A Flame Out at Sea
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The characters in Novikov’s work are predominantly people of the Russian North: Pomors, Karelians and Komi. In 2013 Novikov, along with other Karelian writers, proclaimed the Manifesto on a New Northern Prose, the mission of which Novikov described as: “Though these are trying times for Russian literature, there is light, there is hope that it will retain its key underlying principles of honesty, faith, beauty. How great it is that these principles fully fit with and correspond to the old and new, living, and strong direction of Russia’s Northern Prose!”
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The protagonist of A Flame Out at Sea heads to the stores of the northern lakes and the White Sea in search of its present, which unexpectedly proves to be inseparable from its recent past. Against the backdrop of the powerful northern elements, the drama of a single individual in the here and now begins to seem tiny and insignificant but the tragedy of the nation irredeemably large. "The novel is a confession, a travelogue and a doorway into a great historical era.”
A Flame Out at Sea is about going beyond the boundaries of the big city, about overcoming the fetters of one’s private and family past, leaving aside one’s resentment, squashing one’s pride, unclenching one’s fists and turning one’s life around. It is about a journey to the origins of speech, personality, courage and love made by a modern man in the harsh, sacred, nourishing and draining circumstances of the Russian North. (Valeria Pustovaya, Literary critic)
Translated from the Russian by Christopher Culver
Published with support of the Russian Booker Foundation
Sponsored by GLOBEXBANK
Publishers Maxim Hodak & Max Mendor
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A Flame Out at Sea - Dmitry Novikov
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A Flame Out at Sea
I was very pleased to get a rare book, a gift from my friend Grisha, a man who had the appearance of an old style Russian hero: he was tall, with auburn curls and an ample beard. Grisha worked as an ER doctor at a children’s hospital. He also wrote some powerful, catchy songs that even brought tears to the eyes of the most grizzled men of the North. He had brought me this book as a token of his thanks after I had recommended some routes along the White Sea shores to him. He wanted to go there to find healing for his soul
, as he put it.
The heavy, dark-blue volume was pleasing to the hand and the eye. Its title, embossed in gold, was also a delight: Dictionary of the Spoken Pomor Dialect. I am very fond of dictionaries in general. One can learn many new things from them, unlike some novels. Yet again, I was intrigued by the story of this dictionary’s author, Ivan Durov. He was a native of the old Pomor village, Sumsky Posad, and a self-taught man. He was fascinated by the Pomor dialect and began collecting local proverbs, sayings and ritual speeches. He worked on this for five years, compiling a dictionary and ultimately sending it to the Academy of Sciences. Several years later he was shot at the Sandarmokh site in Karelia, the victim of repressions against local historians. His manuscript languished in the archives for eighty years and has only recently been found and published. This was a precious gift.
Grisha would talk at length, and enthusiastically, about what he had discovered in the places I had recommended to him. You are a good guy,
he thanked me, imitating Pomors accent, after he had been given a chance to hear them. He would paint in words the White Sea, the northern rivers and the fields of juniper. Then I recalled the words of my Karelian grandmother: Juniper is the tree of death
.
1975, Pryazha
The worst thing was seeing him from behind when he had nothing covering over his back. On his arm, his shoulder and his shoulder blade: three holes. They had closed up, healed, but these were not scars, they were holes. Grisha was afraid to ask, and his grandfather never talked about it. Even though it had clearly been a machine gun, he had been shot in the back and it was unbelievable that anyone could survive that. Yet his grandfather had survived. Only now his steps were slow and he coughed terribly at night. So loud and hoarse in fact, it sounded like a raging lion dying somewhere in the depths of Africa. The coughing would often wake Grisha and his back would feel cold and shriveled. Grisha would just lie there for what seemed like an eternity without daring to even move, holding his breath. Then his grandfather would fall silent again. Grisha too would fall back asleep, his nose wrapped in his grandmother’s old blanket.
It smelled strange and tart. The entire house was imbued with the smells of some former, forgotten life. These smells would rush into your nostrils as soon as you came in from outside and they would make you involuntarily reflect, and recall, what each thing meant. For instance, this smell was so warm and dry, with a slight tinge of dust and limestone, like an old Russian oven. Not the bottom part of it –there smells of delicious food always emerged, whether it was pancakes, fish soup or fried potatoes – but rather the top, which in fact was referred to as the oven top
. Don’t climb up on the oven top!
his grandmother would say, not yelling at them but just so none of the numerous small children would fall from there. Grisha was the eldest of all these small fry and therefore responsible for them all. The oven top
was covered with old, yellowed newspapers with some animal skins laid on top. One skin, Grisha knew for sure, was from a wild boar, it had long, coarse hairs and a yellow inner side that had a pungent smell. This skin could be used to frighten the younger children when they could not control themselves and spent hours fooling around. Other skins came from harmless domestic sheep; these skins were soft and somehow defenseless. All of these things – the warm stove, its whitewash surface, the old newspapers, the wild boar and the obedient sheep – would mix together, to give off that smell of a village home that would remain in one’s nose for ever. Years later it could make one recall childhood; the age would rise back up with a note of melancholy and in its fullness.
The oven was grandmother. With its smell, its warmth and with the taste of the food that continually lay within its warm womb in huge black cast-iron pots. It was eerily mysterious how these dishes would appear out of the raging, purple-flickered hell, grabbed by handles that jutted out like horns. With strong tea, sweetened so much it was viscous, every hour from a dark, smoke-blackened teapot. Later, this would be replaced by a shiny new electric kettle, meaning tea was taken more frequently. Black bread, sprinkled with oil and coarse salt, or a white loaf with sugar – this food was also grandmother.
Grandfather was the cupboard. It was small, dark and located on the left after you came into the house, opposite the kitchen. It wasn’t even a cupboard but a large closet. A curtain made from rags was hung over the door. That was where the shotguns were. Grisha would go there alone, not letting any of the younger children in. He would sit for a long while in the dark and run his hands over the cold metal of the shotgun barrels and the smooth wood of their butts. The shotguns also had a smell. They smelled of danger and alarm. Also, they called to him with some manly affability, some ultimate responsibility. Grisha immediately felt older when he carefully cocked one and then slowly pulled the trigger. The hammer would give a dry click; if any adults were in the house, especially his grandfather or uncle, they would immediately start yelling at him to not fool around.
Hunting clothes were also hung in the closet. Their smell was similar to the boar skin, just as wild, but with a metallic, artificial twinge. Immediately one could sense how they were all interrelated: the clothes, the shotguns and the boar skin. It immediately became clear why everything was the way it was: the danger, alertness, excitement, a shot, a brief shriek, scurrying legs and a long knife in one’s hands. The dry leaves under the animal’s body. The hot blood and the autumn soil drinking it up greedily. The closet was Grandpa. A soldier’s greatcoat also hung inside it.
There were also many things from the army inside the home. Photographs, in an album, where Grandpa was a dashing lieutenant in a tunic adorned with medals. Grisha already knew that the Red Star and the Combat Red Banner were real medals, deservingly won, something to be proud of. They lay in red boxes in an upper drawer and Grisha would often secretly take them out and run his fingers over their lacquered surfaces. He especially liked how they were attached to clothing not with a pin, like some common badge, but with a sturdy fastener which could only be taken off with a large piece of clothing and one’s heart coming off with it. His grandfather never talked about the war and would not let him play with the medals. His grandfather never yelled at him, he just knew how to give Grisha a look that would send chills down the back of his neck and made him want to obey. In another drawer, kept under lock and key, were the bullets.
Sometimes he was allowed to watch when his grandfather and uncles got ready to go hunting. They would take out the fascinating cartridge cases, the shining, precious caps, the shot in various sizes and the funny wadding. All this was set out on the floor, on top of a neatly laid sheet of newspaper. They would sit down alongside one another and begin something that was clear but still somehow secret: they rammed the caps into the cartridge cases and poured in the powder, then inserted a thin cardboard strip and then the thick wadding, and then filled the space with shot. One more strip would be added, then they crimped the cartridge shut. Sometimes, instead of shot, a bullet was placed into the cartridge, mostly one that was round and funny, but occasionally one that looked dangerous, with a sharp tip. The steps proceeded so quickly and deftly that Grisha could not even manage to appreciate the work. They would do this in turns, each seeing to his own; the entire process was blurred into a clear, simple harmony, delighting in guns. Grisha would reach out his hands to help them, but they would only allow him to play with the shot or, rarely, he would get to pick up a bullet that had fallen into a crack in the floor. There were also ramrods with brushes. The adults would clear the barrels of their gun, smear them with a dark oil, look up into them against the light and, satisfied, set the gun aside. Here, a strict custom was observed, a ritual and at its head was grandfather. Occasionally, one of Grisha’s uncles would fall out of the rhythm, he would get distracted and move his fingers clumsily. If this happened, grandfather was not afraid to cuff one of these grown men on the back of their necks. If this was done in jest they would laugh, but if grandfather was serious they would say nothing in response, only lower their heads and try harder.
Grisha’s father never touched these guns and ammunition. He said that he felt sorry for the animals. He was the eldest son and had moved to the city early on. He would sit and watch the deft fingers of his brothers and his father, but he never picked any of these exciting, tempting objects up. Grandfather would look at him with a mysterious smirk, as if he knew something that others could not know, regardless of their age or peacetime experience. Peacetime experience is experience of life. Grandfather knew something different.
Grisha’s father also remembered something that his younger brothers and sisters did not.
The maiden name of Grisha’s grandmother was Vlasova. It was an ordinary name, half the village had it. Then a certain era swept everything into place meaning some were honored, some Ulyanovs, while others were considered to be the enemy. How can one grasp that a new era has the potential to bring sin and decay? The laws of humankind are age-old, any speedy attempt to bring about happiness can turn into the opposite, and that a human life would suffice to see all the stages of this process, from the enthusiasm of the young to the dull despair of the old. Between young and old lies the spite of adults, so confident but shameless. This is referred to the demonic dialectic
, but how could one understand it without experience and without God? Yet everyone had to understand it. Even Grisha’s grandfather.
Thinking is hard – Grisha realized this when he grew older. While young, when you are full of strong emotions and spite, it is easier, and a spiteful gaze will boldly look for enemies. There are so many of them around; those used to holding a gun in their hands know that.
There was a shout and the crying of children. Grandfather was not grandfather back then but a young hero. A wounded man, a hard man. When Grisha’s grandmother protested against something back then, she too was not grandmother yet but a mother, and a young but plain woman who had already given birth to five children. She would protest, and maybe she would say something in Karelian. Grisha’s grandfather would forbid her from speaking Karelian, The Soviet authorities demand we be international
. When she spoke out against something too daringly or in a language he could not understand, or when she carped about something sacred to him, he would fly into a blind rage. The veins on his neck would throb from fury. Everything would come rushing back to him: the cries of others earlier, the bread of an orphan, storms at sea and the waves dashing against the rocks. Trust in his elders and in commanders. Betrayal and three holes in his back. Everything came back to him again and goaded him on. Just like the waves crashing on the rocks. He grabbed his gun and shouted at that damned woman, You get out of here, you enemy of the people!
The kids were wailing, the kids he called mongrels, degenerates and the enemy. Shoots from a foreign root. Not Russian, almost all Finn.
You get out of here! I’ll shoot, you damned Vlasovites!
he screamed so loudly, as to deafen himself. The children fell silent, they were deeply frightened. Only the eldest sniffled slightly, barely breathing. Their mother stood on the ground of the plowed field. Barefoot. She held the two babies in her arms, the middle children pressed themselves against her legs. Her firstborn was standing slightly to her side. Everyone stood looking at him without saying anything. The gun danced in his hands. Anger danced in his head. It had filled him up completely and pushed everything else out. Then it started to rain. Thick drops fell on the earth, on their white heads, on their dirty feet. Where a drop fell on their feet, he could clearly see how the filth of the soil disappeared and a vivid pink circle of healthy skin suddenly glowed in its place. The children’s skin, the woman’s. His families.
Cold streams of water were flowing down his face, his shoulders and under his collar. He shuddered and threw the gun down into the dirt. The hatred in his head suddenly shrunk to the size of a grain of sand and his head began to ring like a bell. He turned around and ran, staggering, towards the house. The eldest child rushed after him. Don’t cry, pa!
The house stood on a low slope, above the river. It wasn’t really a river, more of a stream, heavily overgrown with willows and sedge. The stream gaily gurgled among the stones and between the roots of trees, sometimes being completely hidden by these. By hopping from one large stone to another you could cross the stream completely. Only fear stood in the way. The bank near the house was hidden behind the thin trunks of trees, as if Grisha were surrounded by real jungle on all sides. The cries of birds fell silent. Only a willow would rustle mysteriously with its slender leaves, and this rustling too sounded somehow confining and dangerous. Fear, along with an irresistible force that made him want to make his way ever further across, made the stream’s spell as spicy and clean as the smell of frozen earth. Indeed, that is what the stream smelt like with its wet earth, tree roots and bushes, its babbling radiant water and the wet moss of stones. Grisha could spend hours observing its life. He would track the fleeting minnows through the swift currents, look for caddisflies in their little homes made from sticks and watch the wonderful frogs that darted about. Once the stream gifted him a real wild animal. The boy had made a few leaps over some stones that his feet knew (further on there were some unfamiliar and dangerous stones that threatened a fall into the water), and he saw the animal. It was small, dark brown, with a pointy muzzle and round ears. It was quite close, just two meters away. Grisha froze. The animal sniffed, dissatisfied, its nostrils flaring. The white points of its teeth stood out. On a stone nearby lay a bird, torn apart. Or rather, it was no longer a bird at all, just a fan of feathers and a few drops of blood scattered over the rough gray surface of this wild countertop. For a second the animal stood there, estimating its strength, but then it turned and disappeared, fleetingly without a sound in the tall grass. Only the long tail of a snake slithered after it. How strange this all was, frightful but attractive, an experience which was both haunting and powerful. It was as if Grisha had been the animal, as if he himself had crept through the grass and devoured its prey. After a minute had passed Grisha began to breathe again, and a few more minutes later he turned around and hopped on trembling legs back to the familiar bank. He rushed past his grandfather’s bathhouse. He picked up speed and dashed over the delightfully springy boards laid over a muddy patch towards the house. As he flew in, he cried to his father, An animal! An animal! I saw it! It was brown! It ate a bird!
It was probably a mink,
his father answered indifferently. It must have escaped from the fur farm.
The bathhouse stood right on the bank of the stream, just a step away from the water. A bit further, between two stones, there was a deep channel with water up to an adult’s chest, and after steaming oneself in the bathhouse one could leap into it and laugh merrily. Saturdays were generally bath days, a sort of celebration. The bath would be warmed in the morning. Grisha was allowed to watch after the fire and, proud at having this adult responsibility, he would haul wood, feed it into the crackling stove and close its heavy cast-iron door. He would then watch carefully to make sure that, God forbid, not one little piece of charcoal would fall from the red-hot maws of the stove. It was hard to look after the stove due to the heat, as it would become nearly unbearable and he would often jump outside onto the bank of the stream and take a few deep breaths of the air that was doubly fresh after the bathhouse heat: like a stupid fish caught on a hook and intent on breathing to the end. Sometimes his grandmother would come to see how he was doing. She would stroke his head with her eternal My my, how they’re torturing the boy!
and place a lump of sugar in his hand. It was nice when the sugar was rock-hard, barely absorbing any of his saliva. It was much worse when it was professionally refined sugar, for it would instantly dissolve in his mouth, leaving behind a taste of dissatisfaction and fleetingness.
His relatives began to come in for lunch, his aunts and uncles with their families. It got noisy in the home, especially in the yard outside. The children, so happy to meet, started running around. Grisha, proud of his job, looked upon these little ones indulgently. Only when Serega arrived did he allow himself to relax, because the other began to immediately help him. Serega was the same age as Grisha, but Grisha’s father explained that he was Grisha’s first cousin once removed, so of his uncles’ generation. This came as an unpleasant surprise to Grisha, but his uncle
was unperturbed. The two became friends.
Serega was odd. He was somehow too nice a boy. He would forgive anything. Once he was running and leaping across the clearing between the bathhouse and the house, and a ram that was grazing nearby attacked him. Twice the ram butted him with its sharp head, then pinned him against the fence. Serega tried to push the ram’s head away with his weak hands, but the ram only pushed him harder towards the wooden fence, pinning him under his ribs. Serega was already breathing heavily, but when Grisha grabbed a big stick, he shouted, Don’t! You’ll hurt him!
Serega stood in this dangerous vise until the ram grew tired of its victim’s weakness and went away. Yet, even after this there was no question of Serega doing anything in revenge, not even throwing a rock.
He also loved birds. He could spend hours watching a big bird soar in the sky, the high blue sky, and seeing how it turned into a tiny little thing in the distance. He could spend all day with pigeons, carrying them on his breast and whispering to them. Men like him easily take to alcohol. They don’t have the strength to resist its swift, powerful current. Some twenty years later, after a month-long binge of tearful drinking, he hung himself on a clothesline. On his grave there were always some bread crumbs, the cross-like prints of birds’ feet, or downy feathers tangled in the high, wild grass.
They would start going to the bathhouse a couple of hours before dinner. The women went first. Their procession was always led by Grisha’s grandmother and it was funny to watch how she solemnly led the column of compliant young people behind her, moving duck-like from foot to foot as she. My, my, they’ve made it so hot you can’t even go in,
came her merry voice from the bathhouse. Grisha and Serega exchanged glances, for her words were to their credit.
The women’s turn did not take long, the first session in the steam was hard. When an hour had passed they were already came back inside the house, marching in the same line. Their heads wrapped in wet towels, their flushed faces, their smooth and languid movement were imbued with some rare, uncanny sense of leisure and ease. Some sort of wisdom and detachment. Some sort of firm submission. It did not last for long. As soon as they entered the house, they began to make a fuss, rushing about and preparing dinner. Grisha’s grandmother headed this, but not with an aggressive stance, she was soft and in good humor. Here and there one heard her plaintive My, my!
That simultaneously pitied the slow-moving, inept girls and drove them on.
The men would go into bathhouse when it was already like a furnace. Red-hot heat from the glowing coals lurked within the brick-lined depths, exhaling a gentle and dangerous breath. They closed the little door on the stove. It had become impossible to breathe. Impossible to even exist. Grisha’s head grew muddled and he felt an urge to jump outside. His legs buckled and it seemed like he had reached a point where he could only lie down. But then his father or grandfather would gently nudge him to climb up onto the benches. The wood of the benches was so hot it put a bitter feeling into Grisha’s mouth. It was impossible to sit, it felt like his backside would catch fire and burst into flames. Grisha put his hands under him, his palms could better handle the heat. He would hardly come to his senses, to perk up and look around, before his grandfather would open the little door to the stove and, after nodding to the other men in warning, cast half of a dipper of hot water into its black maw. There was an explosion inside and a violent but colorless cloud of steam would burst from it and sweep away all of the life in its path. Grisha’s ears, nostrils and fingernails were gripped in tongs of blinding pain. He squealed and leaped down from the bench, trying to escape among the bodies of the adults. However, his grandfather was prepared for this. He swiftly grabbed Grisha by his wrist, deftly put him on his stomach and began to whip him with a bath broom that had been made ready, steamed beforehand. Grisha screamed and kicked. His back was burning, he could not breathe and his head was swarming with multicolored balls. You just hold on, squirt. Hold on, you little greenhorn,
his grandfather would say in a serious voice, but somewhere deep down mirth could be heard. Grisha felt that he had reached the end, that his little life was over, but his grandfather would throw on more steam and work through Grisha’s stomach, chest and shoulders. Then he would let Grisha go. Grisha’s father would pick him up and set him on the floor. His grandfather would take a bucket of cold water and drench the child from head to toe. The sudden sharp cold through the glowing heat, the flowing life over red-hot death forced Grisha to squat down, as if a hand had been placed on him in blessing. After this, he stood up straight on trembling legs and grunted in an adult fashion, surprising himself and making the grownups laugh. His grandfather wrapped him in a sheet and carried him out to the dressing area. How was it, you little greenhorn? Good?
he asked, and then dived back into that hell. Grisha sat drinking water from a large aluminum mug, listening to the cries and whipping sounds coming from the bath. His head was empty and in a marvelous state, as if it were the shell of an egg made clean. His body was singing, his soul trembled within it.
It was in the bath that he first saw his grandfather’s back.
1913, Pryazha; 1943, Karelian front, Leningrad region
I know, Fyodor, I still remember a whole generation later: you really wanted to catch a bear. Tapio, the forest spirit, the god of marshes and pine forests, you remembered it all.
You were enchanted by the stories of the old; how men would catch bears with a spear. Your grandfather, an old hunter, spoke with firsthand knowledge. How to choose a good birch tree, one with a trunk that split in two. The angle should be the size of a bear’s neck. It shouldn’t be rotten wood but strong and healthy, because your life is going to depend on it. A spacer could be inserted between the forked trunk, or conversely the forked trunk could be pulled closer with a rope and it would take on the desired shape within a couple of years. You have to do everything right; life can change into death in a flash if something goes wrong. The bear will not give you a chance if you slip up. How to find the beast, how to goad it so that it would move towards you? A bear is not an evil creature; it would rather walk away than fight, as long as its young or its prey is not threatened. For this reason, it is better to catch it through a bait, where it won’t want to give up what belongs to it. How do you make it get up on its back legs, so that it will fall upon you from above in its rage? How do you successfully set the spear up so that it will clamp down on the bear’s neck, and stick the other end into the earth? All without making any mistakes. Even then, when the bear is about to tear it away from you, you’ll get a chance to leap up at it, the Finnish knife must strike its heart. The veyche, as the Karelians called this knife, had to be metal and so tempered that it would slice through the bear’s ribs like butter.
Your grandfather forged and sharpened knives himself. When the blade was ready, red-hot out of the fire, he would take a birch-bark container, fill half of it with water and the other half with linseed oil. Then he would submerge the knife into the container so that the cutting edge would be in the water and the top of the blade in the oil. It would then be tempered so that it would be flexible but not brittle, and then the blade could cut through wood or bone without being dulled. He would then fine-tune it with