Memories and Moonbeams
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Finalist in the Daphne De Maurier mystery and The Maggie writing contests.
When wealthy Chicagoan Nicholas Shield set off to find his missing sister, he never expected to come face to face with his infamous past, let alone his own mortality. Six weeks ago, his beloved sister vanished without
Averil Reisman
I love to write steamy American-set historical romances of the Gilded Age and Gay Nineties--the late Victorian period during which America's industrial age aristocracy lived like lords and ladies of England.A closet feminist, I admire the brave women of this era who fought for equal voting rights, and who often broke the mold to bring about social change and women's equality. Writing about strong women, and the alpha males who love them, is one of my greatest passions . . . besides my loving husband.I live in a far northwest suburb of Chicago, out where the corn still grows and farmstands are plentiful. On a nice day you might see me out gardening, but on a nasty day, I'll be glued to my chair working on another book.
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Memories and Moonbeams - Averil Reisman
Chapter 1
August, 1893
Colorado City, Colorado
WELL, damn! Pushing his new Stetson off his forehead, Nicholas Shield peered more closely at the two numbers hanging cockeyed over the swinging doors. Right address, but the place was a damn saloon, not the office of the private investigator he had come all the way from Chicago to hire. He clenched his jaw.
Raucous laughter, tinny piano music, and the stink of stale whiskey drifted out, deepening his already foul mood.
Where the hell had his friend Bart sent him?
When Nick had asked for the name of a good detective in Colorado, Bart, an investigator himself, had suggested a Lee Wilcox and given him an address, among other things. But, clearly, this wasn’t right. Not a saloon in a sweltering hellhole of a town where the dust made the saliva in his mouth feel like a sandy beach.
From the looks of things, Colorado City was even worse than Chicago’s Levee District where he and his friends occasionally visited. Here, the late afternoon sun bore down like a blazing fireball on the bordellos, saloons, and dilapidated sin cribs lining the streets in a pleasure haven of vice. Scores of miners, mill workers, ranchers, and new gold millionaires crowded the town looking for whiskey, a game, and a roll with one of the town’s army of whores.
At one time he might have joined them. But he hadn’t traveled so damned far to be distracted by any of that.
Today his top priority was finding his sister, who’d disappeared six weeks ago. Pinkerton agents hired by his father had tracked her to these parts but fled when the altitude got to them. Now he needed the help of a local detective to continue the search. Someone familiar with the area who wouldn’t get sick up in the high mountains where she’d last been seen.
Bart had picked Wilcox as the man for the job from a list he kept locked in a drawer. Why all the secrecy, his friend hadn’t said. Nor had Nick bothered to ask. Bart didn’t like to talk much about his investigative work.
Maybe someone in the saloon knew where to find him.
Adjusting his hat, Nick pushed through the swinging doors. A smoky haze hung about like a dark thundercloud, making him squint before his eyes adapted to the noxious gloom. Gamblers crowding around a dozen gaming tables added to the din and the stench of unwashed bodies and cheap cigars.
After sauntering up to the long oak bar, Nick overheard two men sitting nearby arguing about their favorite whores.
. . . titties like melons and an ass soft enough to swallow my whole cock and balls,
said the one closest to him, his hands cupping the air to indicate the size of those breasts.
So what? Lorine sucks me deep and gets me off in no time, then rides me to beat the band. She earns my coin, and then some, she does,
his friend retorted.
Having no interest in their conversation, Nick faced the bar.
The bartender, a big man about his own age of thirty, wiped something vigorously with a towel. Spotting Nick, he set the clean glass on a rack and the cloth on the back shelf. Whadya have?
Nick managed to smile despite his headache. Three fingers of your best, my friend.
A fine cognac would be preferable, but he doubted this place stocked any.
Whiskey all right?
The barkeeper grinned, his gaze tracking down Nick’s clothing with undisguised amusement.
Nick drew himself straight. Nothing he wore warranted the smirk on the bartender’s face. Nick knew more about apparel than any man here, having worked in his father’s dry goods business most of his life. As soon as he arrived in town, he’d purchased new western clothes—hat, string tie, jeans, plaid shirt, black vest, and boots—in a store near the train station to avoid standing out like the city dweller he was.
That will do.
He tossed a coin on the counter, leaned his six-foot two-inch frame against the bar’s edge and scanned the murky surroundings.
The noise from the crowded establishment made his ears ring. His head still ached from not having slept during the two-day train ride. And his inner turmoil regarding the safety of his little sister hadn’t diminished either.
The bartender slid a drink in front of him, picked up his coin, and returned to washing glasses.
Nick took a gulp. Fire raced down his throat but, surprisingly, the whiskey was not half bad. Wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, he asked, Hey, barkeep. I’m looking for a Lee Wilcox. Know where I can find him?
Sure do.
Chuckling, the man nodded and whispered to a nearby boy of about twelve who was lugging a box of empty bottles. He’ll get her.
Her?
Wilcox was a woman? With offices in a saloon? What respectable woman—
Bart would never send him to a whore, not even as a joke, would he? No, he said he didn’t know Lee Wilcox personally, only by reputation. But did his friend know this investigator was a woman? With a name like Lee, maybe not. In fact, Nick would bet on it. Bart had referred to Wilcox as he.
A brunette of small stature ambled up to him, a sumptuous display of womanly charms rising above a gaudy red dress. A gold chain around her neck drew his attention downward toward where whatever hung on it lodged between her breasts.
Out of sight.
His eyes lingered there a moment, imagining the bauble’s surroundings, before he lifted his gaze to her face.
Large green eyes like those of the woman who’d haunted his dreams for the past seven years captured his gaze. Air whooshed from his lungs as he felt a prickle of electricity zip through his body. Their gazes locked in a silent connection that left his heart slamming against his ribs.
Suddenly she stiffened, and he swore she paled beneath her thick face paint. I’m Lee Wilcox, and I owe you this.
Her hand rose.
Whack! A stinging pain slammed into his cheek.
Stunned, he staggered back, his hand flying to his face. What the hell? Struggling to recover his wits, he bent to retrieve his hat from the floor.
Had a card floated off a table and landed on the wood planks below, it would have thundered in the sudden quiet of the gambling hall. The silence was eerie, charged. Thick as a heavy fog. He had the distinct impression each man had taken stock of him and judged him to be a menace. Even the bartender had flung himself flat across the bar top, ready to come to the lady’s aid.
It’s all right, Thad. I’ll handle this,
she said in a melodic, familiar voice that penetrated deep into his soul. Her green eyes were as cold as the ocean’s depths.
Handle what? He was the one on the wrong end of the assault. Who was she, and what did she think he had done to warrant such a vehement payback? His cheek still stung like a hive of bees had attacked.
I’m sorry. Do I know you?
Dumb, but the only thing that came to his rattled mind.
Try Lee Wilcox. Or better yet, how about Lilly Kane?
Her voice spat venom.
He stilled. Had he heard right?
Lilly! Lee.
Memories burst into his consciousness. Blood pulsed in his ears like a thousand pounding mallets. Old hurts resurfaced. Tamping back his emotions, Nick assumed a pleasant smile. Through eyes rooted in the past, he studied her features.
Familiar chestnut-colored hair piled in a mass of curls atop her head added at least three inches to the woman’s diminutive five-foot height. Beneath the heavy makeup, the delicate heart shape of Lilly’s face was barely discernible, the hollows below her high cheekbones having filled in for a more rounded appearance. Her youthful bosom had blossomed into a pleasing handful and her hips were more defined than he remembered.
But it was her eyes peering at him through gobs of shadow and kohl that confirmed her identity. Eyes with an exotic slanted shape, irises of sea green flecked with gold and surrounded by a ring of black.
Eyes now sparking with ire.
He struggled to fill his lungs, his thoughts scattered to the winds.
Lilly!
The woman he couldn’t forget no matter how hard he tried.
She was here?
Was this woman standing in front of him an illusion conjured up by lack of sleep and worry over his sister? Or was she real, the embodiment of all his wishes come true?
Nick perused the apparition in red.
She looked like every other lush working girl in the place, and for some reason that didn’t sit well with him. Her flamboyant gown exposed more of her impressive bosom than the woman he once loved would have dared allow.
Hell, more than he would have allowed. He wanted to throw his suit jacket around her shoulders, cover her up. But he wasn’t wearing a suit. So, he just gawked at the swift rise and fall of her bountiful chest.
The change in her was profound, and his mind scrambled to accept it.
What had happened to the little shop girl he adored, the young lady with the beautiful eyes and the sweetly beckoning smile? What was she doing in a gambling hall in Colorado City dressed as a whore?
Or was she ...?
Refusing to acknowledge the truth of what his eyes were telling him, he cut off his thoughts.
No, she was an investigator. His best friend had vouched for her as a professional. Or rather vouched for Lee Wilcox. Nick was sure Bart had no idea that Lee Wilcox was a woman, let alone that the woman was Nick’s former lover, Lilly Kane. Theirs had been a secret relationship.
There must be some other explanation for her appearance.
Lilly glanced about and, without a word, headed for the back of the saloon, her silk skirts swishing as her hips swayed seductively.
Why he followed like a dog seeking a treat, he would never understand. Maybe he was just damn curious. Or maybe the siren call of those hips held him in thrall.
Or maybe seeing Lilly in those clothes, in this setting, scared the shit out of him. Could his sister have disappeared into the underworld of sin never to be found?
As they passed table after table of gamblers, blatant male admiration seemed to be drawn to the sensual swing of her bottom. His insides unexpectedly tightened, as did his jaw.
She’d been his.
Once.
She led him to a room at the far corner of the establishment and disappeared inside. Nick, however, transfixed by the sight before him, halted at the doorway of what could only be described as someone’s comfortable front parlor.
Bright afternoon sun streaming through a wide set of open windows reached clear across the room, bringing with it a refreshing breeze. Books, photographs, and bric-a-brac were neatly arranged on a massive wooden desk positioned for a view of the mountains. Flowered wallpaper and furniture, and a thick carpet made it a woman’s office in—of all places—a rowdy gambling hall and drinking establishment.
The professional domain of private investigator Lee Wilcox. Known to him as Lilly Kane.
What was she doing here?
~~~~
Dear Lord! Why was Nick here and asking for Lee Wilcox? Nick was the last person Lilly expected to see in this no man’s land of Colorado wildness.
She despised him, could barely contain her anger at what he had done to her life. Yet seeing his handsome face, hearing the rumble of his deep baritone gave her an undeniable thrill.
While fighting to control her rioting emotions, she stepped inside and let her eyes feast on him while he surveyed her office.
The years had been good to him, molding him into a magnificent specimen of masculinity.
The boyish appearance of his youth was gone, replaced by a starkly handsome blond-haired Viking with piercing, light blue eyes.
His features were more chiseled than she remembered. A firm, square jaw bisected by a deep cleft, sharply edged cheekbones, and a more defined patrician nose lent him an aura of command she had never known him to possess.
Fine lines of maturity and wisdom were etched into his face. Or at least that’s what she wanted to believe those lines represented—the same stuff that had comprised her dreams for so many years. Dreams she finally flung upon the muck heap of life to save her sanity. Dreams she had replaced with steely anger and intense hatred.
More likely, those tiny wrinkles came from an overabundance of self-indulgence. And the more she believed that, the better off she would be.
His wider shoulders, broader chest, and thicker muscles spelled danger to the fragile world she had twice rebuilt.
She’d made a life for herself here, and nothing and nobody—Nicholas included—was going to spoil what she had achieved. She had a job to do, and she was darn good at doing it.
Pushing her disquieting thoughts aside, Lilly sat down at her desk and waved him to sit. There was nothing she could do about the mass of butterflies flitting about in her stomach.
Twisting the rim of his hat, Nick crossed the threshold, but remained standing. Well, fine. Maybe he won’t be staying long. The faster she dealt with him, the sooner he would be on his way.
She leaned back in her chair and crossed her arms over her chest. His beautiful blue eyes bore into hers, daring her to reveal her secrets.
Damn him. She could fall into those eyes and never find her way out. You have Lee Wilcox’s full attention. Why are you here?
And why now?
Chapter 2
WHAT would Billy say now if he was faced with the same situation? Nick absently dug his hand in his pocket expecting to find his brother’s small wooden toy he always carried. The soldier was a reminder of the love and admiration he and Billy once shared, of the wisdom, encouragement, and guidance he had conveyed. Before he died a horrific death two days before his fifteenth birthday.
Instead, his fingers brushed the ivory chess piece he’d placed there when he’d changed clothes. The chess piece Bart had given him to give to Wilcox. Another mystery Nick hadn’t bothered to question.
He moved closer to the desk.
So, how long has it been?
The words flew out of his mouth, sounding shallow and trite.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
Couldn’t he have thought of anything else? Where was that old Nick Shield reputation for charm and blather when he needed it? This little ball of anger had him grasping for words.
Seven years,
she bit out without hesitation, her eyes challenging him to dispute her answer.
As though she’d been counting the years.
As had he.
His breathing ceased, his gaze caught in her glare of confrontation. God, Lilly, what happened to us?
If he held any doubt this woman was Lilly, it no longer existed. Only Lilly would know the answer to his question.
Their clandestine relationship had been kept to dark storerooms and walks on the Chicago lake shore after his father’s store closed for the night.
He schooled his voice to be as noncommittal as possible, but the question uppermost in his thoughts all these years slipped off his tongue. Why did you leave me?
Cheeks reddening through the mask of cosmetics, Lilly shot off her chair, her hands flying to the desk where her knuckles ground into the wood. I didn’t, you bastard. You left me,
she shouted through the straight line of her lips.
Nick cringed. Why did she think that? He’d never left her. He wanted her. Desperately. Still did.
Yet, the volume of her pain-tinged voice revealed the depth of her upset. No matter how rankled she might have been, the young woman he knew had never raised her voice.
Lilly careened around the desk’s edge and stalked to the window, her back to him, her arms winging about her middle.
I hate you, Nick Shield. You left me pregnant and alone.
Her clipped words had a hard edge to them.
He sucked in a breath, then failed to release it. Deafening silence filled the space between them as his mind struggled with what he thought he’d heard.
What did you say?
he asked, his question barely more than a whisper.
Lilly’s expressive eyes were ice. I said, I had a daughter, Celia. Her picture is on the desk. You were her father.
He lifted a large frame off the desk. The face of a small child with blonde hair and cherubic cheeks gazed back at him, a face that looked remarkably like the portrait of his sister when she was four hanging in his mother’s bedroom.
A brick plowed into his chest, followed by an unexpected warmth. His mind collided with the undeniable reality he’d run from most of his life—responsibility. His sister’s well-being was the only thing that mattered to him.
Until Lilly came into his life seven years ago.
And then something else Lilly had said sank into his brain. Were?
She passed of the fever two years ago.
A fist full of crippling emotions barreled through him, leaving him gasping. To keep his weakened knees from buckling, he gripped the back of a chair. The fact Nick sired a daughter he hadn’t known about was bad enough, but that she died without knowing her father was devastating.
Damn, damn, damn! He wanted to hit something. Himself, mostly. He deserved it. How could he have done this?
Lord knows, he had not set out to be a father, but if fate had made him one, he might have stepped up to the challenge. Changed the life he now found lacking.
Might have. He was so young then.
Nick met Lilly’s glare through blurry vision. Why didn’t you tell me you carried our child? I would have….
Nick stopped, the words clogging his throat like cotton batting. Try as he might, he couldn’t bring himself to say what he thought she wanted to hear.
Green eyes narrowed in fury. What would you have done? Tell me.
I… I would have been there for you.
Would you have? Really? Married me? Given your daughter your name, settled into a normal routine, taken on responsibility for once in your life?
Another punch to the gut. The truth hurt. He swallowed hard but didn’t answer. Like the rest of his friends, he’d shied away from marriage as though it were the plague. He was a hedonist who dabbled in fun, adventure, and the finer things of life. There was no room for responsibility and commitment.
Then.
After Lilly left, that way of life no longer satisfied him, but he couldn’t seem to find what would. Days were empty, meaningless. Nights, unbearably lonely.
He hadn’t realized how much Lilly had added to his life—the laughter, the sharing, the companionship.
Until she was gone.
He’d taken her for granted.
How stupid he had been.
Lilly continued, her voice sounding thin and choked to his ear. I tried to tell you about the baby as soon as I was sure. I went to your house, but your father said you’d moved away. He said you were managing a new store somewhere far and I should forget you.
Blast his father. He envisioned a different future for his son. A future more like his own—one that made him a pillar of society but created a private life that was living hell. Familiar bands of frustration tightened around Nick’s torso.
He shook his head, anger toward his overbearing parent billowing from his chest like smoke from a fire. Not true. I never moved anywhere. My father sent me to New York on a long buying trip. When I returned, you were gone. I assumed you left on your own accord.
Then your father lied to me. For you. To prevent me, as he put it, from ‘sinking my teeth’ into his precious, wealthy son. Assuming correctly that I was in a family way, he made me a generous offer to move away and start over.
Lilly lowered her head, clenched her arms. I had no choice but to accept his proposal. My baby’s future was more important. I couldn’t continue working at your father’s store, and no one would hire a pregnant woman. And I couldn’t give up my child.
The breath in him drained out in a wheeze. He never told me you came.
Then he lied to both of us. I showed up at the store for a whole week hoping to see you, but you weren’t there, and no one could tell me where you went. I assumed your father told me the truth.
Damn him! This time his father’s interference in his life had cost everyone dearly.
Especially Lilly. Moisture glistened in her eyes. He hated seeing her in pain.
I was alone and afraid. I had no one. My parents . . .disowned me. I hate you for causing my family to turn against me. You didn’t even try to find me.
I did try. Your leaving didn’t make sense, so at first, I thought to go to your home and see if you were there. But you once said Kane was the Americanized version of your parents’ last name. You never told me the name they were listed under in the residents’ directory.
He paused to swipe his palm across his forehead. I thought of riffling through my father’s private employee records to find your address, but that would have been illegal. Even considered hiring the Pinks but thought that maybe you might not want to be found. As time went on and you didn’t come back, that idea became more believable. So, I condemned you for walking away from me. I’m sorry. So very sorry. Had I known—
I don’t want to hear your ‘would haves.’ You would have done what you’ve done your whole life—shirked responsibility. The only good thing to come out of this was Celia. I enjoyed her for four wonderful years and, when she died….
Rubbing her arms, Lilly turned to stare out the window, her small figure cloaked in sorrow.
Her caustic barb was deserved, but the husk of pain in her voice burned clear through to his heart.
Yes, he had been irresponsible, but he sensed there was more here than she was telling him. Something else causing her pain.
He moved to gather her close, but she pulled her head up and jerked away. Tears welled in eyes of shimmering emerald.
Don’t touch me, Nicholas. You don’t get to touch me ever again.
~~~~
Nick paled, his shoulders slumping as his attention slipped to his feet. He shifted his weight to his other hip, and Lilly’s mind wandered. Did ridged muscle still line his chest clear down to his hips?
Memories of his arms around her, of his lips molded to hers, of the press of his youthful frame against her body, resurfaced in a sudden burst of lust.
Mortified at the direction of her thoughts, Lilly stiffened. How could she still feel this way about a man who had left her pregnant and alone?
Granted, he didn’t know she carried his child, but the resentment she held against him had sent roots deep in her heart. Indeed, she had used those negative feelings to pull herself out of the dark hole of despair, and she was not about to uproot them anytime soon.
If that was what he wanted.
Come to think of it, what did he want? He’d come to see Lee Wilcox, but he had not known who Lee Wilcox really was. That was clear by the confusion on his face when she had slapped him.
No, fate brought him here today as sure as that first day they met in his father’s store. Nick’s easy smile and devil-may-care attitude attracted her then like no other. She had found him fascinating, charming, and more worldly than any of the other men her parents shoved in her path.
But, with a rule banning fraternization among employees, their budding friendship moved into the shadows of dark stockrooms and moonlit beaches.
Became more intimate.
If she was being truthful, she had as much to do with their indiscretion as he did. She’d been so sure of Nick’s honor and integrity.
Oh, how naive she had been.
Since then, she had erected a strong shield to protect her heart.
Or so she thought.
But now she found his magnetic presence still evoked wants and needs she was hard-pressed to deny. If she was not careful, her heart would be exposed and made vulnerable once again.
And that would never do.
Nick was forbidden to her on so many levels.
Besides, she was angry with him.
Needing a moment to pull herself together, she returned to her desk. Settling in her chair, she donned her professional aloofness. What are you seeking Lee Wilcox for?
Nick stared at her, the clear blue of his eyes raw, penetrating. A riot of emotions raged through them, making her uncomfortable, making her remember.
Making her ache with need.
Finally, he slid his long frame into a small, upholstered chair across from her, the furrow deep in his forehead drawing her curiosity.
Nick never worried.
About anything.
Sabrina’s missing,
he said in a dull, flat tone as he set the tintype of his daughter on the desk facing him.
Lilly tensed. She was acquainted with his sister and liked her immensely. For years, Sabrina Shield and her mother had been her best customers in the millinery department at Shield’s Clothing Emporium, the largest retail store in Chicago. Nick clearly loved his younger sibling and doted on her at every turn. In fact, she was the only member of his family he seemed to care about at all.
Which made the look of devastation on Nick’s face when he learned of Celia’s death even more understandable. Never had she seen him display such emotion, such anguish and yes, even remorse. His emotions were real, of that she was certain. Nothing had fazed him or disturbed his equilibrium before.
Lilly tamped back the sudden rush of sympathy welling from the middle of her chest. What brings you here?
Out of all the places in the country, why had he chosen to look for Sabrina in Colorado City, a place of sin and decadence renown throughout the state. Even respectable women built their houses a discreet distance away in the nearby Springs.
Nick lifted a small rock paperweight from her desk and absently rolled it about his palm with long, gifted fingers that once aroused her deepest passions. She watched them closely, almost wishing they played on her skin instead of the inanimate object they grasped with care.
A Pinkerton agent tracked my sister, or someone who looks like Sabrina, to some gold camp called Cripple Creek, but the altitude got him, and he came home without identifying her. I’m picking up where he left off, and I need an investigator familiar with the mountains.
Curiosity broke through the bitterness permeating her mood.
How did you get my name?
Locating specific individuals was not her type of case regardless of how much she liked Miss Shield. And