the water, lots of little things dumped in heaps.
Bodies.
I couldn’t see them very well. I didn’t want to. Osman pushed a pair of binoculars at me and I took a look anyway. The East River was clogged with human corpses. My mouth was dry but I forced myself to swallow and look again. On the forehead of each corpse (I checked a dozen or so to make sure) was a puckered red wound. Not a bullet wound. More like something you would make with an icepick.
They had known—the authorities in New York had know what was happening to their dead. They must have known and they tried to stop it or at least slow it down. You destroy the brain and the corpse stays down, that was the lesson we’d all learned at so much cost. In Somalia they burned the bodies afterward and buried the remains in pits but here, in a city of millions, there just wouldn’t have been anywhere to put them. The authorities must have just dumped the bodies in the river hoping the current would wash them away but there had been too many dead for even the sea to accept.
Thousands of bodies. Tens of thousands and it hadn’t been enough, the work couldn’t be done fast enough maybe. It would have been arduous, nasty work. I could feel it in my arms, as if I’d done it myself. Punching through bone and grey matter with a spike, over and over again. And it would have been dangerous, too, a body you went to dispose of could sit up and grab for your arm, your face and next thing you knew you would be on the pile yourself. Who had done it? The National Guard? The firemen?
Dekalb,
Osman said softly. Dekalb. We can’t go through. There’s no way through.
I stared north past the raft of corpses. It stretched as far as I could see, well past the Brooklyn Bridge. He was right. I couldn’t quite see the UN from there but it was so close. My chest started to heave, with sobbing tears maybe, or maybe I wanted to throw up, I couldn’t tell. The drugs, my only chance to see Sarah again, were right there but they might as well be a million miles away.
Yusuf got the Arawelo turned around and headed back toward the bay while Osman and I tried to figure out what to do next. You could go up, up the Hudson and around, through the Harlem River, circumnavigating Manhattan, and then back down the East River. Osman threw away that plan immediately. The Harlem River,
he said, pointing at a narrow ribbon of blue on his charts, it is too shallow. Too much danger of running on the ground.
It’s the best chance we have,
I said, my arms tight around my stomach as I stared at the maps.
I am sorry,
he said, but this is not possible. Maybe there is something else. Some other place, a hospital. Or a drug store.
I stared and stared at the maps. I knew this place. I knew it better than anyone else on the boat. Why couldn’t I think of anything?
8
Back in the freezer section of the little bodega, back in the dark Gary finally found what he’d been looking for behind smooth clear glass. He took the box of hamburger patties up to the front and laid them out on the plastic counter by the display of disposable lighters and the lotto machine. They’d been cool to the touch in the freezer—completely thawed out and with a little fuzzy white mold on top but still good, he thought. They looked good to him, anyway. He was starving. He contemplated different ways to cook them until he got up the nerve to just bite into one raw and take his chances.
His mouth flooded with saliva and he forced himself to chew, to savor the meat even though his eyes were watering up. The tension in his stomach, the crawling hunger, began to subside and he leaned on the counter with both hands. It had taken him all of the morning to find any scrap of meat at all. He’d wandered far afield from his apartment, north into the West Village. But at every butcher’s shop and grocery store he’d found only empty walk-in freezers and vacant meat hooks swaying on their chains. Clearly he wasn’t the first one to be drawn to where the meat used to be. For the last hour he’d been combing all the little neighborhood convenience stores and the back pantries of shoebox-sized diners and this was all he’d found. Judging by the way his stomach was relaxing and his hands had stopped shaking the walk had been worth it.
He was devouring his second burger patty when he heard a noise behind him and he turned around to find he wasn’t alone. A big guy in a trucker cap and sideburns had stumbled into the store and knocked over a rack of slim-jims. It was the first of the walking dead that Gary had ever seen up close. The intruder’s head rolled on his thick neck and drool slid from his slack lower lip as he stared at Gary with eyes that couldn’t quite seem to focus. He had the same dead veins and bluish pallor Gary had seen in his bathroom mirror but this guy’s face was slack and loose, the skin hanging in folds at his jowls and neck. He was missing a big chunk out of his left thigh. His jeans were caked with clotted blood and as he slouched forward the leg bent underneath him all wrong, threatening to tumble him right into Gary’s chest.
Slowly, painfully, Trucker Cap got his leg back underneath him and lurched across the counter. Without a word the dead man lurched forward and his hands went out, grabbing at the remaining burgers. Before Gary could stop him the big guy shoved one of the patties into his mouth and started reaching for another, the last of the four. Gary said Hey, come on, that’s mine
and grabbed the back of the guy’s flannel shirt to pull him away from the food but it was like trying to move a refrigerator. He tried to grab the guy’s arm and got swatted backward, knocking him into a display of clattering cans of Starkist tuna. Slowly the big guy turned to face Gary with those dull glassy eyes. Gary looked down and saw he still had part of the hamburger patty in his left hand.
The big guy’s jaw stretched wider as if he would swallow Gary like a snake swallowing an egg. Still no sound came out of him, no sound at all. He took a wobbling step forward on his bad leg, nearly fell. Corrected himself. His hands came up in fists.
No,
Gary said, scrabbling to get to his feet but slipping in the spill of cans, get away from me.
The big guy kept coming. Don’t you dare!
Gary shrieked, sounding absurd even to his own ears but it just came out. Stop!
The big guy stopped in mid-stride. The expression on his face changed from hungry anger to just plain confusion. He looked around for a minute and Gary could feel the guy’s cold form looming over him, a dead shadow in the air ready to come down like a ton of bricks, to smash him, to pummel him into mush.
He just stood there, coming no closer.
Fuck off and die!
Gary screamed, terrified.
Without a sound the big guy turned on his good heel and walked out of the bodega. He didn’t look back.
Gary watched him go then pulled himself back up to his feet. He was feeling shaky again. Almost nauseous. He finished the patty in his hand but it didn’t help as much as his first one had. The fight with the big guy had taken something out of him. He ran a hand through his hair, looked back at the freezer section. It was empty now. He bent down and gathered up all the slim-jims the big guy had knocked over. Those were meat too, he thought. Maybe they would help.
As he shambled out of the bodega the ringing in his ears came back with no warning and louder than ever. He knew he had to move, to get away from the area before the big guy came back for more but he could barely stand upright. He clutched his head as the world reeled around him and leaned against the cool plate glass of the store window. A burst of white noise shot through his head like an icy jet of water and he staggered out into the street—what the hell was happening? He felt his legs moving under him, felt himself propelled through space but he couldn’t see anything, couldn’t make his eyes focus.
What was going on? His medical training was useless in describing what was happening to him. Aneurysm? Ischemic event? His brain felt like it was drying out and shrinking—was this all he got for his hard work, half a day’s worth of intellect? Was he going to lose it now?
He felt something hard and metallic collide with his thighs and he forced himself to stop moving. He reached down and felt a railing, a metal railing that he clutched to as he sank down to his knees. With great effort he forced his eyes open and knelt there staring, staring with a desperate intensity at the Hudson River in front of him. If he had taken another three steps he would have fallen in.
Everything was so vivid, clearer than it had ever been in life. Gary looked up at New Jersey across the water, at the hills there and saw the ground shake. He clutched hard at the railing as the earth rolled beneath him and cracks ran through the rock, cracks spouting noxious black fumes that filled the whole world with their smoke.
Behind him at the bodega the big guy’s trucker hat rolled off his head as he collapsed to the pavement. His hands spasmed as the spark of animation flowed out of him and his eyes fluttered closed.
9
That one is too active,
Ayaan said, scanning the wharf with her binoculars. The dead man in question wore nothing but a pair of tight jeans that overflowed with his bloated flesh. He clutched to a wooden piling with one arm while the other snatched at the air. His hungry face followed the boat as we steamed past.
On top of the wheelhouse Mariam called down for her Dragunov and one of the other girls passed it up. Mariam steadied herself against the Arawelo’s radar dome and peered through the scope of the sniper rifle. I put my fingers in my ears a moment before she fired. The dead man on the pier spun around in a cloud of exploding brain matter and fell into the water.
Sixteen years old and Mariam was already an expert sniper. When did the girl soldiers have time to train? I suppose there hadn’t been anything else to do in Somalia. No cable tv, no shopping malls.
Osman cleared his throat and I looked back at the map. Here,
I said, pointing at a blue letter H on the map, just a few blocks in from the Hudson. I looked up at the line of buildings on the shore and pointed at a spot between two of them. St. Vincent Medical Center. They have—or rather, they had—an HIV care center.
I shrugged. It’s dangerous. We’ll be out of sight of the ship for at least an hour. But it’s the best option, if we can’t get to the UN.
The captain rubbed his face and nodded. He yelled at Yusuf to bring the ship in at an empty pier and the girls surged across the deck, shouldering their weapons and checking their actions. Osman and I struggled with a piece of corrugated tin ten feet long and just as wide that served the trawler in the place of a gangplank.
The engines whined and water churned as Yusuf brought us in to a bumping stop. The