Simon the Coldheart
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Georgette Heyer
Georgette Heyer (1902-1974) was an English writer of historical romance and detective fiction. Born in London, Heyer was raised as the eldest of three children by a distinguished British Army officer and a mother who excelled as a cellist and pianist at the Royal College of Music. Encouraged to read from a young age, she began writing stories at 17 to entertain her brother Boris, who suffered from hemophilia. Impressed by her natural talent, Heyer’s father sought publication for her work, eventually helping her to release The Black Moth (1921), a detective novel. Heyer then began publishing her stories in various magazines, establishing herself as a promising young voice in English literature. Following her father’s death, Heyer became responsible for the care of her brothers and shortly thereafter married mining engineer George Ronald Rougier. In 1926, Heyer publisher her second novel, These Old Shades, a work of historical romance. Over the next several decades, she published consistently and frequently, excelling with romance and detective stories and establishing herself as a bestselling author.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Fun. Interesting depiction of a period I'm not particularly familiar with, interesting (if somewhat one-dimensional) characters. If you accept their limitations, everyone acts sensibly - that is, they act as you would expect them to within their limits. Not sensibly for real people.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This was just lovely. Set at the turn of the 15th century, it tells the story of Simon of Beauvallet and how he goes from a simple squire to a fearsome lord and general, all the time maintaining his cold-hearted demeanour. That is until he lays seige to the town of Belremy in Normandy and the indomitable Lady Margaret. The story rattles along at a fair pace and all the characters are well-rounded and thought out. I enjoyed all Heyer's novels as a teenager and it looks like I'm set to get through them all again!
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Well-characterised theme, almost 4-stars; surprisingly compelling story set in the 1400's (I was expecting to find the story laborious). Wooing and winning of Lady Margaret typical of its time but could be unsettling in today's context. This novel is a 'pre-quel' to a later story, "Beauvallet", set in the 16th Century.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5My rule is, I rate books within their genre. Is this a 5-star book among all the books I've ever read in my life? Absolutely not. Is it a 5-star book among sappy romantic historical fiction? Without a doubt. This novel is unique because you spend quite a lot of time with our hero, waging war and buckling swashes and racking up titles from King Henry II and hangin' with the bros, before you even meet our heroine--who is your typical Heyer heroine, with tons of spirit and smart-assery. Simon Beauvallet (a.k.a. the Coldheart) is quite a lot like Ross Poldark but with fewer issues with authority, an absolutely fearless yet humble guy and great leader of men, who will leap into a crazy and potentially lethal situation with both feet and figure it out when he gets there. It's not a spoiler to say that Simon turns out not to have a cold heart after all (surprise!)
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Simon the Coldheart - Georgette Heyer
Part I
How He Came to Fulk of Montlice
He came walking from Bedford into Cambridge one May morning when the sun was still young and the dew scarce gone from the grass. His worldly possessions he carried on his back in an old knapsack; his short jerkin was stained and torn, and there were holes in his long hose. On his square head and drawn over his brow he wore a frayed cap, set jauntily, with a heron’s feather pointing skywards. He carried a quarterstaff, and stepped out right manfully, scanning the flat fen-land from beneath his thick brows, his young mouth dogged, his sombre eyes coldly calculating. Of years he numbered fourteen, but his shoulders had a breadth beyond his age, and his thighs a thickness of muscle that gave him the appearance of a grown man dwarfed. Nor was the face below the clubbed fair hair that of a child, for in the low brow lay strength, and about the straight mouth purpose. There was little boyishness in the eyes, but a frowning look, and at the back, lurking in the green-blue depths, a watchful gleam that was never absent.
One spoke to him on the road, a pedlar tramping south, and gave him good-day. He answered in a crisp, deep voice, and smiled, showing a row of strong white teeth.
Whither goest thou, younker?
the pedlar asked him idly.
To my goal, fellow,
Simon retorted, and passed on. The pedlar called after him for his haughtiness, but he paid no heed. He was never one to waste his words.
So at length he came to Montlice, which was his goal, and stood for a moment before the drawbridge, surveying the rugged castle. A man-at-arms, lounging on the bridge, hailed him good-naturedly.
What want ye, boy? This is the lion’s den.
The glimmer of a smile came to light the darkness of Simon’s eyes.
I seek the lion,
he said, and walked forward across the bridge.
The man laughed at him, barring his passage.
Ho-ho! Ye seek the lion, eh? He would make but one mouthful of you, my fine sprig.
Simon looked up into his face, jutting brows lowering, eyes agleam.
I seek my lord the Earl,
he said. Out of the way, sirrah!
At that the man clapped his hands to his sides, shaken with herculean laughter. Having recovered somewhat, he achieved a clumsy bow.
My lord is from home,
he said, mocking Simon.
You lie!
Simon answered quickly. My lord will know how to punish a lying servant. Let me pass!
He awaited no permission, but slipped by, eel-like, and was gone across the bridge in a flash. Out of sight he paused, not hesitating, but seeming to debate within himself. He looked thoughtfully at the great gateway, standing wide, with soldiers lounging there, and his lips tightened. He went swiftly through, light-footed and sure, and attracted but little notice. One of the men stopped his task to shout a surprised question after him, and Simon answered briefly over his shoulder, On my lord’s business!
The man laughed, thinking him some scullion’s child, and turned back to his companion. Simon went on up the winding slope to the castle door and was there met by a group of men-at-arms who denied him ingress.
To the scullions’ entrance, babe!
one told him, and the muscles about his mouth stood out in anger. He kept his ground, not a whit afraid.
I must see my lord,
he answered, and only that.
Wherefore, pup?
the man asked him, and when he would not answer, sought to hustle him away roughly.
But Simon wriggled from under the man’s hands, and springing to one side, brought his heavy quarterstaff down athwart the man’s shoulders with so much force that, great man though he was, the soldier staggered.
Matters then would have gone ill with Simon but for the appearance of a boy, a little younger than himself, who came strolling towards them, followed by two liver-coloured hounds. He was dark, and magnificently clad, and he carried himself with an air of languid arrogance.
Hola there!
he called, and the soldiers fell away from Simon, leaving him to stand alone, arms folded and head turned to survey the newcomer.
The boy came up gracefully, looking at Simon with a questioning lift to his brows.
What is this?
he asked. Who are you who strike our men?
Simon stepped forward.
So please you, sir, I seek my lord the Earl.
One of the men, he whom Simon had dealt that lusty blow, started to speak, but was hushed by an imperious gesture from the boy. He smiled at Simon with a mixture of friendliness and hauteur.
I am Alan of Montlice,
he said. What want you of my father?
Simon doffed his cap, showing his thick, straight hair clubbed across his brow and at the nape of his brown neck. He bowed awkwardly.
I want employment, sir,
he replied. These men deny me entrance.
Alan of Montlice hesitated.
My father stands in no need—
he began, then
paused, fingering his dark curls. There is that in you that I like,
he said frankly. Come within and we will see if my lord will speak with you.
Simon bowed again, but he gave no thanks, merely standing aside for the young Montlice to pass through the doorway. And, as Alan went by, he shot him an upward look, keen as steel, appraising him as it were. That was a trick which in after years had the effect of disconcerting his foes most mightily. Alan did not see the glance, but swept into the castle whistling through his teeth. Across the great stone hall he led Simon, to an archway over which hung a leathern curtain, nail-studded. Before he pulled it back he spoke again to Simon, in a whisper.
Ye will speak my lord fair,
he cautioned. He is not so douce.
The flickering smile touched Simon’s lips.
Fulk the Lion,
he said. I know.
He is to be feared,
Alan said, breathless.
Simon looked scorn.
I fear no man.
At that Alan opened wide his brown eyes and giggled a little.
Ye do not know my lord,
he said, and pulled the curtain aside.
They entered a fair room carpeted with rushes and hung with all manner of paintings, Biblical and historical. A table stood in the middle, and although it was now past eight o’clock in the forenoon, the remains of my lord’s breakfast still stood upon it: a chine of salt beef, a broken manchet, and a tankard of ale. In a great chair beside the table, leaning back at his ease, sat Fulk of Montlice, a giant of a man, deep-chested and magnificently proportioned, as fair as his son was dark, with a crisp, golden beard, whose point came forward belligerently. One of his hands was tucked in the belt of his long gown, the other lay on the table, massive and hairy. Alan ran forward and fell to his knees.
Sir, here is a boy who would speak with thee.
My lord’s heavy, light-lashed eyelids lifted and his small blue eyes travelled slowly from his son to Simon.
Shouldst know that I do not speak with every vagrant whelp who is presumptuous,
he said, a rumbling note of annoyance in his voice. Away with you, sirrah!
Simon stepped to the table, cap in hand.
I am no vagrant, good my lord. Nor will I be so miscalled.
Alan stayed on his knees, affrighted at such temerity, but my Lord of Montlice laughed.
Good lack, what then are you, springald?
I hope one day to be a man, my lord, even as you,
Simon answered. That is my ambition, sir, and so I come to seek employment with you.
Montlice flung back his head and laughed again.
For that you beard the lion in his den, eh? I will eat you for my dinner, cockerel.
So said they at the gate, my lord, but you will find me of more use alive than eaten.
Shall I so? And what canst do? Wind silks for the womenfolk?
That and other things, my lord,
Simon answered coolly.
So so! What then? Tend my hounds, or are they too strong for your management?
At that Simon curled his lip in disdain.
There does not live the beast I will not tame, my lord.
My lord’s eyes were now a-twinkle. He clapped the table jovially.
By the Rood, I like thy spirit, my young spring-chicken! Canst take a buffet?
Ay, and give one.
My lord cast him a quizzical look.
As thou didst to my man without?
If he expected Simon to show discomfiture he was disappointed, for Simon only nodded. My lord laughed.
Impudence! Why earnest thou to the great door? Know ye not the scullions’ entrance at the back?
I have never approached my goal through the back door, my lord, nor ever will. I march straight.
It seems so indeed,
said my lord. Well, what dost thou want of me?
I would carry your lance and squire you, sir.
Montlice snapped his fingers, jeering.
Thou sit a horse! A flea on a camel!
The thick brows drew closer together and a little colour stole into Simon’s cheeks.
I shall grow, my lord.
Nay, nay. Art too small. What are thy years?
Fourteen, sir.
A babe, forsooth! Get thee gone, babe; I’ve no need of squires.
Simon stood still.
Your page, then, till I am grown to your liking.
God’s my life, methinks thou art overbold, babe! I do not take peasants for my pages.
I am no peasant.
Ho-ho! What then?
As gentle as yourself, my lord.
By Our Lady! What art called?
Simon, my lord.
Well, it’s a name. What else?
Simon lifted his shoulders, half-impatiently.
I call myself Beauvallet, sir.
My lord pursed his full lips.
It hath a ring,
he nodded. What is thy real name, sirrah?
I have none.
Tush! Your father’s name!
Simon did not answer for a moment, but at last he shrugged again, and looked up.
Geoffrey of Malvallet,
he answered.
Montlice heaved himself slowly forward in his chair, staring.
Holy Virgin! I should have known that face! Art Malvallet’s bastard then?
So my mother told me, my lord.
Who is she? Does she live?
She is dead these four years, sir. She was one Jehanne, of Malvallet’s household. That is nothing.
Montlice sank back again.
Ay, ay. But what proof have ye?
A ring, my lord. Little enough.
Show me.
Simon put his hands up to his neck and drew a riband from his breast from which hung a golden ring. Montlice looked at it long and curiously.
How came she by this?
I never asked, my lord. It matters not to me whether I am Malvallet’s son or another’s. I am what I choose to be.
Here’s a philosophy!
Montlice became aware of his son, still kneeling, and waved him to his feet. What thinkest thou, Alan? Here is one of the Malvallet brood.
Alan leaned carelessly against the table.
Malvallet is no friend of ours, sir, but I like this boy.
He hath courage. Tell me, babe, where hast been since thy mother died?
I had a home with her brother, sir, a woodcutter.
Well, and then?
I wearied of it, my lord, and I came here.
Why not to thy father, bantam?
Simon jerked his shoulder again.
Him I have seen, my lord.
Montlice rumbled forth a laugh.
And liked not his looks?
Well enough, sir, but you also had I seen, and of both have I heard.
God’s Body, do I so take thy fancy?
Men call you the Lion, my lord, and think it harder to enter your service than that of Malvallet.
My lord puffed out his cheeks.
Ay, so is it. Ye like the harder task, babe?
Simon considered.
It is more worth the doing, my lord,
he replied. My lord looked him over.
Art a strange lad. Having forced thy way into my stronghold, thou’lt not leave it?
I will not.
I am no easy master,
Montlice warned him.
I would not serve any such.
Ye think to earn knighthood with me?
Simon glanced up.
What I become will be of mine own making, sir. I ask no favours.
Then I like thee the better for it. Shalt be page to my son till I find thee fitter occupation. And that to spite Malvallet, look you. Art satisfied?
Simon knelt.
Ay, my lord. And I will serve you faithfully and well, that there shall be no gratitude to weigh me down.
Montlice smote him on the shoulder, delighted.
Spoken like a sage, my little fish! Well, get thee gone. Alan, take him, and see to it that he is clothed and fed.
And thus it was that Simon came to Fulk of Montlice.
How He Grew to Manhood
From page to Alan, he became page to my lord himself, and was decked out in Montlice red and gold. Very brave he looked in the short red tunic worked with gold and caught in at the waist by a leathern belt. His hose were gold, his shoon red, and red was the cap that sat a thought rakishly on his fair head. His duties were many and arduous, nor did my lord spare him any fatigue or exertion. He slept on a hard pallet across Fulk’s threshold, rose early and went late to bed. It was part of his duty to wait upon my lord and his lady at dinner, and every morning at ten, Simon took his stand on the dais beside my lord’s chair, attending to his wants or standing immobile the while my lord and his guests ate and drank their fill. He was at three people’s beck and call: my lord, his lady, and young Alan, and he spent his time running from one to the other.
He grew apace in height and breadth and strength until there were few who could throw him in a wrestling match; few who could shoot an arrow farther or more precisely, be it at butt, prick or rover; and few who could stand beneath his mighty buffet. Yet for the most part he was gentle enough, if stern, and it was only when his cold anger was aroused that the caged lion within him sprang to life and swept all before it. And when that happened there came that light to his eyes which could make the hardiest evil-doer cringe and the most arrogant squire cry mercy, even before Simon’s iron hands had touched him.
Blows he received a-many, whenever my lord chanced to be in an ill-humour, which was often, but they never disturbed his cold composure, nor awakened any feeling of resentment in his breast. From Fulk he bore blows in an acquiescent mood that yet held no meekness nor humility, but woe betide the squire or serf who crossed his path belligerently inclined! When he still was page, my lord’s squire, Lancelot of the Black Isle, commanded him loftily, and when Simon paid no heed to his orders, dealt him a buffet that should have felled him to the ground. Simon staggered under it, but recovered, and gave back blow for blow with so much force behind his steel wrist that Lancelot, full five years his senior, went tumbling head over heels and was sore and bruised for days after. When Fulk heard the tale he made Simon squire in Lancelot’s room, and swore that there was more of himself in Simon than in his own son.
But it was seldom that Simon fell foul of his peers. His very calmness of temper compelled respect, and for that he was every inch a man, men liked him and were eager to call him friend. Friendship he never courted, caring nothing for man’s opinion of himself, nor seemed he to have an ounce of affection in him, save it were for Fulk of Montlice, or Alan, whom he regarded with a mixture of contempt and liking. His father he saw a-many times, but it is doubtful whether Geoffrey of Malvallet noticed him. Once indeed at Bedford in the Court of Law, whither Simon had gone in Fulk’s wake to settle a dispute ever some land between Montlice and Malvallet, Geoffrey, glancing idly round, surprised an intent stare from his enemy’s page, who sat with his chin in his hand, calmly and keenly scrutinising him. Geoffrey looked him over haughtily, but when his eyes met Simon’s and encountered that strangely disconcerting gleam he turned his head away quickly, a tinge of colour in his cheeks. Simon continued to survey him, not from any wish to annoy, but simply because he was interested, and wished to see what manner of man was his sire. He was not ill-pleased with what he saw, but neither was he enthusiastic. Geoffrey was a tall man, and slim, fastidious in his dress and appointments, soft-spoken, and proud—so said Montlice—as Lucifer himself. His close-cropped hair was grizzled now, but his eyes were like Simon’s in colour, and as deep set. His eyebrows, too, were thick and straight, but his mouth was gentle and full-lipped, which Simon’s was not, and his brow was not so rugged. He had one son, Geoffrey, who was just two years older than Simon, and whom Simon had never seen.
Between Alan and Simon positions were very soon reversed. It was Alan who gave devoted love and obedience; Simon received, and could return naught but a tolerant protection. They played together often, but in every sport Simon was an easy victor, save when the game was of a gentle kind. At bowls and closh, Alan could beat him, but when they played at balloon ball, Alan ruefully declared that he was no match for Simon, who played with his naked hand and struck the great leather ball with such deadly accuracy and strength that Alan was fain to dodge it instead of returning it. At archery he was even less skilled, and Simon watched his efforts to bend the bow with a contemptuous, rather amused air, which incensed young Alan so that he shot his arrow still more wide of the mark than ever. Simon tried to teach him the sport of the quarterstaff, and wielded his own staff moderately enough, in deference to Alan’s tender years. But Alan, although he was not lacking in courage, disliked Such rude and rough play, and would not engage with Simon. He liked to go out chasing or hawking, and he showed an aptitude for pretty and quick sword play. Tourneys were not so much to his taste, and rather than enter into any of these pastimes would he sit at home, strumming upon his harp and weaving fanciful songs to his many ladyloves. He would paint, too, and make poesies, for all the world like some troubadour of a century ago. With the ladies he was ever a favourite, and by the time he was fifteen he was forever paying court to some dame or another, greatly to Simon’s disgust.
Hast thou never loved?
he asked Simon once, plaintively.
They were sitting together in a room high up in one of the turrets, Alan playing his harp, and Simon fashioning a new string to his great bow.
Simon did not raise his eyes from his task, but his lips curled disdainfully.
Oh, love, love! Art forever prating of this love. What is it?
Alan played a soft chord or two, bending his handsome head a little to one side. His dark eyes glowed, and he smiled.
Dost thou not know? Is there no maid who thrills thy heart?
I know of none,
Simon answered shortly.
Alan put his harp away and crossed his shapely legs. He was wearing a tunic of peacock-blue velvet with long sleeves that touched the ground, lined with gold. There was a jewel in his left ear, and a ring on his finger, while the belt that drew in his tunic at the waist was of wrought gold, studded with gems. He formed a striking contrast to Simon, who was clad in a long robe of crimson, with high boots on his feet and no ornament on all his dress. He still wore his fair hair clubbed at neck and brow, although it was now customary to display a close-cropped head. He was sixteen at the time, and already stood six foot in height, with mighty thews and sinews, a broad back down which the muscles rolled and rippled, and a pair of arms that were bear-like in their strength. Beside Alan’s slim figure he seemed a very giant.
Alan watched him for a moment, still smiling.
My sisters are not so ill-looking,
he remarked, a laugh in his eyes. Elaine is perhaps more comely than Joan.
Is she?
Simon said, still intent on his task.
Which dost thou like the best, Simon?
Alan asked softly.
I know not. I have never thought.
He glanced up, a sudden smile flashing across his face. Dost suggest |that one of them should thrill my heart?
They do not? Ye feel not the smallest pulse-leap in their presence?
Simon stretched his new string experimentally.
A pulse-leap,
he said slowly. What folly! My pulse leaps when I have sent an arrow home, or when I have thrown my man, or when a hawk has swooped upon its prey.
Alan sighed.
Simon, Simon, is there no softness in thee at all? Dost love no one?
I tell thee I know not what it is, this love. It stirs me not! I think it is nothing save the sick-fancy of a maudlin youth.
Alan laughed at that.
Thy tongue stings, Simon.
If it might sting thee to more manly pastimes than this moaning of love ’twere to some purpose.
But it will not. Love is all. One day thou’lt find that I speak sooth.
I wonder!
Simon retorted.
Again Alan sighed.
Simon, what hast thou in place of a heart? Is it a block of granite that ye carry in your breast? Is no one anything to you? Am I nothing? Is my lord nothing? There is no love in you for either of us?
Simon laid his bow down, and began to polish an arrow.
Art like a whining babe, Alan,
he rebuked his friend. What shouldst thou be but my lords, thou and Montlice?
Alan stretched out his hands.
That is not what I would be to thee!
he cried. I give you Love, and what dost thou give me in return? Hast a single spark of affection for me, Simon?
Simon selected another arrow, and passed his hand over its broad feather almost lovingly. He looked thoughtfully at Alan, so that the boy sprang up, flushing.
Thou carest more for that arrow than for me!
That is folly,
Simon answered coolly. How can I tell thee what my feelings are when I do not know myself?
Couldst thou leave Montlice today without one pang of regret?
demanded Alan.
Nay,
Simon said. But one day I shall. For the present I bide, for I want some years to manhood. And I am happy here, if that is what thou wouldst know. Between thee and me is friendship, and between my lord Fulk and me is understanding. A truce to this silly woman’s talk.
Alan sat down again, twanging his harp discordantly.
Thou art so strange, Simon, and so cold. I wonder why I do so love thee?
Because thou art weak,
Simon replied curtly, and because thou takest delight in such fondlings.
Maybe,
Alan shrugged. Thou, at least, art not weak.
Nay,
Simon said placidly. I am not weak, neither am I strange. See if thou canst bend that bow, Alan.
Alan glanced at it casually.
I know I cannot.
Shouldst practice then. Thou wouldst please my lord.
Certes, I do not want to please him. I was not fashioned for these irksome sports. ’Tis thou who shouldst try to please him, for ’tis thou whom he loves.
Simon balanced a broad feathered arrow on his forefinger.
Good lack, what has my lord to do with love? There is little enough of that in his heart.
So ye think!
retorted Alan. I know that he watches thee fondly. Perchance he will knight thee soon.
I have done naught to deserve it,
replied Simon shortly.
Natheless, he will do it, I think. He might even give thee one of my sisters in marriage if thou didst wish it, Simon.
I am not like to. There is no place for women in my life, and no liking for women in my breast.
Why, what will be thy life?
asked Alan.
Then at last a gleam shone in Simon’s eyes, cold yet eager.
My life will be—
he paused —what I choose to make it.
And what is that?
I will tell thee one day,
Simon said, with a rare touch of humour. Then he gathered up his arrows and went away, treading heavily yet noiselessly, like some great animal.
True it was that Fulk cared for him more than for his own son. The lion-spirit was not in Alan, and between him and his father was less and less understanding as the years passed by Fulk’s jovial roughness, his energetic ways, his frequent lawsuits, wearied and disgusted Alan, and in the same way Alan’s fastidious temper and more cultured tastes became the subject for Fulk’s jeers and sighs. In place of his son, Fulk turned to Simon and took him wherever he went, sparing him no exertion nor hardship, but watching his squire’s iron equanimity with an appreciative, almost admiring eye. Thus, bit by bit, grew up between the two an odd understanding and affection, never spoken of, but there at the root of their attitude towards each other. Fulk wanted not servility nor maudlin love, and from Simon he got neither. Strength was the straight road to his heart, and fearlessness; Simon had both. They were not always at one, and sometimes a quarrel would crop up when neither would give way an inch, and then Fulk stormed and raged like a wounded buffalo, and Simon stood rock-like, unshaken by anything Fulk might do to him, icy anger in his strange eyes, inflexible obstinacy about his mouth, and his brows forming a straight line