Dramatically Ever After: Ever After Book Two
2.5/5
()
About this ebook
Senior year is not shaping up to be the picture perfect movie Em Katsaros had imagined. Her super hot leading man is five thousand miles away. Her dad just got laid off. And Em can kiss her first-pick university goodbye if she doesn't snag a scholarship.
To turn this Shakespearean tragedy into the Academy Award-winning dream Em has written for herself, she enters a speech competition and manages to cinch a spot in the US Youth Change Council national round. She gets to spend a week in Boston and her prayers might be answered if she can kick butt and win one of the national scholarships.
Everything seems to be going by the script until she finds out Kris Lambert—senior class president, stuck-up jerk, and her nemesis—is going, too. Cue the dramatic music. In Boston, Kris is different. Nice. Cute, even. But she knows his game way too well—be nice to your opponents and then throw them under the bus on your way to victory. Instead of becoming his next victim, Em decides to turn the tables by putting her acting and flirting skills to work. Unfortunately, as they get close to the final competition and judging, reality and acting start to blur.
Can Em use the drama from the stage to get the future she's been dreaming of?
Isabel Bandeira
Growing up, Isabel Bandeira split her time between summers surrounded by cathedrals, castles, and ancient tombs in Portugal and the rest of the year hanging around the lakes and trees of Southern New Jersey, which only fed her fairy-tale and nature obsessions. In her day job, she’s a Mechanical Engineer and tones down her love of all things glittery while designing medical devices, but it all comes out in her writing. The rest of the time, you’ll find her reading, at the dance studio, or working on her jumps and spins at the ice rink. Isabel is the author of the four-book Ever After series, including Bookishly Ever After, Dramatically Ever After, and the soon to be released Practically Ever After. Isabel lives in South Jersey with her little black cat, too much yarn, and a closetful of vintage hats. She is represented by Carrie Howland of Empire Literary.
Related to Dramatically Ever After
Titles in the series (3)
Bookishly Ever After: Ever After Book One Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Dramatically Ever After: Ever After Book Two Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Practically Ever After: Ever After Book Three Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Related ebooks
Bookishly Ever After: Ever After Book One Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Practically Ever After: Ever After Book Three Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5The Destined Divines: Divine Witches, #1 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsStroke of Midnight: The Sleeping Kingdom, #2 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsScripted Unscripted Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsSecrets of a First Daughter Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5High and Dry Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Pretty Sly Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Beau and Bett Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5My Epic Fairy Tale Fail Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Heart of Smoke: The Complete Collection Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsLove (and Other Uses for Duct Tape) Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Third Lie's the Charm Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Solo Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Night Kites Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Something True Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Red Girl, Blue Boy: An If Only novel Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Sugarcoated Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Sofi Snow Novels: The Evaporation of Sofi Snow and Reclaiming Shilo Snow Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsPretty Wanted Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Scary Folktales Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsK is for Kidnap: A-Z of Horror, #11 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAll That Burns Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Caroline's Purpose Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Mistwalker Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Beast Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsTips on Having a Gay (Ex) Boyfriend Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
YA Romance For You
Shatter Me Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Finale: A Caraval Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Heartless Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Legendary: A Caraval Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Legendborn Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Caraval Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Summer I Turned Pretty Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Red Queen Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Forever . . . Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5We'll Always Have Summer Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5These Violent Delights Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This Woven Kingdom Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Better Than the Movies Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Wuthering Heights Complete Text with Extras Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5To All the Boys I've Loved Before Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Ignite Me Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The Selection Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5It's Not Summer Without You Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Cinderella Is Dead Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Destroy Me Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Ace of Spades Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Unravel Me Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Giver Quartet Omnibus Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Do-Over Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Poet X Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Foul Lady Fortune Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5My Lady Jane Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Sabriel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Elite Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Out of Darkness Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Reviews for Dramatically Ever After
3 ratings0 reviews
Book preview
Dramatically Ever After - Isabel Bandeira
voice.
My last word echoed just slightly in the bathroom-turned-recording studio and, when I looked up, Phoebe and Grace were looking at me with identical expressions of awe. Alec, in true Alec-ness, was still busy playing producer, his eyes focused on his computer screen and one hand in the air to indicate silence.
Annnnd, we’re done recording,
he said, punctuating his words with a dramatic click of his mouse.
Woah, Em.
Grace’s stare made me squirm a little bit. That was amazing.
If you don’t win, the judges are idiots,
Alec said with a nod.
I bit my lip and stared at the back of Alec’s laptop, perched precariously on the edge of the sink. I still hadn’t completely come down from the nervous rush of energy that always ran through my body whenever I acted or did a dramatic reading. Even though I wrote the speech and had read it a million times, it still felt new and wonderful and awful, all at the same time.
Play it back?
I asked Alec, who frowned.
Phoebe narrowed her grey eyes at me. Oh, no you don’t. It’s perfect. If you listen, you’re going to want to record it again.
She stood up from her crouched position between the toilet paper roll and the tub and caught me by the sleeve of my sweatshirt. C’mon, Alec can clean it up and e-mail it to Mr. Hayashi for you.
No way. As much as I loved my friends, they weren’t the most unbiased judges, especially Phoebe and Grace, who had helped me turn my improv stream of consciousness thoughts into an actual speech. A speech that needed to be perfect if I wanted to win, or at least catch the attention of the judge from Rutgers. I tugged my sleeve free and ignored her, focusing my attention on Alec. Play it back or I’ll tell Laura about how you made the pretty elf-princess love interest in your game look just like her.
Alec looked from Phoebe to Grace to me, and frowned at the two of them. Sorry, blackmail wins.
Phoebe groaned and pushed her way out of the bathroom. I’ll call Dev and let him know I’m going to be late,
she said as she passed me, Grace following close on her heels.
Grace gave me a little shove as she passed. Don’t question and fix this into oblivion, okay? It’s perfect the way it is.
You’re biased because you helped me write it,
I said before the door clicked behind me and I nodded at Alec. His lips set in a straight line as he fiddled with his mouse, then my voice filled the room.
It took a second to adjust to hearing my recorded voice—something that never really went away, no matter how many times I did something like this—then, I leaned back against the vanity mirror and mouthed the words along with the recording. There was a missed emphasis in one spot, and something was wrong with my tone in the best part of the speech. I hit the mirror repeatedly with the back of my head. Damnit, is there a way to chop that section from the last recording and stick it in this one?
Alec stopped the recording. You do realize this is supposed to be like a live speech, right? You won’t have anyone to remix you if you make it to nationals and have to read this out loud.
But I need this to be perfect,
I said, cringing a little at the whininess I heard in my own voice. None of my friends understood. They weren’t trying to get into programs with incredibly tiny admissions rates that were ninety percent dependent on how the admissions people liked a few acted-out scenes. "C’mon, out of everyone, you know what’s been going on here. You know who’s judging for our state. And you know how huge this would be for me." If Dr. Lladros liked the speech and my delivery, there was a big chance she’d remember my name. And I couldn’t beat that kind of direct exposure to her, especially after her compliments about my voice and delivery during the Mason Gross summer session I’d attended. Winning state, with her as a judge, would be huge for my application.
He took a deep breath and began speaking carefully, like he was tiptoeing around me, You’re really talented, Em. You don’t need some speech competition to stand out. Besides, you realize you’re going against all the kids in our state, right? Every speech will probably start sounding the same after a point, anyway, and the judges won’t remember any of them.
And that’s why it needs to be perfect.
No, that’s why it needs to be real.
Alec leaned forward, pointing at his screen. This is real, Em. It’s good. It doesn’t have to be polished, like the fake shiny stuff Grace puts on her hair to make it look like something out of a magazine. This is like…distilled you.
He crossed his arms, barely toned from dedicated years of science tests and gaming, and stared me down. Look, if you don’t trust us, the people who’ve known you practically your whole life, to tell you the truth, I don’t know what I can do to help. Because I’m not messing with this.
I tried my best pout at him, but his expression didn’t budge. Alec was always the easygoing one in our group. So, when he pushed back on something, I knew I wasn’t going to win. I could just record it myself,
I said in a voice I knew was seriously bordering on whiny.
Go for it. But I won’t help you with any technical glitches.
I’m supposed to be the bossy one.
"Whatever. Are you done with your pity party now? Because we’re going to miss the matinee for Perfect Zombieism Two if we don’t get out of here soon."
I made a dismissive gesture with my hand and hopped off the vanity. I had the awesome ability of storming out of a room with great effect, kind of like Vivien Leigh when she played Scarlett in Gone with the Wind, even though the bounce factor of my chin-length curls added an annoying cutesy element I couldn’t help. Turning my drama factor to high, I swung open the bathroom door and stomped out into my room.
Told you Alec would take care of it,
Grace said in a slightly bored tone from where she had propped herself on the window seat.
Phoebe looked up from her phone, smiling past me at Alec. I thought she’d talk you into at least one more try.
You three are hilarious. This is only my future we’re talking about,
I said, grabbing a jacket and starting out the door with a massive sigh. God forbid any of you miss your precious movie for me.
"It’s Zombieism. You don’t want to walk into school on Monday and be the only person who hasn’t seen it. Alec pushed past me, keys jingling in his hands.
It would be like all of us turning into Phoebe or something."
Oh, shut up,
Phoebe said, though she laughed as she said it.
A smile tugged at my lips and I fought to keep my tortured expression. I’d be suffering for my art,
I pointed out.
Grace spoke around the hair elastic in her mouth as she pulled her hair into a ponytail. And I’m suffering for some kettle corn. Break some speed limits, okay?
We piled out of my house and over the lawn to Alec’s driveway. Alec hit the button to unlock his beater Subaru station wagon. Of course, Princess Grace. And you can pay the speeding ticket later, right?
Nope, this is all on Em. I’m not the one who made us late.
I grabbed the passenger front seat door handle before Phoebe or Grace could reach it. You all suck.
Life at the Katsaros house after Dad’s former company had layoffs in August had settled into a pattern of job interviews, random statements about how he and Mom weren’t made of gold, and constant reminders that he and I had very different ideas of how I should live my life.
One of the positives of Dad being laid off was that he was almost always home when I came home from school, giving me and my baby sister, Chloe, a chance to hang out with him and help out with his projects. Dad always had an artistic eye and, with all his newfound free time, he was able to dive into fun things, like a swirly headboard for Chloe’s room or a new mosaic backsplash for the kitchen. We were already halfway through planning an epic lamp he wanted to make for my room. It was nice to have practically unlimited Dad-time whenever we wanted.
But unlimited Dad-time also meant unlimited chances to be reminded that I was on the way to becoming the family disappointment. He was almost always home when I came home from school, asking about my grades, checking in with my teachers, and micromanaging me to get the future he wanted me to have. While Mom’s position at Schuylkill University meant I was guaranteed both getting into an Ivy-without-the-Ivy and a free ride, it also meant daily lectures about applying there and getting a practical degree.
And he was on a roll from the minute I walked into the house on Monday.
You know,
Dad said, idly, as he chopped carrots into slices for Chloe’s snack, Another poll came out with Schuylkill University graduates toward the top in jobs and salaries after graduating.
I scrunched my nose and stole a carrot stick from the chopping board. That’s great for Mom. More people will want to go there after that, right?
Great for you, too, if you go.
I didn’t give him an answer, just my usual head shake. Dad dove into the same lecture I’d been hearing since mid-junior year. I just cannot understand why you don’t want to apply when you have the ability to go to one of the most elite universities in America for free.
Because there are other schools I’d rather go to that have what I want to study.
With average grades like yours, it won’t be easy to get into colleges on academic merit.
My grades,
I said, correcting him, "are not that bad, they’re Bs. Mostly."
Not your math grades.
Teachers need to learn how to appreciate creativity in answers. And I get As in history to balance those out. I’m above average, at least. And you should be happy I want to stay close to you and mom wherever I get in.
Ephemie, do you see what happened to me because I have no degree?
You had a good job and they just had layoffs. Companies do that, even to people with degrees in, like, astrophysics. That has absolutely nothing to do with college.
But if I had finished my law degree…
We’d be living in Athens right now or you and mom would have broken up instead of getting married. And I don’t think I’d be really good at speaking Greek.
…I would have had more on my resume for a more stable position in the company. And it would be easier to find work now.
I don’t want—
I started, but then Chloe popped into the kitchen and both Dad and I shifted into nothing is wrong
mode. We Katsaros-es might have been stubborn about letting go of arguments and wanting to win every fight, but there was an unspoken agreement amongst all of us that we weren’t supposed to pull Chloe into our problems.
Were you fighting again?
Partly because she always tried to fix things.
No, we were just talking,
Dad said, then moved over to the stove and held up a pot. Do you want a snack? I made carrot sticks and tomato soup.
Chloe and I shared a look. She might only be six, but I could already see her people-pleasing instincts warring with a strong sense of self-preservation.
Dad must have seen the look because he sighed and added, From a can.
Yes, please.
While Dad busied himself getting bowls together and muttering about how he was a perfectly good cook and how he had two picky daughters, Chloe wrapped her little arms around my waist and said, When we’re done snack and you’re done homework, can we finish seeing that old movie? I liked it a lot.
I melted some more, then pat her on the head while detangling myself from her. You’re sneaky, but good, munchkin.
Movie?
"Yup. You, me, and My Fair Lady later."
She then plopped down into an end seat with a sugary grin and dropped her doll on the other seat so Dad and I had to sit next to each other on the bench at the table. The UN had nothing on this first-grader.
I squirmed in the squeaky vinyl diner booth, wishing I’d taken more time that afternoon to look decent. In my ratty yoga pants and Pine Central sweatshirt with no concealer and my curls frizzing out of the claw clip I had found in my purse, I looked like a reject straight out of Perfect Zombieism. The look had been okay for hanging out and watching bad sci-fi movies at Alec’s house, but here at Carlo’s Diner with their big windows looking out on Main Street, I felt like I was on display to the entire world.
Life was a stage, and, even though I wasn’t at Grace’s level of fashion, I always tried to stay as in character with my personality as I could. And Em
was confident, flirty, and had a fun sense of style, even when her boyfriend was five thousand miles away in Germany.
The bell over the diner door dinged and Phoebe pushed into the diner, her eyes searching the room before finding us and hurrying over. Even she looked cuter than me in the long-sleeved red archery t-shirt she’d paired with a short teal skirt. Somehow, over the past year, she’d found a way to make her bookish sense of style really work, like a quirky young Judy Garland.
Heard from Wil?
Phoebe asked as she slipped into the booth next to me, her boyfriend Dev right behind her. It was like she could read my mind sometimes.
I fiddled with my fork. Just a quick e-mail, but you know how those are. Wil’s English isn’t that great.
I guess the fact that we made out when he was supposed to be studying his English as a Second Language textbook the whole year he had been here as an exchange student probably didn’t help. We’re video chatting tomorrow.
Alec sat across from me, flipping open his menu to study it even though we always got the same things. I never noticed his English was bad. He totally kills it in three languages when we’re gaming.
That’s because you never have any deep conversations with him,
I pointed out.
You haven’t, either, if what I used to hear coming from your yard was a sample,
he countered with a grin. He probably just sucks at speaking flirt. I’m telling you, you need to take German. It beats all other languages when it comes to sounding cool.
He shrugged. I’m still a little mad I let Grace talk me into French.
"Nein. I’ll stick to English, thanks. I know the important stuff: umarme mich, küss mich, and ich liebe dich."
’Hug me,’ ‘kiss me,’ and ‘I love you’ aren’t exactly useful phrases,
Alec shot back.
Oh, they’re very useful,
I said. I then added, matter-of-factly, And French like that might help you impress girls if you ever tried putting it to use. Just not with French girls, because long-distance relationships suck.
Without saying anything else, Phoebe reached over and gave me a tiny, one-armed hug. There were a lot of reasons why she was my best friend, and the way she just knew how not to push things was one of them. I saw her nudge Dev and he looked up from his phone to say,
This might cheer you up. I was in the office today and heard Mr. MacKenzie say they’re going to announce the winner of the speech contest tomorrow morning. Looks like someone in our school got state.
I froze, icy fear stretching from my heart like the moment our roles were put up on the board for a play or musical. After Dev’s flash mob at the homecoming dance last year, he and the school’s vice principal actually talked sometimes. Like vice principals were real people or something. If Dev heard it, this couldn’t be a rumor.
It has to be you.
Phoebe’s voice got all high-pitched and she squeezed me even tighter. Nobody else in this school could have done anything half as awesome as your speech.
Except, oh, I don’t know—maybe the whole senior AP English class?
Nah. I’m in that class and I can guarantee no one in there has anything interesting to say,
Dev said, which earned him an elbow in the side from Phoebe. Present company excluded, of course.
He winked one green-grey eye at her. I’d thought those were contacts until one day I overheard him explaining to one of the other girls in the theatre club that his eye color wasn’t sooo unusual in India. Which made me feel better I didn’t end up looking stupid by asking a question like that.
Phoebe tossed her wavy brown hair over her shoulder and crossed her arms. Such a shame most of us aren’t ‘actors’ like you and Em, and aren’t cool enough to dress up in tights and poofy sleeves.
He quirked an eyebrow at her. It was Shakespeare. Literature? And if I remember right, you thought I looked hot.
Yeah.
A goofy smile spread across her face. But that’s beside the point.
Those two were annoyingly cute—like those nineties Bollywood movies Phoebe loved so much. They never even kissed in public, only hugged and held hands and stuff. Wil and I, on the other hand, would practically make our desk chairs spontaneously combust with our makeout hotness. Sometimes, I felt like the Rizzo to Phoebe’s Sandy. Well, without the teen pregnancy, smoking, or dressing Phoebe up in leather thing. I was totally okay with Phoebe’s shyness because PDA is really only fun when you’re the one PDAing, but it was still weird.
If it weren’t for me, they wouldn’t have even gotten together last spring. Still, it didn’t mean I had to listen to them as they flirt-fought while I was mid-crisis of the soul. Now I’m nervous and nauseated. Thanks.
One sec, Leia.
Grace stopped mid-phone conversation with her girlfriend, pulled a Scharffen Berger chocolate bar from her purse, and passed it across the table to me. Breathe, Em.
I was about to protest about my diet for the fall play when she narrowed her dark eyes at me. And eat the chocolate. It won’t kill you.
She was always so put together, a cross between Veronica Lake’s blonde glamour and Katherine Hepburn’s steel. Popular, with perfect, straight blonde hair, and she and Alec always faced off for the yearly science medallion for our grade. Nothing fazed her and that drove me crazy sometimes. Like the yin to my dramatic yang.
Right. When I’m a varsity cheerleader with a perfect figure—
But her glare unnerved me and I quickly took a bite of the dark-chocolate-y goodness. I loved my curves and totally rocked them, but my jeans were not going to love me after this. As an acne-prone nervous eater, I would have to avoid any excuse to fall into a vat of chocolate and chips for the next twenty-four hours.
This isn’t the only scholarship out there, you know. If you don’t get this one—
Alec broke off when Grace cleared her throat and he cowed under her death glare, —which is impossible because your speech was awesome, you could apply to different ones. Like the Greek one your Dad keeps talking about.
Since we’d been neighbors forever, Alec was practically my brother, down to people sometimes mistaking us for twins despite the fact that we looked nothing alike except for our hair color. The downside was that he knew everything about my family. Including all the Greek community stuff my Dad was always pushing on me.
Yeah, I’ll get started on it. Remind me later to write an essay about how inspired I am by all of Yia-Yia’s stories from the old country about her goats.
Alec tossed a balled-up napkin at me. Doesn’t your grandmother live in Athens? I didn’t know her apartment building allowed goats.
See what I mean? I can’t even be stereotypical.
I twirled my fork in the air. C’mon. You know I’d lose to all those full-blooded Greek kids who went to Greek school and will apply in both languages just for laughs.
Alec opened his mouth and I cut him off, Ditto the African American Scholarship Mom found. And don’t get me started on the church one. ‘Yeah, I kind-of stopped going to your church and became agnostic, but, hey, wanna give me a scholarship?’ Plus, none of those have the added bonus of judges from my dream program.
Dev paused in the middle of giving his order and said, Use some of the creativity they’re making us channel in the workshop. I’m sure you can come up with something that sounds good.
He handed his menu to the waiter. Veggie wrap with extra cheese, please.
Right. Because the stuff we come up with in remedial playwriting for actors is the same as writing a scholarship application,
I said, trying not to face-palm. Mr. Landry had suggested we take some intensives in New York City and Dev and I were in the middle of a monthly playwriting one that was supposed to make us, as actors, more well-rounded and tap into our creative wells. I still hadn’t started writing my play.
You can’t win if you don’t even apply,
he pointed out.
French Dip, please.
I ordered, and then shot back at him, I can’t lose, either. I prefer that.
I give up. You’re such a drama queen,
Alec finally said, laying down the menu and crossing his arms.
You wrote your speech about drama?
The voice came from over my shoulder and I jumped. Kristopher Lambert stepped into my line of sight, a smug look in his light-brown eyes. Figures. You should have stuck to acting. Thanks for making sure I have the best speech in the school, Katsaros. I guess we know whose name they’re announcing tomorrow.
Of course he’d know about the announcement. Kris must live in the office, kissing principal and vice principal butt all the time.
I wrinkled my nose at him, but Grace was the one who spoke, making a dismissive gesture with her hand. Excuse me, but did anyone ask you to jump into the middle of our private conversation? No. So, go away.
Her eyes then widened and she quickly turned to say into her phone, No, I wasn’t talking to you. It’s that guy, you know, the one who hates athletes?
I don’t hate athletes,
Kris said, his smile morphing into a grim straight line. Anyway, good luck, Em. I promise to thank you in my acceptance speech when I win the competition.
He tapped me on the shoulder, and then headed over to the counter. Later.
Bye, Kris,
Phoebe said with a wave and smile.
I glared at her. Traitor.
At least the class president from hell was too far to hear us. I didn’t need him to know he got to me with his mind-game ass-hattery.
Phoebe actually rolled her eyes at me. He was joking, Em. Kris isn’t that bad.
You only say that because you had a crush on him.
I had no idea what she saw in him. Even in his out-of-school clothes, from a polo to jeans I swore had a crease ironed into them, he looked like he was applying to the young politician’s club or something, and he slicked his dark-brown-bordering-on-black hair into a style that would have made every male actor from the forties jealous. If it weren’t for his ridiculous wardrobe and attitude, he had the potential to be hot, but hot probably wasn’t class presidential
or something.
Next to her, Dev stiffened, then tried to look nonchalant. Phoebe bumped him with her shoulder. Had. Past tense,
she said, more to him than me. Big grey eyes met mine and her smile grew wider. He’s probably just as nervous as you. Kris deals with things by trying to sound confident. You deal with stuff by either going all control-freak on us or panicking.
I didn’t dignify that with a response.
Grace reached across the table and lay one perfectly manicured hand on my arm. You’ll be fine. And by this time tomorrow, it’ll all be over and you can find something new to blow out of proportion.
Real supportive, Grace.
I slumped on the bench and focused on my salad. In twelve-ish hours, I’d know my fate.
No one else in homeroom was on edge. This was the downside of being alphabetically incompatible with any of my close friends except for Alec, who kept throwing me sympathetic looks from his desk in the back corner of the classroom. None of the other late J
to early M
-s understood why I was bouncing in my seat like I’d eaten two bags of chocolate-covered espresso beans, or why I kept looking over at the TV monitor in the corner of the classroom. Everyone else regarded the morning announcements as nothing more than the start of a school day. Today, for me, it meant learning my ultimate fate.
I fidgeted through the Pledge of Allegiance, then sat and gripped the underside of my hard plastic chair as I willed the sophomore reading the announcements to shut up and let MacKenzie take over the microphone. Finally, the vice principal’s face filled the screen and I held my breath as