The Road Out of Hell: Sanford Clark and the True Story of the Wineville Murders
By Anthony Flacco and Jerry Clark
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From 1926 to 1928, Gordon Stewart Northcott committed at least twenty murders on a chicken ranch outside of Los Angeles. He held his nephew, Sanford Clark, captive there from the age of thirteen to fifteen. Sanford would be Northcott’s sole surviving victim. Forced by Northcott to take part in the murders, he carried tremendous guilt all his life. Yet despite his youth and the trauma he endured, Sanford helped gain justice for the dead and their families by testifying at the trial that led to Northcott’s execution.
These shocking events inspired Clint Eastwood’s film The Changeling. But in The Road Out of Hell, acclaimed crime writer Anthony Flacco uses revelatory new accounts from Sanford’s son to tell the complete, true story. Going beyond the film’s narrative, Flacco recounts not only Sanford’s nightmarish captivity, but also the inspiring life he led afterward.
In dramatizing one of the darkest cases in American crime, Flacco constructs a riveting psychological drama about how Sanford was able to detoxify himself from the evil he’d encountered, offering the ultimately redemptive story of one man’s remarkable ability to survive hell on earth and emerge intact.
Anthony Flacco
Anthony Flacco is the author of numerous nonfiction books and novels. He holds an MFA in Screenwriting from the American Film Institute, where he was honored with the Paramount Studios Fellowship Award and a Disney Studios Fellowship. He serves as an editor, frequently gives seminars on writing, and is an editorial consultant to Martin Literary Management in Seattle.
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Readers find this title to be a heart-breaking and powerful story about a young boy who grew up in a murderous family. The book explores the perseverance of the human spirit and the importance of law enforcement in protecting children. Although difficult to read at times, readers couldn't put it down and were deeply moved by the protagonist's ability to embrace life and fight his demons. Overall, it is a great book that evokes both sadness and gratitude."
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I read this book in a couple of sittings and couldn't stop thinking about it for days. I would say it's probably in my top 10 best books I've ever read. This is a story about a young boy who grew up way too fast and who spent his life living with the memories of what true hell really is. My heart ached for young and old Sanford, a boy whose only crime was that he had the misfortune of being born into a murderous family. Sanford Clark was extremely brave to share his story with the world.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5In couple of words... heart breaking life story. We should be grateful to read a story like this. On the other hand, most of us should be grateful to just read a life story like this, not to live it.
I am enthused with his ability to embrace life as is and fight all the demons he had. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Absolutely great book, though difficult to read at points; the information with respect to Prosecutor Loyal Claire Kelley is a testament to the power of law enforcement and juris prudence to protect the lives and futures of children. This book is about the perseverance of the human spirit. Great book.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I couldn’t put it down. Great book but so very sad.
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The Road Out of Hell - Anthony Flacco
The Road Out of Hell
Sanford Clark and the True Story of the Wineville Murders
Anthony Flacco
with Jerry Clark
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Copyright
Diversion Books
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Copyright © 2009 by Anthony Flacco
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First Diversion Books edition November 2013
ISBN: 978-1-62681-172-0
Foreword
By Dr. Michael Stone
host of the Discovery Channel’s Most Evil
Anthony Flacco’s splendid book about the Wineville murders in the mid-1920s manages to be both chilling and uplifting. How is this possible? The reason is this: Though it is one book, The Road Out of Hell is two interlaced biographies—one of an uncle and the other of his nephew. Gordon Stewart Northcott, the uncle, is one of the worst human beings you will ever encounter—even in true-crime literature, which does not shy away from evil acts and evil people. Sanford Clark, the nephew, is one of the most heroic persons you are likely to read about, due to his steadfast adherence to what is good and noble during the months he was subjected to unimaginable torture from his uncle—and for the remaining sixty-two years of his life.
When he was twenty (just seven years older than his nephew), Northcott lured Sanford from Saskatchewan, where they both lived, to an isolated chicken ranch near Los Angeles. There, effectively cut off from the outside world, Northcott subjected Sanford to systematic torture, anal rape, degradation and humiliation, and—in some ways, worst of all—forced participation in the cover-up of Northcott’s more than twenty murders of other boys and young men.
Since I already mentioned evil acts and evil people, let me say a few words about evil. Evil is not something instilled in a few unlucky persons by a malicious Lucifer. If we are to understand evil
at all, we must think of it as a word—an emotional word—we use to describe actions performed by other humans that we experience as breathtakingly horrible, shocking, and, often enough, nauseating. We learn of evil actions aplenty through the papers and the six o’clock news. But it is extremely rare to learn of a person whose actions are evil all the time. This is truly an evil person.
The Road Out of Hell is the 633rd true-crime book I have read in the past twenty years. Alongside my work in forensics and as host of the Discovery Channel show Most Evil, this extensive reading has made me familiar with thousands of men and women who have committed murder in peacetime. (Wartime is a different story.) Northcott is only the sixth whom I would describe as an evil person.
All six killers I’ve identified as evil have certain features in common: All are men guilty of serial sexual homicide; all are psychopaths; all are sadistic. The psychopath is quintessentially callous, manipulative, deceitful, and a stranger to compassion and remorse, though not necessarily violent or cruel. It is sadism that adds the quality—and this is its key feature—of enjoying the suffering of others.
Most readers will be familiar with the iconic Jeffrey Dahmer, also a homosexual pedophile serial killer like Northcott. But Dahmer anesthetized his victims with knockout drops
before killing them, and then had sex with the corpses. No such delicacy in Northcott. And no such luck for his victims—those murdered as well as his nephew Sanford, who endured almost two years of his uncle’s sadism in its full panoply and extreme severity. One of the nastiest elements of sadism involved forcing Sanford to choose between participation in an evil act (smashing the skulls of the victims and scattering the fragments over the fields, to avoid detection) or being killed himself.
A mere teenager at the time, Sanford did the right thing: He chose life, albeit at the price of doing things utterly repugnant to him, things that he knew were wrong—under any but the bizarre circumstances in which he was held captive. Understandably, yet unnecessarily, he carried guilt about his participation to his grave. Sanford had nightmares and flashbacks for the rest of his life about the atrocities he had witnessed, and he had self-recriminations for the things his uncle had forced him to do. (In psychiatry, we push all that into the pigeonhole of post-traumatic stress disorder
—a pretty pale label for all that Sanford suffered.) The consistently good, caring, and charitable life Sanford led after his uncle’s arrest was never enough to put his mind at ease, no matter that he served honorably for six years on the European front in World War II, was married for fifty-five years, and raised two sons. His story reads like one of redemption—though, as author Flacco points out, redemption somehow isn’t the right word, since Sanford had done nothing wrong to atone for.
What I find fascinating about The Road Out of Hell is not only the hell that Stewart created, but the road that Sanford was able to take out of it. In the last few years, psychiatry has come to understand more about the factors that nudge certain people into committing the outrageous acts we label evil.
By no means are they all psychopaths and sadists. Some are self-centered schemers who plot to kill a spouse for insurance money; others are paranoid loners who lose a job or a lover and then explode into massacre. We know about heredity and birth complications, about bad families and childhood head injury, and even about some of the brain abnormalities that spell trouble in certain cases. So oddly enough, Northcott—as rare an exemplar of evil as he is—is less a mystery than his nephew Sanford, whose goodness is almost inexplicable.
Both uncle and nephew, in addition to having a fourth of their blood in common, had mothers who were abusive, unscrupulous viragos. Both had fathers who were tyrannized by their wives and indifferent toward their children. And yet, one ended up evil and the other transcendently good. Why? I don’t know. Most people are compassionate, have empathy, and live their lives without succumbing to violence or cruelty. A certain measure of goodness is, so to say, our default position. Most of our brains are wired for being morally upright and good. Only a few are wired for wickedness. For the super-goodness of Sanford, we have no word in the language and little understanding. But we’re also wired to feel awe, when we hear of either the terribly bad or the astonishingly good. That’s what makes Flacco’s book what it is: awesome.
Preface
By Anthony Flacco
The events and characters in this book are real. All speculation and dramatization is bounded by the known facts and is employed to hold the story together without harming the truth of it.
Because the cruel deaths of kidnapped children are at the bottom of all this, the telling must be honest and fair. However, as with any infamous murder trial implicating multiple defendants, there were people lying, guessing, and speculating all around this case back in those times, and some of those conflicting accounts survive today. Anywhere I encountered incompatible versions of something, I let the accumulated research guide me as to which one to accept. Any guessing of my own regarding the portrayals of the people in this story is done within the parameters of documented evidence. As often as possible, the manner of each character’s speech is taken from transcriptions of their spoken words in court records, police records, and newspaper records dating from the year 1926 and forward. Imagination and extrapolation fill the gaps.
The research base for this book includes relevant portions of the case record from the arrest and prosecution of Gordon Stewart Northcott. His twenty-seven-day trial ended on February 7, 1929, and the facts that convicted him are widely available in the public record. Thus the various deposition documents and evidence photographs that are referenced here are used as they apply to Sanford Wesley Clark and his personal condition, not to the particulars of the criminal case against Gordon Stewart Northcott, which has long since been settled.
Access was provided to me for a number of Sanford Clark’s private family documents, photographs, letters, and notes by Sanford’s adopted son Jerry Clark. Jerry’s firsthand observations of Sanford’s personality form the primary basis for his portrayal as an adult long after the public record goes silent about him. I traveled to the former Whittier Boys School, where Sanford was rehabilitated. It is now closed to operation but still stands. The current occupants of the former Wineville murder ranch allowed me to visit the property. The patch of land felt tiny. It was painful just to imagine a little boy poking around on that flat piece of earth while trying to stay out of the way of a psychotic sadist. The ranch house originally built by the Northcott family also still stands, although it has been modernized and somewhat remodeled so that the dwelling that Sanford once knew is concealed.
These sources were vitally augmented by the advantage of having a firsthand observer of Sanford Clark in his adoptive son, Jerry, who is joined in his celebration of the man by Robert Clark, Sanford’s other adopted son. Family members and friends were also kind enough to each provide a piece of the answer to the riddle.
Introduction
By Jerry Clark
I had just turned seventeen when my father revealed his past to me, terrible in its gruesome details. His words completely altered my life. The descriptions were strong enough to burn the scenes into my memory and to leave them there, forever clear.
The night was a cold one. We were riding in the car, supposedly on our way to a local hockey game, when at some point he pulled over to the side of the road and said that he needed to have a talk with me. I wondered if I was in trouble for something. He left the engine idling, but the windows soon fogged over while he revealed that he had taken me out by myself that night because there were things that he needed to tell me, things that my adoptive brother was too young to hear. From that moment on, the only sounds were my father’s voice and the car’s low background rumble. I quickly stopped noticing the time and never thought about it again for the rest of the night.
He began with a sigh that made it clear that he was about to say something that he did not want to put into words. When he finally spoke, it was in a halting and defeated voice that I had never heard him use. I need to tell you some things.
By now, my sense of alarm was in overdrive. Okay,
I said, hoping I sounded calm.
He sighed again. You heard about that nurse in our neighborhood who disappeared, eh? Her body was found not too far from our place, close enough to where we live that the newspapers might, you know, make some comparisons to other cases. And if they do, they’re likely to pull up their files on a relative of ours named Gordon Stewart Northcott… and me.
He then laid out a story of two years of madness and murder that had been visited upon him, beginning when he was a boy of thirteen. He explained everything. There was no way that he could give me a sanitized version. To soften this story would be to paint it in a lie. That was why he wanted to make sure I heard it from him first.
Before long, I was too stunned to ask any questions. I just sat and let him unwind the details, while he put an end to my boyhood by revealing the series of events that put an end to his.
JERRY CLARK
SASKATOON, CANADA
APRIL 2009
One
Thirteen-year-old Sanford Clark felt his stomach lurch when he realized that his mother was really going to send him away. He stared down at the floor and fought to control his breathing while his brain reeled from the news. Everything about it felt wrong. The atmosphere in the room took on a poisonous feel, as if a thin mist of acid had just rolled in through the window. He knew that his mother and uncle were telling him a pack of lies. It was all so off-kilter and strange that the moment belonged in a bad dream.
There was his mother, Winnie, doing more of that wink-and-grin whispering that she and her younger brother Stewart always fell into whenever they thought nobody was around. Today, for some reason, she didn’t appear to care that Sanford was standing right there—or even that her husband was in the room. She seemed determined to end Uncle Stewart’s visit with all the closeness that she could get from him. Sanford wondered how his father could fail to see it. But when John Clark was at home, he just kind of floated around in their lives. He had gotten himself bitched into silence at some point in the distant past, back when Sanford was too small to remember. Now he only knew his father’s ghost.
He strained for a way to get his father involved, even though that was generally not productive. While John did have enough strength to explode for a minute or so when life’s stresses became too much for him, he also burned out as quick as a match head. Nowadays, he seldom bothered with anything enough to lose his temper over it. On the rare occasions when he did slip, Winnie made sure he paid for it, sometimes for weeks.
But today their whispering—it almost seemed more like flirting—had the terrifying purpose of giving Sanford away to Uncle Stewart. It was clear that no one could stop her. Their story was that Uncle Stewart would be taking Sanford on a road trip in his big Buick roadster to visit the city of Regina, about 150 miles southeast, the capital of Saskatchewan. It will be a grand trip, Sanford!
Uncle Stewart enthused. And I know you’d love to see the Regina Pats on their home field, right?
They’re junior league.
Sanford,
Winnie added, Regina is our capital city and you need to know about it. It’s a beautiful place and you’re going to let Uncle Stewart show you around.
We’ll make a game out of it!
Uncle Stewart chimed in, lying like a crooked salesman. We’ll drive around town, looking for any leftover signs of the Regina Hurricane.
Wasn’t that before I was born?
"Not that far. It’s been fourteen years—so if they haven’t fixed everything back up by now, we’ll write to the newspapers! An exposé! Think of it: two hicks from Saskatoon criticizing the capital. It’ll be a scandal, ha-ha!"
Sanford figured that the only scandal here was that his mother was going to give him away while she and her brother lied to him with such conviction. Sanford was no stranger to his mother’s skills at deception—he had spent much of his life in listening to her lie to anybody who had anything to give up.
He had forgotten how much his mother and her brother shared the trait. Prior to this two-week visit from Uncle Stewart, Sanford had not seen him or his family since they had left Canada in a hurry two years before. Nobody ever told Sanford why the Northcott family wanted to leave the country, but their whole family knew that Uncle Stewart had managed to infuriate certain neighbors with his treatment of their children. No doubt he could lie well about that too. But Sanford had sneaked up on his mother and uncle earlier that day while they were giggling in the corner, making their plans for him. Now he knew full well that nothing about this Regina story was true.
He sneaked another glance at his mother. Winnie was in one of her detached moods, not really recognizing anything that was going on around her. The only time she looked anybody in the eye while she was in this mood was to rage at them. He figured that was why she could discuss shipping him away like it was nothing. He struggled for his voice.
This is a bunch of baloney!
he finally blurted. "I know we’re not going to Regina! He’s taking me all the way down to the States! I heard you talking about that stupid chicken ranch!"
Winnie aimed that stare of hers directly into his eyes. He saw it then: she would sooner take a bite out of his skull than acknowledge the truth of anything he said. Her eyebrows pulled inward. "Why, you selfish, self-centered son of a bitch! What about momma? Huh? What about me?"
… About you?
"Do not answer my question with a question, you little shit!"
Hell, Sissie—go ahead and tell him.
"Oh, now you want me to tell him?"
Might as well.
You want to listen to his whining?
He’s not gonna whine.
Uncle Stewart now directed a menacing gaze at Sanford. Are you, sport?
Sanford tried to ignore the question. I don’t want to go to—
"He’s not gonna whine! Uncle Stewart barked. Then he continued in a menacing, overly soft voice:
Are you, sport?"
I wasn’t whining.
Winnie snorted with disgust. "God damn it, you spoiled bastard! You don’t know what work is. You don’t know what struggle is."
That’s something every boy should learn, Sanford,
Uncle Stewart added.
It’s not fair to just—
Sanford began, but Winnie cut him off.
All right!
she shouted. After a pause to stare into space and slowly shake her head, she took a deep breath and spoke, giving the appearance of weighing every word while she delivered her considered thoughts. "Son. There is truly—and I mean this—truly something wrong with you. I think that you are missing something that a normal boy is supposed to have. It’s this selfishness of yours, the way that you only think about yourself. There are words for people like that. Bad words. So all right, then, you want to know what’s up? Fine and dandy: here it is! You’re going down to California with Stewart. I was trying to make it easier for you, but no, you won’t have it.
"Any normal boy loves adventure. Once any real boy gets out onto the road, you know, with the wind in his hair, it’s only natural for that boy to want to keep on traveling as far as he can, as long as he’s got plenty of sandwiches. A mother knows these things."
Why would I want to keep on trav—
But it’s a waste of time to think about you. A show of courtesy is lost on you!
Winnie ticked her way through the old list of his sins, one finger at a time. She could take two or three minutes per finger, use up every one of them and add in a few of her toes before she got it all out of her system. He took a deep breath while the familiar damnations began trundling before him: A foolish daydreamer too misty-headed for his own good. A loafer who devoured popular fiction but who could barely sit through a class and seldom passed an exam. A dolt who responded too slowly, got her orders ass-backwards, or just went about everything wrong. He had always been more trouble than he was worth.
That’s why you need this new life,
she summed up. You can go to school down there and help take care of Uncle Stewart’s place the rest of the time.
But to Sanford, this real story
sounded every bit as ridiculous as their lie. Breeding livestock with Uncle Stewart out in the desert? Sanford’s Uncle Stewart was a delicate, twenty-year-old aspiring pianist. He had lived all of his life in Canada until two years ago, when he and his parents had left for the States. The would-be chicken rancher had always been tremendously proud of the fact that he played the piano with enough skill to appear professionally with local orchestras and silent film houses. Uncle Stewart had played up here in the province and supposedly down in the States as well. The whole damned family knew about his dreams of becoming a concert pianist. And as for living in the desert, Sanford had never thought about it before, but why would anybody move from a city like Los Angeles to live in the middle of nowhere unless they had to?
He chewed his lip in consternation and pushed his brain for an answer: what could there be about such an isolated location that would hold Uncle Stewart’s interest? Nobody was mentioning anything about that. But it stood to reason that a bunch of cooped-up fowl would be filthy and have an overpowering smell in that heat. Taking care of them was a guaranteed grind of disgusting work that went against everything Sanford knew about his uncle.
A stinking chicken ranch.
He threw a sideways glance at Uncle Stewart, who was staring at him with a mixture of impatience to get going and disappointment with his cargo. Uncle Stewart had made it clear for the entire two weeks of his visit that he really wanted Sanford’s younger brother Kenneth. He had raved like a trial lawyer, trying to persuade Winnie to let go of that boy. It was a surprise to everybody when Winnie flatly refused. She had always been willing to give her brother anything he wanted, so much so that Sanford fully expected that he and his brother would both have to go. Young Kenneth was Winnie’s favorite son, however. She never made a secret of that. So to Sanford’s amazement, she actually told her brother that he was asking too much of her. She stopped his objections before he could even get started by holding up her hand and announcing that she would only say it once.
All talk of taking her favorite boy was over. Stewart would just have to make do with Sanford.
But all my friends are here,
Sanford began again.
You’ll make new ones,
Winnie replied with a shrug. You’re a kid.
And you need to get away from your trouble-maker friends,
jeered Uncle Stewart.
They’re not—
Sanford!
Winnie’s voice shot through the room like a gun blast.
After a pause, Uncle Stewart began to console him with talk of enrolling in a local Scouting program down there to offer you some boyhood adventure and also to help with your character development.
Winnie added that it might be just what he needed.
Sanford desperately wanted to produce an argument in the strongest possible terms against going, but he had no idea how to stand up for himself against these two adults. He had no available examples. The most that he could do was to stuff his outrage back down out of sight. After that, all he could do was to grit his teeth and look for the chance to jump in on the conversation like a kid who has to pee. Meanwhile, two of the adults planned his future while his father studied the daily paper.
Now that the pose about going to Regina was over, Winnie and her brother dropped it as if it had never existed. Neither of them displayed any trace of embarrassment over being discovered. Ordinarily this shared trait was the only thing that Sanford liked about dealing with either of them, because when they decided to bury something, it just disappeared. The pattern was that they got mad, flew into a rage, then got over it and moved on. Sanford noticed how easily they meshed that way; they didn’t even have to check with each other first. There was a degree of certainty in that. Winnie’s fires flashed quickly and burned hot; smoldering was something left to her husband. This time, however, Sanford found that the topic of his forced trip was disappearing much too quickly. He felt himself being flushed away with it.
Uncle Stewart noticed Sanford’s distress and broke into a broad grin. Winnie! I get the feeling Sanford doesn’t appreciate how the ranching experience is going to mold his character. I’m really going to toughen him up!
He laughed out loud at that, then winked at Winnie like a guy who has just made a very fine joke indeed.
This one time, Sanford’s mother did not laugh along with him the way she always did. That struck Sanford as very odd, combined with the way her expression changed when her brother spoke of toughening him up. Even though Winnie was in that detached mood of hers, she looked away from Sanford as if she could not meet his eyes. That was so out of character for her that it instilled a sense of dread in him. Restrained silence was the domain of the male in that house.
Ahem!
John Clark surprised everyone by speaking out this time.
For one flashing moment, Sanford’s hopes soared. His father came to life like a man snapping out of a nap. His gangly form rose from the chair and stood tall with an angry set to his jaw and determination in his eyes. He nodded to his son, then stared back and forth between the other two. "Might as well say it right now—I don’t care for the sound of this plan at all. I have not heard one single solitary thing about it that shows me any common sense!" He glared at Uncle Stewart to emphasize that he didn’t trust him one little bit. It was glorious.
Oh, my!
Winnie replied at the very top of her voice, acting like she truly was impressed. "Aren’t you the smart one, John! Aren’t you the manly parent! So tell us: what is your new job that’s going to bring home the extra money to make up for what it would cost us to keep him here? Knock-knock, anybody home? Oh, what’s that? No answer? Bastard! Figure out that one, if you get to feeling cocky—instead of just standing there with your cock in your hand!" She and Uncle Stewart both snorted like horses.
That was all it took for Winnie Clark to beat John Clark back into his silence and his newspaper. Sanford could almost see the puncture marks in his father’s face. The machinery of their relationship groaned into action while his father clenched his jaw and blushed an angry color, then sat back down without looking at his son. He shook his head and stared into space. Sanford could hear him grinding his teeth.
Sanford would have bolted from the house if he had had any idea of somewhere safe to go. He tried to think of a workable destination, but it was no good. At his age, what could he tell people that would keep them from sending him right back? And then how angry would Winnie be?
The only real glimmer of hope left to him was his older sister Jessie. She was already seventeen and would be able to leave home soon. Then he might be able to run off and live with her. Somehow improvise a new life. He would be willing to try almost anything else besides living out in the desert, just him and Uncle Stewart and hundreds of caged birds.
A stinking chicken ranch.
Uncle Stewart gripped him by the back of his neck and announced that it was time to get going. It would take days to drive all the way through the States to southern California. Uncle Stewart announced that their first stop in California was going to be a visit to his parents in Los Angeles. Sanford remembered his grandparents well enough from when they had lived up here nearby, but he barely knew them. His naturally shy nature gave him no comfort in the idea of their home.
Uncle Stewart snatched up Sanford’s small duffel bag with one hand and kept the other on the back of his neck while he walked him out of the house. The hurried good-byes passed in a blur. Sanford noticed that his father’s handshake felt extra firm. He figured that it meant his father was sorry that he couldn’t do more to help. The thought felt good.
He felt better for a moment when Jessie hugged him. The hardest thing was to leave Jessie behind. She had been his protector often enough, but there was nothing she could do in a situation like this. It struck him then, getting back to his previous thought, that she could hardly be expected to take him with her and support them both. And Jessie was far too protective of him to ever agree that he could quit school and work, just to escape their family home.
You’d better write to me,
she whispered into his ear.
Don’t let ‘em do this, Jessie!
he blurted out and immediately regretted it.
What? Come on now, Sang.
The nickname always got his attention. Nobody else called him that. Her voice was so soft that she practically breathed the words to him.
I know you’ll make the best of everything. Why, I’ll come and get you myself if I have to, soon as I’m able to do it.
Then she let go of him. He hated the feeling of