Lost Prophecy: Realm of Secrets
By C.C. Rae
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While Raiden makes a difficult choice to protect Nicole, she learns just how far she is willing to go to keep her loved ones safe. In Raidens absence, Gordan grows closer to Nicole and discovers that his debt to her is not what he expected. As he watches Nicole struggle with how her enemies are changing her, Gordan sets aside his newfound happiness to provide her with the chance to find her own. But when Raiden uncovers the truth of the fera and the plans her enemies have for her, Nicole realizes she will have to embrace the monstrous identity she has been trying to escape in order to take her life back from her enemies.
Lost Prophecy: Realm of Secrets continues the tale of a young woman trapped between two worlds as she struggles with her terrible powers and her seemingly dark destiny.
C.C. Rae
C. C. Rae earned a bachelor’s degree in English and creative writing from the University of Arizona. She resides with her two cats in Yuma, Arizona, where she is hard at work on the next book in her Hidden Magic series.
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Lost Prophecy - C.C. Rae
1. Depart
N icole sat in the middle of her bedroom floor with a nearly full camping backpack. It was the largest bag she had. There was still some space to spare. She glanced around her room, looking for her old school backpack with Raiden’s books. She spotted it slouched against the wall below the window. As she stood, she could still feel the faintest ache in every muscle, a whisper of pain lingering from her encounter with Moira. With a sigh she leaned down, grabbed the strap of the bag, and brought it over to her pack.
On top was the book she had been reading, Spell Casting: The Advanced Art. She dropped it into the camping pack. Next she grabbed two more books, glanced at their spines—Everyday Incantations, Charms & Curses and Magical Concepts and Theory—and placed them with the first book.
At the bottom of the backpack there was one last book with a soft and pliable leather binding. There was no title on its cover or spine—a journal. As she turned the journal over in her hands, she couldn’t believe it was only a week ago that all this had started. The night in Veil when they’d gone for the books and she’d learned about the Council had also been the night she’d met Gordan and set him free.
Hey.
Raiden’s voice came from the hall outside her room. She jumped, ripped away from her thoughts, clutching the journal to her chest.
Sorry,
he said with a smile.
It’s okay,
she replied, looking up at him framed by the doorway. He wore a thin sweater. The bottom half was dark gray with horizontal white pinstripes, and the top half from neck to elbows was the same color as his turquoise eyes. He was still the most unbelievable part of all this to her. Not because his Caribbean-ocean eyes stood out in striking contrast to his brown skin and deep auburn hair, not even because he had come into her life through a portal from another realm, but because she’d never thought she would be drawn to someone as she was to him—she’d never wanted to be.
His gaze fell to the bags lying before her. You’re packing.
We slept a whole day away,
she said. You’re the one who said we needed to leave before another portal could open. It’s already been twenty-four hours.
Given everything that happened yesterday, I think it’s acceptable to sleep,
he said with a chuckle. Even Gordan was exhausted. He’s probably still asleep outside your window.
I am not,
Gordan said, his smug voice coming in through the open window.
Nicole let herself smile. At least she would have them while she lived on the run. What worried her was time. Every hour that passed meant a portal might open, and that meant a doorway that would lead her enemies right to her.
Are you packed?
she asked Raiden. We should at least be ready to leave by now.
He laughed. I don’t have anything to pack.
Yes you do,
she said. The clothes I gave you.
Your brother’s clothes,
he said.
Just pack them. Mitch won’t miss them.
All right, if I go pack, will you feel better?
No,
she admitted. Yesterday morning he had been prepared to run off to Veil to spy on the Council. She was worried he hadn’t let that plan go. Leaving will make me feel better.
He sighed. Okay. Packing—right now,
he said, backing out of the doorway with his hands up in surrender.
Nicole groaned as she hung her head forward and leaned on her bag. She still had the journal pressed to her chest like a teddy bear.
So where will we be going?
Gordan asked from the window.
Nicole sighed, then sat up. Tucson. We’re going back with Mitchell. From there, I don’t know—maybe Ventura. We still don’t know how long I can stay someplace before opening a portal.
As long as there is no portal between this realm and Veil, no one there can touch you. May I suggest you do yourself a favor and don’t worry over what hasn’t happened yet. You have enemies, Nicole, and they will find fearful prey easy to catch. Don’t make it easy for them. Don’t let them into your head. You do that, and they have already won—it just comes down to who finds you first.
Nicole dropped the journal to her lap as she listened. He was right but not in the way he supposed. She wasn’t scared of the Council; she was scared of herself. Since that moment she’d lost herself in her own powers on the bridge, she’d wondered if she deserved to be in a cage somewhere—for everyone’s safety. The force inside her seemed to tremble, coiled and humming, ready to burst out of her. No, it wasn’t the Council or this Venarius person that frightened her.
She couldn’t stop worrying that someone close to her might get hurt—her father, her brothers, Raiden, or Gordan. What if she couldn’t control herself when she faced her enemies again, like on the bridge with Moira? What if someone she loved got in the way and ended up like the kelpie in the stream? The sooner she left, the sooner her dad would be safe. She’d agreed to go to Tucson with her brother for their dad’s sake, but she was already anxious to leave Tucson to avoid putting Mitch at risk. Just thinking about it churned her magic into a frenzy.
Nicole.
Gordan’s voice seized her attention. She looked up and saw the loose objects of her room floating and spinning and rattling. With a deep breath she managed to quell the sinking anxiety in her chest. Right on cue everything in her room went quiet and still.
Maybe you should take a break from packing,
he said. Take some time to enjoy the peace and quiet.
Gordan turned away from the window and disappeared.
Nicole sighed. She unfolded her legs and straightened herself upright. After dropping the journal into her bag, she shuffled out of her room and down the carpeted hall. Mitchell came up the stairs hidden behind a mound of clean clothes in a laundry basket. She stopped, letting him pass as he reached the landing. He spotted her before he turned down the hall toward his room.
And where are you going?
he asked, his teasing voice muffled by jeans and sweatshirts.
She laughed. Where do you think?
As he turned into his room, he stopped and gave her a look over his shoulder that said, Just remember I’m in the room next door.
With an exaggerated roll of her eyes, she stepped into Raiden’s room and closed the door emphatically.
I’ll have you know I’m packed,
Raiden declared, presenting his bag beside the door.
Really?
She looked down at it in disbelief. He’d only left her room two minutes ago. She crossed her arms. And what spell did you use to accomplish that?
You tell me,
he said, declaring his challenge with a lifted brow and a curl at the corner of his mouth.
She racked her brain for spells, determined not to fail this pop quiz. She preferred spells even though she didn’t need them. They brought order to the chaotic force pinging around inside her. "Could it be … imperium?"
Raiden’s lips strained against a smile, and she knew she’d won. All right,
he said, tossing his hands up. Claim your prize, then.
Nicole took a moment to look around, as if she wasn’t sure what she wanted, but she knew. She took a step closer and grabbed his shirt to pull his lips to hers. She lingered there a long moment, allowing herself a silly, giddy moment in light of all that was closing in on her. She lost herself for a few heartbeats in the warmth of his mouth, the rush of heat through her body, the scent of eucalyptus on his skin. Then she released his shirt and leaned back.
I was hoping that’s what you’d choose.
A laugh crept up from her lungs as she leaned into him, and they toppled back onto the bed.
I can hear you!
came Mitchell’s warning, muffled through the wall.
Their mouths merged, and their laughter mingled, filling the quiet room. Raiden’s arms closed around her back, clamping her against him, and still she didn’t feel close enough. Her head was spinning. Fire pulsed beneath her skin, and suddenly she was burning up in her clothes.
A shout and a piercing shriek from Mitchell’s room startled them apart, and they looked at each other with mirrored expressions of confusion. Nicole jumped off the bed. She lunged for the door and wrenched it open to see a white-beige blur rush out of her brother’s room and down the hall. She took a step into the hallway and peered into Mitchell’s room.
What was that?
she asked.
Hell if I know,
Mitch said, standing in his room with his clean clothes scattered everywhere.
There came a sharp bark and a great screech from downstairs. Nicole lurched down the hall and ran for the stairs just as Raiden came out of the room behind her.
You all right, Mitch?
she heard Raiden ask as she thudded down the stairs on quick feet.
Downstairs she saw the beige form of fur and wings again as their shaggy black Labrador chased it out of the living room.
Bandit,
she cried, running after him. She could hear the sound of claws and nails scrambling over the tile floors, moving through the entryway and around toward the kitchen. Immediately, she turned around and ran into the kitchen from the living room just as Bandit and his quarry came in from the other side.
The creature charged directly toward her. It was no bigger than Bandit, with large paws on its forelegs and talons on the rear. A pair of wings flapped frantically, and a pair of wide eagle eyes peered at her over a sharp beak. Despite the disbelief in her brain, she crouched down and scooped up the frightened mass of fur and feathers. As she stood, she was surprised by how light it was in her arms. It was about the same size as Bandit but only half as heavy—large but gangly.
Bandit,
she warned, raising her foot to halt his pursuit. No.
At the sound of her stern voice, the dog stopped. Go,
she commanded. Bandit shuffled backward out of the kitchen and stopped just beyond the doorway, watching anxiously. The creature in her arms trembled furiously.
Nicole?
Raiden called as he came down the stairs.
She couldn’t find her voice. All she could do was turn to face him, holding the fearful animal against her chest. As her adrenaline waned and her stunned arms tightened protectively, its trembling ceased, and it pressed its head into her shoulder.
Oh no.
Raiden’s voice sank but then gave way to a soft chuckle.
Am I
—she knew she had the words somewhere—holding a griffin?
Raiden took a deep breath. That you are.
Hey,
Mitchell called from upstairs, I think we got a problem.
Nicole stepped out of the kitchen just as her brother appeared on the landing.
You mean the griffin in the house?
she asked with a smile, watching with satisfaction as Mitchell’s eyes went wide at the clear view of the creature in her arms.
Mitch shook his head. No. I mean the portal in my room.
Nicole shifted her gaze to Raiden, who looked at her with the same fearful, nauseated expression. In the commotion she hadn’t even stopped to think where their visitor had come from. Apparently Raiden hadn’t either.
That’s a problem,
Nicole agreed.
We better return your new friend and close that portal before we have any other unexpected visitors,
Raiden said, raising his hand toward the stairs.
What’s going on in here?
Gordan appeared on the landing.
Mitchell gave him a dumbfounded stare before turning a questioning scowl down at his sister. It occurred to her that he had heard about Gordan but never actually seen him.
When Mitchell turned his scrutiny back to the dragon, Gordan acknowledged Mitchell’s confusion with a nod and introduced himself. Gordan. We haven’t met.
Right.
Mitchell bobbed his head. The dragon.
Okay, there will be time for this later,
Raiden said, his tone tight.
Nicole made her feet move, and her muscle memory found each step easily despite not seeing them. Everyone filed into Mitchell’s room, where clothes were still strewn about—the chaotic aftermath of a laundry detonation.
By the time Nicole stepped through the doorway into Mitch’s room, the warm griffin bundle in her arms had begun to purr, nestling deeper into her embrace. The soothing vibration permeated her chest and made her heart ache.
Aww,
she groaned.
Don’t even go there, Nikki,
her brother warned with a chastising glare.
But just listen,
she insisted. It’s purring.
The griffin let out a tiny sound halfway between a chirp and a mew.
Here we go again,
Raiden muttered.
When Nicole saw the distorted swirl of the portal in the air across the room just in front of the closet door, her heart sank for too many reasons. She couldn’t keep herself from dropping her face into the griffin’s silky, feathery neck.
Nicole, we don’t know how closely the Council or Venarius might be monitoring Cantis. They could already have someone there searching,
he said with a gentle voice that told her he felt the weight in her heart.
Nikki, it’s a griffin for Christ’s sake, not a defenseless kitten. Throw it back,
Mitchell said with an exasperated huff.
She glanced at Gordan, who stood there watching her silently with sympathy in his eyes. She gave him a tiny smile, surrendering to the reality that she couldn’t keep every creature she rescued. Not to mention her dad might have a stroke if she asked him to let a griffin stay in the house.
All right,
she said on the tail of a sigh. Time to go home, you.
The griffin pulled its head out of her shoulder and looked up at her, blinking its big gold eyes. Her heart broke a little. With confidence in her step, she moved forward. She was used to crossing portals now, and she could almost laugh at that realization. The instant she stepped through, she pitched forward. There was no earth underfoot. She fell, and her startled cry cut through the cold silence.
The griffin dropped from her grasp as she flailed, and a spark of fear ignited the magic within her, slowing her descent to a halt for a brief moment before she could hit the ground. Her new friend landed lightly on its feet, and she flopped face-first into a bed of snow. Heart racing, she jumped up, brushing the snow from her clothes as her body shuddered from the cold. She struck her palm to her forehead and looked over her shoulder at the portal above her. Duh, we were on the second floor!
At least someone wandering around looking for a portal wouldn’t find it down on the ground. She scanned her surroundings with cautious eyes. The forest was sparse, and the trees naked, most of them blackened from fire. The thick blanket of snow on the ground was fresh. Cantis seemed like an entirely different place than it had been yesterday. Then she noticed the griffin standing beside her, regarding her with those great gold saucer eyes.
Go on; go home,
she said, forcing cheer into her voice.
It cocked its head at her before prancing off into the trees. She wondered for a moment where home was for the griffin and whether she would ever have a real home again—a place where she didn’t have to worry, where she could always feel safe and welcome, where her loved ones weren’t at risk because of her.
With a shiver and a sigh she turned and looked up at the portal.
Gordan studied the portal, feeling the pull toward Nicole like a tether knotted deep in his chest. What was just a subtle tug when they were in the same realm became a relentless tension when they were in different realms. If he did not lean back against it, the force might yank him off his feet.
What has you in such a good mood?
Raiden asked with stiff words, and Gordan realized there was a small smile on his lips.
Her, I suppose,
he confessed, just being … her. She looked at me the same way.
I remember,
Raiden said.
She can’t seem to help herself, can she? She wants to rescue anyone or anything that crosses her path.
Mitchell laughed. That’s Nicole. In the third grade she hit a boy twice her size for making fun of her friend. The kid never bothered them again.
Gordan’s brow pinched. Where was that Nicole now, and who was this anxious girl so prepared to run from her problems?
Hello?
Nicole’s voice called, warbling and faint with distance as it came through the portal. I need a hand here, guys.
Raiden was the first one to the portal, and Gordan was fairly sure he saw a smug hike at the corner of his mouth. As Raiden leaned into the portal, half his torso disappeared, and his balance wavered. Gordan decided not to let him tumble after Nicole this time and caught him by the arm while indulging in a satisfied chuckle. In a strange way his contact with Raiden, who was now far closer to Nicole than Gordan was, eased the ceaseless tension in his chest.
He waited patiently, listening to their voices quiver through the portal.
I am never going to get used to that,
Nicole said as half of Raiden appeared overhead, some victim of a magic show gone wrong.
Come on; we should get back and close this portal before we draw any unwanted attention,
he said with a laugh, reaching his hand out to her.
Gladly,
she shivered. Her toes were numb now, the socks on her feet dampened with snow. She took a steadying breath, attempting to set aside her uncertainty just long enough to defy gravity. Reluctantly, she tapped into the humming force lurking deep in her core. It spread through her, igniting every nerve, spreading its heat down into her toes and all the way up into her hair.
She jumped, gliding upward like a swimmer surfacing from the depth of a pool. Just as she came face-to-face with Raiden, her stomach flipped in that weightless moment between rising and falling. He hooked his arm around her before she could sink back into gravity’s pull. Her heart gave a hard punch against her ribs as he pulled her back through the portal into Mitchell’s room.
Her weight nearly knocked him over, but Gordan was standing behind him and propped him up while they steadied themselves on their feet. Raiden’s arm remained cinched around her waist.
There, that was simple enough. Do you remember the spell to close the portal?
he asked softly, as though he was saying something the others shouldn’t hear.
No, I should go get the book,
she said as a bloom of heat filled her cheeks.
Then Raiden’s face changed. His subtly curled lips turned into a stiff line, and his eyes went wide, his brow crumpling with distress.
What?
she asked, concern weighing her voice down.
Then Raiden was yanked toward the portal. His grip on her slipped away. Nicole only managed to catch his arm before he could disappear. Her wet socks slipped against the carpet as she leaned back, desperately clinging to him. Gordan clamped his arms around her, anchoring her down.
Raiden!
Nicole’s voice was strained with her effort to hang on to him.
What’s happening?
Mitchell raised his voice behind them.
The Council,
Raiden replied, barely able to speak.
They’ve cast a summoning,
Gordan said. The only reason Raiden isn’t in Atrium this very moment is probably because he was on this side of the portal.
Then we’ll close it,
Nicole said. Mitch, the book on portals is downstairs in the living room.
On it,
he said, running from the room.
Nicole, we don’t know what the force of the spell will do to him if we close the portal. There’s a chance the portal might not close at all,
Gordan warned.
What are we supposed to do, then?
Her question became a sad cry.
Let … go,
Raiden said, straining to speak, cringing against the spell.
No,
Nicole snapped, aghast at the idea.
Let … me go, Nicole.
He forced the words out and gasped for a breath.
All she could do was shake her head at him.
Gordan?
Raiden choked out.
I’ve got her,
he answered.
Don’t,
she warned, but Raiden reached for her hands and pried them open just enough. No!
He slipped from her grasp, and the portal swallowed him up.
2. Welcome
R aiden flew backward through the portal. The summoning spell held him like a crushing fist, dragging him across hundreds of miles in seconds. He felt immaterial for that time, like he was just a haze of vertigo and nausea until he was spit out onto a cold marble floor. Unbelievably, he landed on his feet but promptly fell onto his hands and knees, queasy from the leap to Atrium. For a moment he stayed there, unsure if his stomach was about to turn itself out onto his reflection in the mossy-green marble or not.
Welcome, Raiden,
a cold female voice greeted him, bouncing around the polished floor and high ceiling. It was dim, but he could make out the column-lined walls on either side of him. His head was still spinning, but he picked himself up, wobbling on unsteady legs.
We apologize for the aftereffects of the summoning.
A man’s low, grating voice spoke this time.
Raiden fought back one last wave of nausea, and as it ebbed, his mind finally caught up with him. Every ounce of hate and sorrow hit him like a battering ram, but he kept his face composed. If any distaste showed in his expression, he was sure it would only seem like vertigo from his unpleasantly abrupt journey. What else could he do now but what he had been planning to do only days ago? He hadn’t been greeted by armed guards or summoned into a jail cell. This will work, he told himself. It has to. Otherwise, what chance did they have?
We grew concerned about your well-being when we could not contact or summon Sinnrick. We did not expect any casualties, circumstances being what they are with this girl.
Raiden’s jaw clenched. You mean you expected this to be easy. He looked up at them sitting atop their high, crescent-shaped bench in identical robes. In fact, they almost all looked identical at first glance because they were all bald, their heads shaven.
Can you tell us anything about the fera?
The question pushed his thoughts back on track.
It’s only been a week,
Raiden said, to remind himself just as much as them. How close did you expect me to get in just seven days?
He hoped they felt like fools; he did. He almost couldn’t believe how close he and Nicole had become in that time. Not even ten minutes ago he’d had her in his arms as close as he could hold her. He closed his eyes longer than he wanted. Keep talking. Tell as much truth as you can, he thought. Don’t let them know how much time you’ve spent with her.
My search for the portal led me into some trouble with the resident murderer of Cantis.
This was true, and he was glad for the opportunity to point out their failure in Cantis. It’s a long story, but I ended up in over my head. I guess Sinnrick did too. Moira found out about the fera and took an interest in what we knew.
Sinnrick had died in the castle that night, so Raiden could safely incorporate him into the fabricated parts of his story. I only encountered the fera briefly the night before last. Moira managed to get her into the castle,
he added.
Yes, Moira. We’ve kept an eye on her since the decimation. She had well known ties to many prominent members of Dawn, and so we were suspicious of her activities in Cantis.
Raiden crushed his jaws together until his ears rang. They decided to pay attention after thousands of people had been killed senselessly. For a moment he thought the rage in his chest might asphyxiate him.
What have you been doing since you encountered the fera?
The indignant tone carried through the hall.
I managed to find the portal. I was in the process of getting closer to her,
he said, and their most recent embrace flashed before his eyes. I found myself some clothes to blend in and noticed that she seemed to be packing to leave, but that’s when you summoned me. As I understand it, a portal depends mostly on there being a source of magic on the other side to contact. If she leaves, we won’t know where to open another portal.
It was easy to sound like he cared about their efforts thanks to all the thought he had put into evading them.
That’s no matter. We have ways of detecting portals throughout the realm. Since they are so seldom an occurrence these days, she should prove easy enough to track down. She’ll compromise the barrier between the realms eventually, and when she does, we will locate her.
The man who spoke had a careful, steady cadence to his words.
Since you had an encounter with her and she knows your face, we think it best to assign a new agent to this matter, one she will not recognize. We would like you to share what you know with him, anything that might help him get close to the fera. He should be waiting for you outside this chamber.
Raiden took a deep breath to maintain his composure. He should have expected this, but he had hoped they would keep him on the mission. At least then he could see her, let her get away, keep the Council from getting too close. He had no way to warn her about another agent, what he would look like. She wouldn’t see him coming. Raiden knew he needed to trust in Gordan, and the only reason he could was because he trusted Nicole and she trusted the dragon. Raiden had faith in Nicole, in her determination and her instinct. He could trust even a dragon, but he couldn’t trust the Council or anyone who served them.
We do have another assignment for you. There has been a lingering rebel movement within the city, and it has been more difficult than anticipated to locate their whereabouts and infiltrate their ranks in the last year or so. We have need of a new face, one they won’t recognize as one of our own. You have experience, albeit rather informal, which we need. You’ll be housed in the fifth district of the city. An assistant will bring the locator key to your home, and a messenger will arrive with all the information we have on the rebel faction.
The Council’s trust in him was hard to believe. He knew he should have been pleased, but all he could wonder was how he was supposed to help Nicole while he was chasing down a group of rebels. Then it occurred to him that he should respond.
Yes … thank you.
He fought back the bile rising in his throat. It hit his wisdom teeth with a biting twinge as he uttered, It’s an honor.
You are dismissed until two days hence. Get some rest, Raiden,
one of the women said. Hers was the first warm voice he’d heard since arriving, but somehow her kindness rolled through him like cold water.
He responded with a stiff nod and looked around, unsure where they’d hidden the door to escape the Council’s lifeless hall. It was directly behind him, and he turned and crossed the glassy floor with long, grateful strides. Somehow the great double doors seemed to sense him before he could touch the massive iron handle, and they opened of their own accord, shutting behind him with a heavy boom that startled him.
A cloud of sound enveloped him, and he sagged with relief to hear the clatter of feet crossing the wide corridor before him. Voices murmured to each other. Papers shuffled. Raiden hadn’t realized how dark it had been in the Council’s hall until now. White crystal clusters on the ceiling high above lit the corridor, at the other end of which was another pair of large double doors. On either side of the doors there were tall, narrow windows. Through the panes he could see the darkness outside and the lights of Atrium glittering in the distance.
It occurred to him that the sun had been rising around this time yesterday. It had to be early, before dawn, and the courts were already bustling with people who served the Council.
Raiden?
Raiden pried his eyes away from the doors at the other end of the corridor to see the face of the man who would be hunting Nicole. At first he only saw a man of his same height, perhaps slightly shorter, with wavy black hair hanging around his face. Then his eyes focused, and he saw the blue eyes like lapis stones and registered the look of disbelief on the man’s face. Raiden knew this man; rather, he had known him as a boy.
Caeruleus?
The familiar stranger stepped forward without hesitation and clapped his arms around Raiden before pushing him away again to study him. Look at you. You’re alive. I thought I’d never see you again. They said everyone was gone—that Cantis was gone. I can’t believe this.
Words tumbled from Caeruleus’s mouth just like Raiden remembered, only his boyish voice was gone, replaced by deeper tones.
Raiden was strangely disoriented by the thoughts and feelings clashing in his mind. His childhood friend was the agent assigned to find Nicole. Raiden’s heart was joyous and pained. He had hated this man before he’d seen his face, and now he suddenly felt as much concern for him as for Nicole.
BookInteriorGlyph.jpgNicole struggled against Gordan’s arms locked around her torso, kicking at the air. Let go,
she snapped with venom in her voice.
He released her, and she lurched forward, through the portal, prepared for the drop this time. Her heart fluttered as she fell, seething. Her magic swelled in her chest, making her body lighter. She landed on steady legs as though she had hopped only a couple of feet, followed immediately by the sound of crunching snow under Gordan’s feet behind her.
He’s already gone, Nicole. He’s in Atrium by now,
he said.
We could have figured something out,
she said, whirling around and shoving Gordan hard. An angry pulse of magic moved through her hands, forcing him back, but he maintained his balance.
He will be fine,
he said, his expression unfazed by her outburst.
You don’t know that. They could be arresting him right now.
Her frantic voice disturbed the silence.
Better him than you.
I can’t believe you just said that,
she said softly, her volume dropping out of shock. He’s supposed to be the jerk, not you. If they execute him for treason, it will be my fault.
That was his choice, Nicole. He, at least, has some chance of talking himself out of trouble. You, on the other hand … you are on their execution list no matter what. So, yes, better him than you.
He shouldn’t have to pay the consequences for my problem, for—
For you existing?
Gordan snapped, startling her with anger that had to come from somewhere deep. You’re not running from a crime. They’re hunting you, Nicole. Perhaps it has been easy to pay little regard to that fact until now because you’ve not yet seen how far they will go. This is just beginning. They thought Raiden was doing their dirty work. They will send others. They will chase you until you can’t run anymore.
His voice trembled, and Nicole looked at him with wide eyes, astonished by the emotion in his words.
Gordan shook his head, took a careful breath, and steadied his voice, speaking softly this time. "Raiden made his choice. To be quite honest, I think when he met you, there was no other choice for him, not unlike how I had no choice. He may not be here, but he’s on your side. I’m on your side. We’re going to fight with you whether you like it or not. You don’t get to blame yourself for our choices. Understand?"
His quiet words were far more potent than his anger, and they stole the wind from her sails, leaving her deflated.
Fine. Then tell me why we shouldn’t be there too.
We can’t just go charging into the courts where the Council has hundreds of men ready to fight. This isn’t a battle for three people. Even if one of them is a fera. Maybe it’s time to consider that this one is better fought from the inside.
The silence grew warm, and waves of heat radiated from Nicole. She was burning with hate and magic, and she just needed to get away from it. Gordan was right about one thing at least: her enemies would soon come.
She looked up and saw the glimmer of light like a mirage—the portal. The snow around her feet turned to slush. She let her magic build in her legs until they burned, and then she jumped. As she passed through the portal, the barrier prickled her skin. The air on the other side was thick and stale after the crisp, cool air of Cantis.
Mitchell stood there in the doorway with the book in his hand. What happened? Where’s Raiden?
he asked.
Gone,
Nicole answered as she stormed past him.
Wait! There’s still the matter of the portal in my room!
Mitch raised his voice after her. Do you know how to close that thing?
As she stomped into her room, she heard Gordan answer, I’ll need the book.
His voice was level and calm, which only infuriated her more.
With her sights set on her packed bag, she bent down and yanked the long cord to cinch it closed and flipped the top flap over so she could buckle it down. Then she swung the bulky bag over one shoulder. She took long, angry strides out of her room and down the stairs. Her feet thumped heavily against each step with her frustration and the extra weight on her back.
She knew she couldn’t be angry with Raiden. The summoning spell had taken choice out of the equation. That look of pain on his face lingered in her mind, and she imagined the crushing force of that magic pulling him away from her. She knew that Gordan couldn’t do anything about it either. But all she wanted right now was to be angry, at both of them, at the Council, at anything and everything.
It killed her that her enemies had so many ways to hurt her, using each person she cared for, and yet there was no way she could hit them back. She yanked the front door open and slammed it closed behind her.
She marched with purpose across the front of the house to where the family’s 1986 Toyota pickup sat parked on the far side of the driveway in front of the side gate. It had been her dad’s first business truck, long since retired. It had blown a head gasket nearly two years ago. Her dad had his larger, newer truck to drive, and Mitchell had the family Corolla away at school. Everyone was too busy for the project, so here the old truck sat waiting to be fixed.
Now it was urgent. Nicole needed to get out. This wasn’t some weekend visit to her brother’s or even a relaxing weeklong vacation to let some little problem blow over. She needed to move and keep moving. Her own home had become a twenty-four-hour pit stop now. The driver-side door was unlocked. She opened the door and tossed her bag into the cab before pulling the latch that popped the hood. With a clang the hood released, and she circled around the cab to heave it open and secure the prop.
The engine was filthy, dust and grime everywhere. She felt as if she’d just opened the chest of a centuries-old corpse, expecting to revive him. All she could hope was that a few different spells to make everything clean and to mend what was broken would be enough.
It was a gusty day, and the wind slithered through the fabric of her clothes. She shuddered, and the heat of her magic moved eagerly to the surface. The prickling energy radiated from her, slipping from her grasp, like too much sand in a clenched fist, whisked away on the wind.
The green palo brea tree beside the driveway rustled and shook, its thin branches dancing with life. In seconds its swaying canopy turned from green to bright yellow with blossoms that shouldn’t be there until May. A tiny spark of delight went off in her brain at the sight of her favorite thing about Arizona—the desert in bloom. In that moment she realized she didn’t care anymore if the world saw her magic. As dangerous and unpredictable as it might be, she could love the spontaneous beauty that sprang forth from it.
A sigh of acceptance escaped her, swallowed up by the vigorous breeze. She focused on the silent engine. Her thoughts rushed through the pages of spells she had read. The word for the cleaning spell was on the tip of her tongue—cleaning and repairing were probably the first spells she’d made a conscious note to remember.
"Purgandum," she said. The spell took form on her lips, tingling with warm electricity that arched unseen through the air. The whole truck shuddered as though the engine were turning over, but it made no sound. Then a cloud of filth rolled off the vehicle and wheezed out from under the hood. The wind carried it away while Nicole blinked in astonishment.
She wondered if there would ever come a time when magic didn’t amaze her. Absently, she touched her fingers to her lips, which were still tingling from the spell. The engine looked remarkable. She’d never thought it could be so clean. The last time it had looked like this had to have been when it was brand new. She leaned closer to inspect her spell’s work. Every bolt, every tube, every vent was pristine, but there was one last thing. Although everything was clean, she needed to fix the head gasket. She couldn’t help doubting the success of a spell on a part she couldn’t see without taking the cylinder head off the engine block.
Worth a try,
she muttered with a shrug. She closed her eyes and deconstructed the engine in her mind, picturing the thin head gasket and keeping it secure in her mind. "Novo," she intoned with as much confidence as she could muster. She opened her eyes to see white light leaking out from the car as if the engine might burst. Then the light dissipated.
With an anxious sigh she removed the prop from the hood. She lowered it back down and let it drop closed the last few inches. It shut with a loud metal bang. She climbed into the cab and shut the door before she realized she didn’t have the key. Of course, she thought with a huff and held out her hand. Keys,
she demanded through her teeth.
Her magic raced through her veins and filled her hand with heat. A green spark in her palm grew into a flash, and suddenly the keys were there. For a brief moment she wondered where they had been hiding, somewhere in the chaos of her room no doubt. She closed her prickling hand around the keys. Her fingers cried out from the pressure as if her hand had fallen asleep. She ignored the discomfort and inserted the key into the ignition. Her heart pounded. Moment of truth. She gave the key a twist. The engine turned, grumbling like a beast waking unwillingly from its slumber. The truck gave a shake and then settled into a steady vibration, idling.
Yes!
she cried, throwing her hands against the wheel.
Where might you be going?
Gordan’s calm voice was almost lost in the engine noise and yet still managed to startle her.
Does it matter? You can get in or hop in the back.
She hitched her thumb over her shoulder. You can even fly if you want to. I don’t care, as long as we get away from here.
Not that I mind this nomadic vision of yours, but there are some people here who deserve to know where you’re going.
His voice softened to the point where she barely heard him over the engine. She wanted to smile at his concern for her dad and her brother. It would be easier to leave and apologize later over the phone, but Gordan was right.
A flustered groan escaped her lungs, and she turned the key. The engine went quiet again. Fine.
3. Gone
T he polite sound of someone clearing their throat shifted Raiden’s attention to a rather short man with a tiny pair of spectacles perched on the bridge of his nose.
Pardon me, are you Raiden Aldor Cael?
Raiden flinched. He wished people didn’t know his full name—Cael was his father’s name. Yes,
he answered.
The short man presented an envelope, holding it out with a straight, rigid arm.
Raiden took the parcel. Thank you.
Good day to you,
the man said with a quick nod before turning on his heel and hustling away.
Caeruleus clapped Raiden on the back and pulled him forward into a stroll down the wide corridor, leaving the great double doors of the Council behind them.
Let’s go see this place of yours,
Caeruleus said.
Raiden still couldn’t find words. Talking to Nicole the first time—after the shock of accidentally running through a portal and crashing into a stranger in another realm—had been easier than thinking of something to say to his oldest friend. After all those years alone, wondering what his friend’s life was like, safe and hopefully happy, wishing he could speak to Caeruleus again, Raiden had nothing to say.
From the corner of his eye, he saw the grin fade from Caeruleus’s face. The years and tragedy that had separated them seemed to creep into the air between them. Caeruleus might have been spared from witnessing that day, safe on the mainland, but he had to have been affected by what had happened on the island in his absence.
You’ve been in Cantis this whole time,
Caeruleus said.
Yes.
They said everyone was gone, but I guess there must have been plenty of survivors they didn’t know about.
No. Only me and maybe a couple others.
The weight of Raiden’s answer said everything that he couldn’t bring himself to speak.
I’m sorry, Ray. You know she was a mother to me too.
Caeruleus’s murmur was nearly inaudible.
I know. Where have you been? How did you end up in the courts?
Raiden struggled to keep the distaste out of his last question.
Marble pillars lined the hall, slipping slowly past them as they walked. Their footsteps were lost in the cacophony of feet clattering around them. Dozens of people passed by, but no one seemed to see them.
My father moved us to Nol, where he had some old friends whose family used to be nobility before the Dragon Wars. Everyone always talked about how the Council was spread too thin, how there were barely enough men and women to keep order across the mainland. Father kept what had happened in Cantis a secret from me. I guess it wasn’t hard. There was enough to talk about on the mainland; Cantis never made any news in Nol. I overheard him and his colleagues talking about it one night when I was sixteen. I was so angry with him for never telling me that I left. I figured maybe if the Council had had more agents back then, they might have been able to stop what had happened. I decided that if there was a chance to help the Council fix this bloody realm, I would take it.
You can’t make up for their failure,
Raiden said and immediately regretted his cold words. His friend had shouldered guilt that wasn’t his to carry. But I’m sure you’ve done a lot of good, Ruleus.
Caeruleus chuckled. I haven’t heard that name in—
Ten years?
Raiden guessed. Caeruleus’s father never shortened his son’s name. Raiden and his mother had been the only ones who called him that.
Has it been that long? What did you do with yourself for all that time?
A lot of reading,
Raiden answered with a shrug.
They came to the towering archway of the double doors leading outside, and a stout man pushed one of the doors open for them. Raiden looked at the sea of mostly dark buildings in the city and the lit streets that spread like arteries from the courts out to the city wall.
This is the first clear night we’ve had in a few weeks,
Caeruleus said with a laugh.
Raiden looked up at the deep blue sky. The lights of the city drowned out the stars above. This was a completely different sky than the one in Cantis for the past nine years, where not a single light competed with the sea of stars.
They came to a halt at the top of the steps that descended to the street below. The court building was built upon a large hill in the center of the city. There were wide thoroughfares leading away from the court building and out through the city, eight spokes of a wheel with a wall as its rim. There were few vehicles on the streets at this time. Around the courts the buildings were all nearly identical in height and architecture.
Well, this is Atrium,
Caeruleus said.
We used to think Cantis was a big place,
Raiden said as the memory bubbled up in his mind.
Caeruleus chuckled. We were boys then, Ray.
You’re right,
he said. We aren’t those boys anymore.
Mitchell,
Nicole said as she materialized in the hall. As her body unfurled from thin air, she steadied herself against the doorframe.
He jumped. Jeez, don’t do that!
She glanced to her left, into the empty room beside her brother’s. Her compulsion to leave swelled inside her, but she would not let her thoughts travel any further down that avenue.
Gordan and I are hitting the road. It’s time for me to get out of here,
she explained.
He laughed and continued folding his laundry. Oh? How you gonna do that? You two gonna take a flying carpet?
I fixed the truck,
she said.
Wait—what?
He dropped the shirt in his hands and looked at her. How?
It’s cute that you still ask that question,
she said, shaking her head as she crossed his room and planted a swift kiss on his cheek. I’ll give you a heads-up when we’re headed toward Tucson, okay?
Uh, yeah, okay.
Love you.
She said it fast enough that she didn’t have to feel it. If she lingered to see those words reach his eyes, she might have to bear the weight of them and acknowledge the possibility that this was the last time she would say those words to her brother. Her magic flared. She let it unravel her and pull her through the air.
Gordan waited, leaning against the truck. He seemed completely unfazed by her sudden formation before him, as if he’d felt her coming.
All right, time to go,
she announced.
What about your father?
He’s at work. We’ll stop to say goodbye on the way. Satisfied?
He didn’t answer, only gave her a subtle smile and eased away from the driver-side door. His long legs made his gait look more like gliding. The strides were slow, yet he covered a distance that made him faster than his movements seemed. When he reached the passenger door, he paused a moment, studying the handle. She wondered if he was considering the truck bed instead, but he pulled the handle up and opened the door. He ducked inside and climbed in, folding himself up to fit in the small cab. She wished she could give him more room. Unfortunately, with the bench seat and her only slightly above average height, she couldn’t put the seat back for him and still reach the pedals.
The smell of sawdust and desert sand rekindled an ember of joy from years ago. She remembered going everywhere with her dad in this truck. He’d taught her how to drive it when she was twelve.
Ready?
she asked Gordan.
For anything,
Gordan replied with a solemn smile.
She tried not to hear the note of severity in his words. Instead, she smiled back and turned the key in the ignition. The engine rumbled to life, and she couldn’t be sure if it was the vibration of the truck or her own anticipation that sent a tremble through her body and down into her core.
BookInteriorGlyph.jpgThey walked under the streetlamps, Raiden holding the key to his apartment in his open hand. Another set of soft footsteps shuffled along ahead of them, but he kept his eyes on the key, leading them to the door it would unlock.
At least they put you in a decent neighborhood,
Caeruleus said, bobbing his head in approval of their surroundings. Pretty much as far as you can be from the barracks where they house the rest of us.
There was a little disappointment in his voice.
Raiden had the feeling the Council had their way of keeping a close eye on him nonetheless. Despite Caeruleus’s attempts at conversation, Raiden’s mind raced through plans. He needed to find some means of communicating with Nicole and Gordan. There had to be some way he could warn them about the Council’s movements. But he certainly couldn’t go off on his own little mission without first knowing the extent of the Council’s eyes and ears around him.
Dawn was finally emerging from below the wall at the edge of the city. People stepped out of their homes, opened shop doors, and set up their carts. The day in Atrium was beginning around him. Two days—that was how much time he had to figure out what to do.
Ray?
What?
Did you hear me?
No, sorry. I’m a little lost in my thoughts. It’s been a chaotic week,
Raiden confessed easily.
I said, ‘We’re close,’
he said, pointing down at the key.
Raiden blinked, astonished that he’d been staring at the key but hadn’t even registered the fact that it was buzzing brightly in his palm.
He looked around, familiarizing himself with the area. These streets and the people who frequented them were a part of his new home, even if he didn’t like it. He could nod in greeting to the shop owner sweeping dust out his front door. He could smile at the old woman sitting at her street cart stringing beads for sale. He could inhale deep into his lungs the smell of hot bread coming out of ovens as they passed by a bakery, even if he’d rather have the smell of morning coffee and the citrus scent of Nicole’s hair instead.
The key nearly leaped from Raiden’s hand.
Well, that must be it,
Caeruleus said, turning to look up at the building across the street.
The narrow red brick building was two units wide and six stories tall. Black metal staircases stood as spiral columns at both sides of the building.
Welcome home,
Caeruleus said, nudging Raiden with his elbow.
Yeah,
Raiden replied halfheartedly.
Nicole killed the engine in front of a house with cream stucco and a coffee-brown tile roof. Her dad was inside with his crew working on a bathroom remodel. She pulled her phone out of her pocket and texted him, I’m out front. Need to talk to you.
Her heart tightened as she sent the message and waited.
What are you going to tell him?
Gordan asked.
Everything, which is why this is so hard.
The front door of the house opened, and Michael stepped outside.
Nicole inhaled and let out a trembling breath before getting out of the truck. She