Knocked Up Abroad Again: Knocked Up Abroad, #2
By Lisa Ferland
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This heartwarming, sometimes hilarious, and sometimes heartbreaking anthology of stories by 25 women in 25 different countries illustrates that the more we see, the more we learn about ourselves as human beings.
The second anthology in the Knocked Up Abroad series takes readers on an emotional, heartfelt, and humorous journey as an international group of mothers traverse the obstacles, trials, and tribulations of pregnancy, birth, and parenting around the globe. Each mother experiences the cultural differences when raising children in a country that looks, sounds, and expects completely different behaviors than the culture in which she was raised herself. From South America to Asia and many countries in between, the core values of love, heartache, loss, and growth are common for mothers everywhere.
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Knocked Up Abroad Again - Lisa Ferland
Knocked Up Abroad Again
Baby bumps, twists, and turns around the globe
Edited by
Lisa Ferland
Copyright © 2016 by Lisa Ferland.
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Printed in the United States of America.
No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews. For permission contact the publisher.
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ISBN 978-0-9970624-2-7 (Print)
ISBN 978-0-9970624-3-4 (eBook)
Cover design by Venanzio
Photo by Sandra Jolly Photography
Motherhood knows no borders.
For my loves—Jonathan, Calvin, and Lucy.
AUTHOR’S NOTE
If you have ever been pregnant, thought of becoming pregnant, or known someone who has been pregnant, then you know that pregnancy is a time of high anxiety partnered with joy. A woman is unsure about her future, her body, and her unborn baby. Most of these unknowns are absolutely uncontrollable, which doesn’t help any mother to feel at ease.
The mothers in this book are faced with all of the same unknowns that mothers face everywhere but there is an extra twist. There is a foreign cultural approach, a foreign environment, a new language, and a different custom that these mothers must discover, decode, and demystify while they venture into the waters of motherhood in a foreign land. For many, motherhood abroad has become the new normal. Feeling out of place nearly feels comfortable after a few years. Foreign languages that aren’t our native tongue are easily tuned out and ignored. The wash of white noise in the background becomes soothing and without influencing our thoughts we can think clearly.
Parenting abroad is both similar and completely unlike any parenting we could ever do in our passport countries. Faced with new cultural norms, we adapt, maintain the traditions we value, and adopt new customs to result in a blended parenting approach that is wholly unique.
Lisa Ferland, Sweden
FOREWORD
Is there anything as vulnerable as a newborn child? Naked, defenseless, limbs flailing, the teensy creature stretches her fine-boned fingers toward a blurry world and what must seem a violent blast of lights, smells, and sounds. Still, she reaches. Headlong she goes, right into the adventure of a lifetime.
The onslaught of stimuli might make her curl into your flesh for refuge, or wail in raw alarm. So you hold her, committed to bearing her as long as needed. She’s no more than a couple of handfuls of pulsing magic, this infant you carry. Yet in those handfuls lie both a whole urgent world of need and a throbbing universe of promise.
Nope, there is nothing quite as vulnerable as that babe. But there is nothing quite as magical and magnificent, either.
Unless, of course, it’s that babe’s mother.
I’m a shameless fan of mothers. A mother of four myself, I know something about how giving birth requires literal but also figurative nakedness. Right off, giving birth strips us bare of any delusions we might have about our own strength. When you hit transition during delivery, didn’t your limbs flail involuntarily, your fingers stretch (or claw)? And somewhere near expulsion, didn’t you spring sudden lungs like I did and outwail your offspring?
Yes, birthing and, in turn, parenting ratchet up every last scrap of high-pitched anxiety and deep down discomfort we’ve ever known, then multiply it all by a squillion. And it’s exactly because of that massive investment of nerves, grit, and crack-your-ribs love that parenting can foster the kind of heroism, soul expansion, and gratification little else in life can offer.
Which all holds true in ideal, stable circumstances. So what happens when we aren’t in those circumstances? When we couple the arrival of our baby with another kind of arrival, that of arriving in a new country? What do we get when fate layers vulnerability upon vulnerability, nakedness upon nakedness, when we are in an unfamiliar setting, speaking an unfamiliar tongue, staring down an unfamiliar medical system, without friends, family, and no semblance of our former competent and composed self?
What happens when we are in Turkey, China, Nigeria, Bolivia? Or maybe in Japan, Hungary, Sweden, South Africa? We’ve just landed in Brazil, perhaps. Or we’re freshly settled in Abu Dhabi? Or surprise, surprise, we find out we’re expecting just as we hit the tarmac in Ethiopia?
What you get is knocked broadside with a near-vertical learning curve. What you get is Knocked Up Abroad Again. The 25 authors you will meet in these pages have known the scenarios I just mapped out. They know something about motherhood, vulnerability, and heroism in all those countries…plus others. From these women you will get an irresistible compilation of true life accounts rich with firsthand insights and best friend frankness. The result reads something like a whole room of wise, multicultural midwives and cultural integration specialists buzzing with intimate stories of pathos, surprise, hilarity, and tenderness run through with a strong strain of poignancy.
As said, each mother has lived (conceived, delivered, parented, or all of the above) internationally, so each knows what it’s like to arrive on foreign soil exposed, practically naked, essentially a newborn yourself. Like you, they’ve been there battling with a new language, arms flailing indelicately, even spasmodically. They’ve known about being overwhelmed by the avalanche of urgent needs when setting up life in a new country and bringing baby into the mix. And so they sympathize with why a pregnant or freshly delivered newcomer might curl back from it all hunting for refuge, self-medicating, maybe, on chocolate, under a pile of down, in front of Netflix. Programmed on infinite loop. At midday.
Above all, these women are proof that bearing and raising children in your nonnative culture is not only possible but rewarding, and in many instances more desirable than the conventional upbringing many of them themselves knew. They wouldn’t call themselves this, but to me they are quiet heroes.
While over 25 years on the global road I haven’t birthed or raised my four children in the same countries as have these women (mine were born in Norway and France and raised there as well as in Hong Kong, Germany, Singapore, and Switzerland), I felt while reading their accounts that if we gals were somehow seated next to each other (on an airplane, let’s say, since that might be the only place we’d cross paths), no flight would be long enough for sharing all our stories. I understood these women within a page. And I trusted they would understand much about me. I imagined us elbow to elbow with our tray tables down, leaning against our upholstered headrests, comparing notes, laughing, gasping, and at times even weeping without a sound.
Because I have to tell you, birth and life are not all these women have known. Some of them, like myself, have known not only about the cost of bringing a child to earth on foreign soil, but also about burying a child in it. Which means, I’m grateful to add, that this is a volume about real life. It offers many parts light and select parts heavy, parts wackiness and some precious parts weightiness. Any volume on parenting abroad (or at home, for that matter) would be shallow and lacking texture without those counterbalancing truths.
So join me in this highly personal, multicultural, and thoroughly human journey. Meet the women who, like their children, have left a certain zone of comfort (for the moms it’s a home country; for the children the uterus itself), to enter a new life naked and sometimes squalling, unsure and often vulnerable, but ready to build an existence that shimmers with color, variety, resilience, wisdom, and true beauty.
What a trip! And what a privilege to share it with you.
Melissa Dalton-Bradford
Author: Global Mom: A Memoir and On Loss and Living Onward
October 2016, Bad Homburg, Germany
SECTION I
KNOCKED UP ABROAD
CHAPTER 1
BIRTH CONTROL, BIRTH, AND THE NEED FOR TRANSLATION
Melissa Uchiyama
Nationality: American
Knocked up in: Japan
You are 28. You need to have babies, immediately.
This from an elderly female gynecologist. She shifts her glasses and looks up, eyes locked on me and then squaring up my body. She really means it. All the obstacles of sifting through language, finding clinics that will accept my insurance, the walk here to this Tokyo clinic today, finally making it through the impenetrable gates of Japanese-only-speaking receptionists, all to hear this. So much for women in business, women working toward something outside of their home.
All I want is birth control, preferably a low-level pill. Instead, she wants me to purchase a basal thermometer and take her Xeroxed form to chart my daily temperature upon waking. Also, the pill I want, nay, desperately believe I need, is not available. Not just in her office, but the whole country.
Apparently, I was spoiled from my time in South Florida, USA where my OB/GYN handed me a goody bag full of free samples at every appointment, and I had my range of choices in the birth control department. Forget the popular commercials with women talking about the ring or their miracle pill which also cleared up their skin. Here in Japan, they do not exist. Rather, there is one nearly industrial-strength pill, in the kind of rough, beige hard plastic I would sooner associate with a thick-ankled, compression hose-wearing gym teacher from the 1960s, who delivers the birds and the bees speech with as much delicacy as a bomb.
Also, this particular OB/GYN office does not even offer that particular option. I’ll have to visit another office. At this clinic, I may choose for her to write me a prescription for a sponge, which, to anyone remotely near my generation, sounds disgusting. The sponge. What year is this? I am in Tokyo, the city of the future, the city of mega-standards, of convenience, modernity, the city heralded for its expensive, hyper-cleaning, classical music playing toilets with eight kinds of bidets! All this modernity and I can get some crusty sponge with its plastic case that Rizzo probably carried in the back pocket of her Jordache jeans in the musical, Grease. Mrs. Carol Brady probably kept hers in the medicine cabinet of her 1970s ranch-style home. Oh, and no sponge until I turn in at least one month’s charting of my cycle, temperature, and nightly bedtimes. All homework and no reward. Plus, to make a dismal situation worse, I accidentally step back into the waiting room still wearing the bathroom slippers. Every eye looks. Yes, in Japan, this is a thing—a faux pas. All the magazines are in Japanese; the room is tight and claustrophobic with women, and I feel alone.
I’ve been in Japan almost seven months at this point. Some days it is all mirth at discovering a new, almost romantic culture. I love the exploration with my husband who is Japanese by descent but raised in America his whole life. It’s like hunting for poetry and Japan is thick with it. The changes in the air, the fragrance of rainy season, the food—it is new for both of us.
My husband doesn’t have to go to an OB/GYN, though. He has the language to use his voice, or at least more quickly find it in this new place. I am loud by nature, excited. I shout when upset. My voice squeaks. I laugh loudly, almost honk, every tooth showing. Here, though? Women cover their mouths. They are demure, and now I see now that I am shrinking back. I don’t always know how to manage the tension—there is me, at least when confident, and this new me called living in Japan on the rough days.
How do I maneuver as a mouse, sidestepping, and wearing the wrong slippers? I learn to bow, sure, but one has to use a voice. That’s it—I lost my voice a bit. Maybe it’s like my spirit keeps developing an ongoing bout of laryngitis, I think.
I still need the birth control, too, because how can I possibly raise a child when, without a real voice, without language, I, myself, am an infant here? How can I become responsible for another life? I am, as it is, paranoid that someone will collapse nearby, and it’ll be up to me to call the police or ambulance. Please, God, let everyone be okay.
At this point, I only know the words fire
and earthquake
from the emergency drills I teach the kindergarten kids at The American School in Japan. I care for them, but all of this takes place within the safe confines of a premier English-speaking, international school in the heart of swanky Roppongi Hills.
My confidence blooms with each new season here, each new restaurant and chic bar in this exclusive, international part of the city, but I still go home to my Japanese in-laws, my husband, and our shared home in a Japanese community with markets and labels and people I cannot understand or speak with. I love it, but I stink at it. I am a child who progresses so slowly in school that she begins to hate it. It’s love/hate. It’s transition. I’m loud. I’m in shock. I’m shy. I’m emotional. It’s a lot to get used to, what with little space, paper-thin shoji walls inside the home, and one shower/bath. Gone is any autonomy with my husband, and gone is my birth control.
I find another clinic with the goods—outdated, yet expensive birth control. I spend enough on the pill to go toward a terrific vacation, or at least some fabulous movie and fine dining dates. Japanese health insurance does not cover family planning, so it is big cash I plop down for every cycle of tiny white pills.
Roughly two years later, still as chic in a far different culture with a great language deficit, my husband and I feel like we’re ready for the next chapter: pregnancy and kids, or at least letting it be a possibility. Time to get off the pill. It is a faith walk, every night a decision to breathe and trust that I can live here. I am a woman learning to stand with one foot grasping life on this island in the Pacific, and one foot that slides out from under me. That other foot is back in Florida, home with people who understand me, my voice, and all I think I need. It is faith to resist taking more of my birth control, like a winding off of drugs, a chance to believe in something else.
Two months later, I am knocked up. I am pregnant abroad, a woman with child in Japan. We find a large university hospital, the Japanese equivalent of Harvard or Yale. Nurses verify the blip that is our daughter’s seven-week-old heartbeat. I wait on benches for hours, waiting to be seen alongside silent Japanese women sitting with their equally silent husbands. Each visit marked by the same lullaby version of The Beatles’ Yellow Submarine.
I have no idea what is being spoken by any doctor or nurse. I have no clue what they need me to do or the order in which to do it.
In fact, at this point, my Japanese has little improved from when I had to first call that female gynecologist’s office to follow-up on my test for cervical cancer. I bite my nails, deciding I would attempt to make pap smear
sound Japanese. I state my name and try to convey that I’d had a test. Over and over into the receiver, I state, "Test-o…papo-soomeeah."
The receptionist cannot understand me, so again and again, I state my name followed by, "testo- and-o papa-soomeeah." Finally, I realize the receptionist isn’t a receptionist at all but really an old man, and I called the wrong number. This phone call in a nutshell, is the hilarity of being knocked up abroad. Hilarious and sad, for another human being is now counting on you to not only have your life worked out, at least be able to use the telephone, and somehow, somehow advocate and even make baby books for them. I could barely write any more than my name.
These are the moments of becoming, I think, sometimes dodging tears. I sit at these appointments, teetering between glee and terror. I am responsible for operating an old balance scale, responsible to record my height, chart the pH balance of the sticks I must swizzle in a cup of pee, and a host of other tasks all told to me in rapid-fire Japanese. The system is a machine, and I am causing hold-up until maybe the third visit when a doctor tells me I’d probably be more comfortable somewhere else. How racist, right? Clearly, they don’t feel up to the challenge of helping me. I have used up their hospitality, and now our relationship is done.
On to the next place, an au natural birth house. Here, I learn what is Asian sensibility toward pregnant women. It is the understanding of Chinese medicine that states my ankles must be covered and always, always warm. Even in August when I am accustomed to flip-flops and little shorts. Ankles, they say, are connected to the ovaries. When cold, those poor little ovaries will also be cold and constrict. Cover them up, ladies! I teeter trying to shove socks on my pregnant footsies just before opening the door to the Japanese birth house each week.
I cause great consternation at not keeping my belly wrapped in a cotton cloth, over and over, around, so that my uterus, and my baby are not cold. Everything the midwives are concerned about only makes me feel more alien. Avoid fruit, avoid cold foods. Again, even in the brutal heat of Tokyo’s summer. All I want is watermelon, cold and crisp against my lips. Icy smoothies and bowls of frozen yogurt. I rebel. I buck the system. I eat my fruit, cones of ice cream, and take long walks, ankles uncovered.
I want to blend in, but I am different. I am not like the women whom I see in baby shops, not the ones whom I picture as hardly asking questions. I am full of them. I am ripe with inquisitive tones and perhaps I come off brazen. Perhaps I come off as overly confident, but I am an American in Japan, that is, vulnerable, but trying to connect, trying to access humor. I am learning sensitivity and softness of voice, but if pregnancy stirs up a woman’s need for a controlled, safe environment, if pregnancy stirs up a woman’s need for support and security, then pregnancy abroad is bumpy with emotions spanning the sky. There is a need to connect to our mother. There is our sister, the cousins, a continuation that must find its way to us even through the mystique and frustrations of a different life, one that the women before us have not known. We are the new brave. We dare to have children in a place we’ve not known long. The culture, the language, and mores will raise up our new babies and they will know two worlds while we still grapple and try to straddle, fling ourselves over two walls.
I grow closer with my mother-in-law. She happens to be wonderful, but either way, it is imperative. I use the resources I have. The long-time family friend of theirs? She is my friend now. I ask these women to help me make appointments. Where can I buy over-the-counter cream for a yeast infection?
This is hardly a simple interaction, as we must first come to understand the words yeast infection
via translation. Then there is looking in a store, looking through intimate aisles when I wish I could just be alone. Finally, I learn that it must be prescribed by a doctor. I will need one of these women with me for that, too. I am my most vulnerable in these moments, for I long to be independent. In my own culture, I sure as hell would be. But here? I am a child, a big, fat, pregnant child.
These are the rough goes. The indecisive starts, the doubtful reminders of that voice which taunts, How can you have a child in a place you can’t operate in, not hardly?
And yet, with each week of pregnancy, I grow stronger. I come into my own. This is our branch in the tree my husband and I have joined. It transcends place. Confidence comes as I am becoming a mother.
By the time our daughter is a few weeks old, I am the boss of this motherhood. My own mother flies out for what is her third time visiting us in Japan. Strong and tough, she knows the way independently from the airport to our door. She has come to meet her first grand baby, the granddaughter she has pined for across the sea.
She flings the door open and too excited to mind the narrow Tokyo space, butts into wall and railing on her way up to the tiny baby room we’ve carved on the second floor. She hasn’t bothered to remove shoes or deal with slippers.
Where is she?
Mom calls, eyes huge and voice high.
And this next part we still laugh about, I don’t care about you anymore! Where is she?
During her month-long visit, we ladies ignore the tradition that every new Asian mother employs, staying inside for a full month or longer while her mom dotes and prepares every meal, goes out on every errand. I know I need air, fresh oxygen, and skies over ceiling. We three walk to parks and open garden shows, past streams and in and out of grocery stores. Neighbors have never seen such a small baby. I have enough Japanese to understand the old women who balk at our baby carriage, They will break that baby’s neck. It is too early for the baby to be out.
I fling indecision to the curb, nursing throughout Tokyo. We walk rosy neighborhoods in spring, hike Mount Takao in its red maple glory. I maneuver through the Japanese preschool system, making myself known. I write her daily meals, each banana or bowl of oatmeal in her notebook, the inky letters of hiragana making my love known.
I am learning. I am home. I write basic questions and pen simple reports of her health and behavior, "gokigen, she is in a fantastic mood, or
guzuguzu," crying. I show up on parent days and am lucky enough to bring my visiting mother. My daughter turns one, then, two, and just past that, we are pregnant again with her brother. We grow a community, grow our own sense of place and peace.
Parents like us get to take the best from each culture, I decide. We pick and choose with luxury, knowing that in either place, we may never quite fit. This is the piece that ends tension because our family comes first. I can be myself, a penchant for frizzy hair and laughing with an open mouth. These kids represent the best of us, as parents, as countries and cultures. They are rivers of grass, fields of wheat, and the freedom to hop between paradigms.
There are the undokais, the sports days, the challenge and treasure of laughter in two languages. My daughter grows fully bilingual, even translating between me and her teachers, spoon-fed sweets by her Grandparents here, Ojiichan and Obaachan.
I sit now, rotund and 39 weeks pregnant with our third child. She will be Lana June, a name easily spoken in our two main languages and many in between. She will know love,