Songs for Dark Seasons
By Lisa Hannett
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With a twang in its heart and a song for luck on its tongue, Songs for Dark Seasons takes readers back to the lonesome dream counties introduced in the World Fantasy Award-nominated collection, Bluegrass Symphony.
Trailer parks and graves are only temporary homes for souls in these tales, where gods dwell in churches and parking lot groves. Friday night football stars mingle with sirens; hunters’ wives help their kids not to shoot, but to fly; Chanticleers spar their way into local government; and rash-afflicted men take dryads for lovers. In backwater towns, some witches have the know-how to pin pageant queens pretty, while others relieve girls of highfalutin aspirations. Local crow-boys and bloodthirsty Ursines are the best miners around.
In these thirteen stories, forests are imbued with the deepest, saddest strains of country music, cornfield horizons stretch as long as a lone fiddle’s wail, and distant hills make mandolin promises: sweet and catchy and short-lived.
Lisa Hannett
Lisa L. Hannett has had over 70 short stories appear in publications including Clarkesworld, Fantasy, Weird Tales, Apex, and The Dark. Her work has been reprinted in several Year’s Best anthologies in Australia, Canada and the USA. She has won four Aurealis Awards, including Best Collection for her first book, Bluegrass Symphony, which was also nominated for a World Fantasy Award. Her first novel, Lament for the Afterlife, won the Australian National Science Fiction ‘Ditmar’ Award for Best Novel.You can find her online at http://www.lisahannett.com and on Instagram @LisaLHannett.Also by Lisa L. HannettBluegrass SymphonyLament for the AfterlifeThe Female Factory (with Angela Slatter)Midnight and Moonshine (with Angela Slatter)
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Songs for Dark Seasons - Lisa Hannett
Lisa L. Hannett
SONGS FOR DARK SEASONS
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Introduction copyright (c) 2020 Helen Marshall
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Many thanks to the editors who first published several stories from this collection: John Klima selected ‘The Coronation Bout’ for Electric Velocipede (2013); Michael Kelly chose ‘Snowglobes’ for Chilling Tales II (2013); Mark Morris picked ‘Sugared Heat’ for the Spectral Book of Horror Stories 2 (2015); Mark Beech included ‘Something Close to Grace’ in Murder Ballads (2017); Nick Gevers chose ‘Surfacing’ for Postscripts 36/37 (2016); Sean Wallace and Siliva Moreno-Garcia kindly took ‘The Canary’ for The Dark (2015) and also ‘Little Digs’ (2017).
Thanks also to Flinders University for granting me a short but crucial period of study leave, which allowed me to complete the new material included here.
My deepest thanks to Helen Marshall for her incredible introduction to Songs for Dark Seasons; I count myself so lucky to have such a brilliant, inspirational, and wonderful friend, and the perfect travel companion. I’m hugely grateful to Angela Slatter, Kirstyn McDermott, Kim Wilkins, and Ellen Datlow for their insights and feedback on early drafts of these stories. As always, none of my work would ever have been written without Chad Habel’s love, patience, and delicious cooking.
Contents
Introduction, by Helen Marshall
Soft Sister Sixty-Six
The Coronation Bout
A Grand Old Life
Four Facts About the Ursines
Something Close to Grace
The Canary
Little Digs
Surfacing
Snowglobes
Blues Eater
Sugared Heat
The Wail in Them Woods
By Touch and By Glance
About the author
INTRODUCTION
By Helen Marshall
Often the lonely one longs for honors,
The grace of God, though, grieved in his soul,
Over the waste of the waters far and wide he shall
Row with his hands through the rime-cold sea,
Travel the exile tracks: full determined is fate!
The Wanderer,
translated from the Exeter Book dated to the late 10th century
Lisa L. Hannett is something of a wanderer.
I first met her in 2012 in Toronto where she was celebrating a World Fantasy Award nomination for her debut collection of short stories, Bluegrass Symphony. Already I knew it was a find, one of those collections I’d return to, just so I could turn the words over again, harrow them like a plough sifting soil. Rare are those stories that cut keenly and deeply. Rarer still is the storyteller who hones that sharpness.
She and I were kindred of a sort: both obligingly Canadian, both tenderfoot medievalists. Back then I was in love with the refuse of the fourteenth century--doggerel saint’s lives and romances, scrappy bits of penitential verse--but you could see right away she was made for fiercer stuff. She had an otherworldly presence, half scholar, half-Valkyrie: with sea-green eyes, hair like wound copper and a smile that invited you to listen. I was more than a little in awe.
The next place we met was foreign turf: the Norwegian fjords. By then I had finished my thesis and was living in Oxford on a fellowship, wading my way through the salt marsh of my first novel. She was teaching creative writing at Flinders University in Adelaide, publishing blood-red stories that glittered like garnet. She had snagged some funding for a research trip. Aimless and in want of inspiration I agreed to come along.
The landscape was magnificent, carved up by the slow retreat of glaciers. Lisa--of course--was in her element. She knew that country from the words of its poets. As we travelled, she told me tales of feuds and feasting; of shield-maidens who became queens; of the great wolf Fenris, born of the giantess Angrboda, whose children were destined to devour the sun and moon; of the draugar who guard burial mounds, dying a second death when some vagabond hacks their body to bits. Despite the dark cast of those stories, in all that tale-telling I could sense something vibrant, something desperately urgent and alive.
Canadian by birth, Australian by choice, Lisa has since become one of the vanguards of the Antipodean weird, a radical border-crosser, zigzagging across genre boundaries. Yet for all that, she might better be praised as a wyrd writer for what binds her work together is an interest in the winding and unwinding of fate, of the natural--sometimes terrible--consequences of one’s own actions.
Coming to this gorgeous, unsettling new collection, I cannot help think of Norway’s remote hinterland and the hard-scrabble lives of the farmers who once dwelled there. How they must have struggled against deep snow and scouring rain for barely an inch of good soil. What links those hungry, unflinching northfolk with the denizens of her secret South is the sense of a culture balanced on a knife’s edge. A culture soaked in blood, where vengeance is needful, not borne from depravity. Where either you hold the line or else watch all you love swept away by the storm.
There is an Anglo-Saxon word--ofermod--which these stories call to mind. Overconfidence, it means, arrogance, hubris, high courage, even greatness of spirit. Satan had it. So too did the tenth-century warrior Byrhtnoth. Facing a thunderous force of Viking raiders, he promised them spear tips and sword blades rather than the tribute they demanded. He gave up his advantage to fight them fairly but in the end his shield-wall broke. Headless, the raiders left him when the fighting was finally over. Was he a good man? Did he act wisely?
So too is it with the inhabitants of Chippewa country. Morality for them is a moving target, salvation little more than a song snatched away by the wind.
No one here rests easily. Not Tub the blues eater, taking into himself all the town’s unpleasantness. Not the Reaper’s star quarterback, willing to trade his trophies, his home game glory and all his dauntless brawn for a pert pair of breasts and a fish-girl tail.
Miss Tina-Marie Dalton, haunted by her memories of past lives lived as the brawler Halvdan Daggson, as Hoelun, mother to Genghis Kahn, as Catherine the Great with all her riches, the splendour of her winter palace. Now her trailer park children and two-bit rodeo wrangler of a husband seem dizzyingly small. Vicious fucks, you might call them but they are no more vicious than life itself; and at least they have their pride.
See, if language were a blade, Lisa L. Hannett would be the queen of short swords and butterfly knives both; sincere as iron, coarse as rust. She has a poet’s ear for the perfect turn of phrase and a scrapper’s sense of timing. These are dirge songs of longing, heartthrob and violence. They slip inside you with a quiet, artful twist.
To northerner and southerner alike, fate can be grievous. It can bleed you dry, scatter your kin, leave your homestead wrecked and ruined. But these stories, oh, these stories. They are true myth-stuff: like the gleam of silver in a hidden pocket, like a trashcan fire when the frost lays waste.
Yes, these are tales to get you through the dark seasons, songs to help you find your way home.
Soft Sister Sixty-Six
We thought the rain was a blessing.
For three seasons longer’n our Zeb had started as quarterback, our wheat had withered on the stalks. Our cornrows had grown further and further apart, their pointed leaves dry-curling, ears sprouting smaller than the field mice what chawed their hard little kernels. All the alfalfa grass we’d baled in our fields wouldn’t feed half a herd for the winter. Hides sagged on our beef cattle, while the dairy bessies’ udders hung like empty leather gloves. We got by, just, on coupons and canned-food drives--but our boy never wanted for nothing. Not pork ’n’ beans nor streaky bacon, not coin for the school canteen, not new shin pads nor cleats nor, God forbid, a decent cup and jockstrap to keep his family jewels intact. We’d ourselves go without for a year before it ever came to that.
A blessing, we thought. This rain.
Before the clouds rolled in, there’d been town hall meetings about the drought. Weekly prayer groups in St. Martin’s basement. New moon gatherings in the Lady’s grove. As a community, we drew up irrigation schedules. Padlocked our water towers. Debated over reservoirs and dams. Someone floated the idea of making a lake out of the Lower Horn catchment--but there weren’t a soul in Athabaska keen to turn on that particular faucet, so to speak, and soak so many dusty acres once and for all.
Meantime, we lit candles. Recited catechisms. Poured ale on parched riverbanks. Painted birch and yew with yearling blood. Tossed silver dollars over our shoulders, whistling spirit-summons as the coins flew. Everyone had their theories, of course, about which of these measures finally greyed the blue torment above, finally drew down the water, finally healed the cracks in our soil. Reverend said it were the Lord Almighty’s mercy what saved us--no great surprise there--while Mayor Keesey claimed it were time and patience what wore the skies down ’til they broke. Most folk reckoned it were them other gods what heard our pleas. Them fickle, hidden, oft-cursed tricksters that laughed at and worsened our woes.
Only they could of sent this deluge, we whispered behind our hands. Not to mention the son-stealing lasses what came swimming in with it.
* * *
Our homestead suffered them trickster floods worse than most. The nearest crick became a brook, a stream, a whitewater river. It boiled over the rough banks, churned across miles, devouring our pathetic alfalfa, our wheat, our corn. Currents gnawed at the church house’s foundations, swirled furious through the ancient mound-yards--churning up headstones, restless ghosts, old bones. At the far edge of our acreage, our dirt road plain disappeared under them brutal currents. Our yard became a swamp, then a full-blown lake. The stables creaked and moaned against buffeting waves. Bessies lowed, full-disgruntled. Chooks bocked in frightful screeches.
Perched on a small hill, our house had a good vantage of the destruction.
Ours was the clearest view, we reckoned, of them algae-skinned gals what swum in with the wash.
Closer to town, folk must’ve been too busy shoring up corner stores and sandbagging streets to notice all them slinky-strange silhouettes rippling under the surface. Down here in the basin, we seen things better’n most--but even so, these were no more’n glimpses. An eel-like flick of a tail. A slender arm knifing through the dark water. Firm rumps and broad shoulders emerging, slick and shiny, torsos twisting as the creatures frolicked, flashing pert breasts, before rolling, diving, silently slipping away. All while their eerie songs echoed long and low like muted trumpets, each note felt more than heard.
Even now we can’t rightly say what clinched it--which ballads snared our boys, what promises lured the whole varsity team away from us--but God knows them mermaids must of been conniving. After all, come football season our Reapers was daily showered in rally-girl love. They was accustomed to being adored. Even the rookies. Even the ugly ones.
Now, never let it be said our Zeb weren’t something to behold, on-field and off. If it were pure looks them sea-gals was hunting, well, small wonder our boy was one of the first they took. But damned if he weren’t born for better things than chasing tail and rutting. With that height of his, them powerful guns, he were built for throwing pigskin. By sophomore year he were varsity QB1, fiercely huge but still faster than most running backs. Quicker on his feet than in his noggin, true enough, but we’d always thought him sensible.
Until them sea-lasses came. Stark naked, wriggling like they was already between the sheets, they was too blatant to be sexy. Too desperate to be seductive.
Too easy, we said when Zeb set off across the paddocks with our prize ox that day, humming some lah-di-dah tune. Our boy ain’t one for plucking low-hanging fruit, we told ourselves. Wouldn’t of made QB1 if that were the case, wouldn’t wear that ‘C’ on his six-six jersey. Nope, we decided then and there, our boy ain’t weak. Our boy don’t take the easy grab. Our boy ain’t into no skinny-dipping whores. Our boy’s got hisself some pride.
Oh, the lies we cling to when suddenly life is gone wrong.
* * *
We waited three days before rowing into town to report Zeb missing. It weren’t exactly fear, nor embarrassment, what kept us from talking that long--more a mulish certainty he’d of found his way back to us by then. Our Zeb had his wild side; he weren’t allergic to mischief. Most likely, we told ourselves, he’d whoop it up with them slutty lasses a whiles, dip his wick a few times, then spend the next week sleeping off the fun. We’d waited him out before, and so we would again. Even God gave His own Son sufficient time to come home after a long weekend, despite all the fuss His absence had caused. How could we presume to do any better?
In the meantime, we prayed. We were patient. We left butter and beer on the stoop for whatever hidden folk might exchange it for news of our boy. We played hand after hand of gin rummy. We argued about football. We climbed the grain silo, took stock of our stores, tightened our ever-loosening belts. We spent far too long tending the cattle, swishing through the barn-tide, saying The place needed a good wash anyway while building risers in the stalls, coaxing bessies up onto mucky planks, out of the wet.
Don’t give up, we told ourselves, filling the hours with busywork and hope.
But when another grey dawn washed in without carrying our boy in its wake, we reckoned a recon mission was in order. Might be he’s at the stadium with the other lads, we thought, packing corn beef sandwiches for the trip, filling a couple thermoses with black coffee. Might be he’s playing pranks on the young bloods joining the team this season. Might be he’s camped out on the football field, basking in the memory of last year’s glory. We could still see it: the Reapers all lined up for a 4th and 26 play--only 72 seconds left on the clock--and our Zeb was hauled off the bench, our Zeb launched a 28-yard bullet over the middle to Kane Malicksen--Lord, that boy had a pair of hands on him!--our Zeb kept the team’s drive alive. Reapers went on to win 20-17 in overtime, defying all odds. Athabaska County Champions, now and always.
Might be they’re playing for the home crowd as we speak, distracting folk from their worries with a good old-fashioned game of pick-up. Wouldn’t put it past ’em, we said, to think of others ahead of theirselves.
Good lads, they was. Good men.
For a spell, the thought cheered us.
* * *
When we got there the stadium was teeming, busier even than on homecoming weekend. Rain had swallowed the prime sideline seats, the waterline now risen to the bleachers’ third tier. Canoes was tethered to the goal posts alongside a handful of bright rubber dinghies, and a raft strung together from plastic kegs and grocery store pallets. Folk in yellow life jackets and gaiters carried clipboards up and down the stands, stopping every few steps to take down the names and numbers of all the boys what’d gone lost.
Near the scoreboard, Reverend and Mayor Keesey stood under golf umbrellas, supervising as Coach and half the girls’ swim team slipped on flippers and goggles, plunging pale faces underwater to test their snorkels for holes. What’s going on, we asked, demonstrating why our Zeb was hisself so slow on the uptake. We gave our boy everything, no doubt about it. Clearly, the search had begun without us. Clearly we was late to the party. Any sign of the lads?
There’s tea and coffee at the fifty yard line, Jo-Beth from the school canteen said, pointing a chubby arm halfway up the east stands. A trestle had been set up on the concourse there, supporting a couple of them big metal urns, Styrofoam cups stacked in the drizzle beside ’em. Help yerselves.
But the boys?
Jo-Beth sniffed, wiped the steam from her oversize glasses. Talk to Adeline yonder--yeah, Cooper’s mama. The blonde with the poncho there. She’s keeping track on who’s gone, updating the list, taking details on folks’ movements. Chatting with Sheriff and them scuba folk, letting ’em know where and when the guys was last seen. Liaising she calls it. Triangulating a position.
Reckon Miss Adeline’s watched one too many cop shows, we said, but went to give her Zeb’s details nonetheless.
As we sloshed through the rain, we weathered a downpour of cold glances. Nice of y’all to show up, the townsfolk said with side-eyes and sneers. Y’all hiding something? Where’s your Zeb been? Our boys’d follow yers anywhere, wouldn’t they just. Where’s he led them now? We kept our heads down, stepped careful onto the concrete stairs. Didn’t dignify their accusations with answers.
Nothing like an emergency to bring out folks’ meanest knee-jerks.
As captain, our Zeb ain’t never led them Reapers nowhere but to the championship. He sure as hell led them boys true on the field, didn’t he just, but off it? Well, he weren’t no ringleader. At the worst of times, we knew, our lad became a sheep.
So when Miss Adeline asked after Zeb, we told her only what she needed to know and not a whit more. Three days gone, that’s right. He took old Angus--our best ox--over to clear the corn-mile without so much as a feedbag on his back. Seen hide nor hair of either of ’em since. Nope, weren’t none of the Reapers with ’em. She jotted a few notes, ticked a few boxes on sheets she’d printed up herself. Squinted at our faces overlong, then waved us over to the last semi-dry benches.
There, hunkered under a good-for-nothing awning, we ate our sandwiches. Sipped cold coffee from our thermos lids. Passed on the orange wedges someone rustled up from the locker rooms. Blocked our ears against the hooting and hollering of young girlfriends; the histrionics of young mammas, wailing about trauma and victims and suing for damages. The attention-grabbing farce of it all.
As if their boys was the only ones missing.
As if this disaster were all about them.
Forcing our food down, we fixed our gazes on the snorkelers. Kept ourselves to ourselves. We wouldn’t entertain no talk of victims, we decided there and then. Not ’til Coach brung up some bodies.
* * *
Only corpse the swim team found was two tons heavier than any of our lads, and a sight worse for its time in the water. Bloated and crow-pecked, old Angus looked like he’d been bobbing in the flood-stream for a month, though we knew it couldn’t of been more’n four days.
What’re we supposed to do with him, we asked when Coach floated the poor ox to our pickup, parked close as we could get it to the school grounds. Why not leave him for the birds?
Well, didn’t Reverend go and cross himself at that, muttering nonsense about tending all God’s creatures, as if this sack of rot and gas was anything He’d want stinking up His kingdom. Adeline rolled her black-lined eyes. Ushering folk toward their cars, she steered ’em this way and that, anywhere but in our vicinity. As if suddenly we’d soaked up some of old Angus’ stench. As if, no more’n a few weeks ago, Miss Adeline herself hadn’t been pining for our attention. As if the whole grinning lot of ’em hadn’t been sidling up to our Zeb at the butcher’s or Betty’s Diner or the gas station, shaking his game-winning hands, hoping some of his good luck on the field would somehow rub off on their own kids. As if they didn’t wish their sons was even half so golden as our boy.
In dire times, folk always seek out effigies to burn. Scapegoats to draw the devil’s own wrath. Tributes to appease fickle gods.
We got it.
Meanwhile, Coach peeled off his diving suit and mask. Leave no man behind, he said, the red suction ring on his face accentuating the glare he shot our way. Parade-ground stiff, he scowled then shook his head. As if we was the queer ones for not seeing humanity in this here dead cow. As if we’d killed it ourselves.
Thanks for your trouble, sir, we said. Them back-to-back tours Coach’d done in the desert had left him raw in unexpected places, so we didn’t say nothing snide. If anyone could of brung our boys home, we know it would of been you.
Only, that weren’t entirely true.
There were still as good a chance as any the Reapers’d come rolling home tomorrow, we thought, with mud behind their ears and grins smudged on their goofball faces. Still a chance they’d left of their own volition, still a chance that’s how they’d return.
It was premature to talk funerals, we reckoned, no matter what Adeline’s clipboard had scheduled. Our boys were fighting-fit, they were athletes--goddammit, they were champions--but that didn’t mean they weren’t young. Sometimes irresponsible. Often stupid. Weren’t a single one of ’em who hadn’t gone AWOL when the pressure was on, wasting exam days at the honkytonk, glugging lunchtime pints when they needed to blow off steam.
Whether it were sooner or later, whenever the lads finally showed up we knew our anger--and sweet Jesus, we was angry--would tatter like last year’s grandstand banners, and simply drift away.
We hoped it’d be sooner.
We feared for later.
It’s too much, we said, a full week after our Zeb disappeared. What with the yearlings to break, veal to slaughter, drainage holes to bore in the home-fields--not to mention the roof wanting new shingles, the shed’s hinges wanting repairs, the chain on the grain elevator wanting an upgrade--what with the damp already settling into our lad’s room, the dank smell of blue-mould overpowering all traces of his aftershave, that clamminess replacing his warmth. It’s all too much, we said, spitting into the foul waters what stole him.
We spilled extra salt onto our supper that evening. Stooped over our taters and beans, we indulged and just let despair flow. Once the plates had been cleared, the oats set to soak overnight, we went out to the porch swing. Uncorked a bottle of Jo-Beth’s smoothest brandy. Sipped and wept and gazed out on our drowned patch of dirt ’til the world hazed before us. Heads and hearts wilting, we slept where we sat, blanketed in booze and woe.
* * *
Our Zeb shook us awake.
Come in from the rain, he said, the edges of his body blue-blurred in the wan sunrise. Grip gentle, his fingers snagged our arms like loose strands of riverweed. His hair was grubby, dangling in soaked rattails. Longer’n it were before, the tips grazed his shoulders, once-beautiful brown locks now replaced by manky green. A cheap dye-job, we thought, what with the colour bleeding down his forehead like that, sliming his temples and jaw. Algae pooled in the dips of his collarbones.
Where’s yer jersey, boy?
Hardly a day passed when Zeb weren’t wearing some version of his winning six-six, showing off that ‘C’ sewn above his heart. A cotton T- or a sweatshirt for ploughing. Tank top for gym sessions. Long-sleeve mesh for pep rallies and the real deal when he were out on field. Crimson for away games. White for home.
But now his jeans were no better’n rags, frayed and short as Daisy Dukes, and on the rest of him not a single stitch was left hanging. Mottled blue-white, his skin was cold as a trout when we hugged him close. Gone rubbery in the rain, it absorbed the thwack of our palms as we patted his back. As we knocked him upside the head.
Where you been, boy? Where the hell you been?
Our Zeb weren’t never one for shrugging. Silent, he blinked at us.
Did y’all have fun while we was here worrying ourselves sick?
You could say that, he said. What little focus he’d had now slipped from his gaze, and a flush rose in his cheeks. He half-turned away, watched gouts of water spilling over the eaves. A smile played on his lips, both wistful and proud--an expression we’d seen time and time and time again, after he’d tumbled some local gal, popped some cheerleader’s cherry.
Is that what this is? Y’all were out getting laid?
Took a while, this time, for him to answer. Not that he were ashamed--we could see, by the uplift in his chin, the hands-on-hips pose he struck, it weren’t that. More like he were lingering awhiles in the memory. Keeping it to hisself just that much longer before sharing it. Pondering the right words to explain what he’d done. Or what had been done to him.
The