Red Hotel
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One afternoon, shadows started to flicker along the corridors of The Red Hotel in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, and both guests and staff heard persistent grinding noises that gave them “the freesons” – or goosebumps. Months later, Sissy Sawyer’s step-nephew Billy drops by with his new girlfriend, T-Yon. Sissy has an uncanny ability to read the future using her special Tarot cards, and T-Yon wants her help. She’s been having terrible dreams about her older brother, Everett, ever since he’s started restoring an old hotel in Baton Rouge . . .
Graham Masterton
Graham Masterton was born in Edinburgh, Scotland, in 1946. He worked as a newspaper reporter before taking over joint editorship of the British editions of Penthouse and Penthouse Forum magazines. His debut novel, The Manitou, was published in 1976 and sold over one million copies in its first six months. It was adapted into the 1978 film starring Tony Curtis, Susan Strasberg, Stella Stevens, Michael Ansara, and Burgess Meredith. Since then, Masterton has written over seventy-five horror novels, thrillers, and historical sagas, as well as published four collections of short stories and edited Scare Care, an anthology of horror stories for the benefit of abused children. He and his wife, Wiescka, have three sons. They live in Cork, Ireland, where Masterton continues to write.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Every once in a while, I just feel in the mood for a ghost story. This one fit the bill nicely: a haunted Baton Rouge hotel, a card reader, ghosts, evil spirits, vodoo and some real spooky happenings, some grossness, and of course finding out the story behind the haunting. What else could one ask for.
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Red Hotel - Graham Masterton
The Boy Behind the Door
The rain had been dredging down all afternoon, and both Sissy and Mr Boots had sat out on the pale-green painted verandah for the past hour or so, watching it clatter through the trees and overflow from the gutters and run in rivulets down the winding pathway that led to the road. Sissy was sitting out on the verandah because she wanted to smoke and Mr Boots was sitting out on the verandah because he was wet and he stank and Sissy wouldn’t allow him into the house.
‘Some summer,’ said Sissy, but Mr Boots didn’t make a sound. He didn’t even turn around and nod, as if he were agreeing with her, which he did sometimes.
‘Excuse me, cloth ears!’ Sissy snapped at him, much louder this time. ‘I said, One hell of a miserable summer.
What’s your opinion?’
Mr Boots made a mewling noise in the back of his throat. ‘Jesus,’ she demanded. ‘Where’d you learn that cat language? Have you been fraternizing with that mangy old tabby next door?’
She took a pack of Marlboro out of the low-slung pocket of her gray hand-knitted cardigan, but there was only one left, and that was broken in half. ‘Shit and a bit,’ she said, and heaved herself up off the swing seat to go into the house and see if she could find another pack, although she doubted that she had any left. She had been trying to cut down lately but it was just one of those wet, miserable days when the gray clouds were almost down to treetop height and it wasn’t even worth going to the market at Boardman’s Bridge because it was raining so hard and today she felt like smoking.
Sissy always said that if God hadn’t meant people to smoke he wouldn’t have allowed them to discover America.
She was opening the screen door when she heard the scrunching of a car in the driveway. She turned and saw the metallic-red Escalade owned by her step-nephew, Billy. He climbed out, turning up the collar of his black hill-climber’s jacket, and then walked around the hood and opened the passenger door. A girl in a shiny red raincoat and a matching red rain hat stepped down, and followed Billy up the steeply sloping steps that led to the verandah.
‘Hey, Aunt Sissy!’ called Billy. Mr Boots immediately barked and jumped up and started snorting and snuffling and beating his tail against the railings. Billy was a thin, pale, good-looking young man of twenty-six, with a shock of black, gelled-up hair and slightly foxy features and very blue eyes that were always wide open, as if life permanently surprised him. He was the son of Sissy’s sister’s second husband, Ralph, and so he wasn’t really related to Sissy at all, not by blood, but for some reason they had always been as close as two conspirators.
When he was a small boy, Sissy had taught Billy complicated Atlantic City card tricks and how to predict tomorrow’s weather from the behavior of garden snails – ‘but mind you don’t stand over a snail for too long . . . they may look innocent but country folk say that snails can suck the shadows out of you.’
There were plenty of snails around today, because it was so damp, and the verandah was criss-crossed by silvery trails.
Billy and the girl in the shiny red raincoat came up on to the verandah. Billy smacked the raindrops off his jacket and then gave Sissy a hug.
‘How’s it hanging?’ he asked her. He nodded toward the crowded ashtray beside the swing seat. ‘Still smoking like Mount Saint Helens, I see. Thought you said you were giving it up.’
Sissy coughed and shook her head. ‘It was your mother who said I was giving it up. On principle I never do what your mother says I’m going to do. Never have done, since we were kids, and never will. I would have been married to a loss adjuster called Norman, if I’d done what your mother said I was going to do. Still would be, come to that.’
She turned to the girl in the shiny red raincoat. The girl was blonde, clear skinned and very pretty, with high cheekbones and a little ski-jump nose and green, feline eyes.
‘So who’s this you’ve brought to see me?’ asked Sissy.
‘This is my girlfriend, Lilian. But everybody calls her T-Yon.’
‘T-Yon?’
Billy put his arm around her shoulders. ‘When she was little, Lilian was brought up in Lafayette, Louisiana. T-Yon is Cajun-speak for Petite Lilian
.’
‘T-Yon, how about that?’ said Sissy. ‘Well, good to meet you, T-Yon.’
She shook hands with T-Yon and all her silver and enamel bracelets jingled like Christmas. Sissy was an unredeemed hippy. To the despair of her family, she still wore flowing kaftans and long dangly earrings and braided her hair in a steel-gray coronet. In her day, she had been very pretty, too – one of those flower children who had skipped bare-breasted at Woodstock. Nowadays, when she looked in the mirror, she could still see the ghost of that flower child dancing in her eyes.
‘Billy’s always talking about you so much,’ said T-Yon, shyly. ‘In the end I twisted his arm to bring me up here to see you, just to see if you were real.’
Sissy held up her hand, and turned it this way and that, as if to check that she really was real. ‘Well,’ she said, ‘I think I’m real. Most of the time, anyhow. Some days I have my doubts, I have to admit, and I almost believe I’m a ghost. It’s strange, isn’t it, how much your life can change from day to day? You don’t know if it’s the world around you that’s changing, or if it’s you.’
T-Yon blinked, and it was obvious that she didn’t really understand what Sissy meant. But then Sissy didn’t really understand what she meant, either.
‘Come on in,’ said Sissy. ‘How about some tea? Or coffee, if you’d rather. Or Dr Pepper. Or a glass of Zinfandel?’
Billy said, ‘I’m driving, so I’ll stick to tea. So long as it’s not that tea that tastes like grass clippings.’
‘Oh, you mean my mate de coca? That’s very good for you, mate de coca. And stimulating. It contains nought point four percent cocaine.’
‘I don’t care if it contains forty-four percent smack. It still tastes like grass clippings.’
‘Well . . . if you’re not having any wine, you can drive to the Trading Post for me and bring back two hundred Marlboro.’
‘You want me to facilitate your death from lung cancer?’
‘Put it any way you like. But please go buy me some cigarettes. In any case, death is only an illusion. I can vouch for that personally. Oh, and buy me some fresh bread while you’re there, would you, and some of that Limburger cheese, and some baloney, and half a dozen cans of Artemis Holistic Dog Food for Mr Boots.’
‘You’re a slave-driver, Aunt Sissy, did you know that?’ Billy told her; but he went back out into the rain, climbed into his SUV, and drove off down the hill. Sissy meanwhile ushered T-Yon into the house, with Mr Boots tangling himself up between their legs. Sissy snapped, ‘Stay!’ and shut the door on him. ‘He smells like a goddamn sewer when he’s wet.’
It was gloomy inside the living room because the day was so overcast, and the gloom gave the room an unnatural stillness, as if it were suspended in time – a memory of a room instead of a real room. Vases of fresh-picked garden flowers stood on every side table – yellow roses and purple stocks and scarlet gladioli – and the walls were covered with a jumbled-up variety of paintings and prints and masks and odd decorations, like a calumet covered with seashells, and a 1920s bridal headdress embroidered with white lace petals. Over the fireplace the mottled mirror reflected the blood red of T-Yon’s raincoat.
‘Tea?’ asked Sissy. ‘Here – let me take your things. They’re so cute, aren’t they, this hat and this coat? Little Red Riding Hood rides again.’
‘I can get a glass of wine?’ asked T-Yon. Her Cajun accent wasn’t very strong, but it was distinctive enough for anybody to tell at once where she came from. Underneath her raincoat she was wearing a tight, gray short-sleeved sweater and tight black pedal pushers. Sissy could see why Billy had been attracted to her. Apart from being so pretty, she had very big breasts and very slim hips. Around her neck she wore a silver pendant attached to a leather cord. It was embossed with the face of a woman with her eyes closed, as if she were asleep, and dreaming.
‘So tell me, how did you and Billy meet?’ asked Sissy, as she came back into the living room with a frosty bottle of Zinfandel and two long-stemmed wine glasses.
T-Yon had picked up a black-bronze statuette of a dancing devil, with horns and a pointed beard and the shaggy legs of a goat.
‘Scary,’ she said, narrowing her eyes and peering into its face.
‘Him? He’s only scary if you believe in him.’
‘But you don’t? He has such a wicked face.’
‘From my experience, T-Yon, I believe that ordinary people are a whole lot wickeder than devils. Human beings – now they’re scary.’
T-Yon carefully replaced the statuette and sat down on the floral-covered couch. She watched as Sissy poured her a glass of wine.
‘Billy and me, we met in bakery class. I was supposed to be making choux pastry but every time I tried to do it I ended up with this big dry lump. Billy came over and showed me how to beat the flour into the water and the butter, and that was how we got together.’
‘Billy’s a great personality,’ said Sissy. ‘Never seems to lose his cool. So you’re at Hyde Park, too? How’s it going for you?’
‘It’s OK. It’s good. I think if we stay together Billy and me will open our own restaurant when we graduate. My whole family, they’ve always been in that kind of business. Restaurants, hotels. It’s just that – you know.’
Sissy sipped her wine and waited for T-Yon to say more. It had sounded from her intonation as if she wanted to say more. It’s just that – you know – what, exactly? T-Yon looked back at her, saying nothing, but then she gave a quick, nervous laugh.
‘Go on, T-Yon,’ Sissy encouraged her. ‘What are you worried about? Something’s eating you, isn’t it?’
‘You can tell that?’
‘I think I’ve been living on this planet long enough to sense when a person has something on their mind. You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, but that’s the reason you’re here, isn’t it?’
T-Yon blushed. ‘Billy’s always talking about you and I wanted to meet you so much. I’ve been nagging him for weeks to bring me here. But now that I am here, I feel like I’m wasting your time.’
‘Oh for God’s sake, don’t you worry about that,’ said Sissy, flapping her hand. ‘Time is something I have plenty of, in abundance. Ever since my Frank was taken away from me, all those years ago, it’s just me and Mr Boots, and the days go by so slow, they’re like windmills turning when there’s scarcely any wind.’
T-Yon said, ‘Billy told me all about your fortune-telling. You know – the cards that you use.’
‘The DeVane cards, yes.’
‘He said they’re like Tarot cards? I never heard of them before.’
‘They’re kind of like Tarot cards, yes. But for starters, they’re very much bigger, and each individual card is a whole lot more complicated than any Tarot card. For instance, the DeVane cards won’t just tell that you’re going to meet the man of your dreams, they’ll tell you that you’re going to hate his brother, because his brother is unkind to animals, and that his mother cooks so badly that you sometimes wonder if she’s trying to poison you.’
‘Wow,’ said T-Yon.
‘Well, yes, wow. They’re amazing, if you know how to read them, but they’re not at all easy to read if you don’t have the facility. Me, for some reason, I’ve always been able to read them without any trouble at all, ever since I was ten or eleven years old. Don’t ask me how, or why, but I can see what’s going to happen tomorrow afternoon just as clearly as I can remember what happened yesterday afternoon. With the help of the cards, of course.’
T-Yon said, ‘Would you read them for me? I know that people usually pay you to do it, and I can pay you.’
‘You’ll do no such thing. You’re Billy’s girlfriend.’
‘I know, but I don’t want you to think that I’m taking advantage.’
Sissy stood up and went over to the carved walnut bureau that stood underneath the window. The rain was still gushing noisily over the guttering, where the downpipe was blocked with last fall’s leaves. Frank had always been good at maintenance. He would have been up there months ago with his ladder and his trowel, clearing it out. But the long dead can’t clean out gutters, any more than they can hold us in their arms and tell us how much they used to love us.
She opened the left-hand drawer and took out the worn cardboard box that contained the DeVane cards. On the front of the box there was a picture of a clown with a red hat and a deathly white face, holding up a complicated key in his left hand and a glass ball in his right. He had an extraordinary expression on his face, the expression of somebody who is still laughing a loud and artificial laugh, but is right on the edge of screaming with fury. ‘Oh, you think that’s funny, do you? You think that’s so–o–o fricking funny?’
The curly circus-style lettering above the clown’s head said Images d’Amour, meaning Pictures of Love, but Sissy knew from years of experience that the cards didn’t necessarily predict love that had a happy ending. They could show you a passionate love affair, but a love affair that might be brought to a bloody conclusion by a jealous husband rushing into the bedroom and stabbing both of the lovers with two enormous kitchen knives. They could show you a beautiful new baby girl and her doting parents, and then foretell that the baby would drown in a garden pond before she reached the age of two, surrounded by ducks.
Sissy always thought that the DeVane cards showed life as it really was, without any false hope. In the DeVane cards, Death stood patiently by the window, staring at the rain, but knowing that sooner or later the time would come for him to turn around.
‘Here they are,’ said Sissy, coming back across the living room and showing T-Yon the box. ‘They were engraved and printed in France in the eighteenth century, and this is the only pack I’ve ever seen. There are others, so I’m told, but I don’t think anybody uses them to tell fortunes, the way I do. Probably because they don’t know how, or else they do know how but they’re scared to. Like I told you,’ she added, tapping her forehead, ‘you have to have the facility.’
T-Yon touched the box with her fingertips, as if for luck. ‘They’re huge. And that clown. He’s real creepy looking, isn’t he?’
‘He’s called Le Serrurier Riant, the Laughing Locksmith. He’s showing you that he can unlock the future. Key in one hand, you see? Crystal ball in the other.’
Sissy sat down and slid the cards out of the box. ‘Before I start, T-Yon, I really need to know why you wanted me to tell your fortune so badly. It’s a hell of a drive from Hyde Park to here, especially on a day like this. Forty miles at least.’
T-Yon didn’t answer at first, so Sissy said, ‘You didn’t come here just to find out if you and Billy are suited for each other, did you, or if you’re going to make a real career out of your cookery?’
T-Yon raised her left hand in front of her face, looking at Sissy through her fingers. Sissy knew exactly what it meant, when people did that. They were about to tell her something that they couldn’t hold in for very much longer, but which made them feel confused, or guilty, or deeply ashamed.
‘I’ve been having these dreams,’ she said, so quietly that Sissy could hardly hear her.
‘You want to speak louder, sweetheart?’ Sissy asked her. ‘I’m a little deaf in my left ear. And whatever it is that’s upsetting you, it won’t be cured by whispering.’
‘Sorry,’ said T-Yon, and took her hand away from her face. ‘I’ve been having these dreams about my older brother, Everett. Not dreams, really, nightmares. But worse than any nightmares I’ve ever had before. I know I’ve only just met you but after what Billy told me about you—’
‘Go on,’ Sissy coaxed her. ‘It’s like I said. You can tell me if you want to but you don’t have to tell me if you don’t.’
‘Well – Everett has just restored this old hotel in Baton Rouge. That’s what he does, him and his business partner, he finds these run-down hotels and he restores them and gives them all of their glamour back. They’ve done two so far, the Shenandoah Suites and the Denham Palace, and The Red Hotel is their third.’
‘Sounds like he’s pretty successful, your brother.’
‘He is. He has been. But about three weeks ago, not long after he’d opened The Red Hotel, I started having these nightmares about him.’
‘OK . . .’
T-Yon said, ‘They’re really embarrassing, but they’re horrible, too. And they’re always the same, night after night. I haven’t told anybody about them, not even Billy. But I’ve been beginning to think that if they don’t stop soon, I should maybe go talk to my doctor.’
‘Instead, you’ve decided to come to me,’ said Sissy. ‘So let’s see if I can help you.’
T-Yon paused again, but then she took a deep breath and said, ‘I’m lying in bed in this hotel room. For some reason I know that it’s The Red Hotel, but it’s not like The Red Hotel the way it is now. I mean, Everett and his partner have remodeled it completely, so that it’s all red-velvet drapes and gilt-framed mirrors. You know, like old-style Baton Rouge. But in my nightmare the room is all brown and green, with a nineteen sixties TV and a nineteen sixties telephone with a dial on it. And it smells, too. I’ve never been able to smell anything in a dream before, but this hotel room has a very strong smell like lavender furniture wax and bug spray. I can still smell it even after I’ve woken up.’
Sissy raised her eyebrows. ‘That’s highly unusual. Most of us can hear things in dreams, you know – like people talking, or singing, or the ocean crashing on the shore. And most of us can feel things, too. But to smell your dream, that’s very rare, although my late husband once woke me up in the middle of the night because he swore that he could smell smoke, when there was no smoke. But anyhow, carry on. What happens in this nightmare?’
T-Yon said, ‘I’m lying on the bed, like I said, and the thing is that I’m not wearing anything at all except for a black garter belt and black nylon stockings. I’ve never worn a garter belt and stockings in my life, ever, which makes this so weird. The door opens and my brother Everett walks in. He’s wearing a Mardi Gras mask – dead white, with very black slanty eyes – but I know at once that it’s him. He’s not wearing anything, either, except for long black socks, and I’ve never known him to wear long black socks – like, never, ever.’
‘OK,’ said Sissy. Outside, it had suddenly stopped raining, and the room gradually began to fill with light.
‘Everett doesn’t hesitate. He comes across to the bed and he climbs on top of me. I know what he’s going to do but I don’t try to stop him. In fact I feel like I want him – not because I love him but because I feel that he’s going to make it worth my while. It’s like I’m a prostitute, rather than his sister. It’s really hard to explain. He starts to have sex with me and even though he’s my older brother I don’t resist him at all. On the other hand I’m not too enthusiastic either. I just lie there and watch TV and let him do it.’
‘What’s on the TV?’ asked Sissy. ‘Is it any program you recognize?’
‘Is that important?’
‘I don’t know. It could be.’
‘It’s in black and white . . . something like The Lucy Show. The TV is slowed right down, so I can’t hear what anybody’s saying. All I can hear is Everett panting underneath that mask.’
‘I hope you don’t mind me asking you this, but don’t you feel even the least bit turned on?’
Sissy could tell that T-Yon was taken aback by her directness, but before she consulted the DeVane cards it was important for her to know as much as possible about T-Yon’s nightmare – what she could hear, what she could see, and how she was feeling. Sometimes the smallest detail could unlock the whole secret of a frightening dream. A face glimpsed high up at an attic window. A tatty old crow, perched on a distant gatepost. A small child sitting by the roadside, sobbing his heart out.
‘Turned on?’ said T-Yon. She thought about it, and then she added, ‘No, I guess I’m not – not really. I can feel him making love to me, physically. I can feel him inside me, but it’s not really exciting.’
‘Does it go on for long, this love-making?’
‘Some nights it seems to go on for hours. Other nights it’s over in just a few seconds. But it always ends the same. Everett makes love to me faster and faster and then he suddenly stops, and bunches up, and lets out this terrible aaahhhhhhhh! At the same time I have this sliding feeling in my stomach.’
T-Yon ran her fingertip down in a vertical line from her breastbone to her waist. ‘It’s the most horrible sensation you can imagine. It’s like somebody’s cutting me open with a really sharp scalpel – right through my skin and my muscles and all the layers of fat and everything.’
She stopped for a moment, and took two or three steadying breaths. Then she said, ‘Everett, he’s making this kind of a whimpering noise. You know – like a puppy when somebody’s run it over. It’s muffled, because he still hasn’t taken off his mask. I’m too shocked to make any sound at all. I lift my head and look down at my stomach and it’s gaping wide open. Everett’s still on top of me, and his stomach is gaping open too.’
‘My God,’ said Sissy. She was really craving for a cigarette now, and she wished Billy would hurry back from the store. On the other hand, she was