Bring Me Their Hearts
By Sara Wolf
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Zera is a Heartless—the immortal, ageless soldier of a witch. Bound to the witch Nightsinger, Zera longs for freedom from the woods they hide in. With her heart in a jar under Nightsinger's control, she serves the witch unquestioningly…until Nightsinger asks Zera for a prince's heart in exchange for her own.
But if Zera's discovered infiltrating the court, Nightsinger will destroy her heart, rather than see her tortured by the witch-hating nobles.
Crown Prince Lucien d'Malvane hates the royal court as much as it loves him—every tutor too afraid to correct him and every girl jockeying for a place at his handsome side. No one can challenge him—until the arrival of Lady Zera. She's inelegant, smart-mouthed, carefree, and out for his blood. The prince's honor has him quickly aiming for her throat.
Now it’s a game of cat and mouse between a girl with nothing to lose and a boy who has it all.
Winner takes the loser's heart.
Literally.
The Bring Me Their Hearts series is best enjoyed in order.
Reading Order:
Book #1 Bring Me Their Hearts
Book #2 Find Me Their Bones
Book #3 Send Me Their Souls
Sara Wolf
Sara Wolf lives in Portland, Oregon, where the sun can’t get her anymore. When she isn’t pouring her allotted life force into writing, she’s reading, accidentally burning houses down whilst baking, or making faces at her highly appreciative cat. She is the author of the NYT bestselling Lovely Vicious series and the Bring Me Their Hearts series. authorsarawolf.com
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5GAH! How could I have forgotten, even for a minute, Ms. Wolff’s love of the cliffhanger ending???Zera’s snarkiness and sass (much like Isis’s in her Lovely Vicious series) really makes this book So. Much. Fun. Throw in some healthy banter with Luc (and a duel! with swords!), truly lovely chemistry, and a seemingly impossible-to-overcome conflict, and I just dare you to put this book down before you’re done.That last 15% or so? It's brutal. I may never recover.Fantasy isn’t my favorite genre, because I have a tendency to get bogged down in the particulars of the world instead of swept up in the story as much as I want to (plus with the unusual names I have a terrible habit of forgetting who's who when they're off the page for a chapter or so...or sometimes less...and then have to search to remind myself who they are)–I freely admit this is just me, though, so if you’re more of a fantasy lover than I am, expect this to be closer to a five-star read for you. It’s definitely a case of “it’s not you, it’s me” I admit–I have no complaints with the writing, or the characters, or the plot--it’s just my own reading tastes. My brain likes "normal". Or its version of it, anyway. ;)Despite that, you’d better believe I’ll be counting the days until the next book comes out, because I need to know what happens. NOW. Write fast, Ms. Wolf!!! (please)Rating: 4 stars / B+I voluntarily reviewed an Advance Reader Copy of this book.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This was a very very interesting twist on a couple fairy tales. I really enjoyed the strong female lead and all the other characters as well. Everyone was so lifelike, it was hard to return to my own world.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Engrossing and encaptivating! If you have some great stories like this one, you can publish it on Novel Star, just submit your story to [email protected] or [email protected]
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I loved this book! Before I get started with my review, can we all just take a minute to appreciate the beauty of this book's cover? I mean, I don't know how you don't want to pick up a book with a cover like that. I have had this book for about a year and a half. I received it as an unsolicited review copy that I just couldn't get to even though I really did want to read it. I have almost started to read it several times since it showed up at my house but I always put it down (after admiring the cover). I am confident that had I ever actually read a chapter or two, this book wouldn't have been put down until it was done. It really was that good.Zera is Heartless which means she does not have her heart. A witch, Nightsigner, keeps her heart in a jar out of Zera's reach and Zera is forced to stay close to live. Being Heartless does come with a few perks. Zera heals quickly and can survive almost any wound. If her heart is destroyed, she will die immediately. Zera is sent to get the Prince's heart at the royal court with a tiny piece of her heart in a locket so she can travel further. Does she have a chance of getting close enough to complete her task in the two weeks she has been given?I loved the characters in this book. Zera was fantastic. She is tough, smart, and cares about others. More than anything, she wants her freedom and will do what is asked to make that happen. She considers herself to be selfish but time and again, her actions prove that she cares deeply for others and will help whenever she can. I loved the way she could think quickly and take the necessary risks. Luc wasn't at all what I thought he would be. He ended up being the perfect compliment to Zera. The entire cast of characters was very well done. I loved the world-building. I thought that the witches and their Heartless were very imaginative. I liked the historical setting and thought that the way things were described made everything feel very real. Zera isn't human anymore and I liked that the reader is often reminded of the monster's voice inside of her. I thought that the author did a fantastic job of creating a world that felt authentic. I would highly recommend this book to others. I thought that this was a very entertaining story filled with wonderful characters. I cannot wait to read more of this delightful series.I received an advanced review copy of this book from Entangled: Teen.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I loved the narrative arc that didn't follow the usual trope!
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Bring Me Their Hearts - Sara Wolf
Table of Contents
Copyright Page
Dedication
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Acknowledgments
About the Author
Also by Sara Wolf
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
Copyright © 2018 by Sara Wolf. All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce, distribute, or transmit in any form or by any means. For information regarding subsidiary rights, please contact the Publisher.
Entangled Publishing
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Entangled Teen is an imprint of Entangled Publishing.
Edited by Stacy Cantor Abrams and Lydia Sharp
Cover illustration and design by Elizabeth Turner Stokes
ISBN 978-1-64063-147-2
Manufactured in the United States of America
First Edition June 2018
For those who have lost their own hearts, and who struggle with their own hunger.
Darkness is only in the mortal eye, that thinks it sees, but sees not.
—Ursula K. LeGuin, The Left Hand of Darkness
1
The Starving Wolf and the Black Rose
King Sref of Cavanos watches me with the deadened eyes of a raven circling a corpse—patient, waiting to devour me the second I let my guard down. I briefly debate telling him humans don’t taste all that good, until I remember normal girls don’t eat people. Or fake their way into royal courts.
Normal, I think to myself. Completely and utterly normal. Bat your eyelashes. Laugh like you’ve got nothing in your head. Old God’s teeth, what in the flaming afterlife do normal girls do again?
The other girls would know. There are three of us, three girls in cake-pink dresses, kneeling before King Sref’s throne. We wear veils to hide our faces. I’d ask them, but we’re currently busy drowning in expensive lace and the silent stares of every gilded noble in the room. Well, the other two girls are. I’m doing more of a laughing internally at the way they carefully tilt their gorgeous heads and purse their pouts thing. Look More Attractive Than the Girl Next to You is the name of the game their mothers have been teaching them from birth.
Mine taught me how to die, and not much else.
You are all as lovely as rose blooms,
the king says finally. His face is weathered with a handsome age. Dignity carves lines around his steel-colored eyes. The smile in them doesn’t reach those eyes, though, a sure sign it’s only half sincere. He is old, he is powerful, and he is bored—the most dangerous combination I can think of.
Thank you, Your Majesty,
the two girls echo, and I quickly mimic them. I’ve nicknamed them in my head—Charm and Grace. Charm and Grace don’t dare look at anything but the marble floor, while my eyes dart about, thirsty for the rich silks of the nobles’ clothes and the gold serpents carved into the majestic stone columns. Three years stuck in the woods serving a witch makes your eyes hungry for anything that isn’t a tree or deer droppings. I can’t raise my head for fear I’ll be singled out, but I can look just high enough to see the feet of Queen Kolissa and her son. Crown Prince Lucien d’Malvane, Archduke of Tollmount-Kilstead, Fireborn, the Black Eagle—he has a dozen names, all of them eye-roll worthy. If there’s one thing I’ve learned from my single day at the royal court, it’s that the more names someone has, the less he actually does.
I haven’t seen more than the prince’s booted toes, and I already know he’s useless.
And soon, if I have my way, he’ll be heartless.
I welcome you, the newest additions to our illustrious court,
King Sref says. His voice booms, but out of decorum, not of passion.
Thank you, Your Majesty,
Charm and Grace say, and I echo. I’m starting to get the hang of this—thank everyone a lot and look pretty. Infiltrating the palace might not be so hard after all.
Queen Kolissa’s saccharine voice rings out after the king’s. I hope you will bring honor to your families and uphold the ideals of this great nation,
she says.
Thank you, Your Majesty,
we respond.
I hear the queen murmur something. A deep voice softly says something back, and then her voice gets an inch louder—but still so quiet only the three of us, kneeling at the foot of the throne, can hear it.
Say something, please, Lucien.
That would be pointless, Mother, and I tend to avoid doing pointless things.
Lucien—
You know I hate this outdated ceremony. Look at them—they’re here only for their families. No girl in her right mind would subject herself to this humiliating display.
The prince’s voice is laced with dark venom, and I flinch. It’s nothing like his father’s carefully emotionless tone or his mother’s sickly sweet one. Unlike the rest of these restrained nobles, his emotions burn hot just beneath the surface. He hasn’t learned how to hide them completely, not yet.
It’s a tradition,
the queen insists. Now say something to them, or so help me—
The screech of a chair across marble resounds, and the prince demands of us: Rise.
The two girls, graceful as swans, lift their skirts and stand. I bite back a swear as I do the same and nearly trip over my ornate shoes. Note to past self: four days of training isn’t nearly enough time to teach someone to walk in a pair of ribboned death traps. How Charm and Grace do it so effortlessly is beyond me, but the blushes on their faces aren’t.
I look up to the prince now standing on the top step before us. Even without the advantage of elevation, I can see he’s tall—a warrior’s height, his silver-vested torso lean and his velvet-caped shoulders broad. A year? No, he’s maybe two years or so older than my ageless teenage form of sixteen; the corded muscles tell me that much. Why they call him the Black Eagle is obvious now: his hair is blacker than a raven’s, windswept about his face and long in the back, kept in a single braid that traces his spine. His face is his father’s in its prime: a proud, hawkish nose, cheekbones so high and dignified they border arrogance. His skin is his father’s, too, sun-kissed oakwood, and yet his eyes are his mother’s—piercing dark iron sharpened to a fine, angry blade point. He is all pride and sable darkness, and every part of me hates it—hates the fact that someone who’s to inherit so much power and wealth is striking as well. I want him hunched and covered in warts. I want him weak-chinned and watery-eyed. But the world is unfair, always. I learned that the day my parents were killed.
The day I was made into a monster.
The girls beside me all but salivate, and I do my best to look bored. On my way here I saw much better-looking boys. Dozens. Hundreds. All right, fine—there was only the one, and he was a painter’s model in the streets of the artists’ district, but none of that matters, because the way Prince Lucien sneers his next question wipes every ounce of attraction from my mind.
A lady isn’t merely a decoration,
he says, words rumbling like thunder. She is the mother of our future, the teacher of our progeny. A lady must have a brain between her ears, as must we all. For what is beauty without purpose? Nothing more than a vase of flowers, to wither and be thrown away.
Books written by the smartest polymaths have told me the planet is round, that it rotates about the sun, and that there are magnetic poles to our east and west at the coldest parts, and I believe them, yet in no way can I believe there’s someone who exists who’s this arrogant.
The nobles titter among themselves, but it quickly dies down when King Sref holds up a hand. These are the Spring Brides, my prince,
the king says patiently. They’re of noble lineage. They’ve studied and practiced much to be here. They deserve more respect than this.
Someone’s getting scolded, I think with a singsong tone. Prince Lucien throws his sharp gaze to the king.
Of course, Your Majesty.
His disdain at calling his father Your Majesty
is obvious. Consider yourself lucky, Prince, I think. That you have a father at all in this cruel world.
But
—the prince turns to the noble audience—all too often do we equate nobleness of blood for soundness of mind and goodness of judgment.
His eyes sweep the room, and this time, the nobles are dead silent. The shuffling of feet and cough-clearing of throats is deafeningly uncomfortable. I haven’t been here long, but I recognize his stance. It’s the same one young forest wolves take with their elders; he’s challenging the nobles, and by the looks of the king’s white knuckles and the queen’s terrified face, I’d guess it’s a dangerous game he’s playing.
Let us welcome the Spring Brides as the kings of the Old God did.
The prince sweeps his hands out. With a question of character.
The nobles murmur, perturbed. The silver half circles with three spokes through them dripping from every building in the city weren’t exactly subtle; the New God, Kavar, rules here in Vetris. The Sunless War was fought for Kavar thirty years ago, and the Old God’s followers were slaughtered and driven out of Vetris. His statues were torn down, his temples demolished. Now, carrying on an Old God tradition is a death sentence. The king knows this—and covers for his son quickly.
The kings of the Old God were misguided, but they built the foundation upon which this country thrives. The roads, the walls, the dams—all of them were built by the Old Kings. To erase them from existence would be a crime to history, to truth. Let us have one last Old tradition here, today, and shed such outdated formalities with grace.
It’s a good save. You don’t have to be a noble to see that. Prince Lucien looks miffed at his father’s attempts to assuage the nobles, but he hides it and turns back to the three of us.
Answer this question to the best of your abilities as you raise your veils. What is the king’s worth?
There’s a long moment of quiet. I can practically hear the brain-cogs of the girls churning madly beside me. The nobles murmur to one another, laughing and giggling and raising eyebrows in our direction. The king is immeasurable in his worth. To say anything less would be madness. A swamp-thick layer of scorn and amusement makes the air reek and my skin crawl.
Finally, Charm lifts her veil and clears her throat to speak.
The king is worth…a million—no! A trillion gold coins. No—seven trillion!
The nobles’ laughter gets louder. Charm blushes beet-red. I’m sorry, Your Majesty. My father never taught me numbers. Just sewing and things.
King Sref smiles good-naturedly. It’s quite all right. That was a lovely answer.
The prince says nothing, face unimpressed, and points to Grace. She curtsies and lifts her veil.
The king’s worth cannot be measured,
she says clearly. It is as high as the highest peak of the Tollmount-Kilstead Mountains, as wide as the Endless Bog in the south. His worth is deeper than the darkest depths of the Twisted Ocean.
This time, the nobles don’t laugh. Someone starts a quiet applause, and it spreads.
A very eloquent answer,
the king says. The girl looks pleased with herself, curtsying again and glancing hopefully at Prince Lucien. His grimace only deepens.
You, the ungainly one.
The prince finally points to me. What say you?
His insult stings, but for only a moment. Of course I’m ungainly compared to him. Anyone would be. I’m sure the only one he doesn’t think ungainly is the mirror in his room.
I hold his gaze, though it burns like sunfire on my skin. His distaste for me, for the girls beside me, for every noble in this room, is palpable. He expects nothing from me, from anyone—I can see that in the way his eyes prematurely cloud with disdain the moment I open my mouth.
He expects nothing new. I must be everything new.
I lift my veil slowly as I say, The king’s worth is exactly one potato.
There’s a silence, and then a shock wave ripples through the room, carrying gasps and frenzied whispers with it. The celeon guards grip their halberds and narrow their catlike eyes, their tails swishing madly. Any one of them could rip me in half as easily as paper, though it wouldn’t kill me. It’d just betray me as a Heartless—a witch’s servant—to the entire noble court, which is considerably worse than having your insides spilled on the marble. Witches are Old God worshippers and fought against humans in the Sunless War. We are the enemy.
I’m the enemy, wearing the mask of a noble girl who’s just said something very insulting about her king in the foolish hopes of catching the prince’s attention.
The queen clutches her handkerchief to her chest, clearly offended at my words. The king raises one eyebrow. The prince, on the other hand, smiles. It’s so slow and luxurious I barely see it form, and then all at once his face is practically gleeful. He’s handsome, I think to myself—handsome enough when he isn’t being a hateful dog turd. He tames his expression and clears his throat.
Are you going to elaborate, or should I have you thrown in the dungeons for slandering the king right here and now?
The celeon advance, and my unheart quivers. The prince is enjoying the idea of throwing me in the dungeon a little too much for my taste. I raise my chin, carefully keeping my shoulders wide and my face passive. Strong. I will make an impression here, or I will die for my loose tongue. It’s that simple.
Except it isn’t that simple.
Because I can’t die.
Because unlike the girls next to me, I’m not here to impress the king and win a royal’s hand in marriage or a court position for my father.
I’m here for Prince Lucien’s heart.
Literally, not figuratively. Although figuratively would be easier, wouldn’t it? Making boys fall in love is easy, from what little I remember of my human life before—all it takes are compliments and batting eyelashes and a low-cut dress or five and they’re clay putty in your hands. But I’m here for the organ beating in his chest, and it will be mine, by gambit or by force. In order to get that close, I must earn his trust. The prince expects idiots and sycophants. I must give him the opposite. I must be brilliance itself, a diamond dagger between the flesh of his stagnant noble life.
To the common people of this country,
I press on, one potato can mean the difference between starving in winter and making it through to spring. A single potato means life. A single potato is a saving grace. To the king’s people living in his villages, in his kingdom, nothing is more precious than one potato.
The murmur that goes around the room is hushed, confusion written on the nobles’ faces. They have no idea, I’m sure, of what it’s like to starve. But it’s all I’ve ever known.
I lock eyes with the prince once more. His face, too, is confused, but in a different way from the crowd’s. He looks at me like he’s never seen a person before, as if I’m some odd specimen kept in a cool cellar for later study by a polymath. The boredom in his gaze is gone, replaced with a strange, stiff sort of shock. I should look away, act modest or shy, but I don’t. I make my eyes sing the determined words my mouth can’t say.
I am no flower to be ravaged at your whim, angry wolf—I am your hunter, bow cocked and ready. I am a Heartless, one of the creatures your people fled from in terror thirty years ago.
I let the smallest, hungriest smirk of mine loose on him.
If you were smart, you’d start running, too.
The queen smiles, squeezing the king’s arm, and the king laughs. Nothing about it is bland or subdued; it leaks with the hoarse edges of unbridled amusement. For the briefest moment as he smiles at me, he looks ten years younger.
What is your name, clever little Bride?
My mind says, Zera, no last name, daughter of a merchant couple whose faces I’m starting to forget: Orphan, Thief, Lover of bad novels and good cake, and indentured servant of the witch Nightsinger, who sent me here to rip your son’s heart from his chest.
I dip into a wobbly curtsy instead and spill my lie with a smile. Zera Y’shennria, Your Majesty; niece of Quin Y’shennria, Lady of the House of Y’shennria and Ravenshaunt. Thank you for having me here today.
Thank you, and I’m sorry.
As sorry as a monster can be.
…
Five days earlier
I’ve been stabbed.
This is, unfortunately, nothing new to me.
Kavar’s teeth.
I swear the New God’s name, twisting my arm behind me and fingering the dagger’s handle. This was my favorite dress.
One moment I’m walking on the forest road back home, and the next I’m skewered like a village pig. I make a mental note to mark this night in my nonexistent diary as the best one ever.
The willowy figure that stabbed me stands in front of me, a dark, hooded cloak obscuring his face and body. I have no idea who he is—but he moved too fast to be human, and he’s too tall to be one of the pale Beneather race that lives underground. The swishing blue tail tipped with fur is a dead giveaway—definitely a celeon assassin, a member of a catlike race that thinks quick and strikes quicker.
Are you just going to stand there?
I pant, my fingers meeting the slick river of blood running down the laces of my bodice. If you want to kill me, I’d prefer you make it quicker than this.
You aren’t dead,
the celeon growls—their voices always sound sleek yet rough, like a banner of silk dragged across gravel. His eyes glint golden from the darkness of his hood.
"A master of observation and a master of stabbing young girls walking alone at night! I force a pained smile.
It’s an honor. I’d bow, but the knife you so graciously gifted me is making that a tad difficult."
I hit your heart,
he asserts. You should be dead.
I’d love to tell you you’re the first man to say such romantic things to me.
I stretch enough to grasp the handle of the dagger, and wrench it out with a great pull. The searing pain dulls to a hideous ache. But alas—I’m a career thief, not a career liar.
I point the bloody dagger at him. You have ten seconds to tell me who sent you. Celeon assassins aren’t cheap, so it had to have been a noble. Which one did I piss off this time?
His tail twitches—a sure sign he’s thinking of ways to close the gap between us and end it.
Nine,
I start.
The triplet moons are full above us, the red twins connected by a spray of stardust and the blue giant bloated like a firefly’s abdomen. They shed gloriously bright light on the woods and the Bone Road cutting through it, and I have all the time in the world to admire it, since the celeon chooses to remain silent.
Eight,
I count down. "Was it the lady with the gryphon banners and fancy carriage who came by? She should be thanking me for relieving her of that emerald tiara. It clashed hideously with her complexion."
Still, he says nothing. A flock of white crows flies overhead, settling in the pine trees to watch the showdown with their relentless red eyes. I suppress the urge to throw a fit. The last thing I need right now is a murder of witches watching this. I don’t like an audience when I work.
Listen, my good celeon.
I toss the dagger from one palm to the other, inspecting the wicked tip. You stabbed me. But I can forgive that. Lots of people stab me, and half of them I end up being great friends with! I even attend their funerals. Of course, I’m also the one holding their funerals. Alone. In the woods. With just me and their body and a shovel. But those are minor details. Five, by the way. The timer doesn’t stop just for my elegant soliloquies.
The celeon lowers his hood, his pronounced blue brow wrinkling as he frowns. His ears are long and slender and straight and have no visible holes. The celeon look like big cats, if cats were also lizards and stretched out thin and walked on backward-bent legs.
I don’t reveal my employers,
he finally rasps.
Wrong answer!
I chime, throwing the dagger between his legs and pinning his tail to the ground. He howls and collapses on the dirt, the pain of being stabbed in his most sensitive area all but paralyzing him. The celeon might be five times stronger and faster than any human, but they have their weak spots. As he struggles to free himself, I walk over, stepping carefully between his splayed legs and squatting to his eye level. I see my reflection in his fearful gold eyes as big as coins, his slit pupils dilating as I lean in and flick his furry forehead with my fingers.
And that’s why you should wear tail armor like everyone else, silly.
How?
He pants, his muzzle parted, so I can barely see his wicked incisors. A throw like that—who are you?
"Your employer didn’t tell you? Tsk-tsk, it’s almost like they want you dead. And I’d just hate to live up to their expectations."
I reach down and pull the dagger from his tail. Unpinned, the celeon scuttles away from me and down the road faster than I can register, cradling his purple-bleeding appendage.
I’m Zera!
I call. Second Heartless of the witch Nightsinger. A bit of life advice: never come to the Bone Road ever again.
I pause. But if you do, bring a new dress! You owe me one!
The white crows in the trees start to cackle, a storm of noise. The celeon looks from them to me, his pointed face snarling as he hobbles away. He knows what those crows are, and he hates them as all celeon do. When he’s gone, I wipe the dagger free of mixed red and purple blood, the pain in my back radiating sharply.
Kavardammit, this hurts!
Every movement is agony now that the adrenaline’s gone.
What have I said about using the New God’s name in front of me, Zera?
One of the crows alights at my feet, speaking with a human woman’s voice.
Just heal me,
I gasp. No lectures. Please.
Humor me,
the crow says.
Don’t I always? That’s why you keep my heart in that awful jar—so I can’t leave you humorless for a single second.
The crow is patient. She always is. Finally, I exhale.
Fine. Kavar stinks. Amen.
Zera.
I will write you a ten-page essay on how much the Old God rules more than him, just after you heal me. Please. I’m dying here.
For the third time this week,
the crow drawls.
And the forty-seventh time overall! Did you know the humans think that number is unlucky? It brings all sorts of nasty diseases to their grain, I guess?
Have you been spying on the human village again? I told you not to get too close—
Quick!
I exclaim. Before I start to mold!
With a bird’s version of a sigh, she hops around my body. Usually when I smartly try to climb a very tall tree and break my legs, or cleverly stumble onto a wolf mother den and get torn to shreds, I heal on my own. Well, if you call my heart encased in a jar over my witch’s fireplace siphoning magic from said witch to heal me on my own.
But tonight my witch is right here. I feel the sting of a feather’s edge in my raw wound, and I bite back another swear. The crow says words, but I can’t understand them. No one can, save for her and the Old God, who responds by gifting her magic. Or something. The workings of a witch’s magic are beyond me, but the results aren’t. The pain fades instantly, followed by the strange sensation of my wound closing up like a stitched blouse in a seamstress’s hand. My fingers dart to it, finding only smooth skin and scraps of fabric.
Would it kill you to ask the Old God to fix my dress, too?
I struggle to my feet.
The crow fluffs her chest out. Perhaps.
Ask him right away, then.
When the crow just blinks at me, I clap my hands. Let’s go! Hurry now!
My death means your death. You’re bound to me as my Heartless,
she says. You know that.
I groan and collapse on the grass next to the muddy road. Life isn’t worth living if I don’t have a fabulous pile of silk and satin to strut about in.
It wasn’t even your dress. You stole it,
the crow says.
Why do you think I liked it so much!
The crow lets out an exasperated sigh again. Her brethren wait for her in the trees, and I wave to them.
It’s an honor, sirs and madams! I hope your witchery is well tonight!
The crow on the ground hops to my shoulder, talons digging into my skin. Did you determine who sent that Waveborn to kill you?
Waveborn—what the witches call celeon. A witch’s magic spell went awry a long time ago, and the wave of it washed over a small continent to the north. It transformed the celeon from feral beasts into sentient creatures. Most celeon consider their sentience a curse, a deviation from their intended nature, and so they hate witches with a fiery passion.
Here in the third era we call them celeon, Nightsinger. It’s less ragingly offensive to them,
I insist. And no. Not a peep.
Firewalker
—Nightsinger motions with one wing to another witch-crow—tells me his Heartless are being attacked in much the same way. Anonymous assassins sent to kill without being told who the target is.
"What the target is," I correct.
Precisely.
They’re not after witches?
For once, no.
I cradle my chin in my hand. So someone is paying a lot of assassins to kill Heartless. Without telling them their targets are Heartless.
Yes.
Why? And who can afford to waste that much money in this economy?
Nightsinger fixes a single red eye on me; I know that look. It’s the let’s be cryptic and vague about important issues for an infuriatingly long amount of time look. Witches love that look. I love that look—love to hate it. Silently, of course, because what magical thrall in her right mind would hate it out loud to the witch in total control of her fate?
I should return to the meeting,
she says finally. And you should return home. Have you the herbs for dinner?
I motion to the basket I’d long discarded behind me, brimming with snowdrops and basil.
Good.
Nightsinger ascends, wings beating hard. I left you dinner. Try not to slop it everywhere this time.
No promises,
I say, watching as she rejoins the flock. They rise as one, eerily coordinated in their every swoop and glide. Nightsinger tried to explain witch meetings to me once, and thanks to my awe-inspiring intelligence I understood a whopping none of it. It’s apparently only safe for covens to gather during the Diamond Moon—when all three moons are full. They exchange information and magic, but since witches live isolated and hidden to keep away from humans, they gather as crows—able to fly long distances and connected wordlessly by their minds. It’s a small mercy witches who transform into animals are always an unnatural white, or none of us would know when they were around.
With the murder finally gone, I breathe a sigh of relief. No matter how long I’ve lived around it, the thought of magic still makes me ill. It’s bound me to this life of Heartlessness, after all.
I put my hand over my unheart and listen to the emptiness in my chest. After three years, I can barely remember what it feels like to have a heart anymore. I recall warmth and a tugging sensation, and if I reach far enough back in my memory, I find pain. Pain like lightning, sudden and sharp and devastating. Pain like the end of the world. If I pay attention to it, the pain only grows. So I don’t. I wander the woods. And when wandering stops working, I don my cloak and a ragged mask and steal from the nobles who travel the Bone Road—jewels, dresses, anything. Anything beautiful. Anything that, when I wear it, makes me feel like a human again.
I pick up the basket of herbs and turn back to the woods, letting the shadows of the trees devour me. They are pretty, in their own sable, pine-scented way, but they’re still very much the bars of my prison. That’s one of the less-than-ideal perks of being a Heartless—I can’t go very far from where my witch keeps my heart: a mile and a half at most. If I try, the pain rips me apart and reduces me to a useless, screaming mess.
A fox watches me from a ridge nearby, curious and fire-colored. I wave. It doesn’t move, fixed on me. What an attentive audience! Those are so rare these days. I clear my throat.
At this point, I’m sure you want to ask—I hate Nightsinger, don’t I? I mean, anyone sensible would hate the person who has her life in the palm of her hand. That’s reasonable—expected, even!
The fox blinks blankly at me.
The answer…
I raise a finger like I’m a polymath and the fox is my student. Is yes. And no. Because nothing in life is simple. It’s all utter maddening chaos and contradicting emotions.
The fox blinks again. I throw my hands up.
Don’t look at me! Take it up with the gods if you’re so mad about it!
The fox is, understandably, not as incensed as I am. It slinks away over the ridgeline without so much as a thank-you for my gracious life lessons.
I adjust the basket higher on my hip and sigh. "Talking to animals like they’re people who can understand you was last year, Zera. Let’s try to think of something new and more rewarding to pass the rest of our immortal life with, all right? Maybe something that