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Abby Wize - AWAY - Lisa Bradley Godward
Table of Contents
Chapter 1: Moony
Chapter 2: Riding
Chapter 3: Home
Chapter 4: Church
Chapter 5: Packing
Chapter 6: Driving
Chapter 7: Sofia
Chapter 8: Vacation
Chapter 9: Horseplay
Chapter 10: Bookstore
Chapter 11: News
Chapter 12: Flying
Chapter 13: Friend
Chapter 14: Town
Chapter 15: Library
Chapter 16: Pollution
Chapter 17: Dream
Chapter 18: Service
Chapter 19: Creation
Chapter 20: Party
Chapter 21: Dragons
Chapter 22: Happiness
Chapter 23: Deepening
Chapter 24: Animals
Chapter 25: School
Chapter 26: Lunch
Chapter 27: Return
Chapter 28: Phonecall
Chapter 29: Reentry
Chapter 30: Sunday
Author’s Notes
Endnotes
Resources
Books in the Abby Wize series
by Lisa Bradley Godward
Abby Wize – away(e-book, paperback, and hardcover)
Activity and Discussion Guide for Abby Wize – away
(e-book and paperback)
The author plans nine books in the Abby Wize series.
away is the first.
wize.media
Loved Awake
Growing Aware
by
Lisa B. Godward
Revised Edition
Abby Wize Media
www.wize.media [email protected]
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© 2010 by Lisa Bradley. All rights reserved.
©2019, 2021 by Lisa Bradley Godward. All rights reserved.
No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author, with the exception of Fair Use
excerpts.
First published by AuthorHouse 8/9/2010
ISBN: 978-1-4520-2490-5 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-4520-2491-2 (hc)
Second edition published by Godwarding LLC 9/19 and 8/21
ISBN: 978-1-7333276-2-6 (hc)
ISBN: 978-1-7333276-0-2 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-7333276-1-9 (e-book)
Printed in the United States of America
Acknowledgements & Requests
In addition to those crucial Original Edition helpers, whose contributions I continue to build on, Andréana E. Lefton’s editorial suggestions elevated the Revised Edition to new heights and Dorothy Hamrang’s skillful listening and input were crucial and enjoyable. Rachel R. Hoff helped before graduating to the next world.
Abby opens vistas of world peace, provides peace-savvy folks with interesting particulars, and fuels imaginations. One of Abby’s purposes is to inspire us to start building actual, lasting, world peace, wherever we are at the moment. I would love to hear how you’ve decided to work on the Long Plan for Peace!
Reader feedback is the main fuel that keeps the writing engine going, so if you like this Revised Edition, please post a positive review on Goodreads, Amazon and Facebook, e-mail me at [email protected] , and tell others!
Like talking about books in groups? Check out the Abby Wize Activity and Discussion Guide on Amazon; it coordinates with and extends themes from the novel. Get a group together in person or online, message me and I’ll try to visit you!
Also, discuss the Abbyverse with other fans in the Facebook group Abby Wize Fans.
Find ongoing Abby Wize morsels on the two Facebook pages, Abby Wize
and Abby Wize Media
and register for email updates on Abby’s website, www.wize.media . You can also email me about upcoming audiobooks, foreign translations, and partnerships and funding for our future films.
Lisa Bradley Godward
Revised Edition 2.1, Aug. 2021
Trigger Notice: Chapter 5, Packing
, portrays an altercation between Abby and her mother.
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I loved this book! It was one of those great impulse buys that turned out well. I just love horses, of course, and spirituality. I can’t wait for the next one to come out!
–Janet Smith, Competitive Trail Rider, California
Competently written.
-Ronald Tomanio, Author, Radio Talk Show Host, Maine
I bought 2 hardback copies of this book, one for our Bahá’í Library & one for the public library. I just finished reading it. WOW! It is more than a teen book; I am 62 & I loved it. It reveals a world as it could be & I am sure we all wish it to be. I encourage you all to get a couple of copies, read it & share with others. It made my heart sing & uplifted my Spirit.
-Sali in Astoria, Oregon
[Abby] wants to know all about horse-handling – maybe because her mother can’t be handled – although the traditional methods of horse-wrangling seem crude and ineffectual. As Abby begins to learn about horse-whispering,
she’s thrown from the saddle and wakes up in the future…[in which] everything is unbearably wonderful, thanks to the teachings of Bahá’u’lláh…Bradley is clearly a true believer and wants to share both her religious beliefs and love of horses. She has a talent for communicating both.
– Burl Burlingame, Honolulu Star-Advertiser, Nov. 7, 2010
We received our book from Amazon today. Kassie started reading it and said, This is really good!
God Bless,
Kay Kelly
Hi Lisa,
I admit giving your book to my granddaughter without having read it ... she is IN LOVE with Abby’s world ... can’t put the book down. MAJOR KUDOS to you!
-Gayle Hanke
Grandmother of four from Des Moines, IA
I thought it was wonderful. It really brought back a lot of memories with the prayers and songs. I would like to know when the next one comes out and are you going to make it available as an ebook?
-Kandra Carman, Nevada
Mom, grandma, explorer, world traveler.
Author’s reply: Yes, Kandra, it’s available as ebook everywhere those are sold.
Warm, wise, well-paced sci-fi. Recommended!
-Will Peterson, owner, Walrus & Carpenter Books, Pocatello, ID
Every Bahá’í should read this book to carry a vision of what we’re working so hard to build, then use it with their junior youth, and to help seekers find teachers.
-Mrs. Kathy Rutan-Sprague, equine therapist, retired nurse, grandmother, author.
I really enjoyed the book, especially once Abby goes into
the future; it was a page turner that I just couldn’t put down. When Abby returned
home, like her, I too was disappointed in having returned.
I look forward to the next installment of the series.
I really liked many of the thought-provoking things you pose in the book….
-Mrs. Susan Ricci
Manager, Bahá’í, world traveler.
I gave the book to my 12-year-old granddaughter. She’s mixed (African American) and bi-lingual (Japanese and English). I was pleasantly surprised when she spontaneously said that she loved the book and wanted to read it again. Although she’s an avid, read-everything-in-sight reader, she’s not been lavish with commentary, let alone praise. When is the sequel coming out?
–-Nancy Barnes, American in Japan with her husband;
grandmother, teacher, and rooftop gardener.
Chapter 1: Moony
Abby Wize’s eyes resisted, fluttering, reluctant to leave delicious, precious, horse-infused dreams of happy laughter, enthralled creativity and joyful freedom.
A blurry white object gradually came into focus: her cheap white straw cowgirl hat on the low bureau near her bed. As if swimming out of a deep pond, she eventually remembered that today, she had another chance to make her dream come true: Saturdays in August meant horseback riding lessons. That thought propelled her out of bed as nothing else could.
After her usual milky breakfast of Leprechaun Coins, she packed her old metal lunch box and dressed, turning the tall socks and the underwear inside out so the seams didn’t press uncomfortably. She was sensitive that way. She dressed in her longest jeans, a belt, and the lightweight, long-sleeved, tan Western shirt that her sister, Jenn, suggested: a compromise between protecting her pale skin and keeping cool in the blistering Tennessee summer sun. She studied her boots. She had put off telling Mother they were too small, dreading the confrontation. Finally, she braided two pigtails behind her ears and rubbed in sunscreen.
Mother had told Abby to take a check to Tyler this lesson. He’d phoned to say that the money Abby had handed to one of the ranch workers last weekend had never reached him, hinting that cash tended to disappear. Mother had strongly implied that it was Abby’s fault for giving the money to just anyone, and accused those no-good barn rats
of getting drunk or high on that lesson money. Abby privately admitted that Mother might be right, but was offended anyway. She also suspected some of them had spread rumors that she was stuck up. Why else would one of the newest riders have exclaimed, after Abby helped her with her horse, that she didn’t think Abby was stuck up? No, Abby was just quiet because she was always under fire.
When Ms. Curry and her daughter Chloë arrived to drive Abby to their lessons at The Ride Place, Abby pulled on her tight boots, tucked the envelope holding the check into her back pocket and slid in the Curry’s car with a quiet hi.
Chloë was too busy unwrapping a fancy breakfast bar and popping a straw into a high-priced protein drink to reply.
Hi, Abby,
Ms. Curry replied. How are you?
Okay,
Abby said. Oh, Ms. Curry, I’ll be gone to North Carolina to visit Mother’s sister for the next two weeks, so you don’t have to…
She stopped, afraid she’d get in trouble for telling an adult what to do.
All right,
Ms. Curry said calmly. I’m sure you’ll catch up when you get back. What has Tyler been teaching you?
I’m up to catching, bridling and saddling by myself, and next, cantering, and I want to start learning about feeding, because the horses always come whenever there’s food ….
Abby trailed off, worried she’d disclosed too much. She glanced at Chloë, who was no help, preoccupied with her breakfast.
Oh yes, that sounds good,
Ms. Curry replied pleasantly. A nice change from at home, Abby thought, relieved. After a silent minute, Chloë received permission to turn on the radio, then asked how to switch away from the classical music that played.
Hit the seek button,
Ms. Curry instructed, looking over her left shoulder for a merge.
Chloë pushed the seek button with her only clean finger, her pinky. The radio spewed a man’s voice singing seductively, You’re so hot, you make me want to do it all night, you make me want you ….
Ms. Curry squawked but was busy switching lanes. Chloë juggled her breakfast for a moment, trying to free up her pinky again. They all endured several more awkward moments of lustful lyrics, while Ms. Curry muttered about the trash on the airwaves these days.
Chloë’s second seek landed on a family pop station, which offered Beautiful
by Christina Aguilera, Unwritten
by Natasha Bedingfield, a Phil Collins song, an Avril Lavigne, a Jack Johnson, and an oldie by Journey. The Currys hummed and sang along until the girls spied the horses in their fields. Abby did not hum or sing; as usual in the morning, her nose was stuffed up. Chloë rolled down her window to see the horses better, letting in the warm, humid air of a typical summer morning in Surely, Tennessee.
Ms. Curry let the girls out at The Ride Place’s barn, which was now a tack room and office. The sign said office, but the ranch co-owner’s Bulgarian grandfather had called it an obor because it still looked like a barn, and the name had stuck and was easier than barn/office.
Thank you, Ms. Curry,
Abby mumbled unconfidently, trying to be polite, for otherwise, she’d not be able to come out to the horses that fueled her dreams and spirit.
Bye Mom!
Chloë chirped.
Bye, girls! Be safe and have fun!
Ms. Curry waved and drove off.
Tyler and his helpers were already gathering the riders in the yard, taking their money, and beginning to name lesson horses. Whoever wanted to ride that horse spoke up. If two kids wanted the same horse, Tyler flipped a coin. Informal, but it worked well and ensured that the kids rode a variety of horses.
Abby won Moony; not her favorite but not the worst. He was fat and slow but didn’t actually fight her like some of the other horses. She pushed open the obor’s people door next to the wide, sliding barn doors layered in flapping, faded flyers, and walked past the dusty, cobwebby, unused stalls and into the student tack room with several sneezes. She was actually allergic to horse hair, but the doctor had suggested that if she was determined to indulge her passion, she should avoid being in enclosed spaces with horse hair and dander.
A labeled post sticking out from the wall marked Moony’s tack. She checked that the short, stiff, fraying lead rope was still attached to the faded nylon halter by a rusty bull clip and carried it and her lunch box into the so-called lounge – former run-in stalls now merged and furnished with a ratty assortment of grungy buckets, boxes and tack trunks set on the dirt floor. It was open to the elements in summer, offering a view of the horses in their yards.
One of the many things Abby loved about The Ride Place was how down-to-earth, literally, it was. She probably ate as much dirt as food in the dusty lounge, but it hadn’t killed her yet. Occasionally, a sick horse occupied the one remaining functional stall in the obor, at the far end of the lounge, but no creature peered at her from the horse-pital
now as she parked her battered metal lunch box on a shelf.
The lounge was empty now, but Abby looked forward more than she would dare admit aloud to socializing there after her lesson. Life with Mother had taught her that if she showed she liked something too much, it would probably be taken away from her.
On her way to Moony’s pasture Abby noticed two ranch workers uncoiling garden hoses in one of the paddocks.
Hi, Abby,
they said, smirking at each other. Their voices carried a slight tone
that made Abby wonder if they’d been the ones gossiping about her. Hard to tell.
Hi, Craig. Hi, Liz,
she answered cautiously, distrusting their show of friendship. She walked on, the halter and lead rope swinging from her shoulder, tapping her leg. She had heard that those two were an item and wondered again if they’d kept her money after she’d handed it to Liz last week before lesson.
Tyler passed her in a golf cart, pausing briefly.
Got the right halter? Remember which horse you have?
Abby proffered the halter that might once have been green but was now the color of sun, dirt, and rain. Tyler peered at the fading letters on the noseband and confirmed that it was the right one.
Good job. Is everything okay?
He looked right into her eyes. Suddenly feeling scrutinized, she ducked her head.
Yeah.
Even though Tyler was in a hurry, he was still friendly. She felt her chin and her spirits rise along with the sun and the temperature.
Abby turned with an inner smile and headed for Moony’s field. Passing Parker the Pony’s dirt pen and two paddocks housing private boarders’ horses, she slipped through the aged, wooden pasture boards and headed toward Moony. Steadily ripping and chewing withered grass, he eyed her neutrally.
Hi, Moony, ready for a ride today?
Abby asked.[1] She patted his roan hide heartily, snuck the lead rope around his neck, and hauled up on it. She held the halter open and slid it onto his nose, then flipped the longest strap over his neck behind his ears. She was proud of how quickly she could let go of the crownpiece on his right side and grab it on his left side before it all slid off. A couple of years ago, when she had first tried to halter a horse, she had been totally uncoordinated and incompetent. The horses often got bored and tried to wander off before the job was done.
She was supposed to examine her horse for injuries first. She looked at and felt Moony’s mouse-brown nose, his face with black, brown and white hairs, his thick speckled neck and wide, flat back. His legs, black below his knees, seemed fine as well, as did his ample, multicolored rump. His other side was also clear of bites and wounds. She headed toward the gate, pulling on the lead rope.
Moony didn’t budge.
Abby clucked and kissed and tugged on the rope but Moony just stretched out his neck and planted his feet. This was the part Abby was not so fond of. Horses were too big for her to force into obedience, but they often resisted. She wasn’t sure what to do when they did this.
Come on, Moony, we’ll be late!
she said, frustrated. She pulled the lead rope way to his left, hoping to unbalance him. He took one step and thrust his head down to eat again.
"Moony! Come on!" Abby cried out, then scanned the ground, but couldn’t find any sticks to hit him with. She did see a rock but decided she’d get in trouble for throwing it at him, especially if she cut him.
She circled around to the horse’s right and pulled harder. Miraculously, this worked and he grudgingly relented, although he resisted the pull of the halter with every step.
Abby leaned as if into a strong wind, dragging Moony toward the rusty gate. She remembered to open it wide, but he still nearly knocked her over as he scurried through it. He did not like going through gates. Lots of horses at The Ride Place didn’t. It was just how they were.
Still, her cheerfulness returned as she led him to the obor (on his left side, as she’d been taught); she’d caught him all by herself and the sweat popping out on her face proved it. The humidity, always high in Tennessee in the summer, seemed especially bad today.
She spied a place to tie Moony at the hitching rails on the side of the obor, not too close to a chestnut brown horse that was still upset from stepping on its lead rope. Abby had seen this many times: horses panicked when they felt their heads trapped. They thrashed and fought to get free. If they did this when they were still tied, they could destroy the tie rail and hurt or even kill themselves. They were called pullers.
Abby had heard that one of them had broken its neck, flailing like a trout on a line. They had shot it in the head right there at the hitching rail, then buried it in the far pasture.[2]
Abby led Moony around the wide-eyed horse and poor Chloë, nervously trying to coax Rocket back, ducking low under the rail, careful not to knock off her hat, concentrating on tying the hitching knot correctly. She wasn’t sure it was right but thought it would hold well enough if Moony didn’t chew on it or wiggle it too much.
Tyler had opened the wide, faded doors of the obor to more easily carry the tack out to the horses, but this didn’t make the equipment any lighter. Abby staggered from the student tack room under the load of pad, saddle, grooming bucket and bridle, trying not to trip on the dragging stirrups and straps. Just as she reached Moony, it all fell out of her hands and thudded to the ground in a pile.
Wiping her sweaty face on her increasingly dirty sleeves, she fished in the grooming bucket for the rusted metal currycomb and an old body brush. She tried to do what she’d been told – curry in a circle and avoid the bony parts – but it was harder than it sounded and she earned a few glares from Moony as sharp metal teeth scraped the thin skin over his knees and withers. She plopped the saddle pad on his back, followed by the saddle, which was very hard to lift high and plunk on him. Studying her handiwork, she decided the saddle was too far back and pulled the pad and saddle forward. That was better! If only Moony would stop swinging his head around, trying to bite her.
She knocked her hat askew reaching under Moony’s belly to get the cinch, which was full of crud from the ground. She plucked off as much junk as she could, tied the cinch knot, unhooked the halter, rebuckled it around his neck and slid the mechanical hackamore up his nose, anchoring it with the crownpiece behind his ears and the throatlatch under his large, round cheeks.
There, Moony was ready for lesson, and she had done it all herself! Ropes, straps, chaps, and dopes,
as Tyler sometimes chanted. Though she hoped she was not a dope. And she didn’t own any chaps, nor was she one … she wasn’t sure which way it was meant. She liked mottos and pithy sayings, but sometimes the cowboy sayings were confusing.
After she led Moony a few steps, he stopped, stretched his nose to his side, and bit the old, cracked leather fender of the saddle.
What are you doing? You’re going to hurt the saddle. Stop it!
she exclaimed, pushing his head forward. He pinned his ears flat back against his head, and she slapped him for it. Never allow pinned ears or bad manners, that’s what she’d been told. He paid her back by snapping at her hand, which she jerked away.
Let’s just get to lesson, huh?
she hissed at him, glancing to see if anyone had noticed her failure. Chloë was closest but focused wholly on learning to clean the underside of Rocket’s hoof. Moony chewed hard at the saddle a few more times as Abby stood helplessly, then allowed her to pull him toward the unfenced patch of scruffy land that served as the lesson arena, his ears only half-pinned.
Chapter 2: Riding
The lesson was very basic. Tyler, a high-schooler, and his slightly younger helpers checked the tack on horses as students led them to the dirt patch arena.
Tyler said Abby had done everything right except that the cinch knot was twisted and backward, but he decided it was close enough. Abby and the others mounted from the left side of the horse and reined them onto a primitive dirt track worn into the field behind the obor.
Okay, everyone circle to the right, kick to walk, and a LOUD cluck!
Tyler called from the middle of the lesson arena where he stood with his two helpers, Rana and Cory. The nine students, ranging from very small to very tall, did as they were told and the horses walked in a ragged circle. After a lap or two of walking to the right, Tyler called out, Ready to stop? Everyone say ‘HO!’ and pull back!
HO!
rang out. Horses in adjoining yards lifted their heads to watch. Some horses stopped and several did not.
Shout louder and pull back harder on those reins!
Tyler yelled to the students on the moving horses. Eventually they all stopped.
Everyone turn around and walk the other way! But wait until the horse in front of you is going. Don’t ride up on his behind!
Tyler hollered. Some horses turned left, some right, and others not at all. Make ’em go, show ’em who’s boss!
he chided loudly.
After several circles at the walk, he yelled, Everyone who’s not ready to trot, come in!
Three beginners steered their mounts to the middle; the remaining six, including Abby, kept walking. Ready to trot? Loud clucks, and kick! Kick! Kick!
he urged.
The six students filled the air with kissing and clucking, hunched and drumming their horses’ sides. All but one of the horses gave in to their riders’ heels and trotted. The lone holdout merely walked faster. He had not trotted in years, but he built confidence in the beginners.
Try turning while you’re still trotting!
Tyler hollered. Abby did her best to keep Moony trotting. He wanted to fall back into a walk at every other step, and she whacked his shoulders with the ends of the reins and kicked him constantly. She tried to turn while still trotting, but Moony wouldn’t. Most of the other riders weren’t having much better luck, Abby saw, so she didn’t feel too bad.
Make ’em trot; you gotta be boss!
Tyler commanded. Abby tried again in vain, wishing the reins were long enough to hit Moony’s rump. After a half-circle of futilely thumping him with her heels, she recalled pictures of cowgirls smacking horses’ hind ends with their hats. So, despite Mother’s don’t ruin your clothes
warnings in her head, she hit Moony’s behind with her hat, making him half-heartedly trot for another quarter-circle. She was pleased at getting such good results and proud of thinking to use her hat. The instructors must have agreed, shouting, Good job, Abby! Good job, everyone!
Only one mare and her rider were up to cantering, so the other five trotters gathered in the middle with the three walkers. At one cliffhanging point in her canter, the mare veered off track, heading out of the arena, unseating her young rider. But he clung to the saddle horn and managed to get control of the horse.
Great start on your rodeo career!
Tyler yelled out. Calf roping or steer wrestling at the least, I’d say! Maybe bronc riding!
Ten-year-old Kevin grinned, pleased to think he’d done something tough guys do.
Tyler sent the group back onto the track for more walking before calling everyone back to cheerfully argue about which game they’d play. The candidates were Duck Duck Goose, Rescue Race, and Keyhole. In two tosses, Tyler’s nickel chose Rescue Race. No matter what they’d argued for, everyone cheered; they loved all the games.
Tyler sent Cory and Rana to help tie the slowest horses and those of the newbies to the hitching rails.
Put their halters on! Don’t tie ’em by the reins! And tie ’em beside a friend! When you get back, stand in the partners line,
he hollered after them. The remaining riders lined up their horses at the obor-end of the dirt patch, watching Tyler draw a line in the dead grass with his boot heel while the other kids walked to the far end.
First rider ready? First partner ready?
he hollered, looking at the first kids at both ends of the field, then at his watch.
"Yes!" they both yelled back.
"Ready … Go!" Tyler cried.
The first rider, a girl of maybe 15, whacked her horse into a trot and headed toward the boy waiting at the far end. Everyone yelled, whistled, and cheered for Patricia. Once at the other end, she pulled hard on the reins to stop the horse and tried to help the small boy up. All the onlookers laughed, cheered, and hollered advice as the kids struggled. In the end, Conall climbed up the rider’s leg, holding onto Patricia’s arm and the horn. He scrambled over her thigh to sit behind the saddle, holding its cantle. Patricia turned Velvet around and kicked him hard. When this didn’t produce a trot, she said something to Conall, who reached back and spanked. They got a few steps of trot and an enthusiastic reception back at the start/finish line.
"Three minutes and eight seconds! Awww-rrriiiigghhttt, you two! Wayta go!" Tyler pronounced grandly. He turned to the next team.
"Ready … Set … Go!" Tyler shouted to Abby.
Abby set her heels into Moony’s flanks and used her hat right away. Moony trotted well. She reached her partner, a tallish girl, in good time.
Abby had played this game before, so she told the inexperienced girl, Here, Sarah, use my stirrup and grab my arm. Get behind me.
On the third try, Sarah swung right up behind her. Abby turned Moony toward the finish line, then kicked him as hard as she could. Unfortunately, so did Sarah, and Moony broke into a canter.
Abby had rarely cantered on any horse, and now she was scared. Moony seemed headed out of the dirt patch and back to the hitching rails, and Abby could only cling to the horn and try not to fall off.
A funny shape hove into view near her right elbow: Sarah’s face, leaning over, trying to see around Abby, who noticed a strange, slow, sliding sensation … yelling … the saddle slipping … no, no, it couldn’t be … yes, it was … they hit the dirt.
Abby hit face-first. Her hat flew off when the brim smashed into the ground. She got up slowly, spitting dirt, testing what hurt the most. Time moved strangely, as if everyone waded in syrup.
Sarah was not getting up … people were running over to her … Moony ran to the nearest horses … Sarah moaned … Abby spit more dirt and tested a tooth that felt funny … a crowd gathered around Sarah, who lay twisted in the dirt … someone handed Abby her bent, dirty hat … Sarah got up slowly, still moaning … Abby assured people that nothing hurt too bad … everyone asked Sarah where it hurt … the girl cried and held her left upper arm … someone shouted to call an ambulance … Tyler screamed to start with calling Sarah’s mother … Tyler ordered Rana and Cory to make a human chair and carry Sarah to the obor … Sarah sobbed that as she fell, Moony had kicked her, knocked her around, might have stepped on her ….
Tyler cancelled the game. He called to Abby to wait, however, and when he reached her, he said that her team had crossed the finish line before they fell, with a time of 57 seconds. He held out a small first-place ribbon and walked with her toward Katherine and Kevin, who guided Conall in holding Moony’s reins. Tyler quickly loosened the saddle enough for him and Ramey to hoist it back up on Moony. Abby tucked the ribbon in her back jeans pocket and took the reins, discovering more aches as she walked with the supportive group.
Are you going to be okay?
Tyler asked, holding the loose saddle up on Moony, letting him carry his saddle back to the hitching rails.
I’m pretty sure it will only be bumps and bruises. And a bent hat.
Do you want Rana to take a look? She’ll be free in a minute.
Naw, I should be okay. But poor Sarah, she’s got a broken arm at the least, huh?
Riders break bones. Not if, but when and how bad,
Tyler scoffed.
At the hitching rails, they found that two horses had changed their minds about being friends, kicked at each other and pulled back. One had stepped on and broken her reins. That was bad; she wore a bit and might have hurt her mouth. Tyler grumbled about getting in trouble for the broken tack, and blamed the new students for not tying the horses’ leads correctly. But Abby knew the lead ropes were hard to tie.
Abby tied Moony the best she could and pulled the loose saddle off him, looking at where Sarah had sat when she kicked Moony from the back seat.
How stupid! She’d kicked him in his tender flanks, breaking a basic safety rule. Was that a mark she’d made? No, just a patch of weird-colored hair. And then leaning over – doubly dumb of her. But it would be terrible if she was disabled from the fall. Didn’t anyone tell the new kids how to do things? Someone should’ve. And what about the cinch knot that wasn’t right? Tyler had said it was okay, but the saddle had slipped. What else wasn’t taught correctly around here?
Abby walked Moony back to his pasture, lost in wondering if Tyler had missed some other important things with the kids, herself included. She absently brushed off cinch litter from Moony’s ample belly, but snapped to attention as his heels whistled past her head when she turned him loose and he spun, kicked out, and bolted back to his buddies. Two close calls today, she thought darkly.
Chloë and the kids in the lounge seemed intent on ignoring both Tristan’s ruined sack lunch (pillaged by ravenous, wily barn cats) and today’s incident. They tried not to watch out the open lounge wall as Sarah’s mother picked her up to take her to the hospital. Then they went out of their way to tell ridiculous jokes, throw food scraps to the cats, and spy on Tyler talking to his older brother in the parking lot.
Abby’s back hurt now, along with her leg. She figured she should just tough it out, the cowboy – or cowgirl – way. Sitting on a busted saddle on the ground, she ate the bologna-and-cheese sandwich and chips from her lunch box. Loosening her hat’s tight hold on her head, she felt the dent in the dirty brim. It didn’t bother Abby; after all, many hats were sold pre-distressed. But Mother wanted things to be just-so. No, Abby had better hide the hat when she got home. If Mother saw it, she was sure to attack Abby for it, or claim it was ruined and even throw it away.
Abby’s swirling thoughts silently touched on other realizations she didn’t feel she could share with the overly rowdy riders: that Sarah had helped cause her own injury, that all of them might likely get hurt and, on a positive note, that she’d won her first-ever riding ribbon!
Chapter 3: Home
The Currys drove Abby home, first sighting the fenced back yard with the maple tree Mother didn’t allow anyone to climb and the flower beds she wanted the girls to stay away from. They passed the basement garage’s concrete driveway, turned the corner and stopped at the sidewalk leading up to the apricot-colored brick house.
Hot, hairy, and still happy with her ribbon, Abby paused at the bottom of the cement steps, one hand on a black metal handrail. She repeated her usual mental inventory, looking at herself through Mother’s critical eyes. Today, she did not pass inspection. Mother didn’t mind getting Abby out of the way, especially when someone else drove her, but she never liked the mess her daughter brought back from the ranch.
Abby tapped her hat on a handrail, trying to get more dirt off, but that only seemed to dent it more. Brushing it with her hand only made streaks of dirt; she parked it on her head and wiped her booted feet on the grass and again on the cement steps to get the grass off, but the boots were still dusty and would smudge the carpet. She climbed the steps and sat on the cement stoop outside the door to take them off. Her socks were almost as dirty as her boots because of rolling in the dirt. She took off the socks, shook them over the side of the stoop and stuffed them into her boots. Her only hope was to get inside quickly, hide the bent hat, clean up fast, bury her filthy clothes in her hamper, and hope to be presentable before dinner.
Hat on, boots in hand, she quietly opened the storm door and peered through the slowly opening front door.
Her older sister, Jennifer, watched TV in the large open living room to the left. If Abby was lucky, Daddy would be away working extra hours and Mother would be downstairs sewing, or out in the back yard working. Jenn looked up.
It’s your favorite part, Abs,
Jenn said. Abby set down her boots and tip-toed across the Berber carpet.
It was the old movie Hook. One of the Lost Boys was telling Robin Williams as Peter Pan that he needed to find a Happy Thought to fly. Abby touched Jenn on the shoulder. Jenn touched her hand in return, a small, silent gesture of welcome affection.
Abby carried her boots down the carpeted hallway that split the house. She passed the doorway into the kitchen on her left, then walked cautiously between the doors leading left to the basement (always open), right to her sister’s room (always closed), left to the big bathroom (open unless in use), another left to her door (usually open) and, opposite that, her parents’ room (preferably closed). Today her parents’ door was open. Abby saw Mother’s tall, dark-haired female shape look up sharply and bolt away from a sleeping male form on the bed. Only because Daddy was asleep did Mother hesitate and quietly close their door. Then she sprang to angry life.
You’re filthy!
Mother took in the dirty jeans, the sweat-stained sleeves, and the bent and dusty hat.
Abby was busted. The fastest but most unpleasant way out was straight through.
I’ll just take these off and get—
Not on my carpet, you won’t!
Mother lashed out. Go to the bathroom and take them off … no, it’ll get the bathroom floor dirty and I’ll have to clean that, as if I don’t have enough to do! Stand in the tub to undress. Shake everything out in the back yard.
Mother plucked the socks out of the boots Abby held. "What did you do to your socks? They’ll never come clean! They’re ruined, Abigail Clift Wize! You have to throw them away. What else did you ruin today with those beasts?" She jabbed at Abby’s chest as she ranted.
They were not that kind of beasts, they were the one good thing in her life. And Abby didn’t know why Mother complained about cleaning, since she made Jenn and Abby clean almost everything. To be dramatic, probably. Whenever Mother crabbed about Abby being a drama queen with her allergies and sensitivities, Abby privately thought Mother was the one who made such a big