Devils Unto Dust
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Keep together. Keep your eyes open. Keep your wits about you.
The desert is unkind in the best of times. And the decade since the Civil War has been anything but the best of times for Daisy Wilcox—call her Willie—and her family. This tense, heart-pounding alternate history about a young woman fighting to survive the unthinkable will keep fans of Westworld and The Walking Dead reading late into the night.
A horrifying sickness has spread across the West Texas desert. Infected people—shakes—attack the living, and the surviving towns are only as safe as their perimeter walls are strong. The state is all but quarantined from the rest of the country. Glory, Texas, is a near ghost town. Still, seventeen-year-old Willie has managed to keep her siblings safe, even after the sickness took their mother. But then her good-for-nothing father steals a fortune from one of the most merciless shake hunters in town, and Willie is left on the hook for his debt. With two young hunters as guides, Willie sets out across the desert to find her father. And the desert holds more dangers than just shakes.
This riveting debut novel blends True Grit with 28 Days Later for an unforgettable journey.
Emma Berquist
Emma Berquist grew up in Austin, Texas, and hiked the Concho Valley when she was young. She has worked as a speech teacher and a librarian. She currently lives in Northern California with her husband and their dog. Devils Unto Dust is her first novel.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5"Willie" Wilcox has protected her brothers and sisters deep in the west Texas desert for years, since their mother died of the sickness and their father ran off. But now there's a bounty out on their father's head that his kids need to pay, unless they can find him. The only place he could have gone is outside the walls of their town of Glory...outside where the shakes live. So Willie hires two guides - with the promise of money she does not have - to help her venture out and find her father and bring him back to pay his debts. She's in danger from the shakes, humans turned into monsters by sickness, but also from man's inhumanity to man, and from the desert itself.A very good YA adventure, and a very good zombie book. I enjoyed all the characters, especially the main character. The world building, especially setting the book in the 1870s right after the U.S. Civil War, was very smart. The disease is not so infectious that it's going to take over the country, but the Texas desert has little protection and even less medical resources so it makes sense that it would gain a foothold there. I very much enjoyed it as both a good example of genres I'm familiar with and a book set someplace I don't often read about. I especially loved a few twist along the way that genuinely surprised me. Recommended if you like zombies or dystopian YA.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Series Info/Source: This is a stand alone book that I bought at my son’s book fair.Story (4/5): I loved this story. This is set 10 years after the Civil War in the small town of Glory, Texas. Daisy, better known as Willie, is trying to make a living for her and her three younger siblings. Their mom is dead and their dad is a drinker and a liar. When their dad takes on more than he can handle he skips town and his debts fall on Willie’s shoulders. In order to protect the rest of her family Willie hires a couple hunters and heads out to hunt down her dad and make him pay for his debts. However, the desert and the shakes that inhabit it make it even more deadly than the thugs that are after Willie’s family.I am a huge sucker for this kind of post-apocalyptic dust bowl story. This reminded me a lot of “Elysium Girls” or “Dread Nation”, both of which I have read in the last few months. It definitely has that zombie-survival vibe to it that “Dread Nation” has. The story was incredibly engaging and well done and I just loved it. Characters (5/5): I loved Willie and her brother and the two hunters that accompany Willie across the West Texas desert. Willie is just so determined to do good and so stubborn. She’s not a warrior by any means, but she is definitely a survivor and I loved reading about her. All the characters in here are complex and have rich histories. They are all just very well done.Setting (5/5): I love these alternate history types of stories that are set in the historic United States. The town of Glory was well done, as was the world built around trying to survive the shakes and the illness they carry. You hear bits about the North and what’s going on in the rest of the world. I just loved this alternate history so much, I want to read more stories set in other parts of this crazy world.Writing Style (5/5): This was incredibly well written, very easy to read and engaging. The description was amazing, everything was easy to picture and really came alive. The writing is lyrical but still portrays the starkness of the world very well. This is a long book but it never felt long, the whole thing flew right by which was exactly the kind of story I needed at the time.My Summary (5/5): Overall I absolutely loved this and will definitely be checking to see what other book Berquist has written. If you love alternate histories set in a dust bowl type United States setting...with zombies...I would definitely check this book out. It was incredibly well done. I would recommend it for fans of “Elysium Girls” and “Dread Nation”.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Western themed, somewhat historical, with zombie-like creatures. I think the world is solid, and the adventure, while harsh, is well told. For some reason, it just didn't knock my socks off, but I certainly would recommend it without hesitation.
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Devils Unto Dust - Emma Berquist
PART ONE:
THE
TOWN
Texas, 1877
The desert is white as a blind man’s eye,
Comfortless as salt.
—Sylvia Plath
1.
Life out here is hard, my mother used to say, so you have to be harder. Even she wasn’t strong enough to fight off the sickness. By the end she was just a shell of herself, her skull showing through the skin on her face, talking nonsense when the delirium took her. Sometimes she didn’t know who I was or what was happening. And then she remembered, and it was even worse.
She lasted longer than most do. It doesn’t really matter, it didn’t make a difference, but I like to think it means something. That she was fighting to stay with us. That her life wasn’t wasted, digging into this patch of nowhere.
I love the desert, love the hidden beauty of it. When the light falls just so and the heat shimmers off the ground, the desert is as graceful and endless as the sky. I love the way the ground cracks open under my feet, the fissures spreading out like veins in a shattered mirror. The air so hot it burns your lungs, the dust collecting in the corners of your eyes, the sand whipping against your skin until it’s raw; this is my home, and it is beautiful. If I could, I would turn my back on this town and start walking, leaving behind the unbearable weight. But I know better than that; the desert may have my heart, but this town will take my bones.
Glory, our town is called, for no other reason than irony. People here are bad at naming things, even my own parents. Daisies don’t grow here, not in this hardscrabble dirt. Not that anyone calls me Daisy, not since I was old enough to know better. The name does not suit me; it is bright and yellow and sweet, and I am none of those things. And Glory is dead as sun-bleached bone and twice as cursed. Maybe it was different when people first settled here, before the sickness started to spread; maybe it wasn’t always a sandy hole of a town, but that’s all I’ve ever known it to be. Those who could afford to got out quickly, leaving the rest of us to whatever fate we deserve. There’s nothing standing between us and the desert shakes but some barbed wire and the men who hunt the sick. It’s only a matter of time before this town crumbles into dust. When the sick finally outnumber the healthy, we’ll all be as dead as my mother. Or worse.
Today I wake up the way I always do, gasping for breath. It’s the panic that I shove down all through the day, but I can’t hide from it at night. The dreams gnaw at me like dogs worrying old bones, the pressure on my chest tightening until I force myself awake, into the real and unending nightmare. It’s still dark out, though dawn can’t be far off. I wait for a minute, trying to swallow the fear away, breathing in the smell of the mattress: hay and old sweat. I can just make out the shapes of my youngest brother and sister a few feet from me, both curled up on their sides. They are identical in almost every way, down to the way they sleep; I hold my breath until I’m sure I did not wake them. Still, I am tense, tenser than usual; something else is wrong. I wait, and wait, and then I finally hear it: a scratching sound, faint but distinct. A new jolt of panic surges through me, and I am instantly wide awake, sitting up and straining to see through the dark. Shakes don’t usually get through the fence, but it’s been known to happen. When the guards are young or drunk they don’t always walk the entire perimeter, and our house is about as far from the gate as you can get. My mind fills with images of blood splashed against the walls and I tell myself to calm down; even if one made it through the fence, there’s no way a shake could get in the house, not when our door is locked tight and bolted. Still, to be safe, I make my way to the door, my bare feet knowing exactly where to step to avoid the creaking boards. Our house is nothing more than a large wooden box with the barest suggestion of walls. We have a stove and some furniture, but the bedsheets need airing and I can’t keep the dust out.
My father built this house, laid the wood and did the chinking and daubing, and it is just like him: ragged and aging poorly. The sand and the heat are hard on everything. Pa did his best, I suppose, but he spent more time picking out flat stones for the foundation than he did building the roof, and it sags in places. I blindly feel along the wall until my hand closes around the butt of my revolver, hanging from a peg in its holster. One chamber in my six-shooter is always loaded; sometimes seconds can make all the difference. I put my ear to the door and listen. The soft scratching in the dirt and whisper of wood scraping could be a dog or a coyote, even a healthy one that was too quick for a shake to catch, but I am not willing to take any chances.
We strung up bits of broken glass all around the porch, and I strain to hear any tinkling. There’s no wind tonight; the air lies warm and stagnant, trapping heavy smells and smoke close to the ground. I lie down on the wooden floor, revolver in hand, trying to peer through the crack between the door and the floor. But it is too dark and the space is too small. I bite the inside of my cheek, considering; it sounds too quiet for a shake, though I wouldn’t bet my life on that. Whatever it is, it doesn’t seem to be moving, which means I’ll have to deal with it sooner or later. Might as well be now.
I get to my feet, my back protesting, and reach for the small barn lantern hanging by the doorjamb. I jiggle it and hear a faint splashing, so there’s still some oil left. Surprising, since I haven’t refilled it in weeks, but oil is more costly than candles and it’s easy enough to go without. I light the lamp and turn the flame up, throwing the doorway into sharp relief. I fumble a bit to get the bolts open with my gun in one hand and the lantern hanging off the other. The last lock sticks and I have to force it back before easing the door open a sliver, bracing my body against it.
Light from my lamp illuminates a patch along the wood and the prickly poppies that are dying by the steps. The scratching stops, and I wait a moment before opening the door farther. Lamplight floods the porch and the dirt beyond, and I take a step forward, scanning the ground with my gun pointed at what I hope is chest level. A flick of movement and my stomach drops as my finger tightens around the trigger.
But it’s only a rabbit, a cottontail I think, though it’s hard to say for sure with the tail and most of its backside missing. It’s been a while since I’ve seen one; between shakes and hungry townsfolk, slow and soft creatures don’t last long. I don’t know if a coyote or a shake got to it, and the callous part of me is angry because I can’t take the chance it’s sick and it’s a waste of perfectly good meat. It scratches at the dirt, inching itself forward, somehow still moving. I don’t know how it got under the fence without back legs, let alone how it made it this far without bleeding to death. I lower my gun and walk over, setting the lantern down close. It blinks round wet eyes at me and I sigh. I take no joy in killing things, but it’s kinder to put it down than to let it suffer. The noise of a gunshot will wake up the twins, so I put my hand on its back, feeling the soft flutter of its heart under thick fur.
Sorry, boy,
I tell it quietly. It’s no safer in here than it is out there.
I break its neck quickly and cleanly, flinching only a little when the bones snap. I use my fingers to dig a hole, the dry dirt crumbling quickly. When I’m done I dust off my hands and stand up, my breath hissing out slowly. I stamp down the grave with my foot and consider going back to bed, but it is close to dawn. I stare out into the night, the land made unfamiliar by the darkness, the shapeless ground receding and melding into the blackened sky. The view is no better by day; our acres are scant and unlovely. I pick up the lamp and watch the light quaver around me, feeling alone and insignificant in this small bright circle.
Morning,
a voice says, and I jump so hard I’m lucky my gun doesn’t go off. I swear and turn to see the tall frame of my brother standing in the doorway.
Or is it morning yet?
Micah asks. He sees my face, lit up by the light. Sorry, Will, didn’t mean to scare you.
You didn’t scare me,
I say crossly, walking up the steps.
Liar,
he says. Micah never lets me get away with anything less than the bone’s honest truth. He’s a stickler, that one, but then Ma was the same way; she had no use for sugarcoating.
What are you doing out here?
he asks when I get close, his brows knitted together over dark eyes.
I didn’t mean to wake you,
I say, which doesn’t answer his question.
Micah glances at the gun in my hand and frowns. He’s a worrier; it comes from being inside his own head so much. He’s smart, smarter than most in this place, and it hurts me to think of what he could be if things were different.
I’m gonna make biscuits for breakfast,
I say to distract him.
What’s the occasion?
I’m as sick of grits as you are, that’s what.
The truth is I need a way to save this morning. I don’t like waking up to blood and death, I get enough of that in my dreams. I don’t want to remember this day as the day I killed a rabbit; instead, it will be the day I made biscuits.
I follow Micah inside and take one last look at the small mound of fresh dirt before I shut the door and bolt it fast. Poor, stupid thing. It should have known better. This is no place for the weak.
2.
I put the gun back in the rack and take a long drink of water from the bucket we keep in the kitchen. I’ll have to boil more from the pump soon. It is a lengthy and tiresome process, but necessary. The shakes don’t seem to like water, or fire, but it’s still possible one of them could contaminate the pump. We can’t take any chances, not when the sickness spreads so easily.
The floor is dirty. I can feel grit beneath my bare feet, and I really should try and sweep, but that can wait until after the biscuits. I can tell how much flour we have left simply by holding the flour sack, a skill we all learn early in Glory. A knot in my stomach is directly related to that sack, and it gets tighter and tighter as the sack becomes lighter. I will have to go to the Homestead and barter for more soon. We can’t afford to buy it, not with the first of the month coming and our dues still to pay to the Judge. The prospect of talking to him leaves an unpleasant taste in my mouth. The Judge has little patience for women, and I have little patience for a man that cruel and greedy. He’s technically the governor now, or at least he fancies himself as such, but everyone still calls him the Judge. I don’t even know what his real name is, nor do I care. In Glory, his word is law, and if we cannot pay our dues, we lose the protection of the perimeter and are left to the mercy of the desert.
It wasn’t always this way. Sure, Glory has always been a rougher kind of place, on account of us being the last town before the land gets too harsh to farm and too brutal to settle. Mostly folks just passed through on the way east to Best or north to Plainview. But when the Judge took over, he put the word out that he would grant clemency to anyone willing to turn shake hunter. Maybe he even meant for it to help, maybe he really thought he could kill all the infected and that would be the end of it. But the more men he sent out, the more the sickness spread. All it takes is a bite or scratch and it’s only a matter of time before the fever and the ague and the tremors start. And now our town is crawling with former criminals, murderers and thieves, foul men who choke up our streets. There aren’t enough jobs to go around, not with the number of hunters who swarmed to Glory. Mostly they drink and fight one another, waiting to go back out to the desert and shoot those left to a fate worse than death. What they can’t take out on the shakes they visit on the rest of us, stealing and brawling and killing without consequence. I can’t tell anymore which are worse, the shakes or the ones who took to hunting them. The hunters, I think, because when they kill they know exactly what they are doing.
I boil some water with a small scoop of coffee so I can think straight, then get to work on the bread. I mix flour and a pinch of our precious salt with the sourdough starter I’ve kept going for almost a year. I take out my anger at the unfairness of this life on my dough, beating it viciously. When my arms are tired I cover the bread with a worn and holey cloth and leave it on the table by the grimy window. The bread rises with the sun, the symmetry relaxing me. Sunrise is a glorious thing in the desert, the way the light breaks and spreads over the flatlands, a beacon of safety. The shakes are sluggish during the day, and easier to spot. They don’t have their minds anymore, and I think the heat makes them tired, just as it does with the rest of us.
There are bits of flour on my hands and I realize that I am still wearing my nightgown as I wipe my fingers on the scratchy thing. I pull on a pair of worn trousers, the pant legs rolled up to fit and the waist held up by a snakeskin belt Pa made for my thirteenth birthday. That was back when he still had Ma to remind him of birthdays, and I’ve had to punch new holes in it twice. The pants were Micah’s until he outgrew them; it annoys me that my little brother is already taller than me at fourteen, or at least it would if it didn’t embarrass him so much. Micah is shy around strangers, though he talks back to me often enough.
I glance at where he sits at the table, tinkering with a penny knife with a loose catch. He’s forever trying to figure out how to take things apart and put them back together. When he was eight he stole Pa’s pocket watch, the one with his initials engraved, and pried all the gears out. He never figured out how to repair it, but Pa let him keep it and he still wears it, for show I guess. Since then Micah’s gotten much better at the fixing part, which is helpful, seeing as how the twins destroy everything in their path.
Can you watch the twins later?
I ask him. I have to go to the Homestead. We need flour, and I need to pay our dues.
That gets his attention. Aw, do I have to? Can’t you just tie ’em to a post somewhere?
If you want to go, I’ll stay here instead.
Micah makes a face at me. The Homestead’s where the shake hunters convene and drink and fight and generally make a loud nuisance of themselves. It’s where the Judge sits and collects his fees, where my father gambles away whatever money he makes. I’d be happy never to step foot in that place again, but Ma always said you need to pick your battles.
I give him a crooked smile. It’s only for a couple hours. If I have to suffer, you have to suffer.
By midmorning, the temperature is starting to climb. I tie back my hair, but pieces of it come loose and plaster to my face. I haven’t cut my hair in more than a year, not since my mother died. She always cut it for me, and I can’t quite bring myself to do it without her. It seems wrong, like a final admission that she’s not coming back.
Once the dough has risen, I divide it into fat round biscuits to bake. Half I’ll leave for my siblings to argue over and the rest I’ll take to trade at the Homestead. I rummage around the tins on the shelf until I find the empty coffee can we hide our money in. I pull out the bills and I sit at the table and count it three times while Micah watches.
Ninety-eight,
I say, setting the bills down on the table. Minus twenty for the fee . . .
Seventy-eight,
Micah says, always quicker than me. That won’t last long.
It will get us through next month.
It amazes me that all we have in the world can be held in one hand.
I count out twenty dollars and put the rest of the money back in the can. I fold the bills and stuff them into a pocket sewn into my belt, where no one will see them. I don’t trust the kind of people that frequent the Homestead. It’s not much money all told, but there are hunters who would easily kill me for it.
And after next month?
Micah asks quietly.
I don’t know. Maybe Elsie has work for me at the bar, or repairs need doing. Pa might send something.
Micah scoffs at me, and I hold up a hand to silence him.
The twins are awake,
I say quickly. I can hear tentative footsteps, and I don’t want them to overhear. Catherine has taken to hiding around corners and eavesdropping. She is too much like Micah; she understands too much for a seven-year-old. Calvin I do not worry about; he is more interested in lizards than conversation.
You’re up already,
Cal says grumpily as he pulls out a chair. The twins like to jump on me to wake me up, and the crosser I get the more they laugh.
You’re going to hurt me one day, and then you’ll be sorry.
Prob’ly not,
Cath says seriously, and I try to smile. The twins have our mother’s coloring, sandy blond hair and light blue eyes. Micah and I take after our father, dark eyes and brown hair streaked light from days in the sun. We all have the same look about us, though, and it’s easy to see we’re related.
I made biscuits, you ingrates. Clean your hands.
They ignore me as usual, knowing I won’t press too hard. Breakfast is hardly a feast, but they eat the biscuits and some dried apricots with gusto. The twins try to see who can make Micah laugh first, which gets more difficult every day. They’re happy; it’s such a simple thing to please them. I watch the three of them, a smile frozen on my face. I love my brothers and sister, I do, but there is another part of me that wishes I could leave them all behind. It’s selfish, but this isn’t the life I wanted for myself. Some days it’s all I can do to drag myself out of bed to face the washing and cooking and mending, the walls of this house slowly closing in on me, trapping me here forever.
It was different when Ma was alive. Ma knew how to stretch the pantry, she took in extra sewing on the side; she tried to teach me but I’ve never been much good with a needle. Things were tough, sure, but we got by. Pa—well, he was still Pa, but at least when he came home he had stories to tell, and he could always make Ma laugh. He would send money when he remembered, or when he won a big hand. Now, he never comes home unless it’s to sleep off the drink and ask for cash that we don’t have.
I keep waiting for something to change, but I don’t know what that will be. All I know is that I can’t keep on like this, I can’t take care of all of them. Micah helps with the skinning, but between the two of us we only found three snakes yesterday, and two of those were rat snakes, not worth much. We have no money and there are four of us to feed. Hattie Jensen put a pillow over her baby’s face eight months ago. The Judge put her outside the perimeter, but we all understood why she did it. If it’s a choice between dying quick or starving, I know what I would choose. But I don’t even have that luxury because I can’t leave my family to die.
I wipe the plates down with a stiff rag and order the twins to clean their hands again. I can see the grime under Calvin’s fingernails, and I vow to start enforcing some rules around here, though even Ma could barely control the twins. I don’t think they’re scared of anything, especially not me; that’s what happens when you grow up in a place where danger is as commonplace as weeds. They’ve never known any other life, and maybe that makes it easier.
I’m debating whether or not to sweep; I’m fighting a losing battle with the dust, and some days it doesn’t feel worth it. A knock at the door makes the decision for me.
Micah,
I call over my shoulder. Micah’s friend, Sam, can be expected at least once a day.
Hold on,
I say, and I shove back the sticking lock on the door. I open it wide to find two hunters waiting on our front porch.
3.
The younger one’s name is Yancey, I’m fairly certain. He’s a sorry-looking fellow, sallow cheeks and thin hair that he hides under a wide hat. The other one, with the dark hair and the mean mouth, I don’t know. I’ve seen him at the Homestead, playing cards with Pa, but I never had reason to get his name.
What do you want?
I’m not rude as a rule, but I don’t like surprises, especially on my doorstep.
You Harrison Wilcox’s daughter?
the stranger asks.
Who wants to know?
Name’s McAllister. We’re looking for your father.
He ain’t here.
That right?
And before I can stop him, Yancey shoves his way past me into the house.
Hey,
I yell, grabbing at him and missing. You can’t just—
If you’re hiding him, you better tell me now,
McAllister interrupts.
Yancey knocks over a chair and my entire face goes hot. I start to call him all the dirty names I can think of, and the commotion brings Micah out of the back, the twins trailing after him.
Willie?
he asks, confused.
He ain’t here,
Yancey says to McAllister.
I already told you that,
I say, furious. Now get the hell out of my house.
One moment,
McAllister says, and he very deliberately pulls out his gun. I go still, and he nods at me. Now how ’bout we have us a talk.
I glance at Micah, but his eyes are on the gun. My own still hangs on the wall, useless with McAllister between it and me.
I don’t think so, missy,
McAllister says, following my gaze. After you,
and he motions to the table with his gun.
Damn. I turn around, trying to remember where Micah left his rifle. McAllister takes a seat at the table where we just ate our breakfast, and my lip curls with resentment. Who the hell does he think he is, pointing a gun at me in my own kitchen?
Sit,
he tells me.
Let them go,
I order him, nodding at my family. Yancey stands to Micah’s side, daring him to move. You don’t need them.
I’m not going anywhere,
Micah says.
I’m staying if he’s staying,
Calvin says.
If Cal stays—
Catherine starts.
Enough,
McAllister says, his voice clipped. Sit.
I glare at Micah and pick up the overturned chair. Trust them to be difficult when I least need it. I sit and McAllister levels his gun at my chest. I cross my arms to show him I’m not impressed, not by him or his bootlicker. I’m scared, but more than that I’m angry. I know their kind, bullies and cowards, and I won’t show him fear.
Now then,
he says, like I said, we’re looking for Harrison Wilcox.
Why?
’Cause he has something that belongs to me, that’s why.
I close my eyes for the briefest moment. What’d he steal now?
Four hundred dollars. I won it fair off some boys last night. I maybe celebrated overly much, and when I woke up my money was missing, and your pa with it.
It figures. Only a fool would spout off about money at the Homestead; serves him right that Pa took it off him.
I can’t help you,
I tell him. I didn’t even know he was back in town, I swear.
McAllister doesn’t say anything for a moment, he just studies me. Then he nods at Yancey, who kneels down in front of Catherine.
Hey there, darlin’,
he says, smiling at her, and bile rises in the pit of my stomach.
Leave her alone,
Micah says.
Did you see your daddy this morning?
Yancey asks.
Micah moves to jump in, but Cath doesn’t need help; she rears back and kicks Yancey in the shin, hard.
Son of a bitch,
he yells, rubbing at his leg. You little—
My mouth fills with wild, panicked laughter that I swallow down.
Look, he weren’t here,
I say quickly, before Yancey thinks to retaliate. "He hasn’t been home in months. If Pa