The Cottage
By Lisa Stone
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The gripping thriller with a difference from internationally bestselling author Lisa Stone
An isolated cottage…
After losing her job and boyfriend, Jan Hamlin is in desperate need of a fresh start. So she jumps at the chance to rent a secluded cottage on the edge of Coleshaw Woods.
A tap at the window…
Very quickly though, things take a dark turn. At night, Jan hears strange noises, and faint taps at the window. Something, or someone, is out there.
A forest that hides many secrets…
Jan refuses to be scared off. But whoever is outside isn’t going away, and it soon becomes clear that the nightmare is only just beginning…
What readers are saying about The Cottage‘Couldn't put it down’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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‘Breathtaking’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Has you on the edge of your seat’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Fantastic’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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‘Expect the unexpected’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Engaging and thought-provoking’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Had me hooked from page 1’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Lisa Stone
“As a writer of suspense thrillers I often ask myself what if? What if this happened instead of that? Or why a particular person reacted as they did. So often fact is stranger than fiction; these books start with a fact which I develop.” Lisa Stone lives in England, has 3 children, and 27 books published under the pseudonym Cathy Glass, many of which have become best-sellers.
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The Cottage - Lisa Stone
ONE
There was something outside.
Jan was sure of it. Just as she’d been sure the evening before.
The living-room curtains were closed against the night sky, but on the other side of the window lay a small patio, and there was something lurking out there. She hadn’t seen or heard it, but the dog on her lap certainly had. Tinder had been asleep, then his ears had pricked up as he’d raised his head. He was now staring at the curtain and growling, his pupils enlarged to black orbs. His behaviour was unsettling her even more.
Jan knew a dog’s heightened sense of smell and hearing gave it an advantage over humans, so Tinder could smell and hear things she could not. There was something out there and the dog knew – something alive, ominous and threatening.
It had begun four nights ago. Jan had been sitting on the sofa in front of the television with Tinder on her lap, as they’d got into the habit of doing most nights. She stroked his soft, wavy fur and he slept peacefully. Then suddenly he was awake, on guard, making her start and a little bit afraid. Now it was happening again. There was just her and Tinder in the cottage, which was situated on the edge of Coleshaw Woods.
With her senses tingling and not taking her eyes from Tinder, Jan picked up the remote control and muted the television. She listened, straining into the silence. But there was nothing: no noise in or outside the cottage. Outside the air was still; it was a chilly but calm autumn night. Tinder was still on guard, staring menacingly at the curtains, ready to attack if necessary.
‘It’s OK,’ Jan said quietly, stroking his back. ‘There’s nothing to be afraid of.’ She felt she’d said it more for her own benefit than the dog’s, although she wasn’t reassured any more than Tinder appeared to be.
She continued to stroke his velvety fur, hoping he would return to sleep – he was only small, a lapdog, and if he settled then so would she, for it would mean that whatever was out there had gone and the danger had passed.
She’d never thought of herself as a dog-lover before moving into Ivy Cottage, but Tinder had come with the cottage and she found him rather cute. He was a Bichon Frise cross and looked like a little teddy bear with his button nose and light-brown fur. He was part of the tenancy agreement, a welcome one as it had turned out, or Jan would have been lonely. She’d taken a six-month let on the cottage at a very low rent in exchange for looking after the cottage and Tinder while the owner, Camile, worked abroad.
Jan had scarcely believed her good luck when the offer had arrived. It had come at exactly the right time and was just what she needed. She’d been made redundant from her job in retail management after a restructuring programme to save the company money. She’d started with them as a trainee on leaving college and had assumed it was a job for life, but she’d received one month’s notice with the other employees they were letting go. Then two days later her long-term boyfriend, Danny, whom she’d been living with for five years, had announced he wasn’t ready for commitment yet and asked her to move out.
‘It’s not your fault. I just need my own space,’ he’d said.
‘It took you long enough to figure that out!’ she’d snapped, fighting back tears.
Devastated, and with her life in ruins, Jan had packed and moved in temporarily with her parents, storing the boxes of her belongings in their garage. Thirty years old next year, with no job and having been heartlessly dumped, Jan was at an all-time low. But then, while searching jobs and accommodation on the Internet, she’d come across the advertisement for Ivy Cottage. It seemed like fate. As if it was meant to be. A ridiculously low rent and a complete change of scene. It would give her time to recharge her batteries and think about what she wanted to do next and with the rest of her life. She might even find the inspiration to start that book she’d been meaning to write.
‘Are you sure it’s what you want?’ her mother had asked anxiously when she’d told her of her plans. ‘The cottage sounds very isolated and you’ll be living there all alone.’
‘I’m sure, and I’ll have the dog to keep me company,’ Jan had replied with a reassuring smile.
But it was at moments like this when she had doubts and thought her mother may have been right. Living on the edge of Coleshaw Woods was very different to living on the edge of a town or city. Here there were noises at night she wasn’t accustomed to, and then deafening silence – the like of which you never got in the town. The cottage creaked with its own sounds and sometimes the wind whistled through the woods as though the trees were talking, whispering between themselves.
But she’d made the decision, signed the agreement, and wouldn’t let the owner down. By daylight the woods and countryside were very different – appealing. The air smelt fresher than in the town and the country walks she went on with Tinder were invigorating. She had the time alone she needed to take stock and consider her future, wherever that might be.
It was when darkness fell that the atmosphere dramatically changed and she would have welcomed some company. But who was going to journey out here in winter? Her parents and friends worked, and it would mean them staying the weekend as it was too far for a day trip. She appreciated they had their own lives and commitments, and she didn’t want to sound needy. It was a pity the let had been for the winter months, she thought, with the nights closing in earlier and earlier. Now the end of October, it was dark by five o’clock, even earlier if it had been overcast. A summer let would have been far more attractive.
Jan glanced at her phone. It was just gone eight o’clock, the same time it had happened the previous nights. But whatever was outside must have gone, for Tinder had lost interest. As she stroked him his eyes gradually closed and his head slowly relaxed, until it was resting on her leg again. She liked Tinder very much and she’d decided that when she left the cottage in five months’ time and found a place of her own to live, she would have a small dog or cat. Or was that a cliché – a singleton and her pet in a flat?
Only Tinder’s ears remained alert, twitching every so often as if part of him was listening while the rest of his body slept. Jan had noticed this before – that when he was sleeping his ears seemed to stay awake. Was he actually listening, she wondered, or was it instinct left over from evolution? When dogs had been wolves, before a line had become domesticated. At a time when his ancestors had been wild and feral, catching prey, but also liable to be preyed upon by bigger predators. They’d had to remain alert even when sleeping if they weren’t to be eaten.
‘Tinder,’ she said softly, caressing the fur on his neck.
A moment passed, then he was suddenly awake, head up and wide-eyed. Not from her voice but from whatever was outside again. A chill ran up her spine. It was back and Tinder’s hackles were rising. Her heart began to beat faster. He was staring at the curtain ready to attack. Without warning, he jumped from her lap onto the back of the sofa and, barking furiously, pawed the curtains to be let out.
‘Get down!’ Jan said, picking him up. He would damage the curtain.
He struggled to be put down, then raced to the back door in the kitchen, where he began scuffing the floor in his frenzy to be let out. The same as he had the nights before when he’d heard something.
‘No. Bad boy,’ Jan said, going into the kitchen.
The previous night he hadn’t come back for two hours and she’d been worried sick, thinking he was lost for good and she’d have to tell Camile. When he had come back he’d looked as though he’d learnt his lesson, and had been very pleased to see her, almost as if he’d had a nasty escape. But from what? A fox? Rats? A badger? Coming from the town, she had little idea.
He was frantically pawing the door and still barking. Jan had no choice but to let him out if he wasn’t to do damage. As soon as she opened the back door he shot down the garden. It was a cold night with a faint crescent moon in a clear black sky. She could see Tinder at the very bottom of the garden, having chased something into the shrubbery. Something quite large that had quickly disappeared. Then he too disappeared, following it into the bushes that separated the garden from the woods.
‘Shit,’ Jan cursed. ‘Tinder, come back now!’ she shouted. ‘Tinder!’ But he’d gone. ‘Tinder!’
Silence. She stood at the back door for a moment, listening, and then closed and locked it, hoping Tinder would return soon. She’d caught a glimpse of what was out there, a shadowy outline, before it had disappeared through the hedge. The previous nights she hadn’t seen a thing. It was bigger than a fox or badger, though, and not that shape. Perhaps there were animals living in the woods that as a townie she wasn’t familiar with.
And yet …
She shivered and moved away from the back door. In the second before it had disappeared, she could have sworn that instead of running on all fours as an animal would have done, it had stood on two legs as if human. Surely not.
TWO
But it wasn’t big enough to be a person, Jan thought as she stood by the heater in the kitchen trying to get warm. And something in the way it had moved, its agility, said it was an animal, although she hadn’t had much of a look. She needed to get a grip. Of course it would be an animal living in Coleshaw Woods. Pity she didn’t have Tinder’s fearlessness to follow it. She hoped he came back soon.
Checking she’d locked the back door, Jan made herself a mug of tea, then fed the electricity meter that was in the cupboard under the stairs. It was an old-style coin-operated meter that required pound coins to keep the power on. Camile had left instructions on this and other matters connected with the running of the cottage, and also some coins to keep Jan going until she had her own supply, which was thoughtful. However, not in the habit of having to feed a meter and failing to realize how quickly some appliances devoured electricity, the day after she’d moved in she’d been showering when all the lights had gone off and the shower had stopped working. Naked, wet and unnerved, she had groped her way downstairs to the hall where a torch hung on a hook. She had gingerly followed the torch beam to the cupboard under the stairs and fed the meter. Now she checked it regularly to make sure it didn’t happen again. Being plunged into darkness had spooked her.
Reassured the meter was topped up, Jan took her mug of tea into the living room, sat on the sofa and, listening out for Tinder’s return, opened her laptop. Thank goodness the cottage had Wi-Fi and a mobile signal. It came from the local village, Merryless, so named because it had once had a merry-go-round that had been removed after a tragic accident that had resulted in a child’s death. Apart from its sad history, the village was pretty but small, with a single grocery shop, a pub and a church. Although it was only a mile from the cottage, it felt much further away at night.
While Jan waited anxiously for Tinder to return, she decided she should put the time to good use and try to identify what was coming into the garden at night and causing her so much unease. If it had a name it wouldn’t seem so menacing, she reasoned. Taking a sip of her tea, she typed Large animals found in UK woods into the search engine.
Deer, badgers, beavers, foxes, wild boar in some areas was the result. And Scottish wildcat, but she wasn’t in Scotland.
She tried again, narrowing the search, and typed in: What large animals live in Coleshaw Woods?
The result showed foxes and badgers and then lots of smaller animals – squirrels, mice, voles. These were far too small. What she’d seen was much bigger. Perhaps the animal wasn’t indigenous to these parts but had escaped from a zoo or private collection.
She typed: What animals can walk upright? into the search engine. A page came up with photographs of primates walking on their back legs. Kangaroos, bears and some lizards, she also learnt, occasionally went biped. It certainly wasn’t a lizard or a kangaroo. She supposed it could have been a small bear or a monkey, or was she getting carried away? Surely they wouldn’t be able to survive in the woods? Unnerved and alone, her imagination was getting the better of her. Then a picture of a fox leaping over a fence appeared on the webpage and it looked familiar. As it stretched up into its leap, it was standing on its hind legs. Yes, of course. That was the most likely explanation. The dark shadow she’d seen was a leaping fox. If it came to the cottage again tomorrow, she’d be braver and go outside for a closer look.
Jan closed the webpage and was about to reply to an email when something hard hit the window. She jumped. What the hell! With her heart thumping wildly, she scrambled off the sofa, away from the window, and stared at the curtains, petrified, waiting for another sound. Silence. Then she heard Tinder’s bark at the back door. Thank goodness. He was back. Had that noise been him? She rushed to let him in, then quickly closed and relocked the door. ‘Good boy,’ she said, kneeling to pet him. ‘You’re safe.’
As on the previous night, he was very pleased to see her, although he hadn’t been away for long. He rubbed against her and licked her hands.
‘What was it? A fox?’ she asked him.
Tinder stared back uncomprehendingly.
Then she saw it – what looked like a flake of food lodged in the fur by his mouth. She picked it off and smelt it. It was cooked meat, possibly sausage. But she hadn’t given him meat to eat. He had dry dog food and only that. Camile had been most specific in her instructions that this was the only food Tinder was allowed, as it gave him a properly balanced diet. She’d left a dozen large sealed bags of the dry dog food in the cupboard under the stairs, more than enough for six months. One scoop in the morning and one at five o’clock, she’d written. No titbits or leftovers, as they were bad for him.
Jan had followed her instructions exactly, so where had Tinder got cooked meat from?
Straightening, she glanced around. Not from the kitchen. The only meat was what Camile had left in the freezer. A dustbin? But there was only her bin out here, collected once a week, and it was supposed to be animal-proof. Added to which, she hadn’t eaten meat – she was mostly vegetarian, occasionally eating fish, but that was all.
It crossed her mind that Tinder might have got the meat from another bin, but she dismissed that idea. He hadn’t been gone long enough to make it to the village and back, and there were no other properties between Ivy Cottage and Merryless. Also, according to Camile, he never went that far. You can let him off the lead if you go for a walk, Camile had written in her notes. He won’t stray far. But he had the night before.
Could he have got the cooked meat from the woods? Jan wondered. Was someone camping there? It was possible, she supposed. A homeless person or army cadets on a training exercise? Could that be it? They’d fed him, or he’d found their leftovers, or he’d been caught stealing their meal and they’d chased him off. That would explain why he’d landed with such force against the window. She couldn’t think of any other explanation, yet there’d been no sign of a camp when she’d walked in the woods in daylight. But then again, she’d kept to the paths and the woods stretched for miles. It was at its most dense behind the cottage, so someone could be living in there.
‘Come on,’ she said, returning to the sofa. ‘No more disappearing.’
THREE
Midwife Anne Long parked her Vauxhall Corsa outside 57 Booth Lane, switched off the car’s headlights and cut the engine. She sat for a moment staring straight ahead, then with a resigned sigh got out. Going to the boot of her car, she took out what she needed. The rest of the equipment for the birth was already in the house.
At 4 a.m. the air was cold and the street deserted. Virtually all the other houses were in darkness, but not so Ian and Emma Jennings’s. They were up and had been all night, timing Emma’s contractions and texting Anne, until the contractions were five minutes apart and Anne had said she’d come.
She walked stoically up the short path, worried and preoccupied, then pressed the doorbell. Usually a birth was a joyous occasion, but not this one.
No one answered the door on the first ring and Anne’s sense of foreboding increased. She pressed the bell again. They certainly wouldn’t be asleep. Had something gone wrong already? She prayed not. Ian and Emma were a lovely couple in their late twenties and were having a home birth after their dreadful experience in hospital the last time when they’d lost their first baby. Emma had readily agreed to a home birth – she didn’t want to go near a hospital again – and Anne had overseen her pregnancy.
The door finally opened and Ian Jennings looked at her with weary acceptance.
‘Sorry, I was with Emma,’ he said, his voice flat. ‘Come in.’ He took the cylinder of Entonox from her.
‘Thank you.’
‘Emma’s in bed. I’ve put the waterproof cover on the mattress like you said.’
‘Good. How are you both?’ Anne asked as she followed Ian upstairs. He shrugged dejectedly. It was a stupid question, she thought. Of course they were both scared stiff and just wanted it over with. ‘Shouldn’t be too long now,’ she added.
She went into the main bedroom. In contrast to the landing and hall it was dimly lit, the centre light turned right down. Emma was just visible on the other side of the room, propped up on a mountain of pillows, her blonde hair recently cut short.
‘How are you doing?’ Anne asked gently, going over.
‘I’m scared,’ Emma said.
‘I know, love. I’ll look after you.’ Then to Ian, ‘I’ll need the light up while I examine Emma. You can turn it down again after.’ She appreciated they wouldn’t want the room bright for long. The less they saw the better. But she needed some light to do her job and deliver the baby.
‘Light, please, Ian,’ Anne said more firmly. He was standing in a daze, staring at his wife and still holding the cylinder of Entonox. ‘You can put that down there, please.’
As if in a trance, he placed the cylinder by the bed and then went to the light switch and raised the lights a little.
‘Right up, please, Ian,’ Anne said.
Now she could see Emma’s tired, worn, anxious face more clearly. Another contraction took hold and she grimaced in pain. ‘Do you want gas and air?’ Anne asked.
Emma nodded.
Anne took the mask from its sealed package and attached it to the cylinder, then placed the mask in Emma’s hand. She waited while she took a few breaths. Ian stood still and quiet somewhere behind her. ‘I can give you a shot of pethidine if you wish,’ she said to Emma. ‘It will be about twenty minutes before it takes effect.’
‘Yes, please,’ Emma said, her voice small and strained.
Anne opened her midwife’s bag, prepared the injection and then gave Emma the shot in her thigh. Normally she wouldn’t have offered pethidine this close to the birth unless the mother really wasn’t coping with the pain. It could cause the mother to become unresponsive and affect the baby’s breathing and first feed, but that wasn’t an issue here. Emma could have whatever she needed just to get through the ordeal.
Now Emma was more comfortable, Anne took her pulse, blood pressure and temperature. They were all normal for a woman in the active stage of labour. Ian was standing passively to one side, not knowing what to do for the best.
‘Come and hold your wife’s hand while I examine her,’ Anne told him.
With over twenty years’ experience as a midwife, Anne knew that the men often needed more support than the woman giving birth, even when the birth went to plan and was straightforward, which this wasn’t.
Taking a pair of sterile gloves from her bag, Anne went to the end of the bed and raised the sheet. She examined Emma internally and then covered her again. ‘It will be at least another two hours, if not longer,’ she said, peeling off her gloves.
Ian sighed and rubbed his forehead in anguish. He wasn’t doing Emma any favours, Anne thought. His nervousness was contagious.
‘Perhaps you could make me a cup of coffee?’ she suggested. ‘I didn’t have time for one before I left.’
He crossed the room towards the door and on his way out dimmed the lights.
‘It’s better if he’s occupied,’ Anne told Emma, and sat in the chair by her bed.
Emma grimaced as another contraction took hold. Anne guided her hand to the mask, and Emma breathed in the gas and air.
‘You’re doing well,’ Anne said reassuringly, rubbing her patient’s arm. ‘The pethidine will take effect soon.’
‘I just want it over with,’ Emma cried, a tear slipping down her cheek. ‘We won’t try again for another child.’
‘I know, love. Just stay calm and take deep breaths. I’m here with you.’
‘You won’t leave, will you?’ Emma asked anxiously.
‘No, not until it’s all over.’
Ian returned with the cup of coffee, then hovered, unsure of what to do next. ‘Have we got everything we need for the birth?’ Anne asked him.
‘I think so,’ he replied, glancing around.
Anne knew they had. While the light had been raised she’d seen the pile of towels, blanket, Moses basket, maternity pads, bags for rubbish and a plastic bucket. Compared to the equipment that filled some home-birthing rooms, this was the absolute minimum. No candles, soft music, TENS machine, birthing pool or piles of first-size baby clothes. They just had what was needed to get the baby out and gone.
‘It’ll be a while yet,’ Anne said again, looking at Ian. ‘You can go if you have something you want to do and I’ll call you when it’s time.’
‘I’ll stay,’ he said, and sat in the chair on the other side of the bed. He took his wife’s hand and pressed it to his cheek.
Anne’s heart went out to them. They didn’t deserve this. Emma grimaced as another contraction took hold. Ian helped her keep the mask on her face as she breathed in the gas and air. Gradually the pethidine took effect and the pain became more manageable. Now all they could do was wait and let nature take its course.
Seated in the semi-darkness, Anne looked on as Ian held his wife’s hand and passed her the mask each time she needed Entonox. She wasn’t making much fuss, not really. The pethidine helped. The minutes ticked by as the contractions increased, and Anne stood and checked Emma’s vital signs again. They were as they should be. But a few minutes later Emma let out a piercing scream.
‘Raise the lights, please,’ she told Ian, standing. ‘I need to examine Emma.’
She quickly put on sterile gloves and lifted the bed cover. The baby was coming faster than she’d expected. The cervix was fully dilated. Emma screamed again.
‘Bring a towel quickly,’ Anne called to Ian. ‘It’s on its way.’
Ian rushed from his wife’s side, brought back a towel and watched as Anne placed it beneath Emma. Just in time. The baby’s head appeared. Emma screamed again, her cry so chilling and intense it seemed to come from the depths of her being, as if she were being torn apart.
‘Push, love,’ Anne said. ‘Take a deep breath and push.’
Emma gulped in the air, gave a long, hard push and screamed as the baby tumbled out.
‘Well done.’
‘Don’t look, Ian,’ Anne said.
But it was too late. He was still by her side, now staring at the baby, his expression a mixture of awe and horror.
‘Ian, go to your wife,’ Anne instructed.
He remained where he was.
‘Ian, now,’ she said more firmly. ‘Emma needs you.’
He turned, dazed, and went to her side. Enfolding her in his arms, they both wept openly.
Anne wiped the baby’s face free of mucus, cut and clamped the umbilical cord, then carried it to where the towels were. Wiping its body, she wrapped it in a fresh towel and placed the bundle on its side in the Moses basket facing away from them.
‘Is it alive?’ Ian asked.
‘No,’ Anne said.
‘Boy or girl?’ Emma asked between sobs.
‘Boy,’ Anne replied. ‘But you don’t want to see it.’
Emma’s sobs grew.
Anne returned to her patient and concentrated on delivering the placenta as Ian and Emma comforted each other. She checked the placenta was all there and then disposed of it in one of the rubbish bags, firmly tying the top. She checked Emma’s vital signs again. They were normal. Neither of them looked at the Moses basket on the far side of the room where the infant remained quiet and motionless. Anne gathered together her equipment and returned it to her bag.
‘I’ll come back for these later,’ she said to Ian, placing the cylinder and her midwife bag to one side. ‘I expect Emma would like something to eat and drink now.’
Ian nodded dumbly.
‘I’ll be as quick as I can.’
Leaving the couple to their grief, Anne crossed the room to the Moses basket. She covered the baby with a blanket and then picked up the basket. She looked at Ian and Emma clinging tightly to each other, consumed by grief. Her heart clenched, but there was nothing more she could do here and she needed to go now. She dared not leave it any longer. She began towards the door.
‘Anne,’ Emma called through her tears.
She paused. Don’t change your mind about seeing the baby, she thought. Just let me go. ‘Yes?’ she asked tentatively, keeping her back