Sleet: Selected Stories
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A selection of stories from Sweden’s greatest post-war writer. “Dagerman wrote with beautiful objectivity. Instead of emotive phrases, he uses a choice of facts, like bricks, to construct an emotion.”—Graham Greene
This collection includes a number of new translations, never before published in English, unified by the theme of the loss of innocence. Often narrated from a child’s perspective, the stories give voice to receptiveness and joy tinged with longing and loneliness.
Alice McDermott writes in the preface to this edition, “An imagination that appeals to an unreasonable degree of sympathy is precisely what makes Dagerman’s fiction so evocative. Evocative not, as one might expect, of despair, or bleakness, or existential angst, but of compassion, fellow-feeling, even love.”
Stig Dagerman’s fearless, moving stories have been compared to the best short fiction of such luminaries as James Joyce, Anton Chekhov, and Raymond Carver. You’ll find yourself holding your breath in wonder as you read, grateful to Dagerman for the gift of these stories.
At once remote and intimate in tone, these works by one of the great twentieth-century writers come fully to life in a remarkable translation by Steven Hartman.
Stig Dagerman
Stig Dagerman was one of the most prominent Swedish authors of the twentieth century. His two titles with Godine are Sleet and Wedding Worries.
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Sleet - Stig Dagerman
To Kill a Child
It’s a peaceful day as sunlight settles onto the fields of the plain. Soon bells will be ringing, because today is Sunday. Between fields of rye, two children have just come upon a footpath that they have never taken before, and in the three villages along the plain, window panes glisten in the sun. Men shave before mirrors propped on kitchen tables, women hum as they slice up cinnamon bread for the morning meal, and children sit on kitchen floors, buttoning the fronts of their shirts. This is the pleasant morning of an evil day, because on this day a child will be killed in the third village by a cheerful man. Yet the child still sits on the kitchen floor, buttoning his shirt. And the man who is still shaving talks of the day ahead, of their rowing trip down the creek. And still humming, the woman places the freshly cut bread on a blue plate.
No shadows pass over the kitchen, and yet even now the man who will kill the child stands near a red gas pump in the first village. He’s a cheerful man, looking through the viewfinder of his camera, framing a shot of a small blue car and a young woman who stands beside it, laughing. As the woman laughs and the man snaps the charming picture, the attendant screws their gas cap on tightly. He tells them it looks like a good day for a drive. The woman gets into the car, and the man who will kill the child pulls out his wallet. He tells the attendant they’re driving to the sea. He says when they reach the sea they’ll rent a boat and row far, far out. Through her open window, the woman in the front seat hears his words. She settles back and closes her eyes. And with her eyes closed she sees the sea and the man sitting beside her in a boat. He’s not an evil man. He’s carefree and cheerful. Before he climbs into the car, he stands for a moment in front of the grille, which gleams in the sun, and he enjoys the mixed aroma of gasoline and lilacs. No shadows fall over the car, and its shiny bumper has no dents, nor is it red with blood.
But as the man in the first village climbs into his car and slams the door shut, just as he is reaching down to pull out the choke, the woman in the third village opens her kitchen cupboard and finds that she has no sugar. The child, who has finished buttoning his shirt and has tied his shoes, kneels on a couch and sees the stream winding between the alders, pictures the black rowboat pulled up into the tall grass of the bank. The man who will lose his child has finished shaving and is just now closing his portable mirror. Coffee cups, cinnamon bread, cream, and flies each have a place on the table. Only the sugar is missing. And so the mother tells her child to run over to the Larssons’ to borrow a little. As the child opens the door, the man calls after him, urging him to hurry, because the boat lies waiting for them on the bank of the creek, and today they will row much, much further than they ever have before. Running through the yard, the child can think of nothing else but the stream and the boat and the fish that jump from the water. And no one whispers to the child that he has only eight minutes to live and that the boat will lie where it is today and for many days to come.
It isn’t far to the Larssons’. It’s only across the road. And just as the child is crossing that road, the small blue car is speeding through the second village. It’s a tiny village, with humble red houses and newly awakened people who sit in their kitchens with raised coffee cups. They look out over their hedges and see the car rush past, a large cloud of dust rising behind it. The car moves fast, and from behind the steering wheel the man catches glimpses of apple trees and newly tarred telephone poles slipping past like gray shadows. Summer breathes through their open windows, and as they rush out of the second village their car hugs the road, riding safely, surely, in the middle. They are alone on this road – so far. It’s a peaceful thing, to drive completely alone on a broad road. And as they move out onto the open plain, that feeling of peace settles deeper. The man is strong and contented, and with his right elbow he can feel the woman’s body. He’s not a bad man. He’s in a hurry to get to the sea. He wouldn’t hurt even the simplest creature, and yet, still, he will soon kill a child. As they rush on towards the third village, the woman again shuts her eyes, pretending those eyes will not open again until they can look on the sea. In time with the car’s gentle swaying, she dreams about the calm, lapping tide, the peaceful, mirrored surface of the water.
Because life is constructed in such a merciless fashion, even one minute before a cheerful man kills a child he can still feel entirely at ease, and only one minute before a woman screams out in horror she can close her eyes and dream of the sea, and during the last minute of that child’s life his parents can sit in a kitchen waiting for sugar, talking casually about the child’s white teeth and the rowing trip they have planned, and that child himself can close a gate and begin to cross a road, holding in his right hand a few cubes of sugar wrapped up in white paper, and for the whole of that minute he can see nothing but a clear stream with big fish and a wide-bottomed boat with silent oars.
Afterward everything is too late. Afterward there is a blue car stopped sideways in the road, and a screaming woman takes her hand from her mouth, and it’s red with blood. Afterward a man opens a car door and tries to stand on his legs, even though he has a pit of horror within him. Afterward a few sugar cubes are strewn meaninglessly about in the blood and gravel, and a child lies motionless on its stomach, its face pressed heavily against the road. Afterward two pale people, who have not yet had their coffee, come running through a gate to see a sight in the road they will never forget. Because it’s not true that time heals all wounds. Time does not heal the wounds of a dead child, and it heals very poorly the pain of a mother who forgot to buy sugar and who sent her child across the road to borrow some. And it heals just as poorly the anguish of a once cheerful man who has killed a child.
Because the man who has killed a child does not go to the sea. The man who has killed a child drives home slowly, in silence. And beside him sits a mute woman with a bandaged hand. And as they drive back through the villages, they do not see even one friendly face – all shadows, everywhere, are very dark. And when they part, it is in the deepest silence. And the man who has killed a child knows that this silence is his enemy, and that he will need years of his life to conquer it by crying out that it wasn’t his fault. But he also knows that this is a lie. And in the fitful dreams of his nights he will try instead to gain back just a single minute of his life, to somehow make that single minute different.
But life is so merciless to the man who has killed a child that everything afterward is too late.
In Grandmother’s House
It was quiet in Grandmother’s house. The little boy slipped from room to room. He was searching for the quiet. It had to be somewhere. Perhaps it sat rocking in a chair somewhere, reading from a big book. The boy pushed open door after door, and he listened. They were heavy doors. Their thresholds were high and shod with gold. The boy himself was small and very anxious. His heart ticked in his breast like a clock going much too fast. Now he found himself standing on the very last threshold, where he had to shut his eyes. For who could say what quietness looked like? He turned his ear towards the room to see if this was where it lived.
And then he heard so much. He heard a big boat rolling over the sea as a storm howled and raged. And he heard a little girl who could not be seen, because she was buried under flowers. And she was crying because she was dead. He could even hear grandfather’s boots wandering back and forth over the wide creaking floorboards. But the quiet itself he did not hear. So he opened his eyes and entered the last room.
The room was small. Just a tiny bedroom really. But in the middle, on the bright floor, was a big square patch of sunlight. The boy stepped into the square and stood there for a long time, listening. It was so quiet in Grandmother’s house. Nothing stirred but his own restless heart. The boat in the picture was still again and the dead girl on the bureau had finished crying. On the stool in the corner, between the tiled stove and the high window, stood Grandfather’s black boots. And they remained silent. Grandfather himself was on the sun now. And when the sun shined, Grandfather was glad and looked down on him with happy eyes. But whenever the clouds came Grandfather was sorrowful, and he would shut himself up in his house. When it rains,
thought the boy, it must be hard to be dead.
It was now late in the afternoon, and the sun-square was shrinking and shrinking. But the boy did not notice this. Instead, he closed his eyes again, whereupon an odd thing happened. The brightness grew stronger and stronger, until he himself was filled with light. Suddenly he heard a voice whisper: Now you should do it. Now. Now!
A clock struck. Backwards he crept out of the small radiant strip. When he opened his eyes he was standing there with one of Grandfather’s heavy boots in his arms. He put it down carefully on the floor. And the whole world remained silent.
For a thousand years the boots had stood together side by side. They were as old as the earth and the sun and a path in the forest. But now, when they were suddenly separated, an inaudible sound arose, a lament, which seemed to shake the whole room. Trembling in every limb, the boy stepped up onto the stool and quickly fulfilled his longest-held dream. With both legs he stepped down into the boot, sinking and sinking into the leg, until he finally touched bottom.
And so the boy stood in the boot. What more?
Nothing more.
He just stood there, and the sun died out. Twilight crept into the chamber as softly as a cat. The boy closed his eyes, and as always when he closed his eyes something peculiar happened. Now the boot began to walk around with the boy crouching down in its leg. It went right through the wall and out to the garden. It went through the garden and across the road. It stepped into the barren fields, out over rocks and moss and marshland until at last it came to the forest. And wherever it stepped all sounds died out. The birds in the trees fell silent. In the meadows moose stood frozen with balls of leaves in their mouths. In the heather snakes stiffened to black sticks.
Where are we going?
whispered the boy to the boot.
And it whispered back, We’re going to the quiet.
Suddenly the black wall of a mountain reared up before them, and the boot whispered to the boy, This is where we go in.
But they never went in, because now the sound of a cry tore the boy’s eyes open. It was Grandmother. In a kind of daze, he looked around the tiny bedroom. He was back, and Grandmother was calling out to him. It was already dusk, and the boot clung to its silence. Grandmother called out again and the boy struggled to get out of the boot. But to his horror, he found he couldn’t. He was stuck. His feet rubbed against each other in the narrow boot leg as it closed itself around his hips like a skin of stone. He wanted to scream. But it was only his feet that screamed from somewhere deep below as they fought like animals against something in the dark. And then, at that moment, a very terrible and unexpected thing happened. The boot leg split and the boy tumbled out on the floor. And while he lay there, sprawling and terror-stricken, Grandmother called out to him for the third time.
With quiet, frozen movements he freed himself. And then he simply stood there for a while with the torn boot in his arms. He shut his eyes as tight as he could, but nothing happened. On the inside of his eyelids there was only a big quiet darkness. But on the other side the boot was shrieking without a sound. It was quiet in Grandmother’s house, but it was an evil and dangerous quiet. A quiet like a wild and savage animal lurking in the dark. He had to get away. But to do that he would have to commit the final degrading act. And so he bent over and shoved Grandfather’s boot deep into the evil darkness beneath Grandmother’s bed. Then he cautiously opened the door and crept into the other room on feet that moved like paws.
Grandmother sat reclining in a chair with a high, high back. It was dim and the flowers had no luster. Grandmother hadn’t lit even the tiniest little lamp. The boy stepped lightly over the carpet until he stood by her side. She had not yet noticed that he was even standing there. With curious cruelty he scrutinized her white face. Her eyes were closed and he wondered where she was. Perhaps on her way – on her way into the bedroom! He grabbed hold of her arm. He had to get her away from there. Grandmother cried out, her eyes sprang open, and at once the boy could tell that she had been somewhere else altogether. She shook herself like a dog and smiled at him.
What are you doing, my boy?
Grandmother,
said the boy. Where is quietness?
On the little table in front of them lay a white seashell. He had listened to it many, many times. Now Grandmother picked it up. She pressed it against his ear. It was cold and hard and he wanted to run away.
What do you hear?
asked Grandmother.
The sea,
answered the boy.
Strange enough, he was lying. In fact, he heard nothing. He didn’t hear even the slightest surge, and he knew that the shell was dead. He himself had killed it. Devastated and defiant, he put the shell back on the table.
No,
said Grandmother. There’s no such thing as quietness. Everything can be heard. That thing that we call silence – it’s not really silence. It’s only our own deafness. If we weren’t so deaf the world wouldn’t be such a wicked place. But lucky for us there are some people who can still hear. They’re the ones who can stand on the plains – do you understand what I’m saying to you?
Grandmother came from a place that had plains.
Yes,
answered the boy. Plains – they’re like fields.
There are those,
Grandmother continued. … those who can stand on the plains and hear how the hills sing. But not only that. They can hear what’s happening on the other side of those hills. They can hear the people who live in the valleys, and even more. They can hear how people struggle and fight in the cities. They can hear all the way to the sea. They hear boats sailing in the night, and buoy-bells sounding their warnings. And even that’s not all. They can even hear people screaming on the other side of the ocean, when war comes. Do you understand what I’m saying?
War,
answered the boy. That’s soldiers.
Grandmother remained silent. But her words hovered around the boy like a thick smoke. He bent over the table. On top, beside the seashell, was a big, yellow apple.
Grandmother,
he asked. Can you hear apples, too?
You can hear whatever you want,
said Grandmother.
The apple was cold and bitter. He pressed it to his ear.
What do you hear?
asked Grandmother.
I hear when the wind blows,
said the boy.
But it was a bottomless lie. In reality, he heard nothing, and would probably never hear anything again.
Do you hear everything?
he asked her.
She didn’t sense his hatred. Nor did she answer him. Instead, she rose up youthfully, lightly, and took him by the hand. He thought she wanted to go into the bedroom, and he struggled against her. But instead they went outside. They stood together on the porch and looked out on the garden with its frozen dahlias, its apple trees beaming with fruit. There was no breeze, and no one was coming down the road. No birds were crying out and no dog was barking in the village. It was quiet, and the sky above spread itself out, steep and dark blue. Stars bloomed in the clear quietness. And further below, a red wall rose up from the earth – the town’s quiet lights reflecting on the sky.
The boy listened with all his might. He sent his hearing out all over the world, but each time it came back with nothing to show for the effort. And yet, as they stood on the porch amidst this sparkling quiet, an apple loosened from a nearby tree. It fell to the hard ground with a small, clear thud.
Did you hear that?
asked Grandmother as she put her arm around his shoulder, preparing herself for a speech.
Yes,
answered the boy. It must have been a dog.
He hadn’t heard a thing. Grandmother’s arm suddenly began to tremble, and at first he didn’t know why.
Yes,
the boy went on. First a dog walks on the road. And then – then come the soldiers.
Soldiers,
he had said triumphantly. Because in that moment he knew why she was shaking. She was afraid. She was afraid because she couldn’t hear what he heard. She didn’t hear the dog. Perhaps she was even more frightened than him. Somehow he sensed his only chance for escape might come from this one advantage, and so he went on with his betrayal.
Grandmother whispered to him, And what comes after the soldiers?
The boy listened out into the darkness. But still he heard nothing, not even the hot, staggered breath of his own fright.
After the soldiers,
he whispered back. After the soldiers is a heavy wagon.
How do you know it’s heavy?
Because its wheels are squeaking.
Grandmother was finding it difficult to breathe. The wind drew reluctantly through the trees, but neither of them heard it.
And what comes after the wagon?
After the wagon there’s a man beating a drum.
Why can’t I hear the drum?
panted Grandmother.
He’s beating it softly,
answered the boy. Because it’s dark out.
Now a long moment passed. Frightened and cold, the boy thought: Maybe … maybe she’ll never go back inside. And if she never goes back inside then she’ll never notice the boot is missing.
Grandmother shivered. If there was anyone in the world who wasn’t deaf, then they would have heard Grandmother’s bones rattling in her body like a rickety old cart. But in this world there were only the deaf. And out on the road, the endless procession dragged past in the thickening darkness.
Grandmother whispered, And what comes after the drum?
After the drum,
said the boy, … there are two horses.
Why don’t I hear them?
complained Grandmother.
Their hooves are padded,
replied the boy. Because it’s dark out.
He could feel the evil growing within him like a tree of stone.
And after the horses?
After the horses there is someone crying.
And in that instant a bird cried out from the hedge. The boy heard nothing, but Grandmother heard it. She said, I hear, I hear. I’m freezing. Let’s go in.
And she hurried in to lock the door against the evil. But when she looked