Kentucky Rich
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The Colemans and Thorntons, the unforgettable American families of Fern Michaels’ Texas and Vegas series, are back in an exciting trilogy that combines the heady thrills of Kentucky horse racing with strong, accomplished women who fight for their dreams.
Nealy Coleman no longer resembles the teenaged waif who slipped away in the middle of the night with her illegitimate child thirty years ago. This Nealy is rich, sophisticated, and renowned in the horse racing world—a woman to be reckoned with.
Nealy’s shocking return to SunStar, the thoroughbred horse farm her father built from scratch, will change everything for her two brothers, for her daughter, and for all the Thorntons and Colemans who are connected to the farm. And when the truth about her father and a family’s troubled past is revealed, Nealy will find herself faced with the greatest challenges of her life—challenges that will test her courage in unexpected ways and reveal what is truly important.
In Kentucky Rich, Fern Michaels surpasses herself once again, with a novel as rich and lush as the Kentucky bluegrass country itself . . . a story of stunning power that ushers in an extraordinary new trilogy.
“The audience for her previous works is probably waiting at the starting gate for this one.” —Publishers Weekly
“Michaels’ Danielle Steel-like fun read has more plot twists than a soap opera, and will keep readers on tenterhooks for the next in the series.” —Booklist
“Riveting . . . [a] tearjerker.” —Library Journal
Fern Michaels
FERN MICHAELS is the USA Today and New York Times bestselling author of the Sisterhood, Men of the Sisterhood, and Godmothers series, as well as dozens of other novels and novellas. There are over one-hundred ten million copies of her books in print. Fern Michaels has built and funded several large day-care centers in her hometown, and is a passionate animal lover who has outfitted police dogs across the country with special bulletproof vests. She shares her home in South Carolina with her four dogs and a resident ghost named Mary Margaret. Visit her website at www.fernmichaels.com.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I liked it because it dealt with horses and Kentucky and I was longing for KY at the time. it was a quick read. The idiots in the story get their just rewards.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5An absolutely wonderful book. I can not wait to read the others. Many characters, but I felt I knew all of them. Fern has a wonderful way of capturing everyone in her novels.
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Kentucky Rich - Fern Michaels
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Dear Emily
FERN MICHAELS
KENTUCKY RICH
KENSINGTON PUBLISHING CORP.
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Table of Contents
Also by Fern Michaels
Title Page
Dedication
Prologue
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Family
FAMILY
Lime Chili Shrimp with Coriander and Avocado
Teaser chapter
Copyright Page
I’d like to dedicate this book to two wonderful people,
Helen and Bob Kraushaar.
Prologue
Thirty Years Later
The two brothers watched from the window as a black limousine crunched to a stop in the middle of the gravel driveway. In silence, they watched a uniformed driver step out and open the rear passenger door. Their jaws dropped when they saw a slender, long-legged woman dressed in brown-leather boots, well-cut jeans, and white shirt emerge and look around. A sun-darkened hand reached up to adjust tinted glasses before she tipped the brim of her pearly white Stetson to reveal a mane of thick sable brown hair.
"Who the hell is that?" Rhy Coleman demanded of his brother.
How the hell should I know?
Pyne said. Whoever she is, she’s coming up to the porch. I think you should open the door.
When his older brother made no move to greet their guest, Pyne started toward the door, but it opened before he could reach it. The strange woman blew in like a gust of wind. Without a glance in the brothers’ direction, she headed straight for the stairway leading to the second floor.
Hey! Just a damn minute!
Rhy shouted. Who the hell are you to walk in here like you own the place?
She turned to face them and smiled as she lowered her dark glasses. I do own it, Rhy, at least a third of it. Don’t you recognize me, big brother?
Rhy’s eyes widened with shock.
Pyne walked toward her. Nealy! Is it really you?
In the flesh,
she said, thinking it funny that neither one of them had recognized her. She’d known them the moment she’d seen them, not by the family resemblance but by the slump of their shoulders. Her smile vanished as she glanced back at the stairs. Where is he?
Pyne’s head jerked upward.
Nealy nodded. You two stay here,
she ordered. This is between me and him. I have something I want to say to him, and I don’t want either of you interfering. Do you understand? This is my business, not yours.
When there was no response, she repeated her question. The brothers nodded reluctantly.
Nealy stared at the two men. They were strangers to her; she felt absolutely no emotion for them—not love, not hate, not even curiosity. They were just two men standing side by side in the hallway.
It had been over thirty years since she’d seen her brothers. Over thirty years since she’d left this house with Emmie in her arms. Over thirty years since she’d set foot on Coleman land. And now, after all this time, here she was, back in Virginia.
Home.
The word made her shudder. She turned her back on her brothers and gazed at the staircase that led to the second floor. As a child, she’d climbed those stairs hundreds of times, maybe thousands. Usually to run and hide so she could whimper in safety.
Shoulders stiff, back straight, she mounted each step with the same mix of confidence and caution she used when mounting her horses. At the top, she stopped and looked down at her brothers, who appeared to be debating whether or not to follow her. Go about your own business while I take care of mine.
She hurled the words at them in a cold, tight voice to ward them off. Nealy remembered another day, long ago, when they’d stood in the same spot watching her. She glared at them now as she had then and waited until they walked away before making her way down the hall.
Nealy hesitated only a moment outside of her father’s bedroom, then opened the door and walked in. The room was just as she remembered it, gray and dim with ineffective lighting, a few pieces of battered pine furniture and worn-out, roll-down shades covering the two windows.
Her nose wrinkled at the smell of dust, mold, and medication. Hearing a groan, she turned her gaze toward the bed and saw a mound of quilts . . . her father, the man who had sent her fleeing from this very house over thirty years ago. How old was he? She knew he was over a hundred, had read about his getting a card from Bill Clinton when he turned one hundred, but gave up because she simply didn’t care.
As she walked toward the bed, she sensed rather than heard someone follow her inside the room. One of her brothers, no doubt. Damn, didn’t they know an order when they heard one? Of course they knew, she reminded herself. If there was one thing Pa was good at, it was giving orders.
A frail voice demanded to know who was there. Nealy stepped up closer to the bed and heard a footfall behind her. Rhy or Pyne? she wondered. More than likely Pyne. In his youth, Pyne had been the one to show concern about things and people. Rhy, on the other hand, had taken after their father, not giving a tinker’s damn about anything or anybody.
It’s Nealy, Pa.
The voice was stronger when he spoke a second time. There ain’t nothin’ here for you, girl. Go back where you came from. You don’t belong here.
I don’t want anything, Pa,
Nealy said, looking down at the load of quilts on the bed. They looked dirty, or maybe it was just the lighting. Clean, dirty . . . what did she care? She pushed the Stetson farther back on her head so she could get a better look at the dying man without any shadows over her eyes.
Then what are you here for?
Nealy felt a hand on her shoulder and glanced back to see Pyne. The hand was to tell her to take it easy.
Like hell she would. Her father had never taken it easy on her. Not even when she was so sick she couldn’t stand on her own two feet. She removed Pyne’s hand with her own and gave him a warning look. More than thirty years she’d waited for this moment, and neither Pyne nor Rhy was going to take it away from her.
I came here to watch you die, old man,
she said, looking her father straight in the eyes. And I’m not leaving until I hear you draw your last breath. I want to see them dump you in the ground and cover you up. I want to make sure you’re gone forever. Only after I’ve danced on your grave will I leave. Do you hear me, old man?
She glared at him, her eyes burning with hate.
The old man’s face became a glowering mask of rage. Get out of my house!
Still ordering people around, are you? Well guess what? I don’t have to take your orders anymore. I repeat ; I came here to see you die, and I’m not leaving until you go to hell. That’s where you’re going, Pa. Hell!
There, she’d said what she’d come to say. Why didn’t she feel a bigger sense of satisfaction? Why did she feel this strange emptiness?
Pyne! Take this devil child away from me. Do you hear me?
the old man gasped as he struggled to raise himself up on his elbow.
I’d like to see him try,
Nealy said bitterly. Then she felt her brother’s hand on her shoulder again. I’d like to see anyone even try to make me do something I don’t want to do. Those days are gone forever.
The old man gurgled and gasped as he thrashed about in the big bed. Nealy watched him with a clinical interest. Her eyes narrowed when she saw drool leak from his mouth. God did work in mysterious ways, she thought as she remembered the day her father decided to take her drooling dim-witted child to the county orphanage. Spawn of the devil was what he’d called Emmie. She stood staring at him until he calmed down, then stretched out her leg and, with a booted foot, pulled over a straight-backed chair and sat down facing the bed. For long minutes she stared at her father with unblinking intensity until, finally, he closed his eyes.
Okay, he’s asleep now,
Pyne said. What the hell are you doing here, Nealy? We haven’t heard a word from you in more than thirty years, and all of a sudden you show up just as Pa is getting ready to die. How did you know? Can’t you let him die in peace?
Nealy removed her Stetson and rubbed her forehead. She didn’t really care all that much for hats, but she’d always longed to wear a pearly white Stetson, just like the Texans wore. These days she was into indulging herself and doing all the things she’d always longed to do but for one reason or another had never done.
No, I can’t let him die in peace,
she said, her voice even now, calm. He has to pay for what he did to me and Emmie.
Her eyes narrowed as she watched her brother closely, wondering what he was thinking before she realized she didn’t care. She really didn’t give two hoots what her brothers or anyone else thought. As to how I knew he was dying, I make it my business to know what goes on here. And you know why I’m here, Pyne. I want my share of this place for Emmie.
Pyne chuckled softly. Your share? You just said you’d made it your business to know what goes on around here. So how come you don’t know that Pa refused to make a will? There hasn’t been any estate planning, Nealy. And neither Rhy nor I have power of attorney. The IRS is going to take it all. Whatever’s left will be a piss in the bucket.
Nealy bridled with anger. Leave it to her gutless brothers to let their father go to his deathbed without so much as a power of attorney. We’ll just see about that,
she said. Call the lawyers right now and get them here on the double. Offer to pay them whatever they want. Just get them here. If we work fast, we can still get it all into place. As long as Pa’s still breathing, there’s a chance. Now, get on it and don’t screw up, or you’ll be out on the highway along with your brother.
Pyne stammered in bewilderment. But . . . I can’t. Pa wouldn’t . . .
Nealy stood up, took her brother by the shoulders, and shook him. Don’t tell me what Pa would or wouldn’t do. It doesn’t matter anymore. He’s dying. There’s nothing he can do to you, to any of us. Don’t you understand that?
Pyne Coleman stared down at his fit and expensive-looking younger sister. After all these years she was still pretty, with her dark hair and big brown eyes. Once when they were little he’d told her she looked like an angel. She’d laughed and laughed. Back then they had been close out of necessity. It was all so long ago. And now here she was, over thirty years later, just as defiant as ever and issuing orders like a general.
Nealy suffered through her brother’s scrutiny, wondering what he was thinking. She was about to ask when Rhy stuck his head in the door. "You better come downstairs, Pyne, there’s a whole gaggle of people outside. They said they were relatives, family. I didn’t know we had a family. Do you know anything about this?"
Pyne didn’t seem the least bit surprised. I know a lot about it,
he said, smiling. Pa told me about them about a month ago, right before he had his stroke, but he didn’t say anything about them coming here. I wonder what they want.
He took Nealy’s elbow and steered her toward the door. "I’ll make you a deal. You make our family welcome while I make that phone call to the lawyers."
Nealy jerked her arm free, walked back to her father’s bedside, and leaned close to him. Only after she was satisfied that he was still breathing did she follow her brothers downstairs....
In the foyer, Nealy set her hat down on the telephone table and checked her hair and makeup. With all the skill of a seasoned actress, she worked a smile onto her face as she headed toward the door. Rhy wasn’t kidding when he said there was a gaggle of people outside. But family? Whose family?
Hello,
she said. I’m Nealy Coleman. And you are?
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Seventeen-year-old Nealy Coleman’s chest heaved and rattled when she coughed, causing the housekeeper’s faded eyes to grow wide with alarm. The toddler at Nealy’s feet started to cry. Nealy reached down to pick up the little girl. Shhh, don’t cry, Emmie. Please don’t cry,
she pleaded hoarsely. The child whimpered in her mother’s arms.
Let me hold her while you stick your head under that steam tent I made for you. Land sakes, child, if you don’t take care of yourself, you’re going to end up in the hospital or the cemetery.
The housekeeper reached for the toddler, who was barely two years old.
All right, Tessie, but you keep an eye out for Pa. I’ve still got three horses to groom, and you know how he is. He doesn’t like it when any of us get sick and can’t do our chores.
Nealy gave Emmie over to the housekeeper and sat down. If you sing to Emmie, she’ll stop crying.
Tessie walked around the kitchen with Emmie in her arms, crooning as she tried to calm the fretful child.
Whatever you do,
Nealy added, make sure supper isn’t late. Pa will take it out on me if it is.
Nealy stuck her head under the towel and struggled to take deep breaths from the bowl of steaming mentholated water. She could hear the old woman singing off-key to Emmie. Something about a blackbird baked in a pie. If she wasn’t so sick, she might have laughed.
Moments later Nealy heard the swinging door slam against the wall and ripped the towel away from her head. Her face dripping wet from the steam, she jerked around to face her father. In that one instant she saw everything in the huge kitchen: the coal stove and bucket, the stewpot on the stove, the old refrigerator, the clean crisp curtains hanging on the windows, her brothers Pyne and Rhy, and her hateful, angry father. So much for Tessie keeping an eye out.
The sound of rain hitting the back porch beat like a drum inside her head. Chills racked her body as she struggled to her feet. Afraid of what her father might do, she started to inch closer to Tessie and her daughter when his hand snaked out and pulled her back.
What are you doin’ lollygaggin’ around in here when you have horses to tend, girl?
Nealy threw her head back, lifted her chin, and met his angry gaze. I wasn’t lollygagging, Pa. I was waiting for the rain to let up.
Her father snickered in disgust. Like hell you were,
he said, looking at the bowl of water. You got a slicker, girl. Now git to it.
Pyne stepped forward. I can do her chores, Pa. Nealy’s sick.
Without warning, Josh Coleman swung his arm backward. Pyne took the blow full in the face. He reeled sideways, his hand going to his nose. Blood spurted out between his fingers. Rhy handed him a dish towel.
Tears filled Nealy’s eyes. She staggered over to the coatrack by the kitchen door. Her hands were trembling so badly she could barely take the slicker from the peg. She turned around as she put on her slicker and looked straight at Tessie, begging her with her eyes to take care of Emmie a little while longer. The old woman nodded in understanding. Nealy cringed when she heard her father say, Put that drooling half-wit in her bed and get our supper on the table, woman.
Outside in the pouring rain, Nealy trudged to the barn. Once inside, she collapsed on a bale of hay and fought to catch her breath. She turned fear-filled eyes on the barn door, and whispered, Just this once, God, help me. Please.
Help arrived minutes later in the form of her brother Pyne. He touched his lips to her forehead. Jesus God, Nealy, you’re burning up. Lie down and rest, and I’ll do what needs doing. Pa will never know. He went into his office with a bottle, and you know what that means.
Nealy curled up in a nest of loosened hay and put a horse blanket under her head. I don’t understand you, Pyne. Why do you let Pa treat you like he does? Why don’t you stand up to him and show him what you’re made of?
Pyne looked up from cleaning April Fantasy’s rear hoof. You keep thinking I’m something I’m not. I don’t have your grit, Nealy. I never have, and I never will. And Pa knows it.
Nealy sighed in resignation. It was sad but true. Pyne had no backbone whatsoever.
He doesn’t pick on Rhy, just you and me. I hate him. I hate him so much . . .
She broke into a fit of coughing. She felt like she’d swallowed a pack of razor blades. I never felt like this before, Pyne. I think I must be dying. I see two of you. Who’s going to take care of Emmie if I die?
Shhhh,
Pyne said as he picked up the currycomb. I’m not going to let you die, Nealy. As soon as I finish up here, I’ll take you into the house and put you to bed. Tessie told me she’s going to fix you a couple of mustard plasters and that you’ll be right as rain in no time.
Right as rain, Nealy thought as her eyes started to close. What’s right about rain? she wondered as she drifted off.
The barn door opened and banged against the inside wall. Nealy struggled to a sitting position and was relieved to see it was Rhy, not her father.
Pyne looked over the horse’s back. Rhy!
Rhy looked at Nealy, then at Pyne, his expression full of disgust. Pa’s in rare form tonight,
he said, picking up a hoof pick and a currycomb as he walked past Nealy toward the second stall.
Nealy didn’t know what to think. Was Rhy going to help Pyne do her chores? Maybe he wasn’t such a bad brother after all. Or maybe he wanted something. With Rhy, you just never knew.
Hey, Rhy, you ever been horsewhipped?
Pyne asked.
Nealy knew that it wasn’t so much a question as it was a prediction of what was going to happen if their father found out what they were doing.
You know I haven’t. If you’re trying to scare me, don’t bother. Pa isn’t going to find out unless one of you tell him.
He bent to pick up the horse’s hoof. "I can tell you this, Pa’s worse now than he ever was, and it’s all her fault, Rhy said, pointing the hoof pick at Nealy.
Her and that illegitimate half-wit of hers have been the talk of the town for the last two years. Christ Almighty, we can’t go anywhere anymore without folks whispering behind their hands."
Nealy bristled. Just because Emmie hasn’t talked yet doesn’t mean she’s a half-wit. Stop calling her that, Rhy. Please.
Wake up, Nealy. For Christ’s sake, Emmie’s two years old, and she hasn’t done anything but cry and grunt. Like it or not, sis, you spawned a half-wit, but worse than that you brought shame to this family and this farm. It’s pretty damn hard for us to hold up our heads. Guess you didn’t think about that when you opened up your legs.
He tossed the hoof pick into the bucket. You’d be doing us all a favor if you’d just pack up and leave.
Rhy!
Pyne shouted. You said you wouldn’t say . . .
I know what I said,
Rhy interrupted, his face transformed with rage. But that was then, and this is now. I’m tired of living this way. Tired of the gossip, the whispers, the smirks. I’m tired of it all, ya hear? I’ve had enough.
Nealy bit down on her lower lip. So now she knew why Rhy had come out to the barn—not to help, but to tell her to leave. And since Pyne always wanted everything Rhy wanted, that probably meant he wanted her to go, too. But where could she go? What would she do? Even if she was almost eighteen, how would she take care of herself? How would she take care of Emmie? She tried to think, but her head was too fuzzy. Tomorrow she would think about it. Tomorrow, when she was feeling better.
A long time later, Nealy felt herself picked up and carried. She heard the familiar squeak of the barn door, then rain beat down on her face. It was cold against her hot skin. She heard her brother whisper something close to her ear but couldn’t make out what he said.
A warm blast of air hit her when the kitchen door opened. She was on her feet a second later, the slicker sliding off her shoulders into a large wet puddle at her feet.
Take her up to her bed,
Tessie ordered. As soon as I’m finished with the dishes I’ll go up and tend to her.
She handed Emmie to Rhy. Her shoulders slumped as she faced the mountain of dishes that waited for her in the soapy water.
The moment they reached her room, Rhy dumped Emmie on the bed and left. Pyne set Nealy down on the edge of the bed, his face worried. His gaze raked the room as he looked for her flannel nightgown. He finally found it on the hook behind the closet door.
Do you think you can get undressed by yourself or do you need me to help you?
His voice was not unkind; nor was it kind. It was cool and flat.
Nealy looked up at her brother. His demeanor had changed since Rhy had asked her to leave. No, I don’t need your help. I can do it myself,
she said. When Pyne started for the door she added, Thanks for doing my chores. I owe you one.
Pyne glanced at her over his shoulder. No you don’t. You would have done the same for me. But what Rhy said, Nealy . . . I hate to say it, but he’s right. You might as well get it through your head Pa is never going to forgive you unless . . .
Unless I give Emmie up and put her in an orphanage,
she finished for him. I can’t do that, Pyne. She’s my baby, my child. Maybe she came into this world the wrong way, but it’s my fault, not hers. I’ve done everything else Pa’s asked. I quit school. I quit going to church though I haven’t quit praying. I always pray. When I’m not sick, I work as hard as you and Rhy. Tessie says I work harder than most men. I keep up my studies here at home. And I take care of Emmie. I don’t know what else I can do that I’m not already doing.
You can go away,
he said, then closed the door behind him.
Tears streamed down Nealy’s face. She’d deluded herself into thinking Pyne loved her in spite of everything. The truth was he was just like Rhy, who was just like Pa—cold and heartless.
They’d always been that way, she realized with startling clarity. Emmie’s birth had only magnified things.
The lack of love between her and her father and brothers was what had brought her to this point. Because she couldn’t get any love or attention at home, she’d gone looking for it elsewhere. It was so easy to find. Too easy. He’d said the words, words she’d needed to hear, words that had lulled her into letting him make love to her. He’d offered her everything her father and brothers hadn’t . . . love, comfort, joy, and promises for the future.
Lies. All lies, she realized now as she picked up Emmie and held her close to her breast.
Late the next afternoon, Nealy struggled to open her eyes and when she did she closed them instantly. Why were so many people in her room? She tried again and slowly opened one eye, thinking she must have imagined seeing the crowd of people. Maybe she was dreaming or delirious. But there they were—Pa, Rhy and Pyne. They were standing at the foot of the bed staring at her. The white-haired man with glasses was Dr. Cooper. What was a horse doctor doing in her room? And where was Emmie?
Emmie? Emmie?
When there was no answer, she tried to crawl out of bed. It was Pyne who forced her back onto the pillows.
Tessie has Emmie. She’s got a low-grade fever and a cough,
he whispered. Out of the corner of his eye he watched as the others left the room.
Nealy eyed him warily. After what he’d said last night, she didn’t trust him anymore. But what could she do? She was too weak to move. Am I dying, Pyne?
Don’t be ridiculous. Doc gave you a shot and said you’ll be fine in a little while. Listen, Nealy. You have to get better real fast. Pa’s planning on sending Emmie to the orphanage in the morning. Once he does that, I don’t know if you can get her back.
Nealy pushed the covers away and swung her legs over the side of the bed. Her face felt hot, her skin stretched to the breaking point. And yet her body was cold.
What do you think you’re doing?
Pyne asked.
Taking your advice. I’m going to leave.
But . . . You’re too sick, and Emmie’s coming down with the same thing.
Nealy ignored him. Chills racked her body as she gathered her warmest clothes and took them into the closet. Minutes later she emerged completely dressed. She sat down on the edge of the bed and was pulling on her boots when the door opened and Emmie ran in. Tears streamed down Nealy’s face as she hugged her. I’ll never let Pa take you away from me. Never.
The toddler burrowed her head against her mother’s chest. Nealy rocked her feverish daughter in her arms. She looked up when her brother came to stand in front of her.
I knew you would react this way, so I came prepared.
He reached his hand into his pocket, then handed her a neat roll of bills. Tessie, Rhy and me . . . We scraped together all we could. It’s almost $200. I wish it was more but . . . Wait a minute! I know where there’s some more. Don’t move till I get back,
he said, excitement ringing in his voice. He was back within minutes holding a fat envelope. There’s four hundred dollars here. Tax money. I saw Pa counting it the other day. Don’t say anything, Nealy. I’ll deal with it later. Here’s the keys to the truck. Tessie is packing up Emmie’s things right now. There’s not much time. Pa went to the barn with the vet, so if you’re leaving, you best do it now. He made the call to the county orphanage last night, and they said they’d come for Emmie in the morning. I don’t expect they’ll go after you, but I covered the license plates with mud just in case.
He reached into his other pocket and took out a napkin. Doc Cooper left you some pills and gave me instructions to give them to you every four hours.
Nealy took the napkin from her brother’s hands and opened it up. Staring up at her were five huge pills. These are horse pills,
she said, looking up at Pyne.
Doc says what’s good for horses is good for folks, too. He told me to cut them up in quarters. Just bite off a chunk.
Nealy stood up and tucked the napkin into her jeans pocket. Thanks for the money and the pills.
She used up another five minutes stuffing essentials into an old carpetbag that Tessie said had once belonged to her mother.
You’re welcome. It’s cold out, but the heater in the truck is working, and it’s gassed up. I’m sorry about all this, Nealy. I wish there was some other way to . . .
Forget it, Pyne,
she said, cutting him short as she struggled to even out her breathing. Pa is Pa, and that’s it. Wherever I go and whatever I do . . . it’s gotta be better than this.
She gave the room a last look. I love this place, Pyne. Maybe because I don’t know any better or maybe because Mama is buried here. Then again . . .
She shook her head, unwilling to voice her thoughts. Am I going to get a chance to say good-bye to Rhy and Tessie?
No. Rhy’s in the barn with Pa and Doc, and Tessie is standing guard at the back door. She made up a food basket for you and Emmie.
He took the carpetbag from her hand and opened the bedroom door. When you drive out, coast down the hill and don’t put your lights on till you get to the main road. Don’t stop till you’re far away from here. When you get where you’re going, call Bill Yates and let him know how you are. He’ll get a message to me. Can you remember to do that, Nealy? Jesus, I wish it didn’t have to be like this. Make sure you remember to call now.
I’ll remember, Pyne. But I don’t know where I’m going. Where should I go, Pyne?
Head for Lexington, Kentucky. Stop at the first breeding farm you come to. They’ll take you in. You’re good with horses, better than Rhy or I will ever be. Hell, you’re better with them than Pa is. That’s why he worked you so hard. He knew how good you were. You have grit, Nealy. Use it now.
Good-bye, Pyne. And thanks . . . for everything,
Nealy said, her voice ringing with tears.
Go on, git now before Pa comes back from the barn,
Pyne said gruffly. Then he did something that she would remember forever. He bent over and kissed Emmie on the cheek. You take care of your mama, little one.
He pressed a bright, shiny penny into her hand. Emmie looked at it and smiled.
Nealy held Emmie close as she negotiated the front stairs. Pyne?
Yeah?
Emmie is not a half-wit.
I know that, Nealy. Hurry up now.
Perspiration dotted Nealy’s face and neck as she quietly opened the front door and headed for the truck parked in the gravel drive. After settling Emmie into a nest of blankets on the passenger side, Nealy climbed in and adjusted the seat. She saw Pyne toss her carpetbag into the back with some buckets and a shovel. Then she put the key in the ignition, but didn’t turn it. The fact that she didn’t have a driver’s license suddenly occurred to her. She’d driven on the ranch and a few country roads, but she’d never driven on a major highway. If the state police caught her, would they send her back? Would her father tell them she stole the truck? Tessie would say she was borrowing trouble with such thoughts, and since she had all the trouble she could handle at the moment, she concentrated on the problem at hand, steering the coasting truck.
Nealy was almost to the main road when she stopped the truck to take one last look at the only home she’d ever known. SunStar Farms. Her shoulders slumped. Would she ever see SunStar’s lush grassy pastures again? Or its miles of white board fence? Or April Fantasy, the stallion she’d raised and trained herself? Something told her she’d miss pasture grass, fencing, and a horse more than her own father and brothers.
Hot tears burned her eyes as she climbed out of the truck. She reached in the back for one of the empty oat buckets and the shovel. Moving off to the side of the road, she sank the shovel deep into the rain-softened ground, then filled the bucket with rich, dark soil. SunStar soil. That much she could take with her. She lugged the bucket back to the truck and hefted it into the truck bed. Her chest screamed with pain as she clamped a bigger bucket over the top to secure the dirt.
Gasping for breath, she leaned against the back fender and stared into the darkness. They may think they’re rid of me, but they aren’t. I’ll come back someday, and when I do, things will be different.
Nealy drove for hours, her body alternating between burning up and freezing. She stopped once to fill a cup with milk for Emmie and once to get gas. She took Emmie into the bathroom with her, careful to keep the wool cap pulled low over her face just in case anyone was looking for them. Satisfied that they had not attracted any attention, she climbed back into the truck. She gave Emmie some baby aspirin that she’d found packed among her things and broke off a quarter of one of the horse pills Pyne had given her.
Two hours later Nealy crossed the state line into Kentucky. She drove for another two hours before she left the main highway and headed down a