A Lightness in My Soul
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Inspired by the incredible true story of a German teen taken prisoner at the end of WWII, determined to survive and to reunite with his mother - A Lightness in My Soul is a tribute to the triumph of hope and redemption against all odds.
Germany, October 2019: In a car repair shop an elderly man waits next to a woman. They begin to talk about the Great War, when he was just a teen. He tells her a story, one he has never shared—his own.
Bavaria, April 1945: For the last two years, fifteen-year old Arthur and his classmates have lived in a youth camp. Far from home and allied bombs they spend their days with lessons, hikes, play fights and helping local farmers harvest ever decreasing crops. They have been told that the war will be over soon and that they'll return home to a victorious Germany.
When the U.S. Army marches into camp, they are arrested and taken to the just liberated Dachau concentration camp. Everything they ever believed turns out to be false. They were lied to… not only has Germany lost the war, what they find is monstrous. But being a prisoner is only the beginning of their ordeal…
Annette Oppenlander
Annette Oppenlander is an award-winning writer, literary coach and educator. As a bestselling historical novelist, Oppenlander is known for her authentic characters and stories based on true events, coming alive in well-researched settings. Having lived in Germany the first half of her life and the second half in various parts in the U.S., Oppenlander inspires readers by illuminating story questions as relevant today as they were in the past. Oppenlander’s bestselling true WWII story, Surviving the Fatherland, was a winner in the 2017 National Indie Excellence Awards and a finalist in the 2017 Kindle Book Awards. Her historical time-travel trilogy, Escape from the Past, takes readers to the German Middle Ages and the Wild West. Uniquely, Oppenlander weaves actual historical figures and events into her plots, giving readers a flavor of true history while enjoying a good story. Oppenlander shares her knowledge through writing workshops at colleges, libraries and schools. She also offers vivid presentations and author visits. The mother of fraternal twins and a son, she recently moved with her husband and old mutt, Mocha, to Solingen, Germany.
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A Lightness in My Soul - Annette Oppenlander
A Lightness in My Soul
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Inspired by a True Story
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Novella
ANNETTE OPPENLANDER
First published by Annette Oppenlander, 2020
First Edition
annetteoppenlander.com
Erfer Str. 27, 42657 Solingen
Text Copyright: Annette Oppenlander 2020
ISBN: 978-3-948100-18-6 eBook
ISBN: 978-3-948100-19-3 Paperback
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© 2020 Annette Oppenlander
Table of Contents
Also by Annette Oppenlander
Dedication
Introduction
Germany, June 1943
Summer 1944
Spring 1945
April 30, 1945
April 30, 1945 – Evening
May 1, 1945 – Early
May 1, 1945 – Later
May 2, 1945
May 3, 1945
May 4, 1945
May 8, 1945
May 12, 1945
May 20, 1945
May 25, 1945
June 1945
July 1945
July 15, 1945
July 16, 1945
July 17, 1945
Epilogue
Author Note
Concentration Camp Dachau
What’s Next
Novels about WWII
Final Note
About Annette Oppenlander
Preview award-winning Surviving the Fatherland
Also by Annette Oppenlander
A Different Truth (Historical Mystery – Vietnam War Era)
Escape from the Past: The Duke’s Wrath I (Time-travel Adventure Trilogy)
Escape from the Past: The Kid II
Escape from the Past: At Witches’ End III
47 Days: How Two Teen Boys Defied the Third Reich (Historical Novelette)
Surviving the Fatherland: A True Coming-of-age Love Story Set in WWII
(Historical Biographical Fiction)
Everything We Lose: A Civil War Novel of Hope, Courage and Redemption
Where the Night Never Ends: A Prohibition Era Novel
When They Made Us Leave (WWII)
German Novels
Vaterland, wo bist Du? Roman nach einer wahren Geschichte (German translation of ‘Surviving the Fatherland’)
Erzwungene Wege: Historischer Roman (WWII)
47 Tage: Wie zwei Jungen Hitlers letztem Befehl trotzten (Novella)
Immer der Fremdling: Die Rache des Grafen
Dedication
To the elderly man who told an important story, and to my friend, Marion, who listened and shared it with me.
Quotes
Germany must either be a world power or there will be no Germany.
–Adolf Hitler in ‘Mein Kampf’
If we have power, we'll never give it up again unless we're carried out of our offices as corpses.
–Propaganda Minister Joseph Goebbels
"For out of black soul's night have stirred dawn's cold gleam,
morning's singing bird. Let black day die, let black flag fall,
let raven call,
let new day dawn of black reborn."
–George Woodcock from Black Flag
in Collected Poems (1983)
Introduction
In the fall of 2019, my friend Marion called me, her voice equally excited and urgent. She had been in a repair shop in Herten, Germany, where she lives. For Germans this ritual comes twice a year when we change our set of tires for winter and then again around Easter for summer.
Of course, that wasn’t the exciting part. While waiting on a less than comfortable plastic chair, a fluorescent light overhead throwing shadows on the gray linoleum, piles of dog-eared magazines about cars and sports resting on a side table, she had noticed an old man sitting quietly. He wore a flat gray cap and, though it wasn’t exactly cold yet, a checkered wool scarf curled twice around his neck.
Except for a curt nod, he hadn’t spoken. Only when my friend mentioned the constant need for tire changes, had he focused his watery blue eyes on her.
She didn’t recall how they got to the subject of war. But at some point, in that barren waiting area, he told her he’d been in the Kinderlandverschickung or KLV for short, a program instituted by the Third Reich, sending German children and youth to safe areas in the east or south and out of reach of allied bombs. Marion mentioned her mother who’d also participated and not enjoyed it one bit.
The old man seemed glad that my friend was familiar with the program. He commented that it was sad the world tended to immediately suppress and forget such terrible history. He’d hesitated and then continued, that he’d always done the same. After a moment of silence, he’d turned his attention to my friend and asked, You have a moment?
The old man’s wrinkles deepened and his eyes began to glisten with tears. Let me tell you a story,
he’d said, one I haven’t told anyone my entire life.
Fixing his gaze on my friend, he began, I was fifteen, when the war ended...
He made a strange face, one so full of pain and upset that my friend felt compelled to ask, Wasn’t that a good thing...I mean that it was over?
Shaking his head, he continued, Marion listened, and soon they both cried.
My friend didn’t tell me all the details—which of course, I would’ve loved knowing—just the framework of the man’s ordeal. And though she later tried to find him again, she was unable to.
So I took it upon myself to recount the old man’s tale with as much historical and detailed information I could find. I do not know his real name—I named him Arthur—but I know that the world ought to hear his story.
Germany, June 1943
When I first heard the word camp, I envisioned a place of great pleasure, relaxation and good food—in short, a sort of extended vacation. That’s what we were told when our class set off to spend a few months away from home.
But that word—camp—is versatile in ways I’d never imagined. It is a loaded word, so harmless sounding, so innocent.
Nothing could be farther from the truth.
The children’s evacuation program, KLV, had grown since Hitler called it into existence in 1940. By June 1943, many cities were carpet-bombed by the allies. The formerly voluntary program became a required one because our school was ordered to send its classes into the KLV.
That’s why our class traveled to Bavaria to get—the way our teacher, Herr Wagner, put it—away from the bombs.
I’d resolutely ignored Mother’s sighs when she rifled through our stash of ration coupons or studied the daily obituaries of fallen soldiers in the paper. Though she was rather upset to see me leave—my father was fighting somewhere in France and after I left, she was alone—I was looking forward to spending time away.
A former orphanage, repurposed as a boarding school for boys, squatted tall and square as an oversized shoebox at the outskirts of a small village. On clear days, the Alps loomed so close one could watch the wind hurl snow drifts into the clear blue sky. The place was basic: large dorm rooms for ten or twelve boys, except for the leaders, who each had their own space. Our washrooms were old with squeaky plumbing and moldy patches on the walls. Once a week, we bathed in a tin tub with hardly enough water to get wet, a far cry from the Saturday baths I’d taken at home. The squabbles, the noise and the lack of privacy were grinding.
The Hitler Youth ran the camp, and even Herr Wagner had to follow their orders. He was pretty strict, a tall, skinny guy with a stern mouth, his hair short and stubbly with graying temples. He’d look at you with those deep-set eyes and you’d shut up. But the camp leader, a fellow named Steinmann, outdid him by far. He didn’t even have to look to get his point across. When he showed up we all hushed, including our teacher.
How he did it, I don’t know. He wasn’t even particularly tall; in fact, most of us towered over him. But that didn’t seem to stop him from doling out punishment when he saw fit. And that was daily. His favorite was marching and standing at salute for hours at a time.
Half of Steinmann’s face was burned, leaving a pockmarked, scarred landscape that was rumored to be a war wound he’d suffered in one of the early battles in Poland. It made his face lopsided, having obliterated his right brow altogether. They say our eyes are windows into the soul, and that was the first time I believed it: Steinmann’s eyes were a metallic gray, cold and distant, and a little bit dead.
Steinmann kept a tight rein on the camp, the first hour spent cleaning shoes and rooms, folding and refolding our laundry, flag hoisting and eating an increasingly meager breakfast. After lessons that lasted until noon, we trained for war, an unending succession of running, pushups, person-to-person combat, wrestling and of course, marching.
We used sticks and tackled each other, laughed when Otto Mainzel stumbled and face planted. Otto wasn’t exactly fat, rather large-boned with a face full of freckles that continued over his chest and back in uneven patches, made worse by the coarse carrot hair that refused to be tamed. Otto was the least sporty of all of us, which was evident even when he walked, a sort of stiff-kneed saunter. For the most part, we despised him. Those who didn’t outwardly demean him, ignored him.
Among us, there was much talk about heroes and our future roles defending the fatherland.
When I catch myself an American, I’ll show him the meaning of brave,
Udo Bauer exclaimed after a particularly heated exercise with sticks. He was taller and fitter than most, almost six feet, and his skin glowed