False Gods: The Jerusalem Memoirs
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Adolf Eichmann was head of Gestapo Division IV-B4, the Third Reich's notorious Security Service, which was responsible for implementing the "Final Solution" of the European Jews in the Greater German Reich. False Gods is a book that will be controversial - not only with the Jewish community, but also with the historical "revis
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False Gods - Adolf Eichmann
False Gods
The Jerusalem Memoirs
by
Adolf Eichmann
False Gods
The Jerusalem Memoirs
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Adolf Eichmann
Translated
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Dr Alexander Jacob
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False Gods
The Jerusalem Memoirs
by
Adolf Eichmann
Translated by
Dr Alexander Jacob
SS Obersturmbannführer Adolf Eichmann 1906-1962.
Table of Contents
False Gods
Preface
Foreword
Part I
My Early Life
Transfer to the SS Intelligence Service
Transfer to Vienna
Hitler Gives His Warning
Assignment to Prague
Theresienstadt
Invasion of Poland
Assignment to Gestapo Office IV
Resurgence of the Madagascar Plan
The Attack on the USSR
Hitler’s Order for Physical Annihilation
The Gassing of Jews at Lublin
Eichmann Witnesses the Murders
The Killings in Minsk
The Wannsee Conference
The Gassing of Jews at Auschwitz
The Strasbourg Skeletons
Burning the Evidence
The Meaning of Special Treatment
Himmler and the Demand for Obedience
Part II
France
Holland
Belgium
Italy
Norway
Denmark
Slovakia
Greece
Yugoslavia
Romania
Bulgaria
Hungary
Part III
My Capture and Trial
On Knowledge and Will
Of Blood and Soil
The End of Nationalism
A Cosmic World View
The Letter from Pastor Achenbach
Testament
Preface
Adolf Eichmann (1906-1962) was born in Solingen in Germany to Adolf Karl Eichmann and Maria Eichmann, née Schefferling. After his mother died in 1914, his family moved to Linz in Austria. Eichmann began working in his father’s mining company in 1923 and, from 1925 to 1927, worked as a sales clerk for the Oberösterreichische Elektrobau company. He also served as district agent in the Vacuum Oil Company.
As a young man, Eichmann joined the German Austrian Young Frontline Soldiers’ Association, which was the youth wing of the paramilitary Frontline Soldiers’ Association of Hermann Hiltl. On the advice of his family friend Ernst Kaltenbrunner, he joined the Austrian branch of the NSDAP and was enlisted as a member of the SS in 1932. Shortly after the National Socialists came to power in January 1933, Eichmann was dismissed from the oil company and so he devoted all his time to working with the National Socialist party. He was promoted to SS Scharführer in November 1933 and served as an administrator in the Dachau concentration camp. In 1934 he moved to the Security Service and, after briefly working in the Freemasonry department, moved to the Jewish department in Berlin in November 1934.
In 1937, he travelled with his superior Herbert Hagen to the British Mandate territory of Palestine to assess the possibility of Jewish emigration from Germany to Palestine. In 1938, after the Anschluss, Eichmann was posted to Vienna and was entrusted with the establishment of a Central Office for Jewish Emigration. In the course of this assignment Eichmann developed numerous contacts with Jewish authorities who helped him speed up the emigration of Jews from Austria. In December 1939, he was made head of the Gestapo division IV-B4 of the newly formed Reich Security Head Office (RSHA) and worked, under Heinrich Müller, on Jewish matters. By 1941 Eichmann had been promoted to SS Obersturmbannführer (Lieutenant Colonel) and was entrusted with the organisation of the deportation of the European Jews to various concentration camps in the Greater German Reich.
Though arrested at the end of the war by the U.S. army, Eichmann succeeded in escaping from U.S. custody early in 1946 and lived unnoticed in Germany and Austria until 1950, when he travelled to Argentina, through Italy, under the false name of Ricardo Klement. For the next ten years he worked at mechanical jobs in Buenos Aires and, in 1952, brought his family over to Argentina from Germany. However, in 1953, Simon Wiesenthal obtained a letter to an Austrian baron Mast from a German officer in Argentina who reported that he had met Eichmann, who was working at that time in a power plant near Buenos Aires. Although this information was conveyed to the Israeli consul in Vienna as well as to Dr. Nahum Goldmann of the World Jewish Congress in New York, it was 1957 before the Mossad was involved in the search for Eichmann. Walter Eyan of the Israeli Foreign Ministry was informed by the German public prosecutor Fritz Bauer that Eichmann was living in Argentina and he then relayed this information to Isser Harel, the head of Mossad, whose agents succeeded in tracing Eichmann in Argentina and capturing him, three years later, on May 11, 1960. On May 21 he was flown to Israel, where he was tried by the Israeli Court in 1961, found guilty and hanged on May 31, 1962.
In Argentina, from 1951 until 1959, Eichmann made a series of tape-recorded interviews with the former SS Dutchman Willem Sassen. When the Israeli prosecutor Gideon Hausner wished to have the full Sassen transcripts admitted into evidence during Eichmann’s trial in 1961, Eichmann opposed this claiming that this record was mere pub talk
since he had been drinking red wine during the interview and Sassen had constantly encouraged him to embellish his accounts for journalistic sensation and had even falsely transcribed the interview. Portions of the Sassen interview were sold by Sassen to Life magazine, which published them in December 1960 (Life, Vol.49, no.22, November 28, 1960 and no.23, December 5, 1960), that is, when Eichmann had already been taken to Israel.
Another copy of the transcription of Eichmann’s original recordings and handwritten notes, was taken by Eichmann’s widow Veronika to the Nuremberg lawyer, Dr. Rudolf Aschenauer, whom she commissioned to act on her behalf in regards to their publication. This edition was published by the German publisher Druffel Verlag as Ich , Adolf Eichmann: ein historischer Zeugenbericht, and my English translation of this edition entitled The Eichmann Tapes - My Role in the Final Solution is also available from Black House Publishing, and is a companion to this volume.
Adolf Eichmann arrived in Argentina in 1950 under the name of Riccardo Klement.
After his courtroom testimony, in August 1961, Eichmann wrote another handwritten testimony that he called Götzen
(False Gods). These final memoirs of Adolf Eichmann are more concise than the original version he wrote in Argentina, although they follow the same plan of an initial biographical sketch followed by a country-wise record of the deportations he conducted. Like the earlier memoirs, the latter also provides a detailed account of his career in the SS and Gestapo as the divisional head in charge of the numerous deportations of the European Jews. Through a perusal of Eichmann’s memoirs, the reader will undoubtedly be able to ascertain the scope of the anti-Jewish measures undertaken in the Third Reich.
However, compared to the Argentinean memoirs, the present memoirs reveal an extremely sharp disillusionment with the National Socialist goals he championed during the Reich as well as a greater sympathy with the post-war attempts to establish a non-nationalistic one-world order. Although he had joined the NSDAP in order to defend Germany from the humiliation of Versailles, incidents such as the Night of Broken Glass caused him early in his career to realise that he had followed false gods
, a suspicion that was confirmed by his visits to Lublin and Auschwitz to witness the mass killings of Jews. It is interesting also, that in this version of his memoirs, he is more honest in his account of certain events such as, for example, the development of the ghetto in Theresienstadt. For, whereas in the Argentinean memoirs he had suggested that it was actually a model old-age home that he himself had done much to develop, he now admits that it was not really meant by Himmler to be an exemplary ghetto but was rather a camouflage
to deceive the outside world on the manner in which the Reich was dealing with its Jewish problem.
In his Argentinean memoirs, besides, Eichmann had pointed to the contrary effects of the post-war democratic propaganda and re-education on former National Socialists in a derisory manner:
Twelve years of re-education propaganda and occupation-dictatorship have made people who would be considered as witnesses for the defence, if they are not dead or have not been killed, so afraid that they do not wish to know anything at all, or remember about anything anymore. Very many would have been, in 1945 and 1946, still ready for a clear statement even under the pressure from the occupation powers, for every pressure releases a counter-reaction. But, today, that option is no longer available. For, the good life and democratic re-education
have borne fruits, so that today, as a defendant, I would not know which witnesses for the defence would actually be pertinent. In 1945, I would, as a defendant, have had all my colleagues; today, I am no longer sure of that; one part of them will not come into question at all as witnesses for the defence because they are concerned for their survival. And another part has had to lead such a hard life in the meantime that they curse the past and the stupidity
of having been a National Socialist.
Now, in the present memoirs, Eichmann himself shows very little sympathy for the National Socialist world-view, which he now considers to have been something half-baked, something cobbled together from all possible ideas and imaginations
and held together as a totalitarian collective
system through the military principles of command and obedience. In the Argentinean memoirs he had indeed expressed a strong sympathy for Zionist ideals as a mirror-image of National Socialist ones:
Generally, Ben Gurion follows nothing but what the SS Reichsführer also did; the Jewish Pioneers
root themselves in the soil and have, next to the plough, their gun ready at hand; they are the Israeli translation of our idea of soldier peasants
. The National Socialist ancestral farm legislation represented similar norms as the Jewish Development League
, for example, the inalienability of farming land. The organised youth presents a similar image as our National Socialist youth and is likewise the youth of a people in a state of emergency. So I often said to the Jewish representatives well known to me: If I were a Jew, then I would be the most committed Zionist that you could imagine.
Already as the specialist in the SDHA on the World Zionist Organisation I recognised the parallels between the goals of the SS with its blood and soil ideas and Zionism; in this goal SS and Zionism are siblings.¹
Now, he abjures nationalism itself as a primitive instinct and considers that:
Mutual mistrust, the striving for domination of one over the other, grouping of men according to values and classifications, all this is from now on part of the old rubbish.
He goes so far as to suggests that such ideologies must be totally eradicated:
That is why I said that evil must be extirpated basically, radically. The organisational form that can bring men to such conflicts must be removed. In mutual coexistence man does not have to accommodate himself to the organisational form but the organisational form must be tailored to man. This alone seems to be a practical application based on the bleak experiences up to now; the other is, I think, heretical nonsense. Good perhaps for inner edification, but what is the use of this when murder and annihilation can continue to be ordered by the state.
The remedy for nationalism is of course internationalism: only an internationalisation of peoples overcomes the existing basic instincts, at least one part of the additional hotbeds artificially created by men through nationalisation.
Eichmann even goes so far as to embrace what we now recognise as the globalist ideal of a world-government:
The task of regional governments, which will then have only a provincial character, will be to make the nations of the earth happier in union with the central authority. And the sooner such a thing is achieved the more the personal security and independence of the individual is provided for, and every oppression of him will be prevented.
This abjuration of National Socialism seems not to be the mere result of the broad public discussion of the events of the Reich during his trial or of his fear of a death sentence. For, the final part of the memoirs in which he meditates on political and philosophical issues also evokes the serenity that he seems to have discovered in the last days of his extraordinary life. As he states, I have finally found a world-view for myself which satisfies me
. For,
Today, having an open mind, no anxious skulking, a lack of prejudice, no envy and no hatred are the most important advantages. Of course, I am still an egoist, but this time not at the cost of others. Now even my fellow human beings take part in this egoism with advantages to themselves.
Whatever the reasons for the aversion that he developed to nationalism between the writing of the Argentinean memoirs and that of his final manuscript, a common strand in both memoirs is Eichmann’s consistent insistence on his absolute freedom from legal guilt
- even though he may well have had reason to feel personal moral guilt
. For, as he repeatedly declares, even though he had, in the course of his extraordinary life, been forced to witness what he calls death and the devil
, he had never on any occasion participated more closely in this hell
than as a mere recipient of orders
.
Dr Alexander Jacob.
¹ See Unity of Jewry in the world?", in Adolf Eichmann, op.cit.,
Foreword
Iam in prison in Israel. The hearing of evidence has concluded and in a week there will follow the pleadings of the attorney general and my defence. Then some two or three months will pass before the court reaches a judgement. Possibly it will then go to the higher court; possibly also not. ‘However it may be’, I once said during the trial to a question of the prosecutor in the cross-examination; ‘I shall say that, if I sit down one day to write some chapters for the present and future youth, as a warning to them, provided that I receive the approval for that, then I shall call a spade a spade
.
Now, the president of the court demanded this from me already during the trial. I obeyed and said that the events related to the Jews which the then German Reich government instituted during the years of the last great war represent the greatest crime in the history of mankind. So I have decided to use or, better, to take advantage of the time of waiting for the judgement and to realise that which I had announced. It can hardly harm, rather, on the other hand, it may provoke reflection, how things could have happened in this way to a man. I was inspired by a thousand ideals and slid in many others into a matter from which one could no longer find one’s way out. Today I have a temporal distance from the events that lie 16-29 years in the past. And much that was valid then has become invalid. Former worldview values
I have gradually, in the course of the years, thrown overboard as rubbish.
Because I saw hell, death and the devil, because I had to look on at the madness of the annihilation, because I was harnessed as one of the many horses and, following the will and order of the coachman, could break out neither to the left nor the right, I find myself called upon here and have the desire to narrate and proclaim what happened.
It is certainly a sad summary that I am in a position to only give an outline of the organisational requirements that the events made possible. Most of those actors who will now indeed enter history in one way or the other I knew, in part communicated with them, and can judge them in detail.
I shall describe the life of that time, as I experienced it and saw it. I shall try to spare nothing. I write for nobody’s fame and honour - what mendacious, self-adulatory concepts these are! What I thought I had to adore yesterday lies today in the rubble of that which has been destroyed.
I shall describe the genocide of the Jews, how it happened and give, in addition, my thoughts of the past and of today. For not only did I have to see with my own eyes the fields of death, the battlefields on which life died away, I saw much worse. I saw how, through a few words, through the mere concise order of an individual to whom the state gave the authority of commander, such fields of the extinction of life were created.
I saw the machinery of death. Grasping cogs within cogs, like clockwork. And I saw those who observed the process of the work. I saw them always repeating the work and they looked at the seconds-hand, which hurried; hurried like life to death. The greatest and cruellest dance of death of all time. That I saw, and I prepare to describe it, as a warning.
Adolf Eichmann
6 September 1961
Part I
My Early Life
Icame into the world on 19 March 1906. I was born in Solingen, in the Rheinland, as the first son of the married couple Wolf and Maria Eichmann. A few days after my birth I was baptised Adolf Otto according to the ritual of the Evangelical faith of the Helvetian confession. As a small child I moved with my parents to Linz on the Danube, Upper Austria, where my father was trade director of the Linz Railway and Electricity Company, and later retired I think in the twenties to found an electric wares enterprise.
After attending a primary and secondary school, I graduated after two years at a federal technical academy. From 1925 until 1927 I was active as a sales officer of the Upper Austrian Electrical Co. Inc
. in Linz on the Danube and then, until June 1933, as sales officer of the Austrian Vacuum Oil Company Inc., in the Linz and Salzburg branch.
The Linz on the Danube of that time was a dreamy, small, lovely and clean provincial capital in the centre of the predominantly peasant Upper Austria. With it’s wheat-rich Inn region, the kale-rich Hansruck region, the Traun region already then closed to foreign traffic with its pearl, Gmunden on the Traun Lake, and the Upper Austrian Hausberg with Traunstein, the watchman of the region of the beginning High Alps. But I was especially in love with the attractive Mühl region. The region with many ruins and fortresses wrapped in sagas. And here it was the upper Mühl region that I especially cherished in my heart.
Franz Josef-Platz in the Austrian city of Linz.
The homeland of Adalbert Stifter,¹ the eternal Bohemian woods whose offshoots reach deep into the upper Mühl region with its small romantic brown-water tributary streams. The many swift trout-filled streams, which have found their way, from times immemorial, to the great collection of water, the Danube, through the Bohemian-Moravian granite plateau that is very steeply sloped against the Danube.
This gorgeous spot of earth I could call my second homeland and in this jewel of Upper Austria I spent, thanks to the constant care of my parents, a wonderful carefree youth.
And even as a young man – as one tends to say – it was days of love, springtime and life that were offered to me. Motor sports, mountain sports, work, coffee-house, friends and also girlfriends – why not – filled my days and years.
Many cosy wine taverns encouraged one’s entry and one sat very comfortably within their old walls. I knew one such wine tavern whose existence was traced back to the thirteenth century. And the Gumpoldskirchner
had the flavour of every region even without Schrammel² and gypsy music.
We lived in the land of well-off Austrians in Upper Austria. And if we drove to the Postlingberg, the landmark of Linz, the first trip was, with my little girlfriend, to Master Bugele, the head gardener of the wonderfully beautiful garden parks on this mountain with its thousand or more rose bushes. To be requested a bouquet of roses for one’s beloved was always a great joy for this master of flowers, shrubs and trees, even if he knew me as a little kid when I visited the parks on Saturdays holding my father’s hand. My old man had in his time done much for the improvement of this beautiful spot which at that time belonged to the property of the Linz Highway and Electricity Company and appointed my friend Bugele as head gardener of this paradise.
Nothing could have disturbed this gay and carefree love of life if the gods
had not come as far as Upper Austria. They knocked on my door from 1931, and on and off even earlier, they then caught me on 1 April 1932. Yes, my friends, looking back it is almost 30 years, and I must say, when the donkey is happy it goes on the ice to dance
. Now, there were at that time different sorts of recruits, as there may have been at all times and always will be. Through the school and company in which I moved, in short through the environment that influenced me – and which environment does not form a young man – I was led in the nationalist direction, and which nationalist did the word Versailles
at that time not set on fire.
Of course at first one did not understand anything of it. But an understanding of it was already awakened, newspapers, conversations and books took care of that. And a man inclining in this direction was told of national disgrace, betrayal, the stab in the back that was meted out to the German army, national distress and misery. God, one wanted a stop, one flew into a rage. And then one heard through the propaganda that there was one party that had inscribed the removal of the disgrace on its banner. Promised an end to the national distress, prepared to remove the dagger from the wound, sought to combat equal opportunity in the military sector, and condemned the unemployment in the lowest hellish stratum. And then one sat in such a wine tavern, called the quarter
, or in the beer pub called Krügerl
, or in the café called the Black
and read the Völkische Beobachter.³ one read of the death of an SA man or men; one read heroic words about heroic deeds, about manly striving and fearless loyalty. And I repeat, which young man of nationalist tendency was not captivated
by that?
There was not a word about the Jews and Jewry; and if one read on and off about it in certain articles, who took such things seriously? Who in general pondered on account of this? Perhaps the senior and old people. We young men were only, and exclusively, interested by the heroic. To help in the removal, the destruction, of the distress.
One saw red at the word Versailles
. Ready for everything, to destroy, to trample down this word, and even to suffer for this if necessary. It must be expunged. And those who were called to this were our gods. So must it have been in ancient times, if one may believe the heroic sagas. But why should one not have believed them?
The dukes
, the followers
, the loyalty to the duke and the loyalty to the followers. I dedicated myself to the gods completely. Indeed, partly for the sake of these gods I left the region of Enns
, my beloved Upper Austria. Of course, the farewell from the region was difficult, the farewell from parents and siblings, the farewell from my beloved. The regular joyous togetherness at weekends, whether it was in South Bohemia, or in Upper Austria, was over. Being the master of one’s own time was over. Something alien, unknown, lay before me. But service to the gods, for the sake of my fatherland, seemed to me to be of equal weight, for otherwise I would indeed have stayed behind.
Thousands of cords pulled me to remain, but as many pulled me to the gods. And I served them. I served them with all the faith that I could bring forth, no sacrifice seemed to me to be too small. No effort too great. Yes, the greater the sacrifices and the efforts and hardships so much greater seemed to me the activity for the work that the gods promised to accomplish.
Sleeping on the bare ground, on straw, on straw-sacks, harder and ever harder exercise, training with the troops, crawling on strained elbows and knees; blind obedience and limitation of freedom I exchanged for the middle-class comfortable parental house, for the coffee-house and wine tavern, for motor sports, mountain sports and the togetherness of young lovers. Truly I served the gods of my own accord; truly I offered too much in sacrifice to them. But what did it matter if the fatherland could become free, and distress and misery found an end.
Transfer to the SS Intelligence Service
In 1934, on a sunny autumn morning, I arrived at the Anhalt station on transfer from the first battalion of SS Regiment 1 to Berlin, to the SD Head Office. ⁴ After an all-night train journey a little freshening up was very important and useful. I went to a barber’s shop opposite the railway station, and, after a shave, I had hot towels placed on my face to banish the overnight strain. I then strolled thereupon to a Anschinger
bar right next to the barber’s. Some light lagers and as many schnapps and, in between, a good goulash with fresh crisp bread were just the right breakfast for a junior officer in the SS reserve troop, the precursor of the later Waffen SS.
I had reported voluntarily to the Security Service of the SS Reichsführer. Security escort for the gods. Why not; I imagined that it would be very interesting. Only later would I realise that I had made a mistake. The security escort for the gods was the Reich Security Service. The Security Service of the SS Reichsführer was something quite different.
At first however I did not yet have any idea. At first I looked for a coffee-house. Coffee was good for everything. Good for snoozing, good to kill the odour of Aschinger’s Berlin beer, and with the troops we used it daily and yearly for cleaning stains from our uniforms. Of course, for training we had field-grey or, what was most annoying, canvas that was light grey or bordering on white which got dirty easily. With the sovereign calm of a junior officer I went to the office that I was commanded to, a palace at 102 Wilhelmstraße, to report for duty. Whether I was married or single - that was the first question which the serving officer asked me. Single. My fiancé was in South Bohemia and a wedding was not to be thought of at that moment. ‘Single men are barracked; when they marry they can live outside’, I was told. Well, I thought to myself, one must belong somewhere. To one’s parents, the barracks or one’s wife.
So I went to the quartermaster sergeant. Previously we junior officers always had at our disposal orderlies for personal service who were silently tolerated, every four junior officers had an orderly. He drank and smoked freely at our cost, and he had his four junior officers as friends who would defend him against death and the devil if he did something against the service rules. Besides he had only the lightest drill, but mostly he was able to squeeze himself out even from this. But here the quartermaster sergeant threw my blue and white checked bed clothes at my own head; blanket and sheet followed and, with that, to the barrack room. The remainder of the outfit was the usual barrack rubbish, familiar and nothing new.
In the afternoon I was sworn in. Of course I had, already at the death of the Reich president Field-Marshal General von Hindenburg, taken the oath of allegiance to the Führer, the Reich Chancellor and the fatherland; so now once again, but in another form, with a pledge to secrecy.
In itself it had already more than puzzled me when I was led for the swearing-in in service uniform and with steel helmet to an SS officer and, in doing so, had to cross some museum-like rooms; I also saw in one of these rooms a sarcophagus with a glass plate in which lay a human skeleton, but I had to take great care of my feet, for my hard boots did not suit the smooth waxed floor and I had difficulty not slipping on a bend.
I thought that it was remarkable; everything was quite remarkable. ‘Perhaps the staff are accommodated in a museum’, went through my head. The offices at that time were indeed found in all corners and ends where one would never have suspected them. Besides, I came from the troops and did not have to worry about such stuff. Anyway I was treated as a recruit who had only just been drafted. And it is surprising to what extent drilled total obedience coupled with a proper shot of idealism leads to suffering. Naturally it must be hard, very hard for every upright junior officer if he, in the company of eleven more barrack-room fellows, together with whom he lived, of whom only two were likewise serving junior officers, the rest however knew a barracks at most by hearsay – at best on the basis of a quick boiled-fodder course
.
Saturday after Saturday, scrub the stools and tables, and lay the bedclothes in the locker in a different, new order. To be commanded by a sergeant of the general SS
, thus the civil SS, who likewise had not even begun his service as a weapons-bearer of the nation
but brought with him a rank in the SD from the general SS, thus the civil SS, whereby his satisfaction in being able to give it
to the junior officer gentlemen from the troops was visible from a distance of a thousand metres.
It was no joy to fall in for exercise early in the morning in the park of the palace. Not on account of the exercising; on the contrary, this was the only enjoyable thing in the entire service