When the World Was Ours
By Liz Kessler
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Three friends. One memory.
Vienna. 1936.
Three young friends—Leo, Elsa, and Max—spend a perfect day together, unaware that around them Europe is descending into a growing darkness and that they will soon be cruelly ripped apart from one another. With their lives taking them across Europe—to Germany, England, Prague, and Poland—will they ever find their way back to one another? Will they want to?
Inspired by a true story, When the World Was Ours is an extraordinary novel that is as powerful as it is heartbreaking and that shows how the bonds of love, family, and friendship allow glimmers of hope to flourish, even in the most hopeless of times.
Liz Kessler
Liz Kessler has written over twenty books for children and young adults. Most of these are middle grade books featuring mermaids, fairies, time travel, and superpowers. She lives in the UK.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5When the World was Ours is a 2022 Lone Star selection. You'll need kleenexes.The novel begin in Vienna in 1936 where Leo, Elsa, and Max are best friends. The ride a Ferris Wheel and feel on top of the world. Their smiles convey their carefree joy. Accidentally, Leo bumps into an English couple to whom he quickly apologizes. Leo's father invites them home and they have a lovely evening. Shortly after this perfect day, Elsa's family decide that Vienna is dangerous for Jews and move to Prague. Meanwhile, Max's father demands more and more of Max to be a man as he rises in power at his job, asking Max to find new friends. Leo's Jewish family decide to wait things out. As the two years pass, Elsa worries about Leo as she learns about the way Jews are treated in Vienna. Leo's father faces cruel abuse by the Nazi, one of whom is Max's father. Max, smaller than most, finds the desire to please his father and fit in more important to his self esteem than supporting Leo. He loves the Hitler Youth where he excels. He's never been praised or respected by his father or been a leader. He now finds leadership potential and the ability to fit in within the regimented system. Eventually, the reality of war affects every character. The treatment of the Jews extends to Prague and Elsa discovers the cruelty that man can show to man as the war slowly drains her. Max succumbs to power and propaganda, while Leo finds refuge. Many students love Alan Gratz's novels, especially Refugee, but I think this novel really puts the reader right in the heart of World War II from the point of view of the teenage jew and the Hitler Youth, explaining the pull of power and group thinking. Hate spreads easily; the novel displays the results of such a hate. Kindness is also shown with the British couple met so many years ago at the ferris wheel. The image that pulls the story together despite location differences and different ideologies is that of the three kids smiling with joy and innocence on a ferris wheel. Ultimately, the lesson is to speak up and defend people from human abuse. Recognize the pull of power over humanity and chose mankind over self. The end of the novel will have you crying, so have tissues nearby.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This is a powerful book about three young children and the ways that the Holocaust totally changed their lives.It's based on the true story of the author's father's escape from Europe in 1939. The children are nine when the story begins and don't really understand what's going on in Vienna - they feel that they own the world as they know it.Leo, Max and Elsa are best friends and are sure that their friendship will last forever. But Austria is in the midst of change after the Nazis take over the country and their friendship is sorely tested. Leo is Jewish and lives with his parents in a nice part of town. The family is very close to each other and as Leo starts seeing the results in the streets of the Germany hatred of the Jewish people, he becomes fearful, When his father is arrested, he and his mother try to find a way out of the country to safety. Their struggle to get out is unbelievable and difficult. Elsa is also Jewish and her family moves to Prague early in war because they feel that they will be safer there. But when the Germans invade, their lives become hell as they are moved into the ghetto. Leo is completely different - not only is he not Jewish but his father is a high ranking member of the Gestpo. Leo has always tried to get acceptance from his father and follows his example by changing his beliefs and learning to believe as his father does. Even though all three of the friends frequently think about each other, their lives have gone in totally different directions as they realize that the world is no longer theirs and that friendship will not endure forever.This is a heartbreaking story seeing the innocence and friendship of the children is totally destroyed by the terrible happenings in their country. They went from being young and idealistic to being older than their years by what they experienced. This is a story of love and friendship, hate and war and the effects that it has on children. The three main characters were very well written and memorable. This novel is classified as YA but it would be meaningful to anyone to read the story of loss of innocence during a horrific time in our world history.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I am gutted! I have just finished "When The World Was Ours" and now I am emotionally drained and mentally exhausted. I have read a number of YA novels set during the holocaust and this is definitely the best by far. It is one of those rare finds that will stay with me for a long, long time. I started this book with a sense of foreboding which continued to grow the more I read and I guessed how it would end. I kept hoping I would be wrong . . . I wasn't!"When The World Was Ours" is a must read for everyone to ensure history is never repeated. A powerful read.
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When the World Was Ours - Liz Kessler
Leo
I could see the whole world! Or at least the whole of Vienna, and that was my world.
My two best friends, Max and Elsa, stood beside me, their faces pressed to the glass next to mine.
Look at the tiny people!
Max exclaimed, pointing down below us as we rose higher and higher into the sky.
The buildings look like a toy town!
Elsa said.
I couldn’t even speak. I was too afraid that if I opened my mouth, some of the joy inside me might slip out, and I didn’t want to lose a single bit of it.
It was my ninth birthday and the best day of my life, bar none.
When my parents had asked me last week what I wanted to do for my birthday, there was no contest. I wanted to ride on Vienna’s Ferris wheel: the Riesenrad. We had lived in Vienna almost my whole life, but I’d never been on it. Whenever I asked, Mama would always say I was too young and that I’d be afraid to be so high up. But I wasn’t scared at all. I think Mama was afraid herself, really, which is why she decided she wouldn’t come with us.
Your papa will take you to the fairground,
she told me. I’ll stay home and prepare a wonderful birthday meal for you. What cake would you like?
Sachertorte!
I replied without hesitating. Mama made the best Sachertorte in Vienna. She had a secret recipe, passed down from Omama, my grandma.
I crossed the days off on the calendar in the kitchen. The week crawled by slower than the snails at the bottom of our garden.
But now at last my birthday was here, and the Riesenrad ride was even better than I’d imagined it would be. It was a cold October day, but bright and sunny and we could see for miles and miles.
The carriage rose higher and higher. We would soon be in the clouds!
Max leaned his forehead against the window. I feel like the king of Vienna,
he said. The glass fogged up as he spoke.
I knew what he meant. Climbing high above the city made me feel invincible. Vienna was ours to share. A whole city spread out just for Elsa, Max, and me. All the other people in the carriage had faded into the background. Even Papa. He was sitting reading a newspaper and frowning. He was missing the best thing in the world!
We didn’t care. The fact that the adults were missing out only kept more of it for us. Our city, this carriage, our friendship—that was all we needed.
It was always like that with us three. We’d been best friends since the first day of Volksschule—big school—two years ago. We had been seated in a row of three, Elsa in between Max and me like she was now. I can still picture us: me with my tie done up so tightly I could hardly breathe; Elsa with her plaited hair and pink ribbons and her pencil case with shiny beads; Max in his trousers that were just a little too short and his shirt that was a little too big.
We looked at each other that first morning and smiled, and it was as if we knew it straightaway: we were a team. When the boys pulled on my tie, when they laughed at Max’s ankles sticking out of the bottom of his trousers, when the girls made fun of Elsa’s fancy ribbons—none of it mattered because we had each other.
If you’re the king, I’ll be queen,
Elsa said now.
What about me?
I asked. It is my birthday, after all.
We can have two kings!
Elsa replied. That was so like her. Always wanting to be fair to everyone.
If you’re the queen, that means you have to marry one of us,
Max said. So who will you choose?
He gave Elsa a look as he spoke. A look that I’d seen between them sometimes recently. I always pretended I hadn’t noticed. It felt like a secret they shared. A promise that excluded me. I told myself I was imagining it. They would never exclude me. Nothing would ever come between the three of us.
Elsa giggled. I could never choose!
she said. I’ll marry you both, of course.
That was good enough for me.
Max folded his arms and narrowed his eyes as he pretended to think. Okay, that’s an excellent plan,
he said, nodding his agreement.
Hey, kids.
Papa folded up his paper and cupped his ear. Can you hear that?
We strained to listen. Other than the soft chatter of the other people in the carriage, I couldn’t hear anything. What are we listening to?
I asked.
Papa laughed. Nothing! That’s just it. It’s the sound you hear when the carriage stops.
He was right. The big wheel was still and now we were on top of the whole world. For a moment, I wondered if we might stay there forever. I hoped so.
Then I remembered Mama’s Sachertorte waiting for us at home and decided that forever might be a little too long.
Papa had stood up and was getting his camera out of his jacket pocket. He rarely went anywhere without a camera. Papa was Vienna’s finest family photographer. That’s what it said on his shop window anyway.
Come on, let’s take your picture while you’re on top of the world, eh?
he said.
The three of us squashed together in front of the window.
Papa lowered his camera and frowned. Not there,
he said. The sun is right behind you. You’ll be nothing but shadows. Come here.
He waved a hand toward the door at the far end of the carriage. Stand against this so the bright sky is in front of you.
We shuffled to the end of the carriage and squeezed in toward each other.
Papa looked at us through the camera’s lens. Perfect,
he said. "We have to get the picture just right. And you know why that is?" he asked.
Because a picture paints a thousand words,
I replied, pretending to yawn. Papa said the same thing every time he took a photo.
He laughed. "That’s right. And believe me, this will be a picture to paint a thousand words—all of them happy ones as well! he said.
Now remember, whatever you do, don’t smile!"
Max frowned. "I thought people always smiled in photos."
"Not in my photos, Papa replied in a mock serious tone.
I don’t allow it."
Elsa let out a giggle.
Ah ah! No laughing either!
Papa warned.
Elsa giggled again. I could feel my own face twitching into a smile.
I said NO smiling!
Papa said again. By this time, everyone in the carriage was laughing, not just the three of us.
Click, click, click went the shutter.
Beautiful, fantastic, wonderful!
Papa called as he photographed us, talking to us just like I’d heard him talk to his clients. When he’d finished, he lowered the camera. I’ll choose the best photo and give each of you a copy, so you’ll always have a memory of this day. How does that sound?
It sounds wonderful, Papa,
I said. Thank you!
Good. Now then,
he said as he put his camera back into his jacket pocket, I think I saw at least one of you smiling. And you know how I punish smilers?
Elsa shook her head. Max bit his lip. I knew what was coming and had already started to move away.
I punish them with tickles!
Papa announced.
He reached out toward us, and all three of us squealed as we tried to run from his clutches. At that exact moment, the Ferris wheel started moving again and the carriage jolted. I fell forward and tripped over a lady’s outstretched foot. The man next to her grabbed hold of me just before I landed in his lap.
Papa was beside me in a second. I’m so sorry,
he said to the couple. Then he looked down at me. Leo, apologize to the lady.
I cleared my throat and tucked my shirt back under my suspenders. It had become ruffled as I’d fallen. I’m really sorry,
I said, looking the lady in the eye. For a moment, she stared at me so hard I thought she was going to tell me off. Then she turned to the man and said something in a different language. German was the only language I knew, so I couldn’t understand what she was saying.
He replied in that other language, and then she nodded and turned back to me.
Waving both hands in front of her, she said, in broken German this time, It okay. Nothing. No mind.
I didn’t understand exactly what she meant, but her words were accompanied with such a big smile that I knew I was off the hook. We are English,
she added. Not speak good German.
You speak very well,
Papa replied. Then he turned back to me. And what do you say to the gentleman who stopped you from falling?
he prompted.
I’m sorry,
I said to the man. And thank you.
The man gave me a broad smile and waved a hand as if to dismiss my apology. Then the woman spoke to Papa. Your son?
she said.
Yes, he’s my son,
Papa replied. He’s nine today.
Gesticulating to indicate the ride, he said, Birthday treat!
Ah!
The woman turned back to me.
Happy birthday,
the man said with another broad smile.
He is beautiful boy,
the lady said. She pointed at my hair.
Beautiful? Who called boys beautiful? Maybe it was because of my blond curls.
Can I go now?
I asked Papa.
Yes, but be more careful, okay? No more bumping into people.
I didn’t say that I’d only bumped into them because he’d been chasing us with tickle hands. I could see Max and Elsa huddled up together, and I wanted to get back to them. I didn’t want to miss out on even one minute of this day.
Sit with us. Please,
the woman was saying to Papa as I moved away.
If you’re sure,
Papa replied. He reached out to shake her hand. I am Frank Grunberg,
he said.
Aileen Stewart,
said the lady. Then she pointed at the man. Eric Stewart, my husband.
Please to meet you,
the man said in broken German like his wife’s as he shook Papa’s hand.
Papa sat down beside them, and before I’d even gotten back to Max and Elsa, he was talking animatedly with the couple.
That’s what he was like. He could talk to anyone, even people who didn’t speak the same language! Everyone loved my father. Everyone smiled when he was around, and wanted to be his friend. Sometimes I wished I was like that, but mostly I was fine how I was. I had my two best friends. I didn’t need any more. The three of us were enough for each other.
The ride had come to an end and people were piling out of the carriage. Papa was still deep in conversation with the English couple. None of them had noticed we were back on the ground.
Mister. You going around again?
the man at the door said.
Papa looked up. His eyes twinkled like they always did when he had an idea. You know what?
he said. Yes! Let’s go around again. What do you think, kids?
We cheered, loud enough to make Papa cover his ears as he laughed. Then he turned to the couple next to him. Come around again,
he said, drawing a big circle in the air with his hand. My treat. To apologize.
The man shook his head. No. No,
he said. Not need to do that.
Not need to,
Papa replied. "Want to!"
Laughing, the couple shrugged and agreed to go around again. Papa stood up and went over to the door. He handed over a bunch of notes, and the ticket man shrugged. Then he let a few more people in, closed the door behind them, and off we went, back to the sky.
Elsa, Max, and I ran back to the window so we wouldn’t miss a second as we soared up above the city once again.
That’s what Papa could do. Take the best day ever and double it.
Elsa
When I grow up, I am going to be Mrs. Stewart.
I won’t be called Mrs. Stewart,
of course, because I won’t be married to Mr. Stewart. I will be married to either Max or Leo, so I suppose I will be called either Mrs. Fischer or Mrs. Grunberg. But I will be glamorous like Mrs. Stewart, and I will laugh like her and smile like her and pat my husband’s arm like she does.
Max and Leo are jabbing their fingers against the window. Look, that’s my street!
Max exclaims. I’m sure it is. There’s the pink house on the corner!
That’s city hall! There’s the park!
Leo replies.
But we’ve been round once already and it looks just the same this time, so I would rather watch Mrs. Stewart.
She’s probably about the same age as Mutti, but they are a world apart. Mrs. Stewart is wearing a red dress that looks as if she put it on especially to match the red of the carriage we’re riding in. I bet she has a different dress for every occasion. She’s wearing a red beret, and over her shoulders is a brown shawl that is so furry I thought at first that it was alive.
Until this moment, I’d thought Leo’s mother was the most glamorous lady in Vienna. She always has perfectly coiffed hair, not a single curl out of place. She must have a different shade of lipstick for each day of the week, and always paints it onto her smiling mouth with perfection. Her eyes dazzle with brightly colored eye shadow. Whenever we’re at Leo’s house, I’m torn between playing with the boys and sitting and looking at her.
Sometimes I pretend she’s a movie star and that she notices me and tells me I’m destined to be a star too. Other times, she is a fashion icon impressed by my designs and we walk the boards together in our fine outfits and colorful hats.
In reality, usually Mrs. Grunberg just winks at me and laughs as she squeezes my cheeks, and I run back to the boys.
But Mrs. Stewart—she has something on top of all that. Is it that her clothes are even brighter? Or that she laughs even harder? Whatever it is, I can’t stop watching her.
She is so different from my own dear Mutti. My mother only ever seems to wear gray nowadays. At least, if I picture her, that’s what I see. Gray or black. She doesn’t wear any color. She used to. Not like Mrs. Stewart or Mrs. Grunberg, even. More like the other women in this carriage, with their suits and hats and nice shoes. But now: only gray and black. And her eyes are dark to match her clothes.
Yesterday I overheard her and Vati—my father—talking in low voices in the kitchen. I was on the landing, crouched down behind the banister so I could hear them without being noticed.
You look like you’re in mourning,
Vati said.
Maybe I am,
Mutti replied.
Who for?
Vati asked.
There was a long pause after that. I strained to listen, and eventually I heard Mutti say, For all of us.
I didn’t know what she meant by that, but they didn’t speak again for a bit. I went downstairs a few moments later. Mutti and Vati were sitting at the table. Vati had his hand over Mutti’s. She looked across when she saw me come in; then she quickly got up and went to the sink. As she passed me, I could see that her eyes were wet. I followed her to the sink and put my arms around her waist. Are you all right, Mutti?
She gripped my hands and squeezed them so hard it hurt a bit. Then she turned round, wiped her eyes, and ruffled my hair. I’m fine, darling,
she said. Now go and tell your brother it’s dinnertime.
That meant: don’t ask any more questions. It’s like that all the time at home lately. Overheard snippets of conversations between my parents that I don’t understand and that clearly neither of them wants to talk about to me or Otto. Otto is my brother. He’s two years older than me, and after Leo and Max he’s my favorite boy in the world.
Otto doesn’t ask as many questions as I do. He’s more interested in finding broken things and fixing them. He’s never happier than when he gets to spend hours with two planks of wood, a hammer, and a box of nails. He takes after Vati. Vati’s a building contractor, so fixing things is his job. In Otto’s case, the things he fixes often end up even more broken once he’s done with them!
I sometimes wonder if Otto likes fixing things so much because he never fully fixed his leg after he fell out of a tree when he was five years old. He broke it in three places and had plaster all the way down his leg for the whole summer. The bones mended, but he’s always had a slight limp since then. He hides it pretty well, and only mentions it very occasionally. I wish I could make my leg as perfect as this shelf!
he’ll say, but he’s not complaining when he says things like that. He’s usually hinting for us to admire his work!
He hasn’t said anything about the way things have changed at home, but I know he’s noticed it too. I can feel it from him, even in his silence.
It wasn’t always like this. I can’t even remember when it changed, but it seems like a really long time since I last saw Mutti smile.
Not like Mrs. Stewart.
Mrs. Stewart smiles all the time. She smiles while Mr. Grunberg talks; she smiles at her husband; she smiles even while she’s talking. I make a note to practice that in front of a mirror. Smiling and talking at the same time: I bet it’s quite a skill.
One of the men says something funny, and Mrs. Stewart throws back her head and laughs so heartily it’s like an infection that spreads through the carriage, making everyone around her smile and laugh too.
I have a sudden memory.
Mutti and Vati in the kitchen, dishes on the table still to be washed, Vati’s arm around Mutti’s waist. There is music from somewhere. A waltz, I think. My grandparents were still alive then. I remember Grandpa tapping his foot to the rhythm, Grandma smiling and nodding with the music. Vati lifting an arm and Mutti twirling around beneath it before coming back into his arms.
The music ending, Vati taking a bow and Mutti laughing before returning to the table to pile the dishes up.
The memory hurts in my tummy. It feels so distant now.
I’ll ask Mutti tonight if she remembers. See if it makes her smile when I tell her. I’ll ask if she and Vati will dance in the kitchen again. I’ll tell her how pretty she used to look when she smiled. That might make her do it more often.
I haven’t realized that I’m still staring, and Mrs. Stewart catches me looking at her. Her mouth widens in another smile, this one especially for me. I feel my face burning as I quickly turn back to the boys.
Let’s remember this day forever and ever,
I say, holding out a little finger to each of them. Let’s promise never to forget the day we were kings and queen of all of Vienna.
The boys grin at me and take a finger each. Promise,
they say in unison.
Our fingers stay linked