Six Weeks to Live: A Novel
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Jennifer Barnes never expected the shocking news she received at a routine doctor’s appointment: she has a terminal brain tumor—and only six weeks left to live.
Stunned by the diagnosis, the forty-eight-year-old mother decides to spend what little time she has left with her family close by her side. But when she realizes she was possibly poisoned a year earlier, she’s determined to discover who might have tried to get rid of her before she’s gone for good.
Separated from her husband and with a contentious divorce in progress, Jennifer focuses her suspicions on her soon-to-be ex. Meanwhile, her daughters are each processing the news differently. Calm medical student Emily is there for whatever Jennifer needs. Moody scientist Aline, who keeps her mother at arm’s length, nonetheless agrees to help with the investigation. Even imprudent Miranda, who recently had to move back home, is being unusually solicitous.
But with her daughters doubting her campaign against their father, Jennifer can’t help but wonder if the poisoning is all in her head—or if there’s someone else who wanted her dead. “Part whodunnit, part family drama, this textured and utterly spellbinding story unravels in surprising ways you won’t see coming” (Christina McDonald, USA TODAY bestselling author).
Catherine McKenzie
Catherine McKenzie was born and raised in Montreal, where she now practises law. Her bestselling novels include Spin, Arranged, Forgotten, Hidden, Smoke, The Good Liar and I'll Never Tell, which was an instant bestseller. Visit Catherine online at www.catherinemckenzie.com, on Facebook at www.facebook.com/catherinemckenzieauthor, and on Twitter or Instagram at @catherinemckenzieauthor.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5“I gave you a taste of your own medicine, did you like it?”
I enjoyed this thriller, told from POVs of the mother and her 3 triplet adult daughters. Jennifer, the mother, has just been told she has six weeks to live due to a brain tumor. She happened to stumble upon last years medical records and noticed the amount of iron in her blood was astronomical. How did this go unnoticed.
Filled with twist and turns, this was such a highly consumable book that I read in one sitting. 4.5 stars - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Secrets, family drama, lies, and did I say SECRETS? Six Weeks to Live has it all. I'm afraid if I discuss the plot, I'll spoil it. Instead, let me just say that this is one of the best mystery/thriller books I've read all year. It's a little uncomfortable at times and you might find yourself angry at just about everyone, but that is just another reason I loved it. It felt real and in my opinion, any book in this genre should make you think, "wow, what if that happened to me?"
Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for providing an ARC in exchange for an honest review. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5When Jennifer receives a diagnosis that she has only six weeks to live, she gathers her family together to tell them the news. But before she can, she ends up in the hospital. While reviewing her test results, she notices something unusual. She then begins to suspect that someone has been trying to kill her, but who could it be? She suspects her estranged husband, but can she prove it? When she tries to figure it out, past secrets come to light. Nothing is as it seems.Interesting story. I figured out who the culprit was that was trying to kill Jennifer, as all the clues were there. However, I didn’t like any of the characters. They were all so self-absorbed.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Wow. This book! It honestly started off slow for me and where I usually finish a book within a day or 2, it took me about a week to get through the first half. Im quick to not finish a book if it doesn’t suck me in but I was intrigued and the story was good so I always came back to it. I think my dislike for the characters put me off a little or maybe they just took awhile to fully develop. Anyway, once I hit about 55% the whole game changed and I finished the book within hours. My jaw literally dropped at one point and the twists were so unexpected and insane, in the best ways ever. The ending was great although I wish it had played out differently with the other characters knowing more. This book actually ended up being one of the best books I’ve read in awhile and it’s a story that will stick with me.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Ironic, But Explaining That Is Spoilery. My singular biggest takeaway from this book is just how *HIGHLY* ironic it turns out to be. But explaining that involves discussing specifics of the ending of the book, and thus isn't something I'm going to do in a review. Just not my style. At all.
What I *can* tell you about this book is that for the most part, you've got your expected Catherine McKenzie level mystery here. By which I mean there will be all kinds of twists and turns. Secrets all over the place - including some revealed only in the final pages. Solid pacing. A compelling introduction. And a general sense after reading it of "WOW"/ "WTF". If you're looking for that kind of book, I've yet to be let down with anything I've read from this author... including this very book. Very much recommended. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I knew it..... I guessed the culprit early on, but, I had changed my mind a few times as the book was unfolding, but in the end, I was right to begin with.What a mess this story was! A definite page turner. I needed to keep plugging on to find out all the details, which are all revealed in the end. I do believe all of the characters had some form of mental illness, including Bea.This was a very good novel and kept my interest all the way through. I will read more from this author.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Six Weeks to Live by Catherine McKenzie is a great psychological thriller. It kept my interest from beginning to end. There are lots of family dynamics and dark secrets, as readers are introduced to the mother of adult women triplets as she finds out that she is dying from glioblastoma. Did a neurotoxic poison lead to the invasive cancer? And who would have poisoned her? The author is at the top of the suspense game. She kept me guessing as to what really happened to Jennifer. I found the ending rather sad. Looking forward to reading more from this author. I won the book in a Goodreads contest and was not required to write a review. The opinions are my own.
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Six Weeks to Live - Catherine McKenzie
Six Weeks to Live…
Chapter 1
INSANE IN THE MEMBRANE
Jennifer
I’m sorry to have to tell you this, Jennifer, but you have a primary glioblastoma in your brain. That’s—
Brain cancer,
I whisper, the words a rasp in my throat.
Yes,
the doctor says. I’ve been told his name, but I can’t remember it for the life of me. He isn’t my regular doctor, just someone in his practice I was referred to when I first came in a couple of weeks ago. The physician I’d seen for years, Dr. Turner, retired last year at the age of seventy-eight, right after my last physical. This new guy looks young enough to date my twenty-five-year-old daughters.
I have a grade 4 cancer.
The knowledge comes to me, unbidden.
He nods.
I’m dying.
Yes,
he says gravely. You have six weeks before…
He shakes his head as if he’s disappointing himself for ending my life.
The world tilts and I grip the arms of the chair I’m sitting in. They’re rounded at the end and slightly worn, as if they’ve been clung to in this way before, and more than once.
A bad-news chair.
The doctor watches me. He has watery blue eyes and a rash of acne scars near his dark hairline. I’m sorry, Jennifer.
I squeeze the chair arms harder and focus on a spot above his head. There’s a large tank built into the taupe wall behind him, with a small school of fish in it, flashing silver and red. This is what my taxes are for—fish tanks and doctors who look like the prodigies on medical television shows.
So all of this…
I say, motioning to the body that’s betrayed me. It’s going to get worse.
He clears his throat and looks back to his notes. I might be the first person he’s ever had to deliver this type of news to.
Yes. The tumor is in your temporal lobe, which regulates speech, memory, behavior, vision, hearing, and emotions. What this means, then, is that you can expect an increase in the headaches you’ve been having, but also potentially issues with your speech, mood, and…
Half of me listens to him cycle through the symptoms I’m already experiencing—memory issues, achy joints, all the reasons I went to the doctor in the first place—and the symptoms yet to come—behavior and personality changes, seizures, swelling, and then…
The other half of me is focused on the fish and the patterns they’re making in the glowing water. I’ve always thought I’d like to have fish, but somehow in the chaos of raising the triplets I never got around to it. Now I envy them, the fish. They’re oblivious in there, circling the tank, looking for the last remnants of lunch. Do fish hear like humans do? Or is their whole life like when you sink your head under the ocean? That echoey muffled sound of… sound?
The doctor’s stopped talking, waiting for my reaction to a question he might have asked or simply to the information he’s been cataloging methodically. My hands are cramping on the chair, so I let go. The room is still spinning, though. I’m tumbling through space, a satellite off its axis.
I try to think of something to ask. Is there anything more I need to know? And then it hits me: in the litany of signs and symptoms, I didn’t hear anything about treatment.
And there’s nothing we can do?
He shakes his head like a sad dog. There are some good palliative options for when things get worse.
Not surgery? Chemo? Radiation?
Maybe if we’d caught it earlier.
But we didn’t,
I say, and he agrees.
I don’t know how much longer it is until I leave the doctor’s inner office clutching a fistful of papers. Time slips sideways when someone tells you you’re dying.
Can I help you, Ms. Barnes?
a nurse asks as I stumble into the waiting room.
I search my brain tape and this time her name is available. Who knows for how long?
Tiana?
Her dark brown eyes fill with concern. Did you need something, honey?
I… I don’t know.
Did the doctor give you those?
I look down at the unfamiliar papers in my hand. Yes. Should I give them to you?
Those are for you to take home. Here, let me show you.
The stares of the other people in the waiting room press into my back. Dead woman walking. Is that what it says on my sweater now, for everyone to see? Or is it the expression on my face that gives it away? Part of me cares, but the other part simply feels lost. How did I get here? I plan everything, and I don’t have to check my calendar to know that dying at forty-eight is not on the schedule.
I hand the sheets to Tiana and try to concentrate on what she tells me as she sorts them into two piles.
These are your prescriptions,
she says, pointing to the shorter stack. Her nurse’s uniform is crisp and white, like something from the fifties. You’ll need to go to the pharmacy and fill these. There’s one downstairs if you need it.
I look at the top page and feel foolish. They’re prescriptions. I even recognize the medications—a steroid to help manage cerebral edema and my other symptoms. Tramadol, an opioid for when the pain gets to be too much for extra-strength Tylenol. Clonazepam to help me sleep. Drugs I’d never take normally, but I guess I don’t have to worry about addiction or the weight I’ll gain.
I see a quick flash of light. I reach up and touch my head. It disappears as quickly as it came, as if the tap to my forehead was an off switch. I doubt it will work much longer.
Are you all right?
Yes, I—I felt a… pain, I guess, but it’s gone.
You’ll want to fill these,
Tiana says again, pointing to the prescriptions.
She knows my diagnosis, I realize. Glioblastoma multiforme. Knows that I’m dying. She must’ve known before I did. Was that why she was so nice to me when I checked in?
I will.
Today.
Yes,
I agree, though what does it matter? Corticosteroids, benzos, and opioids are not going to cure me, or even necessarily reduce my suffering. They’re the window dressing being put on my tragedy so the doctor can feel as if he did something.
She motions to the larger pile of documents. These other papers explain about your diagnosis. What you might expect in the coming weeks. In case you didn’t take it all in when Dr. Parent was explaining it to you.
Dr. Parent? Did he say that was his name? He’s not old enough to be a father. No, that’s not right. It’s the French name, Pa-rent. Only she’s put a twang to it, and—I’m losing it. I am going to lose it in front of these strangers and this smiling, kind nurse and—
No. I can handle this. I can breathe. Yes, I’m going to breathe. That breathing exercise my therapist taught me years ago. I need to breathe in through my nose for four beats and out through my mouth for 1—2—3—4—.
1—2—3—4—.
I do this ten times, ticking off the repetitions with my thumb against my fingers, trying hard not to think about how weird I must look. Did I always care this much about other people’s opinions? A side effect of the malignant cells that have invaded my brain and will march onward until they’ve shut it down entirely?
I breathe in and out again. Somatic therapy, that’s what the exercise is called. It engages the somatic nervous system, which regulates anxiety and acts like a natural benzodiazepine. See, brain, you haven’t lost me yet.
When I am done, I feel calmer, though Tiana looks more concerned than she did when I started counting.
Better?
Tiana asks.
Yes, thank you.
Good. You’ve also got all your test results in here, in case you want a second opinion. And there are two more documents that are important, ones you’ll want to review with your family.
She pulls two sheets out. Palliative options, the first one says across the top. There’s a list of facilities below it, and one other line at the bottom written in by hand that I recognize from a series of controversial stories in the paper. Alternative end-of-life options, it reads, with a phone number. Assisted suicide, this means, now legal in Canada for cases that are bad enough.
The other document is decidedly legal—a medical power of attorney form. If—when—things get grim, someone has to be able to turn off the lights if I can’t make that decision anymore. I have to choose one person to give this power to, and the choice seems obvious and exhausting.
My eyes sting with tears, muddling my words. I need to leave this horrible room with its quiet classical music and its greige paint. I shuffle the pages together as if I’m going to store them in a folder, only I don’t have one. I didn’t think I’d need transportation for papers. I didn’t think there was anything seriously wrong with me, only fatigue and getting older and—
Fuck.
I’m dying. My life has a countdown clock.
And it starts now.
Chapter 2
PAVED PARADISE, PUT UP A PARKING LOT
Jennifer
Though the world is now listing like I’m in the middle of a hurricane, I make it to the parking lot. I can’t remember where I left my car and I don’t have the energy to walk up and down the long rows searching for it, so I hit the panic button on my key fob. I normally hate it when people do that, but today I think the obnoxious noise is justified. I follow it until I find my car, neatly parked between two white lines, nose out so it’s easy to leave. I’ve always parked like that, ready to make a quick escape, and finally, now, I’m glad.
I kill the alarm and get in. I put the sheaf of papers I’m clutching on the seat next to me.
And then I lose it.
Another time slip. Better not to keep track of how long you spend sobbing alone in your car in a medical building parking lot after someone tells you you’re dying. So I ride it out, my arms slumped over the front wheel, my body heaving, and wait for it to stop. Eventually it does.
I sit up and wipe my face with my sleeve. I leave a black streak of mascara on the light gray fabric. It probably won’t come out. This would’ve driven me nuts this morning, the waste of it, the stupid decision to use one of my nicest sweaters as a tissue. But the only reaction I can muster now is oh well.
I look out the window. It’s a pleasant day, and the lodgepole pines that ring the parking lot are swaying slightly in the breeze. An afternoon on a placid Monday at the beginning of June. The sky is mercifully blue, a day when I’d normally be out in the garden, soaking up the infrequent sunshine. My appointment was at eleven, and now it’s nearly one. I should be starving, weak even, my hypoglycemia kicking in, but I don’t think I can ever eat again. Perhaps I won’t. I’ll simply hasten this all along and starve myself to death. Maybe I’ll—
No. I need to quash this now. Spiraling thoughts are not the answer. Spiraling thoughts are bad. That’s not even the word I want to use, but my language is sneaking away too. That was the one symptom that stood out other than the headaches, the trouble I’ve been having finding words sometimes. Anomic aphasia. I mostly thought it was a natural part of aging. A perimenopausal symptom like some of my girlfriends are going through. In dark moments, usually when I couldn’t sleep, I worried it was early-onset Alzheimer’s. But then I’d bat that possibility away. I’m only forty-eight. There isn’t any family history. My mother’s sharp as a tack at seventy-five, and her mother made it to 103, living in her own home to the end.
I was right to be concerned, though. I should’ve listened to the alarm bells my body was emitting and pressed the panic button long before now.
My watch jolts on my arm. It’s a text from one of my girls. Thing 1, it says, referring to Emily. A family joke left over from childhood, when the triplets were a minor media sensation and their favorite pieces of clothing were the special Thing 1, 2, and 3 shirts someone at Disney gave them as a promotional item.
A set of identical twins and a full sibling, that’s what I’d given birth to. A polyzygotic pregnancy, it’s called, when two eggs are fertilized and one splits in two but the other doesn’t. A medical anomaly that’s a one-in-a-million chance. One in a million—that’s what I used to tell the girls they were. A statistic to be proud of.
What are the odds of developing glioblastoma? I used to know all those statistics, but my mind’s a blank right now. Regardless, it can’t be as rare as that.
I check Emily’s text. A reminder that her twins have a talent show at their day care on Wednesday. Perfectly organized Emily’s reminders arrive on time and as scheduled, forty-eight hours before any commitment.
Some people are just born old.
Jake and I were twenty-three when the girls arrived. We were outnumbered from day one, and though we had help from friends and family, it took us years to recover. More than once, when the girls were older, Jake would look across the dinner table at me and say, We did it.
We survived, he meant. We’d made it.
Jake. Shit. I’m going to have to tell Jake.
I scroll through my texts to find my last exchange with him when a text from my best friend, Suzie, appears, asking how my doctor appointment went. I’ll get back to her later, after I deal with Jake.
Please, he’d texted. Please give me the divorce.
Go fuck yourself, I’d replied. If you want the divorce you know what you have to do. And then for emphasis, I’d written, $$$.
He’d never replied.
Not my finest moment, but so be it. It wasn’t about the money anyway. I had plenty of my own now, but money was the only lever I had left. A large part of me wishes I never had to see him again, but he’s the father of my children. If Dr. Parent’s right, and I have no reason to believe otherwise, he’s going to be the only parent they have left very shortly.
I need you to come to the house tonight, I write to Jake.
Why? comes the almost immediate response. Jake’s never far from his smartphone, communicating with it at all times of the day and night. It’s funny now, but I never use to worry about it or measure his words for the falsehoods they could easily contain.
My mistake.
I have something important to tell you, I write. The girls will be there too.
I write this without even having asked them to come, but I don’t have to worry. My girls love me and will be there for me; that’s the one thing I’m certain of.
Are you finally going to relent? Jake writes back. I can feel his excitement at the possibility.
It strikes me like a slap that Jake is finally going to get his way. So convenient for him, my dying.
Come to the house tonight and find out.
I can see him hesitating, that bubble of consideration floating in our thread. But he’ll come. If there’s any possibility that I’ll let him off the hook without a nasty divorce in front of the family court judges who are looking for an opportunity to avenge their own losses, he’ll jump at it.
His confirmation comes a minute later. I send a quick text to the girls asking them to come for dinner too, underlining the importance, not giving them a chance to say no. Then I throw the phone down onto the front seat without waiting for their answers. The papers I got from the doctor rustle as the phone hits them. I pick them up and flip to my test results, including those from my physical last year. CBC and blood protein testing and tumor markers—all the things you’d expect with a diagnosis like mine. I was in my third year of medical school when I got pregnant. I was supposed to take a year off and then go back to complete my degree, but when one baby turned into three, that plan got thrown out the window. I still remember the lingo, though, the terminology locked into my long-term memory.
I scan the results like clicking the beads on a rosary. There’s something comforting in it, though some of the numbers are way off.
Then I get to a section in last year’s tests that stops me cold. My previous physician, Dr. Turner, had done a full blood panel and it had turned up something unusual. Lead—a lot of it. The results are so far off the charts that they have to be a mistake.
That much lead in the system would make someone very sick, and might even cause—
Oh.
The world closes in like a pinhole camera.
I have just enough time to reach for the panic button before I pass out. And the last thing I hear before everything goes dark is the shrill of the alarm.
Chapter 3
DON’T ASK, DON’T GET
Aline
Aline was nursing a bad hangover, but that didn’t stop her from sticking to her plan and asking Dr. Jackson for what she wanted.
Credit?
Deandra Jackson replied dismissively. Your name will be on the publication.
I meant as first author.
Pardon?
I want to be listed as first author.
Deandra looked startled. She rolled her chair back from the bench where she was looking at the slides Aline had prepared for her and crossed her arms over her ample chest. That’s not how it works. You know that.
Aline hid her annoyance. She knew how it worked. She wasn’t an idiot. The point was, the way it had worked for the last fifty years or whatever was bullshit.
Aline ran her hand over her head, smoothing a loose hair into her signature ballet bun. But I did the work. I wrote the paper. I’m the author.
And I provided the resources and supervised your work and came up with the research concept in the first place.
Aline bit her lip, hit a worry spot and tasted blood. This was also bullshit, but she had to tread lightly. Deandra had made it perfectly clear since Aline had been working for her that she didn’t like to be reminded about the work she’d done and, more importantly, not done on a project. Yes, Deandra brought in the money because she was a brilliant scientist, someone who’d done some amazing cutting-edge research on DNA linkages to everything from diabetes to cancer. But the reality was also that she hadn’t done her own research, or even research proposals, for years. Aline doubted she even knew how to fill out a grant application anymore. Deandra wasn’t alone in that; none of the senior scientists at this lab, or the one she’d worked in before, did their own applications.
Aline?
Yes, Dr. Jackson?
Are we on the same page?
Aline hesitated. She wanted to tell Deandra to shove it and leave, but she had ambitions. Plans. She needed a good recommendation from Deandra to get her next job. That, and a few more publications under her belt.
Yes.
Good. Now, is that all for today?
Aline managed not to roll her eyes as she said that it was. Deandra stood and walked away. Aline watched her make her way to Kevin’s bench across the room, her stomach in knots and her head pounding. Whether it was from the one drink that had turned into five the night before or the interaction with Deandra, she wasn’t entirely sure. Aline hated it when she didn’t get what she wanted, but she couldn’t see how to change that now.
Aline sat down on her stool, feeling queasy. She reached into her bag and took a clonazepam out of its vial, slipping it quickly under her tongue. She closed her eyes and waited for it to kick in, trying to block out the antiseptic air and the slight buzzing sound from the bright overhead fluorescents.
Her phone vibrated in the pocket of her lab coat. It was a text from her mother asking her—no, telling her—to come to dinner with less than a few hours of warning.
No fucking way, she wanted to write, but life was more complicated than that.
Her mother had written in the family group thread, which Aline usually ignored. She flicked through it quickly—it was mostly texts between her mother and Emily, with the occasional intervention from Miranda. Aline’s texts were mainly emojis, which her mother hated, which is why she did it. Like a sliver under a fingernail. That’s the way Aline felt about their relationship. But was she the sliver or the nail?
Aline switched over to the group chat she had with her sisters, no mothers allowed.
You going to Mom’s? she wrote.
Emily answered first. The boys have soccer tonight.
Have Chris take them.
Yes, Miranda wrote, joining the conversation. Send Sir Chris.
LOL, Aline responded.
Why is that funny?
Aline chuckled. Emily was always so sensitive about anything to do with Chris. Sir Chris was her and Miranda’s nickname for Chris because he was so perfect.
Should we tell her? Aline tapped out.
She wouldn’t believe us anyway, Miranda said. She never does.
Dudes. Cut it with the twin stuff.
I am not your dude, Aline wrote. Don’t be so sensitive. You coming tonight or what?
I can’t, Emily wrote. I told you.
So tell Mom you can’t go.
She said it was important tho.
Aline sighed. Everything to their mother was a five-alarm fire. She was sick of it. Besides, she was supposed to go for drinks with Nick and some friends tonight. Though maybe she shouldn’t. Eliminating a hangover with more drinking worked, but wasn’t always the best idea.
So, Aline wrote. You showing, then?
Is Andrew going to be there? Emily asked.
Negatory, Miranda answered. He’s at some artist colony thingy. Haven’t seen him in a while.
Ugh. How can you stand being around him?
You offering to put me up?
I *did* offer, Emily wrote. You turned me down.
You live too far away.
You think the boys are too noisy.
Well…
You should’ve moved in with Aline, Emily wrote.
My apartment’s too small, Aline responded, feeling guilty because she hadn’t offered to let Miranda move in with her, and simultaneously pissed that Miranda hadn’t asked.
Whatever, Miranda wrote. I’ll be out of Mom’s place in the fall.
Are you sure that’s a good idea? Emily wrote. What about all the $ you owe?
It’s handled.
Really?
Aline felt hot. Miranda had handled her money situation? When had that happened? How come Miranda hadn’t told her? They shared everything. Well, almost everything.
Stay out of it bee-atch.
Sorry, sheesh.
Anyway, Aline wrote. Dinner yes or no?
We all know we’re going, Miranda responded.
See you there!
Aline was about to put her phone away when another text popped up from Emily.
Hold on a sec.
[Jeopardy music] Aline wrote.
Nooo, Miranda wrote. That’s too sad now.
Emily was back in a moment. Shit guys. That was the hospital.
The boys okay?
Not them. Mom. She’s in the ER.
Why?
They wouldn’t say. I need to call Chris. Go to the hospital. Will meet you there as soon as I can.
Aline’s heart thudded and her hands felt slick against the phone.
Aline? Emily wrote.
Yes, coming.
Miranda?
I’ll be there. But guys? What’s wrong with Mom?
Chapter 4
I WANNA BE SEDATED
Emily
Even though she had the most to handle in order to free herself and get to the hospital, Emily was still there first. This didn’t surprise her, though both of her sisters lived closer to the hospital than she did. They were always late. She didn’t resent it, mostly—it was the way they’d been from the beginning when they’d clung to the womb for a full hour after Emily had vacated it, almost making them born on different days of the year. There had been only four minutes between their arrival, first Aline, then Miranda right on her heels, coming out one minute before midnight. If they’d only been a bit later, Emily often thought, she would’ve had a birthday to herself, separate from the twins.
You’re triplets, her mother was always quick to correct her. Only they weren’t triplets on anything other than a technical basis. They may have shared a womb, but Aline and Miranda were the ones who were truly connected, having started as one fertilized egg that split in half to create two identical people. She was the extra egg that had snuck in there, crowding them, making the whole pregnancy riskier than it already was.
It didn’t help that they barely even looked like sisters. The twins had their father’s coloring—thick, almost black hair, dark brown eyes, and olive skin. She was a carbon copy of their mother—light blue eyes with pale skin and strawberry blonde hair that fell in ringlets when she was young. This contrast had been part of the reason the triplets had gotten so much media attention when they were little—the triplets who weren’t, three babies born together who looked as if they came from different families.
When she was in high school, people used to tease her by saying that she must be a mistake. Maybe her mother had been getting some extra on the side?
Emily had wondered about that herself over the years. It was possible. Her parents weren’t married when Jennifer got pregnant; maybe she was dating someone else? Emily had even done 23andMe a few years ago, though she questioned her decision as she waited for the results. She’d read too many stories about people finding out that their father was the fertility doctor, or that they were switched at birth. No one in these stories seemed particularly happy with this newfound knowledge.
She shouldn’t