Children of the Bloodlands: The Realms of Ancient, Book 2
By S.M. Beiko
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The dazzling second book in S.M. Beiko’s Realms of Ancient series
Three months after the battle of Zabor, the five friends that came together to defeat her have been separated. Burdened with the Calamity Stone she acquired in Scion of the Fox, Roan has gone to Scotland to retrace her grandmother’s steps in an attempt to stop further evil from entering the world.
Meanwhile, a wicked monster called Seela has risen from the ashy Bloodlands and is wreaking havoc on the world while children in Edinburgh are afflicted by a strange plague; Eli travels to Seoul to face judgment and is nearly murdered; Natti endures a taxing journey with two polar bears; Phae tries desperately to obtain the key to the Underworld; and Barton joins a Family-wide coalition as the last defense against an enemy that will stop at nothing to undo Ancient’s influence on Earth — before there is no longer an Earth to fight for.
Darkness, death, and the ancient powers that shape the world will collide as our heroes discover that some children collapse under their dark inheritance, and those who don’t are haunted by blood.
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Children of the Bloodlands - S.M. Beiko
Children of the Bloodlands
The Realms of Ancient, Book II
S.M. Beiko
For the families who made us,
and the ones we choose along the way
Contents
The One True Child
The One True Child
Part I: Tremor
A Burning Shade
Tribunal by Air
Ashes to Ashes
Far from Sea
Hollow Spirit
The Stonebearer’s Burden
Part II: Quake
The Ice and the Inua
The Conclave of Fire
The Scars Beneath
A Chosen Daughter
Part III: Fissure
Black Water
United Front
She Wakes in Flames
Come to Roost
An Empty Sky
The Cold Road
Son of the Wind
Part IV: Rupture
Uncanny Shores
The Devil You Know
The Cost of Freedom
Enemy of Ancient
Part V: Calamity
A Shattered Sea
The Horned Quartz
Black Bastion
The End of the Narrative
Answer
Acknowledgements
Sneak Peek:
The Brilliant Dark (The Realms of Ancient, Book III)
About the Author
Copyright
The One True Child
The One True Child
Northern Scotland
Stop crying and be braver, Albert had said. But now his mouth wasn’t moving. The skin of his forehead was as split as the crack in the world they had found, but his forehead was leaking red, leaking too quickly and too much. Saskia had crouched stiff and numb more than an hour, pressing her whole body weight into the wound to make the red stop.
Stop crying!
But she couldn’t. Not in the dark, in the cold, as she made slow progress through the woods. She thought about all the things Albert had said, the things that led to this.
She exhaled a shaking breath, dragging the heavy sack through the crunchy leaves. The rope burned her small hands. Albert wouldn’t say a thing anymore.
~
It had been their secret — his and Saskia’s. What they’d found down in the woods at the bottom of the scrabby glen that day, months ago, just after Saskia had turned eight. Papa had been home, rare occasion that it was. She understood that they needed money to pay the bills and that Papa needed to work as much as he did, but sometimes she resented the long road that kept him from them for weeks and weeks. And there was also the invisible road inside of them that divided their hearts. The road paved black when Mum had died.
On that brighter day, the day after her birthday, Papa took them for a walk. He wasn’t as strong as she remembered him being. He seemed bowed as a croggled tree. His knees weren’t in good shape, and he was not young. Albert was fifteen, but their parents had had them late in life. Saskia didn’t mind; this is how she thought all parents were. Old and grown and wiser than she ever could be.
But she could see age in Papa’s stiff walk, the hours and days of driving taking its toll. It made her feel sick. Go on ahead, ye wee gomeral,
he’d said, sitting on the crest of a hill. I can see ye from here.
But they’d gone too far into the woods, and Saskia knew Papa couldn’t see them anymore. Albert always had to go far, as far as he could, to make it count. Saskia only ever wanted to be near him. She wanted his protection, and she wanted to protect him, too. But above all, she wanted to show she could be brave.
Albert stopped at a massive split in the rock of the munro — it was as if a big axe had cut it in half. The sun shone into it, revealing the barest crack in the world.
Albert climbed down to investigate. Saskia didn’t protest, but she wanted to.
There’s something down here,
he said, frowning into the small crater. You’ve got small hands. C’mon.
Saskia twisted her shirt in those small hands and picked her way down. She and Albert bent, heads touching, and she put her hand in —
Sss!
Saskia pulled her hand back, shaking it.
What?
Albert grabbed her hand, alarmed, and they both stared at the cut, the blood trickling around Saskia’s wrist and dripping into the crack.
The ground shook, and Saskia screamed. Albert grabbed her hand, pulled her up the hill, and they took off in a blur back the way they’d come.
Papa was close to laying an egg because of how long they’d been gone. Albert was too breathless to explain the cut on Saskia’s hand, to waylay Papa’s anger as he wrapped it up too tightly in his handkerchief, making Saskia wince as he dragged them both home in furious silence. Where did you get a knife?
Papa asked gruffly, not believing either of them when they said there was no knife. Just a crack in the ground whose darkness haunted them all the way home.
Albert stayed up most of the night thinking about that crack. I had a dream about it,
he said. We have to go back.
It didn’t matter what Saskia felt about it — she would go where Albert went, and that he’d said we meant he wanted her there, meant she had to. They rushed out when Aunt Millie had fallen asleep in her chair in front of the telly. They knew they’d have more than a chance the minute the whisky bottle clattered onto the sideboard. It was summer — what little they have of it in the north — and out here, children could do as they pleased. They could chase the massive herds of deer, they could scrabble up and down rocks. They could get into trouble. It wasn’t like in the cities or bigger towns like Durness or Thurso. So much desolate freedom here. Saskia knew it’d have to end sometime, but she didn’t suspect it would be this soon.
They went back to the crack, and it was so much wider. The ground around it was black. Probably that earthquake,
Albert guessed, but Saskia didn’t remember there being earthquakes in the Highlands.
Then there was a bang, loud like thunder, and Saskia jumped and ran, ran fast and far without looking back until she realized she was running alone. She twisted and screamed, Albie!
But he hadn’t followed. She couldn’t leave him behind, knew he’d never do such a thing to her, so she turned around, and he was just as she’d left him, standing there above the crack, mouth open, frozen in awe.
The grey amorphous thing crawled out of the world and into the air. A column of ash. A straight cloud of smoke. It opened a mouth and words came out. I am the Gardener,
it said. Thank you for raising me.
The voice was soothing, calm and clear. Saskia was shaking all over, but she wouldn’t leave Albert. And when she looked down at her hand, with the big scratchy bandage, she knew this was all her fault.
~
There was no road in the woods. Saskia was following the brook, which crept along an impassable munro. What’s inside the mountains? Albert had asked whenever Aunt Millie took them driving for a change of scenery. The sharp, dead peaks have many secrets, she’d say, but Aunt Millie wasn’t prone to fairy stories. Or tales of monsters.
But they’d found themselves in a monster story anyway.
Saskia stumbled, pitched, and slid on her knees. She’d dropped the rope, but when she whirled around, the sack was still there. She’d wrapped Albert in his Ninja Turtles bedsheet, but it was faded from years of washing. It seemed to glow in the dark.
She whimpered when she noticed the dark patches showing through. She clenched her bloody hands and stood on shaking feet.
Her hands stung even worse now, as if the cut were still fresh. Picking the rope back up and continuing on was so much harder than starting out. Why did she have to be such a crybaby? Why couldn’t she be like Albert? Why did she have to do this alone? There wasn’t much she really understood — not in the way grown-ups did — but she knew that if she didn’t do this, she’d lose her brother forever. She would be in the biggest trouble of her life. And not with Papa or Aunt Millie. What waited for her in the dark woods scared her most.
She could tell she was getting close, though. The humming in the ground thrummed through her tired legs into her bones. So she kept going.
~
Urka told Albert and Saskia that they were special. That it had come from a land plagued with ruin, and that she and Albert were the key to saving the three rulers of this faraway place who were imprisoned there forever.
These three rulers, according to Urka, had a precious child, and it had been sent to the Uplands — that’s what it called Earth — to get help. To find a family. And Saskia and Albert were the family they were waiting for.
Every day that they snuck out to visit it, Urka got bigger and the forest around it got smaller. It said that eating the trees was the only way to get its strength up after the long journey, and that the trees here weren’t like the trees back in its home. But soon that will change,
Urka promised. Soon this world will be covered in the trees I know.
Saskia tried to look Urka in its eyes, all six of them, to try to see if it was telling the truth, the way she did when Albert told her a fib to get a rise out of her. But it hurt to look into those eyes — like looking too long at the sun. She should have known then.
Albert asked, right at the start, if Urka could grant wishes. Urka was quiet a long time as its ash body hardened to stone, grew huge in the shadow of the mountain that hid it. It said yes, a horrible bone-grating affirmation, then praised Albert for his cleverness. Saskia scrunched her nose and questioned how, especially because Urka could barely move a few feet from the crack it had crawled out of and seemed weak despite how many trees and dead things it had shoved into the big mouth in its growing belly. That was when the eyes fell on Saskia, and she turned away. That was when Urka saw she doubted. That was her second mistake.
~
In the deep, dark woods, she finally collapsed. The moon shone through the cleft in the rock, shone onto the place where the crack had opened into a valley and devoured the light. Her head pounded and she was impossibly hungry.
Child,
came the voice, like the metal hangers in her closet grating on the rusty bar Papa said he’d replace but never did. Saskia shrank and instinctively covered the sheet-covered lump of Albert with her body. Child,
it said again. At long last.
~
Albert became loyal to Urka the minute its smoke-column head came out of the ground. Albert trusted it and everything it said. It’s a proper quest,
he said, almost to himself, nodding and walking with a determined spring all the way home. I knew I was destined for it. I knew it.
Papa had always given Albert a hard time for not being more into sports, for not getting better grades. Papa was a hard person with high expectations. But Saskia always saw that it hurt Albert, even when he pressed his mouth closed and said, Right,
after each critical blow. Saskia thought if she did her best, it would be good enough for both of them, but it never was.
And Urka bestowed easy praise. It was grateful that Albert tended to it. The bigger its body got, the bigger its promises became. Promises of great power, of rewards, of wishes granted. They gathered bigger and bigger bundles of wood, stole the axe from the garden shed. I don’t think we’re supposed to do this,
Saskia had warned. Cutting down the trees here seemed like a crime, but Albert told her to stop whining. That this didn’t happen to every kid, and they should be grateful.
Then Urka spoke of their mother.
Do you miss her?
it asked. Albert flushed in the way he always did when he was about to cry, but his jaw compressed and he nodded. Urka seemed only to speak to Albert now, almost wary of Saskia. She missed their mother, too, though she barely remembered her.
My masters can bring her back.
Urka’s biggest promise of all. They can bring back anyone you have ever lost.
How?
Saskia asked. Her doubt was sharp still, and her words echoed loud off the split mountain.
Urka smiled, feeding a massive tree trunk into its belly. That was the first time Saskia had noticed the dark flames there. With a power I can give to you. A power you have earned.
Albert was desperate. He demanded that power, like it was Christmas and he wanted lordship over Saskia’s new toys. She thought he’d been changing more into a grown-up before this, but when they’d met Urka, Albert’s eyes shone with a petulance she’d never seen. A willingness to do anything blindly for what he was owed. Give it to me!
he barked. Urka was more than happy to deliver.
Something black and cobweb-wispy floated out from the horrible furnace inside Urka’s belly into the daylight. Saskia screamed when it touched Albert. To her shame, she went totally numb, unable to stop it, because she knew it was bad, knew she could never abide it on her skin, knew she wasn’t brave enough. But moments after it touched Albert’s hand, it vanished.
Albert jerked. What did you do? It’s gone! I don’t feel any different!
Urka bowed its head. Patience,
it said, and Albert looked insulted. Soon all our family’s dreams will come true.
Albert got reckless after that. He pushed his mates too hard. He didn’t play fair. He hit his best mate Roger right across the mouth and broke the skin, all because Roger said Albert was acting funny. No one said anything after that. No one said much to Albert in the days before Aunt Millie said the same, reaming him out for hitting Roger. Albert was scratching his neck, the place where the black splotch had appeared the night before.
What’s happened to Ava’s sweet boy?
Millie muttered, resurrecting their dead mother. Imagine what she’d think to see ye now.
Saskia yelled, tried hard to wrench Albert’s hands away from Aunt Millie’s throat the minute they shot there. Saskia clawed and scraped at him like an animal, but he swept his sister aside like tissue paper, and she crashed over the table, taking a lamp with her. She looked over her scabby knees to see Albert pull away from Aunt Millie gently, like he’d planted a kiss on her neck with his hands, and Saskia saw that she was still breathing, clutching the arms of her chair like the room was spinning.
A collar of black webbing spread over her pasty neck. Her feet hammered against the chair like she was trying to run away but couldn’t get up. Then her shoes burst, and horrible black tendrils — roots — stabbed through the carpet and the hardwood, and as Albert slipped out of the house smiling, Saskia screamed and screamed.
~
Come closer, child,
Urka spoke to Saskia now, out of shadow, reaching her with smoke tendrils. The time has come to reclaim what has been lost. Do not be afraid.
But Saskia knew better.
The time has come,
Urka said again. Bring the boy to the Gardener. Urka will make it better. My masters will be your new fathers and mother. They will heal all.
How?
asked Saskia. What will you do with him?
She hadn’t realized she was crying so hard, tears and snot mixing, drowning her, falling onto the blackening face of her brother, who could have been sleeping but for the blood. She dared not ask, Can you really bring him back?
in case Urka changed its mind.
Oh my sweet child of earth and ash,
Urka said, and Saskia felt something in her hair — something hard and sharp, that must have been Urka’s hand trying to soothe her. It clenched her scalp. Give the boy to me, and I will show you.
~
When Saskia had stopped screaming and retching in the living room, she was afraid to move. She stared at Aunt Millie, who had become some kind of horrible tree, her feet roots throbbing and churning the floor, her hands and arms stretched above her head, branches reaching into the ceiling, searching for a way out through the cracking drywall.
Albert had killed Aunt Millie. Or had turned her into a monster. Either way, he had done this. Air still rasped out of the place Millie’s mouth had been. Her eyes were covered in hard black bark. She looked like she was trapped in a nightmare.
Albert had not returned, and Saskia was afraid to go after him, afraid to move and wake up the thing occupying Aunt Millie’s chair. But she wanted to be brave, even now, so she went outside shakily. It was morning, grey and overcast. Looking out onto the glen, there weren’t many places Albert could be, but Saskia zeroed in on the middle distance where the woods dipped down towards the brook and the cradle of hills. She knew Albert was there, but she wasn’t about to go. She would wait. She would scream and cry and beg and she would get Albert far away from here, from the monster they’d woken in the woods, and to a hospital in a city. Because surely he was sick. Surely a doctor could help.
Saskia sat on the wooden step, knees drawn up, head buried in her arms, until it was dark. She heard a stick break and whipped her head up. Albert stood very close by. He looked much older, and grave. But more than that — even in the darkness, Saskia could see the black creeping up the collar of his T-shirt, the tips of his fingers. He stared at her like he couldn’t believe she was there.
Urka said it could bring Mum back,
he said. His voice was distant and more childlike than ever. It was a reason, but even Albert didn’t sound like he believed it.
Aunt Millie . . .
Saskia started. But she was so tired. She wanted her mum, too, wanted Papa more than anything, but she and Albert were alone now. The roots of the tree that had once been Aunt Millie had ripped out the phone line. The nearest neighbour was a car ride away. They were trapped.
Roger is a believer now, too,
Albert said quietly. It’s starting. Soon all our dreams will come true. We will be a proper family. You’ll see.
He reached for Saskia, but she was lightning fast, on her feet, off the stairs, and away from him, a bit down the hill. Albert didn’t reach for her again. You’re so selfish,
he said. Stop crying.
And then he went into the house for the last time.
Saskia shouldn’t have followed. But she was too young to stop and think. A-Albie,
she sobbed, in the living room. We have to . . . to call someone. We can’t —
He twisted and lunged so suddenly Saskia barely had a breath to get out of the way. Albert smashed into the sideboard, glass and wood exploding with strength that had never been his. Saskia stumbled deeper into the house, towards their shared bedroom, blinded by tears and terror. But when Albert struck out again, like a venomous snake, something turned to rock in Saskia’s stomach.
Stop it!
she shouted, as if it were just a game and she’d had enough.
And she met the blow of her brother’s whole body, turning him aside with a powerful shove. Slowly, as if underwater, Albert’s shoe caught the carpet, his eyes his own, only for a second, before his head struck the bedpost, and the light left those frightened eyes forever.
~
Be brave, Saskia thought again. She unwrapped Albert all the way and did so gingerly, afraid that she would catch the black sickness that had twisted her dark-haired brother so. But she would do anything Urka said if it meant bringing him back. If it meant untangling the thing that had wrapped itself so firmly around his heart. Or erasing her own horrible mistake.
She stood back and turned. Urka had grown enormous, like it was carved from the munro it had split in half. It spread its arms; at the end of them, the two axes it had for hands twisted and changed into claws. It gathered Albert up and fed him into its belly furnace. Albert did not burn but glowed like a coal. Saskia held herself in a tight hug, because there was no one else to hold her, to tell her it would be okay. Because she knew she could never go home again.
You must believe,
Urka said, straining its horrible hands to the sky and then to the ground, its rocky body growing and humming and glowing ever brighter. Will you help my masters rise to their rightful place? Will you devote yourself to your fathers? Your mother?
A flicker in the furnace. "To their one true child?"
Saskia was not stupid, no matter how many times Albert had told her she was. Saskia was bright and selfless and knew deep down she was a good person. But she would have done every terrible thing she was afraid of to bring Albert back. So she took that goodness and locked it tightly away, hoping, maybe one day, it might save her.
Yes,
she said. Yes.
Deep within Urka’s furnace, she saw Albert’s eyes open, and a black tendril from her brother reached for her and made her part of it.
Part I
Tremor
A Burning Shade
August 9, 1996
Dear Roan,
I always write these letters with the intention of sending them to you, but they have turned into a kind of diary instead. A place where I can put so much down, even when it seems there isn’t enough paper in the world. I always feel more compelled to share things with you than the people who are closest to me. My partner. My own daughter. But you are distant, still almost like a dream. And now more distant still.
You have been marked.
I had to put the pen down after writing it. Because now it’s been made true. The Moth Queen picked you — you — after everything I’ve given to this gods-damned Family. I’ve been in this world long enough to see unfairness. I’ve given my life to correcting some of it. And yet still fate, the gods — call them what you will — they still come for my blood. No one is safe.
I didn’t want this stone. I didn’t want the responsibility. After a while, though, it seemed like I was the only person who could handle it. I enjoyed being the hero. But it’s been thirty long years of it. If I can’t save my own family, then what good am I to this world?
I’m about to do something. I don’t know if I’ll succeed. It’s something I have to do alone — not as though I’m not used to that road. But I can’t stand by any longer. The Narrative, the balance. It isn’t real. The rules I lived by are broken.
You’ve been marked. I will come back for you. I’ve told Ravenna to wait. But she’s my daughter, after all. She may do something rash. And I won’t be here to stop her.
Roan . . . I don’t know you yet. I saw you only the one time, and you were so small and fragile, Ravenna let me hold you for just a few minutes. I knew that what Deon said was true, all those years ago. You will do great things. You are meant to be in this world. And I will see to it that Zabor doesn’t pluck you from it.
I’m going away to a place I can’t describe. Ruo said she’d send you some postcards, to make it seem like I’ve gone on a globetrotting adventure. If I do succeed, you’ll grow up knowing the truth. Or, if I fail, you won’t be around long enough to feel the sting of being abandoned by a grandmother you never knew.
I suppose the last place I’ll see with these waking eyes is Edinburgh. I’ve been everywhere, lived and passed through ancient cities and bustling metropolises and vacant spaces that are empty on the map. The house in Winnipeg . . . I thought, maybe, I could really live there, be near Ravenna, rebuild what broke between us. I kept the house and all the things I collected over the years in it, shipping them there like a tithe to be paid, preparing a den I’d never inhabit. Wishful thinking. Maybe one day it can be yours. Maybe one day you can have the life that slipped away from me.
But we had a life here, too, in Scotland. Ruo, Ravenna, and me. The window boxes have been empty for a long time. I’ve told Ruo that it isn’t worth it, keeping vigil over me as I journey to do the impossible. Time might be different there; I could come back tomorrow, or a hundred years could go by and everyone I love could be gone and it will all be too late. But Ruo has already given up so much for me. She said she might as well give up the rest.
Someday maybe we will come back here together. Someday maybe I will let go of all those possibilities of peace. Today is not that day.
Dear Roan. I’ll see you soon.
Love, Cecelia
I folded the letter up, carefully. I’d taken it out and reread it, along with the others, so many times that I could recite it by heart. This was her last letter. Something shifted in me when I read it, the stone itself reacting. Edinburgh. I knew I still had to be here, knew that I would find answers here for the journey Cecelia had sent me on before I lost her. I tucked the letter in my jacket, which I hung on the hook inside my locker at the back of the restaurant. I turned away from the change room door, fastening my work shirt’s buttons over the heavy, burning burden lodged in my skin.
The Dragon Opal.
Cecelia had managed to separate herself from it, hide the stone beneath her summoning chamber, and come back to the world as a fox named Sil. To guide me. To save me. She really had given everything up for me. But why? So I could carry this mysterious rock that kept me up at night, that made me think I was going crazy? To what end?
I sighed. Three months of nothing. She’d used a name in the letter — Ruo, a name she’d never mentioned before as Sil or in any of the other letters. Whoever that person was, they’d been with Cecelia before she went on a quest that lasted more than fourteen years in order to save me from death itself. And maybe that person had some answers for me.
But I wouldn’t get them tonight. I fastened my pocketed apron around my waist, tucking in my order pad and pen as I passed the kitchen. Tonight I was on the dinner rush.
I had been dead — twice — and this was infinitely worse.
Stepping out onto the dining floor always made my chest clench as though I was pulling away from a blow. I usually started the night surveying the chaos from the host booth, where other servers girded their loins for dealing with complaints or customers’ thoughtless barbs. Or grappled with the heavy reality that this is where your choices had led you.
But I didn’t have time for an existential crisis. Not right now. Table Five was leering at me over a watered-down Jim Beam. A full-scale inappropriate jaw-tightening look that, especially because he was probably twenty years older than me, spoke volumes: You are meat. Bring it here.
I rolled my eyes and turned away. It wasn’t worth indulging the fantasy of accidentally
burning the place to the ground. I needed the money.
Nabbing a job on the Royal Mile seemed easy at the time, three months ago. Following the bare trail of Cecelia’s past here, I figured the Dragon Opal would steer me in the right direction the minute my red-eye touched down. I didn’t think I’d still be here, with little to nothing to show for it, except a worryingly-close-to-expiring youth visa and barely a pound to scratch together for French fries — er, chips.
I didn’t think the stone would have its own agenda. But I should’ve known better.
The night droned on. Drink order, appetizers, mains, dessert. Clear the tables, wipe them down. Rinse and repeat. There wasn’t anything wrong with serving; it was actually a nice break from being hunted and fighting bad guys. But I wasn’t a patient person at the best of times. I was trying to lie low, trying to figure out where Cecelia had lived, if she’d had any friends. But fourteen years was a long time to be gone. A lot could have changed.
I blinked and found I’d arrived at the kitchen staff access counter on autopilot, pulling orders for tables six through seven. Couples taking up whole booths in the rush, ordering the cheapest fare. Despite the virtually revolving door of starving tourists coming in, looking to cram burgers and chips and guzzle beer after their castle and brewery tours, I could read the crowd easily: I’d be lucky if I got tipped more than ten percent tonight.
My chest tightened again. I resisted the urge to scratch at the skin under my standard-issue uniform, to pay it any notice. It wasn’t long ago I was doing the same with a bad eye, which got too much attention as it was.
Today had been an okay day, though. I was going to keep it that way.
I had to admit, I still loved seeing people’s faces light up as their food arrived, but I usually didn’t linger. I was tired, bone-tired — that never changed — but I was mostly tired of people asking the same goddamn —
Oh wow! Your eyes are different colours!
the blond at seven squealed. Are those contacts?
Tonight, I decided to play coy. Yep! Thought I’d mix things up a bit. Can I get you folks anything else?
Are you from America, then?
the blond’s beefy date sputtered around widely cut chips, the house special. His accent suggested England. Manchester, as rough as it came.
Canada,
I said through a fleeting smile, before retreating stiffly with their empty pint glasses.
And the night went on. My feet ached. There were no moments to myself, not really. Not even in the bathroom, with female co-workers hammering on the stall door that Roan oh my god Six is having a meltdown about her scallops because I seemed to be the only one capable of handling these things with a level head. If only they knew that this was small potatoes to what I’d faced.
Lather. Rinse. Repeat.
The hair on the back of my neck prickled, and I felt my throat flush. I turned and saw Table Five raise his empty glass. He was still here? Hadn’t I seen him two hours ago? I didn’t move, and another server swept in to take his order. Five didn’t seem to mind, and I turned away before I could get a proper look at him with my good eye.
No time for any of that.
I held onto this job with a death grip. No matter how banal it was, or how being here meant I wasn’t out there, doing the investigating I’d come here to do, I’d do it. I’d keep quiet and keep my head down as long as I could. I wanted to do this the right way. There would be answers in Edinburgh. There had to be. And it kept an ocean between me and the home I couldn’t go back to. At least, not now.
I sneezed. Bless,
Athika said, though it came out as more of a sigh as she scratched in the depths of her massive afro-hawk with a pen.
Thanks,
I grunted back. A bitter exchange of service-industry exhaustion.
So do you know that creep, or what?
Athika squinted, tapping an order into the touch screen till. He’s been undressing you with his eyes all night.
I felt hot despite the high-powered AC. Hotter than usual, I mean. I whipped around and sure enough, there was Table Five, except now he had downgraded to the bar. To a better seat in the house.
The flames were close under my skin, but my words were cold. No,
I replied to Athika, trying for indifference, but I could feel the menace rising. Feel it straining out of control. I didn’t want to do this, but I knew I had to.
I left the till station and went around to the other side of the restaurant to the dining lounge, which still allowed me a clear view of the bar through a decorative glass wall. I let my vision fall in and out of focus like a flexing lens, and then — click. My amber eye lit up the restaurant around me.
I tested it on the crowd. Mostly Mundanes tonight, but there were Denizens all the same. I hadn’t noticed my heart rate ratcheting up, but seeing them — the gauzy impressions of Rabbits, Foxes, and the odd Owl hovering over their human visages — loosened the tension in my fists. My gaze lingered on the Foxes. My own Family, my tribe, and I thought of Sil, as I always did in these situations. Her voice was clear: Focus, pup, or you’ll get burned.
I straightened. Focus. I swung my spirit eye onto Table Five, hunched over the bar. His leathery, pockmarked face. His twitchy, bony hands on his glass. He was scanning the restaurant, too, wriggling in his seat, maybe trying to see where I had gone. He actually wasn’t as old as I’d first thought — maybe in his twenties? — but he was in rough shape, hair thinning, skin bad. Sick. He was turned away from me, and I couldn’t get a clear impression . . . but then his eyes met mine. Black. Red rimmed, but the edges were glowing.
I staggered, grabbing my chest and coming down hard on one knee. No, not now. I crouched behind a recently vacated table that was still covered in abandoned plates and half-eaten food, and I tried to focus on the patterns in the hardwood planks underneath me. I shut my eyes, both the spirit and the human one, and mutter under my breath to try to find purchase for calm — the Veil. The Den. The Warren. The Glen. The Roost. The Abyss. The Bloodlands . . .
What had been like a prayer suddenly felt like a hex. I wanted to pull my hand away from the stone, embedded in my skin and bones and exposed like a geode, but I couldn’t. Usually when I named the realms of Ancient, it brought me some clarity. Some ice to the rising heat inside me. But I hadn’t added the Bloodlands to that list, not ever. I had avoided all thought of it except when I walked there in my nightmares . . .
You okay?
came Ben’s concerned voice, as he hovered over me. I scrambled to my feet, afraid he’d try to help me and get burned for his generosity.
Fine, fine,
I muttered, adjusting my shirt, which was damp with sweat where I’d bunched it in my fist. I didn’t bother offering an explanation — just willed my legs to walk and wove back to the other side of the restaurant.
I wasn’t afraid when I looked at Five again. I should have been but, probably to my detriment, my first impulse was anger. Anger that this thing had the nerve to come after me in public, with innocent people around. Anger that I couldn’t escape my enemies no matter how far I ran or how much I gave up. I poured that fury into sharpening my gaze, turning the power on my spirit eye up to eleven. Five followed me with his black eyes. The din of the diners and boozers and wailing tourists fell.
He wasn’t a Denizen. I didn’t know what he was, but it wasn’t human. It couldn’t be. Not with how he seemed to look inside me, seemed to know what my jolly name tag hid behind it. But maybe this was it. Maybe this was my break in the Mysterious Case of Cecelia’s Extremely Vague and Overly Threatening Prophecy. All this time I’d refused to ask the stone for help, had done everything I could not to let it get inside my head like Eli’s stone had.
I didn’t think. I should have tried to lure him outside, behind the restaurant, to some dark place. I should have played the weak, unassuming teenager role. But I couldn’t. Not after all this time.
I was being reckless. I could hear a whisper reminding me to focus, but it hissed and died in the simmering coals of my heart as I came around the bar.
Have you been served tonight?
I asked Five casually, noticing his now-empty glass. His black eyes shimmered in the bar lights, which cast his face in ghoulish shadows.
Not nearly as well as you could serve me.
He grinned back. His teeth were yellow. His hair was wiry like a terrier’s. A rough twenties, he was all skin and bone. He wore a corduroy vest and worn shoes. His voice was sandpaper.
Allow me.
I was definitely not a bartender. I was also not legally allowed to serve alcohol on this continent. But I doled out a generous glass of whisky and slid it to him. On the house.
Five was still smiling. I still didn’t know his name, but it didn’t seem to matter. That he was at table five was telling enough and probably some kind of ironic destiny.
He didn’t touch the drink.
Can I get you anything else? Or is it just me you want?
The smile deepened. Widened. Like an open sore. The mongrel is perceptive.
My ear twitched, as if it were trying to swivel to pick out a familiar sound, as a real fox’s ear might.
This was my opening. Do you want to take this outside?
Oh no,
said Five, as though grateful for the gesture. No, this is just fine.
He surveyed the room full of witnesses and potential victims, though the dinner rush had since ended. Still enough people and servers left behind to get hurt all the same.
So I did as a Fox would — I talked and waited.
Well, I’ll be outside,
I said, hands flat on the glass bar counter. And what happens there is up to you.
I turned. The bladeless hilt of my garnet sword was strapped to my ankle, though I hadn’t been able to use it since fighting Zabor. That didn’t matter. I was aching for this. The fight was cinematic in my head despite the mounting number of holes in my plan.
But I didn’t get farther than a step before a hand snapped out and wrenched me back by the forearm. It held fast. The stench of burning flesh flooded my already keyed-up senses. His burning flesh.
And yet he still smiled.
Only a few people turned — probably the Denizens. The rest went about their eating and drinking. I looked around wildly, and