In a Town Called Paradox
By Miriam Murcutt and Richard Starks
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I WASN'T LOOKING for Marilyn Monroe even though I knew she was in town filming River of No Return... So begins In A Town Called Paradox, set in Utah during the 1950s when the Big Five Hollywood studios arrived to film their blockbuster movies.
Corin Dunbar – banished to live with her aunt Jessie, an obsessively religious spinster who runs a failing cattle ranch in Utah – hates her new life until Hollywood transforms the rural backwater of Paradox into a playground for glamorous stars. Seduced by the glitz, Corin finds work in the movies, but after a brush with the casting couch channels her growing ambition into saving the ranch—the jewel of the Dunbar family for three generations.
When Corin falls for Ark Stevenson – a charismatic stranger drawn to Paradox by his fascination with the movies that are filmed there – her future seems bright. That's not the outlook facing Yiska Begay, a Navajo on the run from prison.
These three very different lives collide as each of them seeks their own kind of freedom: Corin is determined to cast off the restrictions imposed on her by society; Ark yearns for a spiritual freedom after he suffers a horrific accident; and Yiska is desperate to regain the physical freedom he has unjustly lost.
In a gripping climax, Corin is faced with an agonizing dilemma. She can win them the freedoms they crave – but only at a heartbreaking cost?
Told mainly by Corin – now a middle-aged woman still haunted by her decision – In A Town Called Paradox is a poignant love story that explores some of the ideas and beliefs that shape our lives, as it asks the question: If each of us has a life story, who determines how it unfolds – and how it should end?
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Miriam Murcutt
Miriam Murcutt is a former journalist, editor and marketing executive. She has an M.A. in English Literature and now works full-time as a writer. In addition to the women’s historical fiction book, In a Town Called Paradox, she has written four narrative non-fiction books, published in seven countries. Born in England, Miriam lives in Boulder, Colorado, where she is a student of Spanish and a volunteer interviewer for a Carnegie Library oral history archive.
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In a Town Called Paradox - Miriam Murcutt
CHAPTER ONE
Corin Dunbar
I wasn’t looking for Marilyn Monroe when I bumped into her, even though I knew she was in town filming River of No Return with Robert Mitchum. I wasn’t looking for him either—way too old and grumpy—but I did have eyes for bad-boy Rory Calhoun, who played a no-good gambler. I’d seen him in Adventure Island when I lived in Yonkers and rated him a real dish,
as we used to say back then.
I’d skipped out of school early and made my way to Main Street, where right away I was swept up in the blast of a Macy’s-style parade. The Hollywood people would be around for a few days only, because most of River had been filmed elsewhere and was pretty near in the can; but it was the first shoot the town had hosted, so Mayor Carter Williams had pulled out all the stops. Four cheerleaders led the procession, wearing short blue-and-white pinafore dresses and holding aloft a red satin banner that shouted in two-foot-high letters, PARADOX WELCOMES 20th CENTURY FOX.
Next came Leland Jellicoe in his open-top Caddy, with him at the wheel and the mayor beside him, waving like royalty. They were followed by Lula McConackie, our Miss Rodeo Queen, who reined in her skittish chestnut with one hand as she tended to the white Stetson bouncing off her blonde curls with the other. A score of wranglers served as her escort, mounted on noise-spooked cattle-horses. They wore checkered shirts, chaps and spurs, and carried lassoes looped at the ready over the horns of their saddles.
It seemed to me the whole town—and the valley too—had turned out to gawp; or maybe just to snag one of the hot dogs that Gabriela’s Bean and Burro was grilling behind a haze of smoke in Pioneer Park. Every lamppost was tagged with colored balloons that bobbed in the breeze like supersized M&Ms. I grabbed one the city clerks were handing out for free, then ducked under a barrier to jog alongside Leland Jellicoe’s car. He was a big wheel in town who fancied himself a ladies’ man, but behind his back we all called him Jelly
(for the jiggling belly that protruded from his stick-like frame), and that helped put a pin in his ego.
I reckoned the Juniper Lodge was the best place to spot movie stars, so I fell back and elbowed my way there. The hotel had been bought by Jelly, who’d also purchased the Double-D Diner next door. He’d knocked the two establishments together so movie stars could exit their Juniper rooms and enter the Double-D without the need to step outside. At one time, the Double-D had catered to ranchers who slumped on its shiny metal-stemmed stools, elbows on the Formica counter as they forked down the house special of pecan pie with a curlicue of whipped cream. But Jelly had fitted it out with red leather banquettes and lined the walls with autographed blowups of Alan Ladd, Gregory Peck, and Barbara Stanwyck. He’d gussied up the kitchen too, so in place of the pecan pie, he now served Tournedos Rossini, Tequila Shrimp, and Veal Scaloppini to anyone high enough up the list of credits to be able to pay his prices.
My aunt Jessie had told me to stay away. She feared the movie crowd,
as she called them, would turn Paradox into a Sodom or Gomorrah. Those people are flashy, immoral, and sinful. And wicked too,
she’d added for good measure. That wasn’t a view commonly shared in town, but it gained traction in Jessie’s mind when she learned that Robert Mitchum was a drinker who’d served time for smoking marijuana and then heard (from the pharmacist in Mason’s Drugstore) that Rory Calhoun had once been busted for stealing a gun and while on the run had robbed a string of jewelry stores. When he drove a stolen car across a state line, he was arrested again and sent to jail for three years. None of that affected his budding career, since his criminal past gelled with his on-screen renegade image. But it gave Jessie plenty of ammo to use against actors, producers, directors, and anyone else with even a tenuous Hollywood link.
To me, of course, that made Rory even more appealing. I loitered around the Juniper lobby and peeked into the Double-D, hoping to catch a glimpse. All I could see were anonymous strangers—best boys, technicians, props men, and the like. But as I turned to leave—boom!—I bounced off the world’s most famous pair of breasts.
Their owner staggered back, and so did I. She was the more winded, since even then, at the age of thirteen, I had the advantage in height. She was much smaller than I would have imagined—no more than five feet five—but then I’d only seen her on the silver screen. There was no doubting who she was, in spite of the dark glasses and the checkered scarf she wore over her bleach-blonde hair. Not with that pout coated in bright red lipstick, the Technicolor makeup, and the cinched-in waist of her dress. I was struck dumb and on the point of running away, when she said, You okay, honey?
Her voice was tiny, high, and light as a child’s. It was my fault,
she said. These sunglasses. I swear they see better from your side than they do from mine.
I’m fine, thanks,
I mumbled, my eyes fixed on my feet.
She reached out a manicured hand and used a painted fingernail under my chin to lift my face. You look so pretty and cute. If I wasn’t a natural blonde, I’d like to be dark-haired too. Just like you.
I stood tongue-tied and stiff as a dime-store dummy while she fished around in her sparkly purse and came up with a small golden tube.
Here you go, honey,
she cooed, "a little pressie from Marilyn. It’s my favorite shade. Hot Desire. And it’ll look fabulous against that beautiful pale skin of yours."
She took my hand and dropped the lipstick into my palm, closing my fingers around it.
I was still in shock when I arrived back at the ranch. I didn’t stop to say hi to Jessie, but took the stairs two at a time and locked myself in the bathroom. Hot Desire was an intense scarlet, deep and lush. I smeared it on, pressed my lips together to cement it in place, then turned my head this way and that in front of the mirror and swished my hair from side to side.
If Marilyn Monroe said I was pretty and cute with beautiful pale skin, then maybe I was. I leaned in and blew a kiss at my reflection.
Even now, more than fifty years on, I remember that moment as a turning point.
It was the first time I felt pleased with the way I looked.
––––––––
In those days, I still saw myself as a city girl who belonged in Yonkers, a quick train-ride north of New York City. That’s where I was born and where I grew up. I liked tall buildings and the feel of concrete under my feet. I had friends and a life that centered around ballet classes (where I made my arms move boneless and rubbery as tentacles) and the Bronx Zoo, where my father worked as a veterinarian.
Gene cared for lions, hippos, elephants, and giraffes; and most days when I wasn’t at school, he’d grab my hand and say, Come on, kiddo, join me on my ward rounds.
And together we’d stomp from cage to cage, sloshing through disinfectant in our squelchy rubber boots as we checked the animals for parasites, stomach bugs, eye infections, and rotting teeth. Once I put my hands inside a chimpanzee’s mouth to help him finish off a root canal. Another time he let me hold the syringe pole he used to inject a sickly viper. And I’ll never forget the day he took me to watch Daru, an Indian elephant, give birth to a two-hundred-pound calf that slid onto the floor of its cage in a deluge of blood and guck.
I felt a wave of panic when the calf refused to breathe. I begged Gene to intervene, but he backed off to let Daru prod her baby with a foot big as a tree stump, then use her trunk to yank her offspring free from the shroud of its amniotic sack. At which point the newborn raised its head and peered around, and not for the first time, I fell in love. We watched the baby stand splay-legged on the slime of its cage before Gene and I gave each other a hug of relief.
No one I knew shared experiences like that. My friends were palmed off with stuffed lions or Jungle Book cutouts, but I had the real thing—plus Gene’s full attention. I didn’t want to eat or sleep; I just wanted to be at the zoo with him. It was our world and I treasured every moment. I learned rhinos like to be scratched behind the ears; giraffes hate to be touched but will happily eat out of your hand; and lions enjoy having their manes stroked and combed.
"But only some of them do, Gene told me, with a wag of his finger,
so don’t try this at home."
The hardest part of his job, he said, was trying to establish when an animal was sick. It’s not in their nature to show even a whisper of weakness in the wild,
he said, because if they do, they know they’re as good as dead.
That was a lesson I’ve carried all my life: Don’t show when you are hurting.
––––––––
I spent as much time as I could with Gene, but it was Grace, my mother, who did the heavy lifting of bringing me up. She was the one who slipped laundered underwear into my chest of drawers, clean socks onto my feet, and a daily apple into my Snow White lunch-box. She walked me to school, supervised my homework, and made sure I arrived at my dance class with the full complement of leotards, leg warmers, and pink satin pointe shoes. She adored children, even I could see that, so I could not understand why she failed to produce a baby brother or sister for me to play with. There was just the three of us—Gene, Grace, and me—and sometimes only two when Gene was called away to work his magic at another zoo. When that happened, Grace spoiled me sick with hot chocolate floated with marshmallows; or she took me out for a grown-up evening at the movies; or she played the piano while we sang Somewhere Over the Rainbow
or How Much Is That Doggie in the Window?
I was devastated when she died.
Just thirty-eight years old.
She’d been sick for months, the energy sucked right out of her; but death is not something a child anticipates. I’d assumed she would recover and the life I knew would go on as before. I was banned from her bedroom, but the more I was told to stay away, the more curious I was to peek in. And one day I did.
Grace was lost in a restless sleep, her mouth gaped open, her head raking from side to side as if trying to shake away terrifying thoughts. Yellowed strands of saliva stretched between her lips in a dried-up web, like the cat’s cradles she’d taught me to make out of string. Her eyes were slits, her lips a purplish blue, and the bare skin of her arms looked cold as winter except for a scattering of button-like bruises left by her injections.
Mommy,
I whispered, it’s me.
I hoped she’d heard, that somewhere behind the blank of her shuttered eyes, she knew I was there; but I was startled when she moved. A cough rattled her body and a rivulet of blood oozed from her mouth, dribbling down her chin. As I moved closer, my shoes nudged against a bottle of dark-gold urine that had been drained out of her through a jungle of tubes to give off a sickly-sweet odor—pungent enough to make me gag. It was a far cry from the crisp, fresh scent of the Grace I remembered, who’d take me in her arms and squeeze me until it almost hurt.
After that, I prayed on my knees every night, pleading with God to make her recover, but she died just two weeks later.
My friends didn’t know what to say to me. Some shunned me altogether. But their moms veered the other way. I’ve never been so cuddled, coddled, hugged, stroked, embraced, patted, or pecked as I was then. They thrust jams and jellies, pies and fairy cakes into my hands as if confectionaries could fill the void Grace had left. All I wanted was for life to return to normal. I knew it wouldn’t. But my world collapsed again when a month after Grace’s death, Gene told me he was going to send me away.
You’ll be living with your aunt Jessie,
he said.
His sister.
A woman I’d never met.
She owned a ranch near a speck of a town called Paradox. Somewhere in red-dirt Utah. I didn’t belong there.
But Gene didn’t ask what I thought. Didn’t inquire what I might want. He just packed me up and put me on a train under the care of a grizzled conductor, and off I went, tossed out like yesterday’s paper.
I don’t like to recall that day and have tried to purge it from my mind, but I remember staring out of the peephole I wiped in a grimy window as the train trundled west, pulling me further away from everything I knew and loved, toward the terrifying blank that was my future. As the miles rolled by, the rails spooled out like a length of elastic, stretching and stretching until—snap, the elastic broke and all ties to my past were severed. I felt worthless as a piece of garbage that needed to be buried before it stank.
Deep down, I knew this was my punishment. Grace’s death had been my fault because of the worry I’d caused, the grades I’d failed to get, the time I’d lied about sneaking out to the movies, or the day in Macy’s when my best friend Nancy Snyder shoplifted a clutch bag and I made no attempt to stop her.
By the time the doors of a Greyhound bus wheezed open and spat me out into blazing hot Paradox, I had convinced myself that if only I’d prayed harder, behaved better, Grace would still be alive and I’d be home in Yonkers. Instead, I’d been farmed out like an orphan, dumped in unknown territory where I didn’t know a soul.
Would anyone—ever again—hold me close and say they loved me?
CHAPTER TWO
Aunt Jessie did her best to welcome me. She’d prepared a room at the back of her jumbled ranch house, a large room with plumped-up pillows on the bed and a red-and-green quilt that she told me had been hand-stitched by one of her friends from church. A bright rag-rug covered a pinewood floor polished to a shine you could see your face in. Two square windows looked out over a pond and red-rock cliffs in the distance, and were hung with cream drapes patterned with flowers.
Sego lilies,
Jessie said. They’re the Utah state flower.
As if I cared.
It was a beautiful room, anyone could see that; and I hated every inch of it. I hated Utah. I hated the ranch. And I hated my aunt Jessie too.
That first day, she said I must be hungry, so could she fix me something to eat?
No,
I told her, although I was starving.
So what would I like to do?
I spat out, Nothing.
Well, perhaps we could visit the library (Gene must have told her I enjoyed reading), but I turned on her. No!
I shouted. "I’m not going to any stinking library. I don’t like books. And I don’t like to damn well read neither."
I didn’t normally speak like that, and as a rule I never swore. It made me sound like the brat I probably was, but I’d just turned twelve—not a great age to be uprooted and ripped from your home—and had an ache in my heart I can still recall today. I spent the better part of the next two weeks face down on my plumped-up pillows, just hating, until one day, Jessie announced she was heading into town and did I want to tag along. I told her—well, you can guess what I said.
I waited until she’d left, then poked around the kitchen. I scuffed across the dirt to the bunkhouse where, in better days, wranglers had lived. There was no sign of the current hired help—a Mexican called Felipe, who fed and watered the cattle, looked after the dogs, and patched up the fencing—nor of his wife, Dominga. I wandered over to the corral and stroked the horses, pinching my nose against the pungent smell of cow dung that always fouled the air. I even managed a gate-vault over the cattle-pen railings to goose up my spirits, and then I mooched into the barn.
The back wall was mounded with hay, so I furiously took a running jump and crashed face down in a volley of snaps and crackles that raised a cloud of dust, fine as powder. I rolled onto my back and a shimmer of light caught my eye. The severed neck of a broken bottle. It crossed my mind to use the glass to slit my throat, and I even made a few mock passes. But then I drew the jagged edge across my arm to make an angry welt.
I did it again, harder this time. And slower too, so I could see the skin split into a ravine that spewed blood. I watched, fascinated, as it trickled down my arm and dripped onto the hay in ruby-red splotches.
It hurt a lot, but at the same time felt soothing. I was back in control, no longer a pawn to be shuffled around in an adult world. I was in command even if only of my own pain. I chucked the bottle neck away and shrugged out of my blouse, using that to sop up the blood. Then I pulled on my sweater and snuggled into the hay. Next thing I knew, Jessie was leaning over me, a horrified look on her face.
I tore my arm on a piece of fencing,
I told her.
After that, I made several trips to the barn, sometimes with the blade of a pencil sharpener and sometimes with the box-cutter Felipe used to slice off ties from bales of hay. I never cut my arm again as it was too easy for Jessie to spot. But I’d hitch up my dress, roll down my panties, and cut jagged designs into my belly, the scars of which I bear to this day. I knew I shouldn’t be hurting myself, but every time I cut, I felt a surge of relief that dulled the pain of a dead mother and a heartless father who’d cast me aside.
I’m not sure what would have happened if I’d kept on harming myself, but later that summer—the summer of 1954—my world shifted again. Because that’s when Hollywood rode into town. And sprinkled our lives with stardust.
––––––––
It was the mayor of Paradox, Carter Williams, who brought the studios in. He was a shrimpy, balding man with a pencil moustache and sallow cheeks who’d worked as a surveyor for two decades before he was voted into office. Most weekends—and some weekdays too—he could be found on his porch, sitting in his La-Z-Boy with a copy of The Southeast Utah Gazette teepee-ed over his head.
The town gossips said his wife, Posie, pushed him into public life since wife-of-the-mayor carried more kudos than wife-of-a-local-surveyor. In contrast to Carter, she was a large-boned woman likened once by the Gazette as a Spanish galleon running before the wind with all sails unfurled.
She was bright, forceful, and energetic, and might have made an excellent mayor herself had she not been forced by the prevailing standards to live vicariously through her husband.
Once in office, Carter discovered a taste for power. He’d let Posie sit behind him at town hall meetings and join him on stage whenever speeches were made and she was required to wear a hat; but he made it clear he was the one calling the shots. So it was Carter who wooed the studios. He knew other Utah towns—like Kanab and Moab—had pulled in millions of dollars by offering the kind of dramatic scenery Hollywood craved for their backdrops, and had played host to movies like Stagecoach, Fort Apache, and Wagon Master. If they could do it, then Paradox could too.
The wise course of action would have been to test the waters to see if the studios would even consider filming in Paradox. Posie was keen to travel to Hollywood for just that purpose, but Carter had his sights set higher. He was determined to forge ahead and build an entire town—a fake town, a Western town—out in the desert. One that appeared so real, so authentic, the Hollywood studios would have to come if they wanted to go on making their blockbuster Westerns.
He hired Rose Watson from the local library to research towns of the 1880s, and appointed Coppley & Son, his former employer, to draw up a site plan. For money, he leaned on Leland Jellicoe, who, at the age of thirty-two, had made a fortune speculating in uranium mine shares on the Salt Lake City stock exchange. Jelly had no interest in sinking money into a fake Western town, but Carter told him that one-third of a movie’s budget was typically spent on location, and that brought him partway on board.
He might still have backed out if Posie hadn’t shown him photos of voluptuous starlets, spreading their glossies over the mayor’s desk. Jelly looked and lingered. He’d recently splurged on an Aztec-red Cadillac Eldorado—a two-door convertible that boasted bumper bullets, wraparound windshield, and power windows—and liked to drive at high speed with the top down even on Utah’s primitive roads. The passenger seat, he’d always thought, was all too often empty.
You think some of these young ladies might come to Paradox?
he asked Posie.
They would,
she said, if we built them a town. And we built it right.
––––––––
There’s little evidence that Jelly put up much in the way of hard cash, as most of the money to construct the town came from a bond the mayor issued. It plunged Paradox into debt, but the numbers added up if revenue from the studios exceeded the interest on the bond. To make sure it did, Carter prodded Coppley & Son to pull out all the stops. The blueprint they drew up was modeled on the Tombstone set John Ford had constructed in Monument Valley when he shot My Darling Clementine.
"But I wanted everything bigger," Carter said.
He’d already scouted the ideal location: a five-acre lot that had belonged to Amos Whistler, a grubstaker who’d died intestate the previous year. It was ten miles outside town and, like Paradox itself, on flat ground just beyond the jaws of the twin mesas that enclosed the Waterpocket Valley. It was also adjacent to a railroad track that served the nearby potash mine in Burr Creek. That posed a problem, as filming would have to stop every time a Burr Creek train pulled through; but that negative turned positive when Carter found a railroad track was a must-have
if Paradox was to lure the big-budget productions. Only they could afford a train. B-movies had to make do with a stagecoach drawn by no more than four horses.
The engine of the train was a Class B-R-R locomotive once owned by the Colorado and Southern Railway. It had an iron plaque affixed to its side that said it had been built by the American Locomotive Company in 1906. That made it the wrong vintage for the 1880s, but it clanked and chuffed and blew out impressive billows of steam. And anyway, as Carter told Posie, no one would care if the train was of the wrong era because—
"This is the movies!"
Only one issue remained to be settled and that was the name of the fake Western town. Carter favored Hollywood West,
while his wife pushed for Posieville.
The matter was resolved when Carter walked past Jelly’s spanking new Cadillac convertible and saw how it gleamed and sparkled and threw off an aura of wealth and extravagance that he was sure would appeal to Hollywood moguls.
It was a no-brainer, he decided.
The new town, like Jelly’s Caddy, would henceforth be known as Eldorado.
CHAPTER THREE
I could not understand what anyone in Hollywood could see in Utah, let alone a smudge of a town like Paradox. Growing up in the East, I was accustomed to clouds scudding across my day in weather that changed by the hour, not the constant sear of desert heat that scorched the earth a burner-plate red. In New York, I had treasured the sweet scent of large-petal flowers that blossomed in rainbows of color, not the bone-dry bushes of Utah that picked and scratched at me every time I stepped off a trail. And I’d soon had my fill of Utah dust, which crusted my hair and blocked my nose with scabs of blood-colored muck.
But the Hollywood studios loved it. They loved the way the dirt kicked up from under the boots of their high-riding heroes. They loved the long hours of sunshine that meant they could end each day with footage in the can.
They loved the empty vistas that let them angle in on a scene from a dozen different directions. They even loved the yucca, the prickly pear, and the scrub oak. But most of all, they loved the fiery buttes, the chimney spires and hoodoos, and the slits of canyons that fissured the Waterpocket Valley and cut deep into the surrounding mesas. These were the features that for decades had signaled to moviegoers around the world that here was the real thing—the rootin’ tootin’, always shootin’ Wild American West.
In those early days, Jessie did all she could to make me like the ranch—and Utah. I knew I ought to be grateful, but I still burned from Gene’s rejection and had no intention of making her life easy. She took a big step forward when, at the end of that summer, she gave me Popcorn, a chestnut quarter horse that once had been her workhorse but now was semi-retired. As Popcorn and I sized each other up, Jessie showed me how to befriend him.
Take it slow and easy,
she said. Give him space. Never rush him but let him come to you.
An approach, I thought, she was trying with me.
As I’d done so many times at the zoo, I immediately fell in love. And Popcorn fell in love with me. He told me so with every nuzzle and nicker, with ears that pricked up that extra inch whenever he heard my voice, and especially when he rested his head on my shoulder every time I wandered over to pat him and say hello. It meant a lot to