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One Mindful Day at a Time - Dr. Alan Wolfelt
Companion Press is dedicated to the education and support of both the bereaved and bereavement caregivers. We believe that those who companion the bereaved by walking with them as they journey in grief have a wondrous opportunity: to help others embrace and grow through grief—and to lead fuller, more deeply-lived lives themselves because of this important ministry.
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ALSO BY DR. ALAN WOLFELT
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365 Meditations to Help You Heal After Loss
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100 Practical Ideas on Growing Older with Confidence, Meaning, and Grace
Healing Your Grieving Soul:
100 Spiritual Practices for Mourners
Understanding Your Grief:
Ten Essential Touchstones for Finding Hope and Healing Your Heart
© 2017 by Alan D. Wolfelt, Ph.D.
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In memory of the existential psychologist Rollo May, who inspired me with his words, The confronting of death gives the most positive reality to life itself. It makes the individual existence real, absolute, and concrete. My awareness of this gives my existence and what I do each hour an absolute quality.
Reflecting on these powerful words has helped me understand the critical importance of living in the now. I hope I have modeled this profound truth for my family and those I mentor through my writings and teachings.
WELCOME
Thank you for picking up this book. I wrote it to both invite and inspire you to live and love fully, one precious day at a time.
As I imagine you are aware, there is a significant difference between existing and living. Too many people sleepwalk through life—some even being among what I call the living dead.
Weeks pass, months pass, years pass, and still they’ve done little to investigate and feed the flame inside them—a flame lit by the sparks of passion and purpose we’re all born with.
To me, living mindfully is about training our awareness to give attention to our divine sparks—that which gives life meaning and purpose.
Our awareness then becomes a tool for interacting with the world in ways that feed our souls. If we live intentionally each day, we create a rich life of purpose.
Mindfulness is about enjoying life and making the most of it. It’s about relishing our precious time on earth. But it’s also about using our discerning awareness each day to make constructive choices.
Some mindfulness gurus believe that living in the now is only about this moment. They advocate unattachment, which is a Buddhist concept of letting go of all feelings of desire and disappointment. In this practice, you work to live moment-to-moment, and you experience life, whatever happens, with no feelings of attachment to any of it. Nor do you dream up and pursue big goals, for those are considered deceptions of the ego.
You will discover a different brand of mindfulness in this book. The short version of my life story will help you understand why.
When I was in my early teens, I experienced a series of losses that had a tremendous impact on my life. Among those losses were the deaths of a good friend and my two grandmothers. Somewhere in my being I knew I needed to actively mourn those deaths, yet nobody wanted to talk to me about them. In other words, I was a forgotten mourner.
I felt sad, mad, confused and alone. I wrote a mission statement at age sixteen expressing my desire to create a Center for Loss to help grieving children, teens, adults, and families. I’d discovered my passion and a deep, abiding sense of purpose.
I attempted to learn about grief from the ground up. I worked in a cemetery, then a funeral home, then pursued thirteen years of higher education that focused on life transitions, grief, and the need to authentically mourn. Then, thirty-two years ago, I founded the Center for Loss and Life Transition.
Since that time, I have worked with and learned from thousands of families impacted by life losses. I have had the opportunity to write a number of books on grief. I’m humbled by the many invitations I get to travel the world each year speaking about the natural and necessary need to mourn in ways that foster hope and healing. I can’t imagine a more fulfilling career.
As you can see, I’ve been around death, grief, and loss since my early teens. I turn sixty-three years of age the very week I’m writing these words. And so—it is from this unique vantage point that I’m writing to you today.
My caregiving life, surrounded as it is by death, has made me hyperaware of my own mortality. That’s a good thing, because it turns out that befriending death can help all of us get the most out of life. The more we keep one eye on death, the more authentic and meaningful our life and living can be.
Over and over again, death has taught me that life is a fantastic opportunity. It’s a smorgasbord of delights, and it presents all of us with possibilities to build loving relationships and meaningful accomplishments. It’s replete with joy and yes, heartbreak. Yet, whether we truly experience all of that—the delights, the relationships, the accomplishments, the joy, the heartbreak—depends on our willingness and dedication to intentional, mindful living, one day at a time. We’ve got to carpe the heck out of every diem.
To that end, I encourage you to read each day’s entry when you awaken each morning. Doing so will help you focus on your mindfulness skills and practice them each and every day.
In the now,
JANUARY 1
Now is the future you promised yourself last year, last month, last week. Now is the only moment you’ll ever really have. Mindfulness is about waking up to this.
— Mark Williams
Traditionally, New Year’s Day is a day of reckoning. It’s the one day each year that’s culturally set aside for considering the year before and envisioning the year ahead. Well, that and watching football… In other words, today is supposed to be a planning day.
But what Mark Williams is saying in the quote above is that projecting the future and living mindfully today can be at odds with one another. If we spend too much time and energy making promises to ourselves about next week, next month, and next year, we’re not fully living this moment.
So today, let’s resolve to wake up to what’s right in front of us. Let’s savor each moment of football, family time, feasting, relaxation—or whatever the day brings. At least for today, let’s worry about tomorrow, tomorrow.
Now is the only moment I’ll ever really have. I am mindful of this.
JANUARY 2
Awareness is the greatest agent for change.
— Eckhart Tolle
When we are aware, we are paying attention to whatever we are thinking, feeling, or doing. We may also be really and truly focusing on what our five senses are bringing in. We are not just hearing, but listening.We are not just seeing, but looking.
Imagine awareness as a flashlight. In any moment, we can choose to shine the flashlight wherever we want. If we want to bring awareness to an emotion we may be having, we turn our attention to it, fully experience it, and, importantly, ask ourselves why we are feeling it.
If there is something we want to change in our lives, our flashlight of awareness is a powerful tool. By shining the flashlight on it so we can acknowledge and examine it, we are opening the door to heightened understanding and more effective ways of being.
My awareness is a powerful tool.
Its light can reveal my life to me.
JANUARY 3
You should sit in meditation for twenty minutes every day— unless you’re too busy. Then you should sit for an hour.
— Old Zen adage
On the path to mindfulness, meditation is a powerful tool. It teaches you to empty your mind of its incessant thoughts and worries and instead simply exist and breathe.
If you’re a beginner, just sit in a comfortable chair, close your eyes, and focus on your breath. Counting sometimes helps. Count one, two, three, etc. on your in-breath, until you’re naturally full
of air, hold for a count of one, then count your out-breath one, two, three, etc. until you’re naturally depleted of air. Or you can breathe in to a short, silent phrase, such as All is well,
and breathe out to a different short phrase, such as Everything belongs.
I’ll admit: I myself am guilty of thinking I’m too busy to meditate, which probably means I really need to meditate. I’ll commit to five minutes a day if you will. Maybe we can work our way up to twenty.
A few minutes of meditation each day enhances all the hours.
JANUARY 4
I got the blues thinking of the future, so I left off and made some marmalade. It’s amazing how it cheers one up to shred oranges and scrub the floor.
— D.H. Lawrence
It’s natural to worry, but many of us worry too much. We spend hours each day mired in our what if?
thinking. What if this happens? What if that happens? What if both things happen and then this third thing happens? Oy.
Worry is the opposite of mindfulness. If you are mindful, you are here, now. If you are worrying, you are living in a predicted, theoretical future.
One surefire antidote to worry about the future is hands-on activity today. When you feel yourself slipping into worry, engage your body. Go for a walk and place your awareness on the sights and sounds. Grab a broom and sweep. Putter in the garden. Cook. Knit. Fish. Play solitaire—with real cards!
When I feel myself slipping into worry, I will shift with purpose to a hands-on activity.
JANUARY 5
Some moments are for Instagram, some are just for the moment itself. I’ve learned to really live my life and not worry so much about documenting every split second of it. The most magical, exquisite, spontaneous things happen when there is no time to grab your phone. I wish you a lifetime of moments too beautiful to capture on film.
— Taylor Swift
Social media is all about connecting and sharing…with people who are not here. Yes, I agree it’s important to keep in touch with those we love but may not have the opportunity to see often, but do we really need to share photos and random thoughts with them multiple times a day?
Our lives happen in the now, but when we constantly try to document the now, we cut our nows short. If we immerse ourselves in an experience for five seconds then spend ten seconds getting a good pic of it then another 15 seconds commenting and uploading…we’ve just spent five seconds in the now and 25 seconds on documentation and sharing. Not a great ratio.
The next time you feel the urge to whip out your phone and document something, resist it. Instead, focus your awareness even more intensely on the experience itself. Notice how you feel.
Experiencing the now of my life is much more essential than documenting the now of my life. I can’t do both.
JANUARY 6
People living deeply have no fear of death.
— Anaïs Nin
What does it mean to live deeply? To me it means to authentically experience each moment as it unfolds, to reach out to others to strengthen connections, and to pursue our passions with gusto and persistence. If we are doing these three things, is it true, as author Anaïs Nin said, that we will no longer fear death?
First, living deeply allows less time for worry. We’re simply too busy participating in this world to be overly concerned about what comes next. And second, fear of death often goes hand-in-hand with regret. When we regret things we’ve done, we sometimes fear going to our graves without having made things right. And when we regret things we haven’t done but yearn to, we sometimes fear death will take us before we’ve had the chance. In both of these cases, living deeply as defined above largely eliminates regret.
So yes, I agree that living deeply helps tame our fear of death. If we make our lives epic and joyful adventures, we’re putting death where it belongs for now—not in the trunk but in the backseat. We’re not pretending it’s not there; we’re just not putting it behind the wheel yet.
Living deeply helps me befriend death.
JANUARY 7
"Your breathing. The beating of your heart.
The expansion of your lungs. Your mere presence is all that is needed to establish your worth."
— Iyanla Vanzant
Low self-esteem can hamper mindful living. That’s because deep down, some people don’t feel worthy of the beauty, joy, and grace life lays at their feet every day.
Have you ever walked by a shop or restaurant and thought, That’s lovely, but it’s too nice for me
? Have you ever yearned to try something then thought, But I’m not smart/coordinated/handsome/good enough
?
I’m here to tell you that just by being born into this fantastic world, you are good enough. You do deserve whatever you are drawn to. Each day, choose to follow your desires. Be vulnerable. Take chances. You are as rightful a recipient of the fruits of life and love as anyone who has ever walked the planet.
I am deserving of everything I desire.
JANUARY 8
Practicing mindfulness involves a willingness to be touched by life, and that requires courage. We so want to control our experience so that it’s pleasant. That’s habit mind. Some of us enlist mindfulness to that end. If only we can be mindful enough, difficulties won’t arise. You need the courage to ride the elephant.
— Ed Halliwell
Oh boy is this an essential point! Mindfulness is not the same thing as control. It’s easy to get lured into thinking that if we are mindful, we can stay on an even keel. We might believe that when bad things happen—and they will—we can simply train ourselves to focus on the miracle of the flowers in our garden or immerse ourselves in meditation and everything will be just fine.
On the contrary, I agree with Ed Halliwell that true mindfulness means having the courage to be touched by life. When someone we love dies, for example, we live in the now of our grief. We hurt, and we embrace the hurt. When a loved one has a health scare, we honor our fearful thoughts and feelings.
Being mindful means that no matter what this day brings, we will encounter it authentically and fully. We will have the courage to ride the elephant.
I have the courage to be touched by life.
I want to ride the elephant.
JANUARY 9
In a true you-and-I relationship, we are present mindfully, non-intrusively, the way we are present with things in nature. We do not tell a birch tree that it should be more like an elm. We face it with no agenda, only an appreciation that becomes participation.
— David Richo
Mindfulness in our relationships with others can be even more challenging than solo mindfulness. And yet, perhaps you agree with me that love and connection give our lives the most meaning. This means, of course, that learning to live in the now with others may be the pinnacle of our practice.
To be present mindfully to others requires both attention and non-judgment. We set aside our electronics and distractions, we look the other person in the eye, we lean in, and we actively listen. We appreciate the person’s uniqueness, and we express empathy for what she is saying and feeling. We also refrain from any critical evaluations, expressed or unexpressed, of her appearance, ideas, behaviors, etc.
David Richo’s suggestion that we work on being present to people as we are to trees is a good one. Whenever we are with loved ones, let’s try to remember this.
I am mindfully attentive to others. I spend time in the now with them without judgment or expectation.
JANUARY 10
There’s only one reason why you’re not experiencing bliss at this present moment, and it’s because you’re thinking or focusing on what you don’t have… But right now you have everything you need to be in bliss.
— Anthony de Mello
What might prevent you from living mindfully today? For many of us, it comes down to the concept of lack. We’re thinking about something we don’t have (or don’t have enough of). We’re obsessing about something we want. We’re worried we’re missing out on essential news, gossip, trends, social happenings, etc.
We don’t like this feeling of lack, so we spend lots of time, energy, and money scheming and strategizing to minimize it. We buy stuff. We buy more stuff. We spend hours every day consuming media.
But are we any happier because of this mindless pursuit of abundance? What if today we focus on enjoying the bounty we do have instead?
Right now I have everything I need to be in bliss.
I lack nothing essential.
JANUARY 11
Life is movement. The more life there is, the more flexibility there is. The more fluid you are, the more you are alive.
— Arnaud Desjardins
Sometimes we confuse mindfulness with stasis. We picture the ancient guru perched in the lotus position on a mountain ledge, unmoving and meditating for years on end. But while meditation and calm awareness are one face of mindfulness, another is full-tilt engagement with life.
If you’re fully absorbed in a game of tag with your kids, you’re living mindfully. If you’re changing jobs or relocating because that’s where your heart is leading you, you’re living mindfully. If you’re immersing yourself in foreign places or new experiences of any kind, you’re living mindfully.
I agree: Life is movement. Change, though it can be challenging, is life’s default setting. Learning to stay fluid and roll with the punches is mindfulness in action.
The more fluid I am, the more alive I am.
JANUARY 12
Be kind whenever possible. It is always possible.
— Dalai Lama
Mindfulness and kindness go together like soil and seed.
If we are fully present, living in this moment and this moment only, we are less likely to be summoning old hurts and grievances. In other words, we’ve left our old baggage behind us, and we’re approaching each new situation with openness and equanimity.