Words on High: Poetry and Inspired Events from Mab
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Marc A. Beausejour
Marc A. Beausejour was born July 28, 1987 in Queens, New York. Writing since the age of twelve, he first found his niche in poetry. Performing in school talent shows and poetry reading events, Beausejour moved to Kennesaw, Georgia in 2001; attending North Cobb High School and Kennesaw State University. Over the years he continued to write poems for weddings, funerals and church events. In 2011, Beausejour wrote and self-published his first book Words On High, a compilation of spiritual poems written throughout his early years. He would go on to write and publish a second poetry book Rising Higher Than Ever in 2015. In that same year, Beausejour also wrote and published his first urban novel The Preacher's Web, a hard, gritty morality tale that stood in contrast to his poetry books. In 2016, Beausejour wrote the coming-of-age novel Adia's Ballad. Not too long afterwards, Beausejour wrote Fires of Justice, which was published in 2018. Exploring realms in novels rooted in the current social climate, Beausejour continues to write poetry on blogs and social networks while attending Chattahoochee Technical College to pursue a marketing degree.
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Words on High - Marc A. Beausejour
Contents
Acknowledgements
Dedication
Introduction
Part 1
Chapter 1
The Motherland: Haiti—The History of Haiti
Part 2
Chapter 2
Behind the Words: Growing Up
Chapter 3
Internal Struggle, Followed by Redemption
Chapter 4
Though I Walk …
Chapter 5
Mold Me and Make Me
Chapter 6
Never Can Say Good-bye
Chapter 7
Stand Up
Chapter 8
Gotta Get Off the Block
Chapter 9
A Year of Struggle
Chapter 10
The Winds of Change
Part 3
Chapter 11
The Kiss of Death
Chapter 12
Beauty’s Only Skin Deep
Chapter 13
Ain’t Too Proud to Beg
Chapter 14
Life in the ‘Hood
Chapter 15
Can’t We All Just Get Along?
Chapter 16
I’ll Die for You, but I Won’t Lie for You
Chapter 17
Anything Is Possible
Chapter 18
Thirsting for Water
Chapter 19
One Thing Always Leads to Another
Chapter 20
Taking that Leap of Faith
Part 4
Chapter 21
Be Intimate, not Intimidated
Chapter 22
How I Wish that it Would Rain
Chapter 23
What’s Love Got to Do with It?
Chapter 24
I Need You Now
Chapter 25
Do I Know You?
Chapter 26
All That I Am
Chapter 27
Do You Take Her?
Part 5
Chapter 28
Feeling Trapped Inside
Chapter 29
He’s the Reason for the Season
Chapter 30
He Comes to the Rescue
Chapter 31
The Celestial City
Chapter 32
Are You Lost?
Chapter 33
In Memory of Virginia Tech Victims
Chapter 34
Am I Losing It?
Chapter 35
Behold the Lamb
About the Author
THIS ISN’T THE END
Acknowledgements
First of all, I would like to thank my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for allowing me to serve Him this way and serve others as well. It wouldn’t be possible without Him. I would like to thank my family and my parents, Jean and Lineda Beausejour for raising me and even though I may have been unbearable at times, you never gave up on me. Even though times are hard now, you are a living proof that God will always make a way. I would like to thank the people I grew up with in Richmond Hill and the brothers and sisters in Bethany French Baptist Church in Jamaica, New York led by Pastor Pierre Leonidas and Pastor Eddy Bichotte for inspiring the events in my life. I also thank the Good Samaritan Haitian Alliance Churches in Kennesaw and Lawrenceville for your continued prayers and positive influence in the ministry. I thank Eastwood Baptist Church and the American congregation for taking us in giving us a home and developing me in ministry. I extend my deep gratitude to Westbow Press for your consideration and your assistance in making this dream a reality for me. May God continue to bless you all and may the words in this book touch your hearts.
MAB
Dedication
I would like to dedicate this book to a special friend, Melinda Petty. It has been four years since the Lord took her home, but I know that she is walking the streets of gold and spending every day in the presence of God. All I have to say is, You knew.
You knew how much potential I had to write a book of poetry, and you believed in me, even though I did not believe in myself. Thank you for your faith in me. I wish you were here to see me now, but just as it was in God’s divine plan for us to meet when I was only fourteen, it was God’s plan for you to meet Him face-to-face. I’m glad the suffering is over for you. I thank God for your family, because all of them have been a big influence in my life.
Introduction
Many of you are probably wondering why I am writing a book so early in my life. I mean, I’m only twenty-two, I’m still working on a bachelor’s degree, and I have my whole life ahead of me. At this time I’m supposed to be out enjoying every weekend, focusing on school, and doing something meaningful for my life. But the thing about it is that this is my life. I love to write, I love to share my experiences with people, and I enjoy influencing other people’s lives through my works.
This is not just a book of poetry. This book also contains the inspiration and the moments that led me to write my poems. My life revolves around love for God, my family, and my ambition to succeed—but my life also revolves around poetry. If you told me about twelve years ago that I was going to write a book that contained most of the poems I’ve written throughout the years, I would have looked at you like were crazy. Me? Marc A. Beausejour, the tall, awkward, lanky kid with the unusually long last name who is virtually scared shy of everyone he comes in contact with? No, not me. But I was always told as a little boy in my Christian upbringing that God had a plan for my life. It may not be what I want or see, but God is the potter; I was just His clay. I had to step aside and let Him mold me into His image. He wanted me to write my poems so they would inspire, instruct, and entertain His people.
At first I was reluctant, because I wanted to shape my future my way—at my own time. Even though I was quiet as a boy, I still struggled with pride. Growing up in Queens, New York and Kennesaw, Georgia, I felt like I had to walk around with my chest puffed out like a peacock, strutting around like I was one of Hollywood’s A-list actors. But Jesus said in Matthew 5:5, Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the Earth.
Being meek is described as being powerful, but humble—not showboating, displaying yourself, or drawing any type of attention to yourself, like I see so many people try to do today. The secret to being meek isn’t forcing people to see your greatness, but allowing people to see your greatness. Let your works manifest themselves, and people will see your true potential.
I’ve had a lot of great leaders and instructors throughout my life who have displayed meekness proficiently and efficiently. Throughout this book, I will mention those leaders. All my gratitude, affection, and blessings go out to them. If I forget to mention a couple of people, I want to apologize beforehand, for you are all influential in my life. I will also mention some people I remember growing up with, my memories as a child, and how my experiences shaped me into the person I am today.
This book is by no means a novel of any sort; it is just a testimony of my early upbringing, my background, and many adventures described through poetry. I’ve been writing poems ever since the seventh grade, but I have loved writing for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories of writing was when I was seven years old and living in Queens, New York. I had just gotten into trouble with my mother, and I was told to wait till my father got home. Uh-oh! When I got in trouble with my mother, she usually just spoke to me—unless she was really mad; then I would get a spanking or something for me to remember so I wouldn’t misbehave again. But back then, I thought my father was ruthless. Ruthless. To me, there was just no speaking to him when he got mad, so I awaited my fate. Then out of nowhere, as if a sign from God himself, I had an idea. If I could show my father how deeply sorry I was for misbehaving and that I was sincere, maybe I could avoid the belt. In haste, I quickly wrote a letter to my father, apologizing to him. I used many sophisticated words to earn brownie points (well, sophisticated for a seven-year-old) and I put the letter on the counter shelf where I knew he would see it when he came home.
Sure enough, he came home and saw the letter. When he read it, he called me and said, Marc did you write this?
I nervously nodded my head yes, my knees still knocking together, sweat beads starting to form. In the past I would always know when I was about to get a spanking from my father—when his face glared slowly, as if in slow motion. I knew that if he developed a glare while reading the letter, it was all over. As he finished reading the letter, I never saw the glare come to his face. But he did inform me that what I did was wrong and to never do it again. Yes! It looked like I was in the clear. At that time, I realized that the letter probably saved me a spanking.
Ever since that moment, I loved to write. I would write journals, stories, comics, and plays throughout the course of my childhood. Poetry wouldn’t come until later on, but I knew that writing was something I had to stick with. This may be one of the funniest or most pointless stories that you’ve ever read, but it complies with what I aim to do with this book. I’m hoping that my writing changes people’s views—the way they take life—and help and encourage them to use whatever gift they have for God. Nothing makes me more discouraged than to see people who have gifts and abilities that God has blessed them with but don’t use those gifts for God—or they use them for the wrong reasons.
Music was essential in my life when I was growing up. I grew up with my homeland music—zouk and kompa—blaring in all the radios. As a kid, I most often listened to Christian music; my parents did not want to expose me to any worldly music. However, in the neighborhood I was living in, I was exposed to the music, and I remembered listening to artists such as Biggie Smalls, Tupac Shakur, Nas, Wyclef Jean, and the late, great King of Pop, Michael Jackson. All of these people were talented artists, and they were good at the music they sing and the people they inspire with some motivational hits. But as gifted as these artists were, did they use their talents to glorify God? It wasn’t until late in my teen years that I learned that I couldn’t listen to their music and still call myself a child of God. I thought of how much greater these artists would have been if they used their God-given gifts to praise God. I decided that if I was ever going to enter the entertainment industry, I was going to use my gifts solely for the purpose of the Lord Jesus Christ and the kingdom of heaven.
As you will see, my poems involve real-life issues and situations. For example, the first poem that I have in this book is titled Kinbe Ayiti nan men ou
, which means hold Haiti in your hands
in my native language, Creole. Other poems contain bits and pieces of my life, and some describe the people that I have associated with. This book is also equipped with scriptures from the NIV (New International Version) Bible that will further explain the deeper meaning behind the poems that are written. All in all, this will make for very good reading during your break at work, while you drink coffee at breakfast time, or when you settle in for the night. So sit back, relax, and let your mind delve into my eyes and my thoughts through my poems.
Part 1
The History and the Beginning of My Inspiration
In the beginning you laid the foundations of the earth, and the heavens are the work of your hands
(Psalm 102:25) (NIV).
Chapter 1
The Motherland: Haiti—The History of Haiti
Kinbe Ayiti nan men ou
A local kid talks and plays as the palm trees sway,
before the 103-degree day forces him to the beach where adults lay
The child has no shoes. but it wasn’t considered a concern
He only seeks shade to avoid being sticky and sunburned
Then the sun sets; dinnertime looms, and he can smell the spice
The aroma is nice; a mixture of jurie a’ poi, beans, and rice.
But before he eats, he bows his head in humble reverence
to give thanks for the fine food which he considers a decadence
Because there is evidence that God still provides in abundance
In the prayer, the boy says, "God, no matter what we go through
No matter what we see or what we do, kinbe Ayiti nan men ou."
Here in our motherland, we aren’t looking for remorse or pity donation
We are looking for a miracle healing in our small nation.
We are people like any other, trying to make a decent living
But due to tyranny that surrounds us, life hasn’t been forgiving
For some families the threats of kidnappings and ransoms fill the air
And yet there is a whole wide world that doesn’t seem to care.
Our country is viewed as a disaster, our norms and values a tragedy
Everyone else considers us the third world’s biggest fatality
But if you know the heart of a Haitian, this doesn’t always ring true
Which is why we must ask God, kinbe Ayiti nan men ou.
So whether people know me by acquaintance or by name,
I, for one, am proud to have Haitian blood run through my veins.
L’union fait la force.
These are the quotes that are written at the bottom of Haiti’s national flag. There is strength in unity.
It’s easy to say those words from our mouths, but how many of us believe that we are able to put our differences aside and unite to become a strong nation?
Located in the heart of the Caribbean, Haiti has a land mass of 10,714 square miles. The word Haiti is an Indian word, meaning mountains,
which suits the island, because most of Haiti’s landscape is made up of mountains. Only 20 percent of the territory lies below 600 feet. I think it’s safe to say that it never gets cold there, because the average temperatures there range from 80 to 86 degrees from January to July. The summers are sweltering, and most of the residents are outside frequently—going to market, going to the beach, or just relaxing. The mountain’s view is beautiful and scenic, and it is great for tourists passing by who want to take pictures to take a piece of the history home with them.
Haiti is part of an island shared with Dominican Republic called Hispaniola. Back in 1492, Christopher Columbus landed on Hispaniola and claimed it for Spain. The Spaniards actually built the New World’s first settlement at La Navidad on Haiti’s north coast. Around 1697, the Treaty of Ryswick divided the island through St. Domingue. For over one hundred years, the French controlled the west side of Hispaniola, enslaving about five hundred thousand people—most of western African origin. In 1791, the rebellious slaves had enough and revolted against the French colony led by Toussaint L’ouverture and officers Jean-Jacques Dessalines and Henri Christophe. They fought to gain Haiti its independence.
In 1804, Haiti finally won its independence from France. It became the second republic in the Western Hemisphere since the United States gained independence from Great Britain. The Haitian flag colors of blue and red were created by turning the colors over and removing the white band; these were France’s flag colors. Talk about putting salt on the wound! After Haiti gained its independence, there would still be rebellions and betrayals that would plague the country for about twenty more years before Jean Pierre Boyer became president of the republic in 1820.
Haiti was once a peaceful, beautiful, prosperous island on which people could take vacations, go to resorts, and relax. But political unrest and government tyranny continued to plague this little island. After Dr. Francois Duvalier, who was president of Haiti from 1964 to 1971, died in office, he was succeeded by his son, Jean-Claude (Baby-Doc) Duvalier. Jean-Claude Duvalier’s term as president would see sickness, endless massacres, and a large amount of people packing up their bags to eagerly leave the tyrannical government. In 1986, protests against Baby Doc
lead the US to arrange for Duvalier and his family to be exiled to Spain. President Prosper Avril then took over the presidency from the late 1980s to 1990, where Jean-Bertrand Aristide (who was a parish priest) took over as president in a democratic election. But by then, Haiti was merely a shell of what it used to be. The country still had civil unrest—and even worse, there was widespread use of voodoo. Even though Roman Catholicism was the most widely practiced religion, voodoo was considered the national religion.
There are so many rites and rituals involved in the practice of voodoo that explaining them would probably take up 75 percent of this book. Voodoo does involve good and evil spirits that possess children and adults alike, and there are ritual dances that must be performed. My father has told me stories, and I’ve seen footage of unaware, unknowing children who bathed in what looked like blood and did many other sacrificial actions to commune with those spirits.
I’ve heard from many churches that the reason Haiti is suffering economically and politically is because of the island’s dedication to the practice of voodoo. Honestly, I don’t know how to feel