The Empire of Dreams
By Rae Carson
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“Action, adventure, betrayal, and poison add up to a winner." —Booklist
New York Times–bestselling author Rae Carson makes a triumphant return to the world of her award-winning Girl of Fire and Thorns trilogy in this extraordinary stand-alone novel. Fans of Leigh Bardugo, Kendare Blake, and Tomi Adeyemi won’t want to put this book down.
Red Sparkle Stone is a foundling orphan with an odd name, a veiled past, and a mark of magic in her hair. But finally—after years and years of running, of fighting—she is about to be adopted into the royal family by Empress Elisa herself. She’ll have a home, a family. Sixteen-year-old Red can hardly believe her luck. Then, in a stunning political masterstroke, the empress’s greatest rival blocks the adoption, and everything Red has worked for crumbles before her eyes.
But Red is not about to let herself or the empress become a target again. Determined to prove her worth and protect her chosen family, she joins the Royal Guard, the world’s most elite fighting force. It’s no coincidence that someone wanted her to fail as a princess, though. Someone whose shadowy agenda puts everything—and everyone—she loves at risk. As danger closes in, it will be up to Red to save the empire. If she can survive recruitment year—something no woman has ever done before.
New York Times–bestselling author Rae Carson returns to the world of The Girl of Fire and Thorns in this action-packed fantasy-adventure starring an iconic heroine who fights for her family and her friends, and for a place where she will belong.
Rae Carson
Rae Carson is the author of two bestselling and award-winning trilogies, as well as the acclaimed stand-alone novels Any Sign of Life and The Empire of Dreams. Her debut, The Girl of Fire and Thorns, was named a William C. Morris Award finalist and an Andre Norton Award finalist. Walk on Earth a Stranger was longlisted for the 2015 National Book Award and won the Western Writers of America Spur Award. Her books tend to contain adventure, magic, and smart girls who make (mostly) smart choices. Originally from California, Rae Carson now lives in Ohio with her husband. www.raecarson.com
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This is the kind of book I love to find in my mailbox, one with a rich plot, interesting characters and that's quick to get lost in. I liked the then and now counterpoint as it really helped to understand Red and what motivated her. The author notes at the end of the book how Red's PTSD is partially derived from her own. That aspect of the book was extremely well done and is the kind of character trait that makes readers root all that much more for a protagonist. I closed the cover feeling very satisfied.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Red was an orphan and a slave before Empress Elisa found her, freed her, and made her her ward. Now, Red is about to be officially adopted into the royal family in front of the whole court. Red's adoption requires a council vote, but the royal family is certain that they have the votes. When something goes wrong and the adoption is rejected, Red asks instead to join the Royal Guard. Elisa and her consort Hector are scheduled to go on a journey, leaving Prince Rosario in charge. While they are away, Red begins to notice some strange things about what's happening in the palace, and in the training of the new Guard recruits. Is there a traitor lurking in the shadows?It's been years since I read the first three books in the Fire & Thorns series, and I was concerned that I would have forgotten too much about the previous books, but this book stands on its own fairly well. Carson's writing is strong, and as with the previous books, she doesn't pull her punches. In reading about Red's experiences as the only female Guard recruit, I couldn't help think of Tamora Peirce's Song of the Lioness and Protector of the Small quartets, so if you enjoyed those stories, you might like this one. I'd recommend reading the whole series, just because they are so good, but this book could be read as a stand-alone.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Elisa's story holds a special place in my heart. That trilogy (and short stories) are among my favorite fantasies as they combined everything I love about fantasy into one series.
So yes of course I was excited for this book. A revisit to characters of my heart? A broadening of a world I adore? Sign me up!
What I didn't expect was a novel that while its a wonderful sequel to Elisa's adventures is almost perfect on its own.
I won't deny that having some knowledge of the world didn't help me, nor that knowing some of the characters already didn't give me an idea of what to expect at times. Here's the thing - this is not Elisa's story. Nor Mara's or Hector's. This is squarely Red's with back up from Rosario.
This is also not a "new generation same story" situation. Red's troubles, trials and tribulations are uniquely her own. Unlike Elisa who made and found friends fairly easily, Red is despised just by being in the same room. She's not sweet tempered or patient; she's rocky and brash, having to learn how to accept help from others.
There's a mystery brewing throughout that is well sewn. Carson has always excelled at weaving necessary plot information in a genuine way. The "Then" chapters, detailing Red's life up to that fateful meeting with Elisa give us a good guide as to why she's acting as she does. Carson offers a short explanation about PTSD in her author's note as well.
They did detract from the onward motion of the plot at times. Red relays some of her history in the story itself (as context) so occassionally it felt repetitive to have read it twice.
All in all I'd love to see more of Red as she continued her journey, but I'm just happy to have this one.
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The Empire of Dreams - Rae Carson
1
Then
THE little girl’s memories began in a dark cellar.
She huddled there, knees to chest, fingertips digging into the earthen floor. She liked the feel of it, the coolness, the slight sting as grit separated skin from nails. The earth had always called to her, and she had always answered. Her mamá despaired of her ever having clean hands.
She would have stayed forever if she could, there in the cool dark, smelling the baskets of turnips and hanging braids of garlic, digging with her fingertips. Because it was better than being up there, with the banging and the screaming, which she was definitely not listening to but instead digging and digging and digging. Maybe she could dig a tunnel to the other side of the world, or at least a hole so deep she could disappear for real.
She thought hard about the other side of the world. What it must be like. Everyone said it was hotter than a fire pit in summer, with a sea of sand that stretched as far as the eye could see. She’d love to see something like that, she truly would.
The girl imagined it so hard that she did a wonderful job of not listening to up there for a very long time. Until she realized she had to pee.
The outhouse was up the ladder, out the door, and off to the right of the hut she shared with her mamá. She was not to leave the cellar. Mamá had specifically said to hide, to be silent, to not cry, no matter what happened. No matter what happens. But she was a big girl now, and big girls did not pee in their drawers.
The girl pressed her knees tighter together. It would be over soon. The noises would stop; the trapdoor would open. Light would pour down, and Mamá’s hand would reach into the darkness to lift her out.
Something banged against the floor directly overhead. She looked up, startled, as dust fluttered down and peppered her eyes. The girl did not whimper, or even gasp. She blinked against the dirt, blinked and blinked until her cheeks ran with tears. But she would not cry out, and she would not pee. Put on your big-girl face,
Mamá had said.
Where is it?
someone yelled. A man, with as monstrous a voice as she’d ever heard.
Someone responded, and though she couldn’t make out the pleading words, she’d know her mamá’s tone and cadence no matter what.
How much must I destroy before you tell me?
the monster said.
Whatever reply her mamá made was drowned out by a great crash. Something large had been knocked to the floor. The table maybe. Then came the kettle, clanging against the stone hearth, and the girl stopped digging to put her hands over her ears.
The crashing and pounding went on and on, raining dust onto her head as she cowered in the dark. She pressed her palms to her ears, hard, hard, harder, until her skull hurt.
Silence came, as sudden as a blow.
The girl dared to remove her hands and lift her head, and it seemed that her heart pounding into the strange new quiet was as loud as a scream, and surely if the monster was still up there, he could hear it too.
Boot steps traversed the floor above, slow and deliberate. Her mamá said one word, clear and bold: Please.
The thunk that came was not so loud as before, but there was a wetness to it that made a bit of pee blossom warm in the girl’s drawers. She clenched tight—clenched her legs, her breath, her soul—and prayed for the monster to go away.
Instead, he continued to sift through all the things that belonged to them, and the girl knew they were in ruins, even without seeing. The table, which they had painted together with vines and flowers. The clay vase on the mantel. The iron spit and the spice rack above it, hanging with dried lavender. The cupboard with the missing drawer where the girl kept Rosita, her straw doll. The rope bed with feather ticking that she and Mamá shared.
The monster was searching for something, even though she couldn’t imagine what. She and Mamá barely had enough food to eat, much less a treasure worth searching for.
The boot steps ceased. Light peeked through the slats above her head. The monster had pulled up the braid rug that covered the door to the cellar.
No, no, no, no, the girl prayed. Mamá was always praying. Praying for more food, praying her toothache would get better, praying Horteño the blacksmith would leave her alone. The prayers never seemed to work, but the girl didn’t know what else to do.
A hinge squealed as the monster found the iron ring and gave it a yank.
No, please, no.
Light poured down the ladder, and the girl had been in the dark for so long that it hurt her eyes.
Ah, there you are,
said the monster.
A tiny whimper bled from her lips.
Why don’t you come up?
he asked reasonably.
She shook her head fiercely.
An arm reached for her, draped in the finest, palest linen she’d ever seen. Fingers curled, beckoning her. They were long and slender like spider legs, with skin as white as a cloud.
He said, I won’t hurt you.
His accent marked him as Invierno as surely as his pale skin, with words that sounded half swallowed before being reluctantly shoved from his mouth.
I have to pee,
she whispered. The pressure in her belly was awful, and she wriggled her bottom to keep everything inside.
Let’s take care of that, shall we? Climb up, and you can go to the outhouse.
The girl was not stupid. But she couldn’t stay in this dark hole forever. If she refused, the monster would come down after her anyway.
All right,
she whispered, and she rose to her feet. She wiped her dirty hands on her shirt and smoothed back her hair. Her arms quivered as she reached for the ladder rungs and began to pull herself up.
She was slow about it, thinking, thinking, thinking what to do. No one in the village would come to help, not even if she screamed. It was winter, so if she managed to escape, she’d have to find a warm place to hide. Maybe the monster truly meant her no harm, but she remembered the wet thunk and its ensuing silence, and she knew that possibility for a fancy.
Too soon, she reached the top rung. Her head peeked above the floor, and sure enough, the cottage was in shambles. Near the hearth, sticking out from beneath a pile of splintered wood, was a dark, slender arm ending in calloused fingertips. A smear of blood coated the back of Mamá’s limp hand.
Something changed inside her. It was like a twist at the base of her skull, a little snake of sadness and hate and rage—all combined with a desperate determination that should have died with her mamá but instead would be with her always.
So the girl’s decision about what to do was easy: She would die fighting as hard as she could.
She clambered onto the floor, gained her feet, and faced the monster.
He was tall, maybe the tallest person she’d ever seen, with eyes like deepwater ice and near-white hair that fell loosely to his waist. An amulet hung from his neck, a small iron cage housing a shiny blue gemstone.
She barely kept her gasp in check. The monster wasn’t just an Invierno; he was an animagus, one of their rare sorcerers who could use his sparkling stone to burn her to the ground, or even hold her in place so she couldn’t move at all. She’d seen a few Inviernos in their village before, but never an animagus.
Well,
he said, looking her up and down with his cold, cold eyes. Aren’t you a disgusting little creature.
And somehow she knew he wasn’t talking about the dirt under her nails or the hole in the left knee of her trousers or the tiny pee stain at her crotch, but rather her very own self.
A busted table leg with a jagged end lay beside Mamá’s hand. Maybe she could reach it before he burned her. Looking the monster straight in the eyes, she said, May I use the outhouse now?
If you answer a few questions first, then yes, of course.
She blinked. She’d expected him to say no. All right.
Let’s start with . . . who is your father?
The girl pressed her knees together. It was easier to hold it standing up, but she couldn’t last much longer. Don’t know.
Don’t lie to me.
"Are you my papá?" she asked, peering closer. Mamá had described him as tall and pale, with hair like falling water. And that’s all she’d ever said.
Don’t be ridiculous,
said the monster, and the girl felt a relief so huge it almost loosed her bladder.
Then his frozen eyes narrowed. But it was someone like me, yes?
The girl said nothing.
How old are you?
This part is fuzzy in the girl’s memory. Did she hold up six fingers? Seven?
Whatever it was, she absolutely remembers the monster peering at her strangely and saying, You have an old soul.
She glared. "I’m precocious."
He stepped forward, quick like an asp, into the very air she was breathing. But she did not back away.
The monster said, Tell me what happened to your anima-lapis.
The girl had no idea what that meant, though it sounded like the Lengua Classica, which she did not speak and did not care to. She shrugged.
The blow came so fast she barely noted it, except suddenly she was on the floor, blackness edging her vision, wet warmth spilling into her drawers. Pain came next, exploding through her cheekbone and her shoulder where she fell. Though she hadn’t eaten all day, her belly threatened to toss something up. She blinked and blinked, trying to see straight, as her heartbeat pounded like thunder in her face.
A shape materialized on the floor at her nose: a limp hand.
I’m sorry, Mamá, I’m sorry,
the girl whispered to the hand. I peed myself.
The monster grabbed the girl’s braid and yanked her head backward. He crouched beside her, his moist breath hot in her ear. Tell me where it is,
he whispered.
Tears streamed down her cheeks. I don’t know what animal apples is,
she said. For true.
Anima-lapis,
he said, with a tug on her braid. It would look like this.
He grabbed his amulet and shoved it in her face. The gemstone winked at her from inside its iron cage.
She shook her head, or maybe she just thought she did. Everything was spinning so badly. I don’t . . . I’ve never . . .
She’d never seen a sparkle stone until today. Horteño the blacksmith had told her about them. The stones were magical, beautiful, rare. Only animagi were born with them, though she wasn’t sure how a baby could be born with a stone. She’d seen quite a few babies in her short life, and they were messy and soft and loud; not stone-like at all.
He released her braid, and her head clunked against the floor.
Run, she told herself. But her vision was hazy, and her limbs wouldn’t obey. Maybe in a minute or so. She just needed to blink a little, catch her breath.
Before she could collect herself, he flipped her neatly onto her back and yanked up her shirt.
She tried to cover herself, but he batted her hands away and bent over her stomach to examine something there. A light finger traced the edge of her navel. It was almost a caress.
Hmmm,
the monster said.
The girl squirmed, but he had her pinned.
Maybe,
he said, softly to himself. Maybe.
In a way, it was worse than getting hit, having his soft finger glide across her bare belly. It sent shivers all through her and made bile rise in her throat. She wanted to cover her skin so badly. Wash it. Reclaim it.
All right, let’s go,
the monster said, gaining his feet and yanking her up with him. We have a long journey ahead of us.
She pushed her shirt down as fast as she could, wobbling on her feet. Her pee-soaked pants already chafed the skin of her inner thighs. Are you going to kill me now?
she asked. She needed a weapon. The meat knife would be perfect, but there was no way she’d find it in all this rubble.
Not yet,
he said with a shrug. If we find your lapis, you might be with us for a very, very long time.
Being with him a very, very long time was probably a very, very bad thing. But it also meant she might live long enough to escape.
She said, You should look in the cellar. Mamá keeps things there.
She didn’t look him in the eye when she said it, because she was terrible at tricking people, and he’d surely read her intentions on her face.
A long moment passed. If the monster was smart, he’d tie her up and explore the cellar himself, and she couldn’t let that happen.
So she added, Mamá has a secret place down there. I can show you.
That decided him. You go first. I’ll be right behind you.
The sparkle stone dangling at his chest began to glow, and its anger stirred deep in her soul. It made her insides fuzzy and hot. The monster was preparing to use his awful magic.
The girl moved fast, practically throwing herself into the hole. She was still dizzy from the blow to her head, so her foot missed the first rung and she slid halfway down before catching herself with a grip that made the skin of her palms scream. She dropped the rest of the way and landed on her wet bottom.
The cellar felt cool and comforting and familiar, and it gave her strength. As the ladder creaked with the monster’s descent, she launched herself into the dark corner where Mamá kept a shelf for dry goods—nearly empty of food this late in the year, but the skinning knife should still be there.
Girl, show yourself,
the monster ordered. He had reached the floor of the cellar, but he wasn’t used to the dark like she was.
Over here,
she said, her fingers closing around the knife handle.
He approached cautiously, the light from his sparkling gem casting a bluish glow against the stone walls. His hair seemed especially white in the magical light, his eyes especially icy.
Where is the secret place?
he said. He was so tall he had to crouch to avoid the hanging garlic braids.
The girl hadn’t thought beyond getting the knife, the handle of which was already slick in her damp palm, hidden behind her back. She hesitated.
Girl?
She couldn’t think what to say or do next.
His amulet brightened. A stream of light burst toward the floor, crashed into a burlap bag. The smell of burned stew filled the air as flames licked at the sack, warming her cheeks.
You burned the turnips,
she whispered, staring. Magic had been done, for true. Right before her eyes.
It takes great power to burn turnips,
he said. They contain so much moisture. Show me the secret place.
It’s . . .
The girl got an idea. It’s here. Behind this. I’m not big enough to move it.
The monster stepped forward. He eyed the shelves. Four rickety wooden slats, one of which was damp and half rotted away. They used to be nice shelves, Mamá had told her, before the rot set in.
There’s a hole in the wall where Mamá keeps her special things,
she said. But you have to move the shelf.
He stared down at her. The knife held behind her back was like a beacon, throbbing in her hand. Maybe she should elaborate on the lie before he noticed. What special thing would her mamá hide away? Something precious. Something frightening . . .
Mamá would have sold anything precious. She would have protected her daughter from anything frightening. So the girl was left to stare back at the monster, unable to think of a single thing.
Have you seen what’s inside?
the monster asked.
No,
the girl whispered, more certain than ever that he would see through her. Mamá said I was too little.
Her voice wavered. Her hand hiding the knife shook.
Her fear made the monster smile. Then let’s see for ourselves, shall we?
He turned his back to her and reached for the shelf.
With a grunt and a heave, he lifted it slightly and pivoted it away, then let it drop with a big thunk. He stared at the revealed wall for a moment. His voice was darker than dark when he said, I don’t see anything. There’s nothing—
The girl pretended the monster was a pig at the butcher. With all her might, she plunged the knife into his flank.
And just like a stuck pig, he squealed. Blue-white light shot away from his amulet, a panic flare that exploded against the shelves, collapsing them and setting the remains on fire.
The girl recoiled, tears and smoke blurring her eyes. She had just done a bad, bad thing. No whipping in the world would make up for it. And yet she didn’t feel sorry.
The monster babbled and cursed in a language she didn’t understand. He swatted at the knife in him while the flames ate the shelves and spread to the sack of cornmeal.
She should flee. She knew she should. But the monster’s flailing hand managed to bump the knife handle just so, and it slid out a ways. Blood drenched his beautiful robe, but the knife was barely sticking in him now. The girl had not killed him enough.
She darted in. Grabbed the knife handle. Yanked it out.
And plunged it right back in.
It scraped bone this time; she felt that scrape down to the roots of her teeth. He spun around to face her, but his knees buckled and he fell back against the wall. The knife point thrust out of his abdomen, making a tent of his lovely, bloodstained robe.
You . . .
he gasped. Disgusting half-breed.
His back scraped the wall as he slid to the floor.
His amulet was still glowing, its heat creating an ever-widening circle of char on his robe. You rotting piece of . . .
The sorcerer’s head lolled against his chest. Fire spread around them; its heat seared the girl’s face. She didn’t have much time.
Yet she hesitated. Maybe she still hadn’t quite killed the monster. If so, he would burn alive in the next few minutes.
Shimmering blood formed a pool around him. Its edges lapped the base of the collapsed shelf, now a bonfire. The blood sizzled, and a scent like cooked meat filled the air. She knew exactly what she was smelling, but she hadn’t eaten all day and she couldn’t stop her belly’s instinctive rumble or keep saliva from drenching her tongue.
Her hands flew to her nose and mouth, and she backed away from the glowing conflagration, the monster’s cooking body, and the final scraps of Mamá’s winter stores.
Her back banged against the ladder. She whirled, reached for the rungs, and yanked herself up as fast as she could.
She had to flee. No one who sassed an animagus—much less attacked and killed one—got away with it. She’d get no help from the village; she and Mamá were barely tolerated as it was. She had to pack as much as she could, as fast as she could, and get far, far away.
It meant leaving Mamá’s body behind. Their tiny cottage. The vegetable garden. All the things she loved. The only things she loved.
She stared at her mamá’s limp hand, unable to move. Smoke curled up through the planks of the floor. Her lungs and throat were starting to sting.
Run, my sky,
she imagined her mother saying. You know how much I want you to live, yes?
Well, she had wanted her mamá to live too. Grief swelled inside her, until it exploded into a single gut-wrenching sob.
But that was all she allowed herself. She wiped frantically at her eyes to clear them of tears and stiffened her cheeks and put on her big-girl face.
The girl ran to the door, pressed her ear to the wood, and listened: the muffled stomp of a hoof pawing at snow, the jangle of a bridle, someone barking an order in that language she didn’t understand. The animagus’s people were just outside. She would have to sneak out the back.
Quieter than a mouse, she stretched up on tiptoes, fingered the iron door hook, and slipped it into its eye, latching the door. It wouldn’t hold long if someone tried to force their way in—the door was old and splintered—but it might buy her a few seconds.
She grabbed her ragged cloak from its peg by the door and whipped it over her shoulders. Her fingers fumbled as she tied it at the neck. Mamá’s cloak hung beside the door too; the girl wasted a precious moment staring. Mamá would never wear it again.
But it would serve as a blanket. Sometimes, on the coldest nights of the year, Mamá had pulled the cloak from its peg and draped it over them on the bed. They’d spent many days’ worth of hours cuddled together beneath that cloak.
She grabbed it and bunched it up, then shoved it into the basket they used for gathering herbs.
Cloak, fire, and food,
Mamá had told her. Remember that, if you ever need to flee.
The girl’s feet twitched to run, but her mamá was right; she wouldn’t last long without food. Leftover stew was spilled and soaking into the floor, half covered in detritus from their destroyed furniture. Salt pork was stored in the cellar, but smoke bubbled out of the trapdoor and flames licked the top of the ladder—she dared not go back there. Maybe the cheese wheel? A gift from the blacksmith, which they’d been saving for Deliverance Day. It was around here somewhere. . . .
She searched feverishly, heart pounding and lungs burning, as smoke continued to rise through the floor planking. No cheese anywhere to be seen. Maybe it was buried under the rubble.
Being very careful to not look at her mamá’s limp hand, the girl tried to nudge aside the fallen table with her leg. It scraped loudly against the floor but hardly moved at all.
Someone rattled the door, trying to enter.
The girl froze.
It rattled again as the girl whimpered, her feet melded to the warming floor. The rattling turned into pounding. The door strained against the latch.
Run, my sky.
She hefted the herb basket that was heavy with her mamá’s cloak and fled past the hearth and the pile of ruined, smoking furniture, toward their hut’s single tiny window. It wasn’t a real window with fancy glass, but rather a large shutter that swung upward, which they would prop open during the summer months to invite the cooling mountain breeze.
The girl unlatched the window. Behind her, pounding sounded again, along with a flurry of angry words, as she cracked the shutter open and peeked outside. Icy air hit her face.
No one was behind the house. Just an empty chicken coop and a tiny garden, all blanketed with snow.
She hooked one leg over the sill and was about to draw up the other when something caught her eye. The tinderbox, on the floor by her feet. It must have fallen from the mantel and slid across the planking. It was almost like her mamá had left it for her. A parting gift. Cloak, fire, and food.
The girl reached down and grabbed the tinderbox, shoved it into her herb basket beside the cloak, and slipped through the window.
Her boots crunched in day-old snow. She guided the window shutter so that it closed without a sound. She took a deep breath of clean, smokeless air, gathered her basket close, and sprinted for the trees.
Each footstep was a cacophony of sound, and her every muscle tensed, waiting to feel searing, sorcerous fire at her back.
But nothing came. She reached the trees and dashed behind a thick trunk, pausing to catch her breath and to peek behind her.
The tiny hut she’d shared with Mamá was barely a lump in the snowy meadow. Smoke curled up from the roof. The animagus’s people had probably broken through the door by now.
Beside the hut was the smaller lump of the chicken coop, and for once she was glad they’d had to eat or sell all their chickens. She didn’t have to worry about them burning alive.
Everything was blanketed with white, glittering slightly in the weak winter sunshine. And against it all was a line of shadows, sized like the feet of a little girl, a perfect trail for anyone to follow from the house to the place where she stood.
They would give chase the moment they realized she wasn’t inside. The girl couldn’t outrun people on horseback. But maybe she could outthink them. Use your head,
Mamá always said.
For all she knew, the animagus’s entourage was made up of horrible sorcerers just like him, the most powerful people in all the world. But if they knew anything about hunting, they would have surrounded the hut right away. Never leave your quarry a good escape. All the mountain folk knew that.
The cold was already seeping into her boots, and her urine-soaked pants were growing icy. The girl’s gaze lingered on her home for a final, mournful moment. Then she turned and fled into the forest.
2
Now
I don’t know how old I am. Sixteen or seventeen, is everyone’s guess. Rosario insists I’m younger, but I don’t feel young at all. Today, in any case, I’m going to acquire a birthday. Well, an adoption day, but everyone says we’ll celebrate my adoption like a proper birthday every year from now on. Which sounds nice.
I mean, I’m grateful. I really am.
But I would be just as grateful if Elisa and Hector were fishermen on the coast instead of the empress and prince consort. What I want is a quiet, personal ceremony; what I’m getting is political theater.
Lady Mara fusses with my hair. She doesn’t have to; she’s first lady-in-waiting to the empress and a secret lieutenant in the imperial web of spies, and she can do whatever she damn well pleases. When I tell her as much, she says, Today, it pleases me to help you with your hair.
Well, in that case, thank you.
Red, are you sure you want to cover it up?
she asks, finishing off a braid that starts at my right temple and winds around to the back of my head. I think your white streak is quite lovely.
I want it covered,
I assure her. Black as night.
She frowns, but she complies, reaching for the clay pot on the dressing table. The dye inside is made of crushed walnut shells and kohl, and it costs more than half my monthly allowance.
Most of my hair is still dark from the previous treatment, but my mark shows clearly at the roots above my left temple, a blot of shimmering brightness against my otherwise black hair. If I were to ever let it grow out, it would be a ribbon of white flowing all the way to my waist.
Mara works carefully, spreading the dye with a tiny paintbrush that allows her to avoid my scalp as much as possible. Too much dye on my skin will cause an itchy, burning rash, which is why I sometimes let the roots grow out a little.
You know,
Mara says as she works, I have a mark too. I know what it’s like.
She’s referring to the obvious scar on her eyelid, received in a beating from her long-dead father. It pulls that eye downward at the outside corner, making her seem perpetually sad.
It’s not the same,
I tell her. "No one sees your scar and thinks, Vile magic."
The paintbrush freezes. Who said that to you?
Lady Malka whispered it to her husband once when I passed. It was a false whisper, loud enough for me to hear. And of course there are strange looks every single day, even from the servants. But I’ve learned the hard way that letting someone jump to my defense just makes life at court harder for me.
No one,
I say. It’s nothing.
Mara glares at me. You’re the worst liar I know. If you ever decide to tell me who it was, I’ll have their head.
That’s what I’m afraid of.
Still frowning, Mara gets back to work. A breeze flutters the gauzy curtains of my open balcony. Birds chirrup from the lush flower garden below. The lavender scent of my morning bath lingers in the air. This used to be the queen’s suite, before Elisa became empress and moved herself and her husband into the larger monarch’s wing next door. I’ve occupied these rooms as the empress’s ward for seven years now, and still I can hardly believe that such luxury is mine.
The curtain separating the tiled bathing area from my bedroom is whisked aside. Wed?
says a tiny voice.
Princess Ximena rushes in, still in her sleeping gown, bare feet slapping the tile floor. At four years old, she’s an artisan when it comes to escaping her nurses and guards.
Good morning, Mena,
I say.
She plants her fists at her hips and peers up into my face. Her large, dark eyes are slightly crossed, and surrounded by the long lashes of her mother. Her round face and stubborn chin are framed by the wild, curling hair of her father.
She looks nothing at all like her namesake. The first Ximena was a thickset, gray-haired woman, a specially trained guardian who eventually gave her life to save the empress.
Papá says today will make us sistews,
the princess says.
Yes.
Will you come live in the nuwsewy?
Probably not.
Her eyes widen with hurt.
Before I can explain that I’m a little old for the nursery, Mara says, Maybe Red can spend the night with you once in a while.
She dabs the brush into the dye. As a special treat to you both.
Ximena considers this. I s’pose,
she says, then reaches up with her arms.
Smiling, I grab the little girl and lift her into my lap. Mena, I hope you understand that I already love you like a sister.
The princess gives me a look that could wither the freshest fruit. "I know that."
Be still, both of you,
Mara says, or this dye is going everywhere.
I’m like a statue, but the princess has no patience for stillness, and she starts fingering the neck ribbon of my dressing gown.
Again Mara pauses. Red, what’s wrong?
Nothing.
It comes out too fast, too brusque.
Nervous?
she prods. You’re not usually one for nervousness, but . . .
She gifts me with a soft smile. "This is a very big day."
When I woke this morning, I told myself that I would maintain my composure no matter what, no matter what, but Mara wields empathy like a weapon. The understanding in her face undoes me; my cheeks grow hot and tears prick at my eyes.
I whisper, I’ve worked for this ever since I was a little girl. All those years . . . everything I’ve learned . . . and finally, today . . .
Ah. I see.
Mara applies a final brushstroke to the roots of my hair. Then