Freedom & Necessity
By Steven Brust and Emma Bull
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It is 1849. Across Europe, the high tide of revolution has crested, leaving recrimination and betrayal in its wake. From the high councils of Prussia to the corridors of Parliament, the powers-that-be breathe sighs of relief. But the powers-that-be are hardly unified among themselves. Far from it . . .
On the south coast of England, London man-about-town James Cobham comes to himself in a country inn, with no idea how he got there. Corresponding with his brother, he discovers he has been presumed drowned in a boating accident. Together they decide that he should stay put for the moment, while they investigate what may have transpired. For James Cobham is a wanted man—wanted by conspiring factions of the government and the Chartists alike, and also targeted by a magical conspiracy inside his own family.
And so the adventure of Freedom and Necessity begins... leading the reader through every corner of mid-nineteenth-century Britain, from the parlors of the elite to the dens of the underclass. Steven Brust and Emma Bull have crafted a masterful mix of fantasy and historical fiction. Not since Wilkie Collins or Conan Doyle has there been such a profusion of guns, swordfights, family intrigues, women disguised as men, occult societies, philosophical discussions, and, of course, passionate romance.
Editorial Reviews
Resembling the works of Tolstoy and Dickens in the plethora of characters, Stoker and Mary Shelley in the exposition, the novel brings together intrigue, adventure, politics, and magic in a complex epic that astonishes the reader.” —Library Journal
“Complex and masterly . . . A skilful act of ventriloquism, faithfully reproducing the argot of the early Victorian upper classes with only a few lapses, and plausibily weaving the plot into the politics at the time. Imaginative and finely written.” —Interzone
“Expertly styled after a 19th-century English epistolary novel . . . Engaging characters and surprises that, for all their thrills, stem quite naturally from the groundwork that the authors have so cleverly laid.” —Publishers Weekly
“One of the most impressive novels I've read in a long time.” —Locus
“Brilliantly written as an epistolary novel, rich with historical detail, enlivened by fully drawn characters, this is one of the most unusual and certainly one of the best fantasy novels of the year.” —Science Fiction Chronicle
“Brust and Bull's historical fantasy-mystery recalls George Macdonald Fraser's Flashman adventures in the creative use of a rich historical background and also echoes the pioneering Victorian mysteries of Wilkie Collins in offering the reader a convoluted puzzle. It begins with the apparent demise of a fashionable young Englishman in a boating accident, then gathers speed as the deceased's cousin receives a letter from him. Thereafter, it rapidly becomes an exceptional page-turner, full of plots, counterplots, and chases; a mass of Victorian virtues, vices, and settings; and an array of material and magical weapons worthy of a technothriller. Even its erotic scenes are excellent and appropriate, and while it does demand some historical literacy about nineteenth-century Europe, those demands probably will not daunt most of the current fantasy audience. Brust and Bull's superior work is a credit to both of them and deserves a place in every self-respecting fantasy collection.” —Booklist
Steven Brust
STEVEN BRUST is the author of a number of bestselling fantasy novels, including the New York Times bestsellers Dzur and Tiassa. He lives in Minneapolis, Minnesota.
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Freedom & Necessity - Steven Brust
Steven Brust & Emma Bull
About This Book
The extracts from The Times of 1849 are genuine. The authors cannot warrant the reliability of the articles' reported facts or their freedom from such errors of interpretation as arise from that periodical's political sympathies.
This is a work of fiction. All the characters and events portrayed in this novel are either fictitious or are used fictitiously.
Copyright © 1997 by Steven Brust and Emma Bull
All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce this book,
or portions thereof, in any form.
Edited by Terri Windling and Patrick Nielsen Hayden
Electronic edition edited by Rebecca Stanch
Smashwords Edition
Dedication and Appreciation
Dedicated to Teresa Nielsen Hayden
who is probably the ideal reader for this book.
The Authors Would Like To Thank:
Will Shetterly and Pamela Dean for courageous Scribbliness, Patrick Nielsen Hayden, Terry Windling, and Delia Sherman for daring editorship, Jean Brust for political savvy, the Fabulous Lorraine and Liz Cooper for cheers and wolf whistles, Jim Bird and Dawn Celeste for rendezvous points, refreshments, and clothes, Coffee & Tea Ltd. for that life-giving first cup of the day, the Fantasy Shop in St. Louis for the impromptu writers' retreat, Wilson Library at the University of Minnesota for the chance to read the classified ads in The Times circa 1849, Betsy Stemple for authenticating the damage, Victor Raymond for Prussian government intelligence, and Neil Gaiman, Charmaine Parnell, and Micole Sudberg for troubleshooting and accent-checking.
If the authors got anything wrong, it's no fault of the above-named people. Being contrary sorts, the authors might have done it on purpose.
Preface
When the content of the interest in which one is absorbed is drawn out of its immediate unity with oneself and becomes an independent object of one's thinking, then it is that spirit begins to be free, whereas when thinking is an instinctive activity, spirit is enmeshed in the bonds of its categories and is broken up into an infinitely varied material … because spirit is essentially consciousness, this self-knowing is a fundamental determination of its actuality … the loftier business of logic therefore is to clarify these categories and in them to raise mind to freedom and truth.
—Hegel, The Science of Logic
Karl Marx to Friedrich Engels
Paris
August 17, 1849
… I don't know whether in Switzerland you have an opportunity of following the English movement. It has started up again at exactly the point where it was interrupted by the February Revolution. As you know, the peace party is nothing but the Free Trade party in a new guise. But the industrial bourgeoisie now acts in an even more revolutionary way than during the Anti-Corn Law League agitation. For two reasons:
1. Having weakened the basis of the aristocracy at home by the repeal of the Corn Laws and Navigation Acts, the bourgeoisie now intends also to ruin the aristocracy in the sphere of foreign policy by attacking its European ramifications. It reverses Pitt's policy and turns against Russia, Austria, and Prussia, in short it supports Italy and Hungary. Cobden has openly threatened to proscribe any banker who should lend money to Russia and has begun a veritable campaign against Russian finances.
2. Agitation for universal suffrage in order to achieve the complete political separation of the tenants from the landed aristocracy, to give the towns an absolute majority in parliament and to nullify the power of the House of Lords. Financial reform in order to cut off the church and deprive the aristocracy of their political advantages.
Chartists and Free Traders have joined hands in these two propaganda campaigns. Harney and Palmerston have apparently become friends. O'Connor was in agreement with Colonel Thompson at the last meeting held in London.
There is no telling what consequences this economic campaign against Feudalism and the Holy Alliance will have …
Part One: APPEARANCE
From The Times
July 26, 1849
Mr Roebuck also begged to enter his protest against this ill-considered and crude piece of legislation, which he described as the result of a species of cant which was almost as dangerous as vice.
Mr Mowatt had also felt himself obliged to oppose the bill, because it was calculated to mislead the people for whose benefit they affected to legislate, namely, the parents of females in humble life, by teaching them to dispense with the moral education and training of their children, and lean only on the legislature. (Hear, hear.)
LATEST FROM PARIS
By Electric Telegraph
The sentence of death pronounced by court-martial on four privates of the 7th regiment of Light Infantry for having resisted the arrest of Sergeant-Major Boichot, and a similar sentence passed on a grenadier of the 15th of the Line, for having deserted his post in presence of the insurgents of the 13th of June, were confirmed by the Council of Revision held on Tuesday.
A Socialist writer, named Louvet, has been sentenced by the Court of Orleans to imprisonment for two years and to pay a fine of 4,000f for having published an incendiary address to the people, exciting them to revolt against the established Government.
The posting-house the Grey Hound
Langstone, near Portsmouth
9th October, 1849
My Dear Cousin,
I wonder how you will greet these words; indeed, I wonder how you will receive into your hands the paper that bears them, as I think you cannot be in expectation of correspondence from me. You have always been a hardy soul—body and mind—and so I don't imagine you the central figure in some Gothick tale, clutching at these pages and your disordered locks and changing colour six times in a minute.
I am sorry; I am too frivolous; I shall begin again, taking care to keep better governance of my near-ungovernable fancy. But truly, what ought I to anchor my senses to but nonsense, in a situation so out of common, so utterly outside of the natural, as the one I've got myself pitched into?
In short, I have been given to understand that I am believed dead by all my family and acquaintance—that I was seen to die, in fact, or at least, was seen to sink beneath the water a last time, and my corpse never recovered, though long and passionately sought for. You may imagine the fascination with which I heard this account, though you will imagine, too, that my fascination was accompanied by horror, which is far from the case. I cannot tell how it is, but though I know the thought of myself as a corpse should by all rights cause me distress, I find it holds only the interest, raises only the feelings, that such a thing might in verse or fiction.
What should distress me yet more, and what may, as my sensibilities recover somewhat from the curious flattened state they are now in, is that, for all I can recall, I may indeed have drowned. I have no knowledge of any act, any word, any thing at all that occurred between the conclusion of that pleasant luncheon on the lake shore, and my discovery—rediscovery—of my wits and person at the bottom of the garden behind this respectable inn at an hour when almost none of the respectable inhabitants of it were conscious. I have read, I suppose, too many fables and fairy-tales, for the first thing I asked of the good landlord, upon gathering my straying thoughts and finding my voice, was the month, day, and year. How relieved I was to find I had not been whisked away for seven times seven years, but for a scant two months! And yet, how and where were those two months passed? For anything I could tell, I might indeed have spent them happily in Fairyland, but for sundry signs about my person that it might not have been an unalloyed happiness.
You must choose how you, and even I, proceed now, for I confess I cannot. I have trusted in that natural reserve and discretion that I know to be so strong in you, that others of our family have wrongly termed coldness or even slyness, to keep the source and contents of this letter from the knowledge of any other, unless the time and company be such as to recommend their revelation. Cousin, re-introduce me living to my family, or do not, as seems wise to you. I know you are wise; and though I may be clever, cleverness owes something to experience, and the experience of returning from the dead has not come much in my way previously. If it is best that my existence and abode be known only to you at this time, I shall keep silence—very like the grave, I suppose.
I fall into nonsense again—I am heartily sorry for any distress it may cause you; it is meant only to fend off any of my own. Weigh this matter for as long as you will, knowing I am very comfortable where I am. The landlord and his wife are kind people and disposed to be uninformative about curious doings, as I suppose must be often observed of those who run public houses near the coast. When you write or come, make your enquiries for Jack Cobb, as I have chosen that for my nom de discrétion. You will laugh—at least, I believe you will laugh—I am employed as the new head groom. Were you to share that fact with my Aunt Louisa, I know that the role in which I could not cast you, that of High Gothick tragedian, would be quite satisfactorily filled after all.
I cannot write more; you know, I hope, how much I would wish to say, what a multitude of questions I would ply you with, which of our mutual acquaintance I would most urgently enquire after. I trust you to do what you can for me, as you always have done, in good fortune or adversity. Merely addressing you on the page has served to clear away some of the fog which besets my thoughts, and to give me greater resolution altogether. Though my gratitude is beyond any measurement, it is still less than you deserve, and you will, as a result, find me always
Your most faithful relative and friend,
James Cobham
Melrose Hall
Thursday
My Dear James:
So you have cheated death once more, proving that the child is, indeed, the father of the man. Well, I am delighted, but I cannot pretend to be surprised. Each time I would receive a letter from Aunt Margaret, she would seem more persuaded that you had perished beneath the waves, and Mother was positively hysterical; whereas I would remark to Kitty, James cannot drown, however drunk he got himself.
And now I find that I am right.
And yet, you have lost two months of your life? My dear James, that is excessive. A day or two now and then I would say nothing about, but two months! If you continue, you will become a greater blot on the family name than I—what would my uncle your father say? And what of my reputation? I should have to pay off my debts and marry Kitty and become respectable, God forbid!
But you say nothing to imply that this missing time could have been the result of a debauch, instead making ironic comments about Fairyland—a subject, my cousin, that is best not treated lightly, whatever your own opinions are. My dear fellow, if it is not simply the result of a debauch, then we have a regular mystery before us, do we not? I can imagine that, were it I who had lost two months of my life, I should have some curiosity about how I had passed the time.
Ah, James! Do not be fooled by the complacent tone of my words. Truly, I am relieved and moved; but you have asked what action to take, and it is to action I must address myself. Let me be as cool, dispassionate, and rational as David Hume himself, assess the facts we know, and see what is to be done. It seems that there are only two possibilities: you have either been the victim of a freak accident on the part of nature, or the victim of an enemy; and until we know which of these it is, I think it imperative that you remain hidden. As for finding out, that is more difficult. What enemies do you have who could treat you thus? You speak of signs about your person, but what do these signs indicate?
Another matter to consider is this: habits are ingrained in us without our awareness, so examine your habits—are you finding them altered? If so, in what way, and what can they tell us? Also, if your last memory is of that luncheon, what exactly do you recall about it that may be significant? Did anyone say anything that struck you as unusual? Especially, did you eat or drink anything worthy of note? My memory will be of no use to you, because all I remember of the affair is the pleasant haze from the port I consumed, and a few words I exchanged with David that would have led to me putting a ball between his piggish little eyes had not someone—was it you?—jumped in to prevent it.
Other than those few suggestions, I have no idea how to proceed. Shall I come out there and join you? Or are there useful investigations I could make from here? I repeat, you should not show yourself until we know more, and yet I am, frankly, at a loss as to how we can learn anything.
There is little to tell of doings here, James. Thomas was set upon by footpads and beaten soundly a couple of weeks ago, but, aside from some bruises and embarrassment, seems none the worse for it. Susan has dropped from sight, and there is speculation by some (including, I confess, your humble servant) that she harboured stronger feelings for you than she cared to reveal. David is living at Cauldhurst in your father's absence, which makes me grit my teeth, but I can hardly prevent it (of course, you could, should you wish to resuscitate yourself). He says it is only until repairs are completed on the rectory in Dunston, but I think he must have hired the slowest carpenters in the south of England. Brian continues his studies, and I begin to believe we really will have a solicitor in the family before too much longer, but it leaves him with little time for anything else. Henry lost an appalling amount of money to a pair of sharps at the Locket and had to send home for his expenses. Waters has settled down to a sort of life not unlike what Mother would wish for me; you may have predicted it, but I am surprised. He periodically asks me over for billiards, and I am running short of excuses. Powers is travelling on the Continent. His claim is that the journey is merely for pleasure, but I have never believed anything he says of himself; on the other hand, I admire him as much as I ever have and cannot suspect him of malice. Calvert makes trouble for everyone around him, but not, I think, this kind of trouble. But the big news is Johnson, who has actually purchased a naval commission and gone off with a ship whose name I forget. The timing of his departure may appear suspicious to you, and if so we can investigate it, but that seems to me to be grasping at phantoms, if I can send your own phrase back at you (and if you have forgotten the occasions on which you used to say that to me, be assured I have not, you casuistic scoundrel).
James, you must believe that, insofar as I can do anything useful, I am entirely at your service, and, if I have not explicitly said so, I am delighted to learn that you are still among the living—and I am more than a little anxious that you should continue in this condition, and until you give me a more clear idea on how I can be of help to you, I Remain, my Dear Fellow, Your Cousin and Friend,
Richard Cobham
The Grey Hound
14th October, 1849
Faithful Richard,
And that's for you, for flourishing Hume at me; here's the Devil quoting Scripture, indeed! You must give my rationality its due now, however. Were I of a mystical bent, my present condition might drive me to madness. Failing that, it would certainly cause me to write the most tiresome sort of letters. Or do I pride myself on a reticence I have not achieved? Beside your letter, as empirical and sensible as any Rationalist might pen, mine seems full of a host of furious fancies.
Well, I am resolved to let our mystery spin itself out as a philosopher's experiment. If I am a madman in a rational world, I have the consolation of sound philosophy; and if I am sane in a world of supernatural morality and intangible motive force, I will at least have my wits to treasure.
That I entertain the latter idea at all will suggest to you that I am in a weakened state, that I am not myself; and you will be exactly right if you suppose it. I have a shocking bad head. Apple brandy is the cause—No, if I am dead and my character to be reformed by it, let me at least be honest (as temperance has been forestalled)—an excess of apple brandy. My host makes his own. I sampled it last night in the taproom, after full dark had made it unlikely I should have any more travellers' rigs to tend, and after I had seen the nags baited, the mucking-out done, and the harness properly oiled and stored and not flung over a rusty nail or dropped on a bench as if it were an old shirt. I may have mislaid two months of my life, but I am more careful with the property of others. (When reading the above scold to the boy who helps in the stable, I nearly said, as if it were a spoiled cravat,
but I recalled, barely, who I was supposed to be. I am trying to be careful with my secret, on the chance—the likelihood?—that it is someone else's as well.)
No, I am not done with the brandy, or the subject of it at least, though I wish I were done with the stuff itself. I sampled it, as I say, and meant only to sample it. It was quite good; it hadn't the refinements that an upbringing in a French monastery will give a brandy, but it was rustic and mellow at once, and had not forgotten the orchard. I said some of this to the landlord—Coslick is his name. He looked at me rather sidelong and sly, and said, Do ye fancy yourself a drinking man, then?
I was much struck, as I could not recall Coslick putting a direct personal question to me before. I allowed that I did, on occasion, imbibe.
Well, ye'll drink with me, then, and if ye fall out your chair, I'll see ye wake safe in your own bed.
Richard, I was put up for membership at my clubs while still at Oxford. If I cannot recognize a challenge of that sort when it is made to me, then I have not profited by the education given to young men of our class. Besides, there was something in the nature of a test about the business, a whiff of initiation, though I could not tell you at this remove what gave me to think so. I rolled up my shirt-sleeves—figuratively, for the literal ones were already up—and set to work.
Coslick is a large man, of the complexion common to men to whom excess is only just enough. But when his watch (mine is lost with my two months) had told off an hour past midnight, he was face down upon the table and snoring mightily, and I was able to rise from my chair and stay on my pins. I would have got him to his bed, as he had promised to get me to mine, but that I wasn't sure I could lift him, and didn't think Mrs Coslick would care to find me in her boudoir at such an hour even if I could. I made the poor man as comfortable as might be, and proceeded, slowly, to my room above the stables. If it was a sort of initiation, no high Hermetic secrets have been imparted to me today as a result, and in my present ruinous state I am heartily glad of it.
Today is Sunday, when other people's scruples offer innkeepers all the holiday they can claim. I am especially blessed, since travel
may not include the use of one's own legs, but certainly describes taking out a horse. My heart goes out to poor Coslick, if his head is half so bad as mine, for the locals have come to the taproom after morning service, and he has no recourse but to stand and smile and serve them. The heavy, mizzling weather of the last week has finally gone, leaving us with one of the bright, cider-like days that October sometimes brings, which make one cry out against the prospect of winter. Fresh air is physic to the ailment brandy leaves behind; I have taken command of a bench in the shade of the stable wall, where I am trying to move as little as possible, while writing this on pages from my note-book. Yes, I found it still on my person when I came to myself after my abbreviated death. It was much the worse for water, as you can tell somewhat from these sheets, but it received still harder treatment somewhere in our travels, for half the pages were torn roughly out. You will want to know what was written on them, and call it a clue, but I am afraid that with the best will in the world, I could not tell you. I'd got the thing from Burkitt's in Bond Street barely a week before I went down to Melrose to meet my doom, and might have noted down a dinner engagement and a reminder to buy a dozen pocket-handkerchiefs, but nothing more than could occupy two or three pages. The rest are no doubt scattered upon the swells of the River Styx, fouling poor Charon's oars, and if he chooses not to read them, I think no one ever shall.
This is a surprisingly congenial way of life, Richard, in spite of a few pin-prickings of restlessness, of uncertainty, over my past and future. I have always been good with horses, and I find I enjoy this work that I had been accustomed to leave to others. I possess very little, but I delight in all of it. My wardrobe is much transformed, of course, from that of the young fellow who'd been in the hands of a valet practically since he'd left the nursery. I have two linen shirts, which I wash myself—yes, very finicky, I'm become a veritable beau with my two shirts—and a neckcloth, for if I need to smarten myself up a bit. I've a pair of buckskins, unfashionably loose but very easy, and a good moleskin waistcoat, in a comfortable shade between grey and brown. (You will please not trouble to remind me of the periwinkle blue silk brocade one that I wore at dinner that first evening at Melrose, of which I am quite fond, not least because it served its intended purpose of annoying Aunt Louisa and David. In fact, if my luggage is still at Melrose, I give you leave to wear it. Tell Aunt Louisa I came to you in a dream and said as much.) My boots are my own, thank Providence, and have made a gallant recovery after being filled with lake water. Last week I found my most treasured item of clothing, one of disreputable aspect and questionable pedigree but so suited to my present humour that I would not give it up if paid. It is a vast and possibly antique driving coat, rusty black, with deep turned-back cuffs and a high-standing collar, and a pair of pockets so large that I could drop one of Mr Colt's pistols in each and hardly grudge the room. It swallows me up nearly to the ankles. I discovered it on the seat of the gig Coslick rents out, after one of its trips, and the most diligent questioning has not brought forth anyone who'll admit to owning it. As his boots were to Puss, so this coat is to me. I assure myself that I seem a latter-day Dick Turpin when I've got it on, though I may in fact look a quite modern scare-crow.
My room above the stables has a large casement window, a fire with a well-drawing chimney, a bed with a good straw tick, a chair, a table, and both a lamp and candles. In addition to bed and board, I draw a salary here sufficient to cover my needs and give me no pause about spending tuppence mailing fat letters to you. Coslick takes the Gazette, probably more for the convenience of his patrons than for himself, and I have it when it's made the rounds. I regret only one great lack, and that's books; there's no bookshop closer than Portsmouth, and no way for a dead man with a false name and no credit to order from Hatchard's. If you can see your way clear to sending the occasional volume along without attracting too much attention, you would make my present life a Paradise.
I have begun to learn the rites and rhythms of the village, to recognize what is ordinary and what is worth commenting on over porter in the taproom. This is not so wide a field as it might be in many a village of this size, for, as I think I mentioned, discretion here is raised to nearly religious dignities; too much curiosity about one's neighbours is like unto heresy. I can think of nothing to account for it but a long history of smuggling, which is more than likely. But I take much pleasure in examining the comings and goings of the citizenry (which I am in the ideal position to observe), and in attempting to deduce what I cannot see from what I have seen. I've gone ambling about the countryside, a little farther each time as my strength returns, taking surveys of roads, houses, cottages, pasturage, cultivated land, stands of timber and wilderness. Now, when I hear coach-wheels on the Portsmouth road (which is the only real highway through Langstone), I can tell you if it is the mail-coach, or only the stage; when the rector's gig passes, I can make a fair guess at which cottage houses an ailing parishioner for him to visit; when a smart claret-coloured phaeton drawn by a pair of broken-winded greys swings into view, I know that the squire at Chesford is tooling into Portsmouth for some amusement. I can still be stumped, however; on Friday I saw a very fine rig, a large closed coach with dark green panels and four admirable match-bays to draw it (admirable
is sadly milky in this case; you might pay five hundred pounds for that team at Tatt's and think yourself a clever fellow). The coach and cattle were much splashed with mud, as if they'd come far over heavy ground, and the whole turnout had come down the lane that leads to Ryder Hill village, where I would have sworn there was no manor house nor rich squire to account for them, but the horses seemed fresh and eager. The driver was holding them in strongly as they trotted through the village, or they might have careened through the rain like a runaway and not stopped until they reached Portsmouth and the sea. The more I think on them, the more I admire those horses. I shall see if Coslick will lend me one of his hacks on my next holiday, and I'll ride out that way. Someday I may be a live man again, and a man of property, who might buy a new team if their present owner could be induced to sell.
Oh, Richard, on re-reading your letter I find it so energetic, so sensible and to the point when compared with this one! You want to untangle this mystery, to pick up one clear end of the string and follow it to its end. You want to act, to solve, to resolve. I think I would have been the same, not so long ago; I think I would have. But for me, here, this is no string but a fog bank, and I live in it, a state of positive living, of continuance, as if it has no ends or edges. I am not passive, I am not sitting idle and stupefied until stirred, but I cannot feel the urgency I should over the blankness of my own recent past, as a problem to be solved. It really is as if I had died, and returned Hindoo-Iike as someone else; for death is hardly a thing to be fixed or striven over after the fact. Am I misleading myself about my true nature, my past self? I would, wouldn't I, have actively pursued the solving of this puzzle? I would have railed against the injustice of two months lost, perhaps stolen, burned over the suspicion of some wrongdoing, laboured to assemble clues and hints. Instead I can burn and labour over any matter but this one, and over this one there is only a cool and featureless pall. I am strange to myself, Richard, sometimes, and when I think on that, I feel the beginnings of fear.
But I will marshall facts for you, to answer your questions, and by so doing perhaps awaken the part of me that ought to ask more. I cannot say I have no enemies, for it seems as if growing to manhood in the possession of wealth, or its expectation, produces one or two, earned or not. But none of them, I think, would have the energy to hurry my death, expecting not unreasonably that I will manage it for them at my present pace. Halliwell hates me for that piquet game, and because I have money and he has none he thinks it unreasonable of me to object to his plucking some of it. If he likes to cheat he should learn to do it well. Stone's enmity I earned, and I regret that one still; I was a child and a fool, and if I could have the clock turned back, I would do better by him. He was not guilty, Richard, and I knew it, and I should not have stood by and let him be expelled. There, I have never admitted that to a soul, and should not have done so even to you, but every man should have so good a chance to clear his conscience after he is dead. I wish that you could publish it, but you would then have to say how you knew it, and it's too late to give Stone any relief if you did. Tournier resents me on Stone's behalf, and I cannot but honour him for that, whatever I may think of his other dealings. I had forgotten Calvert until your letter, but if my present difficulties are rooted in my dealings with him, I shall die of repugnance straight away and save everyone the trouble of sorting this out. If there are other men who would do me a wrong, I think it would be not a personal but a public wrong, and one not done only to me, but to the nation—but that much, any of us could say. I hope I have not earned the hatred of any woman, though I am not such a coxcomb as to claim that they all love me. And my family? Brian could not want me dead, since he rarely can distinguish me from any dozen other of his male relations. David would certainly not want me dead, as it would rob him of an opportunity to wax censorious, which is the only time he's truly happy. You could want me dead, of course, for the inheritance; but as you say, it is a legacy fraught with responsibilities and the peril of a respectable middle age. Perhaps Kitty wants me dead, in the hope that you'll come up to scratch. I love her dearly of course, but I also grew up with her, and Richard, I will be a friend to you and tell you now: Be resolute and give her the slip! She's sharp-tongued and hot at hand, and damnably expensive to boot, and the two of you would be fighting like cats before you'd got out the church door. She also gets her way in the end, always, and so if she tells me she will have you, I shall resign myself to the traditional work of getting you to the church and holding the ring, if you call on me to do it.
Why is it that this family seems incapable of anything short of extremes? On reviewing that hasty, partial summary of the motives of my relatives, it stands out so. Brian pursues extremes of scholarship; David, of priggishness; Kitty, of self-indulgence (I crave your pardon, it is only a step-brother's natural freedom); I, of politics; and you, Cousin? I, at least, cannot fault you, for you do me too great a service now, merely in reading these lines.
My habits are so uprooted by circumstance, abode, and change of fortune that I can hardly say what is strange and what is merely necessary alteration. I have no clubs to go to, no money to gamble away there, no horse to hunt and no pack to hunt with, no carriage to drive; and though I may still drink—woe to him who may still drink, and has a good capacity for it—I have no occasion to drink out of simple idleness or boredom. I have never used tobacco. In short, I do a great many things I was not used to do, but I take leave to doubt it is because I got into the habit of being an hostler.
As to my physical condition, in particular upon my arrival here, it was not so bad as a dead man might expect. I had, from the evidence of scars, received several wounds, most of them trifling. There is a long mark, still reddened and puckered, on my right forearm that might have been a burn; my wrists were somewhat chafed; and my shoulders and upper back are marked with an irregular collection of scratches, which I discovered from the itching they produced as they healed. Those were the worst of my brands—of a different character than I might have got in any two-month period, but certainly no more alarming. My other afflictions were likewise moderate. I had, at first, some inflammation of the lungs, which is surely to be expected when one has been breathing water. I was also rather weak, and for the first few days could almost have wished I had not returned to myself, for I was beset by racking pain in my head, stomach, and all my limbs, strange visions awake and asleep, and frantic starts and terrors, and could keep no food or drink down. It must have been some fierce but short-lived fever, for after a few days, in which I think the Coslicks must have debated whether to put me out of the house as a lunatic or a plague carrier, these miseries faded away, and I was left with only the weakness, which is all but banished.
Did you quarrel with David that day by the lakeshore? I don't remember it—but then, you and David have been quarrelling for so long, and so bitterly, that it would be a wonder if any of us noticed. When we were at Harrow, and I stayed at Melrose for holidays, you fought then; you once threatened him with the nursery toasting-fork, do you remember? I was terrified. He'll be a bishop someday, you know, and may the Church of England have much joy of him. His parishioners should bring suit against my father for giving him the living at Dunston.
What has become of all the people and possessions that came to Melrose with me? I hope that Wye gave his notice promptly and has found another employer, for he's far too good a valet to be out of a place for long. He was rather wasted on me, but you could never have told it from his manner; he always behaved as if he had the dressing of the Prince Consort. If my step-mama sacked him, I must do what I can to make sure he has not suffered for it. Hatcher's position will be secure; he is my father's employee, in fact, though I have never had nor never wanted another groom since I was breeched. Did he take my horses back to the Abbey, or are you by some oversight left with them eating their heads off in the stable at Melrose? If so, send 'em packing at once. I wish I could have Cavalier with me, but head grooms at out-of-the-way taverns do not keep blood-horses. I can imagine anything happening to my cases after my disappearance, from Aunt Louisa having them burned, to my step-mama insisting that my every stocking is sacred and must be returned to her at once, to everyone but the maids forgetting their existence entirely. If they're still in your charge, do as you please with them.
It does not surprise me that my step-mama should have me already buried. She was formed to be one of those stalwart Mediæval gentlewomen who held household at the castle, facing hardship and siege, while her husband rode to the Holy Land. Placed as she is, with my father's man of business and his bailiff keeping the estate in perfect order, her talents have festered. She can only invent sieges to bear up under, and unleashes all that store of resignation and fortitude on her fancied ailments, fancied slights, and enlarged disasters. My drowning must have been her moment of shining glory. I only wonder that she has not yet planned an exquisite funeral for me, for I cannot think that so small a stumbling-block as a missing guest of honour would give her pause. Which reminds me: For how long do I remain, by law, missing and presumed dead, and achieve actual legal quittance? The courts, like God, must measure time spent in Purgatory; in cases like this, where the deceased-to-be is the heir to property, there must be some provision. Brian could certainly tell you, and you may ask him outright without fear that he'll think you greedy. I doubt he would connect any question of law with anything so concrete as your situation vis-à-vis my inheritance.
You do not mention my father. Some word of my accident must have been sent to him; has there been any response? If matters were still at sixes and sevens in Jamaica, or if conditions for sailing were poor, he could not have returned to England yet, but a letter might have made better time.
Poor Thomas! You don't say if he was robbed, though I know that he rarely has much on him to steal; his watch is in pawn more often than in his pocket, poor devil. If there is any way you can apply my resources to help him, please do so. He is so honest, and always so very cheerful, that one forgets—I forget—how he must struggle to get along. He won't let me buy a great many of his paintings—says he knows quite well I have no respectable taste along those lines, and will only prop them against a wall somewhere and ignore them. He wrongs me in that much, but it is true that he deserves a great deal more than philanthropy. I had rather his brilliance be discovered before he died, but I cannot think of any assistance I could offer that he will accept, other than the occasional loan of ten pounds, and I hate to think what shifts he goes to to pay me back. May his genius prevent him from becoming fashionable for the sake of his comfort. Has he ever shown you the portrait of the two little Lancashire children, the one he finished last spring, that he calls The Spinning-Room Door
? His work is unsettling; but England has asked for a great deal of unsettling which she has gotten in very little measure. If Thomas can do what other men of more violent emotion could not, I will stake him to my last penny.
Miss Susan Voight never made any effort to disguise the strength of her feeling for me: she considers me the greatest waste of three decades' worth of meals and an Oxford education that ever stood in shoes, and will tell anyone so at the least provocation. Don't, by your hope of heaven, give her cause to dislike you; she will read Engels to you. Perhaps if you took her fancy, she would read Engels to you by moonlight. But by what feat of stage magic has she disappeared? Or do I take dropped out of sight
to mean that she has finally taken some scholar's lodgings in London with the necessary respectable older lady to play propriety, and has ceased to write to Kitty? For she couldn't very well write to you, you know, or to Brian. For all her advanced notions, Susan Voight is very well bred and brought up, and I could as soon envision her with a waistcoat and a cigar, like the French lionnes, as conducting a correspondence with a young man who is not her brother. Did she learn the propriety, or the advanced notions, from Great-Aunt Augusta, and if the latter, what was Great-Aunt Augusta in her salad days?
Henry is an unlicked cub, a yet-unformed lump of clay; but in the name of mercy, can't he have the wits to stand off from the same foolish conduct that we indulged in at his age? We did, you know, and I still remember more than once helping you get back over the wall and past the proctors when you'd had a skinful of the Locket's hospitality. He'll do, in the end, but it makes me feel old and grey only to think about him, so I won't.
I wish Johnson the best of luck in his new state, and think he may do well, if only his ship is not ordered to some port in Australia. There are those who would give him a warm welcome there. (Discretion, Jamie, discretion. These are not your belongings.)
Richard, it would be a comfort beyond expression if you would join me here, and one I must deny myself. I would have to explain you, at the very least. If I am under any suspicion or watch, it would cause alarm; and if I am in any danger, you would be as well. And how would you account to family and friends for a sudden urge to trot down to Portsmouth? The romantic lure of the sea? Bathing, for your health? No, I won't put ideas into your head, or you'll do it merely to lacerate everyone's sensibilities. They don't value you as they should; perhaps they don't know that there are kinds of seeds that will never germinate unless their hard skins are scratched and tumbled.
There are two things you could do for me, if the opportunity presents itself. First, I agree with your reasons for keeping me dead for now. It may be that later on we can use the revelation of my miraculous recovery to force some stubborn hidden fact into the light, but at this time there may be as much to be gained in leaving everyone's expectations intact. Having agreed, however, I am in no position to canvass any of my usual haunts to discover if I was ever sighted during my two missing months. Can you take such a thing on? Going up to Town is not so hard to explain as down to Portsmouth. I think you know, or know of, most of them—the haunts, that is—and are not likely to be shocked upon discovering the wonderful variety of my acquaintance. Be a little careful of that sharp tongue of yours, and I believe they'll take to you. But be alert, too, and carry your revolver in case of unfortunate misunderstandings. Richard, I cannot make my meaning more plain, so I must rely on your natural inclination to distrust everyone and say nothing you do not have to. Take care.
The other service you can do me is to describe as much of my accident and what led up to it as a port-tinted cloud may have allowed you to witness. Of all the strange and villainous dreams I have had these last weeks, not one that I can recall has touched on any matter that might relate to it. I have dreamed of water, and of things in it that I cannot clearly remember when I wake, except that it seems a mercy to me to have forgotten them, but nothing that could have taken place anywhere but in dreams.
I revise my estimate upward; this will cost fourpence at least to send. If I go on in this fashion, I shall be required to practice a few economies in order to keep up my correspondence. (That was a joke—if you send me a guinea under the seal, I shall plant you a facer when I see you next.) I would ask you to offer my best to your mother and mine, but under the circumstances, I think you ought not. You are better than I deserve, Richard, to endure all this; it cannot be an easy burden. Which gives me a twinge of conscience for twitting you about faith. Though I cannot share yours where it touches upon things you defend as unknowable, I do pledge you mine, and my duty to keep it. If there should be a God, or any other supernatural force at work upon us, I would desire it to defend you from all harm.
Yours devotedly,
James
Bright’s Hotel, Kensington
15 Oct 1849
Dear Kitty,
At last I have got something that convinces me that I'm not chasing wild geese. You won't be convinced, but you never thought I ought to embark on this anyway, and won't drop a kind word about the project until I have something quite extraordinary to tell.
Do you recall, two years ago, your step-brother's trip to Blackpool? Well, he was there. The address he wrote from, during his stay, is a very low tavern on the outskirts, with one shabby room to let; and the wicked old fellow who owns it confessed, after a little persuasion and a few aids to his memory, that James had been there for four hours. Before he left (which was after dark, just by the way), he gave the man a great deal of money and a packet of letters to mail at specified intervals. I will wager you anything you like that they were addressed to the Abbey. Such a faithful correspondent! If your mother had ever written back, the deception would have been undone. James must have known it was unlikely. How could he have guessed that I would write to tell him that Grandmama had died, and be puzzled all this time by his silence?
I won't tell you how I got the information in the end, for you would swoon dead away. But I mean to continue, now that I have some scrap of encouragement. Can you recall any other journeys he made, no matter how well-documented they seem to have been? Didn't he take a whole year's leave from university in '38 or '39? Where did he go then? And if you tell me you can't possibly remember and anyway you were still in the schoolroom at the time, I'll say that I was, too, and didn't live in the same household, and I remember more than you. Don't turn proper on me, Kit darling, or I shall say it's just funk and that falling in love has wrecked your nerve.
As to why I'm doing this, I'm not certain I know, really, now that I've been at it for a while. I have a lowering presentiment that I'm about to expose my late cousin James as a rogue, and I'd rather not. It will hurt so many people, and it surely can't matter now that he's dead what he was. It may be my odd form of grieving. If his body would turn up, I might stop.
Oh, no, Kitty, I think I'm venting my rage on this, for what else can I turn it on? Such a horrible, horrible waste! James was nothing short of brilliant, and spent three-quarters of his time in the effort to drown it, stupefy it, waste it, and hide whatever was left. I used to watch him, evenings in the drawing room at Melrose, or across the table at dinner, or at rout-parties and balls in London. You teased me about being in love, but it was a scientific sort of attraction. I watched to see what he'd react to. Polite and attentive about horse racing, agricultural principles, social gossip, the stories of Poe or the essays of Ruskin—oh, almost anything would engage his polite interest, it was no wonder he was the darling of every fashionable London hostess, you could seat him next to anyone. But sometimes he failed to guard himself. Sometimes a subject was raised that would bring his head just a little up and around, as if he'd heard a trumpet in the distance, and bring a sharpening of his features, a wakening in his eyes. Suddenly there would be an ardent look there, a passionate intellect gazing out from inside that pretty skull. David held forth one evening in the drawing room, I recall, about the excellence of the new Poor Law, how it had rooted out the criminally lazy men and women who had been living on the kindness of the Crown, and forced them to labour for their own welfare. James got his eagle look, and more besides, a kind of cold fire that I thought ought to have been visible to everyone. With his sweet ballroom smile he began to describe to our charitable man of God the conditions of the workhouses, the soft, easy comfort of them before this last brave reform, until Aunt Louisa cried out for her hartshorn and for him to hold his tongue, silence at once! how dare he speak so crudely before ladies! This lady should have cast her manners aside and sprung to her feet applauding, as she wanted to. How I wish the Lords and Commons might have been there, to shout for their hartshorn!
Perhaps I was in love: I was in love with his mind, with his capacity for brilliance, and I envied it and wanted it for mine. I would not have tossed it away at every opportunity like an old newspaper! Had I been given his brain, and his sex, I would stand for Parliament tomorrow, and do my part to turn the Poor Law and all the rest of it upside down. Instead of doing anything, anything at all, he is dead, and I am so full of fury that I have to turn it on some outward object, or it will tear me to bits.
I am grieving and raging, and exorcising, too, that poor little intellectual love that makes me smart so. I mean to find out the true extent of the waste of James's mind, so that I'll have no taste for making a hero of him later. If I learn that he descended to roguery and outright crime, I'll be done with him, won't I? And perhaps some more deserving, if less clever, fellow can give me a new and more mature outlet for my passions, and fill the place in my affections that I will empty and scrub clean of any trace of my sad, strayed relative.
The devil's in it that I can't settle to anything else until I'm done with this. My project for the working women's schools has been left to languish, but not forever. I promise, Kitty, that if by Christmas I've learned nothing that even you will admit is momentous I'll abandon my study of the history of James in one slim volume. Promised three times on the little red leather pony saddle, and you know how sacred that is, darling.
Continue to forget to give my love to everyone. They'd all want to know where I was and what I was doing, and whose house I was coming to live in next for months at a time, as any good unmarried female ought to be glad to do. Thank heaven for an independent mind and means!
Your loving cousin,
Susan
From The Times
October 17, 1849
Yesterday, Mr W. Carter, the Coroner for East Surrey, and a jury, assembled at the King John's Head, Abbeystreet, Bermondsey, for the purpose of inquiring into the circumstances connected with the deaths of George Barlow, aged 46, William Barling, aged 22, James Barling, aged 4 years, and Thomas Barling, aged 18 months, who lost their lives at the explosion of fireworks which occurred at the premises of Mr W. Barling, No. 4, New Brook-street, Bermondsey New-road, on the night of Friday last.
STATE OF SAXONY
DRESDEN, Oct. 10.
(From our own correspondent.)
… The Government tolerated too much and too long; from an unwillingness to use its powers it looked on quietly on repeated violations of the right of the public association, which was flagrantly abused by the formation of revolutionary clubs, central committees of the Democratic party, with the almost avowed object of repeating here the scenes of Vienna and Berlin, and even the ridiculous farce of clubs of women; and the Chambers and the National Guard discovered too late that in endeavouring to force on the Government an acceptance of the phantom of a German Constitution, they had only played into the hands of the Red Republicans, who soon pushed both out of sight and left the Government literally to fight the battle for the preservation of social order, nay, for the existence of society itself, alone, while the scale was turned in its favour only by the late assistance of Prussia….
Melrose Hall
Wednesday
My Poor, Dear, James:
The more I think about it, the more convinced I am that you and Susan would make a fine pair—she covering her passion with the language of the intellectual, you hiding your rationality behind a façade of emotional raving, each insisting you are despised by the other. And you both think you have everyone fooled. I mentioned this to Kitty (speaking only of Susan), and she gave me one of those looks that says she knows more than she is willing to say and, with an accompanying smile, she said, Might I trouble you for the salt?
I recall the lecture we attended by the scholar with the unpronounceable German name—you know, the son of the man who wrote so well about intimidation in law versus vindictive punishment. At the lecture, the scholar said (I wrote it down): Sensuousness is the true unity of the material and the spiritual, a unity not thought up and prepared, but existing, and which therefore has the same significance as reality for me.
What people like Susan deny is the sensuousness of existence—as you, dear James, deny the rational in practice even while insisting that I give it its due
; and what we are all striving for is to integrate the sensuous with the rational. If I go a step beyond this, and wish to integrate the unknowable with the rational, then that is only part of the same thing.
All of which has nothing about it that is irrelevant to our predicament. The more I consider the matter, the more convinced I am that there is an agency at work here: an agency that has had some use for you and now no longer needs you; or from which you escaped before its use of you was complete. If the latter, beware! for it may be hunting you still. James, acquire protection in as many forms as you can; in forms you trust as well as forms in which you do not believe but will nevertheless carry about you as a favour to me. Have with you, at all times, iron that cuts, polished silver (a coin will not do), a sprig of mistletoe, and a loaded pistol. And if your emerald has not been lost (better, perhaps, if it has) put it somewhere safe but do not carry it upon your person.
James, I do not rave. Attend me, out of friendship if for no other reason.
Consider the change in your own character that you discuss—that is, your lackadaisical attitude is itself a clue.
Consider the marks on your wrist, which can admit of no explanation other than restraint.
Consider that, as near as I can tell, you were nowhere during the mysterious two months—I have spent the last week looking into this, James, and you were as missing as if you were indeed under a lake.
Consider your exhaustion—physical as well as spiritual.
Consider the mark on your forearm, which fills me with foreboding although I cannot claim to know what it represents.
What agency, then? I hope we can exclude the family for the reasons you give: the last thing Kitty wants is for me to become respectable. James, she does not want to marry me, any more than I want to marry her. You do her an injustice, I think. I treasure the sharpness of one side of her mouth, for it amuses me as much as the mystical nonsense that pours forth from the other; and provided I refrain from mocking the latter, I never feel the former—all of which may cause you to laugh, because I know you perceive no difference between Kitty's mystical nonsense
and my own. If so, laugh away. My argument is that I am looking for evidence that would convince any rationalist, while she looks only toward her own feelings. And at that, you know, she may be more rational than either of us.
Of those others you mention, none fills the bill with the possible exception of Tournier, who has the least motive. Halliwell is ineffectual and trivial; he always was and he always will be. As for Stone—well, laying aside my opinion that you do yourself an injustice (he knew very well what he was getting involved in, and if he was not guilty that time there were plenty of other occasions, and in my opinion he deserved worse than to be sent down; had you been honest with the authorities he would have been in gaol a dozen times)—he has never left the area, and he drinks to such a degree these days that he could not plot his way to the next tavern should the Blackbird close.
But if Tournier hates you, for any reason, that is another matter. He is a solid friend, and I think