This Fortress World
By James Gunn
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SFWA Grand Master James Gunn's _This Fortress World_ takes place in the far future of our galaxy, when countless civilizations have risen and fallen, leaving only their marvelous scientific achievements as legacy to those worlds which have now fallen into a new Dark Age. On the planet Brancusi, William Dane, an acolyte monk in the all-powerful Church, comes into possession of a crystal pebble dropped in the offering plate, a stolen treasure believed to hold untold secrets of mankind's past. There are powerful men who will stop at nothing, including murder, to recover this ancient artifact. Ignorant of the outside world, who can Dane find to help, and who should be trusted with the pebble's secrets?
James Gunn
James Gunn (1923–2020) was an award-winning science fiction author of more than twenty books, including The Listeners and Transformation. He was also the author of dozens of short stories such as "The Immortals" and editor of ten anthologies.
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This Fortress World - James Gunn
THIS FORTRESS WORLD
by
JAMES GUNN
Produced by ReAnimus Press
Other books by James Gunn:
Star Bridge
The Joy Makers
The Immortals
Transcendental - The Trilogy
Transcendental
Transgalactic
Transformation
Pilgrims to Transcendence
The Magicians
Kampus
The Dreamers
The Joy Machine
The Millennium Blues
Station in Space
Future Imperfect
The Witching Hour
Breaking Point
The Burning
Some Dreams Are Nightmares
Crisis!
Tiger! Tiger!
The End of the Dreams
The Unpublished Gunn
Human Voices
Isaac Asimov: The Foundation of Science Fiction
The Discovery of the Future: The Ways Science Fiction Developed
Man and the Future
Speculations on Speculation: Theories of Science Fiction
Triax
© 2020, 1955 by James Gunn. All rights reserved.
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Table of Contents
Preface
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-one
Epilogue
About the Author
Preface
In 1951, with a dozen published stories, I decided that it was time to start a novel. I worked on it evenings and weekends while serving as an editor for Western Printing and Lithographing (which published Dell Books and Little Golden Books, among others). Then, at my first World Science Fiction Convention, in Chicago, I learned from my agent, Frederik Pohl, that I had sold four stories, and I returned to full-time writing in Chanute, Kansas, and then in Kansas City, Missouri, broken by a three-month stint as assistant director of civil defense for Kansas City. When my agent, Frederik Pohl, sent me a contract for This Fortress World from a publisher just getting into the SF business, Abelard, I gave up the security of a paycheck once again for the uncertain existence of a free-lance writer.
This Fortress World was my first novel, published the same year, 1955, as Star Bridge, my space-epic collaboration with Jack Williamson. They make a good pair. This Fortress World might be called an anti-space-epic, or in the terminology of a later critical period, a meta-space-epic. At that time space epics were relatively bloodless; billions of rational beings, even entire worlds, could be destroyed without blood-shed. Streets were never grimy; personal needs or hygiene were never mentioned; passions were reserved for politics or science. What I decided to write was a naturalistic space-epic that showed far-future events the way they would seem to someone who actually lived in those distant but disturbing times. Hemingway once said that he was trying to show in his stories and novels the way things were.
I was trying to show the way things may be.
Isaac Asimov used as the model for his Foundation stories The Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire; I used the Dark Ages.
When I turned in the manuscript, Abelard asked me to approve some editorial changes, and, being young and inexperienced, I refused and Harry Altshuler, my agent after Fred got out of the business, resold the novel to Marty Greenberg’s Gnome Press. When it was published in a good hardcover edition (for $3—$2.50 in Marty’s Pick-a-Book plan—today used copies sell for $50 or more) with one of my favorite dust jackets and reprinted as an Ace double-novel (back to back with Robert Silverberg’s first novel The Thirteenth Immortal), the novel received little notice (Damon Knight dismissed it in a fan review, later collected in In Search of Wonder). The hardcover and paperback editions earned only its $500 advance; Marty was always behind in his payments to authors, and I learned my first lesson in freelance writing that I later codified for my writing students as Gunn’s first law: Sell it twice! Since then the novel has been translated into German, Italian, Spanish, French, and Chinese, and reprinted in England and by Berkley Books. A few writers, such as David Drake, remember it as influential.
The introduction to my book Breaking Point, a collection of stories written about the same time as This Fortress World, said, I look back upon them now as my attempts to bring to the task of telling a science-fiction story everything I knew about setting and symbol, theme and character.
And: Interested readers may note the evolution of a writer.
I could say the same things about This Fortress World.
—James Gunn
Prologue
...Wherever you are, wherever these words have been carried by chance or stealth, you read this in the splintered wreckage of the Second Empire.
Go out tonight, look at the sky, and see the scattered stars, distinct, separate, alone, divided by infinite chasms of hate, distrust, and the realities of power. See them as they really are—great, gray fortresses guarded by the moats of space, their walls manned against the galaxy.
The Second Empire. Say it aloud. Let it inflame the imagination. Let its meaning sink into the soul.
An empire. Within it the numberless worlds of the inhabited galaxy united, working together, living together, trading together. The name alone tells us that much. But how did it work? How was it held together? How were disputes decided, wars avoided? We don’t know. We will never know. Only the name comes down to us. We remember it, and we remember, dimly, a golden time, a time of freedom and peace and plenty, and we weep sometimes for what is gone and will not come again.
The Second Empire. It implies another, an earlier, but of that we have no memory at all.
The Second Empire. Will there ever be a third? We dream, we hope, but we know, deep down, that the golden days are gone, and we cannot call them back. The Second Empire is splintered, and the wreckage is drifting apart, so far that it can never be pulled together again.
We are no longer men. We are shadows dancing a shadow dance inside our shadow fortresses, and the golden days are gone...
—The Dynamics of Galactic Power
Chapter One
I was running through the infinite dark, alone and afraid. I was afraid because I was alone and alone because I was afraid, and I hurt somewhere, not knowing where, unable to find out because I was running, unable to stop because I was afraid.
Behind me came the patter of feet, chasing me down an unseen corridor, and the feet were light and almost noiseless because they were disembodied, and the corridor was black and unknowable because it was lost in time and space, as I was, without a home.
Worst of all was the silence, the complete silence that enveloped me like the darkness and was worse than the darkness because my need to speak and hear was greater than my need to see, and if I could break the silence, the darkness would shatter and I would no longer have to run. And the feet came closer in spite of my speed and the panic that urged me on ever faster through the darkness and the silence, because the feet had no leaden body to hold them back.
Slowly consciousness of where I hurt came to me. It was my hand, my hand hurt because of the glowing coal I carried there. Fresh fear surged through me, and the fear was mixed with shame, and I let my hand open; I let the coal fall away. And the patter of feet behind faded and my fear left me, but in its place came an aching loneliness because even the corridor was gone now and I was truly alone, floating in blackness without an anchor to anything, and truly without a home.
My mind spiraled through the emptiness and the silence and the dark, searching for something else alive in the infinite, but there was nothing. Nowhere was there anything to speak to, and if there had been something, there was no way to speak.
And I woke up, my hand fumbling automatically at my waist pouch for reassurance, but the pebble was gone, and I knew why it was gone, and I remembered. I remembered how fear first entered my world...
The liturgy was echoing through my mind when I saw the girl step through the flickering golden translucence of the Barrier. She was terrified.
...your God is here...
Terror! I recognized it, and I did not know how I knew.
All my life had been spent within the monastery. The monastery walls are wide, and within them is the world’s peace. The monastery walls are high, and the world’s torment can never climb them. Behind them I was contented and at peace, and it was quiet joy that the clear pattern of my life would never lead me outside.
I did not remember ever being outside. I did not remember my father or mother or their names or how they had died, if they were dead, but it did not matter, because the Church was father and mother to me, and I needed nothing else.
The emotions I knew were few and simple: the Abbot’s powerful piety; Brother John’s intense, sometimes feverish, search for scientific truth; Father Konek’s absorbed contemplation; Father Michaelis’s occasional mystic rapture. But terror was an alien. Like the other soul-disturbing passions, it could not pass the Barrier, just as physical objects could not pass.
...behind the veils of ignorance and doubt you must seek Me, for I am there, as here, if you will see...
Here in the Cathedral it was a little different, but I had only been on duty here twice before. The people entered the place that had been set aside for them, their place of contact with the life of the Church, seeking what we had so much of—peace. They came through the Barrier troubled, and they left in peace, reconciled with the Universe. I had felt their troubles distantly, and I had pitied them, and I had been glad when their troubles were taken from them.
But now I knew that the passions I had received in the control room were poor second-hand things. The girl’s terror was an aura that surrounded her. It touched me with cold fingers, springing to my eyes from the screen, to my fingers from the gauntlets—
My eyes flicked to the clock. Already the timing was seconds off. I pulled my right hand free, tripped a switch, adjusted a knob. The Dissipation would have to be abrupt. If the Abbot should learn...
Below, the mists began to fade, to drift away in wisps, and a nebulous face looked down out of the black depths of space. Nebulous, and yet the worshippers fleshed it out with details from their own need. I knew. I had been below during our own services, and I had seen what they saw, felt what they felt, heard in my mind what they heard.
...for I am peace, where I am there is peace, where peace is, there you will find me, peace everlasting...
My eyes returned to the screen, to the girl. She was still there, just inside the Barrier, and as surely as I had known that she was terrified I knew that she was beautiful. I wondered briefly if this was temptation. The thought was fleeting, and I did not pursue it. It was enough that I was twenty, and she was beautiful and afraid.
She was out of place among the people below. Freedmen and slave came here and occasionally a serf when necessity brought him to the Imperial City. They called this the Slaves’ Cathedral. I saw many below, dressed poorly or richly according to their master’s wealth but all with their imitation metal collars: gold, silver, iron...
The girl was obviously patrician. Her bones were fine; her features were delicate. She stood straight and slim and proud. Her skin had never been blighted with the long days under burning skies or the slow destruction of the death-dust rooms; her back had never bent to stir the stubborn soil. Her clothes were rich. Her cloak was a silky, woven plastic glistening with metallic threads; her skirt molded itself to long, slender legs.
...nothing enters that place set apart for your enlightenment except that which can receive Me and My gift to mankind...
She was breathing hard. One hand was clenched into a white-knuckled fist at her side; the other was a palm pressed against her breasts, as if to calm their trembling. She looked over her shoulder, back through the Barrier. She stiffened, her chest swelling with a great, half-strangled breath. Then, slowly, she let it out.
...for here is sanctuary where none but the peace-loving can enter, where strife is forever barred...
I switched to the outside screen. Four men stood outside the Barrier, looking up the long easy steps toward the Cathedral entrance, toward the golden web. They were dressed alike, but I didn’t recognize the uniform. In a world of color, they wore black. They weren’t members of the Spaceman’s Guild because the black of that uniform is relieved with silver. Neither were they nobles or Peddlers or mercenaries.
I shivered. They were like black shadows on a cloudy day, shadows of evil, shadows where there should be no shadows.
I remembered what they were. Once a visiting priest had mentioned them. Father Konek had shuddered, but I had listened eagerly.
They were mercenaries who did not wear the uniforms of their masters. They were the clever ones who worked with their minds as well as their guns, who slipped soundlessly through the cities of this and other worlds on missions that were secret and sinister. They were deadly, like snakes, and like snakes they were privileged. No man touched them for fear of their fangs.
I saw other things: the inconspicuous bulge of guns under their arms, their casual, almost languid expressions of indifference. Were they as indifferent to life as the priest had said? Did they kill so easily, and did the killing mean nothing?
I looked at one face longer than the others. It was dark and bold and amused; cold black eyes were separated by a huge, jutting nose that was grotesque but not funny. It was not funny at all; it was frightening.
I shivered again and switched back to the view inside...life is chaos, life is hunger, pain, unending struggle, life is death—but death is life...
The girl paid no attention to the service. She ignored the spectacle revealing itself before her, the words that must be imprinting themselves on her mind as they were on mine. Perhaps she was a skeptic as so many of the patricians were, accepting the fruits of the Church while they scoffed at its tenets, tolerating its existence for the service it rendered in pacifying the people—
Tolerating? I had come close to heresy. My thoughts had approached a dangerous edge. At the bottom of the precipice beyond were piled the bleached bones of countless unwary thinkers. No one tolerated the Church; it was, it existed by its own spiritual power, it lived by the strength of its faith and the forces that were the physical extensions of that faith.
Why had the word sprung into my mind?
...your life that is death render unto those who have been given power over it, for it is nothing. Your death that is life belongs to you and to Me, and you shall live it insofar as it is of Me...
Perhaps the girl’s terror blinded her eyes and mind to the Message. A complete skeptic could not have passed the Barrier, except seeking sanctuary. Sanctuary was here if she wished to claim it. Beyond the walls protected by the peace of the Church she would never need to move, if she wished to dedicate herself to those things which were the domain of the Church or if she wished merely for peace, peace and forgetfulness, now and hereafter. She had only to pass through the Portal, which was similar to the Barrier except that it was light blue and opaque. It was directly under the Revelation.
Choose the Portal! I wished. The terror will disappear; you will never tremble again.
The wish went as quickly as it came. A knowledge that I did not recognize whispered that the girl’s life force leaped too high; her death wish was almost non-existent. She could never pass the Portal, even if she wanted to.
And yet her glance leaped desperately around the Cathedral, searching the smooth walls and floors as if for a place to hide. She stepped nervously toward the front of the Cathedral, toward the hard kneeling-benches dotted with silent worshippers. She stopped, indecisively, and looked back again through the golden veil of the Barrier toward the carelessly watchful men outside in the drab street.
They could not enter, but she could not leave without facing them and their purpose. Both hands were clenched at her sides now, one slightly larger than the other, her shoulders slumping. Her hands would be cold, I knew suddenly. Mine were cold too, inside the gauntlets.
...into the hands of My ministers I have given the power of working miracles in My name...
Guiltily I awoke to my duties. I had allowed myself to be distracted again. Responsibility for an occasional Cathedral service was a special honor for an acolyte, but if these slips were noticed, my taking of orders might be delayed another year. Already I was a year beyond the usual age. I adjusted the cap and slipped my hands back into the gauntlets.
Out upon the darkened platform below I stepped in the full, coarse, gray robes of the monastery, my head cowled, my face shadowed into anonymity. And if the image was an illusion, the effect was solid and three-dimensional. Softly, slowly, the Miracle Theme began, swelling throughout the rest of the service until it reached a thundering, triumphant note of challenge and plunged into a gently muted blessing.
At first the miracles were ritualistic and uninspired. My image cupped its hands. Out of them grew a brilliant red flower. My hands drew away; it hung suspended in the air. It was only a bud, but it blossomed and grew, its colors brightening, glowing, until the petal lines were lost in the brightness. And it was a sun, yellowish instead of the familiar white, flaming gently on a family of planets. They circled it, spinning in the darkness; as the third world swam into view, the sun began to fade. And the third world swelled up blue-green and lovely until its spherical outlines melted into a flat, pastoral land, a green land of peace and plenty.
...to tend My creatures...
Fleecy, four-footed animals grazed peacefully on the cropped green turf, but their guardian was not the usual cowled monk. Sudden inspiration made it a girl in flowing white robes, the girl whose terror had led her to seek sanctuary in the Cathedral. Here she was not tormented by fear; here she was at peace with herself and her world, her clear eyes gazing out untroubled upon an untroubled land. Here she was beauty, even more beautiful than reality.
She turned and skirted the foot of a low green hill. A large white building rose behind, a building with a beautiful hemispherical dome. She passed through a wide archway that had no doors, into a room almost filled with tall racks, each rack with its row of plastic-enclosed memory tapes or even older, tattered books.
...to preserve knowledge...
The vision was detailed because I knew it so well. It was the historical Archives. Monks worked and listened and studied in small, bare cubicles along the wall. The girl drifted through the room and into another beyond, where large transparent cases exposed their mysteries for an endless distance.
...the history of mankind—for all men are one...
It was the museum of ancient artifacts, with its displays of strange tools, machines, and weapons, restored and reconstructed, gathered from a hundred worlds. But that huge room, too, was left behind, and the girl entered a third.
...beauty...
Beauty—the room blazed with it: statues, paintings, patterns of light for the eye; delicate carvings, fabrics, and artificial stimuli for the finger tips; bottled and generated odors of rare sweetness and strange pungency for the nostrils; uncounted sources of music for the ear... And even among these resurrected masterpieces of a thousand forgotten geniuses, she was more beautiful... When she came out at last into the open again, it was night. A large, luminous satellite let down a pale silver light upon the face she lifted to the jeweled sky.
Her arms spread wide, she embraced the heavens in a gesture that claimed kinship with the universe. Her body was love, her face was hope, her gesture was unity—mystic unity, the infinite circle that encompasses all existence but does not restrict. Up the path of the girl’s arms, the view fled, out into the denser blackness of space until the worshippers were once more face to face with their God.
...custody of these things I have given to My ministers to hold in trust for humanity because they contain man’s search for eternal truth....
My participation was over, but I realized what I had done. Innovation was close to rebellion, and I didn’t want to rebel. I was happy. I was secure. I was dedicated to a life that was eminently worthwhile, with which my life was intertwined, in which it could find its greatest fulfillment. Rebellion? At what did I have to rebel? And then I saw the girl on the screen, and I knew.
Not life but Life—not the specific but the general. Life that brought here to the Cathedral almost mindless men, that left them here briefly for a moment of almost mindless peace, Life that had scourged a girl with terror into momentary sanctuary. And at that moment I realized that there is a greater duty, a greater fulfillment, than unthinking obedience.
Would I ever be the same?
I had given the girl something—I could not say exactly what it was—a wordless message of beauty and hope and faith and—and love. She was kneeling at a bench in the back, her face upturned to the Revelation, smiling a little, her eyes glistening with unspilled tears. And I was glad. Whatever price I was called upon to pay, I knew that regret would never