They Will Drown in Their Mothers' Tears
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Winner of the prestigious August Prize for best Work of Literary Fiction
In the midst of a terrorist attack on a bookstore reading by Göran Loberg, a comic book artist famous for demeaning drawings of the prophet Mohammed, one of the attackers, a young woman, has a sudden premonition that something is wrong, changing the course of history. Two years later, this unnamed woman invites a famous writer to visit her in the criminal psychiatric clinic where she’s living. She then shares with him an incredible story—she is a visitor from an alternate future.
Despite discrepancies that make the writer highly skeptical, he becomes increasingly fascinated by her amazing tale: in her dystopian future, any so-called “anti-Swedish” citizens are forced into a horrific ghetto called The Rabbit Yard. As events begin to spiral and the author becomes more and more implicated in this woman’s tale, he comes to believe the unbelievable: she’s telling the truth.
A remarkably intense, beautifully wrought tale that combines the ingenuity of speculative fiction with the difficulties of today’s harsh political realities, They Will Drown in Their Mothers’ Tears is the groundbreaking, award-winning work from the bestselling Swedish-Ugandan author Johannes Anyuru. With echoes of Guantanamo Bay, Abu Ghraib, the Charlie Hebdo tragedy, and anti-immigrant hysteria, this largest and most complex novel from an already celebrated poet, author, and spoken word artist catapults him to the front ranks of world writers.
Johannes Anyuru
Johannes Anyuru is a poet, novelist, and playwright. He debuted in 2003 with the critically acclaimed collection of poems Only The Gods Are New. They Will Drown in Their Mothers' Tears was awarded the August Prize and film rights have been acquired by Momento Film. Anyuru's work has been likened to a mix between Nobel Laureate Thomas Tranströmer and a hip-hop MC.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The best book i’ve read in years. Interesting and tight plot written in beautiful prose. Incredible!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Could not put it down, a fantastically written book. Chilling and reflective.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This book is an excellent story looking at immigrants and their children, religion, Swedish society, Syrian terrorist camps, time travel, radicalization, internment, hate, religion, and more. A little confusing as it jumps between character, place, and time--more so because I read an e-galley with no indications other than content (and my total confusion) that the place/time/narrator had changed. I think this might have been a 5-star read for me if I had had those breaks and not had to read back repeatedly to find the change. Of course, maybe it's not easy to tell in the print version either. I don't know.Even with my confusion, this book is fantastic. There are 3 stories being told, and they each converge with another, but how and when is not always clear until suddenly it is. I wish I had someone to discuss this with! I love dystopias, and I love literary fiction that takes on modern topics. This novel combines those two.———A few years after a terrorist attack that goes strangely, with one of the terrorists killing another, a Swedish Muslim poet/author is contacted by that woman, who is in a psychiatric facility. She wants to meet him.He knows about the attack, all Swedes do. The attack itself is based on the Charlie Hedbo attack in France. But one of the terrorists--a teenage girl--stopped it. He knows her story--she is actually a Belgian girl who had been to Syria, was rescued, and then fled to Sweden. But this is not who she says she is. This girl claims to be from the future (15-20 years in the future), and is herself unclear how or why she ended up in another body. But she had to stop the attack because it caused the restrictions and Muslim internment camps of the dystopian Sweden that she grew up in. Does the narrator believe her or her official diagnosis of schizophrenia? What does he do? Does the reader believe her? ———Thanks to Two Lines Press and Edelweiss Plus for providing me with an e-galley.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Some really beautiful language use here, very emotionally descriptive. Unfortunately, not so physically descriptive so there was some confusion for me as to when point of view shifts happened at first. Once I got a bit into the book though, those because clearer as I got used to the overall pacing.The first half, which was mostly the girl's story, was wildly fascinating - this is the speculative fiction I am here for. Then the middle got a little bogged down, I felt, with too much present-day reflection and almost self-pity/victimization from the male writer's POV (but I did like the ending in regards to this) that felt a bit Oprah Book Club fiction. The last third brought attention back to the girl and so it picked up a bit for me again but not to the level of the first half as it seemed to be balanced between the more SF and the OBC storylines. And then there was the ending. I assume it is supposed to be a twist ending, but I knew it was coming from just over the halfway point and I suspected it for longer than that so in the end it just felt a little lacking with the reveal.Overall, an interesting point of view to read about the world (Swedish and Muslim) but a blend of speculative fiction and just regular fiction that left me feeling a little unbalanced. Some really beautiful writing though.
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They Will Drown in Their Mothers' Tears - Johannes Anyuru
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This is her first memory: veils of snow whipping the hospital wings, the parking lot and poplars, the roadblocks. Before that: nothing, actually.
She shuts her eyes. Amin keeps repeating the name he’s given her. Nour. Only when hysteria creeps into his voice does she open her eyes again.
Did you remember something new?
Face drawn, mouth tense, he’s sitting next to her in Hamad’s white Opel. The backseat is shedding foam-rubber crumbs that stick to their clothing.
She shakes her head.
In the driver’s seat, Hamad starts talking, hurrying them, and Amin wets his lips; hands trembling, he switches on the cellphone duct taped to the metal pipes on her vest. She is sitting perfectly still. Outside, stray snowflakes float past a yellow brick wall. If she were to type the four-digit code into the phone’s keypad, the metal pipes would explode, flinging out as many nails and bullets as fit in two cupped hands, and the shockwave would break bones and pulp the organs of anyone within a five, maybe ten, meter radius. Texting the code to the cellphone would have the same result.
They get out of the car. Hamad has parked on a backstreet, hidden by a dumpster. He heaves the large black gym bag out of the trunk. The cold burns her cheeks and hands, she stomps her feet to warm up.
They walk onto Kungsgatan together, but split up in the Saturday crowd. After a few steps she turns around, so Amin stops, hands in his pockets, and pretends to browse the suits in a window display.
She senses that they are interwoven.
She wishes they could have another life.
It’s February seventeenth, a little over an hour before the terrorist attack at Hondo’s comic book store.
At one point she almost steps in front of a moving streetcar—but a woman grabs her coat—the streetcar’s screech is shrill and hollow, and she ends up ankle-deep in slush, taking in the gentle snowfall in the darkening afternoon.
Again she tries to remember who she is, where she comes from, but she only gets as far as that room in the hospital, how she got up and stood by the window, leaning on her IV-stand. She remembers the swell and whine of her pulse in her temples and the cool floor beneath her feet.
She’d read that the snow on the hospital that summer night was caused by environmental devastation, or the military manipulating the weather, or it wasn’t even snow at all, but some sort of leakage from a chemical plant.
The woman who grabbed her before she stepped into the street touches her arm again and says something she doesn’t catch; the voice is dulled and distant and when she offers no response the woman walks off. Yet another streetcar passes, people go around her on the crosswalk.
At least she’s pretty sure she comes from here. Gothenburg. And that her mother is dead. Has died somehow. Was run over. No. Can’t remember. She balls her fists, opens them.
A single event can awaken the world.
She’s on the move again, back in the stream of shoppers, teenagers in puffy winter jackets, couples with strollers.
Outside the comic book store’s propped-open door, a garden candle flickers uneasily in the twilight. Behind it, a handwritten sign:
Tonight at 17:00 Göran Loberg will be signing his latest comic book and discussing the limits of free speech with Christian Hondo.
When she crosses into the light, she starts sweating, because it’s crowded and because there’s a bomb vest hidden under her winter coat.
Because of what’s coming.
She riffles through a box of comic books so as not to draw attention to herself, picks one out, flips through it.
One single act, if it’s radical enough, pure enough, can communicate with the world’s stateless masses, reestablish ties between the caliphate and the Muslims who’ve been led astray, increase the influx of new recruits, and turn the tide of the war.
Hamad’s words. Hamad’s thoughts.
She keeps flipping.
In the comic book, needle-shaped vehicles pass plantations and clouds of burning gas. Men in bulky, intricate spacesuits cross surreal desert landscapes. She’s surprised how childish the pictures are.
It actually makes her laugh, and that gives her pause.
She wonders if her body heat can detonate the pipe bombs.
One: she knows she is Muslim. Two: Swedes have killed Muslims in some sort of camp. Three: there’s this name, not hers, but it means something—Liat, someone she loved. Four: Swedes are pretending it’s peacetime, and that the death camps don’t exist. Five: she has talked it all through with Amin, trying to figure it out.
Hamad arrives. Snow blows in through the door that’s slamming shut. He and Amin shaved off their beards the night before, and his bare cheeks makes her think of a bird skull—he looks bony and cruel. He’s wearing a black quilted jacket and a blue beanie with the logo of an American hockey team on it—a shark—which he takes off and stuffs in his pocket. By the cash register, he puts a black gym bag down at his feet.
Thirty or so people are in the store, standing around in groups or sitting on folding chairs, their outerwear balled in their arms. Christian Hondo, the shop owner, a long-haired man in a worn yellow T-shirt, turns on the microphone. Feedback wails from the two speakers that have been set out for the event.
I suppose it’s time to say hello and welcome to you all.
The voice sounds flat and booming, doubled, as it spills from the speakers.
Göran Loberg emerges from a door behind the cash register. The audience turns around expectantly, their attention verging on devotional.
Loberg is older than Hondo, around sixty, stooped and weatherbeaten. She notices something hard about his mouth, contempt or ire. Bushy white hair, plaid shirt. He puts a notebook and pen on the table.
We’re here to discuss your latest project,
says Hondo, "The Prophet, your collected satirical comic strips, which were published weekly online, and which contain caricatures of the Prophet Mohammed and other, shall we say…objects of blasphemy?"
Loberg nods and scratches his stubble; his entire being emanates sloppiness and a flighty disinterest in himself and his surroundings. She’s at the back of the venue. She misses some of what they’re saying. It sounds like they’re in another room, like their voices don’t match their bodies. Floating sounds.
Hondo unrolls a poster. Holds it up for the audience to see.
A group of turban-wearing, hook-nosed men are bent in prayer with cruise missiles stuck in their anuses.
It’s like she’s out of her body, watching herself like in a dream.
The bomb vest is strapped tight across her chest.
One: she can’t remember her name. Two: she doesn’t remember her real parents, whom she believes were murdered. Three: when she looks in the mirror she sees the wrong face. Four: she sometimes gets a feeling, like right now as she’s looking at this scene, that she’s been here before, here where an important event, a historic event, is being restaged.
She notices that Amin has come in and positioned himself by the front door. His face is slick with sweat even though he’s just come in from the cold. Several people in the store seem worried about the young man, miserable and marked for death, and whisper to each other. Amin glances in her direction but pretends not to recognize her.
She goes over to him.
Amin,
she hisses. He ignores her, unsure of how to react: the plan was to spread out in the venue and wait for it to fill up. They are absolutely not supposed to be talking to each other.
Amin. Amin.
He doesn’t even look at her. Reluctantly he lets her grab his hand. She weaves her fingers with his, squeezes. Everything is wrong.
She’s not sure what she means by that. Amin, everything is wrong.
Hamad married her and Amin in his apartment a few months ago and she has been carried to this point by terrible premonitions, by her sense that she and Amin and maybe also Hamad belong together, and that she is on a mission.
We should bail,
she hisses, and next to Amin a man in a black sweater, coat draped over his arm, gives them an irritated look. She doesn’t let it faze her. Let’s bail,
she says, and only then does Amin allow himself to react—he tears his hand free, grabs her arm, and glares at her. Then he gives her a gentle shove, half to get rid of her and half to get her to remember the plan.
They’re supposed to spread out and wait.
Over at the table, Hondo is saying it’s not that he hates religion, but he does operate from what he calls a traditionally subversive perspective, a sentiment she doesn’t understand and can’t contextualize, a libertine perspective,
the voice says, buzzing with treble, a sort of trash gallery.
She shuts her eyes. The rays of a tender headache rise to the surface then fade. One thing she hasn’t told Amin is that ever since Hamad laid out the plan, she’s been picturing the headlines. It’s like she can already remember what’s going to be written about this, afterward.
Like: Terrorist Couple Tied the Knot before the Attack. See Their Wedding Pictures Inside.
When she opens her eyes Hondo has unrolled another poster—an old woman on a bridge points a machine gun at a crowd. On the banner behind her: Refugees Welcome.
You received a number of threats as a result of these illustrations.
Anyone who hasn’t suffered from death threats hasn’t said anything essential,
Loberg says, straightening his glasses. The people around her laugh. She thinks they look waxen and ghostly, like their skin is giving off a gray deathly sheen. The laughter dies out. People scratch themselves, write in notepads, lean forward, cross their arms.
She thinks: they’ll all be dead in under an hour.
It happens without warning, about twenty minutes into the discussion. Loberg is talking about how art must expand, expansion is the constituent characteristic of art, when his train of thought is interrupted by an indistinct cry that comes from a man in the crowd, he or wha…or maybe he’s screaming gun in English?
She hears the cry and thinks he’s shouting in English because he assumes Amin, who has pulled a gun from his pants in one flitting gesture, is not Swedish.
Gun. She hears the word and she hears the shot, and a woman in the front row adopts the brace position, like before a plane crash.
She is close enough to smell the gunpowder, and it’s that smell rather than the loud bang that makes her realize the attack has in fact begun.
Amin stays still, gun raised. The shot has left a smoking hole in one of the ceiling tiles above his head. She tries to catch his eye, but his gaze is fixed on some point in front of or far behind her.
People are already leaving their seats. They’re heading for the exit, feet tangling in the folding chairs, but they turn back when they see Amin. Many are pitiful and clumsy, they don’t know where to go, spinning around, knocking magazines and paperbacks off the shelves. Objects seem heavier now. Time drags then flies, the actions unfold like connected sheets. A guy with a canvas bag and a Mohawk tries to leave through the door behind the cash register but Hamad pushes him down—the sound of his head slamming against the corner of the checkout counter is awful, then he lands on the floor.
Worship God so much they think you’re crazy.
Sitting at the table, Hondo is serene. As though he thinks this is planned, part of the event—he’s even grinning self-consciously as he takes it all in. Their eyes meet.
Around them, people are stumbling and crawling over each other as though the floor itself were careening.
Hamad is shouting and his shouting finally registers with her; she realizes he’s been shouting for a while. She can’t make out the words; she can only take in the fact that he’s shouting. An irregular drawn-out sound.
A woman, face bloody, is on the floor. She grabs another woman’s sweater to try and pull herself up. Someone is hiding in a corner, behind a drift of comic books, she can see a shoe sticking out, a black winter boot—a crying man trips over it.
Hamad jumps on the checkout counter and takes a machine gun from his black gym bag; he holds it over his head like he’s showing off a spoil of war or a newborn baby, and now she can hear what he’s shouting, not words, but yo, yo, yo.
He delivers a few swift kicks to the cash register, which crashes to the floor, scattering coins and bills.
You desecrate Islam!
Finally spitting out the words, his voice cracks in a raspy howl—the word Islam escapes as a pained moan. Fumbling, he takes another machine gun from the bag. She tears off her coat, throws it on the floor, and walks toward him. Again she feels like she’s watching herself from outside her body. And that her feet aren’t really on the ground. She receives the weapon, clicks off the safety.
Hamad hands her a second machine gun, which she’s supposed to give to Amin. Her coat discarded, the sight of the bomb vest makes people cry out. They fall over themselves and each other, clearing a path for her as she walks toward Amin, who’s standing guard at the front door.
It’s Hamad who cut the pipes, filled them with nails and projectiles, and made the explosive out of household chemicals. He hung the bombs on three regular fishing vests.
She wonders if the dizziness, everything spinning around and around faster, has something to do with God.
If God is with them.
A few weeks ago, they went to the forest. They drove for over an hour into the countryside on pitted forest roads to practice shooting machine guns. It was only when she felt the weapon buck, smelled the gunpowder, and saw the spiteful flicker leave the barrel that she understood what she was about to do. That it was real. She stood there, ears ringing, the trees glowing in the headlights, pale and ghostly.
This is really happening. We’re doing it.
Amin sticks the pistol in his pants and hangs the machine gun from his shoulder. She gives him a sisterly hug. She wants to connect with the feeling that they are really doing this, doing what they had planned, but she still doesn’t really feel present. It’s more like she’s inside a memory.
One: she’s doing this out of revenge, because the Swedes killed her mother. She believes this to be true. Two: wrong, this is a mission. She’s doing this because she saw Amin on the train one rainy afternoon and knew he would lead her to her destiny, and everything that has happened since has brought her here, to Hondo’s, where she’s going to do something important, something she can’t remember.
Three: the name. Liat. She has to find Liat. Save Liat.
She rubs her temples.
There’s unrest at the checkout. Hamad jumps down and runs through the door leading to the storeroom and staff toilet. Shots ring out, loud bangs, three in quick succession. Some people in the store scream and she tries to hush them, awkwardly and embarrassed at first, then with increasing aggression:
Quiet. Keep quiet. Yo. Yo!
It’s no help. Weeping all around her. Why does she keep feeling like she’s remembering this as it’s happening?
Hamad walks backward through the door. He’s dragging Loberg by the collar, one of the man’s legs is leaving a bloody trail on the floor. Like someone painting with a broad brush.
One: she only has Amin and Hamad, and this violence, this revenge she is taking because of unclear assaults in her past.
She becomes aware of a crowd. They’ve gathered outside the store’s window, beyond the shelves of comic books and collectible toys, a cluster of shadows; and right then, as she’s looking out, the first police car arrives, blue lights blaze and spin through the winter night, making the reflection in the window disappear, reappear, disappear.
She should’ve left.
Hamad pushes Loberg up against the checkout counter and presses the barrel of the gun to his forehead. She watches it happening and feels paralyzed. Why was it snowing the night she came to? Why doesn’t she remember her real name?
Hamad butts Loberg in the temple with the weapon and he drops. Hamad doesn’t shoot.
Get it on film.
Loberg is slumped against the counter, body limp, legs sticking out, glasses broken. He’s staring at her. Nearby, Hamad is forcing the hostages to their knees, cuffing them with white plastic zip ties, covering their mouths with silver duct tape and their heads with black canvas bags. He works quickly and when one of them disobeys he gives them a stressed slap.
Loberg has a strip of tape over his mouth but no canvas bag over his head; he’s staring at her through the jagged hole smashed in his glasses. She turns away.
She dries her sweaty palms on her pants and takes the cellphone from her pocket.
At the hospital they insisted she was someone else. Called her by a name that was not hers and spoke a language she didn’t understand.
She is one of thousands who have been kidnapped and tortured since 9/11. That much she knows.
That much she thinks she knows.
Hamad switches places with Amin at the front door. He’ll handle the police while she and Amin make the video.
Amin, stance wide, poses in front of the black flag. The balaclava he’s wearing was bought at an Army surplus store along with the fishing vests. However, the black canvas bags they’ve put over the hostages’ heads are stolen: pillowcases from a furniture store.
In God’s name,
says Amin, who, like she and Hamad, has taken his jacket off, exposing another bomb vest. We send greetings to our brothers on the front lines.
She zooms out. Even so, she has to take a few steps back so the camera can take in the whole scene.
She’s the one who made the flag, based on pictures she found on the web. Four cut-up trash bags pieced together with black tape, the white emblem painted by hand. It’s hanging behind Amin on a bookcase.
She’s responsible for the video. She’s live streaming it via a number of social networks and YouTube channels—Hamad has helped her access the right accounts and set up her phone.
Amin takes a piece of paper out of his pants pocket. He reads a sentence in shaky Arabic. Under their black hoods a few hostages start crying again, because of the incredible and frightening power of people with automatic weapons speaking a foreign language, which is easy to mistake for the power of God’s word. She sees a man who might be Latin American or Turkish, a student—she noticed he wasn’t Swedish before Amin put the hood on him—bend forward as if he were anticipating a sweeping blow from up high.
They spend eight hours a day watching television. And they call us extreme.
They laugh