Flight of the Forgotten - A True Story of Heroism and Betrayal
By Mark Vance
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This is the true story of 15 American airmen that were brutally murdered on their way home following the end of the war in Europe during World War II. The loss represents a 50 year old mystery that is deliberately "forgotten" by the US Government.
Mark Vance
Mark A. Vance is a veteran airline captain for a major US airline, with over 20,000 flying hours. He also has C-Suite experience as the President/CEO of a successful capital management firm. https://twitter.com/MarkAVance1
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Flight of the Forgotten - A True Story of Heroism and Betrayal - Mark Vance
Introduction
This is the true story of fifteen American airmen who were brutally murdered when a bomb aboard the B-24 they were ferrying back to the United States in 1945 exploded. The airplane burst into flames and crashed near the town of Gairloch, on the fog-shrouded coast of Northwestern Scotland. The men lost in that crash had all survived a minimum of 35 harrowing combat missions over the heart of Nazi Germany during the bloodiest conflict the world has ever known. One of them, John H. Hallissey, had flown over 50 missions. Another had flown 65. Although they withstood the best that Hitler could throw at them, they could not withstand the machinations of rogue elements within their own government, who cold-bloodedly planted deadly explosive charges aboard their homeward-bound aircraft.
The precise details of what happened over Gairloch, and why, may always remain a mystery, since the majority of U.S. Government documentation relating to the events depicted here remains permanently buried inside a top secret O.S.S. file. The remainder is closed to the American public under various exclusions to the Freedom of Information Act. Could it be that there is something in the report that, even to this day, would embarrass high government officials and agencies? Could it be that these people indeed have something to hide? This book is a public counter to official efforts by the U.S. Government to have the men and events portrayed here forever forgotten.
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In the final weeks and days of World War II, allied armies, in frantic competition with each other and desperate to end the war with Japan began scouring Nazi research facilities and factories. They were searching for the scientific and technical secrets behind the V-2 rocket, the ME-262 jet-propelled fighter plane, and the grand prize of all, atomic fission. Every tool, every prototype, every device suspected of containing secret information of some military value was immediately confiscated after Germany’s surrender.
Items that fell into American hands were shipped through France to bases in England and then on to the United States. It was a top secret operation run by military authorities under the direction of the O.S.S., the Office of Strategic Services, and forerunner to today’s CIA. All my research and intuition led me to believe that Jack Ketchum and his crew were innocent victims of this covert operation while awaiting transportation back to their home towns and families. They saw something that they should not have seen, or at least were thought to have done so by certain operatives of the O.S.S. At that moment they were marked for elimination, and in the days that followed actually survived one failed effort to kill them before that fateful day at Gairloch.
I do not make this assertion lightly. As a 20,000 hour airline captain, I am staking both my personal and professional reputation on its accuracy. I also have first-hand knowledge of many of the events described on the following pages.
The research I have done has been far-reaching, exhaustive and meticulous, lasting over a period of almost ten years. I have read dozens of debriefing reports on the combat flights of the Jack Ketchum crew and many others. I have been in direct contact with living contemporaries of the Ketchum crew, and with authorities and historians in both our military and the Royal Air Force. The closer I got to the truth, the more the military and governmental authorities worked to prevent further inquiry or disclosure.
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My commitment to discover the truth about this forgotten crew began much earlier in my life. From my earliest years, I felt the very real presence of my uncle, Staff Sergeant Raymond E. (Buster) Davis, tail gunner on the Ketchum crew. Many times I could actually hear his words. As a boy, I did not know that this kind of experience was unusual. For me, it was simply a very natural aspect of my world. Buster has been with me throughout my life, and it was to him that I promised to discover the truth about his own death and the deaths of his comrades. At other times, I have been surrounded by the spiritual presences of the entire crew, especially during my visit to the crash site at Gairloch.
Let me recount here one of those interesting experiences. In March, 1988, I decided to follow through on the recommendation of a friend and schedule an appointment with the staff at Camp Chesterfield in Indiana. Camp Chesterfield, founded by the Indiana Society of Spiritualists in the late 1800’s, is located just a short drive North of Indianapolis and could easily pass for a small Midwestern college, complete with cafeteria and dormitory facilities. It is dedicated to advancing the study of spiritualism and naturalism,
with regular classes and workshops held throughout the academic year.
On the grounds of the facility, in rows of neatly kept small white cottages, several highly-regarded professional psychics and mediums reside year round, allowing them an insulated existence from the outside world. It was the first time in my life anybody has ever asked me to shake their hand so they could see for themselves how I was feeling rather than just asking me.
I was scheduled for several appointments over a three-day period with three different individuals. Each session was scheduled for ninety minutes, but I learned very quickly that our concept of time does not hold true in the spirit world and the sessions often ran well beyond that.
I remember my first session very vividly. I sat across the table from a young man of approximately my own age. He asked me to think of the names of the entities I wished to communicate with. He then sat back and began focusing over my left shoulder, as I sat directly across from him watching intently. What happened next, he later told me, was unlike anything he had ever experienced as a medium. He had never seen so many entities trying to communicate with one living being before in all the years he had been practicing.
After a few moments, he looked directly at me and said, There’s someone special here that wants to say hello. It’s Raymond. Raymond has another name, ‘Buster.’
In response, I stared at him in awe.
Does that name mean anything to you?
the medium asked, as I nodded in silence. Your uncle is saying not to feel sorry for him. He’s okay. He says it took a long time, but now you’re finally in a position where you can help them, and that’s why they contacted you. Yes, they contacted you. You didn’t think it was all your idea, did you?
the medium declared, relaying my uncle’s teasing.
There’s someone else here.
he quickly continued. Jack ... Ketchum? Does that sound right?
he asked, as I nodded again in amazement. Well, there’s a Jack Ketchum here. What would you like me to ask him?
he asked casually, unaware of the significance of the contact.
Sensing an opportunity that might never happen again, I immediately went for the home run pitch.
What happened?
I managed to ask, as the medium continued staring over my left shoulder.
He wants you and the families to know that it wasn’t his fault. He says there were two, timed explosive charges in addition to all the anomalies they were having with the airplane.
My God ...
I managed as I stared intently at the man.
He says they were having all kinds of problems with navigation and communication, and that’s why he decided to circle and figure them out. He wants you to know as an aircraft commander yourself that there wasn’t anything he could do to prevent the crash. It’s important to him that you understand that. He says that he and another in the crew saw something they weren’t supposed to see and that’s why they were all killed.
Saw what?
I recoiled.
He’s saying something about a weapon of mass destruction capable of killing thousands of people at a time but that doesn’t destroy property in the process. He and one other from the crew happened upon the plans for the weapon as it was being loaded.
Who did it?
I interrupted, feeling the need for revenge rising inside me like a tidal wave.
He wants you to know that that’s not what they’re all about. They’ve had plenty of time to adjust to the situation, and what they want from you is just to let their families know what really happened to them. He says that people don’t appreciate their freedom today like they should and that they need to be made aware of the sacrifices made for them out of love of country ... that a sacrifice made out of love of country is a sacred gift.
the medium said. There’s also someone here named Jim. Does that make sense?
he asked.
I nodded yes. Jimmy Stammer, the radio operator.
Well, he’s Jim now. They continue to grow and evolve on that side too and he’s Jim now.
the medium stated. He’s saying that you’ll never be able to prove what really happened to them because all the records were
buried. They’ll help you, though, if you want to try and let people know.
The medium then paused again for a moment before continuing. Jack wants to show me something about the airplane now. He’s dressed in one of those leather jackets that pilots always wear and is showing me an open area in the belly of the airplane. He says it’s where one of the timed explosives was placed and that it went off right behind him just seconds before they crashed. He says they were supposed to be lost at sea, but because he was circling, the timed explosives went off while they were still over land. He wants you to know that all the bodies were brought back primarily for the families and to deflect attention from the crash site. The crew considers the loch their final resting place.
the medium declared.
Raymond is showing me now how he used to talk to you when you were a small child playing on the floor.
the medium continued as I sat speechless. It was something I had never told another living soul, and it came as quite a shock hearing it from a stranger I had just met.
Ultimately, the staff at Camp Chesterfield was so beneficial to our investigation that when I began to ask pointed questions about sabotage in the crash of Army 5095,
the U.S. Government became concerned about a leak within its own ranks.
*
For some time the information I was given from spiritual sources led the scientific, documented side of the investigation. In time, however, the scientific side ended up confirming the spiritual information days or weeks later, as the chapters that follow will show. There really had been a cover-up. The government did refuse to release the documents in its possession. Some of those who assisted me in my search for information were threatened with the loss of their lives and careers.
*
This story is divided into three parts. Part I describes how I was called upon to tell it. Part II describes the war time experiences of the Jack B. Ketchum crew and the events leading up to their cold-blooded murder. Part III is a fiction-based ending and long-awaited judgment day for those accused of the crime.
In this public sharing of the story, occasionally a name has been changed to preserve the anonymity of someone who requested that I do so. There is also one area of Part II that can be thought of as partially fiction: the episodes involving Ed Hickey and the other O.S.S. operatives. I do not have documentation that these things happened. I do know, however, that they, or something very much like them, must have happened.
Mark A. Vance
Charlotte, North Carolina
Prologue
August, 1959, Washington, Indiana
I was three years old and totally immersed in pushing a toy wooden airplane across the floor of my grandparent’s living room at breakneck speed. Propelling the tiny craft along, I remember staring in fascination at its U.S. Air Force markings and watching the pilot’s head spin around and around as I made the wheels turn faster and faster. Nearby, several grown-ups were talking about someone they all called Buster, and the name caught my attention as I sped the toy airplane across the carpet. From what I could gather from their conversation, Buster was an uncle of mine who had died in an airplane crash and all the grown-ups were very sad that day as they talked about him. None of them seemed to know what had caused his airplane to crash.
As I continued pushing the toy airplane faster and faster, trying to make the pilot’s head spin that much faster in response, I remember hearing another voice that day too, a very different one. That very special voice spoke to me quite calmly and deliberately. The man behind it talked about the absolute necessity of being careful with all airplanes and the sad consequences if one ever came apart on me. I remember that he told me his name was Buster and that he was going to be with me all of my life.
Present Day
Thirty-five years later, I was flying a routine trip to the Chicago O’Hare Airport as a Boeing 737-300 captain, when my first officer mentioned he was planning a trip to England in the near future with his wife and kids. He said his wife was from England and that he went back there with her fairly often to visit her family.
On the one in a million chance that anything would come of it, I asked him if he had ever heard of a place called Norwich, England, telling him that an uncle of mine had been stationed near there during the war. He immediately replied that his father had also been stationed near there during the war at a place called Shipdham. The word went off like an alarm bell inside my head, as I quickly asked him what his father had done in the war.
Oh, he was a B-24 pilot.
my first officer said casually.
44th Bomb Group?
I asked immediately.
Yes.
he replied.
What squadron was he in?
65th I think.
There wasn’t a 65th. Could it have been the 66th?
I asked, eagerly.
I don’t know, but I’ll call him when we get in and ask.
he offered.
Well, just in case, here are a few names to ask him about.
I said, hopefully, jotting down several names of my Uncle Buster’s fellow crew members, beginning with the pilot, Lt. Jack Ketchum.
I’ll never forget how excited my first officer was a short time later to report that his father not only knew Jack Ketchum and the others, but under that one in a million chance had even been billeted with them in England. Was it a coincidence that the two of us would fly together decades later and happen to discuss it? Was it a coincidence that his father didn’t know the Jack Ketchum crew had all been lost? Not likely. I knew that Buster was stirring things up again, and it was up to me to find out why. As a professional pilot, I knew there was always an explanation for why an airplane went down. My lost uncle was back, coaxing me ever so gently to find and reveal the truth.
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Part I
The Calling and the Quest
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Chapter One:
Second Generation Airman
May 22, 1962, 13:13 Hrs. Administration Building, Randolph Air Force Base, United States Air Force, San Antonio, Texas
Sir, there’s a Captain D’angelo here to see you.
the lieutenant proclaimed. He says it won’t take but a minute.
Yeah, okay. Send him in.
the base commander grunted, setting down the report he had been reading and eyeing the door in front of him. Seconds later, Captain Anthony D’angelo entered and offered a stiff salute.
Good afternoon, sir. I’m Captain D’angelo ... Intelligence.
he announced, holding the salute until the base commander returned it.
What can I do for you, Captain?
the base commander replied, casually returning the salute.
Well, sir, I was told that requests like mine have to go through your office.
D’angelo began.
What kind of a request, Captain?
the base commander asked, motioning him to take a seat.
Well, sir, it’s actually for my girlfriend, her family really.
D’angelo said cautiously, taking a seat.
Girlfriend, huh? Well, we’ve got to keep them happy, don’t we?
the base commander said with a chuckle. Please, go on.
Yes sir. It’s about her older brother, Albert, sir, Army Air Corps, World War II, killed in action and buried overseas. Her family decided to leave his remains in England when they were first given the option of bringing him home. Well sir, now they’ve changed their mind and asked me if there was anything I could do to have his remains brought back. I told them I’d check into it and see if it was still possible at this late date.
he said hopefully.
I see ...
the base commander replied, pulling out a large notepad from his top drawer and gazing across the desk. I’ll be glad to look into it for them, Captain. What’s her brother’s full name?
Uh, Natkin sir, Albert Natkin ... staff sergeant.
Natkin, huh? Serial number?
the colonel asked.
Yes, sir, I have it right here ... 38558214.
D’angelo replied.
Where’s he buried?
Cambridge, sir. Cambridge, England.
he said, as he watched the base commander’s pen race across the notepad.
Killed in action?
I believe so, sir. I know he was in the Jack Ketchum crew.
Ketchum, huh? Well, that should be enough to get things started. Believe it or not, we still get this kind of request through here every so often, D’angelo. There’s a lot of grieving left over from the big war and some families are just now getting around to finally facing the loss. When they do, they often want their loved one’s remains brought home.
Yes sir.
D’angelo replied. Her family is still pretty torn up about it. Her mother and father can’t talk about Albert at all without crying.
Well D’angelo, you can tell them for me that the U.S. Air Force takes care of its own, and we’re grieving right along with them. I’ll look into this right away. Check back with me in about a week, and I should have something for you.
Yes, sir, and thank you, sir.
My pleasure, Captain. Take good care of that girlfriend. She sounds like a real keeper.
the base commander suggested with a grin.
Yes, sir, she is!
D’angelo replied, offering another stiff salute before turning to leave.
May 29, 1962, 10:20 Hrs. Administration Building, Randolph Air Force Base, United States Air Force, San Antonio, Texas
Colonel Roberts, there’s a Captain D’angelo to see you.
the intercom announced.
Okay, send him in.
the base commander ordered, nodding to the other officers assembled in the room. Moments later, a smiling Captain D’angelo walked through the door, obviously surprised to find the base commander’s office filled with several officers and two very grim-faced civilians. Come in, Captain.
Colonel Roberts beckoned, motioning him toward the only empty seat in the room.
Sir, if I’ve come at a bad time, I can always come back later.
D’angelo countered, as he glanced at the empty chair and all the faces around him.
Come in and take a seat, Captain D’angelo.
one of the civilians ordered curtly. Immediately, D’angelo realized that they had all been waiting for him to arrive.
Easing himself into the chair, he was jolted when the second civilian asked point-blank, Are you planning on making the Air Force a career, Captain D’angelo?
staring at him poker-faced.
What?
D’angelo replied uneasily, shifting in his seat.
The Air Force. Are you planning on making it a career?
the man repeated without the slightest hint of emotion.
Well, uh, I’m not really sure.
D’angelo replied. Have I done something wrong, sir?
he asked curiously, eyeing the base commander.
You could say that, D’angelo.
the first civilian replied smugly, eyeing the contents of a large manila folder and ignoring the reference to the base commander. This girlfriend of yours ... her family asked you to look into having their son Albert’s remains brought back to the States, is that correct?
Yes. That’s correct.
D’angelo said cautiously, glancing at all the expressionless faces.
It was never your idea, is that correct, Captain?
the man continued.
Yes, that’s correct. I did it for her family. What’s the matter with that and who are you?
D’angelo snapped, annoyed at the tone of their questioning.
Well, Captain, who we are, really isn’t important. What is important is that your request to reinter Staff Sergeant Natkin is emphatically denied by Washington without option for an appeal.
the civilian declared.
Oh, really? What about that, sir?
D’angelo countered, eyeing the base commander hopefully as he sat rigidly in his chair. In response, the base commander just shrugged his shoulders and stared back at him in silence.
There’s more ...
the civilian continued. We’re also informing you that if there is ever another mention of this affair to anyone, your military career is over and you could go to prison.
Prison? Who the hell are you people?
D’angelo shot back, glaring angrily at the two civilians and jumping up from his chair as the base commander quickly intervened.
That’s enough, Captain! You’ll do as they say! Sit down! That’s an order!
Sir?
That’s an order, Captain!
he repeated, as D’angelo slowly complied and sat down again.
May I ask who the hell they are?
D’angelo implored, eyeing the civilians angrily.
Only if you’re tired of wearing that uniform ...
one of the civilians sneered as D’angelo strained to control himself. Now, Captain, you’ve been given an order not to mention this again. I suggest you think about that carefully and then follow it.
Oh, you do, huh? I don’t take suggestions from civilians.
D’angelo snarled.
You’ll do as they say, Captain!
the base commander ordered, continuing to eye D’angelo intently.
Thank you, Colonel.
the second civilian stated. Now, Captain D’angelo, as I was saying ... there’s to be no mention of this matter ever again. Do you understand the order?
he asked emphatically.
Yeah, and I understand you’re an asshole. Is that all, sir?
D’angelo asked curtly, ignoring the civilian and eyeing the base commander.
Not quite ...
the second civilian replied. There’s one more thing we need to make quite clear.
Great! Another suggestion ...
D’angelo grunted.
It’s not just a suggestion, Captain. We can’t order you to do it of course, but your government would like to see you find another girlfriend. The Natkin’s are nothing but trouble for all of us. It’s up to you, of course, but your Air Force career is at stake.
he said coolly, not even trying to disguise the threat.
Rising in response and ignoring the mysterious civilians, D’angelo glared angrily at the base commander and snarled sarcastically, Thanks for all your help.
offering a token salute as he headed for the door.
October, 1962, Billings International Airport, Billings, Montana
As I stood on the observation deck watching the site in front of me, I was in absolute awe. With my mother holding my hand tightly, I peered ahead through the heavy metal-railing and stared in speechless reverence as dozens of sleek jet fighters thundered out of the heavens. When their wheels eventually touched the runway, each fighter suddenly produced the most brilliantly colored drag chute imaginable and roared to a howling stop. The entire scene was like a holy event. There were orange ones, purple ones, red ones; every color of the rainbow was represented. It was the most incredible thing I could imagine at the tender age of six.
All of it had something to do with a far away place called Cuba and the threat of a war that had hung over our house for days. I still remember how the television upset my dad whenever the word draft
was mentioned and how my dad certainly didn’t want that draft
happening to him again.
Aside from the threat of a war, I was as happy as could be on the airport observation deck watching Air Force jet fighters returning to earth. Deep inside me, a feeling I didn’t really understand was beginning to stir, as the jets dropped out of the clouds and I heard their engines rumble across the airport. It was magical, mystical, almost holy and yet at the same time strangely familiar. Not the jets of course, they were new to the setting. But the airport itself seemed strangely familiar, like I had known it before and was just now suddenly rediscovering it.
This is for you when you grow up.
Buster’s voice proclaimed beside me. Someday you’ll be a jet pilot too.
he insisted as I listened intently. It was all perfectly natural to me by this time. I had grown accustomed to my dead uncle’s spiritual comings and goings.
Minutes later, when my mother managed to pull me away from the railing, I remember turning back repeatedly for a last look at that majestic scene, unable to take my eyes off it and upset at the thought of leaving it behind. Once we were inside the terminal building though, another revelation was about to take place, as I stared ahead again in absolute wonder. There, inside the terminal building, were dozens of men in bright orange flight suits moving purposefully toward the exit as everyone else seemed to fade into the background. They were America’s knights of the air
, in big black boots, g
suits, flight helmets and parachutes as my mother dragged me along behind her, mesmerized. Watching those pilots in fascination, I had become dead weight on her arm. I thought of Buster again and his insistence that my destiny was to become a jet pilot. Inside, I could feel a lump rising in my throat as I continued to stare.
What majestic beings they were, larger than life, exuding confidence as they strode through the airport terminal. To me, they represented everything good, everything American, as I realized very quickly that they were the same men controlling the howling machines outside.
If it’s possible in one very brief youthful moment to make a lifetime career decision, I believe I made mine that October day in 1962 at the Billings International Airport. Whatever it took, I was going to be a jet pilot when I grew up. I didn’t really know why I wanted to be one. That didn’t seem to matter at the time. I only knew that those jets held excitement and glamour for me like nothing else on earth.
July, 1964, Washington, Indiana
As I entered the old farmhouse and stared around the room, I remember feeling a little uneasy at just being there. This wasn’t like anything I was used to. It was a real working farm in Indiana, and my great-grandfather had just lectured me very sternly for not properly milking one of his cows. He wanted me to call him grandpa
like I did my other grandpa, but I soon learned the difference between them that afternoon.
William H. Davis, my great-grandfather, was a man engrossed in the workings of his farm, a man with little patience for children or city-folks, and I happened to be both. He was also a man who’d lost his son Buster in the war and who had lived through unimaginable heartache because of it. None of that was apparent or mattered to me at the time, of course. I was just a bungling child, incapable of performing even the simplest task without his sharp correction. All I wanted to do was go home.
Entering the front room of the farmhouse, seeking reassurance from my mother, I remember stating quite matter-of-factly that I wanted to leave. In response, my great-grandmother intervened, trying to cheer me up as she took me by the hand and began showing me around her home. Her efforts were not immediately successful, but eventually my attention was drawn to a picture on her wall of several young men standing in front of a World War II bomber. The photograph looked a lot like my favorite television show, 12 o’clock high,
and I can still see the twinkle in her eye as she declared, That’s Buster!
gesturing at the crew photo. There it was ... that name again. The name I’d heard my uncle call himself so many times before when he spoke to me.
Buster.
I echoed.
Your uncle.
my mother stated. Your grandma’s brother.
as I just stared in awe at the crew photograph.
I know, Buster. Where is he now, Mom?
I then asked innocently. I can hear him, but I don’t see him.
What?
my mother replied with a start, taking me by the hand and leading me away from the picture.
Where is he now?
I asked again, as my mother tried to ignore the question.
He’s gone, honey.
my great-grandmother, Buster’s mother, finally answered, as the twinkle in her eye began to fade.
Gone?
I reeled, sensing something was radically wrong. But he talks to me all the time.
Oh, my!
my great-grandmother exclaimed as she stared at me for a moment in silence and then the twinkle in her eye slowly began to return.
He’s really interested in airplanes. It’s like ‘12 o’clock high’ to him.
my mother offered nervously, trying to put my great-grandmother at ease. Smiling knowingly in response, my great-grandmother then leaned over and patted me on the head, gazing intently into my eyes.
He talks to you?
she said cautiously, as I nodded innocently. Is is he okay?
Yes. He says I’m going to be a jet pilot when I grow up.
I announced as my great-grandmother stared at me in wonder.
From that day on, my great-grandmother always treated me like I was someone special. There were even occasional comparisons to Buster himself, as if the two of us were kindred spirits and I somehow reminded her of him. Whenever that happened, I remember it made my great-grandmother smile, and that knowing smile is what I remember most about her.
June 13, 1971, Washington, Indiana
It was a summer I’ll never forget. I was having the time of my life visiting my grandparents in Indiana. Being there allowed me to do things most city-kids could only dream about, and I was also getting to know my grandparents better at the same time. There was plenty of work to do, and I was expected to pull my own weight, but in the evening there was also enough hunting and fishing that for a city-kid, I was in absolute heaven. Occasionally, I would sit on a fence post and stare at the contrails lining the sky above, watching two totally different worlds merge into one. I knew that someday the other one would be my world too, and I would be making those contrails instead of just watching them.
Late that evening at the dinner table, I was staring into space and lost in thought when my grandmother, Buster’s sister, asked outright.
Were you daydreaming about airplanes again?
eyeing me suspiciously. Yeah, I guess so ...
I said, finding words difficult all of a sudden.
Where did this airplane business come from? You didn’t get it from anyone in this family.
she charged.
Oh, it’s always been airplanes with me, Grandma. Don’t you remember?
I replied.
Well, I remember all the model airplanes you built as a kid and how you used to live for ‘12 o’clock high’, but you aren’t still thinking about becoming a pilot when you grow up, are you?
she asked point-blank, gazing at me steadfastly.
"Well,