The Toy Thief
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Jack didn’t know what to call the nameless, skeletal creature that slunk into her house in the dead of night, stealing the very things she loved the most. So she named him The Toy Thief…
There’s something in Jack’s past that she doesn’t want to face, an evil presence that forever changed the trajectory of her family. It all began when The Toy Thief appeared, a being drawn by goodness and innocence, eager to feed on everything Jack holds dear. What began as a mystery spirals out of control when her brother, Andy, is taken away in the night, and Jack must venture into the dark place where the toys go to get him back. But even if she finds him, will he ever be the same?
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D. W. Gillespie
D.W. Gillespie has been writing dark fiction in one form or another since he was old enough to hold a pencil. He's been featured in multiple horror anthologies, both in print and online. His books include, The Toy Thief, Still Dark, and Handmade Monsters.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This is a strange, dark, twisted book. Menace at every step, enhanced by the sometimes disjointed narrative given by the main character. It was a book I didn't always like to pick up, not because it's a bad book (it's not) but simply because it was so darned creepy.Many thanks to Flame Tree Press for the ARC.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Interesting story...In this book our main character, a female named Jack, is telling the story of her life and how a horrible force became a part of it one night as it crept into her home. Will she ever be able to overcome this? or will it haunt her forever even as an adult?Okay I am torn with this book. I really want to love it because the story is so original. However I just can't get into the writing style. The narrative is written in first-person from Jack's point of view and it is basically her telling the story of her life. In a sense it is a coming-of-age novel with a horror setting. It jumps around from scene to scene and makes it so you're so scattered at times you don't even know where you are during the storyline. I also found Jack the main character is very unrelatable and unlikable even as she comes off as very annoying and whiny in her narrative.I give the author props for coming up with an original story. As a horror fan I am always glad to tip my hat to those who can come up with new and original ideas in my genre. I just thoroughly feel that I would have enjoyed this book a lot more had it been written in a third-person perspective instead of first-person like she's telling a story to someone sitting in front of her. a play-by-play sort of narrative would have been a better way to approach this story in my honest opinion.I can't say that I would really recommend this book, perhaps for the originality of the story but not much more.
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The Toy Thief - D. W. Gillespie
D.W. GILLESPIE
The Toy Thief
FLAME TREE PRESS
London & New York
To Grant and Lily, Daddy’s little monsters.
As long as you two are around, I’ll never run out of things to write about.
Chapter One
You’re probably wondering what it was like being a girl named Jack. Both my parents named me, but not in the usual way. Dad told me, years after the fact, that Mom wanted to call me Jacqueline. A sweet name. A girl’s name. He agreed, but I always got the sense that my name was something of a loss for him, like his team got kicked out of the NCAA tournament in the first round. It didn’t really matter in the long term. He ended up getting his way when I ripped my way out of her. Babies do that sometimes. You don’t know me very well, but believe me when I say I didn’t kill her on purpose. I was just a…difficult pregnancy, which naturally led to a difficult adolescence and difficult adulthood.
Jack.
Difficult.
Was it the name or the lack of a mom that made me who I am? That’s the question of course, the big one, the one I’ve been trying to answer ever since I was old enough to ask the question. It was just before summer, the long summer with me and Andy, when all that awful shit went down in that dark hole in the ground. Everything changed that summer, and once the dust finally settled, I think that was when the question actually occurred to me.
Why am I me?
People always ask me about my brother too, the usual stuff like what was he like, did you suspect anything, did he ever hurt you? I won’t deny that it pisses me off, but I don’t really blame them. I can’t. Not because it’s just human nature doing its thing, the words behind their eyes clawing, twisting out, like something kept in a cage for too long. No, I can’t blame them.
Of course he hurt me. I hurt him too.
Brothers and sisters are just like that, the best and the worst of relationships, the entire world rolled into one. I can still remember the way we’d go at each other, the ways that only we could hurt each other, simply because we knew how to hurt each other. Insert knife here and twist it like so. Oh, he could hurt, and I could hurt even worse, and we could both make promises with hands on a Bible that we would die hating each other. So why did I go after him after he came up missing? And why did he risk everything for me? To have a sibling, especially a close one, is to have a greatest enemy and a truest friend, but it’s always been like that, hasn’t it?
When people ask about Andy, I get ruffled around the edges, but I’ve learned to smooth out and shake my head in good nature. Of course Andy hurt me, but there was more than just that. There was the time Billy Callahan ripped my skirt off. I was only eight at the time, just old enough to have a sense of sex as a vague, far-off thing that grownups did in the dark with their clothes off. I was flirty with Billy in that way all eight-year-old tomboys were flirty. I called him names, kicked dirt on his shoes, told him to eat shit when he pushed me down.
I liked him. He was eleven. I think he liked me too.
Then one day at the creek behind his house, he told me he wanted to see my panties, and I froze up, all of the silly flirting evaporating like a puddle in the middle of summer. I didn’t know about sex, not really, but I got the sense that Billy did, and when I told him I didn’t want him to see my panties, he grabbed a handful of my hair and started twisting it. I knew, just knew, that he was about to pull a clump of it out by the roots, skin and all. He didn’t though. He just pulled me close and reached down for my skirt and ripped it clean off. I pulled away, stumbling down into the mud and grass, ass straight up in the air. He got a good enough look that day. One of his friends was laughing at the dirt stains on my underwear, sing-songing, Jack shit her pa-ants.
I didn’t even know Andy was there. He might have been hiding, watching it all unfold, waiting for the right moment. Or maybe he just walked up at the perfect time. I never knew for sure. He had a half-rotten stick as thick as a Coke can, and when he swung it into the side of Billy’s head, it exploded in a shower of bark and termites. Billy’s friend stopped laughing just long enough for Andy to raise it back up and catch him under the chin in another cascade of wormy wood.
Both looked up, saw Andy, and they knew. Without words between them, the boys crawled away and Andy stomped off toward the little clearing near the creek bed, his favorite hiding spot. He never even glanced back to see if I was okay, but I didn’t expect him to. Andy never was much of a talker.
* * *
A while back we had a little baby shower for a girl at work, a sweet gal as round as she is tall, a plump face like a bullfrog. They dragged her husband in for the whole thing, him feigning a smile as they opened the presents one after another, a pile that grew like mushrooms after a week of rainstorms. I had never done the whole shower thing before that. Never had a reason to. I can still remember strolling into the baby toy store, printing off the registry, and just marveling at all of it. I was pushing 30 then, babyless, likely for good unless something drastic popped up. Whenever I met someone, I always felt like I was breaking bad news to them.
Yes, thirty.
"That’s right, not a single baby."
Who knows why? Could be that I’m completely unfuckable. Maybe my pussy just don’t know how to grow one.
People don’t like a woman that jokes like that. Believe me, I’ve learned the hard way. So I’d smile, the fingers on my right hand itching, and somewhere, in some far-off place, God would start laughing.
Anyway, the whole baby industrial complex was new to me, and the sight of the place put my jaw on the floor, for more than one reason. One, because I had no clue that such a place even existed, that there was this hidden economy, an entire ecosystem that could keep this place, this shrine to the newly born, afloat.
And two…
I’ve seen that many toys before, and the memory nearly put me on the floor. Toys, stacks of them, new and old, stretching as far as the eye could see in that subterranean place, that nightmare. And somewhere, hidden in the back, I could see him, the Toy Thief, tall and gaunt, crawling on the ceiling toward me like a pale spider. I couldn’t do it, so I stumbled out of the baby store, back into the sunlight, to lean against the concrete wall and let the moment pass.
One breath in. One breath out.
Soon, the world returned. That dark place was gone. I saw the smoke rising from it. I set the fires myself. It was just a bad dream. Eventually, when I found the nerve, I ventured back into the aisles, staring with wide eyes at the rows of factory-produced rattles, dolls, and battery-powered things that spit out an endless prattle of nursery rhymes. Would these toys ever mean anything? Would Frog Face’s child bond with them the way I did with my toy?
My only toy?
I tossed a few rubber duckies into the cart and followed them with a pack of diapers. After paying, I drove home and drank shitty vodka until I was woozy enough to sleep. It took a lot of vodka.
* * *
My memory is shit nowadays, but I’ve tried to think about Andy when we were at our youngest, delving deeper into my subconscious, trying to unearth the earliest memory I can. I do this from time to time in the hopes of uncovering something good, only to come up time and again with something horribly frustrating.
The mouse, for instance.
I don’t know for sure if it’s my earliest memory, but I’ve convinced myself that it must be. I mean, it shines brighter than its siblings, and it’s not very hard to see why. Andy had started a little bonfire down by the creek – his hidey-hole we used to call it. The little flat spot was ringed with trees and shrubs and was surprisingly well hidden, even though it was maybe a hundred feet from the nearest house. Pissing distance as Dad used to say. The only thing was, no one could get in there without some serious effort. For a kid, that meant crawling through about fifty feet of drainage pipe or going hands and knees under a thorny wall of brush. Once inside, there was a good ten-yard square of patchy grass, smooth gravel, and slick creek bed. It was a wonderful place to smoke a stray cigarette or peruse a dirty magazine – a Playboy if you were lucky, an Easy Rider if you weren’t.
I can remember seeing the smoke from the back porch, which wasn’t really a porch in the literal sense, just red bricks in a stack with a metal pipe jammed in for a handrail. Dad was quite the homemaker. I had borrowed one of Dad’s lighters, using it to melt crayons onto the porch, watching the colors swirl and blend like beautiful little starbursts. I think my original plan was to mix the colors together and make one big supercrayon, a brick of color that would leave kaleidoscopic comet tails across a blank piece of paper. Once the thick globs started to drip onto the bricks, the plan went out the window. I just couldn’t stop myself. I held the lighter until my thumb nearly blistered because I wanted to watch the crayons all disappear, like that feeling you get as a kid when the bathtub drain makes a tornado. It’s so small, but maybe, just maybe, it could suck you down into that lime-crusted darkness.
I looked down at the blob of color, like a pile of Halloween vomit, and when I glanced up, wisps of smoke were rising from the circle of bushes that hid Andy’s secret spot. He had his own lighter, several to be honest, and he liked to burn just about anything he could get his hands on. Curious, I trotted down there, across the empty road on bare feet, the bottoms gone black with dirt.
He had a pile of sticks, trash, whatever he could find, all of it stacked in the center, a small pyre fueling a weak flame. A plastic drink bottle caught with a whoosh and a thread of black began to rise and vanish overhead. He had a sharpened stick, digging around in there like he always did, only more focused than usual. His back to me, he was fiddling with something, a gleaming piece of metal that shined just on top of the fire.
What are you up to?
I asked, and he jumped half a foot off the gravel before turning on me with guilty eyes.
You? Nothing. Just get back to the house,
he said. Andy always did like to bark orders, but if he ever knew how much he sounded like Dad, he probably would have knocked it off. I ignored him, same as always, and peered into the fire. There was a tiny little can in there that probably held cat food or maybe dog food for the world’s smallest mutt. Something was inside, and Andy was tipping it back and forth like a chef.
What’s in there?
I asked on my tiptoes.
Nothing! I said get!
But it was too late. I realized now why he was so mad. Not because he was embarrassed, but because he was scared. There was a mouse inside, a dead one to be sure. I never knew when or how it had died, but even then, I had my suspicions. The dawning realization seemed to instantly wake up the rest of my senses, and all at once, I could smell the fur, hear the crackle of juices dribbling onto the scalding tin.
I never said a word, but I just stood there, mouth open, wondering what sort of satisfaction he was getting out of this strange moment.
I hate you,
he blurted out, kicking at the fire and knocking the better part of it into the creek to fizzle out. He stormed off through the bushes and refused to talk to me for the rest of the night. That was the part I remembered: the stark, cold realization that the people you love might not be who you think they are.
I think I grew up a little that day, but there was something else. Something I had forgotten, or maybe chosen to forget. It came to me one night in my twenties, when I had a dream about a burned man lying in bed next to me. He drew back the sheets and showed me his sides, all charred and peeling, and he asked me to touch him. I did, and the tips of my fingers caused the skin to split and a wall of white fluid pressed out, spilling onto the bed like old milk.
It was an awful dream, but I’ve never been one to put much stock in dreams, to chop them up and sift through the pieces, trying to see what might be inside. No, it was just a bad dream, but it did trigger something. A memory of that day with the mouse. Andy had stormed away, leaving me alone with the remains of his fire. Despite his kick, the coals still burned red hot, and the tin can was resting on one side just next to them. I remembered picking up a stick and tilting the can onto its bottom. The mouse was still there, the singed fur stuck to the edge of the can. With the tip of the stick, I pressed it against the humped back, which split, spilling a ribbon of white ooze into the empty can.
It was awful, a truly horrific moment, like attending your first funeral once you’re old enough to know just what it means.
I kept watching anyway.
* * *
Dad wasn’t much of a talker either. Most nights, he’d plow in with a handful of sacks from KFC or McDonald’s, or maybe even a stack of pizzas, drop them on the table, and say Get it while it’s hot.
Then he’d load up, testing the structural integrity of his paper plate, bending it with the weight of his food. Construction work makes a man hungry, to hear him tell it. Then Andy and I would do the same, pouring ourselves plastic cups of too-red Kool-Aid, nuclear fallout in liquid form. Our stovetop gathered dust, and eventually we even started storing linens in the oven. It was clean, so why waste the space? I can’t remember ever seeing him cook, but I do remember eating chicken noodle soup whenever I was sick – microwaved, I assume.
In the days before DVRs, we would watch whatever was on, occasionally popping in a VHS copy of Ghostbusters or E.T. or the handful of horror movies we’d taped. The TV remote was a piece of junk that sucked batteries dry in what felt like a few weeks. Dad would stomp around in the kitchen, sifting through the junk drawer, swearing up and down that he’d just bought a pack of double As.
To hell with it,
he’d inevitably say. We’re just watching a movie tonight.
If it was a TV night and Andy and I couldn’t agree, the old man acted as judge and jury, dropping the gavel and declaring that he would pick tonight. That usually meant whatever sitcom was on the networks, and that was just that.
When he got too tired to hold open his eyes, he’d circle the room, kissing my forehead and scruffing Andy’s hair before heading off to his room and leaving the rest to us. No bedtimes. No homework checks. Just one big roommate and two little ones. I can’t remember him ever tucking me in, but I know he must have at some point. There were years there when I was too young to do anything for myself, and as far as I know, it was all him. I try to picture those wide, granite-cut fingers holding a bottle, and my imagination just fails me.
He did always, and I mean always, tell us he loved us before he retreated to his room. And I always believed him. Maybe it was because I was the youngest. Maybe it was because I was a girl, whatever that has to do with it. Regardless of the reason, I believed him when he said it. I think, in some small but essential way, that simple fact accounts for so much of the difference between Andy and me. Everything that’s happened, every choice the two of us have made, has been shaded by the fact that I believed it and Andy maybe didn’t.
There was always something sad about my father’s bedroom, something that made me want to stay out of there as much as I could. It was musty and musky in equal parts, a mixture of undusted clutter and aftershave. It was always dark, the bedsheets over the windows in that room only, a yellowed glow peeking in around the sides like the edges of sun around an eclipse. That accounted for some of the melancholy, but mostly it was the bed. It was huge, bigger than mine and Andy’s put together, wide enough to fit four easily. There was a hollow where he lay every night, a perfect mold of his tall, heavy frame. It wasn’t in the center like you might imagine, but over to one side, so close to the edge he would have tumbled off if he rolled over in the night. Next to him, tucked messily under the blankets and sheets, was a line of pillows for him to drape an arm over. It wasn’t the bed of a bachelor, a man who never shared a bed. No, my father had shared his bed for ten years, and he was still sharing his bed long after his wife was gone, long after I, his sweet daughter, came into the world and took her away.
What a day that must have been. To gain and lose everything in the same, awful moment, your entire life cut into two. Before and after. And your daughter, your sweet little angel, was the knife that sliced your world in half. Whenever I worked up the courage to peek in that room, all I could see was all that I had taken away from him. I was the reason that bed was half empty, and because of that alone, I stayed far away.
Despite all the reasons he had to hate me, my father was a good man. He didn’t know what he was doing, and there were certainly times I hated him because of it, but I’m too old for that silly shit now. None of us know what we’re doing. All I’m left with now is the question. Yes, he was a good man, but if my mom were still around, could he have been a great one?
* * *
I’m stalling, and I’m sure you can tell, but this stuff is important. I have to make you understand who I was, who Andy was, who Dad was, because you won’t believe me. You can’t. What happened when I was nine was…impossible. A dream. Something you forget a few minutes after waking up, not because your memory is playing games, but because it was too awful to stick around.
No, if you want to understand the most impossible parts, you have to understand us. Stitched up. Not quite broken, but held together by duct tape. A family adrift at sea. If that…thing…hadn’t come into our lives, we might have just kept on drifting out onto the horizon. But these things happened. I saw the back door slide open, and I saw it slink in, crawling over my bed, touching my face, light as a shadow. For years, I’ve argued, convinced, bargained, and refused to make peace with the thing that invaded our home, with the toys that vanished that long summer of ’91.
The toys.
That’s all they are: worthless things, scraps of cloth and hunks of plastic. They don’t mean anything. They aren’t worth anything. Every shred of meaning and value and substance comes only from what you put into them – the innocence and hope that they absorb like sponges.
Just toys.
I never had much use for them, not the way I grew up, but when I was about seven or so, I found a box marked ‘Jack-Baby.’ It was near the back of the garage, hidden behind old Christmas decorations I’d never seen out, relics as strange as cave drawings. I wondered if my mom had hung them up back before I came along. I sat there trying to picture the house filled with winter decor, maybe with the smell of cookies in the air. I pushed the thought aside and dug into the box, rifling through a few foam blocks and baby rattles before finding a single, green-around-the-edges teddy bear. It didn’t make a lick of sense. The box was too big for just a few toys, and I got the distinct feeling that it had been full at one point. Maybe Andy had scrounged around in there, looking for something to burn.
It didn’t matter. When I looked at that bear for the first time, I didn’t see a toy that meant something, some sort of far-off relic of my early years. Just a bear. Cotton and button eyes, staring straight at me. My hand caught hold of something on the back, and I turned it over to find a little metal clasp. I turned it, winding it up, and a slow, plinking version of ‘Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star’ began to play. It wasn’t familiar, not exactly, but I couldn’t stop staring at it, listening to that song play all the way to the end.
But there was something. A twinge of a feeling. A subtle hint at something bigger. Looking at that bear, listening to that song, I saw that someone at some time had cared enough to buy it for me. Dad still bought me toys, but for as long as I could remember it had been a perfunctory thing, a motion we went through. He’d take