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Patti Malcolm
Patti Malcolm is a book enthusiast, always reading and writing. She's been writing since she was fourteen years old and is ecstatic to finally see her dream of publication come true. She's currently working toward her English degree at MacEwan University and when she's not writing or studying, she's channeling her old lady side and crafting.
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Her Soul - Patti Malcolm
Epilogue
About the Author
Patti Malcolm is a book enthusiast, always reading and writing. She’s been writing since she was fourteen years old and is ecstatic to finally see her dream of publication come true. She’s currently working toward her English degree at MacEwan University and when she’s not writing or studying, she’s channeling her old lady side and crafting.
Dedication
To Mr. Tim Chodan, for being my only high school teacher to have faith
in me.
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Malcolm, Patti
Her Soul
ISBN 9781643782218 (Paperback)
ISBN 9781643782225 (Hardback)
ISBN 9781645368212 (ePub e-book)
Library of Congress Control Number: 2019920967
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First Published (2020)
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Acknowledgment
I would like to start by thanking my wonderful beta readers, Cassie, and my mom. I also want to thank my whole family for their support and love during the process of getting this book ready for submission. There’s also the amazing team at Austin Macauley, who deserve a huge thanks for all of their hard work.
Chapter 1
Carter
Kaylee! Wait up!
My best friend’s voice floated forward from behind me. I was walking home from school and Lisa Perry was following me, giving up the ride we both usually got with her older brother.
Today had been hard. It was the last day of classes before exams technically started, but I had already taken mine. I had jumped from my desk and ran out of class as soon as the bell had rung for the end of the day. Not stopping for anyone who said my name. Not even stopping at my locker to gather the few belongings I had kept in there for four years. I didn’t stop for anything. Because I had a secret. And it was a secret there was no way I would be able to keep if I stopped to talk with anybody.
What is up with you today, babe?
she called, obviously worried. I hadn’t touched my potatoes at lunch and she knew I loved me some potatoes. I also hadn’t said much of anything all day. After more than seventeen years of friendship, Lisa knew me well enough to know something was up.
I’m moving,
I blurted as I abruptly stopped walking.
It was definitely not how I had wanted to tell my diaper friend I was leaving and would probably never see her again. I turned around just in time to see her shoulders relax and her face light up into a smile.
I know,
she chirped, shrugging as if my moving away and leaving her was no big deal.
My jaw dropped and my eyes felt as if they had tripled in size.
You know?
I asked slowly, unsure if I had heard her correctly.
Yeah,
she shrugged. Your dad told me right after he got the approval for expansion of his security firm up north. I’m kind of surprised he didn’t tell you that I knew.
Why’re you so chipper about this? I’m leaving and we may never see each other again,
I asked softly.
I was scared that my words would come true and I would never again see the girl I considered to be my sister.
Geez, he really didn’t tell you?
Lisa gaped.
I shook my head slowly, confused.
I’m coming with you, babe.
I couldn’t believe it. The person I dreaded telling the most about my moving away already knew and was actually coming along. That was the best news I’d heard all week.
Wait.
What about your parents? And your brother? You have a family; I can’t ask you to just up and leave!
I panicked.
At first it had sounded wonderful, having my best friend with me in a new and strange place, but the fact was that Lisa had a family and a life in Washington.
Our parents have everything worked out. There’s only one thing left to do,
Lisa assured me.
Pack?
No, babe. You have to tell Carter.
***
Carter. I had to tell Carter. How could I have forgotten that I have to tell my boyfriend that I was moving? I hadn’t. I just didn’t want to have to tell Carter that I was leaving him, and everything else, behind.
Lisa and I reached my house not long after she reminded me about Carter. With both of us propped up on my bed, the elephant in the room sat glaringly in my lap. My cellphone.
Kaylee, come on. You have to call him. You’re moving. You can’t just not tell him. What if you move without telling him and he thinks you’ve gone missing? What if—
Lisa babbled until I cut her off.
I get it, Lis. I really do. I just need a sec, ’kay?
Kaylee. This is really important. How about you invite him over here and I’ll wait in this wonderful room of yours while you guys talk. That way, if you need girl time after, then I’m already right where I need to be,
she suggested softly, her hazel eyes full of understanding.
I nodded and called him, suggesting that he come over so we could talk.
About twenty minutes later, I heard his truck pulling into the empty space in the driveway. The door to his truck had barely slammed shut before I heard a knock at the door. I looked over at Lisa and she nodded her head in encouragement before getting cozy on my bed with one of my many books.
It was an act on her part. I knew the second I shut the door behind me, her ear would be pressed against it.
After making my way down the stairs, I opened the front door to see a very pale Carter Reed, green eyes shining with worry.
Hi, Carter,
I said quietly, looking down at my bare feet and bright blue toenails.
Hi? You don’t talk to me all day, and all I get is hi?
Carter asked, eyebrows narrowing and creating a bridge between his eyes.
I always did like how expressive his eyebrows were.
I’m sorry. I have something I have to tell you and I knew if I opened my mouth at all today I would end up with a raging case of verbal diarrhea. We both know school is the worst place for that to happen,
I blubbered nervously, pulling on a strand of my hair.
Apparently, I was getting verbal diarrhea anyway, but I had to tell him. Carter nodded in agreement and we moved toward the couch in my living room. I held a cushion to my chest.
We sat close together, knees touching, but Carter’s body was stiff and tense. I felt terrible for not telling him sooner. This late in the game there was no time to prepare. We had grown up together, and now I was up and leaving with barely a word.
After taking a number of deep breaths, I went on.
I’m moving, Carter. To some place in Canada. My dad knows where, but I honestly haven’t cared enough. I mean, I don’t think the ‘where’ really matters. And I’ve been trying to just live in the here and now, before the here and now becomes the there and then. You know?
I let out a sad laugh. I don’t even know exactly where I’m moving. How pathetic is that?
I added, my voice barely above a whisper.
Carter just sat there for a few minutes. Quiet. Unmoving.
You’re moving?
Carter whispered so quietly it was no more than a breath. He had gone ghostly pale.
In a week,
I nodded. Lisa, too.
Carter’s head snapped over to look at me so fast, I thought he might have given himself whiplash. Reaching over, I placed my hand on his shoulder in what I hoped was a comforting gesture.
A week?
he whispered again. Having no words, I just nodded and we reached for each other at the same time. Just holding each other as we came to the same conclusion.
There was no other way this could go.
It was over.
Chapter 2
Moving Day
One week had come and gone, and moving day was upon us. The movers had already retrieved the bulk of our belongings and were on their way to a little place called Redheart, Alberta.
I had just slept the last night in the house I grew up in; in the bed I had been sleeping in since I was twelve. Dad had bought us all new furniture—though I hadn’t seen any of it yet—and sold all of our old stuff with the house. He figured we might as well sell it as a ‘furnished house’ and make a bit of extra money, as well as make the move cheaper.
Lisa had spent the night before with her family. With her brother heading off to university somewhere in Europe and her coming to live in Canada with me and my dad, her family decided they needed one last big family night.
I was going to miss the Perrys. They had been like a second family to me my entire life. But I knew I would see them again. Eventually.
I looked over at the clock on my nightstand and saw that it was just past eight o’clock in the morning. Dad wanted to be on the road by noon.
Why we were driving was beyond me. Lisa had said she would be over at about ten to help us load the last of everyone’s belongings into my dad’s SUV. Which actually meant she would be forcing her brother, Carson, to drive her over with the rest of her things, and it would be him helping us load up the car.
I forced my butt out of bed and made my way to the bathroom that my dad and I had shared for seventeen years.
After what was possibly the longest shower of my life, I got dressed, brushed my teeth, and started down the stairs to have moving day breakfast which consisted of one of those personal boxes of cereal and a little carton of milk. Yum.
Any food we had left after breakfast this morning was either being brought back to the Perry’s by Carson, or brought along as snack food for the what was sure to be an excruciatingly long drive.
Breakfast was a sad affair. Sitting with my dad at the old oak table that had been in this house since I was born, neither of us said a word. Until I got up to wash my bowl so I could pack it away.
I’m sorry, Kale,
my dad apologized quietly, head bowed. I knew if I could see the brown eyes that we shared, they’d be laced with regret. I know your life is here. All of your friends. Carter. But you’ll make a life up in Redheart, I promise. You’ll be happy.
I walked back toward his still form, sitting at the table, and placed my hand on his shoulder.
It’s okay, Dad. I understand. The opportunity for expanding the security firm was too good to pass up. Just like you said. Seriously, I get it. I mean, it sucks, but I get it. Really,
I told him this with as much enthusiasm as I could muster, which unfortunately wasn’t much.
He just nodded and took care of his bowl before heading back upstairs to finish packing the rest of his things. I had finished high school already but was taking a gap year before university. Moving out on my own at seventeen would be too hard, so I was moving with my dad. More than 1300 kilometers away.
I was packing the remaining miscellaneous items from the kitchen and living room when the door burst open with a very excited Lisa standing there, and a not so excited male Lisa-look-alike coming up behind her.
Lisa was making Carson carry her boxes. Big surprise. As much as I loved her, Lisa was what one might call ‘high maintenance.’
You okay out there, Carson?
I called, with an amused grin on my lips. He grunted in response before placing the first box on the floor in the foyer and making his way back out to his car to grab more.
So,
Lisa asked, drawing out the word. Are you excited?
She pulled me to the couch, her blonde ponytail swaying back and forth.
A little. I mean, it’s a new place and I know you want to start college in September. It won’t be easy,
I admitted with a sad little laugh, pulling on my black hair. I had always envied the Perry kids. Both blonder than blonde, deep hazel eyes, and more graceful than I could ever dream of being.
Lisa nodded her understanding and threw her arm over my shoulder, squishing me to her side. With her other arm, she gestured the way I have only seen on television during I can see it now
moments.
"Just imagine, new boys, new stores—so new clothes—new house. And all those trees. It’ll make Seattle seem like Times Square! And we can go camping every weekend! And we won’t even have to go far! You probably have a forest in your new backyard anyway! Well, our new backyard."
What makes you say that?
I asked, raising an eyebrow inquisitively. An ability I had always secretly reveled in, even though I could only do it on one side. I leaned back out of Lisa’s hold waiting for a response.
"I may have googled Redheart this morning before I came over. Just about everyone’s backyards face the forest and the city is only two hours away for shopping! Your dad may or may not have mentioned a shopping spree for the two of us when he gets everything set up," she winked making me laugh.
My dad was a security whiz. When he was twenty-eight, he started a security firm with Lisa’s dad, Darrel Perry. It was the most successful private security firm in Washington.
A couple of trips later and Carson had brought in all six of Lisa’s boxes. I gaped at her. She was lucky my dad owned an SUV. She was supposed to send off the majority of her things with the movers like my dad and I had, and only keep about two, maybe three, boxes worth of belongings.
Lisa simply shrugged and smiled at me before mouthing Whoops.
I laughed and shook my head at her. She really was high maintenance.
I stood from the couch to give Carson a hug. Growing up with his little sister since diapers kind of made him a big brother to me, too. He sure treated me like a little sister.
Thanks for your help, Carson. We both know your sister won’t say it, but she’s thankful too.
It’s no problem, Leelee. I’m just glad to get the mothballs out of my hair,
he grinned down at me, using the nickname he created for me when I was two and couldn’t say my name properly.
Laughing, I looked over at his sister, who was still sitting on the couch, and saw a sad look cross her face. But it disappeared as quickly as it had appeared. All traces of the gloomy look in her eyes vanished when she stuck her tongue out at us. Carson pulled away when the strain on his neck from looking down at me became too much, which didn’t take long at all. With his six feet and two inches compared to my five feet and five inches, it was a feat that he could look down at me for any length of time at all.
Grasping my shoulders Carson took a step back. Your dad had mentioned that I could bring any of your guys’ leftover food back home with me.
Right!
I showed him where the bit of food we were leaving behind was and he took everything. The only food left was the bag on the kitchen island, which was full of snacks for our thirteen-hour drive. After going to the couch and kissing his sister on the cheek, he waved goodbye and walked out the door.
By this point it was almost noon, and Dad came clomping back down the stairs with his arms so full of both of our boxes I had no clue how he hadn’t killed himself on the way down. Together, the three of us, mostly myself and my father, loaded up the SUV with the remaining luggage. Dad and Lisa were getting settled in the car when I remembered something.
One second! I–I think I forgot my headband on the kitchen counter!
I yammered out. I knew I had actually thrown it in my backpack, but there was something much more important than my favorite headband waiting for me in the house. Waiting to be remembered in the secret compartment in my closet.
Running back inside, I shot straight for what was soon-to-be my old bedroom. Opening the closet door, I switched on the light and got down on my knees. I turned around and shuffled backwards, with my bottom touching the floor, so when I had finished scooching, I was leaning against the back wall of the closet.
To the left of the door was a little slit in the wall that you could only see if you knew what you were looking for, otherwise the shadow from the overhead light hid it. I slid my fingers along the slit in the wood until I found the tiny button that would allow the door to swing open. I pushed the button, feeling the slightest release of pressure under my fingertips, and pulled the door open.
It didn’t creak; it never had. I eased it open and slowly reached inside for the only thing I had ever deemed worthy of such a secret hiding place.
My mother’s locket.
The only person I had ever told about it was Lisa. I wasn’t even sure if my dad knew it existed. Inside the locket was a picture. My favorite. It was of the three of us; my father, my mother and myself. I would have been about three or four in the photo; I couldn’t remember. Both of my parents had sparkles in their eyes and we all looked so happy. I never understood how a family that was so happy could fall apart so completely. I never understood how she could leave us.
I reached into my back pocket for the spare piece of paper I always seemed to need for one reason or another, and so always kept there. I pulled the pencil from my hair that I had used to secure my bun right before we had started loading the SUV and wrote a quick little note about where the secret compartment was with instructions on how to open it.
I quickly clasped the locket behind my neck, tucking it safely beneath my shirt, and tore off the end of the paper with the note, leaving it on what used to be my bed.
I ran back downstairs and out the door, jumping into the passenger seat and giving a noncommittal shrug. I must’ve packed it.
My dad rolled his eyes at me with a small, knowing smile on his face and Lisa was already snoring behind me. I silently patted the locket where it laid right above my breasts as my dad pulled out of the driveway and I said goodbye to the only home I had ever known.
Chapter 3
Home
The drive up north was painfully long. The three of us took turns sleeping in the back seat and driving. When we finally arrived at the new house in Redheart, Alberta, it was dark out and I couldn’t really tell what anything looked like.
I reached back from the driver’s seat to shake Lisa awake and got out of the car. I met my dad at the trunk and we both loaded our arms full. Walking toward the house, I heard Lisa jump out of the SUV. I looked back and saw her stretch like a cat, a yawn stretching her face wide open.
Shaking my head with a quiet laugh, I turned back toward the house and shuffled up the sidewalk. Dad had already gone inside and left the door open, letting light spill out into the yard. I walked inside and almost dropped the boxes I was holding. From where I was standing in the foyer, I could see straight through to the back of the house. The back wall was completely made up of windows and the light shining from the house danced off what I was hoping was a deck. Taking a couple more steps inside, I could see the corner of a dark wood kitchen island with a beautiful quartz countertop. Across from the island sat a deep grey sectional that looked like it could hold a football team. Lisa came through the door behind me as I kicked off my flip flops.
Holy sh—
Yeah.
We both placed our boxes gently on the stone foyer floor and linked arms, continuing into the house together. When we reached the kitchen and living area, I gasped. On the wall across from the sectional was a massive television surrounded by dark brown, wall mounted shelves, already teaming with movie cases and CDs.
I heard