The Lost Lights of St Kilda
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Elisabeth Gifford
Liz Gifford has written articles for the Times and Independent newspapers on education, and is currently completing an MA in Creative Writing at Royal Holloway University with Sir Andrew Motion.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5In 1927 two young undergraduates from Cambridge spend the summer working on St Kilda, one is Fred Lawson and the other is his friend, and the laird’s son, Archie Macleod. During his time there Fred falls in love not only with the island, but with Chrissie, a young islander. Little does Fred know that only three years later this wild, isolated and beautiful island would need to be evacuated because, following yet another harsh winter when supply boats were unable to reach the island, all the islanders would be close to death from starvation. Although a misunderstanding meant that he lost contact with Chrissie after that summer, he never forgot either her or the summer he spent on the island and in 1940, when he is a prisoner of war behind enemy lines in France, his memories of that time, and of the woman he had loved and lost, become ever more vivid. Following a daring escape he faces a dangerous journey across occupied territory to reach a neutral country and freedom. The one thought which sustains him throughout all the hardships he faces is that he must find his way back to Chrissie, to find out if, after all these years apart, there is any possibility of a future together. With the timeline switching between 1910-1930 on St Kilda, 1930-1940 on Morvern Peninsular on the west coast of Scotland, and 1940 in occupied France, and the narrative switching between the voices of Chrissie, her daughter Rachel Anne, and Fred, this is a compelling and beautifully written novel. The gradually unfolding love story which underpins Chrissie and Fred’s relationship feels both convincing and very poignant, but it is matched by a parallel love story, the one symbolising how the islanders felt about St Kilda and for a way of life which was so precious to them. In many ways this felt like paean not just to a wildly beautiful place, but also to the loss of a unique community. The constantly changing timelines never felt confusing, instead they were used in an assured way to effectively weave the different strands of the story together, gradually adding depth to the developing storyline. I felt drawn into the unique way of life of the islanders of this remote community, with all the pride they took in the skills they had developed to endure the privations and challenges they faced, and with the powerful sense of community which had evolved in order to ensure mutual support. The landscapes of the islands and of war-torn France, were each very vividly and convincingly described. However, for me it was the author’s evocative descriptions of the savage beauty and wildness of the storm-battered islands, the powerful ocean, the pounding waves against the steep sea cliffs and the vast colonies of noisy sea-birds nesting on them which felt the more powerful, making me feel that I was experiencing something of that wild beauty for myself. Before I read this story I had always thought that St Kilda was the name of the inhabited island but, as I discovered, that’s the collective name for this archipelago and the name of the main island is Hirta. Although I was aware of the fact that the island had been evacuated in 1930, one of the things I enjoyed most about this story was how much I learnt about what led up to that momentous event, putting it into an historical and social context. I hadn’t realised how significant a part WWI had played in the gradual decline of the island’s population when, not only had the young men gone off to war but, with the archipelago being the most westerly islands of the UK, they had a vitally important military significance. As a result, the Royal Navy established a manned signal station on Hirta in the early years of the war and with this came not only more regular and reliable contact with the outside world for the islanders, but also more reliable access to essential supplies and the gradual establishment of a money-based economy. This slightly easier way of life during the war-time period probably undermined self-reliance to some degree, something compounded by the fact that many young men didn’t return to the island after the war; some had been killed but for those who did survive, returning to a life of hardship held little appeal. This growing realisation that they didn’t have to put up with living such a precarious existence then led to a steady exodus of young people from the island, with the population falling from seventy-three in 1920 to just thirty-six when, following successive crop failures and a particularly harsh winter, in August 1930 everyone on the island agreed to be evacuated to Morvern.The author’s gradual revelations of the events which led up to this momentous event very effectively captured the islanders’ sense of despair about the loss of their unique way of life, which however unsustainable it had by then become, had nurtured them for generations and was all they knew. She also demonstrated how tourism, whilst providing a source of income for the islanders – from the sale of their homemade tweed and birds’ eggs – also did much to undermine their self-confidence, as the visitors, seeing their simple, unsophisticated way of life and the identical nature of their dress, portraying them as objects of derision and curiosity, almost as though they were exotic exhibits rather than fellow human beings. As a result of all these insights, she enabled me to empathise with the profound sadness of their loss, as well as their fears and anxieties about what the future held for them.Days after finishing this deeply moving story, written with such a simple yet lyrical prose, I still feel haunted by it and cannot imagine anyone being able to read it without being similarly affected. This is the first of Elisabeth Gifford’s books I’ve read but, with writing of this quality, and her ability to create such unforgettable characters, I now want to read some of her earlier novels.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I have very fond memories of Elisabeth Gifford's first book, Secrets of the Sea House. That was a dual timeframe story with a similar setting to The Lost Lights of St Kilda, that being the islands of Scotland. In The Lost Lights… the two aspects of the story take place quite close together, in 1927 and 1940. The earlier story is set on St Kilda, a very isolated island where the villagers are far from thriving. They are largely forgotten, even the mail ship doesn't stop there. Fred Lawson and Archie Macleod visit one summer and Fred is captivated by Chrissie, a young islander. But the path of love does not run smoothly for them. We see events from Fred's point of view and from Chrissie's. Then in 1940 Fred is in France during WWII, one of the Cameron Highlanders. We witness his daring attempts at escape but what it also gives him is a reason to live and to try and return to Chrissie.This is a beautifully written, lyrical and lilting novel. I'm always so drawn to island stories, especially Scottish islands. I think there's a romantic feel to the windswept, stark nature of them, although in reality it's far from perfect and is often such a difficult life. Elisabeth Gifford puts across perfectly the difficulties that the St Kildans faced and she's obviously done a lot of research into the island and the people who called it their home. Their plight in having to leave is plain to see.This is not a quick or fast paced read and I didn't always find it the easiest of reads as it's quite intense, but it's full of atmosphere and is such a moving story. It's a book to savour as the setting draws the reader in and the sparse but poetic writing put me right there, whether it be on St Kilda or in France. It's ultimately the unfolding of a love story over a number of years but it's just as much a love letter to St Kilda too.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I felt a special connection to this book, as my wife's family originally came from St Kilda, and were evacuated in the 1930s. I have also been to St Kilda, but not to land, just sailing around the group of islands and sea stacs. The whole environment and way of life is captured very clearly and in a very evocative way, including the follow-up of the families settling in very unfamiliar surroundings on the mainland. The story of the characters works well, but for me the real star is the island itself.
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The Lost Lights of St Kilda - Elisabeth Gifford
CHAPTER 1
Fred
TOURNAI PRISON, 1940
Five days in darkness deep as a pit and my mind begins to play tricks. I hear the silence as singing, a faint choir in a distant room. Gaelic? English? Not Jerry, that’s for sure. Sometimes, it’s the darkness itself, blooming into images that swell and fade on the air, fuelled, no doubt, by the throbbing in my hand. Two nails gone, pulled out by the Gestapo. Worst of all is when the air becomes solid and I gasp, heart hammering, sweat on my palms. Then the only escape is to hold my mind steady and stand on my island again, looking out at the Atlantic and the curve of white sand around the bay. Slowly, very slowly, I turn in a half circle to see the crofts and the rise of the hills beyond like a comforting arm sheltering the village. A thin veil of cloud rises over the summit of Conachair, evaporating away as it starts to pour down the hillside, and high above, a sky that’s pure blue and endless. I breathe in deeply, the air clean and sea-blessed. Concentrating now so that the scene before me does not flicker or fade, I take a step, and another. Blades of grass, oiled and bright with sun, pass beneath my feet, the turf sprinkled with white daisies and tormentil as I move towards the line of bothies along the curve of the shore. A dog barks a greeting. Mary Gillies sits in front of a cottage spinning, the squeak of the turning wood as she lets the thread in and out, singing something in Gaelic as she works, but she does not raise her head as I pass by. Halfway along the row of cottages, I take the narrow path between a bothy and a byre, moving up past the burn race with the familiar irises and their spear-shaped leaves, yellow flower heads fluttering. One step at a time, I rise beyond the village towards Conachair, the fine webbed clouds over its summit. And now, standing on its heights, dizzy with the wind on my face, the air hazed with a moist brightness, all around is the ocean, a vast disc of rippled glass beneath an infinity of sky. I drink in the purity of so much blue. Some eight miles away, the islet of Boreray and her sea stacs like the hump of a whale guarding her two calves. I stand there, rocked by the wind, and a deep peacefulness comes to me. Nowhere in the world that’s as true or as home. Then my eyes scan back down to the village, my vision magnifying the dear houses below.
And there we are, sitting outside the bothy, Archie smoking, both of us reading in the evening light. But where is she? If I could see her one more time. That way she had of teasing and putting us in our place, two students from Cambridge who thought we knew it all.
I hear the rattle of bolts being shot back. The island fades. The iron door of a Tournai prison cell opens, squealing its pain. Just enough light creeps in to outline the barrel-shaped tunnel, ten feet long to the end wall. Damp brick scratched with graffiti, names from the boys of the 51st. No window. I wait for the guard to put a bowl of barley swimming in water on the floor, but instead a man is pushed in. He staggers and falls. Behind him, the guards drag in a body, the head slumped between shoulders pulled up in their sockets like a chicken on a butcher’s hook. A boy. They leave him on the cold concrete, face against the filth. I have just enough time to register the first man’s grey hair, gaunt, a civilian shirt and grey trousers, before the door slams shut. The darkness floods back. The bolts rattle back in place. I can hear the older man shuffling about. His voice.
‘Kenneth, Kenneth, will ye wake now,’ patting him on the cheek, urgently. ‘Come on now, man.’ There’s a groan of pain in reply. ‘That’s it now. I’ll bide with ye, Kenneth. That’s it, man. Breathe now. You’re all right. We’ll see the light again.’
‘Donal?’
‘Aye, I’m here, Kenneth.’
‘Are we dead now, Donal?’
‘No. We’re back in the fort, in the cellars.’
‘Dead would be better.’
‘We’ll come through. One day you’ll be home, standing in the lane before your own wee house.’
I flinched at this. What were the odds, really?
‘You sleep a while now, Kenneth.’
A shuddering sigh.
‘Caught escaping?’ I ask in a whisper.
‘Aye.’
‘Fred Lawson. Cameron Highlanders. I’d shake hands but they’ve left them a bit of a mess.’
‘Donal MacIver, Seaforths. Three of us. The other man shot. And Kenneth here’s taken a very bad beating.’
‘Is he going to pull through?
‘He’s still strong in spite of the past months, but it’s the will he needs now. The boys came into this war with such determination and now. . .’
‘And now here we are, left behind to rot in a German prison, the Queen’s own Highlanders. Not what we planned.’
‘But we’ll come through yet. We’ll come through.’ I heard the man shift and exhale with pain. His voice came again in the dark, fainter now. ‘But will you excuse me now, son. I may just shut my eyes for a while.’
Both of them out cold. The only clue that they were still there was the intermittent sound of breathing. I found myself straining to make out the particular sound of Kenneth’s breath, faint and wetly ragged – ready to crawl over there if it stopped. And do what in this blackness? Give him a talk on wanting to live?
So many like Kenneth in the German prison camps. When the call went out in ’39 the boys came in droves from the Highlands and Islands to join the Camerons, the Black Watch, the Seaforths, and the Gordon Highlanders, the Argylls, and the Sutherlands; descended from the men who had once fought alongside Wallace and Bruce, or battled to the death on the fields of Culloden. Along with the regiments from Aberdeen and Dundee, they become the 51st Highland Division – famous in the Great War as the men who never gave up. The fighting 51st.
So how bitter it was when the order came to put down arms and surrender alongside the French army, finally overrun by Hitler’s panzer divisions. The Gordons, fighting a rearguard action in the woods of Normandy, had to be issued the order twice. They couldn’t believe a command to surrender. Nearly all of them little more than boys.
I was older than most when my call-up papers came, a good few years past thirty. I’d been working as a drilling engineer for mining companies overseas. I was straight in as sergeant, assigned to the radio signals division. And since I was born in Uist, I was attached to the Cameron Highlanders. It was good to hear the Gaelic spoken again after so long. There’d not been much call for it during my years out in South America and Malaya.
Maybe it was hearing the old language again, but you came back to me so clearly then. I’d catch sight of you standing in the doorway as I sat alone on my bunk polishing my boots. Waking in the morning, as the barrack room came into focus, I’d see you, standing near my bed, the breeze from the hills come with you, and each time it would pierce me through with such a longing for days that were gone.
I’d refused you from my mind for so long, stubborn in my anger, but now I was a man wakened from a dream and I saw how I’d let the years slip by. All I longed for was to see you again, just one more time.
I asked a boy from Harris if they’d heard any news there from the folk on St Kilda. He looked at me with surprise.
‘And where is it you have been hiding yourself to not know that there is no one on the island of St Kilda now. Not one living soul.’
The blood drained from my legs. I sat down on a chair. ‘What are you saying? You’re not saying they starved one winter?’
‘No. But they came close enough. They were taken off the island after a very bad winter. Did you no see it on the newsreel in the cinemas?Ten years back. Nineteen thirty, it must have been. They live on the mainland now. I dinna’ ken where.’
I hadn’t followed the news from Europe. I couldn’t remember what I’d been doing ten years ago in the sticky heat of Malaya’s dusty towns and scrubland jungle of tepid beer and brief evenings with Malay girls. Nothing I wanted to recall with any pride. And now it came to me, a dawning realization of the chasm between us. All those chances to turn back and find you long gone. I had no way of contacting you now. No idea where you were living. Too many years sacrificed to my pride and my anger.
It was your face that had stayed with me as we fought in France. It was you who’d sustained me when we were hungry and without sleep for nights as we fought the retreating action back towards the Normandy coast. We had to smash equipment as we fled, the radios and the boxes of transmitter valves thrown out of the truck and shattering on the asphalt like summer fireworks. But we still hoped we’d make it home. We’d heard the army north of us had been taken off the beaches at Dunkirk by boats and by a miracle were back home to England.
At St Valery we were told to make our way down to the beach where boats would evacuate us too. But as soon as we got there, I saw we were lost. We stood on the top of cliffs three hundred feet high; at the foot, a narrow strip of beach strewn with bodies. The Germans had set up gun emplacements on the cliffs across the bay and were picking off the men as they went down the steep paths single file. A rolling fog had come in. There was no way a ship could navigate its way in. A boat that had come in earlier had already sunk under fire.
No one was coming to take us home.
We turned back to the town, now blazing and exploding like a giant bonfire, the shelling constant. By morning, the French general had ordered a white flag to be hoisted from the church spire. We had surrendered. In the town square there was a huge pile of rifles.
You could hear men’s guts creaking from emptiness as the Germans marched us east. They wouldn’t let us break ranks to fetch water. In front of me, a man fell, faint from exhaustion. The guard ran down and cracked his head with a rifle butt, shot him when he failed to wake up. At night we were herded into fields surrounded by rolls of razor wire that the Jerry had gone on ahead and got ready for us. ‘You can’t fault them for how organised the buggers are,’ said Tom from Dundee. He let the potatoes he’d grubbed up roll out of his pocket onto the floor and we all shared what we had from our quick foraging in the wide flat fields that ran along each side of the road. A marvel how good a raw potato tastes when you’re starving hungry. The next night we collected wood to make a fire as soon as the guard was further up the line, managed to cook them, but by the third night the French farmers had got wise to the threat of ten thousand men raiding their field and stood with sticks to defend their crop, and we didn’t blame them.
We passed into Belgium. They shipped us onto empty coal barges, crammed us down in the sooty hold so you could hardly breathe. Then back to walking again.
The first real food we saw was spread out on trestle tables as they marched us into a station. We had our photo taken in front of it with the Red Cross nurses in uniform standing behind the tables ready to serve it out. As soon as they had their picture they packed all the food away without it crossing our lips.
We were herded towards cattle trucks. They started loading us in forty at a time. I knew there’d be little chance of coming back once we were on the trains. A prison camp in the east, labouring for the Reich. I was standing in a group next to the great black engine breathing out its clouds of steam and soot. I sidled to the back of the column. When a fight broke out, I saw my chance, stepped back into the steam cloud and away along the tracks in the fading light of evening.
I made it as far as the coast, living on the handouts that the farmers gave me, risking their lives to invite me in for a meal. One night, a couple insisted that I have their bed while they slept in the kitchen. I’d found civilian clothes by then, buried my uniform, keeping nothing but my compass. So when I was picked up on the heavily guarded Belgian coast, trying to find a boat to get home, I was interrogated as a spy. They gave me the full treatment, plus a month in the Tournai punishment cells.
In the darkness, I listened to the breathing on the other side of the cell. One slow with a wheeze, the other more uneven, a pause as if the next breath might not come. Perhaps I slept. When the door opened next, a faint grey light trickled in as the guard put the bowls down. I could make out the two forms against the distempered brick. The older man, Donal, slumped against the wall. The boy was tipped over, a jacket under his head against the cold of the concrete, a patch where he had dribbled a dark spool of blood. Then the black loneliness that filled our cave came down once more.
The boy began to cry. ‘I can’t do it. I can’t do it any more.’
I could hear the sound of a head banging and banging against the concrete. The scrape of Donal reaching across to muffle Kenneth’s sobbing into his chest.
‘We have to hope, Kenneth. Think of all the things you want to see again. They are still waiting for you, and you will see them again. Don’t you have a girl, Kenneth?’
This made the sobbing more intense. ‘Jeanie. Her name’s Jeanie. I told her we’d be married when I came home.’
‘Can you see her now, Kenneth, in the garden, waiting for you?’
‘It’s too dark in here.’
‘You’ll see her. You must hope on it. Just as I turn in my mind’s eye now to see my Barra, with the little church waiting for me there on the hillside looking out towards the fishing boats. That’s where I’ll be again one day. And you, Fred Lawson, don’t you have something you hope for as you sit here in the dark, something you believe in?’
‘I’m not a man who goes to church.’ And then I stopped. That wasn’t what he was asking me. ‘There is an island,’ I began. I paused, searching to find the words.
The boy shifted, perhaps turned his head, both of them listening.
‘It’s a small island, far out in the Atlantic, a hundred miles away from the rest of the mainland, the most remote place in the British Isles, a place almost from another time. When I first set eyes on St Kilda, I’m guessing I was the same age that you are now, Kenneth. I was barely more than twenty.’
He grunted, a small sound of pain, but it was there, his wanting to hope on something.
CHAPTER 2
Fred
ST KILDA, JULY 1927
Dear Lachlan,
I doubt that I can find the words to adequately describe this place to you, but I will try. You warned me I might find it tedious here, the isolation, so far away from civilization, and it is true that this is considered such a harsh posting for the nurse or the missionary that they are generally only assigned for twelve months. But hardship to be here in the middle of such beauty! A lonely and very windswept beauty, yes, but I am already grieving that I shall have to leave at the end of summer and go back to Cambridge.
So what is this island of St Kilda, or islands to be more exact, as I know you will want me to be? I can see you now, wiping your hands on an oily rag as we stare into the greasy parts of some engine that has ceased to run, me knowing full well that your mind has already taken the structure to pieces and found the problem. Pin it down, man, you’d tell me when making a diagnosis of what ails the motor. Go to it logically. In fact, I have been helping the minister’s wife repair her wireless this afternoon, which she relies on for news from the mainland. A radio’s not so different a proposition in principle to an engine, though the parts are finer and its paths run through the air. I’ve been able to blag my way through and pick up how it works pretty quickly, following your method of stripping back a problem to the underlying logic. The look on her face at being back in contact with the world was thanks enough.
But back to the island itself. I will stay away from my more misty-eyed descriptions of St Kilda, even though it does encourage just that, and try to concentrate on what I am here to understand – the underlying rock formations – and so return to Cambridge with enough information in the bag for my final paper.
St Kilda is in fact a group of four islands and various sea stacs, the largest of which, at some four square miles, is Hirta. If you were to walk up from the tiny village on the bay to Hirta’s highest point, what you’d see is an ancient volcanic crater, a bowl of green that lies half dipped in the water as if some giant is scooping out a drink with a pan, one side lost under the water and the other rising high to make a semi-circle of steep hills, leaving a green amphitheatre around the village with its half-moon of white sand and its line of low cottages in a curving line a short walk up from the beach. Standing in the village on a fine day in such a sheltered and benign spot one is tempted to believe in a god of blessings behind such loving creation, but climb up to the top of the encircling hills and the shock is deadly. The land ends, falls away into cliffs with a drop of one thousand and three hundred feet, where men fall to certain death. Where, coming to the edge, you must drop to the earth and cling on with fear at the way the wind comes at you with such force, knocking the breath out of your lungs, a fortress of the highest sea cliffs in Europe.
Within that, the hills slope in towards the Village Bay. To one side, the hills continue in a circle of blasted skerries, jagged points sticking out of the sea like a broken jawbone or the rusted-away edge of the giant’s bowl dipped into the sea. They were once part of the island but are now cut off by a channel forced through by the pounding sea. After that there is nothing but open water, all the way to America. Your eye then finishes the broken circle and travels back to the land at the other side of the bay.
Into this natural harbour the deep-sea trawlers run for shelter in storms, unless the wind is from the west, in which case the Village Bay is useless against the gales that blow straight in, any boat thrown up against the rocks. The only hope in such weather is to shelter in the glen over the brow of Mullach Mòr that forms a mirror to Village Bay, though it is a place devoid of any human features other than some basic stone beehive huts, still used by the girls who go to milk the cows in summer and which may date back to antiquity, if Archie is to be believed. I have not gone so far as to see the glen myself yet, but I am told it is there.
I have read this letter back and see that the above does nothing to describe the place adequately. I should have first mentioned the light. For we float on it in the sea’s reflection, the damp air luminous. The light encircles us, the far horizon all around us nothing but a deepening blue line of shadow where the water has ended and the sky begun. How the light shivers and shakes over the barley heads, or glistens off the swathes of silver-blue plantain leaves on the slopes by the sea. How the light brightens and darkens in racing patches across the land as the wind shifts the clouds across the sky. And the hundred shades of glassy light in the sea, dark petrol blue to faint jade, or the china blue over the white sand of the bay.
By now you are probably thinking that being cast so far out into the Atlantic, I’ve begun to lose my marbles – and perhaps you’re right. This place never lets your senses be still, always waiting for the next trick of the weather, your head always filled with the din of birds and the wind.
Did I mention that the sky is alive with bird wings? The black-tipped bent spikes of the great gannets’ wings, the flutter of scissorbeaked kittiwakes, fulmars, skewars, puffins, petrels – the same birds that supply most of the islander’s primitive diet.
Even more birds reside on the two daughter islands, Soay and Boreray, and more still tumble and skirl in the skies around the black rock stacs that rise up out of the water like ancient relics – the head of a massive prehistoric shark, nose to the sky, another in the shape of a Neolithic hand-held axe – ancient and violent eruptions of lava plugs from before time. I will long remember our first sight of them from the tossing boat as we arrived, how they seemed to come to us, pitching and moving with the horizon across the sea like animate beings, and all the while the outlines of first Boreray, and then Hirta beyond, solidified and became green hills and slopes shattered all around with massive cliffs. Arriving here is almost the entry to a legend.
And now back to where we are lodged here in the village. We are snug enough in the minister’s house for the time being, though as you can imagine it’s hardly Archie’s ideal set-up to be under the eye of the minister’s wife. He is even now planning for us to move out into one of the abandoned cottages in the village. There are two or three homes standing empty since the population here is not what it was some twenty years ago, and I sometimes feel a poignant sadness to think that I may well be witnessing the end of a unique and rare community that still lives as people must all have lived long ago. Cars or towns with their shops are unknown to them – even a bicycle is a foreign item here.
Archie is away arranging for one of the village women to sweep out an abandoned bothy and hopefully for one of them to come in each day to make some food for us, though we intend to lead a very frugal existence here, all porridge and hard work. I know you have told me to not be carried along by Archie, coming as he does from a very different background, one with a certain expectation of life, whereas I am mindful that my own future relies upon much hard work. But it’s thanks to him and his family that I’m here and able to collect the research I need. Archie has been a true friend through these past two years at Cambridge, and you can see how much the natives here love him – though they can scarce do little else since it is Archie’s father who owns the place. Lord Macleod, who has covered all of my expenses in getting here, says he’ll be happy just to read my geological survey of the island in recompense. His father has not said as much but I can see that this is where I am to return some of the favour, in trying to keep Archie’s nose to the grindstone. Archie is to carry out an archaeological survey here for his dissertation, and if my task is to keep him out of trouble, I anticipate being rather busy.
There’s a chance that you may see me back in Edinburgh before this letter gets to you, given how irregular the mail is going out from the island. And now here’s Archie coming along the path with the woman who is perhaps going to be our maid this next few weeks, a slip of a thing – though from the way she’s listening to him, arms crossed, eyes sharp on his face, I’d say she has the measure of Archie Macleod nicely, thank you very much. The native girls here are very scenic, rather fetching – ruddy cheeks, black hair – and they all wear the same homespun style of full skirts and turkey-red scarves that would not look out of place in Victoria’s reign.
Now Archie is saying I need to get this in the mail sack. The Hebrides is due to return to the mainland within the hour, leaving us to