The Abandoned: A Gripping Crime Thriller
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Peggy Bowden has not had an easy life. As a teenager, her mother was committed to an asylum and then a local priest forced her into an abusive marriage. But when her husband dies in an accident Peggy sees an opportunity to start again and trains as a midwife.
In 1950s Dublin it is not easy for a woman to make a living and Peggy sees a chance to start a business and soon a lucrative maternity home is up and running.
But when Peggy realizes that the lack of birth control is an issue for women, she uses their plight as a way to make more money. Very soon Peggy is on the wrong side of the law.
What makes a woman decide to walk down a dark path? Can Peggy ever get back on the straight and narrow? Or will she have to pay for her crimes?
“An engrossing story which is so hard to look back at and think that things like this really happened not that long ago. A superb debut.” —Books from Dusk till Dawn
“I loved how fast-paced and chilling every part of this novel was, as it certainly kept me on my toes from start to finish, keeping my level of intrigue peaked until the very last second.” —The Writing Garnet
“Brilliant. High expectations are set for future books by Sharon Thompson an author to keep your eye on. A story you won’t forget quickly.” —Between the Pages Book Club
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The Abandoned - Sharon Thompson
1
‘I ’m sorry!’ I shout in my half sleep. It’s been a while since I had such vivid dreams.
My nightmares were few and far between…but since that one came from Sligo, I can feel it all again. I sense my best girl, Molly, has come to soothe me. She sings a lullaby of sorts. The only one she seems to know. The one she sang to Fionn. I’m sure she misses him, although she never says. It’s wrong for women to feel so strongly. Why do we have these deep feelings and have no way to ease them?
Molly’s emotions are complex, even more so than my own. The pout on her these past few days has annoyed me. They all want Molly’s new buck to stay the night. But no. There’s too much going on in number thirty-four. No men stay for the full night. Although, I’ve let a few of my own cuddle me to sleep over the years. But none have been totally mine, especially since we came here to the backstreets. Here, we’re hidden away, like vermin.
Mountjoy Square is not far from Ranelagh, but I’ve fallen a heck of a distance. The four-storey building is still Georgian but decrepit, damp and dismal. The very top floor is habitable only to bats and pigeons; the basement is home to two families who’ve sunk even lower than ourselves. The high notions that are left in me have taken on the ground and first floor. We’ve a kitchen, tiny back scullery and a back yard that you might swing a cat in. There’s also a rank parlour, a small downstairs medicines room and four small bedrooms to bed ourselves down with the odd man. I’m posh – there’s a toilet and sink upstairs with room for a tin bath. We call that hole of a room the privy.
The street lamps all along the road are home to swinging children. But the lamp posts near number thirty-four are empty of their noises. Gossiping women fear harlots like us. I’m glad of the peace we get from the laughter of children. It seems insensitive some days.
I know I’m no angel, but what I do has been done for centuries. Women know themselves what they’re capable of, know what they need to do for the best and how they must survive. I am merely here and need work. There’s no great calling or falling in my eyes. What happens at number thirty-four happens because of life. That’s it.
I like the streetlights so close to the house and how they light up the night. I hated the shadows and places where ghosts hide. The countryside of my youth was without light, the source of all my fears, and yet, the place where my mother howled me out of her.
‘I roared in agony when you were born,’ she had told me. ‘But you were worth every pain. You’re my little dreamer. Always want more, Peggy, but don’t want too much.’
I’ll always remember that about her. The fear in her eyes about everything.
‘We must… We should… We can’t…’ were her standard ways of starting a conversation.
Finally, though, I broke free from the stifling farmland around me. Fled the village where women would swing in perpetual motion of wifehood, motherhood, gossip-hood and feckin’ sainthood. I read and dreamed of Robin Hood rescuing me. I was Maid Marian. Robin would throw me up on his horse and take me away to Tír na Nóg where I would play with the fairies of legends and talk with Little John. It’s probably why I haven’t settled. I’m always waiting on someone to rescue me.
Romance and married love, I didn’t understand. I got love. Yes, I was loved. Mother loved me until she was lost inside her mind.
‘Disease of the brain somehow took her,’ Father Lavelle said.
That hilly scrub and a few lush acres were all mine then.
‘A slip of a girl cannot own land like that,’ the priest muttered to anyone who’d listen. The tuts on market day that the law might let me have what was mine.
Father Lavelle tried convincing me: ‘The convent is a place of respect and grace for the likes of you, Peggy. No kin left. It’s the place for you.’
Whispers at Mass: ‘Pretty price for them fields. She’s got a good dowry.’
It wasn’t long until Mammy was taken away, matted hair covering her face and the hunch on her back as she left me. The very next day, Father Lavelle tried persuading me again. ‘Marriage, then, Peggy? It’s the only way for a woman with means. The convent wants two hundred pounds to make you a nun.’
I’d been adamant. ‘No.’
‘Then, you’ll marry John Herley? It’s up to you.’
I was no convent girl, I was certain of that. So, there was nothing for it but for me to tie myself to Him.
I never called him anything else. He doesn’t deserve a name. Names are nice. Him
or It
was good enough for that bastard.
The past swings with the present in my mind. Here on the bed, my Molly sings on, swaying to and fro with me. A large cushion sits up her dress. She rubs it, and I close my eyes to see my mother rub the side of the cow in the byre and smile.
She had a wonderful smile, had Mammy. Perfect teeth, dark hair, and skin that she washed in spring water. Mammy was nice. I can even smell that cow shed. The manure ripe and the morning air crisp.
But then, He appears, like he did when she left me.
‘We need water,’ Himself shouted at me that day.
I sighed, curling my tired hands around his bucket handle. Getting into the sunshine was a reprieve. No one at school mentioned how men like their crowns and kingdoms. My own father, lost in a war, was no example.
All the women were saying, ‘You’re lucky John took pity on you. You’re married now.’
Married, me arse, I thought.
The nudges told me to accept my lot with dignity. Mammy had known poultry. She’d shown me cookery, darning and planting seeds, but she didn’t know the art of farming men. That type of husbandry never passed her lips.
I had nothing left to love, then, except Dora, the cow. I used to think that at least she was happy, knee deep in the finest meadow, looking into the hills all day long. I patted her warm behind and made her follow me a step, ambling like a pregnant woman, her udder filling for me to pull on it. Mornings were my favourite time with Dora. He was snoring, and the birds chirped over the din of him. Steam rose when I squirted her whiteness into the bucket.
Dora had given him three calves since he’d put his claim on us. Three fine heifers, red like herself. She was always taken to the bull, and I was good at the calving. She depended on me. He just stood and prodded her with a sally rod. Thank Christ, despite all his prodding at me, nothing happened.
Dora walked on in the pasture, her head bowed low to graze, leaving me in disgust, her crunching audible despite the swings of my bucket. I loosened my hair and held my freckles into the sun, willing the expanse of blue to absorb me into the possible abyss of peace. I knew that I shouldn’t dally for long.
Even now, while Molly sings in the present, I know I cannot linger long in this nightmare, remembering…but it comes on regardless. Like a child being born, there’s nothing I can do.
Our water spring spilled into the deep heather and shimmered down the mountain like a young one’s skirt. There’s nothing like spring water for the milk or the poteen.
I thought then on his poteen still in the byre. A groan left me. I can feel it still – the dread and impending disaster. I failed to milk off the badness. The almost-ready batch was ruined.
It was the warning of the corncrake he unsettled from its bed that made my goose pimples rise. Fear that made me squint into the sun. But it was the sight of his march through the long grass, the flash his flailing stick made at Dora, and the sound of the water filling that made my own water leave me. The warmth wet my legs and drenched the dry heather under foot as my tears came.
‘PEGGY!’
The hill echoed my own name and tossed water from the pail. Frozen, I stared at his contorted features and the sally rod getting closer. Closer still he strode as my pail rattled. The sun scorched the hill as his mad fingers tangled in my hair.
Down I bowed. ‘You cow,’ he roared. My face came level with the top of his boot as he slashed with the rod. The sting was long and sharp, and my scalp gave his fist another clump of me. Stumbling, he reached to get me.
I fell lower in prayer and howled, ‘Please?’
Not sure of foot, he grabbed my dress, hauling me to him with such ferocity, he toppled. Backwards he rolled over and over. I went, too, watching the greens and blues flash by as my limbs met dull thuds. There was no sound. The sky was blue and the heather purple. The breeze was nice. Everything seemed the same. Straining and stiff to rise, the meadow’s verge swished in the evening breeze.
Before me, Himself lay sprawled, gasping for me to save him.
Under me now, there is a coldness. Despite my thirty years, I have wet the bed again. Molly says nothing, but there’s no more singing as she rubs her pretend belly. But here she and I sit, in my piss.
It was that girl from Sligo that did this. That blonde bitch who has brought all of this to mind. It is she who has made me remember that far back.
2
The thumping of the bed on the floor above us is not helping my hangover. I’ve had quite a few now trying to drown the nightmares.
‘That sounds like music.’ Molly taps a spoon off a saucepan and grunts in time to the rhythm upstairs. A halfwit, they call Molly, but she knows what makes money. ‘He had me last week.’ She stands tall and twirls in her new dress from Clery’s, Dublin’s nicest department store.
I don’t take as much money off Molly as I should. She needs every shilling, her only child farmed out to country folk in County Cavan. Sixty pounds a year is a lot of money for a girl like her. The men like her red hair and nice figure, but when she talks, many don’t like taking advantage.
Little do they know that it’s Molly who takes advantage.
‘You’re not as simple as you make out,’ some of the other girls have accused her.
Those blue eyes shine above her creamy, smooth cheeks. Like silk, they are.
‘She talks funny. Won’t look us in the eye,’ some say.
But I know Molly’s as cute as a pet fox. She never did tell me who put her in the family way. It was probably some pig in that hellhole we were in together. I’m not even sure where Molly comes from or why she was in the cells. I know it must have been something odd, because she wasn’t sent to the laundries and wasn’t in the prison for too long.
I’ve always worried about Molly. But the way her belly contorted all on its own made me worry that she was carrying a demon. Even as a midwife, I was troubled by the way her dress moved so often. She rubbed her bump, stuck it out good and proper and hummed away to herself. It meant the other bitches left her and me be. Most people don’t like what they don’t understand.
Molly didn’t give birth until we both got thrown to the streets.
The chaplain had winked after the hand job Molly gave him. ‘They’re letting you out together. You are both ready for release. I had a quiet word.’
I’m not sure if Molly had stuck with me, or I had stuck with her. Maybe she was sent to make me care. Like she fell out of somewhere safe, so I would have to protect her. Just like that wet Friday last year when her child fell out of her onto our kitchen floor. She must’ve been in labour but failed to mention it to anyone and me only in the door. I’ve never seen such a huge baby boy. We called him Fionn after the legend of the Irish giant. He hollered like one too.
‘Fell into life, Peggy,’ she said. ‘I’ll protect him.’
I’d tried to talk Molly into abandoning the infant on the side of the road.
‘Like Moses in the bulrushes. We’ll wait nearby, and we’ll see him rescued. Once he’s found, the state will pay for a mother. He’ll be looked after. You’ll see. I can make sure that Sergeant Bushnell has him staying with a nice family. Not in one of them big homes.’
All my protesting and bullying had no effect on Molly. Knowledge of Moses or not, she was having none of it.
I’d explain over and over. ‘But when I had my own premises in Ranelagh, I did this often. Helped women give birth, and then, after a while, we’d leave the bundles safely where they’d be found. The likes of the sergeant would appear with what I’d just left out on some rural road. He’d give me instructions to see it housed with Catholic, God-fearing people.’
I do miss the joy of giving a bustling house or some barren woman a baby bundle. I also miss my fee. The Americans always paid well for the cutest babies to take over the Atlantic. The fucking nuns had a monopoly on that end of things, though. I found it dangerous to take on the church. I paid the price for being insolent and immoral.
Funny how the lay folk must bend to the will of God and not the fucking nuns.
Anyhow, I couldn’t talk Molly into any scheme of mine. I didn’t blame her really. I was only a criminal to her. She didn’t understand what midwives were, and as I was no longer one then, it mattered little anyhow. All Molly saw was an older convict who talked big things but hadn’t even the price of next month’s rent.
Fionn was strong and healthy. I was sure that I could make Molly free again, and that her breasts would heal, and we would have some capital. But Molly stood firm.
‘No. He’s mine. We’ll find him a good place, until I’m rich.’
I considered stealing him while she slept. But once Molly’s breast left his mouth, Fionn wailed like nothing earthly.
‘He cannot stay, Molly. I’m not allowed to house children.’
Molly wasn’t far from a child herself in her mind. But no one wanted the responsibility of her, and we couldn’t have her baby. So that was that. When I thought clearly about it, I realised, too, that I couldn’t afford to be caught selling a child again. So, Fionn went to Cavan, legitimately, with Molly’s money sent monthly.
Molly neither cried nor wailed. She was certain that she would see him again soon. ‘Take care of him. I’ll get him when I’m rich,’ she told the foster mother who did look like Mother Earth incarnate. Round and fair faced with rosy cheeks, she was, as she promised she’d have him praying under the Sacred Heart gleaming on her wall when he was old enough.
Fionn just looked at Molly, and she kissed his little cheek and that was that. The pudgy little bastard knew when she needed him to be quiet. Molly hummed the whole way home on the bus and ate the bar of chocolate I’d bought her. My heart broke in two for her. It really did. Life isn’t fair or good sometimes.
The girls are now fighting over the customers.
‘You’ve all got your regulars, and Molly has hers. New ones to the door are for whoever wants them.’ I’m repeating myself. I’ve been saying this over and over. ‘Stop the whinging.’
Men about Dublin know that my girls are picky. They don’t just take every man. Whoever he is gets a quick examination in the hall, and no girl does any man she doesn’t choose. That’s just the way I work. All girls are given the midwife lecture about the French letters and the pennyroyal. The doctor is a regular visitor (in more ways than one). He rarely helps me in my work, but does send on a few women in bother.
Men are told they must be clean, and I don’t allow abusive fuckers back in. Of course, some idiots take any kind of creature upstairs. But, so long as all is quiet, I’m happy.
‘Molly stole my regular cause I told her he was handsome and that he’d kiss her down below.’
I sigh. ‘That’s how it goes.’
This girl is from the country somewhere. She won’t stay long. None of them do, apart from Molly and Tess. Also, if they give me any kind of bother, I get them to leave. My heart isn’t into running a knocking shop. With only two or three girls at any one time, I’m not exactly a big business. I keep things nice and quiet with enough to do us. But I don’t have the true heart for it. There are too many men about. Too many women fighting over blaggards who should be in the real world or with their wives.
‘They’re paying for a hole, nothing more.’
‘And titties. I’ve got good titties. He was gorgeous. Tall, clean and young, he was.’
I think I know the buck she means now. He came knocking a few days ago. I presumed him a soldier, as his shoes were gleaming at me from the doorstep…
He stepped inside and said, ‘Hello, I’m lookin’ for a girl.’
‘Good place to come.’ I looked at his lovely arms and his high chest. Those blue eyes of about twenty-five were determined in their quest. ‘All my girls are busy. Would you like a cup of tea?’
He shuffled his feet, wondering whether I was serious or not, and looked at my breasts, then at my face and grinned. ‘Please.’
I swayed my arse ahead of him to the kitchen and pointed to a chair. Setting out the mugs, I noticed the trousers on him were pressed with a crease down the middle. The green jumper was tight with a crisp white shirt peeking over it. His hair shorter than short and yet slicked with something to make it gleam like those shoes.
‘Soldier?’
‘Yes. How did you know?’
The way he took the milk bottle from me to set it on the table stirred the place in my pants. It has been a long time since a man did anything for Peggy Bowden.
‘I’m on leave.’
‘It’s not a bad day,’ I said, but then, the rain started to pitter patter the kitchen window. We both smiled, knowing I wasn’t one for the outdoors anymore. His handsomeness was smooth like his jaw, and his lips curled at me again.
‘You’re a handsome lad. No nice girls at the dances?’
He smiled gloriously at me, reminding me of how a young fella smiles at a statue of Our Lady. One of awe but also intrigue, as to whether she is really a virgin at all. ‘I need one in a hurry.’ That crooked look in his eye that made him respectful but lusting all at once.
‘Why? Does love not take time?’ I said, knowing full well men don’t need love for nothing.
‘It’s only…I’m not on leave long. Nice girls are a bother.’
‘Nice girls?’
It was his turn to blush. ‘You know what I mean.’
‘You’re young. It shouldn’t be too much bother.’
‘It is. You’ve got to play games. I just want a woman.’
He made me curious. I rarely talk with the men that make their way to number thirty-four.
‘Why pay for it?’
‘Why shouldn’t I?’ Young and virile, his confidence was enough to make me shudder. ‘I have the money and you have the girls.’ He wasn’t in the least embarrassed.
‘Business.’ I smiled and opened the top button of my blouse. ‘What kind of girl were you after?’
Those blue eyes watched as my buttons opened and only then did he look at my face and said, ‘I thought you were in charge –’
‘I am. But I pick some for myself. It’s been a while.’
‘Well, if I’m not getting any tea…’ His grin was wanting, and he stood to walk the few steps towards me.
I locked the door, but he lightly caught my wrist as I turned the key in the lock.
‘How much?’
I put my finger to his lips and his other hand under my open blouse. His arm curled me into him like my Mick used to do. It was lovely the way he slipped that clothed arm in around my back. As I looked up at him, his mouth found mine. He knew how to open brassieres. He was under it in a flash, his fingers on my nipples and his mouth still on mine.
That tongue tasting like beer and cigarettes and the moans of him marvellous to a horny girl like me. My hands gripped his arse, and through his trousers, the bulge of him was against my leg. The kisses were passionate like in the pictures – full, open mouths with a frenzied breathlessness. He groped on until he had the skirt off me and the pants as well. The blouse and bra hung on me as he nuzzled my neck and his hand slid between my legs.
There’s no way to describe the longing that was on me. None at all. Deep and fast his fingers felt. They slid around me, through me, melted me into the scratchy wool of that jumper of his.
‘Here?’ he asked, and I thought he meant the spot where he had his finger.
‘Yes,’ I moaned, never wanting him to stop.
‘You want to fuck in the kitchen?’
‘Yes.’
I opened his trousers slipping my hands inside. His trousers clattered on the floor, with a muttered ‘Jesus,’ as he toed off his shoes. To feel a young man hard for me again was better than anything.
‘Jesus has nothing to do with this. Although you’re an answer to any woman’s prayers.’
The kissing he did to me then was animal-like. It’s funny how men like to feel a woman has waited for them, prayed for him – her perfect man. Though, I suppose I had waited for him. He was worth the wait because, Jesus… He ran his tongue the length of me, down over my breasts, down my belly and into…into there. Tasting me and kissing me like he did on my mouth. I put my foot up on the chair, leaning to it, anchoring myself in case I’d lose my sanity with the feeling of it all. I thought of the nuns and wondered did they ever get to feel like this. I thought of the Virgin Mary herself and how disgusted she’d be about a man’s head between my legs and me with a leg up on a chair. But he licked on, groaning away and driving me wild.
Suddenly, he stood to pull off his jumper and fumbled, cursing at the buttons on his shirt. I shrugged off my blouse and opened bra. I stood there in all my glory, watching him.
‘Got anything to wear on himself?’ I pointed to what was looking up at me.
‘Don’t the women get them?’ he asked, still fussing at the shirt. Then, with one rip of a few buttons, his chest appeared. It was young and lean, with a good bit of hair to prove he wasn’t a teenager.
The window got a glance, but he pulled me close to him and away from it. The kitchen table at my back was moving on the floor, scraping along as I tried to steady us both. That kissing and those hands taking me away somewhere wonderful. The table moved across a few more inches to lean against the cupboards.
‘I need you now,’ he grunted in my ear and lifted me to perch my naked behind on the table. He was inside me before I could blink and the thumping of him into me was like a dog at a fair.
It was over in seconds with him panting, heaving and cursing. I couldn’t blame the young fellow. The heat off us made even me lose the run of myself. There was the usual spurt out of him and a sigh and that was it.
Over it was.
‘Christ,’ he said, cleaning himself with his underpants and pulling them on.
There were no words in my head.
‘You’re good for an auld wan,’ he grinned at me and pulled on his trousers.
‘Thanks,’ I muttered, hauling my skirt on and finding my blouse.
‘I’ll see you again.’ The shirt covered his hair. ‘You’re worth a few more bob for letting me fuck you in a kitchen.’ His socks were still on, so he sat to open his shoelaces. ‘How much do I owe you? Now, don’t be bad to me – you enjoyed that too. I could tell.’ He winked, and his blue eyes were full of pride.
‘That one will be on the house,’ I said, knowing full well he’d think himself a ram for sure.
‘God, you’re a good lay.’
His arms went around me and squeezed me