Death March Escape: The Remarkable Story of a Man Who Twice Escaped the Nazi Holocaust
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In June 1944, the Nazis locked eighteen-year-old Dave Hersch into a railroad boxcar and shipped him from his hometown of Dej, Hungary, to Mauthausen Concentration Camp, the harshest, cruelest camp in the Reich. After ten months in the granite mines of Mauthausen’s nearby sub-camp, Gusen, he weighed less than 80lbs, nothing but skin and bones.
Somehow surviving the relentless horrors of these two brutal camps, as Allied forces drew near Dave was forced to join a death march to Gunskirchen Concentration Camp, over thirty miles away. Soon after the start of the march, and more dead than alive, Dave summoned a burst of energy he did not know he had and escaped. Quickly recaptured, he managed to avoid being killed by the guards. Put on another death march a few days later, he achieved the impossible: he escaped again.
Using only his father’s words for guidance, Jack Hersch takes us along as he flies to Europe to learn the secrets his father never told of his time in the camps. Beginning in the verdant hills of his father’s Hungarian hometown, we accompany Jack’s every step as he describes the unimaginable: what his father must have seen and felt while struggling to survive in the most abominable places on earth.
“This deeply personal and extremely informative portrait of a man of indomitable will to live, as Hersch emphasizes, reminds us of why we must never forget nor trivialize the full, shocking truth about the Holocaust.”—Booklist
Jack J. Hersch
Jack Hersch is a journalist and expert in the field of distressed and bankrupt companies. He has served as a public company board member, and has guest-lectured in the business schools of M.I.T., U.S.C., and U.C. Berkeley, among others. "The Dangers of Automation in Airliners" is his second book, following “Death March Escape” winner of the 2019 Spirit of Anne Frank Human Writes Award. He and his wife live in New York City.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This book is superbly researched and written. It is one of the best I have read in this genre. I appreciate the author’s insistence on authenticity. He is never maudlin in his sensitive descriptions.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I received an advanced copy from Netgalley. The opinions expressed here are my own.I have never been able to read a book about Holocaust survivors without getting emotional. As an eighth grade English teacher we have a unit that touches on the Holocaust. When I taught ninth grade English we read Night and other stories about the Holocaust. I have over the years met only one survivor. The only part of her story that stuck with me was the death march she was taken on. To me this is more terrifying than the camps. You may wonder why. In this case the author’s father had the realization that they would soon be freed by the allies. How many of them lost all hope when they were removed from the camp and taken on these long death marches?The author’s father was like many survivors who talked about their imprisonment, treatment and survival while leaving out so much. I have always wondered why they did this. Were they trying to spare their family the pain that they still felt?After learning from a relative that a picture of his father at a death camp was up on a website, Jack sets off on a journey to fill in the blanks of his father’s life. He eventually walked the same path his father took. He wanted to understand his father’s experiences. It is my opinion that you can walk the path your parent’s took and learn so much more than you originally knew. I also believe that unless you were actually there that there is no way you can completely understand the horrors. This is a non-fiction story that I highly recommend. We need more voices to tell these stories as the survivors are all beginning to die off. Who will be left to speak for all those who lost their lives during these horrible year?
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Death March Escape: The Remarkable Story of a Man Who Twice Escaped the Nazi Holocaustby Jack J HerschWhen Jack Hersch discovered his father had a past that he did not fully understand, he also discovered that he had a past he had never known about, as well. There were parts of his life that David Hersch had kept from his son, like a trip back to the scene of the crime, Austria, so that he could revisit his Holocaust experiences. When Jack’s Israeli cousin called him to tell him that there was a picture of his dad, as a young man, on the Mauthausen Concentration Camp website, he was utterly shocked. Recently divorced, with children who were no longer living under his roof, he now had the time to look further into his father’s life and to seriously wonder about why he never thought to do it while his dad was alive and could have filled in the blanks.Every year on Passover, his dad had told the story of his two escapes from Hitler’s death marches as the war was nearing an end. Every year, Jack failed to ask him for more complete details. As David told the story of the changes that had taken place in his home town before his imprisonment, and then the subsequent story of his life after he became a captive and was reduced to skin and bones, his father managed to see the bright side and ever be grateful to those who gave him his “second chances” to survive another day, to survive so he could tell his story, so he could survive, become successful, marry and have a family. He always had a gleam in his eye and a chuckle on his lips. Now that the time was available, his curiosity piqued, and Jack was finally inspired to discover more about his father.As Jack Hersch begins his attempt to trace his father’s steps during the war and to learn more about his life then, he also begins to look within himself, as well. Why was he never more interested in his father’s story? Why did his father not tell him the complete story of his life? He had always said, “You should never know”, when he told of some of his experiences. Did he mean that he should never know about it literally or figuratively? Why didn’t his father ask him to accompany him back to Europe? How did his father manage to always keep a stiff upper lip and an optimistic outlook after all he had been through? He wondered if he would he have had the same courage to survive, the same will to live?As I read, I felt that the book was more about Jack, the son, than David, the father. It seemed to me that Jack was searching for more than his father’s story. He was searching for his own inner strength, wondering if he could have survived the horrors that his father did and wondering if he would have had the same outlook and attitude after it was over. Would he have also felt gratitude rather than bitterness?I did learn a great deal about the experiences of the victims, Jew and non-Jew, but it was repetitive. The book was told in three different voices. One was the history of the war and some battles during the time David was first taken captive. It then covers a good deal of supposition about his experiences as Jack traces his steps to find out more and intuits from what he discovers. Then it covers what little is truly known about David Hersch’s experiences from the information he had freely discussed during his lifetime and from Jack’s conversations with people who lived in the same places he had been in and who knew some of the same people he had known. There were no direct connections, however, so much was conjecture and was based on Jack’s intuition as he visited the places his father had and experienced what he believed his father had. He had to work through memories of the past, the thoughts of those few still alive and those still interested in the history in order to sift through and understand the information as it related to our present day world.Because of the way it was written, from the point of view the father, the son and the history, it was repetitive. At times, I felt overwhelmed by Jack’s philosophy about his father’s behavior, and Jack’s search for redemption from his father for not having pursued the information about his life more carefully, for not having cared enough to find out in a more timely fashion. In the end, though, he kind of believes that his dad didn’t really want him to know more. I feel that Jack’s reticence was a failure to care enough, or else was his successful attempt to escape from being the child of a Holocaust victim, It is well known that they have their own kind of suffering and burdens to carry. Hopefully, the book will bring Jack peace.In the Advanced Reader’s Copy that I received from Meryl Moss Media, there were no photos, illustrations or maps. I am pretty sure that they can only enhance the book. There is always more information out there about that heinous time, and no matter how much one reads, there is always something else to learn. There is always an example of courage in the face of the brutality, of kindness in the face of the selfishness, of strength of character in the face of the weakness of the enemy’s character and those that followed Hitler. It is my belief that it is only through this knowledge of the past that the future can be protected from a recurrence. I find it disappointing when some voice their belief that they know enough. It will never be enough until there is no hate.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Excellent story, for holocaust interest. Writing was so-so, author was a bit redundant... Really didn't need to over and over question himself - really annoying. But I recommend this book for the human interest story.
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Death March Escape - Jack J. Hersch
PART I
DEJ
Chapter 1
Lufthansa
I’m traveling light as I step aboard the Lufthansa 747 jumbo jet at Los Angeles International Airport’s Bradley Terminal. It’s Friday evening, the start of the Labor Day holiday weekend, but I’m not going on vacation and I won’t be gone long, so I don’t need much. I’m on my way to northern Austria to walk the grounds of the concentration camps where the Nazis tortured and enslaved my father, and to find precisely where he hid after he’d escaped. It is a journey that beckoned to me from the moment my cousin Vivian telephoned from Israel a few years earlier with astonishing news about him.
In June 1944 my father entered KZ Mauthausen as a 160-pound, eighteen-year-old youth.¹ By the Nazi’s own rating system, KZ Mauthausen and its nearby sub-camp, KZ Gusen I, were the harshest, cruelest labor concentration camps in the entire Third Reich. After ten brutal months in both camps, my father had been whittled down to 80 pounds. And then, because he was still alive five weeks before the war ended, he was forced onto a Nazi death march with the expectation that he would finally collapse and die somewhere on the road between KZ Mauthausen and KZ Gunskirchen, a concentration camp thirty-four unfathomable miles away.
My father came close to dying many times that year, but he didn’t die in those concentration camps, and he didn’t die on that death march. Nor did he die on a second death march ten days later.
Instead, he escaped from the death marches. Twice. Once was unheard of. Twice was thought to be impossible.
1 KZ stands for the German word, Konzentrationslager, literally ‘concentration camp.’ Camps were usually named for nearby towns, and the letters KZ were put ahead of the camp’s name. Sometimes KL (L for Lager, German for ‘camp’) was used instead of KZ. I will use KZ.
Chapter 2
Cousin Vivi
Early on a warm May morning in 2007, I was sitting at my desk in a Los Angeles office high-rise, facing computer screens showing stock and bond prices and world news, talking heads chirping away on the wall-mounted television, volume set on low. I work in the financial field and was just beginning my day. The rising sun threw long shadows off the tall buildings visible from my window.
As I was reading the morning’s headlines, my cell phone rang. Caller ID revealed it was my cousin Vivian Tobias, my father’s sister’s daughter. She’s my age, forty-eight at the time, and lives in Netanya, Israel, a pleasant coastal resort town twenty miles north of Tel Aviv, with her husband David. Though it was already mid-afternoon in Israel, she usually didn’t call me this early. I answered my phone.
Normally we would begin by comparing notes on our children, my three teenagers and her two boys who were doing their compulsory Israeli Army service. Not this time. Vivi, as I called her, got right to the point.
‘I was on the computer looking for something for my mother, and I saw your father’s picture,’ she said in her melodious voice. She had learned English in Israeli schools. ‘Did you know he’s on the internet?’
‘My dad?’ I asked incredulously. ‘No, I had no idea. Where did you see him?’ Why, I wondered, would he be on the internet six years after his death? Maybe she’d made a mistake.
‘He is on the Mauthausen Concentration Camp website,’ Vivi replied. ‘It says he escaped from a death march.’
‘It’s true, he did,’ I confirmed. I had no idea Mauthausen even had a website. I’d never bothered looking.
‘Jackie,’ she said, addressing me by the childhood name my relatives still use, ‘you make it sound like it’s nothing, but it seems your father is special. I’ve read about the death marches. Hundreds of thousands of Jews were forced to march thirty, forty, even one hundred miles to get away from the Russians and Americans who were coming near to their concentration camps. Almost no one escaped from the marches. But your father did.’
‘Well, he actually escaped twice,’ I said. ‘He told me the story many times over the years.’ I stole a peek at my computer screens.
‘I think you don’t understand.’ Now I heard a distinct note of irritation in her voice. ‘His is the only story on the Mauthausen website about escaping from the death march. No one else is there, only your father. I don’t think you know the whole story. Please, type Mauthausen and his name into Google. You will see.’
I did as she said, and my father’s name appeared atop a full screen of search results.
‘Huh, I had no idea,’ I said, more to myself than to Vivi.
Clicking on the first link took me to KZ Mauthausen’s website. I was instantly drawn to my father’s name in the menu on the top of the webpage, in a section called Death Marches. Sitting straighter in my chair, I clicked on it, and after a beat, a black-and-white picture unfurled onto my screen. It was a head shot, a brilliantly clear photo from the shoulders up.
A young man who looked remarkably like my seventeen-year-old son, Sam, was staring at me. I stared back, frozen.
It was my father, as a teenager.
I had never before seen this photo, or any like it, of my father in his youth. I kept all my parents’ old photographs. I had only a few of my father from before the war, and all were taken at a distance. None let me see so clearly the angular planes of his young face, and the impish eyes that belied a man with a monumental determination to survive. My father told me that before being sent to a concentration camp he had done modeling work for his town’s photographer. The professional-looking head shot now on my screen must have been one of those pictures. His hair was wavy and thick. He was wearing a light colored, pin-striped, open collared shirt and a stylish, peak-lapel blazer. He looked like he was about to tell one of his unlimited supply of jokes.
How had the people at the Mauthausen website gotten this photo?
I noticed the English caption underneath. I read it aloud:
In April 1945 Ignaz and Barbara Friedmann from Enns Kristein rescued the completely exhausted David Hersch from the death march from Mauthausen and Gunskirchen and hid him until the end of the war.
I knew about the Friedmanns. I knew the story of how they’d found my father the day after his second escape and had hidden him, at great risk to themselves, until American soldiers liberated Enns, their town. How did the Mauthausen website people know his story? Why had they singled him out? Why was his story the only one here?
My world had gone silent.
I had often heard and read that survivors of the ‘Holocaust,’ Hitler’s nearly successful attempt to destroy the Jews of Europe, are reticent about recounting their experiences in ‘the camps’ (survivors, I knew from growing up with many of them, referred to concentration camps as, ‘the camps’).¹ Supposedly many survivors have gone their entire lives without breathing a word of what they’d endured. I had even heard many of them had not cracked a smile or told a joke since the day they were crammed aboard a cattle car bound for places like Auschwitz and Treblinka.
My father was nothing like those survivors. He told me often about his time under Nazi occupation in Hungary, his year in the camps, and his escapes. He told his story lightly, almost breezily, and without hesitation.
He particularly liked to tell his survival story on Passover. After all, the holiday commemorates the Jews’ breakout in the dead of night from Egyptian bondage under the command of Moses and presumably with supernatural help. The first night of Passover is marked by a traditional family meal, the Seder, where it is customary to recount that ancient midnight adventure. Since the Passover meal is, at its core, a celebration of escape and deliverance, at every Seder my father recounted to my brother and me his own adventures of escape, capture, near-death, and escape again.
As readily as my father told his tale, I sensed a hidden darkness within him, pain he never shared with me. The only hints he ever gave of it was when he’d tell me he hadn’t slept well, or he’d had a nightmare about the camps. But then he would quickly toss it off with a casual wave of his hand, saying it was, ‘no big deal,’ just an off night.
‘You have this picture, yes?’ Vivi snapped me back to the present.
I took a deep breath. ‘No,’ I confessed, ‘I don’t. Does your mother?’
Vivi’s mother, Rosie, and my father were two of eight children in their family. Four of them – my father, Rosie, and two uncles – had survived the Holocaust. The other four had been murdered by the Nazis.
‘No, but she remembers it. She said it was taken when your father was seventeen. A local photographer used it as an advertisement for his studio.’
As I’d suspected. ‘Interesting,’ I said. ‘But I can’t imagine how the people at Mauthausen got it.’
‘Do you think maybe he gave the picture to them when he visited to there?’
‘What?’ Now alarm bells rang in my head. ‘My dad never visited Mauthausen,’ I said firmly. ‘He never went back there, he hated that place. He nearly died there.’
‘Yes, he did,’ Vivi replied with absolute conviction. ‘He went back in 1997. He told this to my mother. He didn’t tell you?’
I was utterly stunned. Until that moment I believed my father had told me everything going on in his life. ‘No,’ I managed to say. ‘No, he didn’t. Are you sure he went back?’
‘Yes, one hundred percent I am sure. I asked my mother again just today, and she said he went alone, on his way to Israel.’
Vivi’s mother and the two other surviving Hersch brothers all lived near each other in Natanya. My father had lived in Long Beach, New York, and visited his sister and brothers at least twice a year. I always knew when, and where, he was going. Or so I thought.
Vivi continued, ‘My mother asked him about it when he came to her house and he told her he went, but he said that it was no big deal. He didn’t say anything more about it.’ ‘No big deal’ was one of my father’s favorite phrases. I easily imagined him saying that to his sister.
‘This makes no sense,’ I said. ‘I just can’t understand why he didn’t tell me.’
‘I’m sure he had a very good reason,’ Vivi said definitively. ‘I think you should try to find out what his reason was. I would want to know if I were you.’
Vivi and I sent our love to each other’s families and hung up, leaving me alone with the photo of my father filling my computer screen while the rising sun’s rays streamed through my office window.
1 ‘Survivor’ is a label given to anyone who’d emerged from any Nazi concentration camp. It is also sometimes used more broadly, denoting European Jews who’d survived the Nazi era.
Chapter 3
Dad
David Arieh Hersch, my father, was 5ft 10in tall, and slim but deceptively strong. He wore his salt-and-pepper hair combed back, had a fantastic smile that lit up his face, and owned a thin line of a scar under his left eye from a seltzer bottle that had exploded in his hands. After the war he’d worked for a short while in a seltzer bottling plant in Haifa, Israel, owned by his girlfriend’s father (she was not my mother, Mom hadn’t come along yet).
My father was a fun, light-hearted guy who laughed easily, spoke nine languages fluently, followed the New York Jets football team closely, loved reading non-fiction, and had a twinkle in his eye. It was in his left eye, and when he told you a story I swear it sparkled. He remembered jokes and told them like a stand-up comic, in any of his languages. When he told them, he had a knack of bursting out laughing just as he delivered the punch line, and that always brought you right into the joke with him.
He was born on July 13, 1925, in the semi-rural town of Dej, Romania (‘Dej’ rhymes with ‘beige’). In the years before World War II, Dej was a community of 15,000 in the Transylvania region, thirty-seven miles north of Cluj, Romania’s second biggest city.
Transylvania is home to verdant hills, shimmering farm fields, and salt, gold, copper and iron mines. Its mountains are also the home of Count Dracula, if you believe in those things. The Austro-Hungarian Empire controlled the region from the mid-1800s until its defeat in World War I, when the empire was broken apart. The Kingdom of Hungary and the Austrian Republic became distinct sovereign nations, while Transylvania was cleaved off and given to Romania.
Typical of communities in the region, the Dej my father knew was populated by farmers, merchants, professionals, and tradesmen. The homes on its rolling hills were of sturdy cement construction, painted white or in light pastels of tan, green and blue, with red tile roofs and tidy back yards. Like other European towns as old as Dej, its streets were narrow, serpentine, and mostly unpaved, running haphazardly out from the main town square, which was then (and is still today) dominated by a sixteenth-century Calvinist church boasting a 230ft tall spire. Horse-drawn-cart was the dominant means of transportation in my father’s time, and even now horses can be heard clopping around the town.
My grandfather, Jozsefne Jacob, was born in Dej in 1886. In the Jewish tradition of naming children after deceased relatives, I’m named after him, though I’ve been given the inverse of his name, and thankfully a few letters were left off, so legally I’m Jacob Josef. Everyone now calls me Jack, but growing up I was Jackie because my mother liked the name.
My grandfather was of average height and thin, with a tightly trimmed beard and innate but unexploited talent as a writer and artist, but he made his living as the owner of a small soap factory. In 1908 he married my grandmother, Malvina, who was five years younger, a sweet and charitable woman who was better known by her Hebrew name, Malka.
The eight Hersch siblings were born in two bunches. Two girls and two boys arrived before my grandfather went off to fight in World War I as a corporal of cavalry in the Austro-Hungarian army. Lazar was the oldest, born in 1909. In quick succession came two girls, Hanna-Leah, and Blina, and finally Adolph in 1914. He was Uncle Villi to me, a name he assumed in his twenties, since ‘Adolph’ was an unappealing name for a Jew by then.
My grandfather was captured by the Russians early in the Great War and spent four years as their prisoner. When he returned home to Dej, he and Malka had four more children, again two boys and two girls. Chaya-Sarah was born in 1919, followed by Vivi’s mother Rosie in 1921, Isadore in 1923, and finally my father in 1925.
Chapter 4
Realization
After hanging up with Vivi, I leaned in close to my computer screens. Carefully inspecting the photograph of my teenaged father, I could see a crease along the upper left corner, like it had been dog-eared and then smoothed over. Had it been in his wallet? Had it been inadvertently folded when he’d slipped it into his pocket? Instead of being folded, was the crease the result of a paper clip crimping the picture when it was attached to a file? If so, whose file?
Where did this picture come from?
Then much larger questions loomed up before me. Why am I only now, this morning, seeing the KZ Mauthausen website, the site belonging to the concentration camp that nearly killed my father? Shouldn’t I have known about it? Shouldn’t I have seen this long ago?
Vivi was right. For my father to be the only person in the Death Marches section of Mauthausen’s website must mean the story of his escape and being hidden by the Friedmanns was far more unusual and unique than I had ever considered. I had thought it was common. Apparently it wasn’t.
Clearly, as she said, I didn’t know the whole story.
Then there’s that trip my father took to KZ Mauthausen in 1997. The more I thought about it, the more bothered I became that he had gone back there without telling me. What was there? What was in KZ Gusen I, or in KZ Mauthausen, or in the town of Enns that he didn’t want me to know about? Why wouldn’t he have invited me along? What was it he didn’t want me to see?
What was he afraid of?
I suddenly, unexpectedly, felt intensely as though I’d failed my father. Could that be why he went back without telling me, without inviting me along? Had I shown such a lack of interest in what he’d gone through, in the suffering, starvation and brutality he’d experienced at the hands of the Nazis? Had he thought it wasn’t important to me?
I found myself wishing I’d taken a trip there myself while he was still alive. I’d had plenty of opportunity. That way I could have seen the places he had been and then asked him questions. It would have given life to his story of that year, made it more vivid. I could have asked him to come with me.
But I hadn’t gone. Until that morning, it hadn’t even occurred to me to go. Why not? Why had I been so uninterested?
What was I afraid of?
Chapter 5
Mauthausen Memorial
After recovering from the twin shocks of seeing my father so prominently displayed on the Mauthausen website and learning of his secret 1997 trip back there, I decided to take action. I was unquestionably missing a large part of his past. Though I knew the story as he told it, there was clearly much more to it, details he’d never talked about, specifics I obviously didn’t know.
I had the time. While my job kept me very busy during the day, the rest of my work week was clear. My twenty-year marriage had just ended. My seventeen-year-old son, Sam, and his sixteen-year-old identical twin sisters, Rachel and Lauren, were in high school and living with their mother, my ex-wife, in a San Francisco suburb. Weekdays my work kept me in LA, but I flew north every weekend to be with them. So when the business day ended, I had no place I had to be. I had no excuse for not learning all I could about my father’s time under the Nazis.
The KZ Mauthausen website was part of The Mauthausen Memorial, an organization that maintains the concentration camp in nearly its original form and runs its internationally-known museum, housed in a few of the camp’s original buildings. After work I emailed its General Information mailbox, asking how they had come across that photo of my father, and offering details about him in return. I had no expectations, figuring I’d get a standard reply thanking me for my interest. But it would be a start.
Instead, surprisingly, a day later I heard back from one of the historians at Mauthausen Memorial, expressing great interest in anything I was willing to share about my father. That first email quickly expanded into a dialogue with a number of the staff. I described to them my father’s story in brief, from his deportation to Auschwitz through his liberation, and they guided me as I discovered details of the camps he’d never told me.
I quickly realized that if I had done even a minimal amount of research, I would have discovered Mauthausen’s website years earlier. But I never did. I knew the story my father told me, and that had been sufficient. I never dug further. After Vivi’s phone call, besides emailing Mauthausen Memorial, I searched the internet for information on the death marches, and especially for stories of death marchers who’d escaped. I found precious few, none at all from KZ Mauthausen, and not one anywhere of a death marcher who’d escaped, been recaptured, and escaped a second time.¹
Early on, I asked the Mauthausen Memorial staff how they’d heard of my father’s escape, and in particular, how they’d gotten that photograph. They told me in the early 1970s a local electrician named Peter Kammerstätter had set out to write a book about the death marches. Kammerstätter was not just an electrician. He was also a senior, life-long member of the Kommunistische Partei Österreichs, the KPO, Austria’s communist party.
Born in 1911, Kammerstätter’s communist leanings got him imprisoned by the Nazis in Buchenwald Concentration Camp. Released in 1940, he kept out of trouble for the remainder of the war, but once it ended he again became active in the KPO. After retiring, he set out to research anti-Nazi resistance in Austria. That led him to the death marches, and to a search for Austrians who’d helped the marchers, a narrow but important form of resistance. Walking the Mauthausen death march routes, he knocked on doors, interviewed people, and collected stories which he put into a manuscript he hoped to publish.
Kammerstätter never found a publisher, but the manuscript exists today and is held in high regard by concentration camp historians. While researching his book, he came across Ignaz and Barbara Friedmann. He doesn’t say exactly how he’d uncovered them, and he died in 1993, so it will remain a mystery. But he wrote the story Barbara Friedmann told him, of finding my father after a death march had passed by and sheltering him until the end of the war (it seems Ignaz did not participate in the interview). And Barbara gave him that picture, which he included in his manuscript.
But how did Barbara get it?
1 Though in 2007 I found no stories of Mauthausen death march escapes, long after I learned that in addition to my father, three other marchers are believed to have successfully escaped from Mauthausen death marches. Two had no further corroborating information, not even their names. A third, last-name Engel, cut out of a death march on April 19, 1945, during a rest break as they passed near the town of St. Marien, and was hidden by a local family until liberated on May 7. He moved to Israel after the war, but nothing further is known about him. No one escaped from a death march twice – no one except my father.
Chapter 6
That Picture
The story Peter Kammerstätter didn’t write, the story he didn’t know, was the one behind the photo of my father, him with the subtle grin and peaked lapel blazer, the photo that was on the Mauthausen Memorial website. Here’s what happened.
One typically cold morning in the first week of April, 1945, my father woke in his KZ Mauthausen barracks and started his day the way he’d started every miserable day since arriving there the prior June: by standing for roll call, then getting in line for breakfast, a single thin slice of bread. Not long after, the prisoners were ordered to stand for a second roll call, and the Nazi guards announced a ‘transport’ of around 1,000 Jewish prisoners. They were to march to KZ Gunskirchen, a sub-camp thirty-four miles southwest of KZ Mauthausen.
No one used the words ‘death march’ in those days. It wasn’t even called a ‘march.’ Instead, marches, train trips, movements of any sort from one place to another were called ‘transports,’ a word in both German and English my father used often when talking about his experiences under the Nazis. He wouldn’t say, ‘I was on a train
from …’ or, ‘I marched
from …’ Instead, he would say, ‘I was on a transport
from …’ This ‘transport’ turned out to be a death march, one of the first out of KZ Mauthausen and away from the advancing Russian Army, which was ninety miles to the east.¹
My father was selected to be on this ‘transport.’ Also selected were his good friends Izsak and Chaim Mozes, brothers from his home town. Slight and bespectacled, Izsak was a couple of years younger than my father. They had been together since their very first days in the camps, ten months earlier. Chaim, tall and powerfully built, was two years older than my father. Rather than being sent to a concentration camp, in 1941 he had been put into a Hungarian Labor Service battalion building and repairing roads and bridges throughout Hungary. With the war nearing an end, the Jews in the labor battalions were ‘transported’ to concentration camps. Chaim had just survived a one hundred mile forced-march to KZ Mauthausen, but he had been fed well enough through the war, and so was still in relatively good shape. That day, the three young men from Dej intended to help each other along.
The ‘transport’ began. For three miles, a downhill trek until reaching the Danube River, my father, Izsak, and Chaim kept pace. But once across the river the road flattened and Dad began faltering. Before the march, he had been extraordinarily weak, weighing only 80 pounds, and suffering from tuberculosis, pneumonia, and probably typhus. Chaim took my father’s arm and supported him as they walked. They continued this way for another couple of miles, until my father told Chaim to leave him and tend to his brother Izsak, who was nearly, but not quite, as frail. My father felt like he had fought hard enough, long enough. It was time.
Chaim hesitated, but my father insisted. He told Chaim to save his strength for his brother. Family first. Reluctantly, Chaim let go.
My father started slipping back among the slower marchers. Chaim turned around to look back at Dad one last time, the expression on his face a plea for him to stay with them. My father saw it and felt the pull of Chaim’s healthy body language urging him on, but he didn’t have the horses to keep up. It wasn’t in him. He was drifting back in a sea of slowly trudging marchers the way an overboard passenger drifts behind the ocean liner he’d fallen from.
A few minutes more, and my father was totally spent. He went to the side of the road. To go to the side of the road meant death. Any time a prisoner on these ‘transports,’ these death marches, went to the side of the road and sat down, one of the SS soldiers guarding the Jews along the route would put a gun in the back of the prisoner’s neck and shoot them dead. Sometimes, as a courtesy, the SS man would ask if the prisoner would prefer to die, or keep walking. The answer was usually unspoken.
My father sat down on a small boulder, took off his Nazi-issued wooden shoes, and rubbed his aching feet while waiting to die. He looked up to meet the eyes of an SS trooper who was stepping purposefully straight towards him, his pistol already