Into the Unbounded Night
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Mitchell James Kaplan
Mitchell James Kaplan is the award-winning author of the novels By Fire, By Water and Into the Unbounded Night. A graduate of Yale, he has lived in Paris and Los Angeles, and currently lives with his family in Roanoke, Virginia.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5It is said that everything is connected and if you read this book you will see that on a whole new level. If you remove on piece of an ecosystem it will impact the whole of it or consider what happened when wolves were returned to Yellowstone. Everything is connected. The books starts with various examples of of these interconnected relationships and how they work by showing the results of studies done by the author and by others. It is very interesting but can get a little dry at times. I will note that I read this book a bit at a time while reading other books. That did not diminish its impact.Mr. Sala shows how keeping Nature in balance is not only vital it is the best thing we could do for our health and the economy. Without an Earth in balance we start to suffer from the loss of that interconnectivity. The book was even updated to include information on COVID. How wild to read about present realities while living them. It is at the same time a book both hopeful and sad because Man is the is the one harming Nature the most but he is also the one capable of investing in Nature and restoring it. And Mr. Sala makes the case that this is the best course for our general health and for the health of the economy. It’s a powerful book and an important read.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5In the year 40 C.E. Aislin lives a hardworking but honest life with her aunt Muirgheal. They live in Albion on what is known as Britannia. When Albion is conquered by the Roman General Vespasian, Aislin is taken hostage and her aunt dies for her village. Used by Vespasian and discarded, Aislin vows vengeance. While wandering, Aislin meets disgraced Roman soldier Septimus. They become travelling companions and Septimus introduces Aislin to the city of Rome. Aislin's introduction is brief as she is thrown on the streets and picked up by Pallas, a wealthy patrician who uses Aislin to beget a son. Aislin delivers a boy, Faolan, who is disabled. Rather than kill her son, Aislin flees with Faolan. While raising Faolan on the streets of Rome, Aislin learns of the best and worst of humanity while finding a true partner in Yohanan.Into the Unbounded Night is a beautifully told story of the lives of several people during the precarious time period of the formation of monotheistic belief systems in the Roman Empire. I haven't read a lot about this period of time and was very impressed by the historical detail that managed to not derail the storyline and characters. The story follows six very different characters through this time. I was most drawn to Aislin's story and found it a little difficult to keep all of the characters in line at points. Aislin was easy for me to relate to despite living so long ago and her life managed to tie together many of the important elements on her own. I was constantly amazed by the ups and downs of her journey, her ability to survive and how she managed to prevail over all those who sought to destroy who she is and the people she came from. I did enjoy the inclusion of Azazel and wish that story would have been expanded upon. This book was received for free in return for an honest review.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Kaplan’s novel tells the story of a young woman from what is now Great Britain, who encounters the Roman army as they invade her homeland. Through a series of events, she and her acquaintances wind up having a close view of the excesses of Nero and the ugly underbelly of Rome.Kaplan takes a risk by including St. Paul as one of his characters in the story. I was intrigued to see the trial of Stephen, the first Christian martyr portrayed from the perspective of a fictional friend of Stephen. This scene portrayed the trial and outcome differently than most readers are used to. Kaplan decided to take a writer’s liberty with the story and thus left Stephen’s story rather vague. Ultimately, it did not portray a convincing or realistic case of why the Jewish leaders would want him stoned to death. I was disappointed that the intelligent and eloquent St. Paul was reduced to a modern new-age philosopher speaking of a vague new-age impersonal deity-ish. The Jewish leaders are also portrayed as wishy-washy. While I don’t expect a novel to be fully faithful to first-century Jewish and Christian theology, I expected more than this emaciated modern take.He makes Satan into a character in his story and attempts to make him sympathetic—just a misunderstood angel trying to help out mankind. I suppose that is how Satan would describe himself, but Kaplan almost seems to side with him.Perhaps I had the wrong expectations for the story, because while I found it as an interesting portrayal of first-century life—as seen through a 21st century lens—it ultimately landed short of my hopes and expectations.I received a complimentary copy of this book with the expectation I would provide an honest review in return. This is that review.
- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5To be honest I kept getting lost. It did not hold my attention. Hopefully others will enjoy this but it wasn't my cup of tea. I received this from LibraryThing Early Reviewers for and honest review.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I have been lucky enough to do an early review of this book. I will give it four stars because it is an intelligent and very human story. But due to the erratic nature and seemingly all over the place pacing of the story I have to take one star way. I kept telling myself that I wish this book was longer.......way longer. But glad it wasn't in the end. What I would have liked to have seen is a more consistent account of the characters travels to get where they were going. But I can see the editor, doing what editors do, cutting integral pieces out of the mix. I wanted to invest more time in the characters as they grew but I was constantly yanked away from them, put some where else and by the time we get back to them, time has gone by and they have changed. It was very heartbreaking to see how Vespasian was changed by his world and his environment. Nero was as despicable as expected. The end of the Julio Claudian era in Rome was a time of extreme change. From Kingdom to Republic To Empire this story exemplifies how those stages coupled with religious awakenings affected the beginning of the fall of the latter. Overall this a good book.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5INTO THE UNBOUNDED NIGHTMitchell James KaplanINTO THE UNBOUNDED NIGHT by Mitchell James Kaplan is an intelligent, dense novel set in the period around the time of Christ’s ministry until a couple of decades afterward when Rome burned under Nero and the Roman Empire began to weaken and fragment. I found the greatest strength of this story was the author’s ability to develop compelling characters whose stories guide us, the readers, into and through the many beliefs and cultures of the time and area. The beginning finds us in Albion, the future Britannia, just as the forces of Vespasian are encroaching on the pagan tribes of the island. The young woman, Aislin, admires her warrior aunt who guides her in the faith of their ancestors who speak to them through the skull of her grandfather. It isn’t long before the Roman forces reach them and thoroughly destroy their village. Aislin is first imprisoned and repeatedly raped by Vespasian, then released. She survives in the wilds she is familiar with and meets Septimus, a dishonored guard from the Roman forces, who has been ejected and abandoned to the forested wilds. Without a common language, they still manage to support and comfort each other as they make their way to Rome. There they are accidentally separated, and Aislin survives on the streets until she is taken in by a hedonistic Roman senator, bears his disabled son which gets her and the baby ejected, once again to make their way in the world. Interwoven with the story of Aislin are the stories of Vespasian; Septimus; Paulus, known to us as St. Paul; and a young Judean scholar, Yohanan. Each story offers the exploration of the many faiths, philosophies and practices of this time and place. The paths of characters cross each other, separate, and recross again. The characters influence each other and open windows on the way these ancient cultures might have impacted each other as well. In addition, and perhaps most importantly, they reveal with compassion the complexities and beauty of being human. I found this book to be captivating and intelligent. I believe the author succeeds in creating a unified story that enlightens and enriches the reader’s knowledge of, not only the period, but also the more universal struggles of our human striving.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Into the Unbounded Night is a captivating piece of historical fiction, set in the mid-1st century AD. A woman of Britannia, Aislin, is the character that ties together all the threads of the story as her life moves from Britannia, under conquest by Rome, to Rome itself, and finally to Jerusalem at the time of its siege and defeat by Vespasian. Kaplan artfully blends the three primary locales and their religious schemes of paganism, Judaism and Christianity into a story that I found hard to put down. I greatly enjoyed this book and I hope that you do too.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Aislin of Albion (Britannia) sees her village destroyed by Vespasian, who then uses her for several days and the abandons her to whatever fate she can get. She meets up with Septimus, also abandoned by Vespasian, and somehow they manage to get to Rome, where these two are separated. At some point she does something to annoy the Romans and ends up in prison housed with a man called Paulus, who talks of his new beliefs in a prophet names Joshua. After she spends time with him - after they leave the jail - she goes to Jerusalem to find a new life meeting up with a teacher named Yohanan, whose thoughts also rile the Romans. Eventually they meet up with Vespasian (this is after many years) who doesn't remember Ailsin but she remembers him and not fondly.There's more to the story but I kept getting lost. I hope others find it more enjoyable.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Enthralling story of Aislin, a Briton, Yohanan, a Jewish copyist and ,scholar, Septimus, former Roman soldier turned fresco painter, and Vespasian, General, later emperor and how their lives intermingle. After her village is completely destroyed, Aislin and Septimus travel to Rome with the idea of revenge in her mind. Thinking she has been abandoned by Septimus, she becomes for a time mistress to an aristocrat after living on the streets. After bearing him a mentally-challenged son, she doesn't want to kill the baby and runs away with the baby. Her life becomes entwined with that of St. Paul with whom she is in prison; she absorbs some of his ideas. Yohanan travels to the Galilee where he and Aislin meet and marry. All his life, Yohanan has sought the Temple treasure, which he finally realizes is more precious than mere silver and gold. He finds and preserves it.The story presented strong characters, which in the course of their lifetimes grew and developed. I was disappointed in this portrayal of Vespasian--his actions towards Aislin and the outcome of his final meeting with Septimus. I wish it could have been the opposite towards the painter. This emperor has always been a favorite of mine. I appreciated the author's treatment of Temple life and ritual. Interesting also was the martyrdom of Stefanos [who we know as Stephen] and Saul's part in it. The New Testament book of Acts does connect Saul with the incident but not to such an extent as here. Themes of the novel treated the nature of love, innocence, revenge, longing, the value of every life.There was a note of fantasy: the legend of Azazel, a fallen Angel [Messenger] and some literary license. Roman history and customs were weak e.g., legionnaires should be legionaries. Since soldiers were not permitted to marry, shouldn't Septimus' wife have been a common-law wife?There was also a pet peeve of mine: two okay's on p. 206 in my copy. I felt odd at the use of It/Its for God all through the novel. Is that mainstream Jewish usage or should it be He/His depending on the part of speech? Highly recommended.
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Into the Unbounded Night - Mitchell James Kaplan
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Praise for Into the Unbounded Night
"In Into the Unbounded Night, Mitchell Kaplan offers a rich rendering of war and humanity in first century Rome — of tradition and loss, and the transformative power of healing and collective memory to find one’s way home."
– Nichole Bernier, Boston Globe bestselling author of The Unfinished Work Of Elizabeth D
"Mitchell James Kaplan is the gloriously talented writer of this dramatic, intense story of conflicting emperors, slaves, priests and exiles in a first century world whose roots and traditions are increasingly torn apart by the brutal rule of Rome. Men and women search for belief and reason, out of which will emerge a new Judaism after the destruction of Jerusalem’s Temple as well as the early beginnings of Christianity. A writer of enormous scope, compassion and poetry, Kaplan has written several of the most compelling characters you will meet in the pages of a book. Into the Unbounded Night sweeps over you like a succession of huge waves. It is truly a major novel."
– Stephanie Cowell, American Book Award recipient, author of Claude and Camille: A Novel Of Monet
Kaplan’s prose is so rich and agile I felt I was breathing the air of these ancient places, and his evocation of character is no less palpable. Fully embodied and driven by ambition, grief, the clear-eyed desire for truth, and fierce maternal love, these characters plunge, march, and stumble toward their fascinating and entangled destinies.
– Marisa de los Santos, New York Times bestselling novelist of I’ll Be Your Blue Sky and award-winning poet
"I’m a big fan of historical fiction when it’s as good as Mitchell Kaplan’s Into the Unbounded Night. Vividly imagined, Into the Unbounded Night pulls the reader along with beautiful prose, strong characters and a wonderfully realized story."
– Heidi W. Durrow, New York Times best-selling author of The Girl Who Fell From The Sky, winner of the PEN/Bellwether Prize
A beautiful, informative book. It was gripping throughout, the research never overwhelms the story, but is always part of it. [The] writing is lyrical and evocative of time and place. All the characters are real and interesting. Loved it!
– Martin Fletcher, National Jewish Book Award winner, author of Promised Land
From the mystical lore of Albion to the Roman siege and destruction of Jerusalem, Kaplan’s meticulous research and evocative writing meld seamlessly to create a vivid, textured, and richly imagined story.
– Beth Hoffman, New York Times and International bestselling author of Saving Ceecee Honeycutt and Looking for Me
Set in Rome and Judea after the crucifixion of Jesus, Mitchell James Kaplan’s finely crafted and intense second novel delves into the minds and hearts of truly captivating characters. An excellent read.
– Eva Stachniak, winner of the Canadian First Novel Award, author of The Chosen Maiden
"Sensually provocative, verbally sharp and critically witted, Mitchell James Kaplan’s Into the Unbounded Night brings to life the tumultuous birth of Judeo-Christian monotheism in this intimately woven narrative brimming with righteous and riotous characters striving for survival and transcendence across the ravished landscapes of Judea, the Roman Empire, and Britannia."
– Jessica Maria Tuccelli, an Okra Pick winner of the Southern Independent Booksellers Alliance for her debut novel, Glow
Kaplan weaves an intricate literary tapestry to create a poetic exploration of early Judeo-Christian and Roman history. He builds a diverse yet connected cast of characters whose encounters inspire timeless self-examination and advance the course of history. An engrossing work not easily forgotten.
– Therese Walsh, critically acclaimed author of The Last Will Of Moira Leahy and The Moon Sisters, founder of the literary blog, Writer Unboxed
Into the Unbounded Night
Mitchell Kaplan
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Dedication
For Annie.
For my mother.
For my long-lost brother.
PRINCIPAL CHARACTERS
Azazel: a Messenger of Heaven. (Note: Messenger translates the Hebrew word malakh. The English equivalent, angel, derives from the Greek term angelos.)
Aislin: a Daughter of Albion, the island known to the Romans as Britannia.
Titus Flavius Vespasianus: known as Vespasian, one of four Roman generals who conquered Britannia in 43 AD. Later, with his son Titus, charged with quelling the Judaean revolt and ultimately, with the destruction of Jerusalem. Emperor of Rome, 69–79 AD.
Septimus: a Roman soldier and fresco artist.
Yohanan son of Zakkai: a Child of Israel; perhaps the man most responsible for the survival of the Rabbinic branch of Judaean monotheism following the Roman destruction of Jerusalem in 70 AD.
Saul of Tarsus: known in his time as Paulus and today as St. Paul; perhaps the man most responsible for the survival and spread of the Christian branch of Judaean monotheism following the Roman destruction of Jerusalem in 70 AD.
PROLOGUE
In the Scroll of the Watchers it is written that I taught men to fashion swords, knives, shields, and breastplates; that I instructed women in the art of grooming their eyebrows, painting their faces, and bejeweling their necks; that these teachings altered the world.
Other Messengers grumble to the Lord, Azazel has infected the universe with strife and yearning. He has disclosed to mortals the secrets of the heavens. Behold, the souls of the dead cry out; nor can they elude the unrighteousness that envelops the earth.
The Lord replies: We hold the teacher responsible, the students innocent. Azazel’s teaching has corrupted the world. To him rather than his followers, therefore, we ascribe this entire crime. Bind Azazel hand and foot and cast him into darkness in the depth of Duda-El.
The Lord’s condemnation of me, according to the Scroll of the Watchers, is eternal; as if It could never forgive such an offense; as if It never changed Its mind. Nor does It provide me with a means of escape. I have shown no remorse, but as the Lord well knows, time, darkness, and contemplation sometimes engender epiphanies, as when we dream.
PART ONE: Circa 40 C.E.
I
The villagers have assembled to usher a lamb into their world, the first-born of the season. They spin slowly in three concentric circles around a smoking bonfire as large as a thatch-roofed roundhouse. Flames illuminate their faces, arms, and torsos, which are painted with swirls and dots of sage-green, oxlip-yellow, and thistle-violet. Priestesses in mauve robes, with wild roses and rosemary in their tresses, cast juniper leaves onto the crackling blaze. Behind them, a line of elders blows into long bronze horns. A low wail like the bellowing of oxen reverberates through the valley. Drudwyn, the seer, in a bear’s hide and a headdress of antlers, atop a block of granite, calls to unseeable Companions.
Cara, the mother ewe, lies on her side on the grass, her belly swollen—a ball of yellow fur, a black face, black shins and feet. Aislin kneels before her in a white robe, her blonde hair braided. Aislin, the maiden who has seen nothing of the squalor and cruelty of this world.
All this,
she whispers to the sheep, combing her soft, thick coat with her fingers. All this, Cara. You. You and the little one you hold inside.
Cara bleats.
You, and the little one,
repeats Aislin. All this.
Her hands probe the dirt-caked curls on Cara’s belly. Through her tone, firm and cheerful, Aislin wants to impart the confidence she lacks, to put Cara at ease. Neither Aislin nor Cara has done this before. If they should fail, the flowers will not bloom. The sheep and cattle will refuse to couple. The springs will run dry.
Her aunt Muirgheal crouches beside her. Under her tail,
she tells Aislin. There it is. That is a foot.
Muirgheal pats Cara’s rump. You’re ready now, aren’t you. You are ready now.
She tugs Aislin closer. Put your hand in. Go ahead, reach in.
Aislin reaches in, feeling the hot pulse of blood and muscle. I feel…I think I feel.…
The hooves? Do you feel the hooves?
I am touching them.
The knees?
The knees, yes.
The nose? The face?
demands Muirgheal.
The face?
Go in further.
Aislin pushes in almost to her elbow. Cara’s back arches and stiffens. She bleats again, a long, low plaint. Her eyes implore Aislin. I know, I know,
Aislin tells her. This will soon be over.
A lock of hair falls over Aislin’s eye. She shakes it away. She’s pushing! I have the head!
Grab its forelegs, now,
Muirgheal instructs her. "Both of them. Hold tight. Now pull!"
Aislin yanks the lamb’s feet.
Now let go. Give her a moment. Let Cara breathe. Now pull again. Pull. Breathe. Pull.
Atop the granite cromlech, the seer’s invocations wax and wane, droning and melismatic. The elders blow on their carnyces and the world shudders. Cara’s laments dissolve in the ocean of slow melodies and spoken words and the crackling of the bonfire.
The two-toed hooves emerge, one then the other. As Cara whimpers, the blood-matted legs retreat into her womb. She pushes and Aislin pulls. They are working in unison now. In Cara’s black eyes, which reflect the flames, Aislin perceives suffering and resignation, sadness and hope. Cara knows she is about to be a mother, thinks Aislin. All the pain in the world is worth this privilege. Aislin caresses Cara’s belly. She presses her cheek into the sheep’s flesh, which smells of a grazing animal’s sweat, acrid and earthy. Cara pushes again. The little lamb’s knees—breathe and pull—the head moist, reflecting the glow of the bonfire and moon and stars—breathe, pull. Aislin rests her face on Cara’s belly while both recover. Breathe, Cara. Push. Breathe,
she whispers.
Cara releases another low sigh, shivers, and the chest emerges; another push, and the belly appears; and finally the rear legs. Aislin falls backward into her aunt Muirgheal’s arms, drenched with the bloody afterbirth.
Muirgheal leaps to her feet, holding aloft the trembling, wet body. The lamb is born! Aislin has pulled him!
She raises the lamb higher and proclaims, Spring is here!
The villagers dance in a circle singing:
Winter wings away.
Daffodils dapple the dale.
Blackbirds babble.
Streams sparkle.
Winter wings away.
A white sheep, well, mostly white anyway, and a newborn black as night,
marvels Muirgheal, sitting beside Aislin. There is meaning in this.
She peeks between the newborn’s legs. A boy then. Clean his nose. He has to breathe.
Aislin pulls a string of mucus from the lamb’s nose as Muirgheal slices the umbilicus with a bronze knife. The blade is incised with circles and dots, the handle textured like knotted ropes. The lamb sneezes, shivers, flops, and tries to stand. Muirgheal nudges him toward his mother’s teats.
There, there,
mutters Aislin, petting Cara. You rest now. What are we going to call him?
You delivered him,
says Muirgheal. You name him.
The baby shakes and coos like a pigeon as he digs his nose into the flesh of his mother’s belly searching for milk. Elisedd, then,
says Aislin, smoothing the baby’s moist fur. Gentle One.
Above the horizon a star appears, streaking through the black sky and fading to nothingness like a firefly at the farthest perceptible distance, so evanescent that Aislin wonders whether it was real.
***
The villagers return to their huts but Muirgheal takes Aislin’s arm and holds her back. You and I must wait.
Aislin yawns. For what?
To watch. To listen.
They sit on the grass as Cara nurses Elisedd beside them. They observe the sky and listen to the trilling of insects and frogs, the whistles of birds, and the crepitation of distant leaves. Toward dawn, other stars start falling. The single ember that fell and perished, after Elisedd emerged into the world, was a harbinger. Thousands of its brethren, sisters, and cousins follow in its path.
What is this about?
whispers Aislin.
Muirgheal allows the chirrups and croaks of other beings to introduce her answer. It is about your life,
she says finally.
***
The grass thickens on the hillsides below the village. Little flowers bloom in patches, hanging their white four-petaled heads as if studying the soil at their feet. Brass horns, smaller and more strident than those the elders blew on the night of Elisedd’s birth, ring from distant valleys to announce skirmishes, in which the bravest warriors will battle to death.
Aislin awakes to whispers. Her aunt is sitting at a table at the far end of the roundhouse, her face and body painted. On the table rest a potted candle, flowers, a fist-sized leather pouch, a small cloth, and a human head, from which time has stripped all flesh. The skull is brown with age. Shadows fill its orbits and other cavities, shadows that linger within shadows even in daylight. Now, before the dawn, the flickering candle’s flame only deepens the emptiness of these orifices. This head once wore the face of Muirgheal’s father, Aislin’s grandfather.
From the pouch, Muirgheal removes two stones. She drops them onto the cloth, jerks the cloth away, and drapes it across the orbits of her father’s eyes. Peering at the stones, she murmurs and sighs. She replaces the stones in their pouch, pushes herself up from the table, and hides the pouch in her trunk.
Muirgheal retrieves her battle-stained corset, which she fashioned years ago from the stiffened hide of a wild bull. Come, lace this for me,
she tells Aislin as if she knew the entire time that her niece was watching her.
Lacing the leather girdle, Aislin asks her aunt, Must you risk your life, then?
Must the stars wander across the sky?
Muirgheal replies. Must the wind blow?
Her eyes fall to the table. Must a candle flame leap about?
I already lost my mother. I don’t want to lose my aunt.
You mustn’t think that way. Our village is worth protecting, is it not? Those we love? And those we don’t? And our honor, is that worth nothing?
Aislin helps her aunt don her leine, a lace-trimmed linen shirt, and her brat, a brown woolen blanket, which she cinches with a rope.
Muirgheal sits to tie her sandals. Don’t waste your day frolicking with the sheep. Make sure they’re properly fed and watered, and that your sisters and cousins get barley gruel and plenty of supervision. You’ve got butter to churn and wool to comb. I’ll be back before sunset, you can count on that.
Muirgheal stands and fetches her bronze lance and her carved-wood-and-leather shield.
***
Aislin weaves three thin ropes into a halter for Elisedd, embellishes it with knots and painted stones, and attaches a leash. While working, she imagines her aunt and the village warriors in battle. Their bodies painted, they leap, lunge, and lance. The victorious warrior chops off her enemies’ heads and throws them into her wicker chariot.
What forces, Aislin wonders, determine whether one should survive while the other must abandon dreams and family, leaving shattered the lives of everyone she loves? From what hidden well does Muirgheal imbibe the waters of invulnerability, and how long will this well sustain her?
An image floats to the surface of Aislin’s mind: her mother’s lifeless face, her eyes vacant, her hair tangled. The vision is blurry, as if seen through the surface of water. Aislin closes her eyes but her mother’s distorted face continues to haunt her.
Muirgheal’s deceased sister died of an illness that left her increasingly short of breath when Aislin was four. Aislin remembers almost nothing of that time but she does recall sitting in her mother’s lap looking at the constellations as her mother reads the stories written in the sky.
Each of those bright points: a hero or a heroine,
her mother says, pointing. Do you see that lady over there, leaning over the river of souls, washing her hair? Your great-aunt, the most renowned warrior of her time. She inhabits not just one star but a cluster. I was but a small child when she left us. And there, the man with the javelin in his chest: a fighter from a distant village, where they didn’t honor the same rulesthat we do. He stole upon her while she was washing and thrust her head into the water until she expired, kicking and flailing.
But why? wonders Aislin. And although she does not verbalize this question, her mother, in her memory, answers. That foreign warrior killed her because your great-aunt was charged with protecting a young woman, a distant cousin, whom he wanted. That young woman was destined to become my mother. It was your grandfather, my father,
she concludes, who avenged his sister’s death and earned the love of my mother. Remember, Aislin, love grows not in the pure soil of forgiveness but from the mud of revenge.
Almost ten years have passed since that night. Aislin still recalls the smell of her mother’s skin, a mélange of sweat and wild roses, and the glittering expanse of that evening’s river of stars. How, she wonders, through the impenetrable fog of the intervening years, can she still hear the timbre of her mother’s voice? If it is not a memory, what is it? It is a form of hope, she tells herself.
***
At the end of the day, when the shadows grow long and she first feels the evening’s chill, Aislin visits with Cara and Elisedd. In their pen, she watches the lamb push himself up on wobbly legs and prance clumsily, his short black fur glistening, his ears flopping. The lamb halts, feet splayed. Aislin crouches and gazes into his eyes. Elisedd capers off again. Aislin chases him.
He leads her to his mother, who grazes near the rear of the enclosure. Cara has shed some of the bulk of pregnancy but her yellow-brown thorax still seems too voluminous for her black, triangular head and spindly legs. Her offspring nestles between her feet and cocks his head upward to suck on her teats, his long tail swishing. Aislin strokes Cara’s matted fur, taking pleasure in its soft curls. Cara turns her face toward Aislin’s as if to acknowledge: You were there. You assisted in the most important moment of my life, the moment when I achieved motherhood.
A wind blows through the alders and elms and rattles the gate, which is built of branches tied with leather. Aislin looks at the valley and the stream sparkling in the distance, again envisaging the battles beyond the distant hills, praying that Muirgheal has not tested her good fortune one time too many.
When Aislin takes little Elisedd into her arms, Cara bleats loudly. I’m not going to hurt him,
Aislin tells her but Cara continues making a fuss. Aislin lowers Elisedd to the ground and he scampers back to his mother.
Aislin attaches his halter and leash and leads him out of the pen. As Aislin closes the gate, the rope leash slips out of her hands and he dashes off. Aislin runs after him but he is faster.
After a moment Elisedd returns to Aislin and stands near her, blinking, his pupils horizontal black rectangles floating in yellow-green irises. Elisedd sits, folding his legs under his belly as Aislin lies on her back, petting him and watching the clouds. Cara bleats in her far-off pen and Elisedd pules in response. Aislin rises to let him nurse and they race back.
Hearing a rattle of hooves and shields, Aislin turns to see her aunt slowing her muddy, blood-spattered horse. Aislin closes the gate and runs to greet her.
Muirgheal clambers out of her chariot, raising a warrior’s head by its hair. Imagine this bastard naked on the battlefield, painted and shouting. Riagan had the largest penis ever seen in Catavelaunia. Now look at him!
She plants Riagan’s head on a stake beside other trophy-heads.
Who is that?
Aislin asks, pointing toward Riagan’s neighbor. Although Muirgheal has described her victims a dozen times, Aislin enjoys hearing her aunt boast.
This is Brian.
Muirgheal jerks her chin at Riagan’s neighbor. A poet of the sword, he’d sidle up next to you in his chariot, spring out, and attack you like a bog cat. And over there is Brenda, who fought women like a furious pine marten but refused to touch men.
Their mouths agape, jowls drooping, vines of ropy vessels dangling from their necks, these once-brave warriors glare at glades and woodlands they no longer recognize. Armies of bugs invade their ears, mouths, and brains. Exposed to the wind and sun, their skin dries and peels until only bones remain.
Sometimes they’ll whisper a word or two,
says Muirgheal, before they realize they’re dead.
What do they say?
asks Aislin.
Perhaps someone understands their murmurs, but not I. Those that have been here a year or more no longer have anything to say.
Why is that space empty?
Aislin points to the spot beside Brenda.
That is for Bleiz,
Muirgheal says, shoving her knotted copper hair over her shoulder. When I catch the bastard.
Bleiz leads a band of marauders. He and his followers are deorrad, exiles from their tribes. No one has seen them, but when anything mysterious and disturbing occurs, the villagers attribute the crime to Bleiz. Not certain he is human, they despise him.
***
In Muirgheal’s bedtime tales, Bleiz rides wild bulls and casts spells. The clear stream of a poet’s mind clouds and stills; a winsome lass breaks out in boils; a wood-carver’s fingers shrivel. When it seems no one can save the village, a little girl, so young she has not yet mastered the art of speech, makes a pact with the Companions. She gives them a precious jewel, inherited from the ancients. The branches of the great yew enwrap Bleiz and squeeze until he gasps prayers of healing. The poet’s verses again flow clear; the girl’s furuncles dry; the wood-carver’s fingers grow back.
And what happens to Bleiz?
whispers Aislin’s little sister, fighting sleep.
He gets away,
sighs Muirgheal with a wistful smile.
There is no better storyteller than Muirgheal, or more capable warrior. The two skills are intertwined: creating lives with words and taking them with the sword.
Listen well to the stories you hear,
Muirgheal advises her nieces. They may save your life.
How could a story save my life?
whispers Aislin.
Suppose one day you find yourself trapped, then, with no way out except through someone’s tale?
Aislin snuggles beside her. I hope it would be one of yours.
Wait until you hear the bard.
When will we hear him?
Oh, he’ll wander this way soon enough. Now go to sleep.
Aislin’s grandfather’s skull peers at her through the darkness. Aislin closes her eyes but thoughts of Bleiz perturb her. Her aunt is one of the most favored warriors in the land. The Companions have helped Muirgheal triumph in nearly every struggle but she chooses her battles wisely. The ones that will kill me, I avoid,
Muirgheal admits with paradoxical pride.
But how can you tell?
asks Aislin.
I’ll let you in on a secret,
whispers Muirgheal, if you promise to sleep.
I promise.
It is the divining stones.
Aislin remembers seeing her aunt drop the stones to a cloth on the table, pulling the cloth out from under them and muttering entreaties to the Companions. Where did we get them?
Your mother found them long ago but they’re not ours. As sure as you and I lie here, they belong not to this realm but to the Otherworld. So far, I’ve managed to hide them from the Companions, but they want them back. When I need their assistance badly enough, I shall return the stones. After that, I shall fight no more. But for now, they are mine.
How do you know they want them back?
I have dreams, you know. Just like you.
Let’s find Bleiz,
Aislin murmurs, no matter how long it takes, no matter how far we must travel, and be done with him.
Do you imagine you’re prepared to sleep on the ground, then?
asks Muirgheal. To eat berries, nuts, and raw bloody meat for days and weeks on end?
If you teach me, I will be prepared.
Murgheal sighs. Since you refuse to sleep, and only because I have nothing better to do, I shall tell you how I caught a great leveret with my bare hands, broke its neck, and skinned it with my dagger. But you must do your part, and that begins with closing your eyes.
As Aislin floats into a poppy-strewn