Delivered by Jesus
By J. L. Zotos
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Have you ever felt that you were trapped in your lifestyle? Well, asking Jesus into your heart can start a journey that God wants for you. Knowing Him will help you to be the man or woman you are meant to be. He will heal you everywhere you’re hurt. God loves you, and He has wonderful things for you if you will let Him, and you will never
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Delivered by Jesus - J. L. Zotos
Acknowledgment
I acknowledge Pastor Robb and Linda Thompson for never giving up on me and praying for me, not letting me go when I failed the Father. They taught me the Word and walked it out in front of me uncompromised. They are my spiritual parents forever.
Chapter 1
Meeting the King of Kings
I asked the Lord in to my heart in April of 1980. I had left my significant other because of an argument over marijuana. I did not let anyone tell me if I could buy it, smoke it, or eat it if I wanted. I had put everything I owned in a 1971 Chevy Impala, which is pretty much a boat. You could easily put six people in the trunk quite comfortably. In a matter of about twenty minutes, I packed it all up and left. It was about 7:00 p.m. at night.
I was pretty angry, and there was no talking me out of it. I really wish that I would have known then how what we do affects everyone around us and really cared how it affected them. I drove four hours to Cicero, Illinois. I went to one of my sister’s homes. Her name is Jackie; she had always been my ark.
Jackie took over the best she could when we were kids. She is only three years older than I am, but she always had that mommy instinct, and she kind of had to ’cause our parents just did not know the Lord; and they did not really do what they needed to for Jackie. And I, I am the youngest of seven. Jackie and I were from my dad. The first five kids were from my mom’s first marriage. I always ran to Jackie, and she always took me in and took care of me. I went to her home, and the next morning, I was seriously depressed.
I hated my life. I hated what I was, or maybe I hated how I ended up that way. I was going to take my life. I was not going to leave a note. I was just going to do it. You see, by now, I was seeing the act. You see, once you start seeing it, that picture ministers to you. I kept seeing myself put a knife in my heart, and all the pain would just go away—the pain of a child that had been taken from all her life. They took my childhood, my womanhood, and so much more. My stepdad, his name was Bob, began molesting me at age 4.5. My brother started molesting me when I was 5. Walter did not have as much access to me as my stepdad because he was not around as much, but he also molested me when he had me alone. I had no one to watch over me.
My dad was an alcoholic and worked at another business he was running. My mom was working a lot, running our tavern, and she was always working or with the man that took the most from me. Anyway, Jackie and her husband went to work that morning; and they were gone most of the day. I remember knowing I was going to do this. Then I was sitting there, and the front doorbell rang. I opened the door, and there stood one of my older sisters whom I had not seen in at least three years, and she has a woman with her who had introduced her to Jesus. I had no idea they were coming over. And get this, they came in and sat down and told me the Lord sent them there. Now for me, the question was: the Lord who?
They started talking to me about someone named Jesus. They began to tell me that this man died two thousand years ago for my sin. They told me he sent them there that I might be born again. Well, what’s that?
I said. Then they started telling me he wants me. All I need to do was pray with them and that Jesus would come in my heart. They began to tell me how he loved me and he knew where I would be that night and what I had on my mind.
That night I was looking up through the bottom, Jesus knew I was on my way out. I asked the Lord into my heart that night, and I cried and cried. I felt love like I had never felt love before.
Then get this, the phone rang. And it’s one of the oldest sisters of mine, and I answered the phone. I had not talked to her like forever, and she said to me, Is Ruby there?
I said, Yes. I just got saved.
She was the first one I confessed to that I was saved.
If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. (Romans 10:9–10, NKJV)
It came right out of me. What came out of my mouth was, Hey, I just got saved, not the Scripture.
When I woke up the next morning, I got a call from my significant other. She was pretty upset, and I went back there. You know, nobody told me to read the Bible, go to church, or get baptized; they told me nothing. But when I went back to what was my home and family, I noticed a new loving voice that I had never heard before—and it was the sweetest, most loving, most gentle voice I had ever heard. When I was doing something that was not good, I would hear him say to me, You know that’s not good for you.
That was it. No, that’s it! I am done with you, not the hammer is coming down, nothing of that sort.
The Holy Spirit was in me, and I did not know it. I took him to places you ought not to take him, but I did not knowing anything. I found myself roll over in bed every night and tell the Lord I was sorry. I did not know anything about repenting or about 1 John 1–9 (NKJV) that says, If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Confession keeps your fellowship with