Shadow Faerie
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Enter the dazzling and deadly world of Unseelie royalty in the penultimate Creepy Hollow book!
Emerson Clarke thought magic might solve all her problems. Turns out, magic only made her life more complicated. Her sick mother is in a worse position than before, and Em just made a risky deal with an Unseelie prince: he will heal her mother if Em agrees to the ultimate alliance—marriage.
With the possibility of finally getting the one thing she’s always wanted, Em enters the dangerous world of the Unseelie Court. She’ll learn whatever she has to about magic and etiquette in order to fake her way through palace life until Prince Roarke fulfills his side of the bargain.
But when someone unexpected shows up, bringing to light the secrets Roarke and his family are keeping from her, Em’s plans begin to unravel. She’ll soon have to decide once and for all: how far is she willing to go to save her mother?
Be prepared for breathtaking magic, twisted plots, a hint of romance, and more shocking revelations!
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Emerson’s story is, hands down, the best in the whole series, and it makes me sad that I’ve now only got one more book to read, and I’m done with the series. I was quite surprised how much I ended up enjoying it. You wouldn’t think it’d be my cup of tea, but Rachel Morgan is just masterful in her ability to tell stories and include a little something for everyone.
It’s understandable, but one thing I will say is that as we get closer to the end, the books are becoming more “cliffhangery”. It used to be that you could pick up any book and jump right in from that point, without having any prior knowledge. Not so much anymore, but as I say, that’s understandable.
If you’re a fan of magic, or faeries, or romance, or swashbuckling, or stories that meld the real world and the magical world, I think this series will hit the nail on the head for you.
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Shadow Faerie - Rachel Morgan
PROLOGUE
DASH
Dash had been at his desk at the Creepy Hollow Guild for less than ten minutes when his amber, sitting beside the goblin abduction report he was working on, shivered and emitted a chirp. Glowing gold words rose to the surface of the rectangular device. Recognizing Violet’s handwriting, Dash quickly pulled the amber closer. His eyes darted up to check who might have been standing close enough to his desk to have seen the message. The open office area was filled with the bustle of morning activity: a junior guardian team returning from a night mission; two trainees delivering scrolls; and his own teammate, Jewel, hard at work on something. It was highly unlikely any of these people would know who the message on Dash’s amber was from, but it still made him nervous corresponding with Griffin rebels while beneath the Guild’s own roof.
He leaned back in his chair, schooling his expression into one of nonchalance, and read the message: Do you know where Em is? I can’t find her. Ice chilled Dash’s veins as he struggled to keep his expression neutral. If Vi couldn’t find someone, that meant serious trouble. Thanks to her Griffin Ability, she should be able to find anyone who wasn’t concealed by some form of magic. Em’s Griffin Ability, however, was a whole new story. Was she playing around with it? Testing whether she could hide herself? Dash reached across his desk, grabbed his stylus, and wrote a quick response on his amber. No. Are you sure she left? Check orbs.
Vi’s reply came seconds later: Checking now.
I’m on my way over, Dash scribbled as he pushed away from his desk and stood.
Leaving already?
Jewel asked. Dash looked up as she stood and walked around her desk. You only just got here.
I need to check on something. One of the witness reports from the goblin abduction case. A few details are missing.
Dash cringed internally, hating having to lie to one of his best friends. I’ll get one of the guards downstairs to open a doorway for me,
he added quickly. Like Jewel, he wasn’t supposed to be able to open doorways to the faerie paths anymore. An annoyance Em’s Griffin Ability was responsible for. Em had since reversed the magic’s effect on Dash, but Jewel didn’t know that. The only thing Jewel knew was that Em had escaped the Guild’s clutches and disappeared.
Do you need me to go with you?
Jewel asked.
No, don’t worry. It’ll be quick.
He gave her a smile, which he suspected looking nothing like his usual easygoing grin.
Okay. Hey, is everything all right?
Jewel caught his arm before he could turn away. You’re not normally so serious first thing in the morning.
Her hand lingered a moment too long on his arm, and the conversation he’d had with Em came to mind. She’d pointed out that Jewel clearly wanted to be more than just his friend, a fact Dash had somehow been oblivious to until this moment. How had he missed it? And why had Jewel never said anything to him about her feelings for him? She must have exceptional control over them. He hadn’t noticed any random magical outbursts.
Not important right now, Dash reminded himself. Yes, everything’s fine. I’m just … more tired than usual.
That, at least, was the truth. He’d been up late the night before talking with Chase, discussing when to return to Tranquil Hills Psychiatric Hospital to examine whatever records were on file for Em’s mother. With unknown magic preventing her from waking up, she wasn’t in a position to explain why she and her daughter had lived for so long in the non-magic world, masquerading as human. Hopefully Em’s father could provide some answers instead. Em said she knew nothing about him, but if he was the one who’d been paying Daniela Clarke’s medical bills, the hospital must surely have his name and contact details.
Okay. See you later then.
Jewel returned to her chair.
Dash should have left then—he wanted to leave—but he couldn’t ignore Jewel’s desire to be more than friends now that he knew about it. Hey, do you want to hang out this evening?
he asked before he could change his mind. We should … talk.
It would no doubt turn into the most awkward conversation they’d ever had, but he needed to do it. It wasn’t fair of him to allow Jewel to continue hoping for something that would never happen.
Yeah, okay. Great.
Cool.
Dash hurried down the Guild’s main staircase, across the foyer, and into the room with bare walls used for accessing the faerie paths. Do you mind opening a doorway for me?
he asked the woman standing guard just inside the door.
Still haven’t found that Griffin Gifted girl, huh?
Nope.
I hope you do,
the woman replied as she walked to the wall and raised her stylus. I heard she’s a dangerous one.
Yeah,
Dash muttered. Extremely dangerous. I plan to find her.
The woman stepped back as part of the wall pulled away to reveal the darkness of the faerie paths beyond. Dash walked forward. Once the light had vanished behind him, he focused his thoughts on the oasis hidden in the middle of a desert thousands of miles away.
Minutes later, he hurried up the porch steps of the little white house on one side of the oasis, past a few closed doors, and into the surveillance room. A row of glass orbs lined three of the four walls, and within each orb was a miniature form of a different part of the oasis. Magic connected each orb to the enchanted bugs that flew around outside, displaying everything the bugs saw. Vi was bent over, staring intently into one of the orbs, while Calla and Chase sat in front of another one. What can you see?
Dash asked, not bothering with a greeting.
Oh, Dash, hey,
Vi said as she turned to face him. The orbs show that Em left during the night. Just beyond the dome layer, she opened a doorway to the paths and went through it.
She must have taken someone’s stylus.
Yes. There was one missing from our kitchen this morning.
I just don’t understand,
Calla said, her finger swiping repeatedly across the orb in front of her as she moved backwards in time through the scenes it displayed. Why would she leave?
Vi shook her head as she shrugged. Any number of reasons, I suppose. Maybe she wanted to see one of her old friends. Or maybe she remembered something that could help her mother. What’s far more worrying is the fact that I can’t find her. What could possibly be shielding her?
Nothing good,
Chase muttered.
Dash, you never told me what happened when I couldn’t find you and Em yesterday,
Vi continued. Remember, when I came to meet the two of you at her aunt’s house?
Oh yes.
Dash cursed inwardly—with the kind of words his mother wouldn’t approve of—at having forgotten, yet again, to mention that strange place and the people who had taken him and Em there. I don’t know where we were, but it was weird. Everything seemed drained of color, and parts of it were sort of … smudged. Unclear or unformed. And we couldn’t access the faerie paths. We ended up running from some shadowy creature I’ve never seen before, and somehow we found ourselves near the tear in the veil. But not on the human side, and not on the fae side. Somewhere … I don’t know. Maybe it wasn’t even real. Maybe it was some kind of hallucination. Anyway,
he continued with a deep breath, we were there because of the Unseelies. The prince and princess.
Seriously?
Chase looked away from the orb he’d been examining.
Yes. That girl who was at Chevalier House for a few days—Aurora—is actually the Unseelie princess.
So that’s what she was doing at Chevalier House,
a new voice said from the doorway. Dash looked around and saw Ryn standing there. Aurora wanted Em to run away with her. She was obviously planning to take Em back to the Unseelie Court.
You didn’t think to mention any of this last night?
Calla said to Dash, an accusatory edge to her voice.
To be honest, I didn’t think of it at all. Em said she was going to tell me what happened later—since I was, uh, stunned and unconscious for part of the time—but then that glass faerie showed up, and we almost died, and then we raced off to get Em’s mom, and … I didn’t think of the Unseelies again until late last night when I got home.
Great, so we have no idea what they told Em,
Calla said, crossing her arms and frowning at the floor.
Dash said nothing. It was unlike Calla to be so ticked off at him, but he couldn’t blame her. He was furious with himself for not asking Em about that strange shadowy world last night. She’d seemed distant and unhappy, and, like an idiot, he’d tried to distract her with dancing. What the hell was wrong with him? How could he just forget that two members of the Unseelie royal family had transported Em to a strange place and then mysteriously let her go?
So …
Vi rubbed her temples. The fact that we can’t find Em now might have something to do with the Unseelies.
Unless she herself doesn’t want to be found,
Chase said. She left voluntarily. She might have used her Griffin Ability to shield herself somehow.
Whatever her reason for leaving, she must be planning to come back,
Ryn said, walking into the room and taking a closer look at one of the orbs. Her mother is still here, after all.
Dash shook his head. She may have left of her own accord, but what if the Unseelies got hold of her once she was out there? They let her go yesterday, but they definitely still want her. They might be holding her against her will now.
So what do we do?
Vi asked. Wait to see if she comes back? And if so, how long do we wait?
She has to come back,
Calla murmured, chewing on her thumbnail as she stared unseeingly at the floor. She has to.
Ryn looked across the room. What’s wrong?
Calla lowered her hand and frowned at her brother. Don’t do that.
"Hey, I’m not trying to feel what you’re feeling, Ryn said, holding his hands up in defense,
but your anxiety is just about giving me a panic attack. I’ve been trying to ignore it but it’s practically assaulting me."
Anxiety?
Chase moved closer to her. About what?
Jeez, people,
Calla exclaimed. "I’m just preoccupied with another case. Everything’s fine. Can we focus on how we’re going to figure out where Em is? Just in case she is someone’s prisoner now?"
I have some Unseelie contacts,
Chase said. I’ll see what I can find out.
Good. I’m getting back to work on other stuff then,
Calla said. She crossed the room and left without a word, leaving several moments of awkward silence in her wake. With a frown, Chase followed her.
Dash cleared his throat. The Guild also has Unseelie contacts. I’ll ask if anyone knows anything. And I’ll question our Seelie contacts as well. It’s possible they found Em but haven’t informed the Guild yet.
Thanks,
Vi said.
Let us know as soon as you discover anything,
Ryn added.
Of course.
Dash turned and strode out of the room, already reaching into his pocket for his amber and stylus so he could contact the Guild’s Unseelie liaison. He paused near the front door as he wrote a quick message enquiring whether the liaison had received any news regarding a Griffin Gifted girl.
… something going on?
At the sound of voices, Dash leaned to the side and peered out the window. Calla paced back and forth across the porch. She has to come back, Chase. She has to.
Okay, seriously.
Chase caught her arm and pulled her to a halt. Tell me what’s going on.
Dash knew he shouldn’t be eavesdropping, but if it was something about Em …
Calla took a deep breath. I saw something. Last night. When I went up to ask Em if she wanted to join us this morning. It made me hope that maybe … somehow …
She shook her head. I mean, I know it’s crazy to even think it. My brain is still playing through everything that happened back then and how it could even be possible. But if it’s true …
She grabbed the front of Chase’s T-shirt in both fists. "Chase, if it’s true, then we have to make sure Em comes back."
Chase took Calla’s hands in both of his. You’re not making any sense. What did you see?
You can’t tell anyone, okay? Not until I know if it’s true. I don’t want to be responsible for any more broken hearts.
Broken hearts? When did you—
She leaned closer to Chase and whispered, her words too quiet now for Dash to hear through the window. He watched as Chase’s brow furrowed further. Not possible,
he said as Calla stepped back. Or … is it? When I first saw her, I thought …
Thought what?
Chase’s gaze became unfocused as he stared over Calla’s shoulder for several moments, clearly lost in thought. A small smile stretched his lips as he returned his attention to her. I think you could be right.
Her answering smile lit up her face. I think so too. But I don’t know for certain, and I refuse to get excited until we confirm this. I know someone who can tell us beyond a doubt, but I don’t know where he is. You need to help me find him.
Vi can help if she has …
Chase’s words trailed off as he shook his head. But you don’t want her to know.
No. Not yet.
Calla took his arm and pulled him down the stairs with her. We first need to find out if it’s true.
Her voice grew fainter as she and Chase headed away from the house, leaving Dash with more questions and no answers. He had his own mystery to solve, though. Where are you, Em? he wondered silently as he opened the door and stepped onto the porch.
His amber shivered in his hand, and he stopped to read the Unseelie liaison’s reply: No recent info from the Unseelies. Nothing interesting anyway. Of course not. The Unseelies would never choose to inform the Guild if they happened to be in possession of a powerful Griffin Gifted girl. But Dash had to check, just in case the liaison had heard something. Now he’d have to contact the Seelie liaison. After that, it would be time to move on to unofficial channels. Somehow, Em,
he muttered as he strode away. Somehow, I’ll find you.
ONE
Things I never imagined: One, escaping the miserable town of Stanmeade long before I ever dreamed it possible. Two, becoming almost-friends with the guy I hated for years. Three, climbing the outside of a faerie palace tower with a stolen stylus in my pocket so I can hide at the top and open a faerie paths doorway with magic. Oh yeah. And I never imagined using words like ‘palace tower,’ ‘faerie paths’ and ‘magic’ without sounding like an inpatient at a mental institution. But that was before I discovered I’m a faerie, and that a hidden world of magic exists alongside the one I grew up in. That was before I landed at the top of everyone’s most-wanted list for possessing a unique and dangerous faerie superpower. And that was before I took the biggest risk of my life and agreed to marry a faerie prince of the Unseelie Court in the hope of saving my mother.
So yes. I imagine things now that most people from my old life would consider impossible. Like a dark hole of nothingness materializing across the gold-veined marble walls at the top of the tower I’ve climbed. I needed to get away from the watchful eyes of the palace guards, and this turret forming the highest point of the Unseelie Palace seemed like a good spot. Unfortunately, the spell I’ve been whispering and the words I’ve written repeatedly across the wall seem to be producing nothing.
I heave a frustrated sigh and clench my fingers around the jewel-encrusted stylus. I stole it from Aurora’s room yesterday. Only the best of the best for a princess, so I doubt there’s anything wrong with it. Which means … perhaps my magic is the problem? I place the stylus on the turret floor and cup my hands together, then breathe out slowly and feel for the core of power within me. Almost instantly, a roughly spherical shape of white glitter and wispy fragments hover above my hand. It seems almost easy to produce magic now, after having practiced so much in the past few days. No need to squeeze my eyes shut, furrow my brow, and imagine dragging the magic out of myself like a mouse tugging on a truck.
So if my magic and the stylus aren’t the problem, and the spell itself is correct—which I’m certain it is, given I used it to leave the oasis—that leaves only one answer: the faerie paths are not accessible from this tower.
Dammit,
I whisper. I shove the stylus back into my pocket and stare out across the endless lands of perfect summer. Brilliant green lawns, flowers in every color, enchanted water features surrounded by shrubs clipped into ornamental shapes, and various areas for entertaining: a pergola here, a gazebo there, the queen’s bower off to the right beyond that little bridge. And just beyond the palace grounds, the turrets of manor houses belonging to Unseelie nobles rise above the trees.
And almost none of it, according to Aurora, accessible via the faerie paths. No one leaves this palace and no one arrives except through the main entrance. "It’s not as though you need to go anywhere else now, she told me when I asked about the faerie paths.
Just relax and enjoy your brand new palace life."
Relax? I don’t think so. If almost no part of this palace and its grounds can be accessed by the faerie paths, that means there must be some areas where doorways can be opened. And if I’m hoping to escape once I’ve learned everything I need to know from Prince Roarke, then I have to find at least one of those areas. If I can’t, I’m going to have to get creative with my Griffin Ability. And that will require figuring out how to actually use it.
My lady?
My body tenses at the sound of the unexpected voice. I whip around, my heart already thrashing in my chest. But it’s only Clarina, the handmaid Aurora ‘gifted’ to me upon my arrival. She stands beside the ruby-studded gold trapdoor. The open trapdoor I’m certain was locked until now because I found my way to the other side of it yesterday afternoon and couldn’t get through it. I wouldn’t have bothered opening one of the lower windows and scaling the wall otherwise. I clear my throat and clasp my hands together. Um, yes?
Her Highness, Princess Aurora, sent me to fetch you,
Clarina says, her eyes fixed on the floor near my feet. I’ve told her not to worry about averting her gaze when speaking to me, but it’s made no difference. Just like when I told her I’m no ‘lady’ and she doesn’t have to refer to me as such. But how else will I show you respect, my lady?
she asked. I can’t simply call you by your name.
I told her that of course she could, but that didn’t go down well either.
How did she know I was up here?
I ask.
One of her guards saw you from a window.
I wipe my hands on my jeans. Did, uh, did it sound to you like Aurora—Miss—Her Highness—
Darn these stupid titles. Did it sound like she was angry with me for being up here?
No, my lady,
Clarina says. She was concerned, but not angry. She reminded her guards that you’re welcome to explore your new home, but that they’re also supposed to keep you alive.
Right. Cool. That’s what I thought. I mean, about the exploring part.
Aurora gave me a brief tour when I arrived three days ago, then told me I could go pretty much wherever I wanted, other than people’s private suites or chambers or whatever she called them. Since then, I’ve wandered all over the palace under the guise of curiosity, doing my best to pretend I’m at ease in a home as vast and opulent as this palace. I attempt to ignore the guards who watch me and the court members who smile politely before whispering to one another. And I try not to shiver when the atmosphere shifts, as it does occasionally, into something cold and unsettling.
Uh, well, I guess we’d better go then,
I say, realizing that Clarina is waiting for me to speak. She nods and steps onto the staircase below the trapdoor. I follow her down, flinching when the trapdoor bangs shut of its own accord behind me. Together we descend the spiral staircase all the way to the ground floor of the palace and into a vast column-lined hallway. Its black marble floors are polished to a glassy shine and the precious stones embedded in the ceiling reflect the enchanted lamps burning on pedestals between each column. The rest of the palace is much like this: gleaming black edges, gold embellishments, and glittering gems. Rooms large enough to get lost in, and furnishings so lavish I’d probably vomit if I knew what they cost.
It’s impossible to imagine ever being at home here.
We climb more stairs, cross more hallways, and pass more fae dressed like they belong on the set of a period drama. They all give me curious glances as I pass. Unlike Clarina and Noraya—Aurora’s other handmaid—none of these people know who I am. They have no idea I’ve agreed to marry their prince. How could they possibly suspect that he and I have anything to do with each other when Roarke’s been gone since the moment he dumped me here in his sister’s care? Aurora said he’d return this morning, but I’ve seen nothing of him. I’m starting to wonder if he’s planning to avoid me until the day of our wedding—whenever that may be.
Finally, Clarina and I reach the wing housing the royal family’s quarters. I’ve never been far enough into it to see the rooms belonging to the king and queen themselves, but I’ve passed Roarke’s suite, and I’ve been into Aurora’s every day since I arrived here. I look over my shoulder at the door leading into Roarke’s rooms as I pass. The door is closed and no guards stand outside it, which I take to mean that Roarke isn’t inside.
Darn,
I mutter, quietly enough that Clarina won’t hear me. A frown pulls at my brow as I face forward again. And then that strange feeling of unease, that inexplicable sense of wrongness, pervades my senses. As if cold, rotting fingers are about to reach from the shadows to clamp around the back of my neck. A flicker of a shadow scurries across the edge of my vision, but when I look over my shoulder again, it’s gone. And so is that sense of discomfort.
Lady Emerson?
Clarina says. I look ahead and see her waiting with one hand resting against Aurora’s door. Is everything all right?
Um, yes. I’m fine.
Perhaps I keep imagining that odd feeling. Perhaps that’s what homesickness feels like. Maybe, as unlikely as it seems, I’m actually missing the rundown home I lived in with Chelsea and Georgia. No way, I think to myself, almost laughing out loud at the farfetched thought. I may miss my best friend Val, and all the fun we had together, and the freeing feeling of not being hunted down by various members of the fae realm, but I certainly don’t miss that horrible little house and my spiteful aunt and cousin.
Clarina opens the door to Aurora’s suite and stands aside to let me walk in. She bobs into a quick curtsey as I pass, then closes the door behind me. I hear her feet tap away across the polished marble floor outside. On the other side of the sitting room, which is decorated in muted tones and floral fabrics, Princess Aurora, adopted daughter of the Unseelie King and Queen, sits at a small round table. Laid out in front of her is a variety of food, a teapot and two teacups. She leans back in her chair and surveys me. "Really, Em? Climbing the outside of the east tower? Are you trying to scandalize the entire court? If you wanted to see the view from the top so badly, you could have just asked someone to unlock the trapdoor instead of risking your life."
I cross the room and stop beside the chair on the opposite side of the table from her. Well, you know. It was earlyish. I didn’t want to bother anyone. And besides, there was hardly any risk involved. I can handle a simple wall. Those great big marble bricks have gaps between them that are perfect for hand- and footholds.
Aurora tucks her hair—black and blueish purple—behind one ear and reaches forward for her teacup. And if you’d slipped? Aside from the enormous trouble I’d be in with Roarke and my father if you fell and got yourself killed, it just isn’t appropriate to go around climbing walls.
She gives me a pointed look over the top of her teacup. You know, given your future position in this palace.
I choose to ignore her reference to the fact that I’m supposed to be a princess soon and cross my arms over my chest. I begin pacing to and from the window. Where’s Roarke? You said he’d be back by now, but I didn’t see anyone standing guard outside his rooms, so I assume he isn’t in there.
He and Dad must have been delayed, that’s all. They have important business to deal with at the moment. You can’t expect them to rush back simply because you’re desperate to see your betrothed.
She smirks. I stick my tongue out at her. She throws a strawberry at me, then laughs when I dodge and continue walking. They’ll be back soon, I’m sure. And please stop pacing. You’re making me nervous.
She waves to the chair opposite hers. Sit down. Have you had breakfast yet?
No.
I drop into the chair with my arms still crossed. I was too busy taking risks and climbing walls, remember?
You should choose breakfast next time.
With a neat twist of her hand, a plate of butterfly-shaped pastries rises on its own and moves toward me. She’d no doubt be pleased if I used magic to lift one of the pastries and move it to my own plate, but that kind of thing seems like laziness to me. And I don’t think I could do it without knocking the whole plate over.
You know why I want to see Roarke,
I say to her after placing a pastry on my plate—with my own perfectly functional hand. He and I have an agreement, and he’s done nothing to fulfill his part yet.
Agreement. Such a simple word. It doesn’t carry nearly as much weight as the word ‘marriage.’
"Of course he hasn’t fulfilled his part yet. I hope you know he doesn’t plan to give you any information on how to get your mother out of her enchanted coma or fix her mental illness until after the union ceremony."
Yes,
I say quietly, still staring at my plate. I do know that.
What I also know is that I don’t intend for that ceremony to ever happen. Everyone needs to think it will happen, but I plan to find out everything I need to know before the marriage takes place. Of course, I have no idea how I’m going to do that yet, but being in possession of a powerful Griffin Ability—speaking things into existence—can’t hurt. If I can use it at just the right moment in just the right way, I should be able to get out of here alive with all the information I need. I clear my throat and add, "I know, but he needs to prove himself to me. He needs to tell me something so I’ll know he isn’t just lying to get me to marry him."
My dear brother would never do something like that,
Aurora says, directing a few more items of food onto her plate.
I don’t know her well enough yet to know if she’s joking or if she really believes that. Either way, I’m not willing to trust Roarke. I need my own plan, and that involves gaining control of my Griffin Ability. I break off a piece of pastry and stare at it for a moment or two before saying, Since climbing tower walls isn’t appropriate, perhaps my time would be better spent practicing my Griffin Ability. With the elixir, I mean, not just waiting for the random moments when my magic chooses to switch itself on.
She shakes her head and finishes swallowing another mouthful of her tea. I’m sorry, Em, but I was told not to give it to you until Roarke and my father return. Here, have some citrullamyn.
Several segments of a fruit that looks like a blood-red version of an orange fly in an arc from her plate onto my mine.
Uh, thanks.
I slowly chew one while trying to figure out what I can say to change Aurora’s mind. I need that elixir in order to stimulate my Griffin Ability. The first vial I had was crushed to pieces during my encounter with Ada—the supremely nasty faerie who almost destroyed the whole of Stanmeade with her glass magic—but one of the Griffin rebels made more elixir so I could try to wake Mom from her enchanted coma. It didn’t work, but at least I had some of the elixir left. I brought it with me, planning to secretly consume tiny amounts in the hope of gaining control of my Griffin Ability without the Unseelies knowing. But I was searched before entering the palace. A guard discovered the elixir, and Aurora confiscated it. Roarke, who didn’t seem interested in spending more than a few minutes with his betrothed, had already left by that point.
But Aurora,
I say to her in my most reasonable voice, I’m no use to your family if I can’t figure out how to control my Griffin Ability. That’s the only reason Roarke’s marrying me, remember? So I need that elixir to help me learn how to use it.
"Yes, but you don’t need to learn right this moment. You can practice under supervision when Roarke and Dad return."
I look her squarely in the eyes. Don’t they trust you to supervise me? Do they think you can’t handle me?
She tilts her head back and laughs. Oh, my dear Em. If you’re going to try to manipulate me, you’ll have to be a lot more subtle about it. That was a terrible attempt.
I slide lower in my chair with a defeated sigh. This is all such a waste of time,
I mutter. Mom’s still stuck in some kind of evil, magic-induced coma, and I’m getting absolutely nowhere in figuring out how to help her.
You’re not wasting time. You’re learning how to use everyday magic and how to live as one of us,
Aurora says. Speaking of which, please sit up straight. My mother would have heart palpitations if she saw you slouching like that.
Aurora’s mother. The Unseelie Queen herself. I had dinner with her and Aurora on my first night here, with servants waiting on us the entire evening, filling our goblets with oddly colored drinks and our plates with food even better than the food Azzy cooked back at Chevalier House. I found it difficult to enjoy anything, though, given the anxiety cramping my stomach and making my fingers shake. It wasn’t as though Queen Amrath was cruel or unfriendly. She was over-the-top polite, in fact, but I knew she was watching me the entire time. Sizing me up. Waiting for me to prove myself completely unworthy of marrying her son. With every awkward moment that passed, I reminded myself of my highly valuable Griffin Ability. That’ll keep you alive and safe, I kept telling myself. They want your power more than they want a well-mannered princess.
Em?
Aurora says. Are you listening to me?
I clear my throat and push myself up so I’m sitting straighter. I force my shoulders back. Sorry. What did you say?
I said we need to have a talk about what you’re wearing, and also that you should try the honeystar tea. It’s quite invigorating. Noraya, come pour some tea for Emerson.
Noraya, who was standing so still by the bedroom door that I didn’t notice her there, moves closer to the table. With a brief wave of her hand, the teapot rises into the air. Oh, don’t worry,
I say quickly, sitting forward. I can pour the tea.
Let her do it, Em,
Aurora says.
But it’s just tea,
I argue as the teapot tilts over my cup and dark steaming liquid streams from its spout. I can pour it myself.
Not with magic, since that would probably result in tea splashing all over the table, but my own two hands would do the job just fine.
"It doesn’t matter whether you can do it or not, Aurora tells me.
What matters is that when you’re a member of the royal family, it’s proper for servants to wait on you."
I’m not a member of the royal family yet.
And I hopefully never will be.
It’s also proper for you to wear court-appropriate clothing,
Aurora adds as Noraya steps away from the table, and those—
she eyes my jeans and T-shirt with disapproval —are not appropriate. Clarina and I will have to have another chat. She clearly hasn’t understood her instructions.
What? No, it isn’t Clarina’s fault. She gives me a new dress every morning, just as you told her to, but I don’t want to wear any of them. They’re ridiculous. Hundreds of layers of fabric with corsets and feathers and jewels and … stuff. It isn’t me.
The jeans, T-shirt and hoodie I’ve been wearing for the past few days are the clothes I had on when I arrived here. I hang them over a chair in my bedroom every night, and every morning I find them folded and clean, on the same chair.
Aurora arches an eyebrow. Ridiculous?
she repeats. I realize I may have offended her, given the long skirt, tight bodice and bell-shaped sleeves of the dress she’s wearing. I’m afraid it doesn’t matter what you or anyone else thinks, since that’s the way my mother and father wish the members of their court to dress.
Well, your parents have a seriously outdated sense of fashion. Everyone looks like they’re playing dress-up or getting ready to shoot a steampunk film.
Her expression grows serious. I wouldn’t say things like that if I were you.
She lowers her voice, leans closer, and adds, My father has eyes and ears everywhere, and he wouldn’t appreciate comments like that.
A chill creeps across my skin. Seems I haven’t been imagining the feeling of being watched. I wrap my arms around myself, feeling naked despite the fact that I’m dressed. Even in the bedrooms?
Well.
Aurora leans back. Perhaps only ears in the bedrooms.
That’s just … wrong,
I whisper.
She laughs, and again I can’t tell if she’s joking about all of this. Only if you have something to hide,
she says. She bites into another unidentifiable fruit and watches me as she chews and swallows. Now tell me: how are you coming along with the magic I’ve taught you so far? Can you move things yet? Try to lift your plate and move it around in the air.
Uh …
I begin twisting a strand of hair around my forefinger. Are you sure that’s a good idea? What if I drop it?
Then Noraya will gather up the broken pieces and throw them away. No big deal.
My gaze slips down to the hair wrapped around my finger. I’m almost used to