The Most Expensive Spice: Have Body, Will Guard, #11
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Can the bodyguards save the life of a charming gay playboy-- and help him find true love?
In the heart-pounding tenth installment of Neil Plakcy's "Have Body, Will Guard" series, bodyguard duo Aidan and Liam take on their most complex and personal case yet when an attack threatens both their client's spice business and his rebellious gay son.
When a bomb explodes outside the Nice offices of spice importer Hugo Fabron, he immediately suspects his son Rafi's many indiscretions have finally caught up with him. Desperate to protect his family and livelihood, Hugo hires married security experts Aidan and Liam to guard Rafi and get to the bottom of the threats.
Rafi, charming but spoiled, tries the couple's patience as they shadow him to the city's seediest corners. Hope arrives in the form of Ekram, a sweet Syrian refugee who captures Rafi's heart - but Ekram may be harboring dark secrets of his own. As explosive revelations link the attacks to a shadowy terrorist cell, Aidan and Liam race to neutralize the danger before everything Rafi and Hugo hold dear goes up in flames.
Masterfully blending nerve-jangling suspense and heartfelt romance, Plakcy weaves a taut, steamy mystery that delves into the complexities of family, love, and resilience against all odds. Join Liam, Aidan and an unforgettable cast of characters in this thrilling next chapter of the "Have Body, Will Guard" saga, a beach-ready page-turner that will keep you breathless until its electrifying conclusion. Books in this series can be read in any order.
Neil S. Plakcy
Nach seiner zwanzigjährigen Karriere als Hochschullehrer schreibt Neil Plakcy nun hauptberuflich, in Gesellschaft seines Mannes und ihrer beiden wilden Golden Retriever. Er hat das Glück, in Südflorida zu leben, wo er mit den Hunden unter Palmen spazieren geht und ihnen Sand von den Zehen pult, und er könnte nicht glücklicher darüber sein. Seine Website ist www.mahubooks.com. Er war die Art von Kind, die immer ein Buch dabei hatte und las, selbst wenn sie in Geschäften hinter seinen Eltern herlief. Er begann mit E-Books, weil er so immer etwas zu lesen hatte, wenn er sein Telefon dabei hatte. Seine Lieblingsgenres sind MM-Romanzen und gemütliche Krimis, mit einer Prise Fantasy und Science-Fiction. Er sammelt Starbucks-Bearista-Bären und Gummienten und alles, was mit Hunden zu tun hat!
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The Most Expensive Spice - Neil S. Plakcy
1: Destruction
Ekram Zuabi cowered in the woods with his mother, father and younger sister as the Sunni rebels ransacked their farmhouse and destroyed the fields where the peppers grew. It was early morning, the dew still on the grass. The family had all been awake and at work as they heard the rumble of the approaching army on the road that led from Aleppo to Tel Shegheb, the nearest town to their farm.
The air was filled with dust and smoke as the ragtag group of men and boys neared, and Ekram squeezed into a hollow in the woods with his family. Fortunately he and his sister were both short and slim. His mother was shorter than either of them but plump, and tears stained her cheeks. He wanted to reach out and comfort her but his arms were pinned to his sides, jammed against his father, who was strong and broad-shouldered and smelled of sweat and wood smoke.
Ekram was afraid he’d be pressed into service in the army. At seventeen, he was at great risk, and he’d heard many stories from neighbors, and on the tinny radio, of boys even younger than he was being taken from their families and forced to join the fight.
The rebels shouted and sang as they rampaged through the field, destroying the crop of Halaby peppers that Ekram and his family had so carefully tended. The pods had begun to ripen to their burgundy color, but they were being crushed underfoot before they could be dried, de-seeded and then coarsely ground for shipment to spice merchants.
It hardly mattered, though. There was no market for peppers anymore. The rebels had blockaded the roads and razed the markets, and privately Ekram had thought his father foolish for planting again.
His mother cried silently as his sister Yana huddled beside her. Both wore the traditional dark blue headscarves and full dresses in bright orange and red.
His father stepped out of the hollow and stood inside the shelter of the first trees, watching with anger and despair as his family’s livelihood was destroyed. He had an ancient rifle by his side which he used to frighten away the occasional gray wolf who slunk past, in search of one of the goats the family kept for milk and occasionally for meat. But it would be no use against the rebel army, with their great numbers and more sophisticated arms.
By the time the rebels had moved on, and the Zuabis emerged from hiding, there was little left but the roof, four rough stone walls, and sticks of what had once been furniture.
The air was singed with the smell of crushed peppers. Smoky clouds hung over their homestead, blocking the view of Mount Barsa, which had always seemed to protect them from cold winds. No protection that day, though.
Go see Ahmed,
his father directed Ekram. Perhaps he was lucky and his property was spared. You have worked so much for him, he owes us favors.
Ahmed Saqqal was their nearest neighbor, half a mile away. He was a bachelor in his forties, living by himself on the land his parents and grandparents had once farmed. Ekram sometimes helped the man when his own chores were done.
In return, Ahmed had shown the kind of affection to Ekram that his father was always too busy to provide. Hugs, kisses, and sometimes more.
Of course, Ekram’s father knew nothing of the gentle touches and the way that Ahmed had allowed Ekram to explore his burgeoning sexuality. Ahmed always warned Ekram that he must never speak of what they did, or they could be imprisoned, or killed. And so Ekram kept the secret close to his heart.
As soon as his father dismissed him, Ekram rushed along the dirt road to Ahmed’s house. What if the rebels had hurt him?
He stopped short as he rounded the bend and saw the ruins of Ahmed’s small mud brick farmhouse. The man himself sat in the ragged opening that had once been his doorway, rocking and crying, and Ekram rushed forward to him. All gone,
Ahmed said between tears. He was a stoop-shouldered man, slim but with a pot belly. What am I to do now?
I will help you.
Ekram put his arm around the older man’s shoulder and pulled him close. Together, we will rebuild.
Ahmed turned to face him, and Ekram leaned in to kiss him, feeling Ahmed’s thin beard scratch against his skin. With his index finger he wiped the tears from Ahmed’s cheek. You know I care for you.
You are young, and have your whole future ahead of you,
Ahmed said. You should leave this terrible country. It is not far from here to the Turkish border. You can walk to Iskenderun, by the sea, in two or three days.
I don’t want to leave you.
Ahmed shook his head. No, you must go. I have saved some money.
He walked into what had once been his bedroom. The rebels had taken the wooden frame with them for kindling, but they had left the old feather mattress on the floor.
Ekram followed him as he knelt at a corner of the room where the wall separated from the floor. Ahmed had stuffed old newspaper into the crack, and now he tugged it all out. Here.
He handed Ekram a cluster of thousand-pound banknotes, illustrated with pretty pictures of the Roman theater at Palmyra. It is not much, but it will get you to safety.
I cannot take this,
Ekram said.
Ahmed stuffed the notes into the pocket of Ekram’s shorts, and then embraced him in a hug, pressing his lips against Ekram’s with a sense of urgency Ekram had never felt before.
They kissed wildly for a few minutes, and without consciously accepting it, Ekram knew that this was Ahmed’s way of saying goodbye. There was no romance in his body, as there had been in the past. This was wild despair and animal lust, and Ekram had never felt anything like it before.
Ahmed unhooked Ekram’s shorts, and lowered his head. Ekram’s qadib was already hard, and Ahmed took it in his mouth and began sucking it.
Neither of them heard Ekram’s father coming through the destroyed fields. It was only when he cocked the rifle that Ekram looked up. You are an embarrassment to your family and to Allah!
he announced.
"No, Alab!" Ekram yelled at his father, as Ahmed looked up and rolled away.
Then Ekram’s father fired, and Ahmed’s head exploded in a burst of red.
2: Pulling His Weight
We need to accept that this business isn’t going to sustain the four of us long-term,
Liam McCullough said. He looked to his husband, Aidan Greene, and their business partners. The four of them sat in the living room of Liam and Aidan’s house in Banneret-les-Vaux, in the foothills above Nice.
The traditional tile floor was a bit dusty, and a tiny cobweb hung from the beamed ceiling. Through the windows a wide panorama of the Alpes-Maritimes stretched beyond, green beginning to overtake the brown on the hillsides.
Two empty bottles of Condrieu dry white wine from the northern Rhône sat before them. They had been talking and drinking for almost an hour, and they were no farther than they had been when Liam’s old friend Louis and his husband Hassan had arrived for this meeting.
In the past year we’ve had only one major and two minor clients,
Liam said. I don’t know what you guys are doing for money, but Aidan and I have been living on our bodyguard assignments.
Louis Fleck looked like a dog who had been whipped. He was in his late forties, a few years older than Liam, and he’d put on weight recently. His dark hair was overgrown and there were sallow bags beneath his eyes. Looking at his friend, Liam realized that Louis was just as worried about the business as he and Aidan were.
Two years before, the four of them had decided to combine their various skills and open a business combining physical and corporate security from the ground up. Hassan drew up the plans, and Louis used his years of experience with the CIA to add in the latest security measures. Liam consulted with top management on personal security, and Aidan wrote and delivered course materials to the rest of the employees.
They had begun with a data processing client, implementing facial recognition on the doors and ID cards that tracked personnel throughout the property. They consulted on a renovation in the old part of Nice and picked up a few bits and pieces from Louis’s contacts in embassies and consulates around the world.
But the market hadn’t been as strong as they had hoped. We’ve had to dig into our savings,
Louis admitted. But this is Hassan’s baby and I don’t want to give up on it yet.
Hassan was a handsome man with coffee-colored skin and gray strands in his black hair. He reached over and squeezed Louis’s hand. Dreams can change. If mine has to, then it will.
Are there any potential clients on the horizon?
Aidan asked. Anyone you haven’t told us about?
Hassan shook his head. But I have an offer to return to my old firm any time I want.
Aidan looked at Louis. And you? What would you do?
I have no idea,
Louis said.
Aidan and Liam had come back from an assignment in January to find that the business was foundering. Since then they’d continued to pick up the occasional client through their former employer, the Agence de Securité, and that work had paid their bills and kept kibble in the bowl of Hayam, their small lion-faced dog.
But it was time to make a change.
What do you suggest we do?
Hassan asked, opening a new bottle of wine. Should we close down?
If you and Louis want to continue the business without us, that’s fine,
Liam said. Just take our names off the paperwork.
You can shut down the office and run things virtually,
Aidan suggested. And if you need either of us for a project, you just have to ask. We can go back to official status with the Agence.
Liam had noticed that Aidan wasn’t as energetic as he’d been in the past, somehow not quite present all the time. Was it depression? Some physical illness his husband wasn’t sharing with him? That, more than their lack of funds, had motivated him to start this conversation.
Louis and Hassan left an hour later, the future of the business contingent on creating the right documents that kept them loosely tied but free to pursue other work. Liam cleared the glasses and the empty bottles, and then returned to the living room, where his husband sat on the couch with Hayam in his lap. Do you think we’re doing the right thing?
Aidan asked.
I don’t see that we have a choice.
Liam sat beside Aidan and turned to face him. We need to pull the plug now before we fall into debt maintaining the office and spending money to reach clients who don’t exist.
Do you think we can do it? Go back to close protection full-time?
Why not? Sure, we’re in our forties. But I know a lot of guys who are twenty years older than we are who are still active. Just because we’ve had a few physical setbacks doesn’t mean we can’t stay in the game.
Liam admitted that most of the setbacks had been on his part. He had fallen from a ladder the year before, and then been shot in the arm on an assignment in the Bahamas. But in both cases he’d bounced back quickly, and he could still do his full workout routine every morning, though he had to use more muscle relaxants and analgesic creams than he had in the past.
But hell, he had a massage therapist and an acupuncturist when he needed more help. And he’d put so much of his personal worth into the strength of his body he wasn’t willing to give up this work that challenged him.
He looked over at his husband, the man he had married the year before in a small ceremony in the back yard of their house. Aidan was still as handsome as the day they’d met, in Tunis, when Liam had mistaken him for a client he was to meet there. Brown hair, slim build, complexion a slight tinge of olive that indicated his Jewish heritage.
Aidan had worked hard to build his muscles since then, and years of good eating on the Côte d’Azur had filled out some of his angles. There were a few gray hairs amongst the brown that showed his age as well. The big difference, Liam decided, was in his eyes. Back then they’d been full of life, dancing, excited. Now they were dull and listless.
A few months earlier, Aidan had started a garden in the back yard, raising their own lettuce, tomatoes and the small Charentais melons he loved. But once the plants began to grow they’d been attacked by local wildlife and Aidan had given up. Now he often sat back there in a folding wooden lounge chair and read or napped.
It was ridiculous, Liam thought. Aidan was barely forty—not seventy or eighty, the ages Liam thought were appropriate for midday naps.
I’m going to call Jean-Luc,
Liam said. Let him know we’re ready.
Are you sure? We both decided that we didn’t want any big cases. We were going to stay home every night, not have to worry about anybody tossing bombs or shooting at us.
I’m sure. How about you? Do you think you’re up to it? I can always go back on my own, and bring in money to support us.
I want to be by your side,
Aidan said. My only concern is that I’ll worry about you too much.
I worry about you just as much. But neither of us should let fear run our lives. Look at how much we’ve already overcome.
It was true, Liam thought. He had fought against acknowledging his sexuality back when he was a Navy SEAL, because at that time it could have gotten him kicked out of the military. He had finally faced up to that challenge, and overcome it, and in the end it had led him to Aidan, and love. Whatever else was ahead of them, they’d face together.
He found his phone, where Hayam had buried it in the bowels of the sofa, and called the Agence’s main number in Marseilles.
I am glad to hear from you,
Jean-Luc said. I have a new client who has specifically requested a bodyguard who is gay.
Well, we’ve got that covered.
I will email you the dossier. Look it over and tell me what you think. I have to be in Nice tomorrow for an appointment. Can you meet at two o’clock?
Liam agreed, and ended the call. Aidan went into the kitchen to prepare dinner, and Liam sat on the sofa and waited for the email to come in from Jean-Luc Derain.
He felt more alive than he had in months. Something had awakened inside him, the same yearning for adventure that had led him to the U.S. Navy and the SEAL program. After leaving the military, that same longing had led him to set up as an independent bodyguard in Tunisia.
When they no longer felt safe in their home in Tunis, they’d moved to the Riviera to take jobs with the Agence. The opportunity to protect those in danger had appealed to both of them, and they thought of France as a safe haven. Then a terrorist had attacked a Bastille Day celebration right there in Nice, spurring a rising tide of nationalism and anti-foreign anger. Most recently, there’d been a march in Paris, 10,000 strong, against civil rights for gays and lesbians.
Liam looked out the window at the yard, which had gone to seed. There was work to do on the house as well – a shutter hanging loose on a back window, stones beneath the rain gutter that had been washed aside, leaving a puddle of mud.
He wasn’t pulling his weight either, he thought. Maybe a new case was just what they both needed.
3: Sinking
Ekram did not know why his father hadn’t shot him, too. Perhaps there was only one bullet in the rifle.
"Shadh!" The word was one that Ekram had heard men of his father’s generation say with spite. A shadh was evil, perverse. A man who took sexual pleasure in other men.
You will never come back to my home again,
his father said, then turned and stalked away, back through the ruined fields.
Ekram sat there as the life drained from Ahmed’s body. When darkness fell, he rose and washed his face and hands from a bucket of water the rebels had ignored. Then he performed the maghrib prayer, began to recited the verses from the Quran from memory.
He stopped suddenly. Why was he praying to Allah, when Allah had so clearly deserted him? He shook his head, and gathered whatever he could save from Ahmed’s home—a few crusts of bread, a liter of water, and some of Ahmed’s clothes that fit him.
Then he set out on the road toward Aleppo. It was nearly midnight by the time he reached the tiny town of Urem Al-Kubra, and he dossed down in the loft of a ruined barn for the night. He was hungry, having only been able to find a few roots and berries along the way. But still he slept, and woke at first morning light after a terrible nightmare in which his father shot Ahmed over and over again, and Ekram was powerless to stop him.
Once again, he felt the urge to begin the day with prayers, but he ignored it. If Allah wanted his devotion, then let Allah give him a sign.
He began walking again, putting one foot in front of the other, until he caught up with a group of refugees who had stopped by the side of the road to eat a meager meal. Excuse me, sir,
he said to the man who led the group, bowing his head low. Are you on your way to the border?
The man looked suspicious, and no one else in his group would look at Ekram. Why do you ask?
Because I am going that way,
Ekram said. My family’s home was destroyed by the rebels and my father sent me away.
He can walk with us.
The speaker was a boy of about his age. The boy turned to Ekram. We walk to the Turkish border.
He held out his hand. I am Shaul.
Ekram was grateful to be welcomed, and when the mother offered to share their meagre provisions with him, Ekram offered her one of the thousand-pound notes that Ahmed had given him.
That made the father happier to have him, and when they passed a farm later in the afternoon, he used Ekram’s bill to buy them goat’s milk and cheese. Shaul’s two little sisters greedily drank the milk, though Ekram took enough only to wet his mouth and throat.
The late summer heat burned down, and most of the trees along the road, that might have provided shade, had been cut down by the rebels, either for fuel or the sheer pleasure of destruction. Sweat pooled under Ekram’s arms, and when he felt a burn rising on the exposed skin of his back, he covered it with a scarf the mother loaned him.
As soon as the father spotted a sign announcing they were approaching the Turkish border at Cilvegozu, he turned off and led them up a mountain trail, around a curve, and down another. They had to walk carefully not to disturb any loose stones or otherwise alert anyone they were there.
Ekram was glad to be with them, to hand off the responsibility for crossing the border to an older man who was always alert for an army patrol or a ragtag group of rebels. It was not until they were well inside the Turkish border that they took to the road again.
It was colder in the mountains, and Ekram began to shiver in the T-shirt and pair of shorts he had been wearing to work in the field the morning the rebels came. Shaul, who was wearing a long-sleeved jacket by then, saw him rubbing his arms and stopped to pull a sweater from his pack for Ekram to wear.
Just as night was falling, Ekram noticed a wild strawberry tree, and tugged on Shaul’s shoulder. He whispered something to his father, and the six of them stopped to pick as many berries as they could find, leaving the little girls to get the lower ones.
They walked as long as they could by moonlight, and then camped by a river, eating the rest of the cheese they had bought that morning, along with the strawberries and a bruised fig Ekram had found beside the trail. Since Ekram had no bedding, Shaul invited him to share his ground cloth. It felt good to have another human being’s warmth beside him, but Ekram cowered on the edge of the cloth, afraid to have his desires betray him once more.
He must have had a nightmare again, because when he woke he was shivering with fear, but Shaul had thrown an arm over him and pulled him closer.
When the rest of the family awoke, the father announced, Now we are in Turkey, we are safe. We must look for a place to live. Maybe we find a farm to help with harvest.
Ekram remembered how the peppers were almost ripe back home. Nothing to harvest there. After breakfast of water and crusts of bread, they trudged down the mountainside to the road, and continued to follow it east. Ekram’s legs ached, and Shaul’s sisters cried constantly from hunger and pain.
After walking all morning, suddenly the father stopped everyone and sniffed the air. You must wait.
He hurried them to the shelter of a small rise, and began walking, apparently following some smell.
How far will you go?
Shaul asked Ekram.
I don’t know. As far as I can walk, and then some.
Shaul leaned back against a rock. I want to go to France. We studied it in school. It is beautiful and the people are free.
Really? Where is France?
Too far away from here. A long boat ride. My father says we are farmers, we must find a farm to take us in.
He shook his head. I will probably never go there.
Shaul’s father returned an hour later. I have found a farmer who will take us in,
he said. He needs three men to help with his harvest.
He looked at Ekram. You will join us?
For the first time since leaving home, Ekram felt welcome. Yes, of course.
The farm was a large one, much larger than his family’s, and covered in acres of wheat. The farmer’s wife showed them an outbuilding where the goats lived in the winter, and brought them blankets and food.
The next days were full of back-breaking labor. Shaul’s father cut down the mature wheat stalks with a scythe and Shaul and Ekram followed behind him piling the stalks on a tarp. Shaul’s mother sat beside the tarp running the wheat heads through her hands to release the berries, occasionally smacking the cut stalks against the tarp.
Her daughters collected the wheat berries and tossed them in the air to release the chaff. Then they were piled into buckets and carried up to the farmhouse.
Everyone broke for lunch, but otherwise worked from sunrise to sunset, scattered through the fields with other hands and their families.
At night, Shaul and Ekram lay at the edge of the field and looked up at the stars. Tell me more about France,
Ekram said, and Shaul related what he had learned. Over the week of the harvest, he taught Ekram the few French words he knew.
Gradually Ekram’s nightmares receded, a combination of time passing and the exhaustion of hard work.
As the harvest finished, many of the workers moved on, but Shaul’s family stayed until one day Shaul’s father announced that Ekram could stay no longer. There is only a little work,
he said. I am sorry, but my family comes first.
Ekram nodded. He didn’t mind being sent back on the road; he knew that his future lay far away, in a place where he could not be killed for who he was or who he loved. The farmer