The Ginger Man
By J. P. Donleavy and Jay McInerney
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First published in Paris in 1955, and originally banned in the United States and Ireland, J. P. Donleavy’s debut novel has since been recognized around the world as the masterful portrait of a charming and shameless American abroad.
Meet Sebastian Dangerfield: husband, father, and American law student at Trinity College in Dublin. Awaiting news of his father’s death and the substantial inheritance to follow, Sebastian barely has time for his studies as he chases women, avoids bill collectors, and tries to survive without having to descend into the bottomless pit of steady work.
In the words of Sean O’Reilly, “this man has granted himself the appalling right to say and think whatever the hell he likes. Silver-tongued seducer, hoaxer, thief, violent marauder, fantasist and drunk, he’s a Yank into the bargain, the rank outsider and ‘great gas’ altogether. You cannot help yourself enjoying his outrageous company” (The Irish Times).
J. P. Donleavy
J.P. ‘Mike’ Donleavy has written more than twenty books since The Ginger Man, including The Beastly Beatitudes of Balthazar B, Meet My Maker the Mad Molecule, A Fairy Tale of New York, The Onion Eaters and Schultz (all available as eBooks from Lilliput), along with several works of non-fiction such as The Unexpurgated Code: A Complete Manual of Survival and Manners. He lives along the shores of Lough Owel near Mullingar in County Westmeath.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5An irresponsible overseas student in early 1950s Dublin and London does no work, drinks and fights his way through his student grant, mistreats his wife, child, and several girlfriends, and robs or cheats various landlords and shopkeepers. But wait a moment - he's not just being gratuitously offensive, he's rebelling against the hypocritical conformity of the society of the times. So that's all right, then, we're allowed to indulge him...Obviously, we should have read this back in 1955, when it was a censorship-beating under-the-counter publication brought back illegally from Paris, and when Dangerfield's oafish behaviour might still have struck us as gloriously liberating. We might have recognised the book as an important link between the American modernism of the Henry Miller era and the up-and-coming young British writers of the Osborne/Amis/Sillitoe generation, and celebrated the unstoppable energy of its narrative and the irrepressible effrontery of the dialogue. Reading it more than sixty years later, the main feeling is regret for the sheer wastefulness of it: all that justifiable resentment against post-war bourgeois society getting pointlessly burnt off in macho bouts of drinking, fucking and fighting. To no purpose at all, as far as we can see...
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This book really blew me away. It's not one I would have even picked up were it not recommended to me by a friend, as despite being Irish I'm not a huge fan of Irish books. It was somewhat Joycean in style, but didn't seek to slavishly imitate. The voice of the protagonist was intoxicating and infectious. He was, put simply, a complete git, but I couldn't help but sympathise with him. At times this book was hilarious, at times pathetic - often both simultaneously. Like all good books, it hurtled along without giving me a chance to pause for breath. I became completely lost inside it and felt utterly bereft when it was over. I cannot recommend it highly enough.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5At first, I found it difficult to understand (in a Faulkner way), but eventually found the story to be gripping and the characters quite endearing. Great insight into the lives of the Irish.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5A lovable, misogynistic, alcoholic rascal from Wales attempts to make his way in the world. Putting the "fun" back into dysfunctional, this is a very satisfying book.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5A poor man's Ulysses? I never really got into this book; some might say never gave it a chance. It was more readable than Ulysses but seemed a little to similar to it - not in plot but in the dialogue and walking around one of the British Isles. Has a nice tempo and the writing style is decent enough, although the edition I read is probably inferior to the one from 2000-2001. Net: not a good book for me but perhaps another would like it.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Stopped at about 20%. The first part is rather funny, but the peculiar way of writing is rather difficult at times and becomes annoying after a while. There is no real plot but it is a type of diary and will continue along the same line till the end, I guess.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5There are a lot of quotes packed in this tome. And there are a lot of failures, but not in the writing.
During the first 20% of this book, I thought the rest of it would be pretty Hunter S. Thompson-straightforwardish, a bit of "oh, this must have influenced 'Withnail % I'", but no. I'm glad to have been wrong.
It's abuse. It's horror. The mundane existence of alcoholics (which is not mundane in the least to a non-alcoholic) embedded in thoughts spun as they're spoken, which is very comparable with an old comic-book without sound effects strewn throughout the pages. With all of the onomatopoetry lost, the reader gains much.
It all flows as stream-of-consciousness, even though it's evident and plain. An adulterer. A man of ill repute, yet of psychopathic tendencies. Some effective short sentences, e.g.
O'Keefe filling a bowl with bread crumbs. Night outside and the boom of the sea. Angelus bells. Pause that refreshes.
Then there are the near-Shakespeareian dialogue:
On this June morning, Dangerfield came in the front gate of Trinity and went up the dusty rickety stairs of No. 3 where he stood by the dripping rust-stained sink and banged on O'Keefe's door. A minute passed and then the sound of padding feet and latches being undone and the appearance of a bearded, dreary face and one empty eye. "It's you." The door was swung open and O'Keefe plodded back to his bedroom. A smell of stale sperm and rancid butter. Mouldering on the table, a loaf of bread, a corner bitten from it with marks of teeth. The fireplace filled with newspapers, old socks, spittle stains and products of self pollution. "Christ, Kenneth, don't you think you ought to have this place cleaned up?" "What for? Does it make you sick? Vomit in the fireplace."
...and a simplified notion of why some of them drink:
But Jesus, when you don't have any money, the problem is food. When you have money, it's sex. When you have both it's health, you worry about getting rupture or something. If everything is simply jake then you're frightened of death. And look at these faces, all stuck with the first problem and will be for the rest of their days."
Still, this is much more than clever one-liners. It's repetitiveness, and what seems not to be repetitive to people who aren't in this disposition, or who have become too old to remember what it was like.
Highly recommendable not due to Donleavy's style or the quotes, but as a whole. As the revolutions heighten, the end of the book is welcome and grand. Which the book is, entirely. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Three hundred forty seven pages of mayhem. About the degradation and disintegration of one Sebastian Balfe Dangerfield, a rake from hell and St. Louis, who is supposed to be studying law in Dublin on the G. I. Bill. He is a a cad with women, a wife beater, philanderer, indifferent father, deadbeat, boozer and brawler—not a very likeable bloke. And he gets worse as the book progresses.I don’t know how much the G.I. Bill paid in those days (the Fifties) but Ireland was an inexpensive place to live. Dangerfield should have been able to pay his rent without pawning everything in sight. He always seemed to have money for drink. This is an entertaining read, very funny at times. Perhaps a bit low in redeeming social value, but picturesque in language. Sometimes too picturesque to be intelligible. But a clever way with words. Often quotable:“They say there is good in everyone. If you just give them a chance. And a good boot in the arse.”“Marriage begins in the dark. And ends with the lights on.”It helps to know the local dialect. A ginger man to us is a redheaded man. Pampooties are footwear—cowhide shoes or moccasins. The Nevin is a cemetery in Dublin. The Gorman is a mental hospital. The gombeen man was probably his landlord.Tragicomedy. Stream of consciousness with occasional patches of surrealism.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This book started out with this awful opener where two drunks bum around Dublin in the fifties and spout inanities at one another in a moronic self-pitying patois, something weirdly like Waiting for Godot written by James Joyce and then rubbed down thoroughly with all the worst parts of, oh, The Odd Couple, David Mamet, Animaniacs, Lester Bangs and Lou Reed … are you getting me? Like, no opening chapter in history ever deserved a good spanking to give it something to cry about more. I almost put it down right there. Luckily, O'Keefe fucks off to France and Dangerfield goes home to his deeply broken marriage and we are thrown into a masterpiece of Irish misery leavened just enough with Irish-American smarm. I'll not rush to read this again--it was too good at handing out hopelessness on a platter, making you care about the bad guy (who is also the good guy) but not root for him, touching the violent and sickly-snuffly and broadband malicious places in anyone who's ever, oh, ended up entangled in a worthless relationship or known they were a force for evil in the world and not given a shit or just hated their dad so much. Then on top of that, the pleasures of the really spot-on period piece, chilblains and sad rancid sex and all. Obstinately, obnoxiously ugly; I loved it.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I despised this book the first time I read it. I admired sections of the prose--particularly the more lyrical, stream-of-conciousness passages--but the actual book left me cold. I decided to revisit it after adoring The Unexpurgated Code, and found I liked The Ginger Man a bit better on the second go, though it still dragged a bit toward the end. Maybe the third time will be the charm?
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- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5This book is so crude. It's hard to feel sympathetic for the character Sebastian who a philandering alcoholic and wife beater instead of a picaresque writer that Donleavy tries to make him out to be. He's supposed to get himself into these kooky adventures but the writing is so skittish that the plot amounts to madness.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5A bit too wacky and improbable for my taste and this kind of humor does not really appeal to me. The lead is too stupid to live. But it's okay and I will give it three stars just because if it is your type of book, you'll probably love it.
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- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5I won't apologize for swimming against the tide here. This book was an understandable hit in the Sixties, when we were all so dam' hip and free-swinging -- until we passed out. Then inevitably we came back to something like consciousness, and, apparently unable to find anything better to do (or to write), we glorified our recent follies. Call it "Bukowski-cum-Behan", without the redeeming candour of the one and the good politics of the other.
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The Ginger Man - J. P. Donleavy
1
Today a rare sun of spring. And horse carts clanging to the quays down Tara Street and the shoeless white faced kids screaming.
O’Keefe comes in and climbs up on a stool. Wags his knapsack around on his back and looks at Sebastian Dangerfield.
Those tubs are huge over there. First bath for two months. I’m getting more like the Irish every day. Like going on the subway in the States, you go through a turnstile.
Did you go first or third class, Kenneth?
First. I broke my ass washing my underwear and in those damn rooms in Trinity nothing will dry. In the end I sent my towel to the laundry. Back at Harvard I could nip into a tiled shower and dive into nice clean underwear.
What will you have to drink, Kenneth?
Who’s paying?
Just been to visit my broker with an electric fire.
Then buy me a cider. Does Marion know you’ve hocked the fire?
She’s away. Took Felicity with her to visit her parents. On the moors in Scotland. I think the Balscaddoon was getting her down. Scrabbling on the ceiling and groans from under the floor.
What’s it like out there? Does it freeze your balls?
Come out. Stay for the weekend. Not much in the way of food but you’re welcome to whatever I’ve got.
Which is nothing.
I wouldn’t put it that way.
I would. Since I’ve arrived here everything has been down and these guys at Trinity think I’m loaded with dough. They think the G.I. Bill means I crap dollars or a diarrhea of dimes. You get your check?
Going to see about it Monday.
If mine doesn’t come, I’ll croak. And you’re saddled with a wife and child. Wow. But at least you get it steady. And I’ve never got it at all. Any loose women out there on Howth?
I’ll keep a watch.
Look I’ve got to go and see my tutor and see if I can find out where they hold my Greek lectures. Nobody knows, everything is secret. No more drink for me. I’ll come out over the weekend.
Kenneth, I might have your first woman waiting for you.
Yeah.
2
It was a steep hill up to Balscaddoon. Winding close to the houses and the neighbor’s eyes having a look. Fog over the flat water. And the figure hunched up the road. On top it leveled and set in a concrete wall was a green door.
Within the doorway, smiles, wearing white golfing shoes and tan trousers suspended with bits of wire.
By all means come in, Kenneth.
Some place. What holds it up?
Faith.
O’Keefe went through the house. Opening doors, drawers, closets, flushing the toilet, lifting its lid, flushing it again. Stuck his head in the hall.
Say this thing really works. If we had something to eat we’d be able to use it. They’ve got one of those big shops down there in the town, why don’t you pop down with that English accent of yours and get some credit. As much as I like your company, Dangerfield, I’d prefer it on a full stomach.
I’m up to my eyes already.
And you don’t look so hot in those clothes.
O’Keefe jumped on the floor of the drawing room. Pulled open the conservatory door, pinched the leaves of a dying plant and went out into the garden. Standing on the shaggy grass he gave a shrill whistle as he looked down precipitous rocks to the swells of sea many feet below. He went round the narrow back of the house, looking in the windows. In a bedroom he saw Dangerfield on his knees chopping a large blue blanket with an axe. He rushed back into the house.
Jesus Christ, Dangerfield, what are you doing? Have you gone Asiatic?
Patience.
But that’s a good blanket. Give it to me if you’re going to chop it up.
Now, Kenneth, watch me. See? Put this round the neck like this, tuck in the ragged edges and presto. I’m now wearing Trinity’s rowing blue. Always best to provide a flippant subtlety when using class power. Now we’ll see about a little credit.
You shrewd bastard. I must admit it looks good.
Make a fire in the stove. I’ll be back.
Get us a chicken.
We’ll see.
Dangerfield stepped out into a deserted Balscaddoon Road.
The counter was covered with rich sides of bacon and wicker baskets of bright eggs. Assistants, white aproned, behind the long counter. Bananas, green from the Canary Isles, blooming from the ceiling. Dangerfield stopping in front of a gray haired assistant who leans forward eagerly.
Good day, sir. Can I be of any help?
Dangerfield hesitating with pursed lips.
Good day, yes. I would like to open up an account with you.
Very good, sir. Will you please come this way.
The assistant opening a large ledger across the counter. Asking Dangerfield’s name and address.
Shall I bill you monthly or quarterly, sir?
I think quarterly.
Would you like to take anything with you today, sir?
Dangerfield caressing his teeth together, his eyes darting among the shelves.
Do you have any Cork Gin?
Certainly, sir. Large or small size?
I think the large.
And anything else, sir?
Do you have any Haig and Haig?
Assistant calling to the end of the shop. A small boy goes behind the scenes and comes out with a bottle. Dangerfield points to a ham.
And how many pounds, sir?
I’ll take it all. And two pounds of cheese and a chicken.
Assistant all smiles and remarks. O it’s the weather. Shocking fog. No day for them ones at sea or the others either. And clapping his hands to the little boy.
Come here and carry the parcels for the gentleman. And a very good day to you, sir.
Up the hill, O’Keefe waiting and sweeping the packages into his arms. In the kitchen, laying them out on the table.
How you do it, Dangerfield, I don’t know. The first time I went looking for credit they told me to come back with a letter from a bank manager.
It’s the blue blood, Kenneth. Now I’ll cut off a little piece of this cheese and give it to the little boy.
Dangerfield returns to the kitchen smiling and rubbing his hands.
What made you get all this damn booze?
Warm us up. I think a cold front is on the way from the Arctic.
What will Marion say when she gets back?
Not a word. These English wives are great. Know their proper place. Ought to marry one yourself.
All I want is my first piece of arse. Plenty of time to get snowed under with a wife and kids. Give me some of that Scotch and out of my way now while I rustle up this food. Cooking is the only work I sometimes think I’m fitted for. One summer when I was working in Newport I thought of giving up Harvard. There was this Greek chef who thought I was wonderful because I could speak aristocratic Greek but they fired me because I invited some of the boys from Harvard into the club’s bar for a drink and the manager came over and fired me on the spot. Said the staff weren’t to mix with guests.
Quite rightly so.
And now I’ve got a degree in classics and still have to cook.
A noble calling.
O’Keefe flipping pots and bouncing from sink to table.
Kenneth, do you think you’re sexually frustrated and maladjusted?
I do.
You’ll find opportunities in this fine land.
Yeah, lots, for unnatural connections with farm animals. Jesus, the only time I can forget about it is when I’m hungry. When I eat I go mad. I sat down and read every book on sex in the Widener Library to see how I could get it. Did me no damn good. I must repel women and there’s no cure for that.
Hasn’t anyone ever been attracted?
Once. At Black Mountain College in North Carolina. Asked me to come up to her room to listen to some music. She started to press up against me and I ran out of the room.
What for?
She must have been too ugly. That’s another thing against me. I’m attracted to beautiful women. Only thing for me is to grow old and not want it anymore.
You’ll want it more than ever.
Jesus, that isn’t true, is it? If that’s what I’ve got to look forward to I may as well flip myself off the end of the back garden out there. Tell me, what’s it like to have it steady?
Get used to it like most things.
I could never get used to it.
You will.
But what’s this little visit of Marion’s to mama and papa? Friction? Drinking?
She and the baby need a little rest.
I think her old man must be wise to you. How did he ever screw you out of two hundred and fifty notes? It’s no wonder you never got it.
He just took me into his study and said sorry son, things are just a little tight at the moment.
Should have said dowry or no marriage. He must have dough, an admiral. Give him the stuff, like to provide for Marion the way she’s accustomed to. Could have touched him with a few of those rosy ideas of yours.
Too late. This was the night before the wedding. I even refused a drink for strategy. However, he waited a good five minutes after the butler left before pleading poverty.
O’Keefe spins holding the chicken by the leg.
See, he’s shrewd. Saved himself two hundred and fifty nicker notes. If you had been on your toes you could have told him you had Marion up the pole and with a birth imminent you needed a little nest egg. Now look at you. All you need to do now is flunk your law exams and bingo.
I’m all right, Kenneth. Little money and everything’s all right. Got a house, wife, daughter.
You mean you pay rent for a house. Stop paying rent, no house.
Let me pour you another drink, Kenneth. I think you need it.
O’Keefe filling a bowl with bread crumbs. Night outside and the boom of the sea. Angelus bells. Pause that refreshes.
This, Dangerfield, is your blood for which your family will starve and which will finally send you all to the poor house. Should have played it cozy and married strictly for cash. Come in drunk, have a quick one and whoops, another mouth to feed. You’ll be eating spaghetti as I had to as a kid till it comes out of your eyes or else you’ll have to take your English wife and English kids and screw back to America.
The chicken, trussed, was laid reverently in the pan. O’Keefe with a smack of the lips pushed it in the oven.
When that’s ready, Dangerfield, we’ll have chicken à la Balscaddoon. You know, this is a pretty spooky house when it gets dark. But I don’t hear anything yet except the sea.
Wait.
Well, ghosts won’t bother me on a full stomach and certainly never if I had a full sex life. Do you know, at Harvard I finally got Constance Kelly in my power. There was a girl who strung me along for two years till I found out what a fraud American womanhood was and I squeezed her right under my thumb. But I can’t figure it out. I never could get it. She’d do anything but let me in. Holding out for wealth on Beacon Hill. I would have married her but she didn’t want to get stuck at the bottom of the social ladder with me. One of her own kind. Jesus, she’s right. But do you know what I’m going to do? When I go back to the States when I’m fat with dough, wearing my Saville Row suits, with black briar, M.G. and my man driving, I’m going to turn on my English accent full blast. Pull up to some suburban house where she’s married a mick, turned down by all the old Bostonians, and leave my man at the wheel I’ll walk up the front path knocking the kid’s toys out of the way with my walking stick and give the door a few impatient raps. She comes out. A smudge of flour on her cheek and the reek of boiled cabbage coming from the kitchen. I look at her with shocked surprise. I recover slowly and then in my best accent, delivered with devastating resonance, I say Constance . . . you’ve turned out . . . just as I thought you would. Then I spin on my heel, give her a good look at my tailoring, knock another toy aside with my cane and roar away.
Dangerfield swinging back in the green rocking chair with a wiggle of joy, head shaking in a hundred yesses. O’Keefe striding the red tiles of the kitchen floor, waving a fork, his one live eye glistening in his head, a mad mick for sure. Perhaps he’ll slip on one of the toys and break an arse bone.
And Constance’s mother hated my guts. Thought I’d suck her down socially. Would open all the letters I’d write to her daughter, and I’d sit in Widener Library thinking up the dirtiest stuff I could imagine, I think the old slut loved them. Used to make me laugh thinking she’d read them and then have to burn them. Jesus, I repel women, damn it. Even this winter down in Connemara visiting the old folks, my cousin, who looked like a cow’s arse wouldn’t even come across. I’d wait for her to go out and get the milk at night and go with her. At the end of the field I’d try to nudge her into the ditch. I’d get her all breathless and saying she’d do anything if I’d take her to the States and marry her. I tried that for three nights running, standing out there in the rain up to our ankles in mud and cow flop, me trying to get her in the ditch, knock her down, but she was too strong. So I told her she was a tub of lard and I wouldn’t take her to East Jesus. Have to get them a visa before you can touch an arm.
Marry her, Kenneth.
Get tangled with that beast of burden for the rest of me days? Be all right if I could chain her to the stove to cook but to marry the Irish is to look for poverty. I’d marry Constance Kelly out of spite.
"I suggest the matrimonial column of the Evening Mail for you. Put no encumbrance. Man of means, extensive estates in West. Prefers women of stout build, with own capital and car for travel on Continent. No others need apply."
Let’s eat. I want to leave my problem uncomplicated.
Kenneth, this is most cordial.
The toasted bird was put on the green table. O’Keefe driving a fork into the dripping breast and ripping off the legs. Pot gives a tremble on the shelf. Little curtains with the red spots flutter. A gale outside. When you think of it, O’Keefe can cook. And this is my first chicken since the night I left New York and the waiter asked me if I wanted to keep the menu as a memory and I sat there in the blue carpeted room and said yes. And around the corner in a bar a man in a brown suit offers to buy a drink. Comes and feels my leg. Says he loves New York and could we go somewhere away from the crowd and talk, be together, nice boy, high class boy. I left him hanging from his seat, a splash of red, white and blue tie coming out of his coat and I went up to York-town and danced with a girl in a flower print dress who said there was no fun and nobody around. Named Jean with remarkable breasts and I was dreaming of Marion’s, my own tall thin blond with teeth fashionably bucked. On my way after the war to marry her. Ready to take the big plane across the sea. I first met her wearing a sky blue sweater and I knew they were pears. What better than ripe pears. In London in the Antelope, sitting in the back with a fine pot of gin enjoying these indubitable people. She sat only inches away, a long cigarette in her white fingers. While the bombs were landing in London. I heard her ask for cigarettes and they had none. And leaning forward in my naval uniform, handsome and strong, please, do have some of mine. O I couldn’t, really, thank you, no. But please do, I insist. It’s very good of you. Not at all. And she dropped one and I reached down and touched her ankle with my finger. My, what rich, lovely big feet.
What’s the matter, Kenneth? You’re as white as a sheet.
O’Keefe staring at the ceiling with a half chewed chicken leg hanging in his fist.
Didn’t you hear that? Whatever that scrabbling in the ceiling is, it’s alive.
My dear Kenneth, you’re welcome to search the premises. It moves all over the house. Even wails and has a rather disconcerting way of following one from room to room.
Jesus, stop it. That scares me. Why don’t you look up there?
Rather not.
That noise is real.
Perhaps you’d like to look, Kenneth. Trap door in the hall. I’ll give you an axe and flashlight.
Wait till I digest my meal. I was just beginning to enjoy all this. I thought you were kidding.
O’Keefe at one end, carrying the ladder to the hall.
With axe cocked, O’Keefe advancing slowly towards the trap door. Dangerfield encouraging him on. O’Keefe pushing up the door, peering along the beam of light. No noise. Not a sound. Bravery becoming general again.
You look frightened to death, Dangerfield. Think you were the one up here. Probably just some loose papers blowing across the floor.
Suit yourself, Kenneth. Just give me a whistle when it gets you around the neck. Go in.
O’Keefe disappeared. Dangerfield looking up into the descending dust. O’Keefe’s footfalls going towards the drawing room. A wail. A scream from O’Keefe.
Christ, hold the ladder, I’m coming down.
Trap door down with a slam.
For God’s sake, what is it, Kenneth?
A cat. With one eye. The other a great gaping hole. What a sight. How the hell did it get up there?
No idea. Must have been up there all the time. Might have belonged to a Mr. Gilhooley who lived here only he fell off the cliff out there one night and was washed up three months later on the Isle of Man. Would you say, Kenneth, that maybe this house has a history of death?
Where are you putting me to sleep?
Cheer up, Kenneth. You look terrified. No need to let a little thing like a cat get you down. You can sleep wherever you like.
This house gives me the creeps. Let’s build a fire or something.
Come into the drawing room and play a little tune on the piano for me.
They walked along the red tiled hall to the drawing room. Set on a tripod before the baywindows, a large brass telescope pointing out to sea. In the corner an ancient upright piano, its top covered with opened tins and rinds of cheese. Three fat armchairs distorted with lumps of stuffing and poking springs. Dangerfield fell back in one and O’Keefe bounded to the piano, struck a chord and began to sing.
In this sad room
In this dark gloom
We live like beasts.
The windows rattling on the rotten sills. O’Keefe’s twisted notes. There you are, Kenneth, sitting on that stool, all the way from Cambridge, Massachusetts, freckled and fed on spaghetti. And me, from St. Louis, Missouri, because that night in the Antelope I took Marion to dinner and she paid. And a weekend after to a hotel. And I pulled down her green pajamas and she said she couldn’t and I said you can. And other weekends till the war was over. Bye bye bombs and back to America where I can only say I was tragic and lonely, feeling Britain was made for me. All I got out of old man Wilton was a free taxi to our honeymoon. We arrived and I bought a cane to walk the dales of Yorkshire. Our room was over a stream at this late summertime. And the maid was mad and put flowers in the bed and that night Marion put them in her hair, which she let down over her blue night gown. O the pears. Cigarettes and gin. Abandoned bodies until Marion lost her false front teeth behind the dresser and then she wept, wrapped in a sheet, slumped in a chair. I told her not to worry for things like that happened on honeymoons and soon we would be off for Ireland where there was bacon and butter and long evenings by the fire while I studied law and maybe even a quick love make on a woolly rug on the floor.
This Boston voice squeaking out its song. The yellow light goes out the window on the stubs of windy grass and black rocks. And down the wet steps by gorse stumps and rusty heather to the high water mark and diving pool. Where the seaweeds rise and fall at night in Balscaddoon Bay.
3
The sun of Sunday morning up out of the sleepless sea from black Liverpool. Sitting on the rocks over the water with a jug of coffee. Down there along the harbor pier, trippers in bright colors. Sails moving out to sea. Young couples climbing the Balscaddoon Road to the top of Kilrock to search out grass and lie between the furze. A cold green sea breaking whitely along the granite coast. A day on which all things are born, like uncovered stars.
A wet salty wind. And tomorrow Marion comes back. And the two of us sit here wagging our American legs. Marion, stay away a little longer, please. Don’t want the pincers on me just yet. Greasy dishes or baby’s dirty bottom, I just want to watch them sailing. We need a nurse for baby to wheel her around some public park where I can’t hear the squeals. Or maybe the two of you will get killed in a train wreck and your father foot the bill for burial. Well-bred people never fight over the price of death. And it’s not cheap these days. Just look a bit glassy eyed for a month and take off for Paris. Some nice quiet hotel in Rue de Seine and float fresh fruit in a basin of cool water. Your long winter body lying naked on the slate and what would I be thinking if I touched your dead breast. Must get a half crown out of O’Keefe before he goes. I wonder what makes him so tight with money.
Late afternoon, the two of them walking down the hill to the bus stop. Fishermen in with their chugging boats unloading catches on the quay. Old women watching on thick chilblained ankles with heavy breasts wallowing.
Kenneth, is this not a fine country?
Look at that woman.
I say, Kenneth, is this not a fine country?
Size of watermelons.
Kenneth, you poor bastard.
Do you know, Constance had a good figure. She must have loved me. How could she help it. But wouldn’t let it stand in the way of marriage into some old Yankee family. Many are the days I sat on my cold arse on the steps of Widener just to watch her go by and follow her to where she was meeting some jerk with not an ounce of joy in him.
Kenneth, you wretched man.
Don’t worry, I’ll manage.
Sunday. Day set aside for emptiness and defeat. Dublin city closed, a great gray trap. Only churches doing business, sacred with music, red candles and crucified Christs. And the afternoons, long lines of them waiting in the rain outside cinemas.
I say, Kenneth, could you see your way clear to lending me half a crown repayable Monday at three thirty one o’clock? Check tomorrow and I could pay you at the Consulate.
No.
Two shillings?
No.
One and six?
No. Nothing.
A shilling is nothing.
God damn it, Dangerfield, don’t drag me down with you. For Christ’s sake, my back’s to the wall. Look at me. My fingers are like wet spaghetti. Get off my back. Don’t doom us both.
Relax, Kenneth. Don’t take things so seriously.
Seriously? This is a matter of life and death. What do you want me to do? Shout with joy?
You’re upset.
I’m not upset, I’m prudent. I want to eat tomorrow. Do you honestly think these checks are going to be there?
Quite.
When you’re sitting on your arse in the poor house screaming for drink I don’t want to be next to you. Let one of us go down, that’s enough. Not both. I want to eat tonight.
I want some cigarettes.
Look, here’s my bus, I’ll give you three pence and have it for me tomorrow.
Kenneth, I want to tell you one thing before you go. You’re a jewel among men.
Look, don’t bother me, if you don’t want the three pence, I’ll take it back. It’ll pay half my fare.
Kenneth, you lack love.
Ass and money.
Bus pulling away. O’Keefe’s head vanishing on the top deck and over a green sign, Guinness is good for you. How true.
Turning up the hill. Sunday on the desert of Edar. Great to know the old names. Do a bit of deep breathing. Lately been having the dreams of arrest. Come up from behind and grab me for committing a public nuisance. So long as it isn’t indecency. Go over to this shop and have this good man fetch me up some cigarettes.
A fine day, sir.
Aye.
Forgive the impertinence, sir, but are you the new gentleman living up on the rock?
O aye.
I thought so, sir. And is it to your liking?
Splendid.
That’s fine, sir.
Bye, bye now.
O I tell you. I tell you, names and numbers. Want to wear a sack over the face. Why don’t you come up and watch me eat? Steam open my letters and see if I wear a truss. And I like to have my wife in bare feet. Good for a woman. They say it’s great for the frigidity. I’m all for wiping that out. Come watch me through any window.
Walking up to the Summit and down there is Gaskin’s Leap, Fox Hole and Piper’s Gut. And the Casana Rock which is great for the sea birds. Bit of warmth in the air. How I like it. Lonely and Sunday. Faced with the cat. Should have locked O’Keefe up there with it. Take the ladder away. Give him a lesson in courage.
A girl approached.
Mister, could I have a light?
Certainly.
Dangerfield striking a match, holding it to her cigarette.
Thank you very much.
You’re welcome on a lovely evening like this.
Yes, it is lovely.
Quite breathtaking.
Yes, it is breathtaking.
Are you out for a walk?
Yes, my girl friend and I are walking.
Around the head?
Yes, we like it. We’ve come out from Dublin.
What do you do for a living?
Well, I guess I work.
At what?
My girl friend and I work in Jacob’s.
Biscuit factory?
We label tins.
You like it?
It’s all right. Gets boring.
Walk along with me.
All right. I’ll get my girl friend.
Three of them walking along. Some trivia. Names, Alma and Thelma. And telling of the steamship Queen Victoria, wrecked off here at 3 o’clock on the morning of February 15th, 1853. Tragic disaster. And there is the quarry. See the stones. Built the harbor with this rock. Oh I tell you Alma and Thelma, Howth’s the great place for the history. And I might say I’m adding to it meself. In my own little way. And they thought he was having them on and they were Catholics and giggled at this Protestant face.
Little dark now. Just let me take your hands now. O a dangerous place, this Howth at night. Young women want protection. And I’ll hold your hand Alma and it’s a nice hand in spite of the work. Thelma walking ahead. Mind Alma? Thelma away in the dark. Stop here now, like this. It’s better, a little arm around you. Keep you. You like that? Well, you’re a fast worker, and kissing a stranger, what will my girl friend think? Tell her I’m such a lonely gent and you couldn’t resist a little innocent embrace. My house is here, come in? O no. A drink? I’m a member of the Pioneers. Have a glass of water then. I could come next Sunday. I’ll be in Africa in the middle of the Congo. You have a nice bosom, Alma. You shouldn’t make me do those things. Now Alma, come in for a little while and I’ll show you my telescope. Don’t be rude, besides I can’t leave my friend. Honesty never gets me anywhere. Let me kiss you goodbye, Alma. Don’t think I didn’t like it but my girl friend would go back with a tale to my sister. Bye.
Alma running away through the evening. With her new-warmed heart touched by a stranger and I know you are thinking I would have seen your nice new underwear. Go in the drawer tomorrow for a week. And for a nice Protestant like him and there would have been chocolate and taxi rides and dances. Torturing chances, may not ever come again. Thelma, wasn’t he a smasher.
Through my green haunted door. Into this house of sounds. Must be the sea. Might even come up through the floor. The cat. Just like O’Keefe with one eye. Says he can’t catch a ball. And when they took him to the hospital and took it out they never told him he had only one left. Kenneth, I love you all the same. And even more if you could have buried the axe in the cat, just behind the ears. I think the drawing room the safest tonight. Don’t want to crowd the demons. And have a little nightcap. And read my nice fat American business magazine. No one will ever know what it’s done for me in my sad moments. My bible of happiness every month. Open it up and I’m making sixty three thousand big bucks a year. Odd three thousand makes it more authentic. And must drive into my office from Connecticut. I insist upon that. And repair evenings to my club. Difficult in New York with the Irish getting into everything. Imitating the Protestants. And I’ll have a nice little family of two children. Use the best in contraception. Never should let the lust sneak up on