Daryl P. Jenkins Accidentally Blows Up New York City
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We know.
We f*^!ed up.
But before you go blaming us for blowing up the greatest city on Earth, how about you do me a solid and listen to our side of the story?
Because it ain't everyday that two idiots from Queens are tasked with saving the world from interdimensional beings having marital issues.
So all things considered, you really should be thanking us...ah, screw it.
Giovanni Diaz
Giovanni Diaz is the author of These Bright and Lovely Nightmares, Daryl P. Jenkins Accidentally Blows Up New York City, And Hell Followed With Them, and the upcoming novel, Between the Perfect Lights. His play, What the Rain Forgives, premiered at the Players Theatre. He is from New York city.
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Daryl P. Jenkins Accidentally Blows Up New York City - Giovanni Diaz
Chaos is Love Without a Referee
So:
Daryl P. Jenkins accidentally blew up New York City.
Listen-
Yeah, I know, but can you please listen?
You listening?
A’ight, good.
Because it wasn't his fault.
Really.
Okay, technically, it was his fault.
But given the circumstances...
I mean, you were there, you know.
And even if you weren't, you've experienced all of it through the great merging of multiversal consciousness.
Or, if you're lazy, you've at least seen the footage.
So, really, none of this should be a big surprise.
But I just need to make it clear that everything that happened wasn't as cut and dry as you think.
I know: how does a guy blow up an entire city and not deserve some blame? We should all be royally pissed at him, right? Like, suplex-him-into-a-car-window pissed. But the truth is - and I was there for the whole thing - my man had about as much control over blowing up New York City as you do over the amount of times you fart in a given lifetime.
Look, we're all friends here. No need to sugarcoat any of this. While I may have a penchant for being a little crude, I promise you I am the epitome of sophistication. But people - blessed, blessed people - inhabit animal DNA. We do so for a grand purpose. The grandest of all. But that doesn't change the fact that, for all our airs - works of art, great literature, majestic discoveries...go-karts - there ain't a single one of us that can escape the fact that our butt-cheeks make ridiculous noises when we blow gas through our assholes. And it's always funny. I dare you to argue that it's not.
So let’s be real about some things, folks. Because we need to get through this as a family.
Anywho.
Daryl P. Jenkins is a man among men. I will not see him besmirched. Yeah, he destroyed New York City. But is that really such a big deal? Especially when he tried so hard to fix everything. He didn't have to. But he went all in, saving the world when he could've sat back and let the light take us all. And you know why he made the effort? Because he cares. He really does. And in life, sometimes, that's enough.
What do I mean?
Well.
After the war, when I came home, went nuts, lost my job, and no one would look after me, I ended up staking a claim outside of this coffee shop on Northern Boulevard in Queens, New York. Queens is the true Holy Land. Did you know that? You should. All cultures and creeds living together, mostly getting along. It's a good deal. And the food - oh, baby, the food. Every neighborhood playing host to countless different kinds of cuisines from all over the world, punctuated by those true bastions of equanimity, the Halal Cart, where an incarnate can find anything they're after. Want some bagels? You got it. Hankering for some rice and lamb? Step right this way, good sir/ma'am/gender fluid/extraterrestrial from the Keppler-69c system. They got coffee. They got donuts. They got hardworking folk who'll be there for you through anything.
And I do mean anything.
Point being, Queens, like food carts ran by kindly Middle Eastern folks, is pretty tits.
But I was still, y'know, homeless. And broke. Lost in a blizzard of bad vibes, bad memories, and bad smells. There I was on one of those humid northeast mornings that are getting way too frequent, sweating my balls off. Five in the AM, already pushing eighty degrees. I hadn't slept. Who could? I'm sitting there on my luxury cardboard mattress, struggling not light the cigarette that's lying half-smoked on the ground in front of me, distracting myself by watching the ladies from Rafi's Delicious Foods setting up the grill in their cart at the other end of the strip mall, and hoping I could make enough that day to buy a plate of chicken and rice - bless them, they actually offered me a free meal a couple of times, but I turned them down. Don't know if it was pride or feeling like I wanted to earn something. Shit, I was already begging and had taken snacks and hot dogs off of kindly strangers. But something about taking a fresh plate of steaming delicious goodness from those lovely people just rubbed me the wrong way.
So there I was, tummy grumbling, thoughts bumbling, when rounding the corner from Woodside Avenue comes Daryl - twenty-something, black, skinny, confused looking but handsome as all get out. And he looks at me. I mean he actually looks at me. Did you know that when you're poor no one sees you? It's true. You're fuckin' invisible. But he looks right at me. Gives me half-a-smile, a nod, the whole shebang. I nod back, uncertain, not at my friendliest. Then he unlocks the door to the coffee shop and goes inside to start the day's work.
The usual routine follows: his manager, who was supposed to be there first, shows up an hour late, and, after muttering something about needing to call the cops on me, I hear her complaining about the music Daryl's picked. A stream of customers come through - the taxi driver with his two large coffees and morning dump, the summer school teachers with their fancy drinks concocted so they can feel like they have some control over their day before plunging into the chaos of educating other people's kids, the advertisers hiding the souls behind layers of ego and countless shots of espresso. A parade of humanity in all its shapes and forms, ideas and attitudes, multitudinous in its beauty. Even the ugly bits.
I do my usual: cracking jokes, offering people war stories, asking those who look like they may work blue collar jobs if they need a guy who can push a broom. No dice. All of this I'd come to expect. So I'm completely thrown off guard when, counting the change I've accumulated so far, Daryl P. Jenkins comes out carrying a paper bag. We lock eyes for a moment, causing a cascade of adrenaline to rampage like static through my insides, summoning memories of enemies moving through the shadows of distant hills, making me ready to haul ass or fight. But then he smiles. Full of warmth and concern, not patronizing. Do you have any idea the last time that happened? Way before I hit the streets, homie. He smiles, and fear transforms into something I hadn't felt in a long, long time - a sense of safety.
He looks at my cardboard mattress and then the old jacket I'd been using as a bedroll and nods, recognizing the emblem on the sleeve.
Marines?
he says.
I looked at him for a bit, not sure if I was starting to go nuts or if this was some kinda con.
Uh...yeah?
I reply.
My father served,
he said.
No shit?
Yeah. Fucked him up.
That's standard O.P.
Hope you don't mind me saying.
Nah, man. You speaking truth.
Noticed you here a few times before.
I'm very noticeable.
Figured you were having a hard time.
Been better.
It ain't right,
he said.
What?
Way you guys get treated after risking your lives. Ain't right.
I appreciate that, man. But I'm good.
He gave me a look that clearly stated he could see my situation was anything but good.
Listen,
I said, appreciating that it was concern and not judgment. I know I'm not exactly in a great situation. But it didn't break me. I'm - I'm figuring it out. That's the only way I can look it. They chewed me up and shat me out, but...
I shrugged as if to say so what?
Daryl smiled.
Not literally though, right?
he replied.
Not literally what?
Shat you out.
For the first time in a long time, I laughed with someone else. He squinted at the sun rising over the parking lot and seemed to mull something over. Then his manager called him from inside the shop. He snatched a quick glance to make sure everything was kosher, and then offered me the bag. I took it, and he hustled back inside where I could hear his manager start to yell. I looked in the bag and saw a froufrou bottle of water, a banana, some carrots, and a couple of sandwiches.
At this point, you had to have assumed that I was starving, right? And that bag was almost enough to make me forget the perfume of spices, onions, and meat that was emanating from Rafi's Delicious Foods.
Just like that, things started to turn around.
Every morning, Daryl would give me some food, and we would shoot the shit. The first few days, I admit, I was a bit of a parasite. But the food and the conversation spurred me to do something about my situation. I scrounged up a few bucks, cleaned myself up with some baby wipes, and got a shit-job wiping toilets at a crappy bar on Skillman Avenue. I worked nights and slept by the coffee shop during the day, 'cause I couldn't afford a room, New York being New York. But I earned enough so one morning - one of those rare summer days that doesn't feel like a swamp's asshole - I invited Daryl out to lunch on my dime.
He was surprised, but not as surprised as I was when he accepted.
You sure?
he said, when we walked around the corner from the strip mall to this greasy spoon I'd been dying to try.
Yeah, man,
I replied. Least I can do.
What do you mean?
You've been giving me free food from your shop.
Ah, we throw those things away. I figured why not give some to you?
The bottles of water and veggies part of the shit they throw out?
He was quiet. I got him. But, being the guy that he is, he changed the subject.
Know what? I still don't even know your name.
Doug. Doug Lopez. Call me Dougie, and I'll rip your balls out your nostrils.
The door jingled as we entered a small oblong space with a few booths, a counter, some fellas working the grill, and a woman in a neon yellow hat and the brightest smile you ever did see working the register. Daryl noticed me noticing her, and nudged me with his elbow. I knew there was no way anything could happen between her and me, given my situation and all, but I still felt over the fuckin' moon when I strolled up to her, complimented her shop, and ordered us some burgers. I felt normal. I felt like a person again.
She chatted with us for a bit, and it turned out that she had worked two jobs to save up enough to open this spot all on her own. Her name was Betsy. She couldn't possibly know it at the time, but she gave me even more motivation to rah up and get my shit sorted out.
These look too good,
I said to her as we took our burgers from the counter. You're definitely up to something.
She laughed and swatted my forearm, her ponytail jostling in this oh-so-lovely way. Bolts of ecstatic lightning shot through me.
Just world domination, big guy,
she replied, giggling as I turned away.
Daryl and I sat at the booth, and he kept grinning at me as I was stealing glances at her.
You should ask her out, man,
he said.
I gave him a flat look.
Yeah. I'll cook her a romantic dinner on the curb outside the shop.
Hey, look at it this way: if she'd be willing to take ya now, she'll take ya any ole' way.
Thanks, I appreciate your confidence.
He laughed.
She was flirting.
She was making a customer.
He leaned in.
She was flirting.
Yeah, yeah.
Just put in the time,
he said. Have a little fun. You ain't gonna marry a girl you just met, you know? But I bet she wouldn't mind a fling with an exciting, mysterious man of the-.
A bum.
Aw, c'mon, don't
A homeless loser.
You're being way too hard on your-
A person of ill-repute,
I said, affecting a haughty British accent.
It was his turn to give me a flat look.
Homie,
I said. Someone like that, managing all this...she's tough. Could probably run a fuckin' battalion. Anyone she gonna give her time to better be worth it. She said she's all about world domination, and I believe it. All that smiling and good humor-
You think it's fake?
Nah, not with her. It's genuine. But she's got priorities. As she should. Her world is a lot bigger than any one thing. I saw that with the good commanders when I was over there. They knew how to prioritize, but that meant that it was hard for them to commit to just one thing without worrying about everything else.
Huh. You know, my pops is kinda the same way. Always seemed to be somewhere else. Not in a bad way, but like he was thinking about a bunch of different things at once.
He still around?
Daryl nodded.
Yeah,
he replied. Both my folks are doing the Florida thing. My sister's in college out west.
Who the fuck would wanna leave New York?
That's what I'm saying.
Daryl told me all about how he had the chance to go with his parents down south, catch some sun, learn how to surf, avoid meth. But something told him to stay up here. He was sharing a two bedroom with two roommates that he barely ever saw, saving up money for what, he did not know. He thought about college. He thought about the air force. He even thought about opening up his own business. But more and more he found himself certain of one thing: he wanted to be his own man.
What did that mean?
Fuck if I know,
he said.
His folks were working class, which means that they were barely able to put together a rickety-raft to weather stormy waters. So he couldn't expect any major breaks from them. His sister was into journalism and doing okay with it, all things considered. Which meant she was broke. But at least she had a focus, a purpose.
Daryl, though, wasn't sure of anything other than the fact that he wanted to-
See the world,
he said. Do something where I get to, I don't know, put things together. Figuring stuff out, fix problems. Help people. I wanna help people.
Like...like a superhero?
I replied.
Don't think I'd look too good in one of those suits.
Or a vigilante.
I ain't very intimidating.
I pondered for a moment.
You know what I'd say in this situation?
I said.
The military.
And then you know what I'd say after that.
Don't do it.
There ya go.
I know,
he said, waving that notion away. Saw enough of what my pops went through, to keep me away from that craziness. But I feel like...I feel like there's something I should be doing. Something waiting for me that I haven't found yet. I can't explain it.
He chuckled. I mean, who knows? Sometimes inspiration just falls right outta the sky, right? Kinda sucks you up and boom, you're in it. But I'm just worried that I won't ever figure it out. Or that I'm just being selfish.
He looked at me for a moment. Ah shit, I'm sorry, man.
What?
I'm an asshole, complaining about all this when you're going through...you know.
Man,
I said. Don't stress it. Ain't like you're sittin' on your ass, or some spoiled brat crying while drowning in opportunity. These are legit gripes. For what it's worth - and that might not be much from a bum -
Stop calling yourself that.
But that's what I am. By the strictest sense of the word, I'm a fuckin' bum. Won't be forever. I'll get out of it. And that's the point. Shit changes. Bad things don't last. Good things can crap out too, but they'll always return. In my experience, the good actually outweighs the bad if you know how to see it. And you know I ain't talkin' shit, 'cause I've been shot at.
He smiled.
I guess,
he said.
So buck up, pup,
I replied, slapping his shoulder. You'll figure it out. Hey, worst comes to worst, we can always rob banks.
We'd be terrible at that.
No doubt, but it'd be fun.
That's the way things went. Every week we'd have lunch, and every week he tried to help me out a little more while we listened to each other's bullshit and I cracked jokes with Betsy behind the counter. Daryl always calculated the tip - I hate math - and actively worked to pull me out of a bad situation, asking his friends if anyone knew a cheap spot I could afford. And he found it. He actually found it. A friend of his inherited a house from his folks, and Daryl convinced him to let me rent out the basement on the cheap. I couldn't believe it when he told me. But I was making just enough that I could pull it off. It was a shit-hole - lemme get that outta the way real quick. But it was indoors. It had a stove. Air conditioning. Daryl hooked me up with an inflatable mattress. And it had a tub. A tub with a rubber ducky and toy sea monster that I am not ashamed to say I played with as I splashed around. And then I got to take a shower. An actual shower. Holy gravy-boats, what a miraculous thing a shower is. I cried. I ain't afraid to admit it.
Human decency is helping people who are struggling, not kicking them when they're down. Never forget that.
But don't worry. We're all forgiven. Even the worst of us. I have that on good authority now.
But I digress.
Because of not smelling like ass and used baby wipes all the time, I graduated from cleaning bathrooms to bar-backing. Let me tell ya, it was an improvement.
Daryl got offered shift manager at his coffee shop, but he didn't take it because he just didn't want to. I know how that sounds, but trust me, it was an act of integrity.
And we kept hanging out. We became friends. We'd grab food and have laughs and be there for each other when something came up. I had a home, a friend, a girl I liked, and a life. I had hope, and anytime Daryl was down, you can bet your ass I did everything in my power to cheer him up and get him moving again.
I was living proof that kindness really is the secret sauce to all good things in life.
So, of course, that's when an interdimensional pair of aliens visiting Earth on the advice of their two friends, started a titanic battle that threatened all of human civilization.
That's how we got sucked into the portal, and how, eventually, Daryl P. Jenkins accidentally blew up New York City.
* * *
You ever see a couple argue?
Of course you have.
But, I mean, have you ever seen them really argue? Been caught right in the middle as they drag you into their clusterfuck of accusations, misunderstandings, and flat out ire? It's like getting whipped around in a whirlpool of pissiness, sucking you deeper and deeper while you flail for any buoy, any lifeline that can get you the fuck outta dodge. I'm not a big smartphone guy, but in those instances, thank goodness for those things. All of a sudden an all important text
comes in, and you're all like oh, sorry, I really gotta take this.
It's magic.
I've been in firefights. Bullets and explosions and carnage. I've seen some of the worst that humanity has to offer. And let me tell ya, there ain't nothing more awkward or uncomfortable than when two people who used to love each other, or still do but have forgotten, start to fight in public. Suddenly you're trapped in an unending wrestling match, where psychological dropkicks, clotheslines, and flying elbows are being meted out. And there you are. Caught in the middle. Wondering to all that is holy and good how you got stuck in this spectacle of nope. Even conquerors sink in their chairs and ask: Guys, seriously, what the fuck?
Now imagine if said couple are interdimensional entities posing as humans so they could visit Earth, because some friends of theirs told them it was the perfect place to revitalize their relationship, and you'll have some idea of how weird this is all about to get.
Strap in, folks.
The thing about Lily and Brandon, or Manager of Sentient Emotions 314 and Gatekeeper of Reality 776, is that they had no business being together from the get-go.
Lily's super big on knowledge and emotions, yet for some reason has a bit of a temper. Weird for someone who has all this incredible understanding of the infinite ways incarnates can, y'know, be. Imagine being able to understand everyone and everything, being a fount of endless empathy, and yet still being set off by, oh, I don't know, someone saying your breath stinks, and you'll get the idea. Lily can be a tad...sensitive.
And Brandon is all about experience. Experience, experience, experience. Oh, you just have to do this thing if you haven't done it yet. Why? For the experience. Ride a scary roller coaster? Experience! Eat a burrito you found on the pavement? Experience! Get torn apart by a crocodile? Ooh, killer experience! Brandon has a tendency to just dive balls-deep into everything.
For Lily, who ain't scared but likes to think things through, being pulled this way and that can definitely get old.
While that thinking leads Brandon to climbing up the walls, when all he wants to do is run headfirst into whatever is presented to him.
Yet they made it work. For five hundred mega-annum - that's about five hundred million years to you and me - they've traveled the material universe together, dipping in and out of reality to learn and monitor and grow.
But at the beginning of their five hundred and first mega-annum together, things started to, uh, fray a bit around the edges.
Curdle in the custard.
Poop in the diving pool.
What I'm saying is, relationships are hard.
But I'm getting ahead of myself.
I graduated from sitting on the concrete outside of the coffee shop to a little beach chair I was able to buy so I could hold court and shoot the shit with Daryl and a few customers who were actually cool. The shop's manager didn't like me much, but at that point I had made enough friends and bought enough of my own coffee to shut her up. And then there was Daryl, of course, everyone's favorite coffee jockey, backing me up and making the point that I was a customer too. So I had carte blanche to hang out, read, and even get some games of dominoes going, while Daryl would take his breaks and come out to crack jokes with me.
It was Saturday. It was hot. We were hanging out, watching people as they passed to and fro, enjoying ourselves in the quiet way real friends can when they know that they're good, the world's good, that we may not be big shots or millionaires but that that doesn't mean a fucking thing. And it feels good. Really good. Imagine flutes swaying up and down with melodic glee and little kids laughing and running up and down and you'll get the idea. When suddenly up walks from the parking lot two of the most stunning specimens I ever did see. Lily Kim looked like Korean royalty, all decked out in summer pants, a navy blue blouse, and thick black beads adorning her neck. She was just so pretty. It wasn't fair how pretty she was. I actually felt my stomach drop like when an elevator jolts, upon seeing her.
Brandon Abtin looked like he should've been leading some fairytale army out of the deserts of Persia, saving damsels and righting wrongs across creation. He had the type of face that made you angry at yourself, because, clearly, you're failing at something for not looking like him. He had this perfect summer suit on, dark blue with an oh-so-tasteful tie, and his hair was that frenzied-yet-quaffed bit of magnificent chaos that only handsome dudes get to pull off.
So, naturally, being as beautiful as they were, they went from arguing over a little thing to screaming like cats with their nuts and nipples caught in rodent claws.
Oh, shoot, I forgot my mints,
Lily said, coming to a stop.
So?
Brandon replied.
So? We're about to get coffee. We should go back.
Go..? You didn't want to go back for my compact, but you wanna go back for your mints?
I didn't say I didn't want to go back, I just mentioned that it was a bit of a walk for something you don't really need.
But you need your mints.
Apparently I do.
For crying out...
Brandon said. He took a breath and gestured at the coffee shop. Just get some mints inside.
They're too expensive.
Why would you care about that?
Hey, you're the one who wanted to come - you're the one who wanted to be here. So we have to stick to the rules, and with that said, we should be careful with money. Especially when I got those mints I like back at the apartment.
You're making too much of this.
Don't tell me...you're the one who always complains about my coffee breath.
I've never done that.
Oh, please. Every time we incarnate, there's always something. You make that obnoxious face, and instead of being straight with me, you pretend like nothing's wrong and get all passive aggressive. So to make you happy, to make things better for you, and since my coffee breath is so terrible, I always want to have my mints on me.
Brandon crossed his arms.
That's ridiculous,
he said.
It's the truth,
Lily replied.
That makes me sound so petty.
Well, if the shoe fits.
What is that supposed to mean?
Exactly what I said. Not that it matters.
Know what, you're right, it's not like anything I want matters. It's always about you.
How...that's...wow.
Look, don't start, okay?
Don't start?
Lily said. I didn't start anything. I didn't even want to come here. But I came anyway, because it's what you wanted. It's always about what you want.
Always about...You told me you were worried about our relationship. I take that seriously, despite what you think. So, I said, okay, let's give Earth a try. That gigantic idiot said that this place is the craziest in the entire multiverse and I thought maybe a little bit of excitement would help calm you down. But, no, you just have to be -
Will you keep it down?
Lily replied, indicating the people stopping to watch.
No! No, I won't! I don't care about them. I care about you. That's why I listened to that furry asshole. So we could experience something wild together and maybe...
Maybe what?
Maybe you wouldn't take so long to pick a new planet to incarnate on, next time.
Daryl flashed me a look, and I knew we were thinking the same thing: What?
Wait, wait, wait,
Lily said, stopping them between an SUV and a fancy sport's car, no longer caring about the gathering crowd watching. That's all bullshit. Everything you said is bullshit. I only said I was worried because you said you were feeling trapped waiting on me when I was processing new incarnates in the Proxima Centauri system. I told you that that was going to take time, and that I could've handled it on my own, but you didn't listen and acted like a sulking child when I wouldn't go planet hopping with you. It was you who wanted to get out of there, and it was you who dragged me to this...this...
This what?
This madhouse! Just look at these idiots. Grinning like the apes that they are, because they're still addicted to chaos. Look, look, they're watching us right now because they like fights. They're barely civilized. And you thought this would help? Bullshit! You're just gaslighting me again, making things up so you could feel-
I'm not making things up!
Brandon said. I never make things up!
You, like always, just up and hyper-jumped us without asking me, when I told you that I thought the Kepler system-
Don't you bring up the fucking Kepler system again.
It's bigger, cleaner, and their civilization is a light-blasted utopia!
Lily said. We could've been lounging on a beach of geometric sand, listening to perfect music, and sharing adventurous psychedelic trips, all before dinner. But, no! You wanted to go for some 'real' action with - with - them.
She pointed at Daryl and me. I threw up my hands in the classic but ever recognizable New Yorkese for the fuck did we do?
Just look at them! They're still fighting wars, for fuck's sake.
So do half the incarnates in the multiverse,
Brandon said.
Yeah, but most of them know that they're eternal,
Lily replied. These savages aren't sure, and even worse, some of them think that their
god favors them over others and sends their enemies to terrible places. If that doesn't tell you everything you need to know about this backwater-
It was your friend who suggested we come here.
Don't bring Esteban into this-
Your friend! He said he comes here all the time and that it would be a fun place for us to unwind.
Oh, now you listen to him. When before you were calling him, what was that? Oh yeah: 'a half-drunk idiot obsessed with a kid's game.' Suddenly you're going to take his advice. I bet it had nothing to do with that pirate-buddy of yours, her and her insane family who you don't even like!
Beatrice is cool.
Oh, now Beatrice is cool,
Lily said. But every time I have to bail you out of Doom Colony, you always say the same thing: 'I'm not going to see her again, Lil, she's too crazy, Lil.' Then fast forward a few cycles, and the both of you are right back at it.
You said that you like her,
Brandon replied.
That's not the point! I love her same way I love everyone, but it doesn't change the fact that she's a criminal and gets you into trouble. So don't go putting this on my friend, when she also told you that we should come to Earth. This is not my fault!
Um,
Daryl said, raising his hand. They both whipped around to face him, and I threw my arm over him because the intensity in their eyes was like the flash of a nuclear bomb. The crowd thickened, and some began to yell at Daryl for stopping the show. But Daryl persisted in trying to defuse the situation, light bless him. So, um, I don't claim to understand half of what y'all are talking about, but it sounds like both of you, maybe, took the same advice? And maybe blaming each other ain't...smart?
They stared at him for a moment, and then whirled around on each other.
You see?
they both said.
What?
Lily said, cutting ahead.
You're getting the locals involved. And that's not fair, because you know their brains can't take it.
I'm not the one yelling. I wasn't even saying anything until you started up.
I had to get it out of you somehow.
There you go, always having to fix everything. I was fine. I just needed some space. But now, thanks to you, we're on Earth. I am not staying for a whole incarnation.
Would you stop it? It's not so bad.
Not so bad?
Lily said, rearing back, her beauty revealing a fuck-ton of something really scary simmering beneath the surface. Not so bad??? They don't even know the multiversal truth!
Daryl looked at me.
Multiversal truth?
he said, mouthing the words silently. I shrugged. Were we being pranked? Were these two sharing a delusion?