The Keeper of Dreams Vols. 1 & 2
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Vol. 1 (April 5, 2014): "Time travel, Shahrazad, the kiss of death. The Keeper of Dreams: A Dozen Stories and Poems, are stories of philosophical speculation, a literary fusion of realism and surrealism, much in the vein of Spielburg's television series Amazing Stories and Nabokov's Invitation to a Beheading. The title story is about a high school failure who slips into a coma and passes through an unfamiliar town as a ghost, albeit with the powers of Death. He must perform Death's services under the direction of another unnamed spirit, even when he is most unprepared to do so. The Sentence follows the disintegration of two women who are shackled onto the ruddy soil of the Nevada desert. Who are they, and what is their crime? Is justice possible when the human body – with blood and blisters and [expletive] – must be rent of its life? Spanning subjects such as crumbling musicians and a distant, self-indulgent future, this first collection of new and previously published pieces are snapshots of lives brought to the precipice."
Vol. 2 (Nov. 14, 2017): "The second volume of The Keeper of Dreams explores questions of morality refracted through the prisms of dreams, the unlikely, and the surreal. "A House Burning" opens upon a crowd of the disaffected watching the ashes of their home smolder. As they turn away, one-by-one, they find their lives torn asunder - and brought into new meaning. "Time Stops For" follows a stoner man-child stuck in a metaphysical and metaphorical timewarp. Inspired by classic Russian surrealism (Nabokov, Bulgakov) and modern sci-fi and absurdism (Douglas Adams, a Kafkaesque Ray Bradbury) these stories and poems ruminate upon the moral decisions made at the human limit, and beyond."
Matthew Keefer
Matthew Keefer is a writer, editor, and music blogger. His fiction has won the 35th "On The Premises" contest and has received Honorable Mention for the 2019 and 2020 L. Ron Hubbard "Writers of the Future" contests. His fiction appears in various literary magazines, and his music reviews have appeared in the Newport Mercury, Take Magazine, and other outlets.
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The Keeper of Dreams Vols. 1 & 2 - Matthew Keefer
Why Evil Roams
Two brothers, Good and Evil, came before the Judge on their last year training together. They had grown up hunting animals, knowing wild mountain streams, and had built their homes in the forest. The Judge spoke to the brothers.
You must decide how to divide the lands,
she said. You both have the courage to govern these.
But,
said Good, my brother shall rip the trees from their roots! He will leave his lands rotted and barren.
He,
Evil pointed, has always been jealous of my ambition! Ever since our birth, he has been aching to rid himself of me.
Then,
the Judge said, I shall offer these lands to the one victorious in battle. The slain cannot rule.
She placed two swords before the brothers.
Dear brother,
said the weaker to Good, surely we do not need these weapons. We should rule jointly, and no one shall be hurt.
The older brother, knowing this to be a lie, hefted the sword before him. In it he saw the sky, the same color as the fishing stream, the birds overhead, and his own reflection, similar to his brother's. He saw the two of them learning to clean fish, his brother's joy in scaling both catches, in building fires and stalking deer together. Evil trembled before him.
We cannot divide the migration trails, nor a single fox's den. One must rule them all.
The sword felt heavy in Good's grip. Should my own strength tire in time, it is only just the strongest hand should rule the lands.
Then it is settled,
the judge received his sword from him, and each brother's reign shall be preceded and followed by the other.
She tossed the other sword deep into the ocean. And should the seas boil ...
Evil could not contain his grin, and Good offered his hand first.
The Keeper of Dreams
Here you go, honey.
My mom graciously licked her coffee breath onto a napkin and rubbed it on my cheek. I must've grumped at her all bratty, something like:
Please, on god's green earth, don't ever do that again.
Yeah, that sounds like me.
Force of habit.
She shrugged. I'll be off in a bit, are you ready yet?
Yep.
I stuffed down some more mushed Choco-Crisps.
Don't forget to brush, pick up your poster, put on deodorant, and change those pants one of these days.
Yeah,
I mumbled, and somehow she picked up I wasn't planning on doing any of those things. She's got a way with translating grumbles.
Mom scooted off and I slurped the last of the slushy mud water. Dad stopped bothering with breakfast way before the divorce, probably when he started seeing Lena, and mom keeps that one thing still going. He left her the house, too, which is to say not much: it looks like a shitheap since he stopped fixing the place up, and she's still paying for it all the same. Skipping out runs in the family a bit, and that morning I was ready to skip out of school again and chill. I laid my head down and planned out all the nothing I would be doing later that day, though I guess my mom looked at me and wrongly guessed I was trying to sleep again. She rapped her knuckles right next to my ear, you know, that way angry moms do.
Okay, well I don't care, because I'm going to be late. Get your ass moving!
Her voice practically threw me in the car by itself, and I made like it didn't, doing that don't mess with me either
gut-grumble. I had my life all planned out: in another month, I would be out of school, looking for some kind of job that a high school near-drop-out could perform, and I'd still (and probably always) get an earful from my mom about how I skipped out on my life, how I would have to struggle just to get my feet under me. Things, she kept telling me, were going to get tough. But sometimes fate fucks things up for you.
I'm Travis Helms, a senior at Holyoke High. In less than twenty minutes, I'm going to have my conscious life crushed from me by a two-ton Mazda sedan.
Did you bring your poster?
Yessummm ...
I lied. I didn't even manage to finish it last night. I counted one point for me.
Okaaaay.
But she probably saw right though. She's a mom every now and then, so that love stuff probably gets in the way of rubbing it in. Any plans this weekend?
I rested my elbow on the car door and stared out. I guess this is me being brilliant, hoping that she would see how engrossed I am with staring out the window. She's really trying to get me to fess up to my other homework. I catch on pretty quick.
You know Elisa,
she switched gears onto the ever-successful cousin, just started her second year of violin at Virginia State. I think it'd be nice to hear your old trumpet again.
I grumbled a non-response to her. I hadn't picked up the trumpet since I put it down in seventh grade.
Some guys and I were going to check this band out.
When's that?
Dunno.
Well, it'd be nice to know.
It's not like I'm going to play with them.
No, but if you're going to see them, you should probably know when they're ...
Jeesh,
I shifted my head. I was just saying.
Hold on,
she said. Sounds like a siren.
And sure enough it was. She stopped over by the side and a cruiser slashed by us. It's cool how it sounds when it goes by.
I hope everything's okay.
Nothing ever happens around here.
Well,
she stiffened, my aunt always said to say a quick prayer when ambulances and cops go by. It's serious stuff, maybe someone could be hurt ...
Uhhuh.
... and you never really know what's going on. I just hope everything's okay. I'm glad I don't have to deal with it.
Maybe someone's mangled.
She bit sharply. Yeah I'm a brat sometimes. Watch your mouth,
she said.
Most of the ride was spent in silence. She pulled by Coffee Central and ordered a dozen donuts for the office (eleven, actually; I opted for the usual chocolate donut), and took a sip of her coffee mug to relax a bit. We were pulling into the intersection and I think the last thing she said to me was:
I just wish I could see you all set in life. You’re only given one chance to-
I was turned toward her so I didn't see it coming. The car came around a hedge and battered into the right side. Our car folded easily: it bent the door inwards and wrinkled the metal like cheap tin; the airbag rushed out like a vast cloud, but when it sank again, my face felt bloated and my arms were numb and kinked weird. My ears felt warm and I could see my mother struggling against her door, trying to get it open. It was a little funny because she flustered a bit and then unlocked it. She turned to pull me out through her side but blood was getting in my eyes and I think I heard that siren and that's about all I remember.
When I woke, I wasn't in a hospital bed, or in my own bed, or even anywhere I knew. I was just sitting by the side of the road, some grassy road I didn't recognize, on some gritty rock I'd never seen, just looking about. I watched a squirrel climb up some tree (it was a willow; I hadn't seen a willow in Holyoke since ever), and then I saw the grass swaying in the wind. It's funny, I mean, I'd always stared out the window on my way to school, avoiding my mom every day for the last four years, and I probably couldn't even remember how the damned frosted donut looked. But this time, I think I could tell you about every little blade of grass, the way each one bent its own way in the wind, some of them stiff and jutted against a few gray pieces of rock tossed in someone's yard. Even the colors of the asphalt, the small pebbles, the speckles of crystals in the pebbles. I guess, for the first time, I just sat there and saw.
A truck passed by, a big darkish one, and he was there. Just a man, standing tall and warmly dressed.
Hello Travis,
he said. We have work to do.
We stopped by some other donut place, Crazy fer Donuts, some chain that I'd never heard of. The back door was open and we just went in; shelves stocked with boxes and boring stuff. Junk on the floor. I guess I was just out of it, because I looked around for an apron with my nametag for some reason, thinking that somehow I worked there.
Girl Suzie,
the man said. Sweet kid.
Is she cute?
Hard worker, a tough one. Can't afford much better. Be nice to her.
Is she cute?
The man stared at me, calm as the sky. Get to work.
I looked in the back, and there she was, cuddling a shelf. Red curls pouring out from under her hat, pale face and freckles, coffee stains and frosting pasted on her apron and shirt. She was cute, all right, I'm guessing in her twenties, but she was also asleep.
So, you want me to do what now?
He stared. I guess I was supposed to talk to her.
Umm, I think I'll try later,
I said.
Try now.
She could probably use the sleep. Maybe another time.
He didn't say anything again, but he's got that silence that talks.
Okay...?
And then the car crash started coming to me. There was my mom, and some cops, and I think I was there, too…
The stare still.
So you know, I'm starting to feel a bit freaked out ...
I looked at the door, which was now closed. Look, you seem like a cool guy, but I think I'm going to scram on this one.
Still nothing from him. Well, you have fun now, hopefully you won't get caught, or maybe you will, but peace be with you, man.
I waved to him and backed away, kind of smiling to him. But this time the damn door was closed and locked.
Here’s the thing, it wasn't even locked. It was just solid.
Fucking thing, all this damn security for a stupid little donut ...
You can't move it. The girl, now.
I tried again and he was right; the door was as solid as a rock. He wasn't looking at me anymore, but I felt looked at anyway. I sidled next to the redhead, who scratched at her nose.
Hey you,
I kept my eyes on the man; he didn't budge once. Suzie, right? You probably shouldn't panic, but you'd better wake up.
Don' wanna ...
she mumbled, and shifted about again.
There's this guy, and he's a bit freaky, and I'm not too sure what he wants. So just be calm and ...
Marty?
Her head shuffled about. Ah, heck with Marty,
she whispered loudly.
Please, I think you should wake up right now.
I tried my best to hide my panic.
Mmmm ...
She slunked down more comfortably.
The man seemed to sigh. I think it was a sigh. Whatever it was, it made me a bit more scared.
Hey Suzie?
Hmmm ...
I know it's been a rough night and all, but I hope you wake up and I promise that if you do, you can have all the donuts you want.
She chuckled to herself. Yer silly ... okay ...
The girl relaxed and deepened in her rest. Then she coughed and sputtered and scrambled up.
Suzie, get up here and assist these customers!
The manager yelled from the front, not too pleased.
Oh god!
she said. Right here, Marty!
Then hurry up already,
the boss said. I don't run a motel!
Suzie stood up and straightened herself. What a weird dream,
she muttered and walked toward the front of the store, passing by my warmly-dressed guide as if he were the most natural thing in the world. Sorry about that, it won't ever ...
The man walked up to me. She works almost every day. Stomach pains, and a bit malnourished. Didn't look like the time.
He pointed toward the back door, which was now open again. Let's go.
We walked far from the donut shop. It was this time I started to ask the guy some questions.
I've noticed,
I said, that I'm not making any sounds.
I hear you.
No, but look at this.
I kicked the ground and nothing came of it; he kept going and I had to chase after him to keep up. I think I'm dead.
You are not.
Well yesterday or something I was hit by a car. There was blood and everything; that would fuckwell do it. Where's God?
He stopped and turned. He looked at me. You're not dead.
Then he returned to his pace. We have work here.
Here where? Another donut place? And what about my arm, it looked pretty fuckin' gnawed-on last I remember.
We walked to an old folks' home. Sprinklers, bushes, the whole nine yards. It was a bit nicer than the one my grandmother was in back home, before she died; didn’t look like a concrete block. So I guess this is the place,
I said sarcastically, somehow.
The man knew where to be, because he didn't have to dodge through all the wheelchairs and nurses and caretakers. I got bumped around a few times; it felt like a solid breeze. It would be kinda fun, if things weren't so weird.
We got to this exercise room. Most of the seniors were seated, and about half of them were able to reach up when the nurse reached up, stretch left when she stretched left. The man pointed to some guys sleeping in the exercise room, and I brushed up to them and they talked to me. Their lips chopped about and I didn't much hear anything but a few whispers, but I think I was getting it.
So,
I said as we left the room, I guess sleeping people can hear me.
Yes.
And I'm not a ghost or anything.
No.
Then what's going on? What am I supposed to do?
We slipped into a separate room, and there was another old person but hooked up to a machine this time. He (or maybe she, I honestly couldn't tell) was wrinkled and smelled weird and stale or something. Just lying there, too, not even breathing for all I knew.
Hello, I'm Travis.
The person didn't make a move.
I tried again. Well, it's nice to meet you, I hope you're enjoying your stay at the Ritz. It's nice out from what I can tell, maybe seventy, sunny and nice. How've things been?
Again, just nothing from the old coot.
Well, it was nice meeting you, hope you have a good day.
I turned to go, but the man was blocking my way.
We're not done.
I can't talk to him, he's not saying anything.
Listen to her again.
Her, fine, but nothing's going to happen.
I turned to the old woman. Hey you, me again, just wondering how things are since I last spoke to you. Which I'm guessing was about two minutes ago.
I turned to the warmly dressed man and shrugged, but he stayed there. So, how's the weather over there? You enjoying your sleep?
Her lip seemed to tremble a little. Did you say something, or was that just a bit of spit?
I laughed and joked it up. Well, I'll promise to come closer just as long as you don't bite.
I walked a little bit closer to her. Her wrinkled right hand still had a wedding ring on, the old flesh of her knuckles wrapping around it, and it felt different near her. I felt a bit of a breeze.
The window was closed, and besides, it was the kind of breeze that chilled you to your bones. Like when you stand up after sitting on your leg, and you feel numb, you poke yourself to make sure you're still there. When I got closer to her, I just got more and more of that feeling, that I wasn't there, that I was going numb. And now her lip trembled.
Shshshshshshh ...
came from her. I rubbed my arms hard, I guess just a natural reflex from the cold. Not like I could actually feel cold.
Hey you, are you okay? I think it's chilly in here.
I thought I heard something from her, but couldn't make it out. I crept closer to the old woman.
It's ... it's ...
I had to creep up all the way to her mouth. There was a soft, sweet smell emanating from her pale, shriveled lips. I could hear her, but she wasn't talking; the only breath from her was the soft, fading odor of stale air passing through her grayed teeth.
Sorry, but I'm not all that comfortable with ...
A whispery voice came from her. Save your breath,
she said, and run. He's here. He's come here again, and this time it's going to happen.
I wanted to ask, but I felt the warmly dressed man close in behind me. I'm not sure what to do. Is this guy your husband?
He is nobody's husband,
there was a whimper, and yet everyone's. Please save me from Him ...
He was moving closer. Ask about her husband.
I didn't want to stay, but I was afraid of what would happen if I left. Listen grandma, it's going to be okay ...
Don't 'grandma' me, you little punk. If Larry were here, he would know what to do, but He took him, too ...
He put his hand on my shoulder; I felt nothing from him. How was your husband,
he said to me.
How was your husband?
I repeated, trembling.
Larry? He's been gone, almost ten years now. I remember him like yesterday; strong and able, a good man, hardly ever a drinker ...
What did he do?
I asked.