A Magical Inheritance: Ladies Occult Society, #1
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Miss Elizabeth Knight received an unexpected legacy upon her uncle's death: a collection of occult books. When one of the books begins talking to her, she discovers an entire world of female occultist history opened to her—a legacy the Royal Occult Society had purposely hidden from the world.
However, the magic allowing the book to speak to Miss Knight is fading and she must gather a group of female acquaintances of various talents. Together, they'll need to work to overcome social pressures, ambitious men, and tyrannical parents, all to bring Mrs. Egerton, the book ghost, back.
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- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5Severe grammar issues and constant misuse of words. Even disregarding the anachronistic interactions of the characters, the writing needed a LOT of editing that it apparently didn’t get. And by 2/3 of the way through the book, there really wasn’t any conflict except “everybody (except her friends) is mean to the Mary Sue main character”—none of which was resolved, really. It’s like someone wrote a book about their own boring family issues and then decided to throw a Regency setting and the slightest hint of poorly-explained magic at it.
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A Magical Inheritance - Krista D. Ball
Chapter 1
Bryden Rectory
March 14, 1810
Miss Elizabeth Knight obeyed the summons to join her father in his study. She would need to prune back the roses later that day, provided her father did not require a large task of her. Otherwise, she would face months of thorn scratches as she worked the vegetable garden. She brushed her hands on her apron before hanging both it and her pruning scissors on the wooden hooks just inside the back entrance.
Papa?
Elizabeth called out as she walked toward the study. John said you requested me.
In here, my dear,
her father called out.
As it happened, he was not in his study as their bailiff had said. Instead, he was across the hall in the main drawing room. Isabella was with him, as she was in all things. Elizabeth smiled at her newest stepmother. It had been over a year now, and time had begun its task of dulling Elizabeth’s exasperation surrounding her father marrying one of his younger daughters’ acquaintances.
However, one look at their concerned faces was all Elizabeth needed to know the purpose of her summons. Is there word of Uncle Edward?
Her father was standing next to his wife, near the window, and he held two letters. An opened one bore the ominous black wax seal of the worst of news. The other was not yet opened.
These,
he said, holding up the letters in front of him, are from an attorney in London. I am sorry, but your uncle is dead.
She had been preparing herself for this news for many months now, but still required that silent moment that followed to gather her grief. Tears threatened, but she successfully maintained her composure. That would please her father, who disliked young ladies parading their emotions, as he called it. Poor soul. Does the letter say if he suffered much at the end?
Her father gestured at the opened letter. The attorney says the final decline was swift and that Edward Leigh was unaware of his surroundings in the final hours. I pray that also includes his own pain. I am very sorry, my dear. The girls were always a favourite with him.
Elizabeth let the comment pass. Most of her sisters were not related to Uncle Edward, as he was the brother of her mother, and of her father’s first marriage. That marriage had only produced two children —Elizabeth and Mary—and he forgot too often that his unmarried daughters were their own individual persons. Her other siblings—Charles, Cassandra, Theodosia, and Georgiana—were not related to Uncle Edward.
The attorney says that this sealed letter is for you. There will apparently be more letters to come, as the estate and will are discharged accordingly, but your uncle had written this specifically for you before his death,
her father said with a hint of curiosity in his voice.
Elizabeth heard the unspoken request for her to read it aloud, but she was not yet up to the task.
Isabella clearly read Elizabeth’s heart. She said, I assume Mr. David Leigh will get the London house, yes?
This Mr. Grant does not say, but I assume as much.
Her father’s face brightened. Oh! It quite slipped my mind. The letter did say, however, that Elizabeth will inherit fourteen-hundred pounds! What a good addition to our household that will make. I was hoping to repair the back stairs this summer. The wood is rotting.
Oh, Elizabeth! How kind of him,
Isabella said.
He was always a very good uncle,
Elizabeth said quietly.
It is such a relief that he left some of the girls money,
her father said. "It is too bad, though, he did not leave them all a little something. Though, I suppose he had his favourites."
Mary does not want for more money,
Elizabeth said coldly, and far colder than she’d intended. However, she knew her father well enough that he was already calculating the pounds, shillings, and pence of her new inheritance—easily forty pounds interest per annum, perhaps even as much as fifty-six pounds depending upon circumstance and a little luck.
That would easily cover her income of twenty pounds per annum that her father provided, not including her room and board, of course. Which he reminded her of weekly. Yes, indeed. Mr. Knight would come out ahead in this. They all knew it, and he was no doubt feeling the relief from the burden of his unmarried daughter’s tea and clothing expenses.
No wonder he struggled to maintain an appropriate level of solemnity.
I believe your father meant for the young girls. Georgiana is not quite sixteen, after all,
Isabella said, giving her husband a pointed look. Isn’t that correct, Mr. Knight?
Oh, of course, my dear Isabella, I was thinking of Thea and G. Still, you are very cold toward your sister, Mary. It’s unlikely you’ll marry at your age, and you will need Mary’s assistance soon. She has her own children now. Surely you wouldn’t wish her to spend my grandson’s inheritance upon her unmarried sister once I am dead.
Elizabeth steadied her mind in an attempt to ignore her father’s cutting words. Even now, in this moment of grieving a dead uncle who she looked up to as a second father, her own father took the opportunity to remind her of how little he valued her choices. Mary would always be superior in his estimation. She had married the much older, but wealthy, widower. She had married for a home and the comforts of a large income. She had born the man’s children. She had done her Christian and womanly duty. Elizabeth could not compete with that in her father’s eyes.
Elizabeth?
Isabella asked in a louder tone than was strictly necessary for the small room. Did you wish to read your letter in private?
Oh, she can read it aloud,
Mr. Knight said. I’m certain it’s for all to hear.
Isabella gave Elizabeth an apologetic look, one that announced she was merely attempting to distract Mr. Knight. For her part, Elizabeth struggled not to resent the woman just that bit more. However, she knew her irritation was with her father, and not Isabella. It was her father who chose to remarry for the third time. Though she was the eldest and was happy to care for her younger siblings, her father still hoped that she would marry. He could not possibly raise young ladies on his own with all his duties as a rector. No, indeed. He had to marry and, if he were very, very lucky, his new wife would provide him with only sons to help expand the family fortunes.
And, of course, to look after Elizabeth who seemed determined to be an old maid.
Her uncle’s gift would provide her with some independence now. She would not need to ask her father for four shillings to purchase a pair of gloves because her old ones were worn at the seams. She would not need to explain how Theodosia had stolen her boots for a prank and had accidentally ruined them in the process. She could purchase replacements herself and not need to suffer any further with the wet seeping into her stockings and causing endless chills that compromised her health, which only brought about her father’s rebukes.
Elizabeth, are you well?
Isabella asked in a gentle voice.
The shock,
Elizabeth whispered. She wanted nothing more than to read her letter privately. It had been written for her. From her friends, she knew that all other households honoured and respected that some letters were private, but her father did not believe that the girls could have anything to conceal.
Read the letter aloud then, Isabella,
her father said. Since Elizabeth is unequal to the task.
Elizabeth’s jaw trembled, but she kept her composure. She could not speak, for fear a storm of emotions would rush out of her. She was not in command of herself, and she would not debase herself by speaking.
Mr. Knight.
There was the slightest hint of censure in Isabella’s voice. This is Elizabeth’s letter.
We are all family here,
Mr. Knight said, in a casual, dismissive tone that cut Elizabeth all the more because he did not see her grief. He only saw the inheritance that was about to ease his life.
Isabella flashed Elizabeth a final apologetic expression before accepting the sealed letter from her husband. She read it aloud.
My dearest niece,
Allow me to apologize for not inviting you to town last Christmas, and my role in convincing your aunt into visiting Bryden, as opposed to her offering her home as a respite from the gayeties of that season in the country. My health was unsuitable for company, and I wished your last memories of me would be happier than what I could have offered you these last months.
Now Mr. Grant informs me that I am rambling and that I should keep this letter as close to the point as possible. Mr. Grant has taken to writing this for me, as opposed to my own hand, as the sickness first struck me there and the unceasing trembling now makes letter writing impossible. Rest assured that Mr. Grant is my attorney, and a true, long-time friend from the Royal Occult Society in London. I trust him completely.
I have instructed Mr. Grant to deliver you this letter upon my death. As you are reading this, I fear God did not see fit to keep me upon this Earth. I will regret leaving behind little except your dearest and sweetest companionship.
I hope the thousand-odd pounds I have afforded you will assist you with a modest amount of independence. I would have given everything to you, but alas. You understand all too well the entailment on both of my estates but please know that whatever was in my power to give, I have given it all to you.
I must now tell you the unusual part of your inheritance. I wish to give you my personal occult library in its entirely. I regret that I cannot gift you the four thousand books in the library, as they are a part of my London estate, and therefore will become the property of Mr. David Leigh. And, as Mr. Grant just informed me, you likely do not have the space to store four thousand books. He is not confident your father’s house has the space for what I am giving to you as it is, but that is a trifle. If necessary, you are welcome to take a small portion of the inheritance and merely ask your father to build you a library.
Mr. Grant now informs me that he is writing down all of our little arguments between us for your amusement. I want you to know he is the most odious man in all creation and irritates me greatly.
(Miss Knight, this is Mr. Grant writing. I shall spare you the acerbic wit of your uncle at this time. Rest assured his beratement of me is in his usual style, and know I shall miss it greatly when the end finally comes upon him.)
However, my dear Elizabeth, I want you to know that I have already spoken to Cassandra. She will house your new inheritance of the three hundred sixteen books that do not belong to the estate. Mr. Grant has given her the list for your records, to save your father the postage costs of receiving such a hefty letter.
Do with these books as your heart dictates. Some will not be to your liking. I doubt any young lady of good sense has any interest in old men discussing the occult’s influences on modern farming practices. Please, feel no obligation to my memory to keep those books. In fact, my hope is that you will fetch a decent sum for them at the booksellers. I particularly recommend Mr. Osborne on Charles St., London.
Most importantly, I leave you the three volumes of autograph ghost books of female occultists. Do you remember when you asked me about them as a child, and I said you were too young? Well, my dear niece, you are more than capable to attempt this amazing journey now. To be honest, you have been capable for a great many years, but I could not let go of the little girl. But you are not one anymore, as Mr. Grant constantly reminds me. Therefore, the autograph books are now yours.
I am convinced those lady occultists’ magic bound within the pages will only work with a female, and I cannot think of a young woman I trust more than yourself.
I must warn you that gentlemen (and I use that term lightly) might come sniffing about to bully you into selling the autograph books. Do not allow them to trick you in any way. Mr. Grant will assist you if you have questions, or if you need a gentleman who can be trusted in business affairs who will not act against your own best interest to line his own pockets, as we all know you are lacking in male support in that manner.
Further, my hope is that the little sum of money I have left you will prevent you from ever having the temptation to sell the books in moments of desperation and loneliness. I wish for you to continue your studies in peace, and not to be sold to assist those who do not have your best interests in their souls.
For now, the books will be moved to my sister’s house, as she has the room and would love any excuse for you to come to London for an extended stay. There is no need for the exchange of letters; she awaits your arrival. I have also included a pound note with this letter to assist with your journey to London and any mourning clothes expenses you might incur. I would not wish you to spend all your time in drab mourning clothes, but I know your familial pressures all too well. But, for my memory, I beg you to sport the ghastly black bombazine for as little as possible. Young women should be in colour at all times, not sad and dreary in black and grey.
(Miss Knight, this is Mr. Grant again. I shall spare you your uncle’s thoughts on mourning attire for young ladies, but know that he has strong opinions on the notion of you wearing mourning clothes beyond a fortnight.)
Mr Grant informs me that this letter must end at some juncture, so I shall send my farewell. I regret not living to see this new adventure that lays before you. Know that I will be looking down from Heaven upon you and that I have ever been proud to call you my niece. I have loved you like my own child. You are perfection itself.
Your devoted uncle,
E Leigh
What a strange man Edward Leigh had always been,
Mr. Knight said. Elizabeth has more than enough male assistance amongst her family. She does not require this lawyer’s help. Besides, what will the girls do with occult books? Of all the things!
Elizabeth’s teeth chattered as she held back the tears. Uncle Edward never spoke of the heart, and it hurt her that it took his death for her to finally hear the light in which she shined in his eyes. How stubbornness and propriety too often stopped people from expressing the feelings of their hearts. She would have wanted him to know that she saw him as a father, and that his kindness and affection had been more supportive than the father standing in front of her now.
Isabella folded the letter and handed it to her step-daughter. My dear Mr. Knight, the books are for Elizabeth’s use.
But, Isabella, what are the girls going to do with that?
He considered. Perhaps Mary will want them. I shall write to her.
Mr. Knight! They are not Mary’s books,
Isabella insisted. They are Elizabeth’s, and hers alone.
But what is Elizabeth going to do with occult books?
Mr. Leigh has well educated your daughter on the occult.
At the confused look on her husband’s face, Isabella said, She has often spoken of it.
She has?
"Yes, Mr. Knight. Frequently. Besides, you must consider that Mary took no interest in the occult and was not close to Mr. Leigh. The other girls are not related to him and do not know him. It would make sense for him to leave Elizabeth and Elizabeth alone all of his books."
But what of the girls?
Mr. Knight was not going to let the subject drop. It took all of Elizabeth’s command of herself not to correct her father, but she successfully kept her thoughts to herself. Instead, she said, I shall write to my aunt and inform her of my impending arrival in London. Maria Thorne is leaving for London tomorrow, and I shall request a seat in her carriage.
We have dinner with the Pooles tomorrow,
her father said. We shall find you alternate travel next week.
I believe the Pooles will be very understanding, Mr. Knight, given the circumstances,
Isabella said. In a warmer tone, she said, Elizabeth, I shall make your apologies. Your aunt, no doubt, needs you. Mrs. Poole will be very sympathetic.
What use will Elizabeth be to the likes of Cassandra Spencer?
Mr. Knight asked. That woman is rich enough to afford any comforts she requires. Elizabeth would be of better use here, to help you with the girls.
Cassandra Spencer, the sister of Uncle Edward and her own dearly departed mother, indeed carried the noble name of Spencer. However, the man she married was from the poorer side of that great family, as opposed to the branch that rubbed shoulders with royalty.
Isabella said, in a pleading tone, Mrs. Spencer is richer than us, indeed, but she is not so rich as to remove grief on the loss of a brother.
Elizabeth offered her step-mother a smile of gratitude. There were things that no amount of money could buy.
Elizabeth mustered her courage before her father could argue. Papa, my aunt is alone in the world now.
Oh, yes. I forgot,
Mr. Knight said with the coldness that he displayed too often towards his former family. Well, Isabella, what do you think? Should we allow Elizabeth to go?
Elizabeth glanced at her twenty-three-year-old stepmother and awaited a response. She fought against the feelings of bitterness that attacked her spirit.
"My dear Mr. Knight, I believe it is Elizabeth’s Christian duty to go to town with her aunt for at least a month. Perhaps even a two-month visit, depending upon Mrs. Spencer’s well-being. We must consider how useful Elizabeth will be during this time of mourning. Isabella’s eyes widened.
Oh, I shall have to look after mourning outfits for the girls. I will consult my mother about the appropriate mourning length, since Mr. Leigh was not their uncle. Perhaps a week, just out of respect. No matter, Eliza, with the details. I shall discuss this with you later, Mr. Knight. For now, we must think about Elizabeth and how supportive she will be to her aunt."
Very well, if you say so, my dear. This is the domain of women,
Mr. Knight said. He smiled at Elizabeth, his expression filled with excitement as opposed to the support one would expect from her own father. It made the ache in her heart worsen. Fourteen hundred! What a good thing for the girls. My dear, Isabella, will you assist Elizabeth in packing? I must visit Mrs. Audbrey this morning. She is doing poorly. Oh, and we should ask Charles when he can accompany Elizabeth to London. That will be a great comfort to her, I’m sure.
Maria Thorne is leaving for London tomorrow,
Elizabeth said. I shall walk over and ask if I might accompany her.
But her father had already left the room, off to visit one of his poor parishioners. Elizabeth closed her eyes and said, in a shaky voice, Please, I do not want or need Charles’ help. Maria is going, and I am certain she will assistant me with transport.
Isabella sat down on the settee. I’m so sorry for your father’s insensitivity.
I am long used to it,
Elizabeth said.
What will you do with the books?
Isabella hesitated. She lowered her voice and said, I would caution you from bringing home a large number. I fear they will make a tempting target.
Elizabeth made a sound that bordered on a snort. Between my father and Mary, I am certain they will find their way to furnishing Mary’s home. Or, shall I say the dear cozy cottage.
Isabella was silent. She had been Mary Knight’s best friend since school. Mary Knight, the second eldest of the Knight children and the daughter of Mr. Knight’s first wife, Lucy Leigh, had married very well, fetching the rich Mr. Fitzharding of neighbouring Ashbrook. Ashbrook House, their cozy cottage
as Mary called it, was a centuries old manor house that brought Mr. Fitzharding ten thousand a year.
Mary wasn’t happy with just that, of course. She wanted everything that was Elizabeth’s.
I make it a firm policy to not place myself between you and Mary in your ongoing dispute,
Isabella said. She licked her lips. However, in this circumstance, I do not believe Mary deserves the books, and I wish to hint that you not make them an enticing target for her notice. Nor, for your father’s notice, either, since their sale at auction might prove a temptation depending upon Charles’ financial needs.
At Elizabeth’s growing silence, Isabella said, It was very kind of Mr. Leigh to leave you the money, and what a surprise about his library. Did you have any hint of it?
None. I believe I am still in shock, to be very honest. I know that I will do all within my power to keep the occult books. He taught me everything I know, even if it is not much, and I would like to preserve those memories.
I always thought the occult was the province of men, along with Latin and Greek.
Elizabeth sat down, wishing to be anywhere but here, having polite conversation while her heart broke. Nevertheless, there were expectations of stoicism. Therefore, she would get them out of the way, to grieve later in isolation. My uncle believed there used to be lady occult societies. In fact, the three books mentioned are supposedly the autographs of now dead female occultists who bound their own souls to their autographs. With the right combination of spells, one supposedly could unlock the autographs to speak to the ladies’ ghosts. Of course, he never let me touch those books as a girl.
Oh, to hear from women long past. What stories they could tell. What a magnificent gift!
I suppose he wishes me to carry on his work, attempting to unlock the spells. He had often wondered if the ghosts would only speak to female occultists, but he didn’t know any of sufficient skill to make the attempt. I fear I will never be one, either.
Still, it’s very exciting. Think of their worth to the Royal Occult Society!
I will not sell the books, Isabella,
Elizabeth said in a cold, unyielding tone. I have made up my mind, and I will not be dissuaded.
Of course not. I don’t believe your father would do that without your permission. You have your own bedroom, and the items there are yours.
Elizabeth kept her own thoughts to herself, for her bedroom and its contents were not hers alone no matter what was said.
Isabella, for her part, could clearly see Elizabeth was keeping back her anger and said, We can spread the books between your friends, when you are ready. I will speak to your father, when the time is right. This inheritance will allow you a degree of independence, and that includes being able to keep the books. Your uncle was very prudent to give you the money. Now, you need to speak with Mrs. Thorne, of course. Did you want a servant to deliver a note?
No. I welcome the walk and privacy.
Of course.
Elizabeth left her home with both letters in her reticule to read them herself in private during the one and a half mile walk to her dearest friend’s house. There she would find the support that did not exist in her own home.
******
Elizabeth was no stranger to walking unaccompanied now that she was older and Mary married, and she relished the privacy afforded by the trek to Vane Park, home of her dearest friend. Alone with the cows and chickens, the apple trees and the wheat, Elizabeth was finally granted the luxury of grieving her dearest uncle.
No sooner had the rectory passed from view did her tears arrive. She did not care if the women in the field saw her, nor the men. Most tipped their hats to her or pretended to not see her weeping, and she kept her pace brisk, not bothering to hold back her quaking sobs. It was not the first time the farmers and their wives had seen her sobbing in their fields over the years, nor would it be the last she feared.
There goes Miss Knight weeping again. She knew that would be the local gossip soon enough. She only hoped her equally gossipy younger sisters would spread the news of Uncle Edward’s death first and head off the commentary.
For now, the gossip of farm wives did not concern her. She had to present a strong face once she arrived at Maria’s home, so that the servants would not gossip and the word get back to her father through John, his bailiff. Her heart was not up to another lecture about decorum from her father.
Uncle Edward had always been kind to her, especially after the death of her mother—his sister. Her father never quite understood that impact on his eldest daughter. Mary was very young, and had a new stepmother replacement so soon that even she had admitted her memories from that time were all a blur. Elizabeth’s, however, were not. She remembered keenly, even now, the brutalizing pain of her mother closing her eyes for the last time.
She also recalled the betrayal in that little girl’s heart when her father remarried within eighteen months of her mother’s death. She did not like Miss Augusta Leigh, the mother of four of her siblings, and third cousin of her mother. Augusta had not been kind to Elizabeth, either. She’d doted on Mary, of course, but Elizabeth was too much stuck in her own head, as Augusta would say. That was why she could not like her. It had been Elizabeth’s fault, and her father had agreed.
Therefore, it had fallen to Aunt Cass and Uncle Edward to be the supportive parents she no longer had. Looking back, Elizabeth was certain Aunt Cass had spies in the village, to report back whenever Augusta was unnecessarily neglectful of her charge. To her child’s eyes, however, it seemed like her mother’s siblings would swoop in whenever things were bad and take her to London for several weeks. Sometimes, two whole months. Augusta never cared, and her father barely noticed her missing with an ever-growing brood of children. To him, one girl was interchangeable with another. What was two months?
Aunt Cass’s husband had passed away. Uncle Spencer, as she has always called Mr. George Spencer, had been a jolly man. He loved town life and lived there even when the physicians told him fresh country air would improve his lungs. He did not listen, and eventually he succumbed to the dirty air of town. And now the air had claimed Uncle Edward, too.
Elizabeth knew in her good sense at the air itself had not killed them, even if the grief kept saying such nonsense. Her childhood memories were all ending now. She had such an unhappy childhood: the loss of her mother, the introduction of a new mother, three different schools that she hated, and a failed, somewhat imprudent, courtship that could have taken her away from all this pain.
She grieved for the loss of her childhood, and