I Belong with Her
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Tajel Pierce loves the thrill of being a paramedic. Every call she goes on gives her a rush. She makes no time for a personal life. No one can ruin her love for her career.
Then there is Arianna Castaldi, who just transferred to her new paramedic position in a whole new state. All she needs is a new start without any distractions.
Arianna and Tajel’s relationship doesn't start off perfect. Embarrassed of the one night stand Arianna believes she had with Tajel, she wants to pretend they never met and make their relationship strictly business.
The only choice they have to keep from strangling each other is to go from denying their feelings to accepting them as they work through intense 911 calls.
Domina Alexandra
Domina Alexandra is a native of Southern California who has recently transplanted to Salem, Oregon. She is an author of stories with strong female protagonists, authentic emotions and thrilling action scenes that mirror her career as an EMT on the way to becoming a SWAT Medic. She grew up writing poetry as an outlet and, in 2006, joined a Live Theater program, where she played many roles in productions of plays and musicals. During her four years of acting, she fell in love with writing monologues, screenplays, and all things story. When she’s not saving lives as an EMT, she advocates for LGBT Youth with a vision of growing a stronger community of care, acceptance, and compassion. Her books include Her Endure. She gets her imaginative ideas from her life as a EMT as well as being stuck in her head too long as a child.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5One thing I really enjoyed about this book, was that the relationship between Tajel and Arianna didn’t take too long to develop and at the same time, didn’t feel rushed at all. That is a fine balance that I know not all authors can sense. I enjoyed this book and I would love to read more from Domina in the future.
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I Belong with Her - Domina Alexandra
Prologue
Arianna
I am so freaking glad you finally moved your ass out here!
Danielle leaped into my arms for the one-hundredth time, squeaking excitedly in my ear.
Her blissful joy was contagious. I smiled, happy to be here too.
God, you’re going to love Oregon. And the gay community in Portland—
I covered Danielle’s mouth. It took her approximately two years to talk me into moving out here and after my last blow up with my family, I needed this change. I lived a very private life, not in the closet mind you, only private about my affairs. She snickered under her breath, nearly dropping her shot glass. People stared pryingly.
Danielle lifted her shot glass. "We’re celebrating. Chica, you are in a gay bar right now. Get over yourself. No one cares, except perhaps ... her eyes wandered around the bar,
a lesbian."
I looked around the bar. It was dimly lit with a counter that stretched parallel to the wall and was about fifteen feet long. There were several barstools scattered about near the counter, and a few small tables were situated next to the windows that overlooked the patio. Left of the counter was an anteroom that housed some pool tables and booths.
I shook my head and took one of the seats across from Danielle. I came here to start a new life. That means my new job, nothing more.
And what? No women to keep you warm and safe after one of your rough shifts?
Danielle stood abruptly.
Where are you going?
Can I grab another shot since I’ll be drinking for the both of us?
Danielle frowned, but there was no hint of anger on her face. We are supposed to be celebrating your arrival, Arianna. Let loose for just a few hours.
Sorry I asked.
I chuckled and stuck my tongue out.
Danielle snorted exaggeratedly. Damn right—you better be. I’m giving up pussy for a night. Entertain me.
I grunted in disbelief as she made her way to the bar. I was uptight, but that was my normal. I had a lot on my plate and there was simply no time to loosen up. I nibbled on the inside of my cheek while waiting for Danielle to return. But of course, she was busy flirting with the bartender, so I knew I could be waiting for a while. My phone vibrated in my pocket. I pulled it out and took a quick glance, noticing it was a text from my mother. I wasn’t in the mood for her disapproving observations, so I put the phone away. My family was not thrilled about me moving to Oregon, but I could worry about that and my future on Monday. Right now, I should relax and drink. I could have one drink. That wouldn’t hurt.
You go to bars just to sit and think?
It was a woman’s voice and I didn’t think she was talking to me until she decided to take a seat. As I looked up to see who was speaking, the first thing I noticed was the curve of her breasts hidden beneath her black, V-neck tank top. Her figure was slender, but I couldn’t see every aspect of her shape since it was hidden underneath a thin layer of covering, not that I wanted to. God, but I did want to. I tried to avoid her eyes, afraid she would detect my roving gaze. Get a fucking grip, Arianna.
Let’s try this again. This time I made it past her breasts to her mouth, which was formed into a smirk, telling me that she knew I was checking her out. Eventually, my eyes met her deep-set ones. The gray in them reminded me of this old sweater my nana knitted for me when I was a little girl—it stood out from the rest of the sweaters I had in my closet as a child. What was she doing sitting next to me?
Can I buy you a drink?
She grinned, the white in her teeth adding extra effect to the fluttering in my chest.
She had a few tattoos on both of her toned biceps. I was sure many women melted at the sight of her because she exuded confidence as bright as a light bulb. I was pathetic. Damn, she has dimples, too. I wanted to walk away, but for some reason, I could not walk away, and I could not speak. It was as if my tongue had been swallowed. I knew I was blushing.
She studied me for a few seconds before looking over my shoulder. My apologies. I didn’t know she was taken.
I could tell that it was Danielle behind me whom she was speaking to by the sound of her laugh. Oh no, I’m just her best friend. Nothing more. You can have her.
Was she seriously going to embarrass me? I wanted to say something, but the idea of this woman having me—my panties were already wet from the idea. Thank God, she had no supernatural ability to sense what was going on inside my pants.
The woman rose from her seat to allow Danielle to sit. So, about that drink? Can I buy you one, or do I have to earn that somehow?
The way she spoke made me realize that I could easily indulge myself for a night with such an intriguingly beautiful woman. What was the harm in that? Just one night. Fuck. Could God go to sleep for just one night and not watch? I didn’t need the Mighty Lord telling my folks. Danielle, failing at nonchalance, was mouthing for me to take this woman up on her offer.
I finally worked up enough courage to say, Yes.
Great. I’ll be back.
Her dimples were back on display for me, this time Danielle bit her lip at the sight of them. What would you like?
Gin and tonic,
I replied, trying to act casual.
The woman smiled and headed over to the bar.
As soon as she was out of earshot, Danielle squealed. Oh, my God. She could just wink at me and I’d cum right now!
I smacked Danielle on her arm.
Shut up!
I glanced over at the beautiful woman who was getting my drink. I don’t know about this. I should just stick with my plan.
Don’t you dare talk yourself out of this,
Danielle argued. You need at least one memorable night before you stick with your horrible plan to be celibate.
I frowned, but she was smiling at me. Danielle’s eyes widened, indicating to me that the woman was coming back to our table. She placed my drink inches from my hand, which was resting on the table. I looked up, smiling politely. Okay, Arianna. Just one night of fun.
Thanks,
I said.
She nodded.
Danielle took this opportunity to leave me alone with this woman, saying that she had to meet up with her girlfriend. She didn’t have a girlfriend. She had a girl she was more than friendly with, but that wasn’t the same as having a girlfriend. Huge difference. I felt myself panicking, I was terrified of being left alone with her. My heart throbbed in my chest. Okay, I can do this.
You’re not from around here, are you?
she asked curiously. Her eyes scanned my body for a time before returning to meet my gaze.
I wasn’t offended by her confidence. I shook my head. Just moved here.
Ah,
she said as if that explained what she was thinking. You do look a little tanner than all of us out here.
That obvious?
I asked, smiling shyly.
She laughed and immediately, I wanted to pounce on her. Just a little.
I swallowed, again turning my head away from the smile she kept giving me. I decided to finally take a sip of my drink. It was like she knew how gorgeous she was. I ended up finishing my first drink quickly and before I knew it, I was on my third round. I was done after that. My head felt cloudy and from the way the woman across me was moving, she didn’t appear to be much better off than me.
She laughed hysterically as if I had made a funny joke. You want to get out of here?
I think I said yes, but I wasn’t certain. I kept reminding myself that I wanted to sleep with her. It was just one night, and I wouldn’t have to see her again. We found ourselves in a cab heading straight to her apartment. The moment we walked through her doorway, our lips smashed against one another’s. All I could think about was seeing her naked. I know she had to look good underneath her clothing. When a woman looked as good as the one I was with, what could you do? Her hands explored my body and I moaned as her lips established a base on my neck. I closed my eyes thinking of her lips and once I opened my eyes again, it was morning.
Chapter One
Tajel
Why are you busting my chops?
I spoke between partially gritted teeth. Choose your words carefully. I made a great call. My partner and I just don’t work well together.
Chief stood apart from his oversized chair, running his hands through his scruffy beard. His eyes scrutinized me, and I knew what that look meant. He was planning to tell me something that I wasn’t going to like.
Chief—
Tajel, don’t.
He shook his head, warning me to stay silent. Jason doesn’t want to be partnered with you anymore.
I’m not surprised by that,
I snorted. I took a seat and began unraveling my ponytail, letting my curly, black hair fall.
Straighten up,
he ordered.
I sat erect in the chair as he fell into in his own. Chief shuffled through a bunch of papers that were scattered across his dark, oak wood desk. I watched him anxiously, wondering what he was about to tell me.
It has become apparent that the crew here either hates or adores you. I get why many love you, but I also get why many don’t.
There was a knock at the door. Come in.
Chief narrowed his eyes at me. I didn’t bother turning around. I wasn’t in the mood to meet another new partner. In fact, I was already thinking about how our partnership would end: he would either not approve of my lifestyle as a gay woman, he would try flirting with me until I wanted to blow his balls off, or he would be totally accepting, and we’d actually become friends. I did have quite a few of those here at the station, but I still wasn’t going to take shit from anyone.
Tajel,
he kept his eyes hooked on me, please stand and meet your new partner.
I sighed loudly and stood. Let’s see how long he’ll last. I was dumbfounded when I turned to see who was standing in front of me. My eyes widened, and I looked at the floor while sucking in my breath. Shit. I did not see this coming.
There was no way in hell this was going to work. Chief—
Keep quiet, Pierce,
Chief said. Great. He’s calling me by my last name. Chief ignored the expression on my face. Tajel, meet your new partner, Arianna Castaldi.
I looked up to find that Arianna was just as horrified as me.
Castaldi, would you give us a moment please?
Chief asked politely.
She nodded, walking out quickly. I turned to Chief knowing he was going to chastise me before I even had my first shift with this Castaldi woman. Here we go.
I don’t want to hear any complaints coming from her or anyone else, Tajel. I’ve given you chance after chance. You fuck up and I’ll suspend you, which is long overdue,
he bellowed.
That’s harsh. She’s a fucking woman?
Maybe that was a bit condescending and egotistical considering I was a woman, too. You know what I mean.
Tajel, you’ve never been partnered with another woman. This is the only option I have.
What if she hates gay people?
I asked. I was trying to get out of pairing with her without telling him I knew her in a not-so-professional-way. Plus, she might get weirded out or think I’m coming on to her.
Chief walked around his desk, never taking his eyes off me. Then I guess you better not come on to her.
His eyes softened. You’re one of my best paramedics and my niece. Try to make this work.
I was about to say something else but kept my mouth shut instead. Yes, Chief-slash-uncle.
Good.
He smiled, and I sighed, glad that this argument was over. Get out there and show her around.
*
Arianna
I can’t believe this. Of all the people who could have been my partner, it had to be the woman from the bar. God was punishing me. I never had one-night stands, and here in this new state, I end up having one with a woman who was going to be my partner. I bit my lip, attempting to hold in my frustration.
You must be the transfer?
A masculine voice made me turn. He offered me his hand. I’m Rogan.
I nodded and took his hand.
He whistled for someone a few feet away who was getting a cup of coffee. That’s my partner, Felipe.
Felipe barely acknowledged me and then went back to making his coffee.
You’re from California, right?
Rogan asked. Damn, they were up-to-date on who I was. This is Portland, and a small station.
Yes, I’m from Cali. I’m Arianna Castaldi.
Well, welcome.
We heard shouts coming from the office down the hall where Chief and my new partner were. I sighed. This was going to be bad.
Rogan chewed on his bottom lip. It’s got to be Tajel in there.
Felipe leaned against the wall. Oh, it is.
He looked at me curiously. Have you been assigned a partner yet?
I lightly inhaled. She’s in there.
No shit?
Rogan asked, nearly as surprised as I was. He noticed my worried and advised, Tajel’s her own person, and follows her own codes, but truth is, if you follow her lead you’ll be just fine.
Then we aren’t going to be just fine. I liked to lead as well.
Until you don’t do things her way or you challenge her decisions.
Felipe added with a mocking smile.
Just fucking great.
The door to Chief’s office opened and out walked Tajel with a smirk plastered on her face as if she believed no one heard her being yelled at. She appeared unruffled and her arrogance reminded me of the first night we met.
Piss Chief off again?
Felipe asked.
Tajel’s eyes swerved to meet mine and I couldn’t tell what she was thinking. Just talking about the situation that happened last week.
I suddenly felt out of place. I rubbed the back of my neck to make myself appear mentally occupied. The station wasn’t wide, but it was narrow and long. Chief’s office was across from the kitchen where we were all standing opposite the breakroom. It was the largest part of the station, second only to the ambulance bay. Tables were set up in a classroom pattern. Two couches and a flat screen were on the far end of the breakroom.
Ready to go?
Tajel asked, looking as if she was inspecting me.
I told her I was ready, and we headed to the ambulance bay, which contained five rigs. I passed each one, impressed by their size. The box-shaped rigs were painted red and had enormous bold stickers that read: Portland Fire Paramedics. Lined against the wall were shelves stocked with supplies for our rigs and the station.
You like them?
she asked.
I hadn’t realized that it had been quiet for some time. Watching Tajel admire the rigs, it was hard to stifle a smile. She obviously loved her job.
Definitely.
After a moment, I thought about what I should say next. I certainly didn’t want the awkwardness to last much longer.
Look—
You don’t need to say anything. I know.
We do need to talk about that night,
I insisted.
Her face lost its color. She clearly wasn’t expecting me to bring up our night together.
She pointed at the rig I was standing next to. I thought you were about to compliment my rig. Our rig. It’s the best looking one.
I turned to where she was pointing. Medic 112. Somehow, it did look better than the others. I sighed and faced her again. I couldn’t just pretend that night didn’t happen.
Tajel began speaking while I made sure no one was around to listen, It’s no big deal. We…
I’m not gay,
I blurted hastily. The last thing I needed was gossip going around the station. I was drinking, and I was only there because my friend is a lesbian.
When I returned her gaze, I realized she had found my words amusing. She took a step closer. I was sure my heart had stopped, and it was hard to keep my feet planted in place. I reminded myself of my plans: no women and no more Tajel. I then took a step away from her, balling my hand into a fist.
Does my mistake amuse you?
I was becoming seriously aggravated by my own awkwardness.
The look in Tajel’s eyes told me I had fucked up. Her expression hardened, and she stared at me as if she was imagining throwing daggers at my face.
Don’t fucking worry. I won’t be touching you again.
Tajel kept enough distance between us, but I could feel the anger radiating from her like the heat from a campfire.
Damn. I preferred the arrogant asshole. Not this version.
Tajel walked around me, making sure she maintained distance as if I was contaminated with some infectious disease. She climbed inside the ambulance, slamming the door. I looked around, unsure of my next move.
Get in,
she bellowed loudly enough for a few of my new coworkers to come into the bay, curious as to what was going on.
How the hell did you get her mad so quickly?
Felipe wondered, a little amused.
Shut up, Felipe!
Tajel snapped. She shot me a look that said, ‘get in or I’m leaving you.’
I reluctantly got into the passenger seat of the rig. I preferred to avoid a confrontation with Tajel. She started the rig, keeping her gaze straight ahead.
She waited a few seconds before muttering, Did you not wear seatbelts in LA?
I fumbled around for the seatbelt, feeling foolish for letting her fluster me. What did I say to piss her off? The way she was gripping the steering wheel, I could tell Tajel was picturing strangling me.
I’m ready,
I told her coolly.
Tajel did not answer, only drove out of the bay. Maybe I should have asked where we were going. My first day of work was tomorrow night, so I didn’t understand the need for us to leave the station. I worried that she was taking me to an early grave. This was Oregon, a place where it was only too easy to hide a body. Fuck. I had to make this right. Soon.
Chapter Two
Arianna
I tossed my coat onto the couch, dropping down next to it on the cushions. Opening the beer I took from the fridge, I groaned.
Bad day?
Danielle asked, entering the living room and taking a seat next to me.
I exhaled, fighting the impulse to head back to the station to punch Tajel. Fuck. Even though I was upset with Tajel, I knew that I was partly to blame for her behavior toward me.
I decided to tell Danielle what happened at the station today. You remember that woman I had a one-night stand with?
Her eyebrows arched, and she grinned. Yeah.
She’s also my new partner,
I said matter-of-factly with a hint of distress.
She seemed unfazed. And what’s wrong with that?
Everything!
I yelled.
Okay grouchy, what happened?
I don’t know,
was my response. Tajel was nice to me at first, despite how it ended.
Did she act as if that night was a mistake or ignore you?
Danielle asked.
Realizing my mistake, I hung my head. Fuck. No, but I did. Everything was fine. Next thing I know, I panicked and told her I’m not gay.
First of all, you are very gay.
She paused for a moment, and I could tell she was choosing her next words carefully. Secondly, you are just going to have to find a way to make things better between you two that doesn’t involve you lying about who you are.
How am I supposed to do that?
I took a sip of my beer. She absolutely hates me now.
Danielle snatched the beer from my hand. She just fucked you a few days ago.
Wow. Really? She had to say it like that.
A one-time thing, Danielle.
I rolled my eyes, waiting for her to take a few sips so I could reclaim my beer. Besides, I don’t even remember that night.
Shit.
Danielle’s sarcasm was obvious. My body would have remembered everywhere her tongue landed.
I slapped Danielle’s arm playfully. You are so fucking nasty.
And horny from this conversation.
Danielle gave me a pouty expression, wiggling her eyebrows. Want to, you know? Like we use to?
I scoffed, not surprised by her invitation. We were 15 and testing the waters.
And God, it tasted so damn good. I’ve never left women since.
Danielle chuckled. I’m very glad we are best friends. I would never trade that for anyone, nor your pussy.
Good God. I stood to leave. "Good night, chica."
Hey!
Danielle yelled, still holding my beer. Seriously, find a way to make it work and tell her you’re sorry. And maybe having her as a good fuck buddy wouldn’t hurt. I’m sure that you two alone in that big ambulance with those soft seats in the back—
Goodnight, Danielle!
I screeched, my skin flushing.
I slammed my bedroom door, ending the conversation.
*
Tajel
Are you looking forward to having a new partner?
The sound of my uncle’s voice broke the silence. I was playing with my spaghetti, moving the noodles around with my fork absentmindedly.
Tajel?
Yes, uncle-slash-Chief. It’s so cool to have a new partner.
I didn’t try to hide my sarcasm.
Having an uncle who was also my boss was double the punishment. When I came over for dinner on Saturdays, he’d always chastise me for something that happened at work. Whatever happened to work being separate from our personal lives?
Roosevelt, don’t bother her with work. No wonder I had to pull her arm to come tonight.
Thank the dear old Lord for Aunt Laura. She always had my back when it came to my