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The Fire in His Wake, Spencer Wolff’s exuberant debut novel, tells the story of two men swept up in refugee crises of the twenty-first century: Simon, a young employee at the UNHCR in Morocco, and Arès, a Congolese locksmith left for dead in the wake of ethnic violence.
In search of a better future, Arès embarks on an epic journey across northern Africa with Europe as his goal. He reaches Rabat, Morocco, where he joins a desperate community of exiles fighting for survival in a hostile land. While Arès risks everything to make it to Spain, Simon gradually awakens to a subterranean world of violence that threatens his comfortable expat life and fledgling romance with a Moroccan singer. Part colorful portrait of life in the Maghreb, part astonishing tale of hope and perseverance,The Fire in his Wake carries the reader from the inner sanctums of the UN to the hazardous realities faced by the refugees in the streets and on their risky crossings to Europe.
When a storm gathers at the UNHCR, and the ghosts of the Congo’s violence surface in Rabat, the two men find themselves on a collision course, setting the stage for the novel’s unforgettable and genre-busting ending. Eye-opening, suspenseful, and full of unexpected humor, Wolff brings his personal experiences as an aid worker to this unforgettable story of two remarkable individuals.
Spencer Wolff
Spencer Wolff is an award-winning documentary filmmaker and journalist based in Paris, France. An adjunct faculty member of the École normale supérieure (Paris), he teaches a Master’s course focused on the history of diaspora and migration. A graduate of Harvard College and Columbia Law School, he worked at the UN Refugee Bureau (UNHCR) in Rabat, Morocco in 2009. The Fire in his Wake is his first novel.
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The Fire in His Wake - Spencer Wolff
PART I
CHAPTER 1
___________
FIRST RESETTLEMENT INTERVIEW
Do you need a translator?
No.
What is your native tongue?
Lingala.
But you speak French?
Yes.
Good. Before we begin I would like to explain how this interview will proceed. You are here because we have some questions about your dossier. Everything that you say here is confidential. Nothing you say here will be told to anyone, especially not the government. We are not a government agency.
These updates are necessary from time to time in order for us to verify facts and to successfully serve the needs of our refugee population. We appreciate your coming today.
Would you like to say anything before we begin this interview?
Yes.
What?
I was a child once.
THE PROTECTION OFFICER NOTED SOMETHING ON A YELLOW PAD.
Let us begin. What is your name?
Arès Sbigzenou.
What is your date of birth?
June 9, 1980.
You are 27 years old?
Yes.
Where were you born?
In the world’s largest francophone city.
Where is that?
Kinshasa.
What is your ethnicity?
Banyamulenge.
What is your father’s ethnicity?
My father was Congolese.
Yes, but what is his ethnicity?
I remember one time gathering water with my father, when I was still young. A man approached us and said, You stink like a Rwandan. I can smell you from the other side of the hill.
So perhaps he was not Congolese. But my mother was not Congolese. She was Banyamulenge.
The Banyamulenge are Congolese.
Yes. She came from Eastern Zaire. Near Bukavu.
What is your father’s profession?
He was a locksmith. Then he died. Now I do not know what he is.
Why did you leave your country?
Because I had to.
What forced you to leave?
I have told this story before.
Please tell it again.
It is in my file. It is not a good story. Let me tell you something else.
We have some questions about your file. This is why we need you to tell it again. Why did you leave your country?
The war. The war made me leave.
Why?
They attacked my house.
Who attacked your house?
Our neighbors. Our friends.
What happened exactly?
I have told this story. It is not an easy story. You have it in my file. Why do you not read my file?
Your file is incomplete. Please tell me what happened. When was the attack?
At the end of 1998. After the radio programs. Kill the Rwandans. The Rwandans are not Congolese. Kill the traitors.
Why did they say this on the radio?
President Kabila said it. He said the Rwandans were attacking, and that the Tutsis were rebelling. He gave weapons to the Babembe and the Barega.
Who are the Babembe and the Barega?
You do not know?
Tell me.
They were government forces. The government organized them to kill Tutsis in the Congo.
CREDIBILITY ASSESSMENT: NEGATIVE. PRA IS NOT AWARE THAT BABEMBE AND BAREGA ARE INDIGENOUS MAYI-MAYI MILITIAS ARMED BY PRESIDENT KABILA.
Were the Rwandans attacking?
I do not know. My family did nothing. We lived in the neighborhood peacefully. My father made locks.
What are the colors of the Congolese Flag?
Blue and gold.
Name some of the provinces of the DRC.
There is Katanga, and the Kasai. There is North Kivu and South Kivu.
What happened?
It was evening. My mother was cooking.
What was she cooking?
Meat, I think. I do not remember. My father had come back from Kinshasa that afternoon. He had closed his shop early. He said there were rumors that they were killing Banyamulenge in Kinshasa. We knew nothing.
I thought your family lived in Kinshasa. You said in your file that you grew up in Kinshasa.
Our village is part of Kinshasa, but it is maybe two hours from centre-ville. It is called Nonloso. My father’s shop was in centre-ville. There was no work in our village for a locksmith. No one had locks. Our doors were open to Kinshasa. To everyone.
But that night when my father came home, he locked the door. He said he was going to nail it shut, but he didn’t. My mother started cooking. For a long time a goat had lived in our back yard. Then that morning my brother hung it from a tree. No one knows why.
Please tell me what happened that night.
Why you would hang a goat, I cannot imagine. I hit my brother hard across the face. He was on the floor crying. I was about to hit my brother again when six men came to the door. Other Banyamulenge. They were very frightened and out of breath. They knocked for a long time before my father opened the door. When they came inside, they said we would never survive. They said they had seen men burned alive, like tinder. So I did not hit my brother and my father locked the door.
Last time you said four men came to your house. Why do you say six now?
One of them was carrying a baby, so that makes five.
But you say six now? Why six now, when you said four before?
Five, six. What is the difference? I see you know this story. Why must I tell it again when you know every detail?
Why did they come to your house?
My father’s house was the only house with locks. Perhaps that is why they came to us. My father was also well respected in the community. We were not rich, but every year my father hosted a fair. They say Mobutu even attended once, before I was born.
So they came for protection?
My father was famous for a game he had created for the fair. Every year it was this game that attracted the most people.
Did your father belong to a political party?
I do not think so. He just ran the fair. Every year, on the third day of the fair, he arrived at sunrise with three boxes on a cart. He placed the boxes in a circle in a large meadow. One box was silver, another was gold, and another was wood.
Let us try to concentrate on the attack.
Inside one box was a small airplane and a visa for the United States. This meant that you would move abroad and find success.
Inside another box was a beautiful woman and a cow. This meant that you would not only fall in love with a beautiful woman, but also that you could pay the bride price to marry her.
How big were these boxes? He put a woman inside?
THE PROTECTION OFFICER NOTED SOMETHING ON THE YELLOW PAD.
In the third box was a lock, which meant that my father would install locks on your house for free.
Everyone wanted the woman or the plane, and not the lock.
What happened during the attack?
But the game was the most interesting part.
We should concentrate on why you left the country.
Next to the boxes was an immense clay jug full of keys. It took four men to carry it. There were all sorts of keys inside: small ones, big ones, keys in the shapes of animals, keys that did not even look like keys but like tools or ornaments.
You could purchase a key for five million zaires. Only the sons of rich men bought them. That way my father paid for all the keys he gave away.
Or else you won the right to choose a key if you came first in one of the contests: wrestling, running, long jump, the best players in the soccer match… The winners of each contest had the right to take one key out of the jug and try it in the three locks.
They always tried to guess which keys would fit into the keyholes on the boxes by inspecting their teeth. But my father was clever. He disguised the locks with masks.
Masks?
Over one lock he put the head of a crocodile. You had to insert the key into its snout and turn.
Over another lock he put the head of a lion. You had to stick the key into its jaws.
Over the third lock was the head of a serpent. You had to push the key through its fangs.
Were these religious symbols? Were you attacked for religious reasons?
Those fairs were great times for the community. Even the years when no one won. Every year at least one box would not be opened, and some years they never even found the right key for a single box, there were so many keys in the jug. My father would reach into it and find the right keys and open the boxes just to show that the keys had really been there, and that the prizes were really in the boxes.
Everyone was happy anyway. It meant more luck for next year. My father left the prizes in the boxes and added one new prize for the next time. So if you opened a box the next year, you could win two women or two planes, and this meant that your chances of these things coming true were even better. If there were three prizes in a box, then it was your destiny that this thing would happen.
I remember once, there were three years when no one had found the key to one of the boxes. Then a friend of my older brother, Yann, won the wrestling contest. On the third day, he reached into the jug and pulled out a key shaped like a fish, and when he put the key into the mouth of the crocodile it opened.
What was inside?
Inside were three beautiful women and three cows. Yann was not a good-looking man and he was not rich, but afterwards he married the most beautiful girl in our village. No one understood how he did it. The cow he gave was not impressive and the parents of the girl had never shown him a particular fondness.
After that, everyone knew that the boxes’ predictions worked. So even though my father was a modest locksmith, once a year he was a grand homme.
Until the war began. Then the fair lost its spirit. The two years before his death, my father refused to host it anymore.
Which war?
Which war? The war. The war that lasted for ten years. The war that will last my entire life.
CREDIBILITY ASSESSMENT: NEGATIVE. PRA BELIEVES THERE WAS ONLY ONE CONGOLESE WAR. INSUFFICIENT KNOWLEDGE OF THE DRC?
There are two Congolese wars. The first from 1996–1998, the second from 1998–2002.
Two wars; one war. They are the same war. Mobutu, Kabila. It is the same president. The Banyamulenge are never citizens.
The Banyamulenge were part of the forces that overthrew President Mobutu in 1998.
Maybe. I do not know. I know that when I was a child, everyone was at the fair. My father would always give a big speech at the end. He said he was glad a humble locksmith could bring so much pleasure to his community. And his closest friend Guli would yell out every year, Stop pretending you’re so small. You’re not that big.
People would laugh. Then we would go into the village and drink Skol and Lotoko. We would drink so much and dance. But then the one war two war began. Everyone was quiet and stopped laughing. The fair died. No one talked with my family because of my mother, where my mother came from.
What happened during the attack?
I have told this story before. Why can I not tell another story?
It is very important for your file.
But I do not want to talk about this.
If you do not tell the story, we cannot help you anymore.
What do you want to know? Why men light other men on fire? To listen to them crackle, I think. To see what is underneath. Is this what you want to know?
I want to know what happened.
They came. All at once.
Who? Soldiers?
No. People from my neighborhood.
How long after the Banyamulenge arrived?
I do not know. Very little time. A minute. Less. My father locked the door and someone knocked. There was a bad smell of meat burning, but my mother did not go to the kitchen because there were shadows in the back yard.
Shadows?
They came over the back fence. Have you ever disturbed a nest of spiders? Suddenly there are spiders everywhere. They were like this in the backyard. They crawled through the fissures in our walls.
Perhaps that is enough. I stop now?
I know this is hard for you, but we need this information for your file. Please continue.
My file. I think my file has replaced me. My face is made of paper.
Please continue.
You have seen spiders in your life? They kill very slowly. I wonder if things that die by spiders arrive at a place where they do not know if they are dead or alive. Maybe they reach a place that is both of these things, life and death, and they see that death is not so bad. Maybe better than this world of spiders.
Please focus on what happened.
I am telling you what happened. Am I not telling you? They killed them. All the men there. All my family. They began with words. Traitors. Go back to where you came from. We’re going to kill you. You are all Rwandans. Traitors.
Then there were no more words.
They took my sisters. One. Two. Three.
They beat me. Look at these scars. See here. And here. Look at my back.
They took one of the men. The one with the child. And the smell was the same. I could not believe it. There was a man hitting me with a stick. He was shouting Traitor!
every time he hit me. But I am thinking, I cannot believe it. It is the same smell.
The same smell as what? Of what?
The goat. They smell like the goat that’s burning. The last thing I remember was seeing the inside of the man’s arm. He was still holding the baby, but it was glowing red bones holding fire that smelled like goat.
THE PROTECTION OFFICER TURNED ON A FAN WHILE HE TYPED.
What happened next?
One year, I was fifteen, almost sixteen, I won the race. It was the last time my father hosted the fair. All the fastest men in the village ran. The race always took place on the third day of the fair. It was very difficult. You ran across an open field, then through some woods and then back across the same field. There were more than a hundred people that ran that day, and it was very dangerous running through the woods with everyone pushing.
What happened when you woke up?
There was a girl I was in love with. So I knew I had to win. I never ran so fast and I was lucky, because the two men ahead of me tripped over a branch and one of them broke his foot and never ran again. So I won.
Everyone thought I cheated with the key, because it was my father’s contest. But I did not know. I knew only that I was in love and for two years before, only the box with locks had been opened.
I remember looking into the jug. There were so many keys, like a sea of metal. But I knew right away to take the one with wings. I went to the gold box and put it in the mouth of the lion and turned. But it did not turn. So I went to the crocodile, which was on the wooden box, and tried to turn. Nothing. So I walked to the snake, which was on the silver box. I was the last one to go on the third day. No one wanted to let the son of the locksmith go before him.
And we thought maybe that was it. Another fair without a winner. But I put the key between the fangs of the serpent and turned. And it opened.
What was inside?
My destiny was inside. Everything that came afterwards was in that box.
What happened next?
Next is in my dossier. Next is when destiny began.
What happened after the attack?
I woke up. I was not in my home. It was dark. There was a man there, eating. He gave me water. He told me that he had found me unconscious in the street and brought me to his village. He said I had been asleep for days.
And your family?
He told me that I was alone. I wanted to go back and look, but he said it was too dangerous. They were hunting Rwandans. He went to Kinshasa for me. He asked my neighbors what happened, but he found nothing.
How far were you from Kinshasa?
Sixty or seventy kilometers, I think.
CREDIBILITY ASSESSMENT: NEGATIVE. CLAIM THAT A STRANGER FOUND THE PRA IN THE STREET AND TRANSPORTED HIM SEVENTY KILOMETERS TO HIS HOME IS IMPLAUSIBLE.
Why in your previous declaration did you say it was a hundred kilometers when now you say sixty or seventy?
Why do you care about these things? One war, two wars, sixty kilometers, a hundred kilometers. What are these things to you?
You promised to tell the truth.
I am telling the truth. The truth is not the distance between my house and my neighbor’s house. The truth is not whether you call a war one war or two wars. That is not the truth.
Please continue.
I stayed there for two weeks, or maybe three. Whatever it says in my dossier. Then the man told me that there were soldiers looking for Banyamulenge and it was too dangerous for me to stay.
What was his name?
What name?
The name of the man who helped you.
I do not know.
Please continue.
At night I took a pirogue down the Zaire River. I stayed in it for three days. Finally I came to a fishing village. I told them nothing about my past. They thought I was Congolese. I lived there for six years.
What was the name of the village?
Dongo.
How did you survive?
I fished.
For six years?
I lived like the people of the village. I was very sick. The conditions of life were hard. The people were uneducated. Their mouths opened but nothing came out. Like fish. I forgot how to talk living there.
Why didn’t you leave?
I could not leave. I was not right. All the time I was sick.
But after six years you left?
There was a merchant who came to the village once a year to sell things. He was from Cameroon. He helped me very much and we became friends. Finally he offered to take me with him. I went to Cameroon. I tried to work there, but there was nothing for me. I left. I crossed Nigeria, then Niger, then Algeria. Then I arrived in Morocco.
When did you enter Morocco?
2004. I think. In the spring.
Why did you come to Morocco?
I was looking for peace. For a place where I could begin to live again. It was no good in Cameroon. There was no work.
How is your life in Morocco?
It is hard. Very hard. We have no rights here. It is two years now I wait for my foot to be treated. I cannot work. I go everywhere on crutches. I wait every day for the HCR to call me, to tell me I will be resettled and my foot will be treated. I wait every day for this phone call that tells me I can live again.
The process does not work like that. These things take time.
I know that the bird does not make his nest in a single day, but two years is too long. It is enough time to build a castle. My bird does not need a castle to live in. Just a nest.
We do not offer resettlement. I would urge you to concentrate on local integration.
I have no foot. I cannot work. There is no treatment here. For two years they give me the same medicine. It makes me tired, but the foot does not get better. It is not even a foot anymore. It looks like dough, like someone made a foot out of dough.
Your case is being monitored by PALS. You should try to build a future here in Morocco.
They are bad people at PALS. They do not want to help the refugees.
Local integration is the only durable solution offered to you.
I cannot integrate. The Moroccans will never accept me. I am chased out of every apartment because I am African. The children call me names in the street. Azee. Azee.
Two times my landlord threw me out for no reason. The second time, he would not let me back in. I lost everything. Then last month I was chased out by my neighbors. The people from the HCR were there. It must be in my dossier.
Did the OMDH follow up when this happened?
What?
We offer juridical protection to refugees. Did you file a complaint against your landlord?
No. I have no carte de séjour. What is a court going to do for me? I have no rights.
The law applies equally whether or not you have a carte de séjour. If this happens again, you should talk to someone at the OMDH.
Ok.
Where do you live?
In Salé.
Do you have security issues there? Have you had problems with the people in the neighborhood?
No. It is safe during the day. You cannot walk around at night alone, but I have no problems there, except sometimes.
Were you ever attacked? Have you had trouble with the police?
No. Yes. No.
Is it yes or no? Everything you say here is confidential. It is good to say everything.
No.
Can you please look at me when you speak.
CREDIBILITY ASSESSMENT: PRA IS SUPPRESSING DETAILS ABOUT PRESENT LIVING CONDITIONS.
Do you have any questions?
When will I be resettled?
I am sorry, but that is not an option we can offer you at this time.
It is time for you to go. Unless you have further questions?
No.
CHAPTER 2
1986–1996
___________
I was a child once, and I was born in the world’s largest francophone city.
—Resettlement Interview, 2008
KINEE-KIN-KIN-CHASA, ABACHASA-KIN-KU," HE SANG as a child, beneath the large Hagenia tree in the backyard his parents shared with two other families. He was waiting for his father, who was going to take him to centre-ville and show him the locksmithery for the first time.
But his father was busy. One of their neighbor’s children had a worm. Arès’ father was holding him down while the boy’s mother slowly extracted the parasite. It was a delicate process. If part of the worm broke off in the child’s intestines it would regrow.
The boy was screaming every time his mother tugged, "Ezo sala pasi! Ezo sala pasi!" A woman was patting his forehead with a wet rag, but it did not seem to help.
Arès ran over to the watching crowd. Already he could see it: a long glucose tape which, once released, began to spin gently like a swallow at dusk.
The children had been told not to drink the stale water in the basin next to the field where they played, but not everyone had listened.
Now the boy’s swollen belly wobbled on the wooden table at every jerk of his mother’s arm. Cutting the thing into pieces would just mean more worms, so they cremated it in a small pyre. There was a light blue hiss and then Arès’ father collected his hand. Navigating between piebald pigs, they walked down a road lined with palm fronds and aluminum-roofed shacks.
Arès’ father was a locksmith in a community without locks. Windows were open or covered by tarp, doors listed off their frames, and yards bled into neighboring plots. To be a locksmith one had to work in the city center and so his father commuted two hours every morning to his little shop in Kinshasa.
Soon, they arrived at the marché central. Hawkers cried out their wares, and kerchiefed mamas sold mayi sachets and powdery beignets. Arès hopped from foot to foot in excitement. He had been looking forward to this day for months. But the vans were unpredictable. It could be a minute or an hour before one came.
An eternity passed, and then, at last, a van rumbled down the narrow dirt road. Inside was a shaking jumble of limbs. Arès’ father lifted him high and wedged him into a clucking, feathery crevice near the back window.
The boy gazed intent between dusty grills at the first blurrings of land to his memory. Brown, green, and white. Cloudfalls of rushing ochre, bloomy pixels kicked up by vulcanized tires, slow-moving beige domiciles, a sharp isosceles of stone painted with an Olympic torch, mint-green bowers lassoed by vines, minute after minute till asphalt rolled over dirt, granite barriers sprouted from earth, and buildings reared gray, silver, and glass in place of trees.
They dismounted in Ngaba near the Cité des Anciens Combattants. The locksmithery was at the corner of rue Lobo and Avenue de l’Université, not far from the Cité Universitaire. Scores of well-off students lived in the area and they liked to have their keys made by someone from the country who charged reasonable prices. Of course, the zaires they paid went a long way two hours from centre-ville in the forgotten periphery.
Father and son twisted through a warren of boutiques, and then down a wide lively street till they reached the store. Arès’ father furled up the rumbling sheet metal grate and in they went. The lights went on.
Arès loved the luminous clutter of the place. A room so small that both of them could hardly fit, with a countertop they had to duck under anytime they busied in and out. And behind them an imbricate symphony: shanks and whirls, key bits and handles, stout brass hooks and bunker-like sanders, jangling for attention.
* * *
Shortly after his twelfth birthday, Arès began his apprenticeship at the smithery. That same year, the first bills worth five million zaires found their way into circulation and the old money had long since been deemed worthless. A year later, the zaire was replaced with the nouveau zaire, but the new currency did not remain stable for long, and Arès’ father began to accept only U.S. dollars in exchange for his services.
When he turned thirteen, Arès left school to become a full time locksmith. Twelve months of hammering out key bits, milling bolt stumps, and jousting with the lathe had convinced him that this was his calling in life. This shop, working with his father, the exciting bustle of Kinshasa during the day and in the evening, a riverside hamlet livened by the sparks of fireflies and the singing of cicadas.
Beyond this conviction nothing else mattered. The splintering of the government, Zaire’s economic woes and its flares of civil unrest—all this was of as much concern to Arès as the migrations of nomads across far-off deserts. But he was unlike anyone in his family. At times, even his father found his complacency disarming.
In addition to Arès were five other children, three girls and two boys. Félix was the oldest of the brothers. At seventeen he was preparing for the state exam to enter the Business School at the University of Kinshasa, and already his head spun with ambition. The ailing of Mobutu’s regime had kindled hopes of sweeping change for Zaire and, like many of his schoolmates, Félix could rattle on endlessly about a new politics and the end of one-man rule.
Over dinner, while Arès and his father calmly chewed their meals, and the younger children scrambled under the table, Félix monologued about world affairs. He passed Paris and Belgium along with the bread and salted his plate with democratic reforms. He was going to pursue a degree in finance and move to London or Brussels, places Arès could hardly locate on a map.
Once Mobutu is gone,
he said when they were nearly done eating, Zaire will have a tremendous future. It is the largest French-speaking country in the world. It is swimming in resources. It just needs honest men in the government.
It was a speech that Félix had practiced before. Their father just laughed and shook his head. The big fish do not keep to the small streams, my son. The government will always attract the biggest crooks.
All this corruption is the result of Mobutu’s leadership,
Félix replied, his handsome features peering confidently over the table. When he is gone, things will change. In Europe, it is different. I will go there and see how they fish out their criminals. Then I will bring back their nets and do the same here.
Arès looked admiringly at his brother’s broad smart brow, his knowing nose and his dimpled cheeks. It was hard not to be swayed by those two bright eyes aglitter with conviction.
I am not so sure European ideas will help,
their father replied. The Congo did not fare so well last time it was under European influence.
Last time?
Félix chortled loudly. Father, what are you saying? Who defends Mobutu but the French? Who is helping him plunder the country?
Then what is there to learn from them?
Their father creased his brow and began to nibble thoughtfully on a fin.
Félix leaned in conspiratorially as he spoke. Here, the Europeans back the criminals but there…
His hand seized the main course. There they fry them like fish!
He ripped off the backbone and bit with gusto into the white and brown folds of flesh, smacking his lips comically. Even their father smiled. Then his face grew serious again.
But do you think European nets will be big enough to fish out the Zaire?
Their father shook his head. This is not some puny European river. Think of its name.
Arès’ oldest sibling, Yika, coughed loudly from the corner. She was nestled into a wingchair beneath a funnel of light, studying for an upcoming exam. Zaire,
she said, means the river that swallows all other rivers.
Félix turned and looked at his sister. Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail, and a pair of bookish lenses budded rectangular off the oval of her face. She was dressed conservatively for her age, in unpleasant blacks and grays. But when she shifted her weight, the fabric slid over a generous, curving form that was a perpetual source of discussion among the village men. Sought after by a steady stream of suitors, she beat them back with thick legal tomes and a studious absorption that was often taken for disdain.
That is it exactly,
their father continued. Politics here are dangerous, my son. Every time someone tries to divert the great river there is a flood, and many people drown.
Félix leaned back in his chair, his eyes suddenly darkening. How can you put up with it?
he asked coldly. "Do you not understand what it is like for us? If you are young there is no opportunity, no matter how hard you work. You have to be related to Mobutu to get a job. Is this not just as dangerous? You have always told me, ‘Quand un lion mange une mauvaise personne et il n’est pas tué, demain il mangera une bonne personne.’¹ Look around. Our country is being eaten alive by big-cat Mobutu!"
He smacked his palm down hard on the wooden table. The clamor of the children’s tumbling suddenly ceased, and three small heads poked inquisitively above the table like a bundle of dolls.
This is true, this is true.
Their father softened his voice with concern. But why have you given us a traditional saying in French? Is the language of the Europeans the only way to reach you?
Father!
Yika cried. You are always quoting things in French.
Their father’s face crinkled with laughter and he held up two peace-seeking palms. "Maybe I do. But maybe you recall another one of our people’s sayings, ‘Qui veut chercher des puces sur la queue du léopard, qu’il fasse attention.’² If you go out to hunt the leopard, he may eat you as well. What do you think Arès?"
What?
Arès replied.
That afternoon, in the communal van on the way back to Nonloso, a girl had been sitting behind him. When she stood to get off, her hand grazed his shoulder, and his whole body was still tingling from her touch. All he knew was that her name was Christelle and that she reminded him of those ecstatic dawns beside the river, when its waters were smeared with honeyed light. Since then he had not been able to concentrate on anything. A secret voice kept whispering, over and over, that she was the one for him.
Félix laughed. Arès does not have a thought in his head. He is someone to fix locks, not fix a country.
Yika’s wide, intelligent eyes fired with excitement. I agree with Félix. Zaire cannot heal itself.
Patience,
their father said. Patience. I was like you at your age.
He leaned back in his chair and a shadow fell across his face. But change comes in its own time. It demands that we wait. The tree of patience has bitter roots, but its fruits are sweet.
This country has been patient for over thirty years, and the situation has only gotten worse,
Félix said, springing to his feet. A cup clattered to the floor, startling Arès out of his ruminations. When there is sickness in a tree, it must be razed to the ground. When the entire forest is sick, we set it on fire. The fire burns away everything. Only then can healthy plants begin to grow.
These sound like more European ideas,
their father said. He rested his strong, steady hands, curled into fists, on the table. His children could see the veins snake up and down his powerful forearms. We have known here for a long time that the same fire that warms our hands can also destroy the entire village. This is why we use only local fires, and then only carefully.
Local fire, foreign fire, what is the difference? Who cares?!
Félix shouted.
The crash of clattering utensils sounded from the kitchen, and a speckled dog, trailed by a girl in a grubby tunic, came charging into the dining room. Arès’ mother appeared at the door and sucked her teeth loudly.
"Yo, yaka awa! she shouted, pointing at her feet.
You have not finished soaking the beans. There is still water to fetch."
Mamma, how can you talk to her like that?
Félix exclaimed. She is our cousin.
When it is your house, you can speak to the help however you want,
she replied crossly. The girl is here to earn her keep, not play on our sentiments.
The dog whined, and the girl marched reluctantly back toward Arès’ mother, her bare, coal-grimed feet dragging on the floor. When she came within reach, Arès’ mother grabbed her arm and yanked her back through the door.
This is the problem with Zaire,
Félix said, turning to his father. We step on each other like cockroaches, instead of working together like the termite. The Europeans know how to cooperate. This is why they have progressed so far ahead of us.
His father snorted. Remember, Mobutu was educated in Europe and now he is the biggest crook of them all. But he began like you. He began with ideas of a new politics for Africa and look where it led him. Think of the name he took.
Mobutu Sese Seko?
"No. His full name. Mobutu Sese Seko Nkuku Ngbendu Wa Za Banga. The all-powerful warrior, who goes from conquest to conquest, leaving only fire in his wake. Is this the type of fire you would bring to Zaire?"
Then where should I go? And what should I bring back? I will not fish any new ideas out of that idiot river.
Félix shot a condescending look in the direction of the rolling Zaire.
Their father smiled again. "I think if you look around you will find more useful things here than in Europe. Especially if you wish to help the Congo. That is why we say, ‘la connaissance, comme le feu, nous la cherchons chez les voisins.’ The fire that will help us is in the hands of our neighbors."
Arès’ attention wandered, and the voices around him gently condensed into a well-known tune, a fugue and counter-fugue that had played in that house a thousand times. He did not need the words. He simply loved to listen to the sturdy rumble of his father’s voice, as dependable as the whetstones on which they honed their tools. He turned to his father for guidance, whenever there was some secret about the world he needed to unlock.
But Félix’s melody inevitably carried the day. He spoke with vibrant inflections and everything he said sounded like a string of notes plucked from some stirring national hymn. His influence on the rest of the family was manifest. Already Yika talked about continuing her law studies in Paris. Already, Arès’ younger brother and sisters knew things about China and the United States that he could hardly fathom.
It was no different in their village, or in centre-ville, where Félix went to the Catholic lycée. He was tall, languid, and handsome. People instinctively flocked to him. Every day after school, Félix convened a small band of disciple-friends, and spoke about Zaire as if they were all marinating in a stew of promise and only had to reach out their bowls to fill them with greatness.
His friends were like him, puffed up with Zaire’s future and contemptuous of the mediocrity and complacency around them. They were all going to post themselves abroad and courier back enough civilization to reforge the country.
Félix did his best to open his younger brother’s eyes, but Arès was unimpressed. What better place could there be than their small village with Kinshasa nearby? What could he possibly find out by leaving? If he stayed he would be like his father, a man with all the keys.
Each brother staked out his share of the hereditary kingdom. Félix passed the state examination with one of the highest marks and joined the incoming class at the University of Kinshasa. Arès continued to work in the smithery, learning every day more secrets of the trade.
Another year passed, and for once business was inordinately good. Thefts had increased at the university, and Arès’ father was hired to install new locks on several administrative buildings. It was a massive undertaking for the two men. Hard at work, Arès barely noticed as twelve more months of his life flowed briskly by and were swallowed up by the river.
Then in 1995, trouble flooded in from Rwanda in the East and the economy flagged in the West. Business faltered, picked up again, and finally collapsed. All along rue Lobo shops lay dormant, shuttered, abandoned.
Ever hopeful, Arès’ father refused to shut his doors. From time to time, a customer ghosted down the deserted lane and peeked into the smithery, bashful, half-expecting to find no one inside. Father and son waited for these rare reprieves, biding their time before streets that grew hungrier with every passing week.
Then the last customers vanished and the city slept. Its hot dusty avenues gasped as they dreamt, and the months spun out like a long incubation.
Only twice a week now they commuted from Nonloso to centre-ville. Business had been bad before. It would get better. But more time passed, and no one came. Even Félix and Yika began to steer clear of the shop, inventing every excuse not to drop by in the breaks between their classes. The day’s hours deflated like an empty gourd, begging to be filled.
If there was electricity, Arès and his father spent their time watching one of two flickering channels on a grainy three-color TV. There was usually a soccer match on. If not, there were the swaggering state programs on the RTNC, or sketches by Théâtre de chez nous with Kwedi Nsengo and the Group Salongo that made Arès shake with laughter.
Only the evening news was unbearable, especially how it began. Whenever the image of Mobutu Sese Seko, descending through the clouds from heaven, flared on the screen, Arès’ father unplugged the machine.
If the electricity was out, which was often, Arès staved off boredom by picking locks, or watching his father cobble together queerish keys with totemic heads and long molded shanks to throw in the massive amphora when it came time for the fair.
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1 When a lion eats a bad person and he is not killed, tomorrow he will eat a good person.
2 If you look for fleas on the leopard’s tail, be careful!
CHAPTER 3
APRIL 1996
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I returned and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all. —Ecclesiastes
HER BODY WAS A parade.
Arès watched her snake between the three glistening boxes and run her hand down the prepossessing vase. Her name was Christelle Abdoulay. She was a year younger than him and the daughter of a cobbler.
Every man within half a mile was watching her. Her long slender frame was folded in two colorful pagnes, canary yellows and sapphire blues, with lilting peacock eyes that undulated as she walked. She was the only creature moving through that immense meadow of wildflowers, and colorful as she was, with purple lobelias strewn in her hair, she could have paused in a floral patch and vanished.
At the edge of the clearing, beneath the broad flat crowns of silk-cotton trees, children frolicked between palm fronds and picnickers. Wooden tables were larded with cassava and chikwanga and plates of rice and plantains topped by grilled fish. Even treasured bottles of Skol and Primus were in abundance that day (the village had organized months in advance to have enough for the fair).
But the bottles would not last and Arès looked longingly at gold labels he would never touch. Then he raked his foot into the dirt, sneaking a toe underneath the long yellow rope that marked the starting line.
Barely sixteen, he was wearing only white FIFA shorts and his lucky necklace: a golden key that hung off a metal chain. He was straight of jaw with lucid eyes and a broad nose that gabled a wide mouth often busy with laughter.
A man twice his size jostled him on the right, and Arès nearly fell over. He stepped aside and stretched his back and arms. He was lean and not particularly tall, but his body seemed carved for speed. He had been training for the race for over three months, and recently formed muscles glistened on his skin like soft watery stones.
Unhurriedly, he retook his position at the starting line. All around him runners stamped the ground impatiently and cast sour looks at the fairgrounds. The winner from the previous year, a goatherder by the name of Salifou, was laughing loud beside the picnic tables. The race would wait on him and he was taking his time.
Arès watched him out of the corner of his eye, weighing his chances. Salifou’s limbs were extended and knobby, and he ran with long, gulping strides that devoured the trail beneath him. He would be tough to pass. Worse, he was likely to knock Arès to the ground if he tried to edge by him in the woods.
Yika was partially to blame for this. Salifou had practically thrown himself at her feet, and in a moment of boredom or irritation, she had trod him under. Afterwards he badmouthed her to anyone who would listen. When Yika found out about it, she light-heartedly laughed and told an inward leaning group of girls, Monsieur Salifou can say whatever he wants, but it won’t change the fact that he has the head of a goat.
The girls raced home to their families and the nickname goat-face
spread like wildfire. It stuck to Salifou, as much owing to the animals he tended as to his high cheekbones and strangely cut eyes. Two weeks later, a fistfight broke out between Salifou and Félix. Both families were called on to apologize.
Still laughing, Salifou shot Arès a mocking glance, and then quieted as Félix strolled a little too close, trailed by a jostling band of university friends. After they passed, he made some sort of crude joke and discharged a shriek of laughter that caught everyone’s attention.
A golden bottle, pearled with condensation, tipped disorderedly in his hands.
Times were not good, had not been good for a while. The soldiers’ riots in Kinshasa, the hyperinflation, the schismed government, the loss of the Lake Kivu region first to the Tutsi rebels and now to the Hutu paramilitaries. The authorities seemed absent. It was even rumored that Mobutu had cancer. It was impossible to know. The Leopard of Kinshasa,
the Big Man himself, had been holed up in his jungle palace for almost two years.
No one knew how long Zaire would last.
The fairgoers celebrated in their own fashion, trying not to think of unpleasant things. Some were brasher than normal, speaking arrant thoughts and making extravagant gestures. People were a bit too drunk, talking a nudge too loud. It was the last day of the fair, and the past two days had been disrupted by several brawls.
Others, like Arès’ father, seemed uncharacteristically circumspect. It was impossible not to notice that certain groups that had always intermingled now kept their distance.
In a cluster beneath the spreading canopy of a Mahogany tree, some of Mobutu’s more fervent supporters were dressed in leopard print toques and martial abacosts. They looked like a pride of jungle cats. Two of them even held traditional tufted spears, a symbol of the Zairianiasation folly that the president had inflicted on the country.
In former years, Arès’ uncle Guli could have been found capering in front of them, hooting like a chimpanzee and yelling something about digging up his ancestral roots. But this year he kept close to his friends and talked softly.
The felines were conversing heatedly with three or four Rwandan Hutus, newcomers to the region. There were hundreds of them streaming into Kinshasa every day, but these were the first to trickle out to the village.
Arès had heard rumors of war and more in the East. But the East was impossibly far off and insubstantial to a young man about to assure his future.
On the eve of the first day of the fair, Arès had been loping along the river’s edge, returning from a late afternoon run. He was about to turn toward the village when he saw a half-silhouette capped by a diaphanous green foulard.
He slowed to a halt beside her. What are you doing here?
It’s too hot. I wanted to go for a walk by the river where it’s cool.
These aren’t safe times,
he said. You shouldn’t be walking alone. I’ll walk you back.
Maybe it will be more trouble if I walk with you.
No, because I am going to marry you,
he replied.
Oh really?
She laughed like a cascade of water. Her eyes seemed curiously immense in the waning light. Like enormous goblets that he could drink from. You see, already I have trouble. A few minutes ago I was walking alone and I was free, and now I’ve started walking with someone and I am a married woman. I think it is safer if I walk alone.
He tried to take her hand but she skipped away.
Is it not better to be married?
he asked.
And where will we live when you marry me?
Here,
he said, surprised. Where else?
I don’t want to live here.
We can move to Kinshasa then. My family’s business is there.
But I don’t want to live in Kinshasa.
Where do you want to live then?
He screwed his eyes together, perplexed.
Somewhere better. Somewhere not here.
She gestured indistinctly toward the river.
Brazzaville? Why would you want to go there? It’s a city of beggars. They clean our toilets.
She laughed again, like light bursting through leaves.
There are many men here who want to marry me,
she said, tears of mirth drizzling down her cheeks.
Yes, but I am going to win the race in three days, and I am going to pick the key that will open the box with the beautiful woman. And since you’re the most beautiful woman in the village, I am going to marry you.
She wound the green foulard tighter about her shoulders as they walked.
So your father told you which key it is. But why do you think you are going to win the race? There are many men faster than you in the village.
My father would never tell me which key it is. It’s been three years since anyone opened a box. Whoever finds the right key will marry you.
I did not know my fate was already decided. And I wanted to move away. How sad.
She turned her head away from him toward the river where a bluish heron skimmed low upon the water. Galaxies of mosquitoes fogged the air. Above, in the reddening sky, an airplane plunged south toward the airport at Ndjili, its contrails burning behind it like a trail of flames.
We can move wherever you like,
Arès replied.
And what if you pick another box? What if you open the box with the planes? Then you’ll have to move away without me.
That won’t happen.
He reached out for her hand again and this time he caught it. I am going to run faster than you can believe. Faster than that bird is flying.
We’re here,
she said. He looked up and before he knew it, she had unclasped her hand and sped between two adobe huts that marked the perimeter of the village.
He wanted to give chase, but something nameless held him back.
Not far from the river’s edge, he squatted down beside the ghostly roots of a silk-cotton tree and watched her melt into moving shadows as if passing through a portal into another world.
He was looking at her now, while last year’s winner, cocksure of himself, took his place at the center of the front line. Arès had come in twentieth the year before, and though he found himself among the vanguard runners, he was far over to the left. There were nearly two hundred men entered in the race.
A high whistle, shrill and stuttering, stabbed through the fairground bustle. Then silence. It was the signal for the race to begin. Breaths came hot and short. Muscles bunched and slid beneath taut human hides.
Arès’ father took the ceremonial position on a raised flat rock off to the side of the starting line. Then he lifted the ceremonial cane, crested high with plumage, and let it fall against the stone below with an almost deferential rap.
The earth condensed, dented and bunched, beneath the instantaneous press of four hundred feet. Then the meadow shuddered and the afternoon air cleft into a thousand moving vectors.
Arès darted forward, shoving to get in front. The course narrowed quickly as it moved from the open meadow into the jungle. Getting caught behind a slow runner where it was difficult to pass would mean falling irreparably behind.
Soles pounded through the grasslands, and the air hummed with the shuttling of startled insects. Arès kept his mouth as thin as possible while he ran. Around him erupted salvos of hacks as racers inhaled the whirring things. Arès punched ahead.
Two hundred meters gone and a group of thirty men had already separated themselves from the pack. With a hundred meters to go until tree line, a total mêlée erupted at the lead. There was something acrid in the air and shoulders ground together with more force than ever in the past. Arès watched two close friends tussle their legs and