Spiritual Choreographies
By Carlos Labbé
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Carlos Labbé
Carlos Labbé, one of Granta's "Best Young Spanish-Language Novelists," was born in Chile and is the author of seven novels, including Navidad & Matanza and Loquela, and three collections of short stories. In addition to his writings he is a musician, and has released three albums. He is a co-editor at Sangria, a publishing house based in Santiago and Brooklyn, where he translates and runs workshops. He also writes literary essays, the most notable ones on Juan Carlos Onetti, Diamela Eltit and Roberto Bolaño. Three of his novels are available from Open Letter Books.
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Spiritual Choreographies - Carlos Labbé
13.
CORRECTION
The choreography needs audience, needs someone to witness its movements. The damp twilight wind slammed shut the kitchen window. She was cutting leeks at the sink when the sash colliding with the frame startled her; the shards of glass turned to fragments on the floor a few meters away. The shock made her jerk the knife across the back of her left hand. When the boy entered dressed in pajamas, hair mussed—mother, what was that? his question—she was standing there, staring at the shape of that small wound under the stream of water, as if it reminded her of some profound, lost thing. One sound, two, a counterpoint, the dark night looking out at waves, she thought. And then there was just her blood, staining the water in the sink. She brought her hand to her mouth so she wouldn’t ruin the vegetable with her foul taste.
Go shower, we’re eating soon. And bring him down,
she told the boy.
Ten minutes later they were all sitting in silence around the kitchen table. She had to quicken her breathing and open her eyes: the little wound on her hand kept her from concentrating, pulsing in the dark, like the double of another wound on the palm of the hand of a man who in her memory recoiled from a seashell, from a broken bottle, tears and sweat; she was naked, on the wave-packed sand, wet. I was another person back then, she thought.
Life here begins many times,
the vocalist blurted out unexpectedly from his wheelchair.
He did so without solemnity, but with a voice not his own.
It was a little unsettling, according to the doctors, his neurological damage rendered speech impossible, but that was the third time in a year he’d spoken during meditation. For an instant, the boy opened his eyes too; he and his mother exchanged a glance just as a draft swept in through the broken window and caused a distant door—the bathroom door, she guessed—to slam. Then they heard the beep, beep, beep of the alarm being deactivated at the front entrance. It was the other, returning from the recording studio. He came in carrying a paper bag, set it down in the middle of the table, and went into the kitchen. Reaching out her fingers, she removed a still-warm roll from the bag and tore it open, scanning with her eyes, in vain, for the jam. The other shut the refrigerator with his foot, sat down; he grabbed the jar of jam and set it beside her plate—she gave him a grateful smile—and turned to the vocalist, offering him a sip of the beer he held in his hand.
Then the other raised the can and made a toast:
Bless Him. I finished writing the bloody score today.
The boy pinched an unlit cigarette between his lips as he applauded. The movement of his hands knocked over the milk carton, which, striking the floor, bounced back up and collided with the jar of jam. Suddenly irritated, she couldn’t take her eyes off the can of beer as she attempted to clean the floor with a spoon. The other brought his hands together and bent down beside her.
The Man wanted to tell me something last night, I’m sure of it,
the boy blurted out.
The vocalist tried to grimace through his paralysis.
Was the show any good?
she asked.
It’s been proven: The Man is the greatest baritone in the history of humanity, Mother. His shows are always perfect.
That’s why he’s in the bubblegum music.
The other burst out laughing at his own comment. She, all the while, watched her son speak, but couldn’t understand what he was saying. Were they speaking in Chezungun again to mess with her, to exclude her? All she heard was laughter and—it’s absurd, she said to herself, we’re miles from the ocean—the sound of waves breaking on the beach, swelling with wind and rain. Another spark in her memory: the beach’s thick sand clinging to her thighs as she spread her legs, the other’s alcoholic stench on the nape of her neck, his moan in the dark: leave us alone.
I pushed through the crowd right up to the front, seriously. And there I am, transfixed, face to face with The Man, modulating the final guitar solo with the vocoder implanted in one of his molars. Then he sees me, I’m sure of it. He sees me and wants to tell me something, something only he knows, something for my ears alone.
My dearest, dearest lad,
the other sighed under his breath. Do not forget the stage’s bright lights are there to blind the performers just enough.
She carried the plates and cups to the dishwasher as the volume of the conversation rose. According to the boy, the fact that The Man was the first clone to ever produce positive sales numbers for the record company proved nothing in terms of his musical refinement, nor did it provide any credible proof as to whether or not he was capable of feeling emotions when he sang.
Haven’t you ever seen a stranger’s face pass quickly by a window, the face of a stranger to whom you must impart some important thing, a face that never comes entirely into focus, but that you just have to speak to? I swear that’s what happened to The Man when he saw me.
She decided to leave them to their discussion and take the vocalist in his wheelchair to their bedroom. She thought she might purchase a Quyasullu film for the four of them to watch while they ate dessert. She helped prop him up in the bed, brought a few pillows in from the living room to support his back. When she gave him the remote control, he gripped her hand, his eyes fixing on that little wound, already beginning to heal. She wanted to say, to ask him one, two, three times the same question about the words he’d babbled during meditation: if, after all these weeks correcting the book about The Band on his screen, he could use his voice again, if something had made him say what he’d said, and to what end. Then the wind blew, causing another draft to slam another door. A door somewhere in the apartment. The front door? she wondered.
The choreography needs melody, the melody I can now only hear in one ear.
He, the boy, wanted to play the part of the young macho warrior and not humanity’s savior.
He wanted to be the liberator and not the vocalist in a band.
I am he, and yet. No more. This useless body that once leapt across stages.
All those lives come together on this page and now it’s only possible for me to quietly write with my eyelids about what isn’t a lie, in the margin of this little volume of autobiographical fiction, on the table before me, in place of some unknown animal, bleeding out in the sun at the old mother’s feet, the kawellu and the goats, the chicken and the tree, my brother and me.
I am he. The Band. Nothing more.
12.
CORRECTION
The choreography needs melody. And the theremin section wove together more than twenty voices. The drum machine accelerated to the rhythm of the piano chords and the double bass announced a silence that was followed by the recorded sound of a busy signal in the background. The lights flashed with the first words of the silhouette, the figure, the sweaty face that emerged from the fog. He opened his arms and dropped to his knees to sing the song of a woman who traveled the world with her terrorist cell, freeing animals from zoos, until she was caught and sentenced to life in a prison. That song had topped commercial sales charts for eighty weeks straight, before even one photo of The Band appeared on screens or in magazines. A roar erupted from the crowd of five thousand imperial kids, falling down drunk after three days of celebrating an immigrant woman being elected president. The girl who played the drum machine saw all of this from her corner of the stage; the tiny hairs on her arms stood on end. She saw how the vocalist’s hard eyes fixed on a girl in the audience as she climbed onto the stage, how something changed in him when that same girl tore off her T-shirt and, like an offering, threw it at her idol, before letting herself fall back into the arms of the bouncers, swallowed by the crowd, fainting away. Likewise, she saw the shirt in his hands, how he let the microphone drop, and without turning back, walked to the dressing room, though the other tried to push him back onstage. The girl’s T-shirt was blue and printed with a cross and his name, in place of the baroque Inri.
The choreography needs a rhythm, a rhythm that isn’t moving.
I am he.
Before tossing out ten possible false names, before proposing titles, I dilate my pupil to transplant someone else’s words into the beginning of this volume of