Historical Romance: The Highland Raider's Conscience A Highland Scottish Romance: The Highlands Warring, #9
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The Highland Raider's Conscience - A Medieval Historical Romance Book
Eleanor's life as she knew it has ended.
The nobly-born English girl has suffered the loss of her parents and her home.
Now the only refuge for her is a desolate cloister by the sea.
Until Lachlan MacTyr appears!
The Highlander is everything Eleanor has been taught to fear.
He is brutal.
He is fierce.
He is trained to end lives.
And yet...
When he appears at her cloister, wounded to the point of death, Eleanor realizes she cannot let him die!
Lachlan knows he has no right to touch a girl like Eleanor, but that only makes their passion burn brighter.
When Lachlan's touch brings a terrible punishment down on Eleanor, the raider can no longer resist the temptation to make her his.
So, he kidnaps her from the walls of stone.
And suddenly…
A brutal enemy appears to confront them both, and both cloister girl and brutal raider must decide what they value, what they will sacrifice, and who they love.
The world was not made for them to be together, but can Eleanor and Lachlan change the world?
Anne Morrison
Anne Morrison is a multi-voiced writer who aspires to use different voices in telling her stories, seeing characters coming alive through the multi-faceted writing styles give her great satisfaction. As a young girl, Anne has been fascinated with romance stories of Scottish Highlander where brooding, glaring heroes fight to win the hearts of strong-willed, captivating heroines. Such an act requires bravery, such an act requires faith. She now lives in south London with her husband and two lovely children.
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Historical Romance - Anne Morrison
prologue
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Order of Laurens off the Firth of Clyde
March 1306
It had warmed up a little bit over the last two weeks, just enough for Eleanor to believe that the iron grip of winter was broken. She realized now, though, an hour before dawn, on the high and windy stone path to the north of the cloister, that the winter had only gone still for a moment. It was no longer rampaging over the stony western borderlands, but it had not pulled back into a full retreat either. Instead, it felt as if the sodden winter winds were merely waiting, trying to figure out if they would retreat farther north or if they would descend on the land again.
Please stay away. Please. No more storms, no more blizzards.
By her side, Remy whoofed gently, shoving an icy cold nose in her hand. He wasn't meant to be so affectionate while he was in harness, but she relented a little, ruffling his long furry ears.
Come on, love,
she murmured. You can bear him a little farther, can't you?
Pray he does,
wheezed Sister Anna by her side. He's a big enough lout that we'd have to drag him on his face if your dog decided he wasn't interested in helping anymore.
He was a man who looked close to death, wrapped up in a dark cloak that might still end up serving as a shroud instead of something to protect him. Just an hour ago, he had been dumped on the cloister's doorstep, wounded and unconscious, and as a man, he could not be allowed within the gates where the chaste sisters and postulates, like Eleanor, lived.
Instead, Sister Anna, one of the Laurens skilled in healing, was going to tend to him in an empty cottage on the shore, and Eleanor... Eleanor was going to help.
She still didn't know what had possessed her to volunteer for the duty. She guessed that most of the cloister still thought that she was a simpleton. She had been at the cloister for almost a year, and for the first four months of that period, she had barely spoken, barely done more than look up, whether she was at prayers or doing the hard work that made life on the isolated cloister possible.
Still, she had risen from her bed to follow kind Sister Anna on her nighttime summons, and then seeing the man so helpless... It had done something to her.
Eleanor pushed the thought away, the strange tremor that had gone through her. It was foolish, no matter what it was, and now she was committed to the work of trying to keep this mysterious man alive.
The sledge that bore the man staggered a little, running over a rut hidden in the darkness, and Eleanor went down on her knees to try to keep it steady. For just a moment in the gray dawn light, she saw the man's eyes flicker open. His face was all bloodied, but his eyes were momentarily clear, and for a second, Eleanor would swear that he looked at her, saw her.
Help me, he seemed to say. Help me, please.
Oh, I will, she thought, from somewhere in her heart. I must.
Then they were bumping along again down to the cottage by the edge of the water, and even though Eleanor knew that there was still much work to be done, she felt a surge of relief. Together, she and Sister Anna transferred the man to the musty bed and then the older nun turned to her.
Build up that fire as best you can. I'm going after water. If he wakes, try to keep him quiet. The worst thing he can do now is tear his wounds open.
Eleanor nodded, setting about her work even if her hands shook. She still didn't like the dark, even if she no longer had screaming nightmares as soon as the candles were put out, but she managed. Soon enough, a brisk fire burned in the hearth, and Sister Anna was back with two buckets of water. Together, they stripped the man to the skin, and Eleanor made a face at what rags his clothes had become, sodden with blood and mud, parts still damp while others had dried. Still, she laid them aside because clothes were dear, and a wash might make them presentable again. Inside the fabric that they had wrapped him in, she and Anna also found a bag, similarly splattered, and a sword as well, a short one meant for stabbing and carried by soldiers on both sides of the English-Scottish fighting. These Eleanor handled gingerly and set aside, the bag on a hook by the door, and the sword under the bed. He could decide himself what to do with them if he lived.
She thought that Sister Anna would send her away when it was time to wash the man, but the sister only shook her head.
There's no time for modesty or prudishness when lives are on the line, my girl,
she said, directing Eleanor in cleaning the shallow graze on the man's bare arm. The cloister might prefer that we never looked upon unclothed bodies, but we are in the business of saving lives here.
The normally prim sister's blunt assessment of the situation made Eleanor laugh in surprise.
The nun shot her a quick grin.
I wasn't always a nun,
she said with a wink. I followed the banner myself once upon a time, with a fine Irishman for a bed mate. Then he died, and I was still all alive-o, and here I am, trying to keep this poor lout among the breathing.
It was surprisingly tiring work, cleaning the man and bandaging him. He was large and heavy, and by the end, Eleanor was shaking a little from stress and weariness. The wounds had been hard to look at, and more than once, she’d had to still herself, take deep breaths and then proceed.
Still, she made it all the way to the end, and as they washed their hands in the bucket, Sister Anna nodded.
That's well done of you, little girl,
she said. He has a better chance now.
Do... do you think he will live?
she asked hesitantly. She thought Sister Anna would say something about it being in the hands of great Heaven, but the other woman only shrugged.
Well, he has lost a great deal of blood, but the wounds do not seem mortal. Someone was trying to kill him, though, and if he made it through like this, he has the devil's own luck, to be sure. However, the cuts are clean, and we have cleansed and staunched them well. If he is lucky, if we are dedicated and keep him warm, he may well live.
The idea of warmth made Eleanor sit up.
Wait, I have an idea...
She called softly for Remy, who was enjoying a rest by the fire. At her call, however, the large dog lumbered up and then allowed himself to be directed to rest alongside the unconscious man on the side closest to the wall.
That wall is so cold,
Eleanor said. This will help, surely. Remy is as good as three or four blankets.
So long as he does not pounce on the man or try to break his wounds open.
He's in more danger of being licked to death,
Eleanor said with a slight smile. She was a little startled when it felt strange on her mouth. When was the last time she had smiled at all?
There were a pair of chairs in the small cottage, the only furniture besides the bed and a tiny table made from rough-hewn board. The entire place was rough with a hard wind that whipped through as if the walls were nothing but leaves, but Eleanor and Sister Anna were both pleased to settle in the chairs by the fire, resting as best they could.
Now, we'll see. If the fever doesn't take him, and the wounds don't go bad. Well. He might have a chance.
Who is he, do you think?
Eleanor asked.
Sister Anna shook her head.
This year? On the border? It is best not to ask.
The fighting between England and Scotland had heated up again last summer. After the brief truce a few years ago, the fighting was more intense than ever, and those on the border, the ones who might be Scottish or might be English seemed to bear the brunt of it. The Order of Laurens was mostly spared the worst, but every woman there knew that the war was a fickle thing and that for every time it might have spared them, it might have destroyed them as well.
They sat in silence for a while, both dozing at different times. Every time that Eleanor stood to check on their patient, he stirred a little. He felt hot under her hand, but there was no unnatural heat to him, nothing that made her nervous.
Heal. She wondered why it was so important to her.
At dawn, a twelve-year-old postulate came down with a basket full of food and a message for Sister Anna.
The Mother Superior wants you to return,
she said. Two sisters have started coughing in the night, and she needs you to see if it is the plague or not.
Sister Anna looked up in consternation.
We cannot leave this man alone,
she said, even as she stood reluctantly. We cannot leave him to die after all the effort of helping him. It would be wrong.
The postulate glanced at Eleanor.
The Mother Superior says that Eleanor might stay if she is capable.
Eleanor sat up straight.
Of course, I can,
she said with a confidence that she did not necessarily feel.
Sister Anna nodded.
I'll remind the kitchen to send you food. If he has a fever, cool him. If the wounds start to stink, dig the bad flesh out if you can, but be ready to call for a grave to be dug as well. If he turns out to be vile, leave him and return. Do you understand?
Eleanor wanted to laugh at Sister Anna's words, but she knew they were in earnest. A soldiering life was a difficult one, but it had obviously given her wisdom that Eleanor was happy to follow.
Yes, I'll remember.
Another moment and the sister and postulate were gone, leaving her alone with the unconscious man and the rising dawn. The basket bore some meager supplies; rations at the order were skimpy on good days, but she thought she might be able to supplement them with mussels and oysters gathered from the shore if she had to.
I am being quite calm, she thought with some surprise. So often in the past year, her thoughts had been shadowed with nightmares, dark things that left her choking and unable to do anything but tremor. Now, though, it was as if a knife had cut through that haze.
Is it because I have found someone who needs help?
At some point, she must have dozed in the chair, as miserably uncomfortable as it was. She dreamed, but it wasn't a dream about her old house or the orchard behind it. Instead, her dreams were like a dark pillow she could press her face into, black and warm and almost comforting.
When Eleanor opened her eyes, she realized two things. The first was that she had slept long enough for the meager winter sun to rise, sending soft light around the edges of the cottage's only window shutter.
The second was that the wounded man was watching her, his head turned, and his eyes open.
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chapter 1
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Lachlan MacTyr had woken in pain before. Of course, he had. Pain was a soldier's wage as much as gold and ale were, pain that was sharp and blinding, pain that throbbed and lingered years after the wound was taken. He was almost thirty, and under Robert's banner and in his own career as a raider, he had taken plenty of wounds.
The first thing he thought upon waking this time, however, was that he hoped he had killed the man who had put him in such a sorry state.
His body felt as if a warhorse had dropped on it, an unending throbbing ache, and all over, he felt the cuts and slashes that were so often the wages of battle. His head ached, his mouth tasted foul, and there was something particularly wrong with his right arm, his sword arm, which he grimly thought was going to be the worst of it.
A moment later, however, Lachlan also realized that he was warm, pleasantly so, and dry, which was a special kind of heaven after the damp of the winter. When he glanced at the warm body next to him, Lachlan was bemused to see the round sleepy face of an enormous black and white dog, big enough for a little child to ride. The dog looked up at him with a total lack of interest, yawned to show off impressive teeth and a scarlet tongue, and then fell back asleep.
I am not dead, and it seems as if no one wants me dead right this moment if the warm bed is any indication. I might as well go back to sleep.
Before he could so, however, he heard a whimper to his left, and when he turned his head, he saw a strange sight.
By the coals of a dying fire was a young woman sleeping in a chair, her head tilted back against the top rung, her arms crossed over her meager chest and her legs curled underneath her. At some point in the night, her white head-covering had fallen back, revealing hair he thought might be a medium brown, and allowing him to see her face, which was delicate, oval, and oddly lovely in a kind of elfin way. She wore the plain loose gray dress of a holy woman, and some pieces fell together.
Well, most won't care to harm someone in the company of a holy woman. But he knew how little that might mean in wartime.
Lachlan was weary to his bones, but for some reason, instead of going to sleep, he found himself watching her, taking in the delicate lines of her face, and the occasional twitch of her long fingers where they rested against her arm. She was younger than he had thought at first, something soft and sweet about her mouth and eyes.
Not a nun, but a young novice, perhaps. Wonder why such a pretty thing would take vows...
Lachlan knew well, however, that the world was a dark enough place that there were many reasons why a woman might seek the shelter of stone walls and the company of other women alone.
As he watched, eyes half-lidded, she stirred a little. A line appeared between her dark brows, as if she were struggling with something in her dreams, and then her eyes opened, wide and wondering.
For a moment, they only stared at each other, and Lachlan felt something change inside him. He was not a spiritual man or even a particularly superstitious one. He did not believe in things he could not see, and love was something for fools and poets.
However.
He met the eyes of the delicate girl with the oval face, and something in him tore, something in him opened, and somewhere deep in a place that he didn't understand, Lachlan knew that nothing would ever be the same.
Well, good morning,
he said, his voice as rusty as an old latch.
Good... good morning,
she murmured. Her voice was deeper than he would have thought, though light.
She sat up quickly, her white head-covering tipping back entirely to let her long braid slide out over her shoulder. She looked like a little fawn, startled from her resting place.
How long have you been awake?
she asked.
Lachlan started to shrug, but the thrum of pain that went through his arm told him why that was a bad idea.
Not long. Where am I?
In a cottage on the shores of the Firth of Clyde,
she said quietly. Very close to the Order of the Laurens. I'm sorry, we could not have you within the gates.
Lachlan nodded, his mind spinning. The night before was a mass of swords, a cluster of curses and fury.
No matter,
he said, and he tried to rise.
The pain that spiked through his body made him groan, and he ended up flat on his back again, a light sweat breaking out as the girl sprang to her feet.
Oh, don't do that,
she said. You're hurt. Please, if you move, you'll only tear your wounds open.
Lachlan was in an impressive amount of pain, but something about her words made him gasp out a laugh.
You needn't sound so panicked, lass. After that little performance, I'm not going to try that again any time soon.
He looked up at her, curious about the panic and worry in her face. She looked genuinely concerned for him, almost fearful that he would do something tremendously stupid and try to rise again.
Are you so very good then?
He decided to excuse the silly question because of the pain that clouded his thoughts.
She looked startled.
Good? Me?
Aye. You seem distraught. I'm no kin of yours, am I, lass, for you to be so concerned?
You're a person,
she said as if she had never considered it. You appeared in need of aid. We are bound to give it if we can.
She hesitated for a moment.
I... I should check your bandages. Especially after you tried to stand up like that. I'm not supposed to let you move much, and you might have broken some of the wounds open again.
Still, she didn't move, and Lachlan felt a strange surge of pity for her, in a heart that plenty of men would say was made of only stone.
Lass, I'm in no condition to bite you.
Would you bite me if you were healthy?
Only if you asked me nicely,
he said, but her eyes stayed puzzled and uneasy.
Innocent little thing, he thought with an inward wince.
Don't worry about it, lass,
he said quietly. You're fine. I'm not going to hurt you.
He didn't mention how unlikely it was that he would be able to harm her at all in his present condition, but she didn't look as if she were going to be comforted by that, poor skittish thing. She approached him a little like he imagined she might come close to a biting dog, and it occurred to him to ask about his current bedmate
And who's this big thing?
Lachlan asked, reaching over to ruffle the dog's ears.
Oh! That's Remy. And now that you've given him the least amount of affection, he will be your best friend forever.
Well, we ought to be on good terms,
he said with a slight smile. Seeing as we're so close and all.
He sat up slightly to allow her to pull the blanket off of him, and that was when Lachlan realized that he was entirely naked.
She saw his flinch of surprise, making an apologetic face.
I'm sorry. Your clothes are there. I'm going to try to rinse them out a little, but they were um... utterly filthy.
So you stripped me like a willow,
Lachlan said, trying not to be amused by such a bold action from such a timid girl.
Er, Sister Anna helped,
she said, but he could still see a rosy red flush on her cheeks as she ran shaky fingers over the bandaged wounds. His body jumped a little when she hit a particularly sensitive spot, but overall, having a pretty young woman tend to his wounds was a fantastic distraction from the pain.
Normally, I don't let pretty girls handle me so roughly unless we've been properly introduced,
he teased.
She gave him a slightly appalled look.
I'm not! That is, this isn't...
Calm yourself, lass,
Lachlan said with a slight sigh. I ought not to tease you, should I? You're likely as innocent as a lamb.
She gave him a faintly frustrated look, which he liked to see. He wasn't actually a bully, and he had started to feel bad about needling her.
I'm not a baby,
she said indignantly. I turned nineteen this past year.
Ah. Then surely you're old enough to tell me your name?
She gave him a frosty look, but he could tell there was a hint of humor behind it, something soft and shy and oddly lovely.
You sound very much like you are trying to manipulate me,
she said. I would give it to you if you asked.
Ah, well, then. Pretty angel, tell me your name, please.
I'm not an angel,
she said, And my name is...
She trailed off, and he gave her a curious look. Lachlan remembered with an inward wince how very poorly the world could treat a young woman like this one, and all the reasons why she might want to keep her name to herself.
It is no matter,
he said, his voice oddly gentle even in his own ears. It is only the two of us here, and no need for names if you do not wish it.
It's Eleanor,
she said quickly, as if she needed to get it over with before she lost her nerve. Call me Eleanor.
For some reason, he believed her. She could have lied, and he would have been none the wiser, but there was a kind of truth to it that made him nod.
Thank you, Eleanor,
he said. My name is Lachlan.
She nodded and continued checking his wounds. Her fingers shook a little, but her touch was mostly sure, even if by the end her cheeks were red.
Poor little angel, he thought with a little amusement. This is not something she is so very used to.
She drew back with a nod.
It's fine so far. No fever, no rot. If that continues, you may recover fully.
I should hope so. I have a rather lot of business to take care of.
He specifically did not mention that that business included taking revenge on whoever had attacked his war band so badly and left him in this condition. She seemed like she wouldn't appreciate that.
We'll do our best,
she said encouragingly, and that made him laugh a little.
We?
Well, mostly you, but I'll help.
She went on about how to keep wounds clean